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and i got eyes on the back of my head, i got eyes everywhere so i know where you go
#yrdnzz art#blue lock#blue lock fanart#isagi yoichi#isagi#bllk#artists on tumblr#hey#been a minute.... sorry fazgang#I FEEL LIKE IM ALWAYS APOLOGIZING IN THE TAGS my fault#ill do better mb yall i just graduated this month and ive been just chilling doing fuck all bc ive been artblocked AYE EFF#big thank u to jamie for talking me thru this piece even tho its sooo simple#just having someone to talk to about how i feel abt my art was very helpful bc i was definitely stuck on how to start drawing again#what graduating with a bs in comp sci does to a mf i guess#anyways hope yall like this one LOVE U ALL MWAH
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When yer captain gets stuck on the mast because he’s scared of heights so you have to coerce him down
@sonicmarinermay Day 4: Promise
#did this so last minute hahahaha#had no idea what to do for this prompt#captain shadow is like a cat that gets stuck in a tree#sonic#sth#digital art#art#sonic the hedgehog#artists on tumblr#sonic fanart#shadow the hedgehog#procreate#sonadow#pirate sonadow#pirate au#au#Sonic au#drawing challenge#MarinerMay2024
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So… I’m really enjoying the fight between Umemiya and Takiishi
#Feral Umemiya is 👌#wind breaker#winbre#hajime umemiya#wbk#wind breaker umemiya#my art#sd art#artists on tumblr#manga#drawing#art#anime#illustration#draw#Btw i’m so stuck rn… idk what to draw#I came up with this but …meh#Windbreaker
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alright this now it’s damian wayne week except im ooh uh damn im yeah so late
DAY 5! : Stars :)
i hope you enjoy it underneath the light
i hope you can get some sleep tonight
because where you live the sun doesn’t set
this is your bed, i hope you enjoy
#i was stuck between captioning it#you used to have a future now you don’t even have a past#you won’t have half an answer if anyone cares ask#and what we have now#but i think what i chose fits better :)#both are car seat headrest lyrics form the song#overexposed (enjoy)#my art#digital art#fanart#artists on tumblr#damian wayne fanart#damian wayne art#damian wayne#damian al ghul#batfamily fanart#batfamily#batman fanart#batman and robin#batman#batfam#dc#dc robin#dc fanart#dc universe#dcu#damian wayne week 2024#car seat headrest
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Intermission | MADELEINE 1
[Table of Contents]
[Masterpost]
In light of an official Rebecca endorsement I feel the need to make another Tumblr update lmao
And hey, perfect timing too, cause we got the roll credits moment!
#If she really does read it i hope to god it's the Tapas version and not Tiktok cause they're still stuck on the last intermission#That being said I assume it's the new WTL and not the old one#given that the OG maxed at like 500 tumblr notes and this one has gotten 30k on tiktok#Rest in piss to whoever worked on the old version :3#walktheline au#walk the line#steven universe#au/niverse#intermission#su au#su#wtl2eb#i am not at all being cheeky about this what do u mean#Also once again thank u Gaudess for both working on this comic and getting that poster for me
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Tell me your fave and why!!
#tag game#my fave is Staraptor#cause of a particular playthrough that stuck with me#I feel like that’ll be the biggest answer#but Diamond was the first game I played where I actually kinda knew what I was doing#still barely knew#but I beat the game with an overpowered Staraptor#named Stary#and every day I got Stary massages#and I cried when I traded him to a friend for a little bit so we could play with each others favorites#and when he was traded back to me his friendship was back to 0#I was so upset for so long and I pampered him after that to gain his trust back#poll#tumblr polls#pokemon polls#polls#pkmn smash or pass#pokemon smash or pass#smash or pass#pokemon#pkmn
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im just imagining nandermo in a very enclosed space like for some reason they gotta be chest to chest pushed up against a wall and its awkward for a moment but then nandors eyes are just boring into guillermos and guillermo has that uncertain but unwavering stare too, and is this what is gonna take for them to kiss?
