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Buddie | 1.5k | general | 7x4 coda
After Tommy leaves his apartment, all Buck wants to do is talk to Eddie. He wants to apologize for making Eddie collateral damage to his stupid crisis. But he feels like he's broken some unspoken agreement between them or betrayed Eddie by feeling somethingĀ other for Tommy. It doesnāt make sense because itāsĀ Eddie, but he doesnāt feel like he can trust his gut feelings right now.
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After Tommy shuts the door gently behind him, all Buck wants to do is tellĀ someoneĀ why he has been such an asshole.
But when Buck thinks about calling Eddie, the person heās hurt most, he doesnāt know how he would even begin.
Hey, remember how I body-slammed you into the pavement and sprained your ankle? Itās apparently because I wanted Tommy to kiss me and I didnāt know that until he did. So sorry about that. Iāll bring you takeout next time we hang out.
No, of course he can't do that. He has to prepare for this conversation, right? He has to figure out what heās feeling, put a label on it so itās wrapped neatly in a bow when he finally tells his friends and his family.
Heās seen movies where nerves are haywire and difficult sit-down conversations lead to teary-eyed pride and generalā¦ emotions. Heās supposed to say the term and let a few seconds of silence worry him before the people he loves remind him they love him back, whether heās into men or not.
āIāmāā he begins to say into his now empty apartment. Heās not sure what to follow it up with.
āGay?ā He tests. He thinks about how Abbyās soft voice made his skin simmer, how chasing Taylor had sent thrills up and down his spine, the instant connection he had with Nathalia. No, he doesnāt think heās gay.
āStraight?ā He tries. The thought of Tommyās lips on his, the gentle power behind the fingers on his face, the scruff on their chins velcroing together. The heat that catapults straight to his stomach tells him he can never call himself that ever again.
He knows there are other words. Bisexual, pansexual, demisexualā¦ But he doesnāt want to dwell any longer on what he might be, not when who heĀ hasĀ been over the last few days has been so awful.
The last thing Tommy asked before he left was for Buck to call Eddie and thatās all Buck wants to do.
But he still isnāt exactly sure what to say.
Iām sorry I put you in the hospital. Iām sorry Iāve been such a possessive asshole. Iām sorry I put you in the middle of whatever my feelings were doing. Iām sorry you became collateral damage when all Iāve ever wanted was to make sure our relationship never changed no matter what.
Luckilyāor unluckily, heās not quite sureāhis phone is ringing before he can talk himself out of finally reaching out. His entire body freezes when he sees Eddieās name flash across his screen, but it relaxes almost instantly when his picture comes into view.
A few months ago, Christopher decided he was too old to be the background of his dadās contact, especially now that he has his own phone. When Buck left his phone on the dining room table to clean up dishes, Christopher took it upon himself to snap some pictures of Buck and Eddie at the sink. Theyāre hip to hip, almost like one of them pushed the other in jest, and Eddieās smiling over his shoulder like heās caught Christopher in the act.
Usually, seeing the picture sends a warmth through him at the friendship heās created and cultivated throughout the years. One of domesticity and care that almost no other relationship in his life can match.
Today, the picture ties his stomach in a knotālike heās broken some unspoken agreement between them or betrayed Eddie by feeling somethingĀ otherĀ for Tommy. It doesnāt make sense because itāsĀ Eddie, but he doesnāt feel like he can trust his gut feelings right now.
He canāt really trust any part of himself, not until he clears the air with Eddie and figures out where the Hell things are going with Tommy.
Caught in his spiraling mind, Buck almost misses the call and answers abruptly with a choked-out, āH-Hey!ā
āHi, Buck.ā Eddieās words exhaled like he wasnāt convinced Buck was going to answer. āIām sorry to call so late, but Tommy calledāā Buckās heart leaps into his throat before dropping into a pit in his stomachā āand said that heād been there to see you and that he told you to call but he wasnāt sure if youād actually do it. He said you guys talked and you seemed worried that he was replacing you in my life?ā Buck didnāt have time to breathe, let alone speak before Eddie continues. āYou have to know thatās not true, Buck. Tommy could never replace you. You have a permanent place in my life and you always will. Tommy canāt even begin to change thatāā
āI kissed someone!ā Buck blurts out.
