#and this is only the first section of the fight!
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The bill quite clearly lays out how babies born alive are persons deserving of equal legal protections, and that they must receive medical care. "If an abortion results in the live birth of an infant, the infant is a legal person for all purposes under the laws of the United States, and entitled to all the protections of such laws," the bill states in its findings. "Any infant born alive after an abortion or within a hospital, clinic, or other facility has the same claim to the protection of the law that would arise for any newborn, or for any person who comes to a hospital, clinic, or other facility for screening and treatment or otherwise becomes a patient within its care," it also adds under such a section. Not only is the mother of the child not prosecuted under such a bill, she may also bring civil action for violations. Those medical professionals who fail to ensure the child is sent to the hospital and given the same care that any other child born at that gestational age can be fined, imprisoned for up to five years, or both. Banks released a statement that same afternoon. "Almost every American agrees that a baby that takes their first breath deserves the same right to life as the rest of us do. I won’t give up this fight for common sense legislation to save the most vulnerable," he said.
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Indeed, such bills enjoy wide public support. Previous polls released by Susan B. Anthony Pro-Life America found that 77 percent of voters support such legislation, including 50 percent who say they do so strongly.
Unsurprising. The death cult demands its sacrifices.
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Preventing Activist Burnout
One thing about me is that I was really into activism as a teenager until I got burnt out as a result of how I was doing it and couldn't engage in politics at all without having a panic attack. It's only been in these past 3 months that I've been able to get into it again, and this time I'm not gonna let burnout happen. Here's how to do it:
1. Pick a struggle
OK, so the title of this section is a little tongue-in-cheek, but seriously, you can't do it all. What you can do, though, is choose what's most productive, and do that. For me, the focus is on making sure nobody in my local area goes hungry, and national disability rights when I have the energy.
Let's say that there's only one can of water, but you have 50 plants. If you try and water them all, some will get left out, you'll have no water left for yourself, and they'll all die because you're not giving them water consistently. If you pick one or two plants to water, they'll stay alive, which is one or two more than if you tried the first one. The beauty of activism is that you're not alone; you watering just those couple of plants means that other people can focus on the other plants, and every plant can survive.
2. Turn off the news
You will not find anything of value there. Humans were not made to be bombarded with all the most awful information, unable to do anything about most of it. You will break down if you do this. If something's that big of a deal, your comrades will be talking about it. Staying the bare minimum of informed about anything that isn't your focus is possible through osmosis.
3. Graphic imagery
I have seen people brag about having nightmares because of what they expose themselves to in the name of activism. Let me make one thing clear: watching people dying all the time is not activism; it's torture porn. You are not heroically withstanding the evils of this world, you're just sensitising yourself more and more to violence.
Furthermore, you're linking activism with the feeling you get from watching those videos, putting yourself into fight/flight/freeze mode. If you go into flight or freeze, you won't be helping because the topic will cause avoidance. If you go into fight, you're acting impulsively and out of fear, and might not make the choices that would be most effective or beneficial. Just don't do it, you're not helping the cause or yourself.
4. Boundaries
Treat activism like a job. Have a second account where you post and consume activist stuff, so your dashboard or FYP or whatever isn't literally always telling you the worst things. Set aside particular times of the day or week to participate in your activism, and don't engage outside of those times. This isn't letting anyone down - it's preventing burnout, which means you can keep fighting.
This goes with IRL stuff too; make sure your friendship group isn't literally always talking politics. Sometimes you need to unwind and talk about music or games or something. It's perfectly fine to not engage in a conversation if it's starting to make you uneasy. It's never your responsibility to feel upset on someone else's behalf.
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And that's all I have. I hope you can keep fighting the good fight, and I hope for a better world for us all. <3
#activism#pro choice#trans rights#antifascist#socialism#social justice#politics#anti fascist#leftism#resistance#civil rights#protest#self care#op
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Happy Birthday, Dean Winchester
I decided to write a little short story in honor of one of my favorite characters from Supernatural. Please enjoy.
Note: I do not give permission for my work to be reposted, translated, or published to any third-party sites, apps, or AI generators/readers. (Reblogging it is fine.)
