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sometimes when i see posts that are like "apply for jobs that you aren't qualified for!!" i roll my eyes and then i remember that that is literally why i have my current job and i smack myself
#for clarification the only reason i roll my eyes is bc its not always that easy ig ??#i know i get a ton of anxiety about it personally#largely bc i DID do an interview for a job i didn't have qualifications for and it went Poorly and was very anxiety-inducing#and uncomfortable the entire time#it's sound advice im just occasionally pessimistic#that said. again. thats how i got my job.#shh ac
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Two separate occasions but both bringing out a rare intense emotion from Saverio! Sometimes I like to think I make up cool lines on the fly when playing as him š¤
I'd like to draw scenes to explain how he got to these points, but for now, enjoy an angry Sav~
#lucky art#curse of strahd#saverio marchisetti#dungeons and dragons#dnd#dnd5e#āHow's Barovia treating you Sav?ā NOT GREAT!!#Well that's not entirely true he's beginning to get stronger in places he used to allow himself to be weak in personality wise#But at the same time it's getting some rather concerning and uncomfortable emotions out of him that leaves him wary#He could really use a drink right now (right now being 'every day')
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soap and ghost, after months of flirting, of having each otherās backs and saving each otherās lives, of knowing the other better than they know themselves, finally getting together
ghost letting himself free fall onto the bed, soap following, always following his lead. they barely pull apart enough to get their shirts over their heads, hands running over muscles and scars and holding close
soap kisses every new scar thatās revealed to him, from the thick keloid divot over his ribs from some kind of puncture to the innumerable slashes and stitch wounds holding his torso together until heās mouthing over his collarbones; the tips of his fingers lightly caressing the edges of his mask
ghost whoās been so quiet, so overwhelmed by soapās touch that all he can do is sink into him, panting gasping breaths, finally pushes out, ādonāt ask me. pleaseā¦ā
soap freezes, mouth hovering over his skin. āghostā¦?ā
ghostās face is tilted away, eyes held so tightly shut they tremor while the rest of his body stays lax beneath his. desperate. resigned. āplease donāt ask me, johnny.ā
soap lets his hand fall from the mask, coming to run soothing circles over his clothed hip. āwhy?ā
ābecause iāll say yes,ā he confesses and itās great and terrible; a warning and a relinquishment laid at soapās feet. āiāll always say yes to you.ā
for a long moment, thereās nothing but their shared breaths, nothing but their hearts beating for the other. until soap finally leans down to press a kiss to the corner of his hidden mouth; his lips meeting faint raised scar tissue he might never see
āiāll never ask.ā
ghostās eyes drift open and they catch on soapās; on a sea of promise and fierce protection
āi swearā¦ iāll never ask, ghost.ā
#ghost who would take off his mask for johnny in a heartbeat and soap who would never let him take it off for anything but himself my belove#they proceed to have the softest most tender sex youve ever seen#im talking missionary chest to chest arms and legs wrapped so tightly all they can is rock#just god the love and the trust and the understanding#ghost knows hes not ready knows he would be violently uncomfortable the entire time#but would still put himself through it if thats what johnny wanted#and soap who would never ask him to sacrifice his comfort for something as insignificant as his own wants#like he would ever see that as a worthy reason#like he could ever find happiness in it knowing ghost was uncomfortable#heāll spend the rest of his life showing ghost he doesnt need to compromise his comfort or his coping mechanisms for him#coming out of my cage and ive been soing just fine.txt#john soap mactavish#soap cod#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghoap#ghost x soap#weāre a team. ghost team#save post
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THE MOMENT NAOMASA REALIZED THE EXTENT OF WHO ALL MIGHT ACTUALLY IS
For refrence; a side by side comparison of how Naomasa knows All Might vs how Toshinori is when he actually lets loose
#bnha#my hero academia#yagi toshinori#naomasa tsukauchi#it was at this moment naomasa realized#toshinori isn't just a good guy who wants to do good#but an absolute freak of a man who NEEDS it#the first time in Naomasa'a entire life he's seen Toshinori's eyes actually light up and him smile out of sheer euphoric joy#and he's realizing he really never had a chance at keeping Toshinori out of the battle#he's realizing nobody ever had a chance at getting All Might to back down and accept retirement#Toshinori is awkward and soft spoken among people#for he does not know how to fit in there#he tries but he always seems a bit uncomfortable or distracted#but there- right there- Toshinori is THRIVING#Toshinori is a deranged feral individual who is damn right terrifying#naomasa is realizing that the entire time everyones been unaware how much of a monster the symbol of peace really is#because toshinori is tame#he's on their side#he's the symbol of peace and hope#it's like thinking you have a pet golden retriver#only to realize you have a dog that's built to hunt bears#and watching your once percieved golden retriever#tear into a monstrousity that had you quacking#like its the most natural and right thing in the world to them
