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Personal rant and question because I'm honestly not sure if I'm justified in feeling like this or not (feel free to skip <3)
okay, so unfortunately I seem to have a sort of skin condition or an "allergy" to the sun. when I'm out in sunlight too much I get rashes on my hands and face and they swell up pretty badly (even with strong sunscreen). I've booked an appointment to get it properly checked out next week (haven't been able to these last few weeks because clinics were full and I had very little free time) but in the meantime, today I got pretty badly burned.
last time this happened, my face and hands were red and itchy but it was still overall fine. however, when I woke up the next day my face was completely swollen. you know how allergic reactions can cause eyes to swell up so badly to the point you can't even see their eyes anymore? yeah that's how I looked.
thankfully, I was able to have someone else cover my shifts so I didn't leave the house for a few days and followed researched instructions on how best to minimise the pain, and after a few days I had a bit of a tan in those areas but it was mostly okay!
thing is, just yesterday I started working at a summer camp. Most days we do indoor field trips to different places, but we sometimes go outside. Today we went outside, and only 20 minutes of me not holding an umbrella because i was holding a kid's hand got me a sunburn.
I'm worried that tomorrow I'll wake up and my face will be completely swollen like last time (same symptoms)
I asked my sister what I should do if that happens, and if I should go to work if my face is swollen (tomorrow there are no field trips, just in door activities at our location, plus there will be several other camp counsellors and volunteers) and she basically looked at me like I was crazy and said: "of course! you wanna miss work just because you're scared of looking ugly?? that's kind of vain"
I'm gonna admit, that sort of pissed me off, because it's not like I'm usually too bothered about my appearance, but this isn't like me wanting to skip out on work because I got a pimple or something. I looked like I had an allergic reaction last time (and it's sort of accurate). Plus, going out would mean exposure to sunlight, even if just a little and that would make it worse.
like...I think it's kind of gross of her to imply I'm being vain and caring too much about my looks because my eyes literally swelled up like balloons last time. and there's no way to hide that. every single person would look at me and ask questions and I've personally never seen anyone look like that at a job. In fact, if I ever saw someone looking like that, I'd probably think "they shouldn't be working. they should go home"
my sisters idea is that if I'm not in excruciating pain, there's no reason I should miss a day of work, and she's not wrong, I do have a high pain tolerance, but again, I actually do not look like I'm alright at all. (plus it still hurts, even if not that much, and it'll look and feel worse with sunlight)
like if my face was just a bit red because of the sunburn, I'd still go no question. But this is different. Last time I looked like my face was a mushroom. you couldn't see my eyes and as a result they felt so heavy and my face was just swelled and didn't feel right or good at all.
so am I being overly sensitive and vain, or would it be acceptable to miss out on a day of work because of an allergic reaction/sunburn?
#tbd#layl.text#sorry to like....randomly dump all this#I'm just sort of taken aback at what she said#and worried she might be right?
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Okay you can’t tell me that Vlad doesn’t have an organ somewhere in his mansion. Upon learning of this, Danny would teach himself how to play the Haunted Mansion theme on the organ and play it at 2am.
Vlad Masters is away on business in Gotham, and the Fentons are coincidentally there for a symposium on ecto-activity. So it’s perfect! Except he goes to the wrong house, er mansion.
Honestly, Danny thought it was one of Vlad’s many mansions. Scaring the old man is his favorite activity after all. There’s a higher amount of ectoplasm here, so it has to be Vlad’s place right?
When Bruce comes out (on one of his few nights off) and sees his carbon copy playing the organ, all thoughts fly out of his head. Danny finally looks up and also blue screens. They stare at each other for what feels like an eternity until Danny’s cell phone rings (the ghostbusters theme??) and he panics. He jumps up and makes a break for the other door rushing through apologies “SorryWronghousegottagobye!” And runs out of the room. “Wait! Who are you?”Bruce exclaims as he rushes after him. They’re on the second story in one of the rooms he rarely uses. How did he know where the organ was? No matter. He’ll catch the kid on the stairs.