Divider: credit to @talesmaniac89
Dean let out a contented sigh as he walked back into his home, stretching out his body. He’d spent the majority of the day in celebration with Sam, his parents, even with the Harvelles, Bobby, and Rufus. The restored Roadhouse—if one could call it that in Heaven—was everything Ellen had ever wanted, but couldn’t afford to do when they were still living.
The new Roadhouse was enormous. One whole room was established for billiards, with a section divided off for darts. Another section was for the various taps, all of different flavors that she’d always wanted to experiment with. The bar room alone was constantly crowded, filled with people the Winchesters they’d encountered in the past, friends, allies, and people they’ve met and saved. Heaven was a dream come true.
When Dean had told Sam that the first time, Sam smiled. There was a peace that settled over the brothers once they’d died, Dean from the rebar, Sam from illness. Dean no longer had to fight, to live on the mission of the hunt. He could finally, finally, finally rest.
It took Dean some time to adjust to the fact he didn’t have to hunt anymore. That he could sleep as long as he wanted, eat and drink what he wanted, wander around the new Heaven without fear, without issue. No monsters, no darkness, no demons.
The first few… he supposed he could call it ‘months’, as time didn’t really flow the same on Heaven as it did on Earth… had been devoted to a great deal of rest, of healing. He reconnected with his parents, spent hours talking with John. That particular conversation was hard, forced Dean and John to turn introspective and eventually come to terms to their complicated relationship.
Then there was Sam. God, Sam. His baby brother. Decades passed for Sam since he’d last seen Dean, yet for Dean, it had been a drive around Heaven. Dean was astonished at the fact Jack recreated Baby for him in Heaven. Or, as Jack tried to explain, Heaven was the fulfillment of their wishes, of their inner most needs.
Evidently, a part of Dean would always need the Impala around. When Sam saw it, his first reaction was to laugh.
“You really can’t live without this car, can you, Dean?” Sam remarked, after they broke their hug at the bridge.
“What’s wrong with the Impala?” Dean demanded, grinning.
“Nothing, Dean, nothing at all,” Sam said with a smile.
The brothers had taken a tour of Heaven. They found their parents, caught up with Bobby, found the Roadhouse—and God, there was Jo, smiling, and Ellen, her usual rough self. Then Ash came swaggering out with his usual conspiracy theories and Dean could only smile.
Months—if you wanted to call it that—passed. A kind of peace sank into Dean’s soul. Jack visited often, which was strange at first, but eventually, it dawned on Dean that Jack wanted to reconnect to humanity.
“Why me?” Dean asked one day as he and Jack strolled around the rolling hills of Heaven’s version of Lawrence, Kansas.
Jack was silent for a moment. He looked human, sounded human, the same young-faced man Dean remembered from Earth. His aura, however, was vastly different. Potent, powerful, with infinite calm. “You ask why I’m choosing to walk with you over the billions of souls here in Heaven,” he confirmed.
“Yeah.”
“You and Sam were essentially my human fathers,” Jack said calmly. “You taught me how to drive, remember? And spent the day with me when we feared I would die.”
“I remember,” Dean said, thinking back. It was one of the few rare times he allowed someone else to drive Baby. “We fished, had some hamburgers, and I let you drive like a madman down the road because we were alone.”
A flash of a smile passed over Jack’s face. “I remembered.” They walked for a few moments in companionable silence. “Sam completed my education, but you began it.”
“Me? Jack, when we first discovered you, I wanted to kill you,” Dean said, startled.
“I know.” Jack gave him a serene smile. “You showed me the darker sides of humanity. You carried so much rage, Dean. You were scared, because I was the son of Lucifer. Sam balanced that with his compassion.”
Dean stared at Jack, more than a bit confused. “I don’t get it. You’re sayin’ I showed you the darker sides of humanity and that’s why you wanna talk to me now?”
Jack paused, rubbed his forehead. “I was not clear. Forgive me, Dean.” He regarded Dean thoughtfully for a moment, then said, “In recreating—in reforming Heaven—this was one of the aspects of humanity I had to take into account. The weight of darkness on humanity’s soul. And you were my first experience with it.”
“You’re sayin’… I helped you with this?” Dean asked, glancing around the idyllic landscape about them.
