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psychology bachelor and master... you're the loss of my life
#elz's chit chats#that time of the year when i am rethinking all my life choices#when i was 17 i wanted to be a psychology student and at 18 i ended up enrolling into a science faculty#i dropped out at 19 and got into law school#i graduated and now i am studying to get a master degree in public administration sciences#and today it hit me#right between my eyes#i wanna disappearrrr
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a comic/zine about coyotes
#art#comic#coyotes#comics#my art#digital#zine#idk what else to tag this if anything#i just think coyotes are so fucking cool and excellent queer symbolism. if you think about it#< he has thought about it so fucking much#shoutout to the handful of ppl who kept me company on stream last night too hehe#sorry if you get a version with typos they should all be corrected by now. i unfortunately have adhd and made this in two days#busted out all the illustrations for this in...one night for phx zine fest lmaO#our group found out two days before we were tabling that we got taken off the waitlist. had fun today tho#greatest hits
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HIT THAT SHIT HERSHEL
#probably the most fun I’ve had doing a request#drawing that literally saved me mentally today#you hit that shit crazy style Hershel#professor layton
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1x08 // 8x06
#911verse#911edit#bobbynashedit#eddiediazedit#bobby nash#eddie diaz#911#mine.#gifs#bobby#eddie#911 spoilers#wasn't sure i'd even be in the mood to gif today but when the bobby and eddie parallels come and hit me in the face... how can i not
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re : how each brother reacts learning that they can't go back
you'll have to pry the "all the Brozone Bros knew what happened at the tree" headcanon outta my cold, dead dead dead hands.
#sandflakedrew#trolls clay#trolls john dory#trolls floyd#trolls bruce#on today's docket : brozone angst#added in order of who i think found out first to last#listen#listen listen listen#they Knew!!!#JD for obvious reasons#Clay from Viva#Bruce isn't taken aback hearing Viva's story either. He's heard before#the combo of Floyd's 'never thought i'd see any of my brothers ever again' & 'is it really you?' hits a similar note for me#They! Knew!#clears throat. anyways#me to me : okay but wouldn't it be a little bit /more/ fucked up if JD didn't /let/ himself be fully gray? wouldn't that be worse?#the idea of someone forcefully sucking that shit back in?#terrible.#awful.#perfect for JD#perfect perfect perfect one might even say#same kinda deal with bruce.#what if you heard the news and felt compelled to try and live for more people than yourself. in order for your current peace to be fair#what then#i have more thoughts but this is enough tags as is#trolls
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I don’t know if this is worth a post on here. We post anyways maybe (?)
#homestuck#homestuck fanart#hs fanart#dirk strider#blooby posting#Been playing disco Elysium#That is about all. I drank 4 litres of Pepsi today#Insane#and I still wanted more… but I burned my tongue yesterday#because I was too eager to eat fish. Now everything tastes like burn#Sigh.#Copied from being John Malkovich by the way#one of my favorites#movie wise. Always reminded me of him yadda yadda. I am tired#Hitting the hay now. But my room is so warm… I have no air con. I know no peace in this world
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there's something deeply gutting about being a writer right now. watching studio execs brag about starving people like you out of your very house just to not pay you anything above the pennies you currently make. watching some people cheer over AO3 being targeted for a DDOS attack. the complete lack of profitability of writing commissions or writing in general in transformative spaces, especially in contrast to fanart. the pivot of so many social media platforms to be video and image based near-exclusively.
I don't know. it just makes me sad to know that the hobby that kept me alive while growing up homeschooled with dial-up internet and local antenna TV... is only ever gonna be a side job with minimal engagement. I know this site is good about supporting libraries and the concept of books but, do me a favor? Reach out to a writer friend you know. Leave a comment on your last five read stories on your favorite website.
Tell us you care.