Buck didnāt know what he was going to say to Eddie, but it sure as hell wasnātĀ that. Eddie is very aware of the fact that Buck hasĀ kissedĀ people before.
There are a few moments of silence, and Buck can hear Eddie pull the phone away from his ear like he has to check the caller ID to make sure itās Buck heās called.
Eddie clears his throat before he asks, āAm I supposed to be surprised, orā¦?ā
āIāā Buck inhales deeply and lets out a shaky breath. He figures diving headfirst into this is the best way to go. āIt was a guy,ā Buck says as steadily as he can. He doesnāt say Tommyās name. Heās new to this whole sexuality thing but heās pretty sure that outing someone is a big no.
Thereās more silence. Itās not unusual, really. Eddieās never been one to jump to words before thinking them through. That was typically Buckās job. But that doesnāt make it any easier for Buck to wait it out.
Thereās something about the pause that makes Buckās insides feel like tinder just waiting for a spark to ignite him from the inside out.
āAnd how do you feel about that?ā Eddie asks slowly.
āSurprisingly normal,ā Buck answers.
āCongratulations?ā Eddie sounds unsure, but honestly, Buck is pretty unsure of most everything himself so he can relate.
āI was going to wait to tell you, figure out what this thing between Tommy and I is butāāĀ Fuck.
āTommy?Ā MyĀ Tommy?ā
Buck ignores the way his heart stings at Eddieās choice of words which makes no sense because all theyād done is kiss. He shouldnāt be so easily soured at the mere thought of someone else having Tommy. Unease settles somewhere between his heart and his stomach like his mind has decided he canāt unpack all his feelings in one night.
āYourĀ Tommy?ā Buck tastes the bitterness on his tongue like heās got a mouthful of Eddieās too-hoppy beer that refuses to settle in his stomach.
āI just meantāā Eddie cuts himself off as if he knows itās too late for excuses. āI didnāt think you guys were that close.ā
āWe ended upĀ realĀ close,ā Buck jokes, an attempt at pushing down the awkwardness in the conversation. He swears he hears Eddie inhale sharply like thereās something painful in the words. āIām sorry, I justā¦ I donāt know what to do with thisĀ feeling, and all I wanted to do was tell you.ā
Buck doesnāt know what he expects. For Eddie to have the answers, for Eddie to know him better than he knows himself like he always does, for Eddie to tell him that heās always known or that nothing is going to change.
Then Eddie says, āIām glad you told me.ā
The sentence holds more weight in Buckās heart than it should. Itās everything Buck imagined and,Ā Iām glad you trust me with this part of you and Iām here for whatever you need to do next, just like I always am.
So why does Buck still feel like it says so much more?
āIām sorry I knocked you down and sprained your ankle because I was having some sort of crisis,ā Buck tries again to make Eddie laugh and this time, it works.
āIām sorry you felt like you had to injure me to get my atteāā Eddie trails off, and Buckās heard this sentence before. He heard it right before Tommyās lips connected with his.
Whose attention had Buck truly been trying to get?
Why is itĀ so hardĀ for him to answer that question when the answer should be soā¦ obvious?
āNext time, can you knock me over on grass or into some water? Itād be a lot easier for you to forgive yourself if I could walk away if this crisis of yours keeps going.ā
Eddieās joking, and Buck laughs. Eddieās joking, but thereās something else there. Thereās something underneath Eddieās words that feels like hope. It canāt be hope that Buck hurts him again or hope that Buck continues to plunge deeper into crisis. Itās like an acknowledgment that Buck is going to continue to hurt him, but heās okay with it as long as Buck cushions the blow this time.