#at this point im just running all scenarios in my mind and spilling all my thoughts about them into the ether#i swear i am not fine#they kiss nandor blurts out i love you please dont ever leave me please dont die#and they share their feelings while kissing and bang against that very wall while telling the other how much they mean to them#nandor expecially is a flood of YOURE SO AMAZING GUILLERMO I LOVE YOU PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME PRAISE PRAISE PRAISE PRAISE#im going INSANE over them hahahaha#guillermo is too stunned and enjoying the physical sensation to be so close to nandor and to see nandor be so vulnerable#nandermo#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#atp im just saying whatever insane shit is passing through my head at any given moment. but thats what tumblr is for basically you will#forgive me about it. i just am a very physical person and i think a physical moment is always very good to unfuck a totally fucked dynamic#like talking of course would be preferrable but these two have so much shit under the bridge#that theyre sort of stuck in this ‘the love is requited they are just idiots’ cycle#annnnyway#bye#some messy liveblog tag#comment#*
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trying to cheer myself up
#messyr#doodle#artists on tumblr#mood#i draw myself a lot to express mood/emotions bc irl i don't/ hardly express jackshit HAHAHA#my classmates always gets surprised how expressive my drawings are or how i am in media/works when 90 percent of the time i look emotionles#idk whats going on w school anymore bc i isolated myself lately due to intense mood swings and it's stuck to its low lmao#nobody has to see that
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stuck with him
#hiiii fnaf tumblr sorry I abandoned you for a while <3#I promise I didn't forget about youu u (heart emoji)#anyway this is my own au content technically!!#this is my redesigned scraptrap to fit my au also#in this au the mci souls (and evan) hitch a ride with william#rather than dumbass moltenmci which is probably true#because they tried to prevent him from escaping the fnaf 3 fire (they failed)#colored ends on the souls indicate what animatronic they came from#soul color is their eye color because im kinda obsessed with that for some reason#left to right: jeremy evan fritz cassidy susie gabriel#charlie is NOT with them because she stuck around to ensure they did their job#since they didnt shes like OH SHIT and tries to find them and gets captured by lefty and then ffps happens#okay enough rambling. time for tags#fnaf#fnaf art#springtrap#scraptrap#fnaf au#fnaf mci#fnaf missing children#william afton#fnaf susie#fnaf gabriel#fnaf cassidy#fnaf evan#fnaf crying child#fnaf fritz#fnaf jeremy#also the reason they are able to do this is because their original vessels are destroyed in the fnaf 3 fire#cw blood
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fake screenshot of the epf group chat in my mind bc this post made me think of jpg
#my post#club penguin#jet pack guy#club penguin jet pack guy#ms paint#yknow what i spent enough time on the pixel art in this to put it in my art tag i think#my art#also#my ocs#oc: spork#because theyre here technically via cameo so it counts#rookie and gary are also here but idk if a text message warrants showing up in the main tumblr tag for those characters 💀#(note- i stuck this in my drafts abt a week and a half ago but i freaken forgor to post it until now.... :l )
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This has been something that's been living in my mind for a very long time. Sometimes, when things are hard, I write this in my head and it helps, so I thought I'd share. There's a bit of hurt before it goes to the comfort, but the comfort is there, I promise. This got long so you can read it on ao3 too
cw: non-sexual bathing, depression and a whole bunch of self-hatred
Daniel doesn't hear the door opening, but one minute he's alone, curled up under the blankets, and the next Max is sitting on the edge of the bed, running clothes still on. To be fair, Max might have been there for longer than one minute. Daniel hasn't been great at keeping up with time lately, keeps losing hours to naps and blank stares at walls. He's not been great at noticing Max either, sometimes feeling like he's living alone, even when Max is right beside him.
"Daniel."
Daniel opens his eyes again, hadn't even noticed he had closed them in the first place. Max sounds tired, careful, as he often does lately. It makes Daniel want to curl up tighter, shut him out harder, embarrassed and ashamed of being like this.
"Daniel, hey."