#maybe that's why I've been so stalled on my novel#I keep trying to convince myself there's a POINT to it#but I look at how BRUTAL the publishing industry is and how I can't even consistently break ten reblogs on writing I post here#and I just. it hurts. and I have other hobbies I could fall back on!!! I could do art and cosplay and cater to the immediate engagement!!#but writing is my LOVE and my PASSION and I just wish. I wish the current climate CARED about us#TALKED to us the way we talk to cosplayers and artists and the chocolate guy#UGH. Wednesday blues hitting me NASTY today
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("Always. Continuously. With increasing apprehension, and decreasing hope. I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday. I will love you as a corpse loves the beak of the vulture. I will love you no matter what happens to you, and no matter how I discover what happens to you, and no matter what happens to me as I discover this." -- paraphrased from The Beatrice Letters, Lemony Snicket)
#svsss#bingqiu#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#lbh#sqq#i've been working through the series of unfortunate events and somehow that series has paired really nicely with svsss#the themes of cycling violence and what's justified and what isn't and what can possibly be done differently#and how trying to bring love and honour into the midst of it really changes nothing but also changes everything#it's just *chef's kiss*#i don't know how i can quite do my thoughts justice but i've spent the past few weeks quietly going between the two series (and mdzs and tg#as well if we're being honest they all hit similar questions and themes) and just reveling in the pain and ambiguity of it#everything is interconnected and it means you can never know what trauma and pain and necessity has shaped a person#each story goes too far back to ever ever EVER possibly see the full extent of it#at that level even communication itself is nearly impossible.#and because of that it's almost impossible to change anything. beat yourself apart and the outcome is the same#and yet ATTEMPTING to change things ATTEMPTING to do the kind thing the honourable thing is absolutely critical#because while you can change nothing you also have the capacity to change EVERYTHING#aaaaaaah i don't even know what i'm saying#but i read the beatrice letters today and the love letter just. killed me.#(obviously i cherrypicked some lines because it's three pages long but those ones felt right)#''i love you like a corpse loves a vulture's beak'' i just. can't get over that line.#to be completely changed. altered. destroyed. redeemed. purified. desecrated. reduced to nothing yet entirely necessary for another's life.#what a FUCKING line#anyway i was either going to blow up from thinking about it or else i had to exorcise it via art from an entirely different series#i've already done svsss and discworld why not throw a series of unfortunate events into the mix#i'll be honest folks i did not expect svsss to be the mxtx series that would fuck me up the most about the main ship#bingqiu is something else. i don't even know how to begin to approach my feelings on it. impossibility and necessity all at once#bizarre#my art
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ik i've done like 5 panel redraws from 265 alone but this is the last one promise
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuuji#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#jjk 265#timelapse#jjk but its me and im the one possessed and i cant stop doing yuuji panel redraws :'>#fr tho im done i swear i think ive drawn all my favourite yuujis from the leaks i can stop now#....the one of him crouching while fishing Is good too tho...#IM JOKING I WON'T (today)#my pinky actually hurts rn i will rest#the thing w timelapses is theres never much 2 say abt the process bc like. its all right there#th red flash was me accidentally hitting the paint fill button gomen :'< i always do either that or i accidentally crop it#they should move those buttons further away from each other >:((((#hmm other than that total time abt 4 hours his hair fought me a bit during the render but gojo voice Nah Id Win >:)#symmetry ruler my beloved <333 until i get 2 his scars n have to turn it off rip#anyway im going 2 go rest my hand do some stretches etc etc#self care i hear they call it
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happy holidays from garfield and miku (:
#my art#digital art#fanart#garfield#miku#hatsune miku#vocaloid#garfposting#christmas#originally planned to print these as cards for friends but uhhhhh#depression hit read bad bc this is the first christmas im spending all alone#and its a Very bad time of year for me lol#so i just did not finish it until today#and its too late to get cards printed now so#yeah#anyway enjoy lol#portfolio
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🌹💌Just For My Valentine!💌🌹
Nsfw ver. Posted on my twt like always!
#obey me#obey me shall we date#obm#mammon obey me#obey me mammon#obey me fanart#mammon#obm mammon#ohhhhg no one hit me up today#I’ll be spending the day with him 😍😍#this one caused me some strife tho good god#the face wasn’t cooperating for some time#almost drove me crazy#but we made it familia#hope y’all have a fun valentines!!