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"being alone over the holidays is so sad" um no actually rather than deal with traffic/airports and potentially contract covid just to be re-traumatized by dysfunctional family, i choose instead to be incredibly sexy and take a lovely staycation that is just me and my glorious self splurging on delicious food, media, and leisure time
#if i binge the entire home alone series while feasting on 2 servings of shrimp pad thai followed by a generous amount of cheesecake#while you go to bed early with a stress headache from your parents' triggering behavior#one of us is in need need of sympathy and hint! it isn't me#anyway stop pressuring people into making commitments to visit family on the holidays just because it would 'sad' to be alone#trust me it's a lot sadder to be stuck spending time with people who make you uncomfortable and stressed
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There is currently a rather large discussion ongoing about the RW fandom behavior, drama, etc. I am not going to talk about the specifics of whats happened for a number of reasons. But what I do want to say is that if at any point you've harassed people over it, whether that be through anon asks or public posts- you did nothing but damage the ability for people to correctly process what is happening. You contributed nothing but harm to an already delicate situation. It does not matter what "side" you were on and I will not tolerate further interaction with me or my work if I found out you did such. If you let your personal hate for anyone boil over into threats, wishes for long term harm and petty comments meant to contribute nothing but slander or mental distress for the individuals involved who were already distressed (or acting irrationally) you did nothing but make it harder for people to process their emotions, thoughts and behaviors constructively. Regardless of who you think was in the right, who fucked up, whatever. It doesn't matter if they deserved it, or earned it, or if its an eye for an eye. Its difficult enough as it is to think clearly when presented with any kind of stressful situation and heckling people does nothing but make it worse and harder for them to explain themself in any capacity. I don't want you anywhere near me if you think that is an acceptable way to act.
#Please do not ask for me details- I am not involved#I am not the person to ask.#I very intentionally stay out of wider fandom circles because i want to keep enjoying things i like (lol)#But i have seen some absolutely vile behavior both openly and on alts or anon#even from the 'anti harassment' side because of course they also just want a justified target#to hurt or slander but this time under the guise of 'well they did it first!'#Its a pathetic display on all sides in terms of behavior long before for you even try picking a part who fucked up and where#and its not surprising that many artists have felt uncomfortable with it long before it boiled over into this. It would have been a problem#even if there had never been an actual incident because people were simply behaving in uncomfortable and offputting ways in regards to how#they treated creators here. fandom has a problem in general with that but it was particularly public and open#Anyway Im not leaving the fandom or anything im comfortably on the fringes of it for a reason and dont intend on digging in any further.#But this issue has been cooking for months for frankly and with this its gotten even more openly hostile. And yes- even those#'anti harassment' types are very happy to harass when they have their own reason for it. so im not giving them an inch#But beyond that and this particular incident people have just been way too comfortable being cruel openly#and letting their personal dislike of things bleed into how they act.#Also one more thing: If an artist deletes or leaves and takes their art with them the bear minimum of respect is to honor that choice#save what you want when its there and keep it but if they want their work gone than god respect that dont set up entire archives#for shit people choose to wipe. If they delete it that should be honored no matter how you feel about it#t.extpost
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Do you genuinely dislike killermare? Just asking for clarification, im sorry if youve gotten this ask before already
I hate it. I dislike fanon Killermare a lot more though. I have found a few interpretations I can maybe like, but most I have found do not do Killerās character any justice whatsoever and frankly I just feel Nightmare ugly ass doesnāt deserve Killer and he should keep his funky disgusting tentacles away from him. And I donāt see any reason why theyd be interested in eachother beyond a power dynamic.
