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mickey708 · 8 months ago

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Did anyone else used to think eleven was called eleventeen or was i just stupid CAUSE I SWEAR TO GOD I REMEMBER ELEVENTEEN BEING A NUMBER AMD THEN IT BECAME ELEVEN

Yeah i really need to go to sleep...

#fyp #fypシ #mickeys late night rants #I SWEAR ELEVENTEEN WAS A NUMBER #pls dont tell me im the only one that thought this #pls tell me this is relatable #and this kids is why we go to sleep #eleventeen is a number #i swear to god it was #byeee <3

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kindahoping4forever · 5 months ago

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Ash IG Story

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moth-flowers · 2 months ago

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moth-flowers #17

#moth-flowers #my art #comics #autobio comics #Its a little crummy but im glad i made something. and actually posted it!#depression #Our neighbors r pretty cool. talking with the husband makes me happy cos he's just a chill dude and i think he's kinda like me?#Like he was cleaning out his car one time and he said it just takes him longer than most people bc he's kinda slow. and i had a moment of #like. recognition. I get things done but i just take a lot longer than other people and i dont really know why its just how i am #And he's like. a real adult. with a partner and kids and a house and a job. and if he can make it then maybe ill be okay too.#Also I like listening to him talk he has a very interesting cadence and overall soothing voice quality #Also the sleep schedule thing. Right now I've been feeling my best when i take a 2ish hour nap when i get home. I usually dont go to sleep #Until 12pm regardless and good god has the nap been helping me. I feel less like shit and more alert its so great #My dad keeps giving me shit about it. but fuck it we ball

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antimony-medusa · 11 months ago

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every single creator in purgatory that I clicked into across the entire event was focused on saving the eggs, across all three teams, regardless of when I clicked into stream or what time it was for them, they just didn't have a concensus across all three teams about how best to play the game to save the eggs.

#qsmp #soulfire was doing it for the eggs green gay ninjas was doing it for the eggs bolas was doing it for the eggs #that's why people went so hard #that's why you had so much friction over things like the egg statue event because people were trying to save their eggs #but some people thought that meant destroy the statues and some people thought that meant protect the statues #discourse #this is the essence of the conflict we had because people couldn't just brush it off and say “it doesn't matter anyways” because it Did #one team not being convinced that another team is cursed to the point that they would throw the event and thus risk their kids if wrong #is not not caring #qsmp purgatory #anyways I should go to sleep but I needed to throw that one out there

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gilded-gheists · 1 year ago

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JUST started a good Durge playthrough and I'm dying over my absolute little guy bard Tinfoil.

#bg3 #bg3 tav #baldurs gate 3 #(Im a tag rambler so theres a lot here-) he's got voice six and because of that I'm opting he's incredibly INCREDIBLY young #like- probably 9? Dragonborn reach 10 year old human size at 3 for them so. yeah-#human-body wise he's about 17? but he's still got so little thoughts in his head. Which is canon as well at least #not gonna romance ANYONE as Tinfoil but we're gonna all be besties.#still deciding if he'll slurp tadpoles. he gives into peer preassure very easily and is very easily bossed around.#so it depends at the moment in the cutscene i guess.#he's the group kid. i think shadowheart would mother him a lot and he looks up to Karlach A SHITTON. 'She's so cool...'#'why is the group kid the leader?'#everyone shrugs but they see Tinfoil curl up around a small pile of gold and gems as he sleeps and they can't say no to what he wants to do #Lae'zel thinks he's 'extremely weak skinned. and needs all the help a pathetic youngling like him can get'#she says; helping said pathetic kid up off the nautaloid ship floor after he ran ahead to try and get to the controls; listening to her #like a good lil guy #'Tinfoil; darling; you know we can always get *more* gold if you give up some of these precious little rubies and opals. Your hoard #will look *much* more impressive that way.'#-Astarion; trying to convince a now-teary-eyed tinfoil to give up his hoard so the party can buy health potions #'its not...its not impressive?' he starts crying and Shadowheart has to comfort him #I KNOW he's gonna go murder mode and stuff. but everyone at camp thinks it's just dragonborn instincts kicking in #so they just like chain him to a tree for the night.#its funny i think #'NO! BAD TINFOIL! STOP TRYING TO EAT THE BIRDS!'#'Raughguguhguguh. Tinfoil *NEEDS* sauce...'#he is on a leash constantly because he is enamoured with the beauty of the world and runs off- but also to not kill and maim constantly.