Except the kid is already almost at the bottom. How did he get down so effortlessly? The kid practically floated down the stairs.
Bruce gets to the foyer just in time to see the kid realize the door was dead-bolted in multiple spots. He won’t be able to undo them all before Bruce catches up to him.
He slows down and stands behind a pillar, assessing his next move. He needs to be careful here. This is a child after all, no need to spook him any more than he already has. He needs to slowly approach, and ask his questions.
But then the kid does the unexpected. After looking around frantically, he takes a deep breath. Two rings form around his middle and travel up and down his body. His black hair turns ghostly white. He looks back, almost directly at Bruce. His eyes widen as if he realizes he’s being watched. He whispers, barely loud enough to hear, “I’m so sorry, please don’t follow me.” Then, he backs through the locked door and vanishes.
#danny phantom#dp x dc#dp x dc prompt#dp x dc crossover#danny fenton#batman#bruce wayne#honestly this was supposed to be a funny short prompt#then the brain rot took hold#frankly not his best moment#but Jazz called and he panicked#Bruce is panicking now#does he have another kid?!#a kid with powers????#no doubt about it he has to investigate#Danny’s freaking out#Jazz is too because she realized Danny wasn’t at the hotel#she calls again and Danny answers freaking out#until he realizes Vlad’s house is RIGHT THERE#and what has he got to lose#might as well actually do his prank now#and worry about the other mansion later#Jazz is not thrilled#she has damage control to do#my thought was that Maddie stole DNA after realizing Jack couldn’t have kids#so she takes billionaire Bruce Wayne’s DNA and billionaire Lex Luthor’s DNA#THE KIDS HAVE NO IDEA#THEY ARE IN FOR SOME NOT SO HAPPY FUN TIMES#when Vlad finds out he is offended Maddie didn’t take his DNA#someone please yoink this
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DPxDC the Olympics AU.
Jazz is competing for sharpshooting
Dick is competing for team gymnastics
Y’all can work it out from there :)
#maybe he’s solo men’s gymnastics too I just think he’d be in a team to put less eyes on him#dpxdc#danny phantom#dp x dc#bones prompts#the Olympics has issues with preventing olympians from doing the devils tango after all#and yet I just think they would get along great as both older siblings and people with too much weight in their shoulders#jazz got so worried about accidentally shooting her brother she got some of the Best of the Best sharpshooters from the GZ to train her.#she got better and better and better until she showed off her skills to one of her coworkers once when they went to the range and told her#she was Olympics level of good. she went to the tryouts bc her coworker insisted on it#and to her surprise she was accepted. she knew she was a good shot but the reality of just HOW good came crashing down in that moment#holy fuck she could make a name for herself and win a gold metal. might as well have fun and try right?#bones writes in the tags
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Yaaaay new pin for the bag! Been very eagerly waiting for her
Thanks @pangur-and-grim
#i was worried she got lost in the mail#how fitting thatd would have been /stressed out sigh#i think i might move her to where the moth is on the right#crazee talk
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i was going to make a post that was just:
steve, watching took girls he used to be in love with kiss: *in the least creepy way possible* hell yeah :)
and in the tags i typed "steve being besties with all his exes" and then immediately thought of the fact that, yes, steve is friends with all his exes, EXCEPT for eddie
like, eddie and him have a quick summer fling or something, it burns hot and it burns FAST. but then, like in all relationships, they both change. they both start thinking of the ✨future✨ and... steve's not leaving hawkins anytime soon, you know? and eddie wants nothing more than to get out. but they're both attached, more than they thought they were, so it's not necessarily an amiable break. it's not horrible, they don't hate each other or anything. but there's lots of tears and a little bit of yelling, and then...
eddie leaves. and they never speak again.
and they think of each other, sure. in new partners, in new experiences, wondering what it might be like if— except that's not the reality anymore. they're NOT together anymore, so there's no sense in wondering, right?
except... they do. they do wonder, they do wish, they do miss each other, they still want each other. but that ship's sailed. he's moved on, they think. he's moved on and his happy with someone else.
and of course, that's when mike and el's wedding happens to everyone.