He doesnāt know what it all means, what unspoken conversation they're having that feels half-finished but barely begun. But he does know that if heās going to figure anything out, itās going to be later.
For now, he revels in the feeling of Eddieās forgiveness and the excitement of whatever is to come.
#911 on abc#911 spoilers#buddie#evan buckley#eddie diaz#911 coda fic#7x4 fic#i feel like i never write from bucks pov#this fic started because i feel like im cheating on eddie#when in reality#he'll catch up eventually#and we'll all be happy again#my writing
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Almost a year from my original post, still soo normal about them (even bigger lie), just with more pictures
#<3#an aquila original#looks to the moon#rain world#if I had to summarize my rain world experience/playstyle this is it#how is she so pretty all the time though. literally got distracted updating this because I stopped to stare at these#SO happy I finally found her in spearmaster#hilariously if I hadn't found her my last session I would've done the remake then. so saves me a time of that#we'll see if she looks any different in any other downpours/they give us more Pictures. and then I'll do this again
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it doesn't feel real to me fellas. but I don't have time to sit by and chat and unload unfortunately so I'll just drop this and be on my way, cya kind folks very soon āļø
not professional but I liked how his eye looked goddang it. I knew I was screwing myself but I did it anyway
#don't worry ill actually be screaming in my reblogs now and again if I dont get to make a post soon with my tremendous mound of m#messy words#guyzš« i watched it 3 days ago and i still cant believe it happened#it's definetly cause i dropped out of the anticipation train for the last like what 5 months? just slapped me like a truck with a hand#bb jeezez christ im so happy fellas it's so goofy and best of all it feels safe(I COULD BE VERY WRONG)#ya know me tho. things in life be pretty tough so i keep my hoping and optimisim for the escapism spaces šš#anyway i can't stick around and tag ramble im afriad. if i don't come back soon#at the very least count on me during the summer!#.... but also no way im not atleast watching what everyone will be saying about this season#i have an ambition to draw something small after every episode release. so we'll see!#kuroshitsuji#black butler#kuroshitsuji fanart#fanart#sebastian michaelis#ciel phantomhive#digital art#weston college arc#black butler anime#kuroshitsuji anime#kuroshitsuji: kishuku gakkou hen
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Ginpachi-sensei anime coming October 2025!
#it's a little later than i'd like but you can't rush a masterpiece so it's all good#i'm just so happy we'll be seeing the characters again <3#anyways happy birthday gintoki and tomokazu sugita!#gintama#sakata gintoki#ginpachi sensei
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Hi, sorry to be anon, but can I ask to see the Vargas family post trick or treating? Divying the goods, or just being tired from the event? Thank you and Happy Halloween!
Day 30 - Fine, but you're taking nightmare duty
#Requestober#My art#Vargas#Scriabin#Edgar#Todd#Shmee#Called it on being late today lol - not bad for the first (and hopefully last!) of the season tho!#Also no prob on the anon :) As long as you're following the rules it's all good! Anon's there for a reason <3#And Happy (Almost) Halloween! :D#They're back from Trick Or Treat! Edgar and Scriabin in this year's featured costumes haha <3#Once again refusing to show them outside the apartment lol it's just a reliable setpiece!#And since I didn't get any ISaT reqs this time around I decided to throw in a reference myself lol#Toddfrin hehe little guy <3#The adults are very tired from all the running around - Scriabin especially haha his lack of impulse control and being new#Looks like he managed to keep his costume on the whole night tho good for him āŖ#Even exhausted he's still going to find some way to poke at Edgar just his nature haha#Todd was going to listen! He's a good kid <3#We all know there's no way Scriabin's getting up after all the excitement haha barely holding onto the back of the couch#We'll just have to pretend Todd gets perfect sleep and nothing spooky happens :') It could pan out that way! Maybe!#I always enjoy this midway-to-chibi style hehe it's cute! But still a little lanky#Little bit quicker and good and cute āŖ Enjoyable
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Hello, everyone!! I have officially sent emails out to all the raffle winners (be sure to check your spam folder). I'll be spending the next day or two linking winners with their respective author/artist.