#howlsasks#guillotineexullian#killer would not simp for nightmares bitch ass#he looks uncomfortable even being around him#in his canon#sweats all the time#and clearly doesnāt like it when nightmare touches him.#or even seems interested him at all.#brother canāt even talk about nightmare without sweating.#yeah he says he kinda misses him but obviously he is still uncomfortable around him..#not to mention#the entire SA allegory of how nightmare handles killers soul#which the fandom has him do so casually and act as if it helps killer#anyway unless thereās an actual interpretation#where killer is given some actual agency and respect#then i donāt care about Killermare and the ship can burn for all I care.#im sick of killers character constantly having to be reduced to his abuser#because people want to pretend as if nightmare did anything good for him#ship neg#killermare neg#character neg#nightmare neg#utmv#sans au#sans aus#killer sans#killer!sans#killertale#undertale au#undertale something new
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save me lucanis romance scene where he has to remove a comical amount of hidden knives while undressingā¦.. lucanis romance scene save meā¦..
#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age: the veilguard#datv#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#I recognize that I am not the first person to think about this but I luv a silly little bit and I think it should happen#I donāt want it to be likeā¦.. in a sexy way tho I want it to be weird and awkward#and I want rook to sit there in uncomfortable silence the entire time#top hits
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sketch page + closeups I made a while ago while listening to Fallinel and The Dangerous Mind of Aelwyn Abernant. the little tag is wrong lmao this is Sophomore Year
#dimension 20#d20 fantasy high#fanart#traditional art#adaine abernant#riz gukgak#kristen applebees#fig faeth#aelwyn abernant#fantasy high spoilers#this was my first time drawing adaine with short hair. I felt immensely uncomfortable the entire time#would yall crucify me if I occasionally indulged in long-haired adaine.#I think I'm going to do it anyway but I don't know if that's a hot topic or something#THOUGHTS AND OPINIONS ON LONG-HAIRED ADAINE ANYONE?? THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS???#I finally glanced at the canon designs and realized aelwyn is supposed to be the one with long hair.#mother of god. I could not handle that one. had to put my phone down and stare at a wall for a second#I LOVE the style of the designs though they're all cute do NOT get that twisted
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I love the "he asked for no pickles" meme with doorkeay bc I've only ever seen it with Gerry being the one talking and u just KNOW it's not bc Michael doesn't want to correct the food staff, but that it wants to correct them a little too much. Gerry has to step in otherwise they'll be there for at least another hour of Michael spinning some philosophical bullshit and scaring some poor fast food worker, and while Gerry doesn't necessarily mind Michael doing that in and of itself (he knows the thing he's in love with), as the only one of the two of them who actually needs material food he would like to eat that food before it gets cold tyvm.
#I like to think that the first time it happened Gerry did let Michael reorder and quickly learned his lesson as he spent the next 2 hours of#his life sitting in an incredibly uncomfortable and honestly kinda gross fast food booth while Michael would not stop fucking talking#yk the feeling as a kid when yr parents run into a friend and it feels like yr stuck there forever while they talk? same vibe#it's when they're both finally leaving (Gerry is still thinking abt how the cashier's hands shook and idly hoping they don't get swallowed#by a door anytime soon otherwise he'll have to find a new cheep fast food place to frequent while hunting and that'd be disappointing)#when he just freezes and is like WAIT MICHAEL WTF DO U EVEN TASTE FOOD THE SAME ANYMORE#(no it does not)#and Micheal gears up to go on a spiel abt Michael Shelly and glimpses of humanity seeping thru the cracks of the Spiral#but Gerry just sees this and throws their food bag and it and refuses to talk to or aknowledge it as he speed walks home#(when they get back they make out sloppy style regardless BUT it's the principle Gerry wasted so much data so he wasn't entirely bored out#of his mind and that shit is expensive Michael)#the magnus archives#gerard keay#michael distortion#doorkeay
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stop mocking ppl with schizophrenia. stop making fun of them for being weird. stop seeing them as dangerous monsters. it's fucking 2024! why are you STILL dehumanizing ppl with schizophrenia?!!