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lornasaurusrex · 7 months ago

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I miss you Lorna… this is such a mess

This is an old message and I had several other similar messages, but I miss you guys and hope you’re all doing well!! I’m sorry to see nothing has improved.

I saw I was kindly mentioned by @awesomefringey and some other commenters the other day, so just wanted to log in and say hello and log back out for a few more months. 💕

Sending so so much love to all of you. Take care of yourselves and each other, please.

The video is still on YT.

#Anywayyyyy #The fandom added a whole lot more C to my C-PTSD #So a nice random message every few months instead of a freshly posted death wish is LOVELY.#Don’t fret. On meds and therapied but fresh tf out of money from it so @ L and H… lornasaurusrexx at g*ail is the PayPal if ur bored 🙃#I hate to be like this but protect your hearts. They’ll never be able to look out for you guys and they feed these trolls ammo for snacks #and it seems to have only gotten worse. Gotta keep them hets hetbaited for their money whilst actively encouraging them to bully yall? Why?#STILL!? At this point it feels like they’ve both chosen that path deliberately now and I find it quite gross. but I’m also very far removed #So don’t worry about my opinions. Keep trusting your own intuition!!! You all see it. I love you guys and your beautiful hearts and empathy #But I hope they can sleep at night knowing the absolute fucking genuine WRECKAGE they left across the Big Gay War generation/era of Larries #Don’t worry guys I’m just as dramatic as ever. None of this has anything to do with them coming out or anything. Just how we were treated.#But trust I fuckin mean that shit from the deepest darkest pit of my Demon Larrie™️ heart. They encouraged this. 🤷🏼‍♀️#Anyone who cares about my actual life updates: I’m a school nurse now and will be working at a bougie summer camp over break #Had a surgery I needed. Got new tattoos and piercings. In a happy and healthy relationship with the best dude for almost a year now.#OH and I went to New Zealand last year with Prettytruthsandlies!!!! We made a pact back in our Big Gay War/college days to go. And we DID!!#I got overstimulated and overfed and puked in Hobbiton. 🤣 (It was the best time of my LIFE GENUINELY🥰🥰🥰🥰🥹🥹🥹)#Okay BYE LOVE YOU GUYS #There are better and more humane ways to maintain a closet ..like literally STFU entirely. Ignoring it and not exploiting a kid is FREE #🇵🇸

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outism-had-a-purpose · 1 year ago

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Ryoshu and Rodya friendship where they sometimes sleep in each other's room when it gets too much in theirs.

When the candlelight in Ryoshu's gets too bright and suffocating with the heat and reminds her too much of the fire her daughter died in sometimes she knocks (more of. just letting herself in lmao) on Rodya's door to literally cool off.

Sometimes when Rodya's room freezes her down to the bone to the point where that she can't sleep, and the stench and sight of her dead neighbors haunts her every senses, Ryoshu gets a quiet knock on her door, and an even more surprising, a solemnly quiet Rodya outside, asking her if she can take a quick snooze here because she doesn't wanna go out and do the night watch.

Something something the only bed worth sleeping is the one right next to you (sad). Fire and ice duo. you get me riht

#ryoshu #rodion #limbus company #assorted outisms #haven't taken a look at the lore so i have no idea if they've disproven it yet but i think (?) that their rooms bend to their mindsets #and at their worsts looks like their base egos #like the ishmael's room is always fucking waterlogged joke. heathcliff sleeps on the moor lmao #canto 9 is a long way to go so. we don't really know what ryoshu's deal is besides the what we've seen but if we're going with her source #then she definitely had a kid. idk man. tortured artist that got her daughter killed because of her art commission that the mafia (whicheve #one of the fingers or might be several of 'em) commissioned #and though rodya does mention something to sonya along the lines of 'not worthy to feel warmth' because she still feels deep guilt from #getting everyone in her backstreet disctrict killed by the middle she wouldn't want to look like she's losing sleep over it in front of the #other sinners. and that compared to hers ryoshu's room is pretty damn toasty so why not take the chance #oh hey rodya and ryoshu both have a relation to the fingers. idk where im going with this. forgive my tag rambling #anyways ryoshu and rodion sleeping together. can be either platonic something romantic or a secret third thing. the world is your oyster #i really should go back to writing my [REDACTED] fic i haven't gotten anywhere with it