Did he close his eyes again? Max has one hand hovering near Daniel's cheek now, but he isn't touching. The last time Max had touched him without asking first when Daniel had been like this, just a hand on his shoulder, Daniel had flinched so hard he had kicked him off the bed.
Max has been sleeping in the guest room since, and the bed feels big and cold every night. Daniel is still glad Max is not touching him.
"Daniel."
Max's voice is firmer now, a frown on his face. It used to make Daniel feel worse, knowing he was upsetting him, but it's been a reality for so long he has learned to accept he's just made to make Max feel worse.
"Your therapist appointment is in two hours, Daniel, you should get up."
This time, Daniel makes the conscious decision to close his eyes. It doesn't matter how many hours he's been spending in this bed lately, he is always exhausted, and getting up sounds like way too much work. He doesn't want to get out of his blankets, doesn't want to have to sit up, to have to speak, to have to sit in their office to talk about his fucked up brain to a lady through a screen.
For a long moment, nobody says anything. Daniel is expecting Max to argue with him, to tell him he's being childish, pathetic, but Max doesn't.
It's worse when he simply sighs and gets up, leaving the room. It makes the chasm in Daniel's chest grow new teeth, gnawing at his lungs, breath stuttering in his throat. He didn't know he could feel more lonely.
He doesn't know what to do with this, with all the slick tar coating his insides, suddenly threatening to spill out, so he does what he's been doing lately and turns around, back to the bedroom door, and wills himself to sleep.
"Daniel."
Max's voice drags him out of the fog. He doesn't know how long it's been, but when he forces himself to open his eyes again, Max is crouching next to the bed, this other side now, still in his running clothes. Not long, then.
"I ran us a bath, will you come with me?" he asks. He doesn't look mad at Daniel for not speaking, doesn't look upset. He looks worried, and pleading. There are black shadows under his eyes. It's worse than him being angry.
It takes a long moment for Daniel to actually process the words, to filter them through the fog, but Max waits patiently. He always waits for Daniel, even when Daniel doesn't deserve it.
He doesn't want to get up, doesn't want to drag his limbs to motion, but he knows he stinks, knows his hair are a greasy mess, flattened on top of his head. He should. He doesn't want to.
"Please."
It's only a whisper, but it's impossible to miss in the quiet room. It pierces through Daniel's heart, his next breath coming out harsh and choked, his eyes closing on instinct. Even when he's deep in his own pain he can't forget how this is hurting Max too, but it's worse to see it so plainly, to hear the desperation in his voice. He doesn't know why Max hasn't left yet.
"You won't have to do anything," Max continues his pleading, more urgent now, "I will carry you, I will wash you, you just have to give me permission to touch you."
There was a time, before everything got this bad, when they were all over each other all the time, constantly touching, kissing, fucking. Now, Daniel can't remember the last time he even had wanted to come and his boyfriend is asking for permission to take care of him. He feels sick.
He hates the idea of Max seeing him like this, dirty and too skinny, but Max has never been good at letting things go and he doesn't have the energy to argue with him, nor the heart to hear his pleading, so he nods.
Relief shows so plainly on Max's face it's almost a physical blow.
He's still hesitant as he grabs Daniel's shoulder, helping him sit up, holding him still until the dizziness wanes, gently easing the t-shirt he's been sleeping in off. Daniel is gearing himself up to stand up when Max leans in closer, guiding Daniel's arms around his shoulder and his legs around his waist. It's not until his hands are under Daniel's thigh and he's heaving himself up that Daniel processes what is happening. A surprised gasp leaves his mouth, but Max only shushes him softly, walking towards the bathroom.
"I won't let you fall," he reassures, as if Daniel could ever be scared of that. As if Daniel had ever not been safe when in his hands.
In the bathroom, Max puts him down on the closed toilet seat. The lights are off and the curtains are drawn, but it's still much lighter than the bedroom, making Daniel squint his eyes almost all the way closed. The bath is full, the sweet smell of his favorite body wash already filling the room. There is an unlit candle on the edge of the tub, and it tugs on Daniel's heart, how deeply Max knows him, how he was aware that Daniel likes to have candles when he's in the bath, but doesn't like smells mixing when he's already so overwhelmed. How he left Daniel the unspoken option without pressuring him to take a decision with a direct question.