Adding up all of the donations across all five gfms, I'm happy to say that we donated a combined total of ā¬2,121.73!!! Thank you everyone for donating and sharing. Please keep doing what you can to support the people in Gaza. Keep spreading their gfms and keep talking about Palestine.
Huge thank you as well to all the contributors. Thank you for offering your art and writing to the drive and helping me get the word out. Much love to all of you!! š«¶ I'm very proud of what we were able to accomplish as a community.
#tentatively. we may do this again#but we'll focus donations towards one of the orgs on the ground#i think that will be more efficient#but i am still very happy with how much we were able to raise for the five families. couldnt have done it without all of you!!#also if i dont receive any responses via email from winners i'll start contacting people via tumblr. i'll give it a few days though#i've gotten quite a few responses already but discord got mad at me for sending too many DMs....#but hopefully we'll have everyone connected with their winner within the next few days#raffle
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its so funny that all minuteāthe guy who once upon a time hoped to redeem zamā's team has accomplished is getting him to consider giving up his remaining honor in order to match the level they're playing on ?
#m#lifesteal#i can't stop thinking about minute&co dismissing the argument about how they've encouraged players#to ban themselves and thus contradicted their own stated goal#the way 'peaceful ending' warped into 'it doesn't matter what we do so long as we can flip a switch at the end' but what the fuck happens#in a scenario where you unban everyone who you've pissed off ? are they happy? is that peace? and you won't even defend the choice!#what the fuck is happening here!#you laugh at zam for saying he's won but you won't have the argument that you know you'd lose ^_^#none of this is angry in tone i'm having fun. thisis my bread and butter. i'm happy lifesteal is weird and tense again#enjoying that it's looped this far around into the ACTIVE dismissal of rp-logic where zam&co are having to say 'okay then#we'll win This game too!'#them acting dismayed that mapicc wouldn't walk into that obsidian box. like oh my god#and it's so different from the weird tenseness of s4 it's something different entirely. new meta conflicts just for me !????#we'll see how it all ends.... they might make me mad again but we'll cross that bridge#it's so different from the Vitalasy Incident even though both involve people functioning in opposition to lifesteal's 'storytelling rules'#for vi it was because of his emotional investment. it manifested in nothing but endless 'character-level' debate in the lead up and#plenty of emotional roleplay from vitalasy in the aftermath#vi's primary effect on season 4 through the wormhole was to render lifesteal's gameplay obsolete#pb&j's primary effect is instead to focus intently on Winning that game while everything else falls by the wayside
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Can y'all just be you know normal Marina Thompson for like 5 seconds? Because christ, the sheer Misogynoir that some of you spread about her character is insane and you don't even realise it.
#marina thompson#bridgerton netflix#bridgerton spoilers#bridgerton#amanda & oliver are her babies#she's not a surrogate she's their mother#can y'all not root so loudly for her to literally kill herself so discount mr rochester can get with eloise#& so that Eloise will lose her personality and end up in a relationship that is her literal nightmare scenario#i see people wanting eloise to end the season writing to discount mr rochester because the pen lw reveal will probably impact marina#and quote unquote be what pushes her to the edge#and that is beyond vile#of course marina will have a reaction she has every right to but to actively want her to harm herself#so that discount mr rochester can be reinserted into the plot? fuck no that's absolutely vile#if you are going to write about a character struggling with mental health issues do so respectfully or don't do it all#because you'll do far more harm otherwise#if Eloise does write to anyone i hope its to Marina#i don't think we'll see marina again but i want her alive and happy off screen#my heart is still rooting for theo & Eloise but I'm enjoying Cressida & Eloise atm#but so long as her endgame is a happy one that she deserves and not discount mr rochester I'll be happy#ruby barker#<- she deserves the absolute world
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Quackity tweeted (then very quickly deleted) this tiktok video, but not fast enough.