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flowersbane · 27 days ago

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at my family’s house & sharing the big bed with my sister… she keeps hitting me in her sleep. straight up knocked my phone into my face. i hate her. there’s literally another bed she could be sleeping in but no. she had to share this one. i thought it would be fine because, you know, it’s the big bed™️. but no. she found a way to roll all over to my side and slap my phone. into my face. after she asked why i wanted to put a barrier of pillows between us. sigh. i can’t even fall asleep because she snores. and she hits me. in the face.

welp, time to revive the great wall of pillows.

#just to be clear tho i love my sister #and even tho this has been an ongoing issue since we were kids #i still love her and forgive her for her transgressions lmao #you might be asking #but fae rin why don’t you just go sleep in the other bed?#and that’s the thing #i can’t #because it’s 1:41am and this old house creaks like old bones so i’ll wake everyone up if i try to cross the corridor to the other bedroom #siiiiiiigh #my life is so hard

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electoons · 8 months ago

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giving my ldb a daughter. embarrassing for all involved. mostly me

#her mom is an orc and her dad is a wood elf so she's going to be a very pointy orc. angular #like ok i suppose i leaned a little heavy on the elf features but also shes 12. she'll develop more orcish features. Not My Fault 😐#mimiart #weird little girl who pretends to be a wolf -> actual werewolf pipeline #elder scrolls #skyrim #shes sooo sweet and smiley :) idk where that comes from. not either of her parents. neither a point for nature nor nurture #calling her Khara for now. might change idk #re: my caption its only embarrassing because of who she had the child with. he fucking sucks #but so does she which is why they get along and they make each other worse. but also sometimes better #whatever. they love each other and their weird kids #at first they said “no kids absolutely the fuck not” then they decided to adopt alesan because like. hes already pretty much self sufficien #like he had a job and everything right. this will be a breeze hes already pretty much a fully formed human we can just help him out #by letting him sleep in our house right. and then like not even a full year later uloth gets pregnant oops 😬#does anyone here know how to keep a baby alive. thankfully uloth has amassed basically a small village of followers/friends/housecarls #some more responsible and knowledgeable than others. so dw the kids are okay and not dead #they just keep the necromancy and shady black market trading and unethical experiments OUTSIDE THE HOUSE #tes #ocs #oc #khara has only broken her dads finger once. orc grip you know how it is #oh and his nose too. but he deserved it for stealing hers 😑 like what was she gonna do?? NOT steal his right back?? come on

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vv-ispy · 7 months ago

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If decarabian was a gamer he would have the most decked out setup imaginable. 2000+ dollar custom keyboard where nearly everything but the internal components are made of solid gold. Top-of-the-line pc entirely encased in various ornately decorated gemstones. He would have at least five monitors (bonus points if they also double as surveillance monitors.) His gaming chair would in fact be a literal throne. At times he thinks that video game logic must surely apply to real life mortal human logic as well and vastly overestimates how durable most humans are.

Someone save her

#carmendeiact2whenplz #gamer decarabian theory #he's got wheatly po rtal 2 energy except he's not an idiot he's just overconfident in himself and his method of ruling and refuses criticim #ya know i figured i'd end up with a human decarabian design eventually but. I did not. expect it to be for Out of Touch Gamer Decarabian #anyway he's like okay humans need food and washrooms and sleep now if I set up five connecting houses into a common room #and according to the sims the human need decay at this rate and replenish at this rate #with ten people three beds will be enough they can take turns sleeping for eight hours exactly at these scheduled times #meanwhile the humans are going 'wtf why do I sleep at 12-8 my partner at 8-4 and my kid at 4-12 screw this'#decarabian watching it happen going 'No Thou Must this setup maximizes human abilities while minimizing human needs'#'cool consider my need to have a bit of fun and whimsy in my life care to schedule that into my life and my room'#'..........you don't need music fun songs are banned everything's working as planned there's no need for rebellion'#'of course my God there's no birds or freedom or even life outside your wind barrier we could want nothing more than our safe little cage'#'Exactly you get it see the people love me good job me now back to my sims'#genshin talk