"Daniel." Max waits until Daniel is looking back at him before touching his shoulder, fingers warm on Daniel's clammy skin. "Is it okay if I come in with you?"
Daniel had thought it was implied, when Max had said he had ran them a bath, wonders if Max has changed his mind, now that Daniel is almost fully naked in front of him.
Some of his thoughts, who knows how much, he hasn't had control of his face in so long, must show, because Max frowns, other hand coming up to cradle Daniel's cheek.
"Daniel, I want to, but I don't want you to be uncomfortable. Can you please tell me? What is best?"
What is best? The best would be to go back four years and tell his old self to make different decisions. Go back two years and tell Max to make different decisions. Go back ten minutes and tell himself to fall back to sleep for a long long time.
He doesn't know how to answer an open question, one that requires more than a yes or no. He nods anyway.
"Yes, I can?" Max clarifies. Daniel doesn't understand why he looks so happy about it, but he nods again, and Max smiles, the lovely crinkly one that makes his cheek bunch up. It's a stab in his chest, realising how much he had been missing it, how long it had been since he had last seen it.
Max is efficient with his own clothes, stripping off and throwing them on the floor, but he's careful with Daniel, pulling him up and gently easing his underwear off, one leg at a time. Daniel finds himself looking at the wall over Max's back, refusing to look down at his own body, refusing to think about another time, when Max on his knees in front of him would have meant something completely different.
He lets Max help him into the bath too, water deliciously hot, scooting forward to let Max sit behind him.
For a second, the inch of space between them feels like a wall. Then Max sneaks a arm around his waist, pulling him against his chest, legs bracketing him.
Daniel lets himself go boneless, knowing Max will keep him upright.
He doesn't know how long they just stay like that, lost in the warmth of the water and the steady movement of Max's chest, but after a while he feels him shift behind him, reaching for something.
"I will wash your hair now, okay?"
Daniel nods, following Max's guidance to reposition himself slightly so that he has easier access to his hair, but keeps his eyes closed, brain for once blissfully quiet.
He doesn't know what he was expecting, but for sure not the smell of his favorite shampoo to fill his nostrils, aware that he had ran out weeks prior and hadn't bothered to buy more, using Max's 2in1 instead, uncaring of how frizzy it made his curls. He doesn't know when Max went to buy more, but it's yet another squeeze to his heart.
Max is slow with it, massaging Daniel's head, his firm and gentle fingers moving down towards his neck and shoulders too, working his tension away.
He holds a hand over Daniel's forehead when rinsing him, like Michelle does with the kids, and maybe once Daniel would have argued against the babying, but not now, not when he feels so deeply cared for.
He's not expecting to hear the click of another bottle opening, wasn't aware Max even knew of the existence of conditioner. He must make a sound, because he feels Max's chest move under him, as if Max is leaning forward to check his face.
"Okay?" he asks, fingers pausing in his hair.
Daniel hums, more sound than he's produced in hours, and it feels like a reward when Max presses a kiss on his wet shoulder.
"I called Vic, before," Max starts talking, hesitant and almost embarrassed, fingers twisting in Daniel's hair. Daniel doesn't know where this is going, but it's nice, to listen to Max's voice, his chest vibrating with it against his back, feeling closer than they had in weeks.
"I wanted to know, I..." Max huffs out half a laugh, self deprecating in a way he usually isn't. "I sent her pictures, of your hair things. I don't know why you have so many, but of course she knew, and..."
Daniel twists around, Max's fingers slipping from his hair, suddenly overcome with too much emotion to be able to deal with it like this. He bangs his knee against the side of the tub, his tense shoulders twinging with pain at the uncomfortable position, and he barely gets a glimpse of Max's spooked expression before he's burying his face in his shoulder, kissing the warm skin there.