#not me hearing a stranger joking about it#calling someone 'schizophrenic' for being. 'weird'.#i think#good fucking lorddddd#it baffles me that so many 'progressives' do this shit#trust me my classmates make ableist jokes the entire goddamn time#and they're all 'leftists' and hell even neurodivergent themselves#but i bet they're gonna make jokes about it and not give a shit about ppl who feel uncomfortable#this makes me so mad you have no idea#ableism tw#lotus.txt
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I LOVE UR BRAIN SO BAD ššš YOU ALWAYS POST THEBBEST HEADCANONS AND THOUGHTS LIKE. WORK HUSBAND GOJO. AND JUST HAVING A WHOLE IMAGINATION OF THE OFFICE W NANAMI AND HIGURUMA AND TOJI I?????? I WANT TO LIVE IN YOUR BRAIN
TEEHEEEE youāre so sweet <33333 the work husband to actual husband to househusband gojo pipeline is so so real to me and the office au that comes with it truly does take up space in my brain, so hereās some more loosely established pointsĀ
satoru has been your work husband since you got your first job in undergrad. you two met in your dorms, and became friends, and eventually you thought a job would help with your time management skills, so you got a very low-maintenance position at the front desk of the library. satoru applied right after you and schmoozed the two little old librarians into giving him the same shifts as you. that was probably the first moment satoru knew he was a little bit in love with youābecause he had no reason to have a job while in school, but this small change in your schedule made him miss you so much that he was moved to get his very first job, probably ever, just to spend more time with you.Ā
he wasnāt bad at his library receptionist job, but he technically wasnāt good at it, either. if a student asked him for a laptop charger or to check out a book or something, he could do that, but anything else heād just smile and say, āoh, youāve gotta ask the pretty girl right there about that, she knows way more than me,ā and bat his eyelashes at you. except, then, when you did need to get up to grab something for someone, satoru would just spring up instead, and tell you heās got it. itās likeā¦ he was incapable of helping anybody else unless he got to flirt with you, and then help you out to help them outā¦ā¦ā¦ strange boyĀ
anyways, satoru makes it a habit to assist you through your student jobs throughout undergrad, and then follows you to the same law school and repeats the process there. (also not to elle woods-ify him a bit but his father heavily questions him going to law school btw because satoru has never showed any interest in working, let alone following in his footsteps to be a lawyer, and now heās going to law school? his mom is a bit sharper though, because when satoru tells his parents heās going to the same law school as you, she just smiles and sips her tea and wonders if her son has already made a trip to their family jeweler).Ā
the firm is large, but the floor you work on is a pretty close knit group. thereās hiromiās office at the tail end, which is the largest because heās managing partner and he practically lives in there. on the other end, both you and nanami have decently sized offices. satoru doesnāt like hiromi at first because he thinks heās mean. then satoru watches him play a little prank on kento, and suddenly the two of them are best friends.Ā it would be a surprisingly wholesome friendship if their common denominator wasnāt irritating kento, and acting as guard dogs for you.Ā
kentoās office used to be just the bare necessitiesālaw books, his degree, basic furniture, maybe a fancy paperweight, until satoru got his hands on it and decked it out. which is not something kento asked for, nor he thinks is necessary, but that doesnāt stop satoru from continually adding little trinkets and decorations and art to his office to make it livelier. when kento first meets you, heās surprised when you tell him satoru gojo is going to be your secretary because kento interned for satoruās father for two summers during law school, but when kento sees you and satoru together for the first time, it answers all of his questions. satoru couldnāt be more of a lovesick fool if he tried.Ā