#shush mal#stranger things#steddie#just some ramblings#where did the ronance go??? in my brain it's personal don't ask#anyways the wedding is an absolute DISASTER#steddie are being awkward#ronance is being TOO in love#dustin is wreaking havoc#and it all culminates in mike runaway bride-ing it right before the ceremony and el's just like :) thank goodness#she slow dances with hopper and max and steve and robin and eddie at the reception turned no wedding party.#anyways steddie is the least of anyone's worries and the two of them are just staring at the drama like wow 🍿#and then eddie gets too drunk and proposes to steve while he's slow dancing with mrs. wheeler#steve does not say yes ofc not but he does hold eddies hand and kiss his cheek regularly for the rest of the night which is just as good tb#okay this is a whole outline i might as well write the romcom of my life
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shiv’s little mindfuck with gerri about the dickpics is a special flavor of backhanded feminism because she pretends as if it’s concern over gerri’s wellbeing and she talks to her like she’s a child who’s been touched in her naughty bits and it’s cruel how she only means to undermine roman and put herself next in line and if she can coax gerri to do her bidding and take this to HR and the board then that strikes him out permanently but shiv’s too greedy and tips her hand and gerri doesn’t even have to be that shrewd to realize what she’s doing but in the end it doesn’t even fucking matter because they are both women in logan’s world so neither stood a chance.
#also gerri not looking at shiv and being all uh-huh and nervous chuckle about it#and shiv with her patronizing tone and the oh i’m just worried for you and yeah right#and j saying in an interview that gerri might have cried about it later in the bathroom#and her career is over and all that hard earned respect is down the drain and WHY didn’t they have a scene where she confronts him about it#like????#succession#romangerri#-ish#gerri kellman#shiv roy
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Glimmer's apology to Bow is just good all I can think of is: she sat in that cell on Prime's ship all alone with her guilt and practiced the speech over and over in her head so she could get it right if she ever got to see him again. 🥺
#like this is miss act first and think later#and she so clearly thought this out carefully because it was important to her to get it right#poor baby was so worried he was never going to forgive her#and meanwhile bow spends all of stranded desperately trying to actually hold onto his anger to hold her accountable#when all he wants is just to immediately jump back to the way they were because he missed her so badly#i will never ever be able to be normal about them I'm sorry#me? emo about glimbow on a random afternoon? more likely than you might think#glimbow#glimmer#bow#spop#shera#she ra#meta#headcanon
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you know what guys. after this whole thing goes down, i hope we get the ACTUAL kamiyama school festival and it is a very good comparison to the first one. where we can see clearly how much mizuki has grown since that first event in january 2021, since that first school festival in middle school.
and i hope mizuki gets to have fun with her friends and can hang out with ena. and i hope ena has fun too. i hope she gets to tease akito, forge bonds with her classmates at the fried squid stall, and hopefully get roped into a dumb show with the oddballs 1 2. i hope this is ena’s pandemonium. i hope we all can have a little bit of joy and whimsy while getting to see how much the gang’s lives have changed at this point.
and i hope rui is a little worried for mizuki — i sincerely hope he is somewhere in mizu5, quietly waiting by the rooftop like he always has for her. but by the end of the schoolfes event he can look at mizuki, her whole face bright as all eight students in our little kamikou main cast gang come down from the rooftop (for one last time maybe, but we don’t talk about graduation in front of rui… unless ofc we bring it up this event) and he can say “you’ve come such a long way, haven’t you, mizuki? i’m happy for you.”