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hakusins · 6 months ago

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running on 2 hours of sleep and one meal rn but hey at least i got a 10/15 during my exam today-

#if anyone's wondering yes im alive #JBHERBHFJBHERFJBEHRF #unfortunately #but my god do i feel like shit #when i walked out of that exam hall i could not feel my legs #this is why you need to sleep for at least 4 hours kids #dont be like me and read fanfiction #before a very early exam HBERFBHHEBJRBF #anyways i used all the remaining energy i had making this #dean rambles #im gonna go back to resting #and i'll prob draw some more when i wake up hahaha #(fucked sleeping schedule here we go)#art #mine #my art #deansona

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cavity-collector · 3 months ago

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i genuinely need to be put down like a dog i cant do this anymore man holy shit

#yall dont know the meaning of terminally online til u meet me #i hate myself so much its not even funny i am the most miserable worthless scum #my sleep schedule is 7am to 3pm all i do all day is rot on the couch and sometimes draw if i have a drop of motivation #depression is completely kicking my ass and im not even fighting back i give up what the fuck man #theres not even a point for me to keep trying i just want to stop feeling such deep despair 24/7 please #i dont want to die i just want the pain to stop so i can peacefullylive out the rest of this year before i turn 18 and its all over for good #but i cant even have that! im just gonna suffer the whole time thanks great #i wish i could just get better and fix all of this but i cant its not working we dont have the money to #actually get me the help i need to make it work. i just have to figure it out or die #i just wanna go back to ***** ** *** i just want to stop being lonely and useless #i dont know why im posting this shit to tumblr. its so stupid i should just be journaling or something #probably because im worthless selfish scum. idfk.#the last 6 months have been a complete blur. just rotting on the couch or in bed occasionally seeing friends once every other month or so #ive already wasted half of being 17 abd im probably gonna waste the rest too. ill do nothing of worth before i die.#even my art is ugly and horrible and not worth leaving behind. people tell me to work to improve it but i dont have the time left #ill never create any of the things i wanted to create ill never be a good artist im just going to die exactly like this #an absolutely terrible person.#the only people i can talk about the things that make me a terrible person with are people who are terrible in even worse ways #no one can comfort me except them because theyre the only people who know what ive done and actually do see it as less than absolute evil #because they know absolute evil because it is them. but i actually don’t believe that i think theyre bad but could be good #idk what im saying anymore #someone shoot me #please im not kidding #just make it stop #tw vent #tw sui #delete later

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cuteniarose · 3 months ago

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I'm bored and can't sleep because of cramps so I decided to mess around with an incorrect quotes generator using the latest OCs @katkastrofa and I created that I unfortunately cannot talk about in detail here because I'd get nerfed in an instant:

#idk how in character most of these are since we don't have too good a grasp on their personalities yet #they've literally existed for a day #but I tried my best and think most of them are rather fitting #the last one is easily my favourite lmao #you know. considering what this blog used to be five years ago...#does this count as going back to my roots?#(say it with me now. silt and murk giving birth to something beautiful)#(that being my friendship with kat <3)#'but nia you and kat already have 29 OCs of your own creation. 31 if you count the adopted ones and 34 if you count Midori's unnamed kids!'#'maybe you should slow your roll a little?? you're on track to having created 20 OCs this year alone and it's not even September!'#'most of them are never even gonna feature in a fic or anything but the convos you and kat have! why bother?'#because I'm mentally ill and my life is falling apart and the only thing that helps me function is what kat and I have #the multiverse of madness included #also I have chronic 'I'm gonna spin these little guys in my head for hours >:)' disease #and there's no cure #hope this helps :)#lmao idk what to talk about in these tags since idk how much I'm allowed to say #both because of the ban and because I'm not 18 yet #idk how much difference a month actually makes but eh. those rules aren't up to me unfortunately #it's 5 a.m I should go to bed #I need to get my sleep schedule at least semi normal before Monday #:(

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nomairuins · 2 months ago

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bedtime nowww probably ummm today qas not what i wanted it 2 be but its fine. i dont feel negative just a very very very numb day which is almost worse. but only almost 🙏