listen the ex-convict to single father to janitor to lawyer toji pipeline is so real to me. while toji is working as a janitor at the firm, satoru slips once and then jokes that toji shines the floors too aggressively on purpose to make him slip, toji tells him to fuck off and he can sue for harassment. they truly donāt like each other at first, but once satoru steals tojiās masterkey to get into your office one night after youāre gone to leave flowers, and handle some paperwork to lighten your load in the morning, toji is sort of impressed. he still almost hits him with a broomstick, but even someone as gruff as him can see that satoru had pure intentions. toji is a lot of things, but heās not immune to or devoid of love or passion. so, eventually he and satoru develop a weird sort of banter and respect for each other. one day someone actually tries to accuse toji of not putting the wet floor sign down and how itās gonna be a lawsuit because some lowlife janitor fucked up his $3000 suit. satoru catches the argument as heās heading upstairs and recognized the schmuck as the stuck up lawyer on the other side of kentoās case. satoruās ready to jump in, but tojiās displaying an impressive amount of physical restraint and legal knowledge that when the dust is all settled, satoru asks him if he ever considered being a lawyer. toji laughs at it at first, but after a month of serious consideration (and megumi becoming a college freshman), he figures it canāt be all that bad. and turns out, tojiās a half-decent lawyerāonce youāve spent so much of your life skirting (or blatantly breaking) the law, you become pretty good at getting people out or around it, too.Ā and with his life experience, heās a pretty good judge of character; so when it comes time to lock up the bad ones, toji makes sure they get the maximum sentence.
except he has a bad habit of sending out emails with āURGENT: NEEDS ATTNā in the subject, which prompts you, kento, and hiromi to rush to his office, just to see toji with his feet up on his desk tell you that, āthe emergency is i hate the opposing counsel, and now that i work on this side of the law iād really like to not kill him, so somebody else should take this case.āĀ
anyways back to work husband secretary satoru. he pulls you out of boring meetings under the guise of an urgency, just for him to admit that the emergency is that he missed you, and you two were gonna be late for your lunch reservation. because heās actually a licensed attorney, he can actually carry out duties an associate otherwise would, which saves you a lot of time and trouble; and it means that satoru gets to work even more closely with you, which is always an upside for him. sometimes you ask him to hand you documents and instead he just hands you his hand. and then pretends to blush and preen like a schoolgirl which always draws way too much attention to the two of you, but thereās no way to stop him either. he takes your coat off of your shoulders when you arrive in the morning, and helps you put it back on in the evening. when you tell him youāre looking for an apartment closer to the firm, he has eight places lined up for viewing, and one surprise at the end which happens to be the other vacant penthouse suite in his apartment building; which, conveniently, would make you satoruās neighbor. he claims that itāll be just like in college, but it certainly doesnāt feel that way when you finally move in and satoru can now loudly and proudly proclaim, āsee you at home!ā in the halls at work now.Ā
#answered#that was a lot..... sorry this universe is so vivid to me#maybe i should rewatch suits..............#tho the first time you actually go on A Date with a real dude nothing work related satoru crumbles#he's so quiet at work for the entire day everyone thinks he must be sick or something#the day after your date he's sort of back to normal but something is off.... you don't bring up the date tho so he takes that a good sign#for him at least bc if u have nothing to say u must not have found him all that interesting righ t#but then you briefly mention a second date and now satoru has to get serious#and by serious i mean dig up everything there is to possibly dig up on this guy#way past public records he's calling favors as the DA's office he's calling his dad he's calling moles in the police. if this dude is gonna#be serious about you then he better be squeaky clean#except satoru 100% gets caught by kento who tells him that he needs to stop digging up dirt on ur date#which makes satoru pout and whine but whatever he'll drop it (only bc kento reminds him that if You find out ur gonna be Pissed)#then he really goes back to being himself but 10x#arm around your shoulder driving you everywhere himself introducing himself to ur date with the most smug grin on his face#it doesnt take long for this guy to get uncomfortable/ask you whats up with you and satoru and in the end satoru drives him away anyway#he might not be able to confess to you but he sure can keep everybody else away#besides theres only so many hours in the day u should focus on the important things: him and work š#jjk x reader#satoru x reader#lawyer au#satoru.ask