#project sekai#karamell yells#mizuki akiyama#ena shinonome#rui kamishiro#mizu5#sorry for making this sort of about rui. will not happen again#I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT THE KAMIYAMA HIGH FESTIVAL EVENT#and i will elaborate on the graduation thing btw#@ lunchtime i came with this wholeee scenario#rui’s a lil bit worried about mizuki after whatever happens in mizu5#and is all ‘oh boy i hope she’s enjoying today’#and cough okay i stole this bit from honakana wedding BUT#tsukasa’s like ‘well rui. you know what time it is’#‘its our last school festival rui. we need to make sure everyone’s having fun!#tis the duty of us seniors HAHAHAHA ok so blah blah blah’#and just ig. kidnaps ena for a little bit#phantom thief style. she is so confused but plays along#and mizuki and rui (and the other 2nd years) get to go around the school to look for them#over time rui kind of realises ‘hm. actually. mizuki is having so much fun right now… wow the power of companionship :)’#and ofc the final destination is that rooftop#and rui lets the 2nd years go in front of him and watches them…. and is all ‘wow. i might never get to do this again.#i’m so glad we get to be connected like this :)’#blah blah. wholesome ending. blah………..#what a ramble hey#but tis my duty as chairwoman of rui#a friend of his is a favourite of mine#cough SORRY AGAIN
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I sure hope it’s more than ten years because you definitely are not eleven
#Ok but this got me thinking about this more.#but that’s way too much stuff to type out right now#but I decided it was probably around 15 years#so Lucina came back at 16 and is now 18#Laurent is probably around 20 now#because of time shenanigans#sully probably survived most of that time because Kjelle was old enough to be trained by her#plus she might have been worried about age slowing her down and if she’s mid ish 20s now she’d be early 40s then which makes some sense#Cynthia definitely looks around 15#anyway#fire emblem awakening#Lucina
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In a little over a week we'll find out if we're about to have our first female president or live in Gilead.
To all my American readers who are adults and able to vote: please. Please vote. For the love of god, please. I can't fucking do this again.
#meanwhile musk is literally buying votes and trumpers are sabotaging the mail#and nothing is being done of course#that guy who has predicted the outcome of every election correctly predicted a harris win so there's that#(he was technically wrong in 2000 but i don't really count that against him because recounts did show that gore won)#(he couldn't have predicted the gop would intentionally stall the florida recount until the election was certified)#and this is the first election after he attempted a coup a TON of republicans are voting blue#and a ton of women are voting blue because of rvw#i just worry she won't win in the right places#or that they'll just declare trump the winner anyway#i have a pap smear later this week honestly think i'm going to ask my doctor for like a week's prescription of xanax#anyway yeah sorry it's been hard to write when my country might implode soon#vote blue so fai can get back to writing about ninja turtles and not worry about being sent to a lib reeducation camp
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Lol
#theres nothing quite like your mother saying Well maybe you shouldve been more careful because now your boss might think youve been flirting#with this male coworker (whom i like splendidly as a friend) and now maybe she thinks youre not trustworthy#and maybe she regrets hiring you because you said you feel like youre making a lot of mistakes this week and she might assume thats because#your head is filled with this boy.#so dont make her regret hiring you.#MA'AM I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY ANXIOUS BECAUSE I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES TODAY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME ASHAMED#OF SOMETHING THAT I HONESTLY HAD NO CLUE I OUGHT TO BE ANXIOUS ABOUT AT MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER IVE GRADUATED????#anyway going to bed i cant take this anymore LOL she said it so lightly and im like. well i never even considered#being afraid of making my boss regret hiring me somehow because of some kind of behaviour that i had no idea was sending some kind of signal#anywaysssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and then she was like why are you crying?? 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#not to be like this is partly why i didnt want to move home but confound it all why are things like this#can i not simply confide in my mother my anxieties and worriws#worries#and not also have to worry about her potentially being like Well have you considered you ARE right and it IS your fault?