As a reminder: tomorrow (Tuesday 4/11) at around 2pm PST, Quackity will be streaming with Luzu and introducing him to Tilin. He'll also, apparently, be taking a DNA test to determine whether Luzu or Wilbur is Tilin's father. š¤Ø
#Quackity#QSMP#Luzu#Beanieduo#Luckity#Beanie duo#Me looking at him tweet this out and delete it at the speed of light like#''Oh that's adorable. You really think I'm too slow to get a screenshot AND video capture?''#/hj#anyways Quackity is hilarious and this tiktok user has good taste#I love Luzu and I love all the characters he plays I am vibrating with excitement I'm so happy we'll see him and Quackity hang out tomorrow#and so help me Quackity if you cancel on him (AGAIN) I'll never forgive you#The video creator is @karinapcakes on tiktok
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An alternative review of GMMTV Live 2024 part 2
A list of the shared items of clothing that appeared in the trailers, ranked according to the amount I squealed when I spotted it.
6. getricheasy sports shirt
The first of four from Sweet Tooth, Good Dentist, this had its first appearance in Only Friends and was used in the promotional material for The Outing but I didn't spot it in the show, so I'm happy to see it again. Who knows if it will be used in the actual show...that goes for any of these items incidentally.
5. Blue with yellow detail knitted vest
I've had a screenshot of this vest worn by Thor since I saw it as Wednesday Club aired. I swear I've seen it somewhere else before but can't remember. But hence why it immediately jumped out to me in Perfect 10 Liners.
4. Green sports jacket
On to the second of the four from Sweet Tooth, Good Dentist, and oh to be Poon and be able to wear the jacket that our King and Queen have worn -> first by Namtan in UMG and then Mix in his glorious cameo at the end of Only Friends. I predict we'll see this again a few more times.
3. Blue with brown edging shirt
I was happy to see this one, another in Sweet Tooth, Good Dentist, because I had kept it in my mind since seeing it in Only Friends - as another potential that might get worn again. It's subtle yet quite distinct...and very much in a similar vibe as many other shirts worn by Force (and shared with Sea, Ngern, and New amongst others).
2. Red, blue, and green striped t-shirt
I'm impressed with my brain for spotting this one, the last from Sweet Tooth, Good Dentist, because at first it just felt familiar, and I immediately thought of UMG but I thought it might just be because it's similar to a few stripy colour shirts that Nanon wore. But I had a look through my screenshots of the series and eventually found it all the way at the end...
1. Ink's mustard knitted vest!
This one I could not believe. Never in my wildest dreams did I think we would see this iconic vest from Bad Buddy again. But here we are, on Mix no less in Ossan's Love. It's not something you'd expect to see on Mix...but then again I thought the costuming of the trailer looked a lot more 'quirky' than usual and very much fitting the kooky/slapstick vibe of the series. But honestly, this made my day.