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#clemart#ttcc#toontown corporate clash#prethinker#brian ttcc#mac opsys#if its not obvious the entire thing is that brians supposed to be uncomfortable by this comparison#even if the comparison is kind of bare-boned and not that groundbreaking#mac also didnt mean that comparison in a āwe're the sameā type of way but moreso as a (for lack of a better word)#thinkpiece to get under brians skin. or metal. and it worked#^ guy who has to explain his entire thought process all the time in the most convoluted way possible#idk toontown is not this serious#i had a lot of fun coloring the 2nd part. they werent lying those grey shadings do wonders
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Dean gets hit with a love spell during a case and looks at Cas first trope except him and Cas are already together, so Cas and Sam assume nothings gonna change. And nothing really does, except that Dean now openly holds Cas's hand when their out walking around and he holds onto Cas's waist from behind when their just standing and he lets Cas scratch and play with his hair without pulling away from embarrassment and worst of all is the kissing!
Sam will be explaining what they should do next to catch the monster and when he looks up he sees Dean staring softly at Cas and Cas staring softly back which is fine, that's what they do, they stare, so Sam turns away. But when he looks back for the second time he sees Dean start peppering little smooches all over the angels face, just quick kisses on his nose and cheeks and forehead and neck too, all while they both smile dumbly, which is also fine, its not like Sam hasn't seen this before, they were exactly like this in their honeymoon phase at the beginning of their relationship, so he turns away again trying to focus but then he has a question to ask Cas and he turns and- HOLY SHIT THEY'RE MAKING OUT! RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM THEY'RE USING TONGUE AND CAS'S HANDS ARE AROUND DEAN'S WAIST AND HIS HANDS ARE IN CAS'S HAIR AND THEIR MOANING AND SAM NEEDS TO BEAT THEM OVER THE HEAD WITH A STICK-
#Sam's uncomfortable Cas has a dopey smile on his face the entire time and Dean just wants to cuddle and kiss his angel#Dean is still kinda repressed so I imagine that even after they're official he would still be hesitant about outwardly showing love to Cas#So after the spell wears off Dean's all flustered and blushing and embarrassed#meanwhile cas is silently wondering if it would be morally wrong to revive the witch who cast the spell in the first place to cast it again#Maybe Rowena would do it? he thinks#Rowena would do it. For free even.#Wanna smush them together like little dollsā¤#supernatural#destiel#dean winchester#castiel#destiel headcanon
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idk why there's so much discussion around the ~*morality of traumadumping*~ when it's a VERY solvable social conundrum. all you need to do is ask something like "hey is it ok if i talk about this thing? it's kind of heavy" and respect the answer
#it's both very normal and good to talk to people about stuff that's weighing on you#AND it can be very uncomfortable to have someone unload a lot of really heavy things at you at once without warning#this is not a zero sum game?#?????????????#i guess sometimes the problem is that ppl have a different measure for what counts as 'traumadumping'#i personally associate it w the time i was a volunteer at a summer camp and one of the teens asked me if they could get my advice#and when i was like yeah sure they proceeded to tell me their entire life story which involved several deaths and horrible things#which left me in a very awkward position of Um What Did You Want My Advice For Specifically#but like i was fine!! i was the Responsible Adult who had signed up for this#and they were a teen who needed someone to listen to them!!
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having intense hyperfixations is so crazy like what do you mean i became so obsessed that i can just Be Ghost-Maker at any moment i when i Feel Like It???
#granted i donāt wear the entire cosplay because itās uncomfortable and also White#but the helmet yes all the time#the fixation be fixating#ghostmaker#ghost-maker
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