#idk man something something firstborn child eldest daughter can i have some room to breathe. please#also not to whine but Not my father walking in on me eating dinner at 10pm because i was holed up#in my room in a semi depressive state after so many gong shows in a work day and straight up having no appetite#but deciding my body needs the food anyway its better late than never.....walking in and then saying#you know if you eat this late you'll gain weight. SIR??????????????????#sorry to complain and rant again i simply cannot in this house and whats more am doing my best to honour my parents#but why is it so hard out here and how can they say stuff like that with a smile!!!!!!!#also i DO have an inner critic who is always like Its your fault you are the worst you should be ashamed always........why do my parents#not understand after knowing me for so long and watching me grow up#that i can make myself so ashamed of the smallest thing so easily and that what they say drives me to shame almost as easily?#ANYWAY LOL WHAT A DAY#you guys!!! i am working so hard i promise i PROMISE I am!!! it is my first full time job ever and i am working so so hard#i am doing my absolute best and no one sees it and that is FINE i just wish my parents would see that i AM trying!!#i come back home so dead every single day because i put in 120%! this is literally my first job after graduation#and my parents KNOW this has been the most exhausting taxing and soul crushing year ive had in my very short life so far
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The world was far too quiet, the air too heavy, the scrutiny unbearable. Link stood in the center of the atrium, sunlight cascading through stained glass, images of Hyrule’s history painted on his body. He knew he carried that history, that he’d already added to it, borne the burden of destiny, yet here he was, surrounded by onlookers awaiting him to take up the mantle once more.
The Master Sword stood patiently, waiting in the pedestal he’d thrust it into many years ago. The Queen of Hyrule stood ahead of him, on an elevated platform above everyone else, her daughter in front of her, hands over her heart, hope and anticipation in her eyes.
Link swallowed, feeling his heart race. He hated how terrified he felt. He hated how his stomach betrayed him, how his chest clenched, how he felt sick and pathetic. He wasn’t even sure he’d felt this bad when he’d first drawn the blade.
He was certainly no Hero. Not anymore.
But destiny was calling. He hated it. He hated it. He’d tried so hard to avoid this, yet here he was, being gawked at by the powerful people of Hyrule, once again in the spotlight as the goddesses themselves exposed him to the world.
Slowly, he reached for the hilt with his left hand. There was no point in arguing anymore. He’d dug his heels in for as long as he could. He just needed to take the plunge, right? His hand felt warm against the worn leather that bound itself around the hilt, generations of heroes having scuffed their calloused skin against it. He could sense the history to the item, his magic responding to the divine power inside the blade.
I don’t want to do this, he whispered, begged to the sword. He could hear the spirit’s quiet song in reply, a voice that he couldn’t decipher but always knew was there, mysterious and otherworldly, attracting him and holding him close in comfort and protection. His gaze moved upward to the royal family once more, and he caught sight of the princess.
And the person standing beside her.
His mind buzzed, a different kind of anxiety playing with his heart, and he sighed. The spirit of the sword sang again.
Shame filled him. But wisdom shone truer, burning with humility and grace, recognizing what was needed.
He knew he couldn’t do this.
His index finger extended from the hilt, pointing to the young Gerudo man beside the princess. The masseur jumped a little, mildly startled, eyes widening. He glanced around uncertainly, seeming to be one of the few who noticed the gesture, and then pointed to himself, mouthing, Me?
Link nodded a little, wiggling his finger to beckon him over. The Gerudo came carefully, and a whisper started to hiss around the atrium. When the princess’ friend reached Link, the former Hero quietly said, “My right arm is still injured. It takes two hands to pull this blade from its pedestal.”
The Gerudo stiffened, even more anxious. “But—I’m a Gerudo. We all know what happens with my kind in this cycle. I shouldn’t even be here.”
“I need your help,” Link insisted gently, feeling in his heart that this was the right move, even if it hurt. “Please.”
The Gerudo teenager was nothing if not compassionate, despite his worries and sarcasm, and so he sighed, taken in by Link’s soft petition. Slowly, his right hand twisted around the hilt, fingers brushing against Link’s own. The two watched each other silently, waiting for the other, before Link nodded again, and together, they drew the Blade of Evil’s Bane.