He feels Max move, giving him more space to turn around, hands rubbing his back.
"I'm sorry," Max throws out in a rush, voice tense, and Daniel doesn't know what he's apologizing for, not when he's been so wonderful all this time. "I don't know, I..."
Max's voice breaks in sync with Daniel's heart.
"What have I done wrong?" Max begs, both keeping Daniel against him and pulling back, trying to look at him. "Daniel, please, if I..."
Daniel shakes his head grabbing at him to keep him close.
"No, it's good, you..." his voice is raspy from disuse and he can feel Max flinch in surprise when he hears it, but he pushes through, for once, unable to stand Max thinking he's done something wrong. "Thank you."
Tension bleeds out of Max's body as he cradles him close again, lips finding Daniel's hair, uncaring of the conditioner still there.
"I want," Max pauses, breathing out heavily, almost a sigh. "If I can do something to make you feel better, always I want to do it."
It splits Daniel's heart wide open, the candid way Max is able to say things like this, the steadiness with which he's never stopped caring for him, not even back when they weren't together, when they weren't even talking. He hopes Max can't feel the tear he can't stop on his already damp skin.
They breathe together for a long minute, while Daniel tries once again to process the impossibility of Max's love and Max holds him close, but it still feels too soon when his back starts screaming in protest, forcing him to turn back around.
They settle back in the previous position, but it feels like something dislodged in Daniel's chest. He feels lighter and more anchored at the same time, feels like Max's hands on his body are more real, like the fog in his brain has dispersed a little.
After rinsing the conditioner, careful hand still shielding Daniel's eyes, Max moves onto an hair mask.
"Vic said, of course she does not have your hair, but Vic said this was last," he explains, coiling Daniel's curls around his fingers, one by one, focused on the task as he would be on following the perfect racing line. "She said to do this, to make them right."
Daniel tries to imagine it, Max in the living room, or maybe on his run, or in the supermarket, calling his sister for advice on hair care. He knows he talks to his family most days, but it's different, to know he talks about him, about doing something to make Daniel feel good. A spike of shame curses through him, knowing that it means at least Victoria is aware of how much of a shitty boyfriend he's been lately, but for once it doesn't stay, quickly replaced by overwhelming affection. For Max, for asking, and for Victoria, for giving such careful and detailed instructions, clearly invested in making sure Max could do his best.
The water is cooling down by the time Max rinses off the hair mask and presses another kiss on Daniel's shoulder, arms wrapping around his waist once again.
"We can get out, or I can add hot water," he offers, lips brushing against Daniel's skin. Daniel almost asks him to stay, wanting to prolong the time spent in this little bubble of comfort, but their fingers are wrinkly and he knows his therapist appointment will be soon. He had thought about skipping it, earlier, just hide in bed and refuse to talk, but now that his brain is clearer he knows it would just make things harder.
When he moves, Max moves with him, keeping him steady as they both stand up, holding his hip as he rinses him with the shower head, knowing that Daniel doesn't like to just get out of the bath, even without him having to ask, taking his hand as they step out of the tub, offering him a towel.
Daniel doesn't fight when Max starts drying him, or when he squeezes the water out of his hair with another towel, or when he goes to the bedroom and comes back with clean clothes. He lets himself be taken care of, for once enjoying again being the center of Max's full attention.
It's only when Max steps back that Daniel notices how the hoodie Max is wearing is one of Daniel's, and it reminds him all over again how he's not the only one suffering from all the shit his brain is putting him through.
It makes his heart hurt, but at the same time he can't help but feel yet another wave of love for his boyfriend, who hasn't complained, hasn't left, has never made him feel guilty for any of this. His boyfriend, who so obviously misses him, enough to wear clothes that are too warm for him.
"Come here."
Max's head snaps up, surprise clear on his face, but when Daniel opens his arms he goes willingly, folding into himself a little to be able to fit against Daniel's chest.