#i did get thr laundry done didnt fold it didnt take a shower #so thatll hopefuly be tmrw #i hope im able to do an activity with somebody tmrw.... the kids will be back at school so umm. no risk of weeman asking for my laptop in #the morning. or maybe me n lamp could play aa... idk #i feel like such a loser i go 1 day without bothering my family and im like wahhh im lonely. Can you shut up ..... we r better than this.#but wtvr. thats also a mean thought and i shouldnt be idolizing the way i lived last year. We were taking spongebaths and eating #1 bowl of soup a day crying ourselves to sleep every night and literally going weeks on end wo talking to our loved ones. so why am i like #We need to go back ! well i know why its bc i cant just let myself heal and move on bc of my stupid complex #and tbf i was very efficient back then. i ws able to do my spongebaths at least every 3 days and i did my laundry every week right on #schedule and i had a job....all it took was literally not being a person in any meaningful way FJFNGJGN. idk #it was very simple. its still very simple perhaps simpler (#no job) but instead i just feel guilty i guess. sbt everything #which i ws doing last year but again i was too out of it to rly dwell. i just cried at work a lot abt it #but now its like. i dont have a job to go to to focus on. my interests/hobbies can only distract me for a few days maximum b4 they become #nothing 2 me. and then im just back in limbo again and it feels pointless #and even when its a 'good' phase of something actually keeping me distracted from everything its like. not. all it does is ruin my sleep #schedule again yk. ik im literally the timeloop guy so u think id loveee Everyday being exactly the same over and over and over but well i #dont. bc they arent actually the same day theyre just reminders that everything does keep fucking going but im stuck. which is the opposite #of what i want. and what id have if the beautiful timeloop would simply rescue me. wtvr tho.... she doesnt even know i exist 😥#little joke. IDK. like i said its better ig than having a truly miserable day but. man. i wish everything was better #i ws gonna say like it used to be but. yk. ive been depressed since i was like 7 its not like. idk. i wish i was born different and i wish #my head worked and i wish none of it had evrr happened. but itis ok. i cant think of a funny cutesy alternative to put here so we will just #say nothing. yay

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a-dash-in-the-middle · 3 months ago

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new year another dude enamoured by me himself but bothering me about it

#my friend i will help you pick out a mirror #and then you just talk at it #like we all do it there is no shame in it #i just dont see why you should drag me in it #i should probably stop listening to people out of curiosity of how everyone's mind works but it would be so boring #sure it comes at a cost of people thinking they are interested in me while not asking me anything about myself #but i have been pretty good at seeing the signs early and not ignoring them lately #so i think my curiosity can continue at the cost of slight discomfort at pathetic call backs for my attention #this is unrelated to my friendships tho but some people just don't want to go down that sacred path or down the strangers/neighbours lane #which i hold great respect to #but this whole wooow you left me on delivered at 2am as i cant sleep and we are 20 and i literally just yknow went to sleep way before that #and we also just dont talk like that #like we talked late one time bc we were both studying for our term in this case #but those texts are so old same archetype different people #now i can laugh abt it tho cuz i finally see it trough a healthy perspective of why would you be pissed at a friend going to bed #and not feeling like i am being mean to a kid #0 notes to me

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rubberbandballqueen · 3 months ago

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so anxious abt work today that my brain is telling me to show up Now..... 90 minutes early............. inner chilchuck where are you...... save me....... save me inner chilchuck...............

#so anxious abt work today i also hardly slept last night #went to bed at around midnight and woke up at 2:30 (not that unusual i have intermittent sleep) but then i couldn't stop thinking #abt work today n couldn't fall asleep so i had to go downstairs and eat a whole ass meal and then play games for two hours or so #in order to calm down and then finally fall asleep for 3~4 more hours #i am once again the worker w/the most experience in our programs doing camp today which would be fine if the kids were decently behaved #but they are not and so yesterday i asked them all why we need to always threaten them with write-ups n quiet time for them to behave #and they're kids so they didn't rlly have an answer yet but i told them to think abt it #and ofc there are some kids who are Supremely Anxious abt getting written up asking me if i will write them up #and i'm like buddy you are one of the characters constantly acting up and horsing around here. the other staff have written you up regularly #n funny enough their answer yesterday was that they thought they could get away with their poor behavior #which certainly is an answer that i have No Idea how to respond to #the worm speaks #i chatted with some of them a bit more later n the details are mostly that they're acting on their emotions #so i kind of want to print out that 'decisions made in anger cannot be undone' img to laminate n post on the wall at work

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