The instant the sword left its pedestal, Link let go.
The force of the move left his Gerudo companion stumbling a moment as the sword flew into the air, held by his right hand, held high and proud as it sang.
The Gerudo looked at him, terrified. “What—you—”
Link smiled.
He didn’t need to speak. They both knew what this meant. The queen rose from her seat, Princess Zelda had her hands over her mouth in awe, and the crowd was frozen. Link took a step away, leaving the new Hero to his fate, feeling like he’d sentenced him, but knowing in his heart that this was the right decision.
In a world of child heroes, a grown man was not needed. Somehow, he was already too old. He just wanted to fade away. He had nothing more to give to Hyrule.
The kids would be alright. He knew, as the blessing of Nayru glowed on his hand, that he was right.
#writing#Forsaken au#mystery link might have some issues#Gerudo Link is freaked out#Princess Zelda feels so vindicated guys#She was right about BOTH of them#Mystery’s just gonna try to run away now don’t mind him#(Don’t worry he won’t get far between his own guilt and concern and others dragging him back)#Skye time travels through the queue#legend of zelda
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"omg by the way if you think about it you and me r basically stolitz" -me 7/26
literally not even 10 minutes later we got into a joke argument except my autistic ass did not get that it was a joke and I got very mad so because of our stolas and blitzø "unable to communicate" asses, I ghosted them for a solid four hours (they were also mad at me though) and then came back and apologised 🤪
so like I guess we're stolitz^2 LOL
#don't worry we're cool now#needless to say we remember to use tone tags now 😭#'full moon without the full moon real' -me after we made up LMFAO#stupid ass argument anyway#AND OF FUCKING COURSE IT WAS SUCH A BLITZØ ARGUMENT ATP YOU MIGHT AS WELL CALL ME BLITZØ BUCKZO#(stols said they'd take our (fake) dog...? kid..? (our friend) to the pound...#...and I was like nuh uh idc if she's a dog she's my kid bro she been my kid since day one you aren't getting rid of her...#(that's some blitzø adopting loona deja vu right there 😭)#anyway some other shit happened and then we HB s2ep8 that shit LOL)#okay we get it angel#fucking loser baby#blitzø#stolas#stolitz
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while aaravi remains firmly within "yeah miranda has a difficult personality and isn't very easy to get along with + has many rough edges which are slowly being worked on but still going to be an issue" after having been very much so within the camp that miranda is a Vexing Bitch upon first contact/getting to know her, she DOES go from "miranda is unpredictable and dangerous as a merfolk and large macropredator and her emotions are inscrutable and random" to "merfolk aren't very hard to understand or predict and it's very easy to stay on the safe side if you keep basic rules in mind and don't freak out the second something unexpected happens"
#all the care guide says is 'biomass'#miravi.txt#just. thinking about it!#thinking about specifically how merfolk (like most other animals) growl/hiss specifically as a deterrent#like if you start really upsetting miri and she wants space and you to Please Stop#she will probably turn her face away from the other person or turn her body away from them#while growling or hissing and pulling her fins back#and will open her mouth to bare her teeth or gape her mouth open to show her teeth (including heavily panting)#where the point is ''i will hurt you if you touch me/get closer/dont stop so please dont do that''#but a lot of people read it as her being either obtuse (if she turns away from them)#or outright aggressive for the showing of teeth and growling#when shes really not. shes being very polite in merfolk terms in giving multiple chances to avoid violence#shes going ''i am worried i might have to hurt you so please reconsider'' in a way thats very readable if youre another merfolk#who will then step away or give her her space and switch the tone of the conversation#to see whats wrong#whereas her being more deliberately aggressive/violent usually comes with minimal vocal cues at all#or (if shes specifically threatening someone such as in the case of getting aggressive over perceived threats to her social bonds)#she will often turn towards them and open her mouth and flare her fins#often deliberately closing the distance and making herself appear Extra Large#she WILL growl here but will never hiss (hissing being a more defensive sound)#and will often smack her tail against the ground or show her claws or otherwise demonstrate how large and how scary she is#as a deliberate point of ''you crossed a line and this is what is going to happen to you if you dont make it up right now''#which! both require VERY different responses but might look similar to a human!#and might end up coming off as unpredictable or random in her actions and cruelty!#when shes not! shes just doing things the way a merfolk does them#which means aaravi realizes VERY quickly after learning about all of this#just how many cues miranda gives that people are starting to make her uncomfortable and feel Not Okay#that are ignored or written off because theyre merfolk cues#merfolk are very tolerant of stress but have basically no concept of escalation of violence for that reason#because if youve ignored every chance to prevent something dangerous up until the point it goes too far
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What if Camila overhears such a conversation of Hunter trying to convince Luz to run away?