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palestinians that have reached out to me & links to donate to them:
• @dodooomar 's gofundme & main post -- verified -- currently at kr156,119 of kr300,000
• @ghaziyounes1967 's gofundme & main post -- verified -- currently at $4,431 of $50,000
• @abood-gaza2 's gofundme & main post -- verified -- currently at $4,824 of $40,000
• @asmaayyad 's gofundme & main post -- verified -- currently at €13,466 of €45,000
• @helpamalm 's gofundme & main post -- unverified -- currently at €332 of €53,000
• @farohablogsworld 's gofundme & main post -- verified by association -- currently at €828 of €32,000
• @fidaa-family2 's gofundme & main post -- verified -- currently at $19,000 of $30,000
• @wafaaresh6 's gofundme & main post -- verified -- currently at $6,104 of $50,000
• @keensaladbanana 's gofundme & main post -- verified by association -- currently at kr3,121 of kr350,000
• @ahmed-ziad 's gofundme & main post -- verified -- currently at £10,017 of £30,000
• @yasermohammad 's gofundme & main post -- verified -- currently at €18,935 of €35,000
• @shadowyavenuetaco 's gofundme & main post -- verified by association -- currently at £3,020 of £50,000
#someones fundraiser said 'and this too shall pass' and its something i say frequently. . .hit me hard. my eyes remain on gaza.#ive donated to as many as i can today. next paycheck i will set aside more. i hope that every mutual and others who can will also donate.#i know that my thoughts and eyes and money is not near enough but i will continue to witness and donate as i can. and fell.#feel*#please reblog if you see this. let us show support for donate for and speak for humanity to prevail.#palestine#free palestine#palestine gofundme#edit: sorry i realized i donated after i put all these totals down. my bad.
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HYUNJIN BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN (2024): hyunjin in every letter... ↘ D-11 | TUMBLR TEXT POSTS
#hwang hyunjin#hyunjin#stray kids#bystay#createskz#staysource#a9gifs#flashing tw#*gif#*hyunjin#*ccarly#*carly:hyunjin#*series:hjbday24#i know he's not that tall but hit me head on the door frame today took me out so that's in here just for me#*hits
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"If you were gone... I'd be here in Ramshackle all by myself."
#literally finished book 6 last night AND BOOK 7 CAME OUT TODAY#i know most stuff that's going on ahead#BUT THIS MOMENT HIT ME AUGGHHH#gatito grim yo no te abandonaria#twisted wonderland#twst grim#spoilers#mari draws stuff#artsits on tumblr
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quick simon (cuz i didn't wanna draw the stuff i actually have to draw,,)
#i think i figured out why i've been so lazy to draw recently#the summer heat is LITERALLY sucking up the energy out of me (doesn't help that it's Dry Heat too ashahsh)#i think we hit around 50°c today?? or was that yesterday.. i dont remember.. everyday is SO HOT IM GOING T ODIE#my art#2024#call of duty#call of duty: modern warfare#call of duty: modern warfare ii#call of duty: modern warfare iii#cod#cod mw#cod mwii#cod mwiii#modern warfare#mw#mw2#mw3#simon ghost riley#simon riley#ghost cod#art#digital art#digital drawing#sketch#doodle#video games
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#selfie bee#me telling a coworker who I have been working with for 4 months and whose name I do not know about my toenails#i'm sorry Tobias (?? Paul ??) it was the only topic I could come up with after I already told you about the big bird I saw in 8th grade#FRIENDS how are you!! :) how has the new year been so far!!#did you have a lot of snow on christmas!#we did and it was really fun! I had a very bad cold so I just watched the snow from inside but that was good too c:#do you have any plans for the new year?#i always have lot and most of the time I do not do any of them but planning is fun#this year I REALLY want to watch all of Star Trek ヽ(´∇`)ノ#I would also love to learn how to make a handstand#imagine if you could just make yourself upside down#but it is a far away dream because honestly I am not very good at being usual side up most of the time either#but I will try probably at least 2 times to learn it ( ᐛ )#maybe I'll finally finish that website!#new years are good and fun#it's wild to think about how much daily life has changed since last year but I feel just the same :)#who knows what this year will bring!#I hope I don't hit a pheasant with my car#I almost hit a pheasant with my car last year and the pheasant made direct eye contact#I wonder how he is doing today#since that moment I think about pheasants a lot#I knew they were real but I had never seen one#just to know they are out there is a mystical feeling#right know it is raining so all the pheasants might be wet#get dry soon pheasants!!#I don't think I've ever seen a wet bird either#I don't know what do do with all these birds thoughts#also thank you for the person who asked about my skirt!! ( ˊᵕˋ )♡.°⑅#I've finished it and its really really bad#but I love it
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