#INK'S VEST!!#to be honest I was a little disappointed there weren't more clothes from the communal wardrobe#but I'm still happy to see all these being used#we'll see which ones make it to the actual filming#gmmtv 2024#sweet tooth good dentist#perfect 10 liners#ossans love thailand#only friends the series#ofts#the outing#wednesday club#UMG#unidentified mysterious girlfriend#bad buddy#bad buddy series#I suppose I should look into who does the clothes/styling for these shows#because it might be the same person...which would therefore make sense that the clothes get used again#or it could be that there is just one central 'store' where all the designers dip into to get some items#who knows...#the thai communal wardrobe
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so i've finally watched yellowjacket
#yall.#yall don't get it.#i'm not the same person i was yesterday#lex and ethan and hannah's family dynamic means so much to me#HE WAS GONNA PROPOSE!!!!!!!!#he loves them so bad i'm ill#they're literally my everything#idk what'll happen in orbweaver/if or when we'll get it#but i'm telling you now that i need a genuinely happy ending for them#if i don't get it i fear you will see me on the news#nightmare time#nightmare time 2#yellowjacket nightmare time 2#starkid#hatchetfield#lex foster#hannah foster#ethan green#hatchetverse#THEY WILL GET A HAPPY ENDING MARK MY WORDS!!!!#until we get orbweaver i'm saying a couple months into exile hannah sends a message to ethan's head and he knows where to find them#i don't CARE if it doesn't fit in canon!!! i will bend canon to my will idgaf!!!!!#lex and ethan find each other again and reunite and are in love and happy and safe and finish raising hannah together and they're all happy#they get married and have another kid probably and are stable and comfortable and SAFE and live LOOOOOONG happy lives together#they told me themselves so did the langs!!!#yellowjacket spoilers#nightmare time spoilers
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Sparkstember Day 21: Exotic Creatures Of The Deep (Strange Animal)
Some of you might already have some idea of how absolutely abnormal I am about this album and have been for several months, without fail. It's... perfect? And you know that personal relevance will also often be a total game changer in deciding what your ultimate favourites are and such. It's personal relevance of my own doing anyway, if I can call it that, you know those memes that go something like "it's MY mental breakdown and *I* chose the soundtrack!!". Oh yeah, that's what happened here. But even that aside I might never get over how much ECOTD is EVERYTHING I might want from an album and it has not lost its power with passing time even one bit. I'm wary to call anything a number one definitive favourite most of the time, but if I really had to choose... yeah, this is my favourite album of all time, there's absolutely no denying that.
Where do I even start with this... Well, coming back a bit to the LB - HYL - ECOTD series as a whole, I love how all three of them have so much in common and each one is some sort of natural development on the previous one, keeping its core elements but also adding new ones that are unique to the new album. And I guess the style of ECOTD is the one that ended up speaking to me the most. Toning it down a bit on the repetition aspect, adding more fancy synths, heavy drums, more guitar-based stuff continuing from HYL... And its still edgier and more electronic and darker and theatrical than the previous ones. Maybe I could even call it straight up COOL sounding (at least at times) in a way that the previous ones aren't (or not quite as much). (And that's not to say that they're all not icredibly cool in their own way anyway, but, you know.) None of these three are definitely better than the others for me by the way, but. Still, love the whole evolution here a lot.
And now, of course, a word on the craziest and most ambitious idea of the century, the 21Ć21 shows. I spent about a month, if not more, earlier this year going through what I'm quite sure must be the majority of what's been recorded from these shows, and I have no regrets. And yeah, one of the most impressive feats in the history of music, playing 21 albums in full day after day, but also can we please talk about the visualisations they put there to go with the albums. Catching glimpses of those album covers being comically stretched or rotated and such was a very important part of the whole experience. But yeah, Sparks Spectacular, it really is so spectacular.
I actually do have specific favourites on this album rather than being obsessed with it all the same amount, but I think it deserves special treatment just like Lil' Beethoven, so, let's go, going over all of them now. And I think it's better to just dive straight into them now anyway, in order to get a better hang of this whole album and why it's so brilliant and special to me.