"I love you," Max whispers it like a secret, hiding it in the folds of Daniel's sweater, and it makes Daniel wish he could fix his brain quickly, once and for all, just to not have to hear him so small ever again.
"I love you too."
He presses one kiss on Max's hair, then another.
He knows that when they'll break the hug, Max will probably try to convince him to have some food, then will sit in the living room pretending he isn't waiting for Daniel to be done with his session. He will try to make Daniel talk about it, go outside, eat dinner, brush his teeth, take his meds. He will be there, and stay there, even when Daniel kicks him to the guest room because he can't stand the touch of another human being, even when Daniel won't speak to him for hours and hours, too lost in his own head.
Daniel wants to say thank you, but it feels like there's so much he has to be thankful for, two little words wouldn't be enough. He hopes Max gets it anyway.
#maxiel#my writing#i got very stuck at the end so excuse me if it sucks#also i dont want my ao3 to be perceived <3#but i don't like reading things longer than 2k on tumblr so it would have felt rude to post it only here#i don't even know what to add just. idk be nice to me.#feeling weirdly a lot more anxious about posting this than usual#but whatever godspeed my child i set you free
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Look at me as I realize that I can't draw horns for shit
og headcanon by @roserotz :D
#why did I yassify them so much#one day I'll draw them even prettier#'more shoulders ; less neck ; that's what you get'#I said as I was drawing Vulgora's bust#HOWEVER#I couldnt get them to look good so I stuck with Valdemar#my art#my artstyle#my artwork#digital art#artists on tumblr#the arcana#the arcana a mystic romance#the arcana game#valdemart#quaestor valdemar#the arcana courtiers#fanart
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Tfw you dropped your phone 🐠🐟🐬
I love mermaids and just merfolk and decided to just draw Cove as one.
I struggled way too much with this, but might as well stop and just post it
#my art#our life beginnings & always#our life#artists on tumblr#our life: beginnings & always#cove holden#our life cove#mermaids#merman#merfolk#digital art#idk what am I tagging anymore#i was stuck on this for days and if I don’t stop I’m gonna be stuck on this longer#i had fun but this wasn’t my favourite to do#it’s a learning process I guess#also fk perspective#i used references#slightly burnt out because of things happening irl#but hopefully it’ll get better#hopefully this would make someone’s day or something idk#I’m not happy with this but I’ll try harder next time
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Themmm....
[Og Under Cut]
#Tumblr please dont make it look like crap tumblr please dont make it look like crap tumblr please dont ma#starscream#skyfire#skystar#Transformers#TF#transformers generation one#tf g1#my art stuff#digital art#meme#i suppose#uhh i always get stuck at tagging#always feels like im forgetting something.....#MACCADAM#maccadams#i know some people prefer this one for some reason so......#Hmm... what else..........#jetfire#too i guess?#since others call him that#i dunno.#transformers memes
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Hi underpantsposters
I thought this would be funny
#needed to draw this before pride month ended#the absolutely god awful editing of the png on the mug is deliberate by the way#also sorry about peacing out for a bit I was very ill it was like#uhh...#I was a fictional rookie cop stuck in a timeloop. or something. know what I mean#leo art#shitpost#captain underpants#mr krupp#benjamin krupp#principal krupp#dav pilkey#art#my art#digital art#doodle#silly doodle#artists on tumblr#dumb dumb stupid#krita#feel free to take this as a headcanon by the way
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tumblr is to moral ocd what tiktok is to adhd and post
#i gotta be careful what i see. the all or nothing thinking is rampant#its so exacerbated here i only follow like a couple ppl#even if i like someone's content i might not follow them bc if i see something that makes me Think too hard#i'll get stuck in a spiral and i Have to Keep Reading. so i check their shit manually when i can handle it.#even other soc blogs lol sorry guys love yall#anyway sorry i can't think about every issue always forever. no one can but especially not me#when you try to enjoy the internet but the tumblr environment makes your brain beat you with a stick yelling BAD EVIL BAD PERSON#epic crippling empathy moment#ocd mention#moral ocd#ocd scrupulosity#not soc#ocd
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