re: this from the princess worst timeline
i mean, i do think she'd freak. like i think it would be pretty reasonable for her to freak. her initial instinct would be "this kid has to Go. Right Now."
BUT. i don't think she would give in to that instinct. hunter's arrival is literally the only thing luz has shown any interest in since camila got her back. luz is clearly pathologically attached to him. camila knows that if she kicked hunter out (or worse, involved the police), she would absolutely 100% lose luz forever. she is positive that luz wouldn't forgive her for that & she is correct.
so. god. the question is what WOULD she do. i guess it depends on what kind of support network she has and how many people she trusts wrt luz's apparent kidnapper cult background. i'm inclined to think she's a little paranoid because of the media attention surrounding luz and because she's been failed several times by The System (TM).
assuming she tries to handle it herself, i think she'd probably talk to hunter in private. but i'm not sure exactly what she'd Say. i guess THAT depends on whether she's clocked that he's afraid of her, or whether she just thinks he's an incredibly brainwashed cult member who's out to drag luz back at all costs.
hmmmmmm. much 2 consider.
#also she'd need to be careful with her wording because if she says the wrong thing hunter might just straight-up attack her.#hey luz i knocked your mom unconscious don't worry she's alive. we do need to go right now though. baiiiii#replies#toh#princess luz au#princess luz au worst timeline#horrible mindscape trauma pals#camila noceda
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i love my sister and for the most part, we are very close and genuinely like each other a lot but the one place where i'd just really, really, really like to see inside her brain is the part where she is still incredibly comfortable and cheerful—and even thinks it's really funny—talking about how much she didn't like me as a child while I'm like. yes. I am and was aware. and it sucked so so so much
#we had a really wild moment over dinner last week where she actually acknowledged#EXPLICITLY with her OWN WORDS#that things like our brother dying right when i was going into my senior yr of high school#and covid lockdown starting right when i'd graduated college + moved to a new city where i knew no one except her + was applying/auditionin#for jobs#were harder on me than one her in some unique ways#and i was literally like . is. is this a test? am i supposed to deny it?#bc like when our brother died she told me i was a selfish brat (for not grieving the way she did)#and during covid she told me (right after i got laid off) that she had ''way more reasons to be depressed'' than i did#personal#anyway she was laughing so much as she said this (abt not liking me) and i was just staring at her nodding slightly like#yeah. i know. i know you didn't like me#do YOU know how much it sucks to know that your older sister--whom you idolize--who you *desperately* want to like you--#not only doesn't like you at all#but even up into high school/college#would talk about how she couldn't wait till our LITTLE (five year old) cousins were old enough to hang because they'd be so much fun#and know that she had absolutely never thought or said that about you#do you perhaps! think that might still have ramifications on our relationship to this day#if your little sister spent 20+ years knowing that your love was conditional on them being the person you wanted her to be#like. do u???#(the answer is no of course but#i remain boggled by the fact that this eludes her considering she is! in fact! a really smart person!)#it's also like when i was first offered my current job#and our now bosses asked both of us like ''are you worried at all about working with your sister?''#and she laughed like lol no of course not?#while i was like ''honestly yes.'' adskjfglkjasds#very different perspectives sometimes
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