Intro + Intro Reprise
I love you leitmotifs that reappear throughout the album and tie it all together. Such a good touch on what is imo the most cinematic of Sparks albums
Good Morning
This happened a couple of times to me with Sparks, when I first hear a song and I'm quite intrigued and delighted but that's mostly it. And then I hear it once more after a while and I'm never the same again from that point on. THIS!!!!!! SONG!!!!! I was so right that I would love all of ECOTD even more than anything before it based just on this. This is the Russell falsetto album by the way, that's important to note. I'm very impressed by this song in many ways. I like that it starts with this specific synth sound that's VERY characteristic of this whole album. And the fake ending... This song has LB and HYL all over it but it's also its own beautiful thing
Strange Animal
This song has an effect of "stopping in my tracks the moment I hear the first note" on me to be honest, another one of my forever and biggest favourites. Right up there with all the other rocking epics to the likes of Ugly Guys With Beautiful Girls, Dick Around and As I Sit Down To Play The Organ. Sparks going meta on music & being a musician is also always very cool to see
I Can't Believe That You Would Fall For All The Crap In This Song
My first impression of what would become my most listened to Sparks song was a "wait, this was supposed to be a Sparks-only playlist, am I still listening to Sparks??" But a couple more months passed and what can I say, I'm obsessed now (and have been for over half a year now). The Maels saying "fuck you" to love songs & pop songs cliches will always be one of my favourite things about them... While they're also actively alluding to and using those cliches to create something very effective. I'm sure that it being so similar to the type of electro pop songs that were getting lots of radio play in the late 00s is why I'm so drawn to the sound here. It's always all about that nostalgia effect, huh (and this album is the absolute PEAK of "oh god why are all these songs so nostalgic to me I've only known them for this relatively short amount of time")
Let The Monkey Drive
This song ends what is probably my favourite 4 consecutive songs run on any album ever. Each is so mindblowing but in a different way. Best thing about this song to me is its atmopshere. It's just SO tangible. Like, this IS driving past the speed limit on a highway in the middle of the night (we can ignore the rest of what's happening in the story here for a moment). Obsessed with Russell's voice here and also it's so great to me how such a minimalistic approach can be so effective in creating this whole very specific mental image. Just unsettling strings in the back and two notes (or repeating chords) on the piano that are sort of the most prominent "melody" here and that's all you need. The suspense, the understatedness of it all, I love it
I've Never Been High
One of the most Sparks-like of Sparks songs in a way? And another one where I could probably start coming up with lyrical interpretations for on the spot. Lots to think about regarding all of these songs to be honest. And I like how the rising piano notes at the end lead into the descending flute (?) melody at the start of the next song
(She Got Me) Pregnant
Honestly, I absolutely love this song, it's one of my favourites on the album, maybe top five material. And it somehow sounds exactly like how I could have imagined it to sound, based on just its premise, I don't really know how that works but it does, lmao. And who else would give you this sort of song if not Sparks, no one
Lighten Up, Morrissey
Glam rock bliss that does not clash with the rest of the album despite being pretty stylistically different from the rest of it. Quite saddening that it's the only song here that has a music video, when there's SO MUCH potential here, seriously, again, this whole album is so cinematic. I do quite like what we got here though, love this era of Sparks ALSO when it comes to the visual side of it all (I keep saying this over and over), but still, there's so much more we could have had, y'know
This Is The Renaissance
GOOD GOD, I LOVE THIS ONE, in love with it from the first listen. It's everything that makes this album so grand and one-of-a-kind in a nutshell. Among the top 10 Sparks songs that should have had a music video also. I have a pretty elaborate painting idea based on this song in mind, so I hope I'll be able to make it into reality at some point in the future
The Director Never Yelled 'Cut'
List of Sparks songs where movie-directing is used as an allegory of sex is somehow at least two songs long I've noticed (this + Love Scenes). Anyway, this one's a pretty heavy one to unpack so I don't think I can really do it justice today. Love it just like every other song on here though
Photoshop
Another one that could have had such a killer music video. Again, stripped-down arrangement that's just enough to hit you with the right amount of feels and overall one of the most killer Ron piano master moments overall, now that I think about it. The plea of "photoshop me out of your life" sounds pretty... on-the-nose out of context? But again, Sparks magic makes it work anyway! And the 21Ć21 performance is in my top 10 Sparks live moments of all time (I don't actually have a list like this but, maybe I should make it now)
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...This is the song of all time to me. Honestly, give me any song pondering the nature of what it means to love vs what it means to like someone and things of such nature and you have me hooked forever. But even that aside, musically speaking, it's just... perfection. Most cinematic Sparks song overall maybe, it's really just like a little movie, every moment is so perfectly timed and measured, I have no words honestly, for just, how incredible it all is. The melodic aspect now, it makes me so emotional, one of the most likely of Sparks song to make me cry, for real. I could start going over every different part of the song now but honestly, they're all just, equally amazing. Special shoutout to the waltz parts though, and the bridge. Oooohhh the bridge, when it all gets so intense, and then the main melody reappears with an acoustic guitar, it's just, peak of it all. And then the intro leitmotif comes back again and it's just?!?.?? My feelings on this song might even still not be fully comprehensible and clear to me. All in all, couldn't imagine a better album closer than this, hands down. And this song also closing the Sparks Spectacular series of shows, yeah (not counting the encore). Oh man. Oh maaannnnn. What a freaking ride.
#FAVOURITE ALBUM OF ALL TIME DAY IS HERE š„š„š„#pretty epic how i actually just sort of made my long-postponed ecotd essay today#cause yeah i've wanted to do this since march but somehow never got round to it#and i'm happy that i was able to pay tribute to a couple very important things with today's drawing#21Ć21 shows and strange animal and also the legendary pink striped suit#i'll try to be more chill again with the remaining days though lol#but also one last entry on my top 5 fav albums ever list is still coming so. we'll see how that one goes in due time#sparkstember 2024#my art#goose monologues
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AEW Dynamite | 05.29.24
#christopher daniels#my gifs#marie#I LOVE UNEXPECTED CD IT'S MY FAVORITE KIND!!!!!!!!!!!!#he was literally off tv a week and i was in despair.#i was like. i guess we'll never see him again. perhaps that was his final match forever. perhaps that was our goodbye and we knew it not.#i said when will he return from war (getting fired)#AND NOW HE'S BACK!!!#anyway i'm happy it's all i needed today <333
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i'm going to be sick. the softness in arlecchino's voice, devoid of the usual rigid stoicity she so often keeps; the deliverance of a punishment within which is imbued clervie's freedom, at the expense of losing someone so precious to her once more...
#š chuca rambles#brb crying again#arlecchino#god sobs#just rewatching it since they reuploaded it of course but hrhfnfh#uuuu#it's alright perrie we'll give you all the cuddles and kisses and sweets š„¹#i'm so proud of arle too and i'm happy with how they wrote her#she's so distinct from the other genshin ladies she deserves it
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Saga Lavellan,,,,,,,she's sad and tired
and my rook lol idk what is going on here. wee goth girl vibe. but meet Binnie. is a shadow dragon but desperately wants to be a mourn watcher hashtag goals or something.
#anyway that's me for the night#maybe the weekend we'll see#i'm getting my tattoo tomorrow so may play after that and sunday is jam packed day#im just happy to see Saga again is all#anyway brain switch off time when i play#des plays veilguard#da:v#saga tag#binnie tag#also in regard to the scars on sagas face#they fit her old vallaslin So well omg i was like yeah she absolutely went off the deep end at some point and tried to carve it back on#and hence the scars#or maybe she's thought about making her own new one idk#wither way she kinda struggled with that loss a lot and i need to put my blorbo through pain
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Comm for @ CitrusCynical! Part one bc I'm working on a few more āŖ
#talking about work. first i didn't do much outside sending a lineart today bc *turumrumrum* i got a pc!#yayy! clapclapclap!#still gonna use the laptop to draw since the cpu only has one hdmi entrance and i can't connect the tablet#buuuut i have a piNK KEYBOARD. literally my dream come true#i might be able to play genshin againāŖ i might be able to download bg3 in my own pcāŖ#I'll be able to use a paint textured brush bigger than 100 pixelsāŖ#he hehehe hehe#the wifi connection sucks tho. we'll have to connect it with a wire i think#downloading steam at turtle pace lol#rui draw smth#art commisions#commission#oc#original character#im so happy i was literally at the edge all day lsndmsmdm#I'll upload a photo in my twt probably. i wanna show off my pink keyboard pink mouse and pink cat-themed mousepad#I'm also! reclaiming to Clipstudio support for my product key bc i bought it in like 2020 and we lost the email with the code#i have a pirated version but it's old. and i also have enough money rn to buy the newest version but my mom tells me to get my own again#ƱeƱeƱe
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