“What helped you the most, Dean, when you found yourself here?”
“You mean, besides Baby?”
Jack’s smile flickered into appearance. “Yes, besides the car.”
Dean pondered it for a long moment. “Peace,” he said at last. “There was a sense of… peace. Even before Sam came here, I felt peace.”
“Exactly,” Jack said. “I had you in mind, Dean. I wanted you to find rest and peace once you came here.”
“Jack…” Dean swallowed hard. “Thank you.”
“Happy birthday, Dean,” Jack said with a calm smile.
Dean blinked. “What?”
“It’s your birthday, according to time on Earth.”
Jack took him to the Roadhouse, where the Harvelles, his parents, and even Sam, had decorated it. There were streamers, decorations in a variety of color. Dean was shocked, gazing around in utter surprise. Then the rest of the guests arrived.
He suffered through a discordant version of Happy Birthday, teased by Jo about the cake—a decent replica of the Impala in cake form. Dean wasn’t sure if he could bring himself to cut it, which amused his family.
“Come on, Dean, it’s cake,” Sam urged. “You’re supposed to eat it.”
“It’s also a damned decent copy of Baby, Sam!”
“Oh come on, Dean,” Mary said with a smile, rubbing his back. “How many times can you say you ate your car?”
Amused, Dean allowed the cake to be divided into pieces. It was a flavorful vanilla cake with a fruitful layer. He chatted, socialized, drank beer, and had several pieces of cake. It wasn’t so bad. Then Sam pulled him aside to a quiet corner.
“I know this is Heaven and it’s basically whatever you want is granted,” Sam said, reaching into his pocket, “but… I made this for you before. It makes sense that I make it for you again.”
“Sam, what—” Dean was rendered speechless as Sam took his hand and placed it in his hand: the amulet. The childhood amulet Sam had gifted him all those years ago. It was almost an exact replica, down to the color. “You’re kidding me.”
“I wanted you to have it here, in Heaven.”
Dean smiled, putting it on. “Thanks, Sammy.”
Sam chuckled, and the brothers embraced. “Happy birthday, Dean.”
#supernatural#spn#dean winchester#sam winchester#supernatural fanfiction#spn fanfic#dean winchester fanfiction#jensen ackles#jensen ackles characters#jensen ackles fanfiction#happy birthday dean winchester#happy birthday dean
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Saki, Mai, Michiru, and Kaoru vs Goyan(Full Power)
#precure#futari wa pretty cure splash star#sakuga#i guess?#its impressive for a kids show in 2007#anyway this is the dragon ball z shit i was referring to in my other post#its got everything you could ask for#screaming while charging up#rapid fire punchouts#and a big energy blast to top it all off#michiru even uses Vegeta's Technique(TM)#and this is only the first section of the fight!#it really is the good shit#magical girls doing violence will never get old to me
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The Fentonworks Mega-Lab.
So! AU where the Fentonworks Labs actually stretch Miles upon Miles below the City of Amity Park.
It started when the Fentons wanted to add a simple addition to the original Lab when they ran out of space to store their more dangerous weapons. They didn't want their (at the time) young children getting their hands on their experimental Weaponry, it could blow up in their faces!
So they built a different Wing of the Lab to hold all those Inventions.
Then they ran out of space and added a few extra Storage Rooms. But then they decided it was a hassle to have to carefully transport their Dangerous Inventions all the way to the Storage Rooms, and built a Lab specifically for Dangerous Experiments near that same Section. Then that Lab was occupied for a while, and Jack wanted to start a different experiment as well, so they built a few more.
In the end they just never stopped building onto their Labs.
There are sections of the Mega-Lab that are entirely walled off because a few of their more unstable Experiments contaminated the area. Walking into them was not recommended, else you could walk out with an extra eye or 5.
In other sections, their Captured Ghosts had taken over a few Labs and created a sort of Mad Max style civilization using their discarded weapons and vehicles.
In another, all Ghosts became Humans and all Humans became Ghosts. That was a weird one, to this day they still didn't understand how they pulled that off.
In another, some type of Eldritch Time Ghost had been born, and now sort of always existed and never existed, and began experimenting with its powers. They nicknamed it Clocky because it liked to carry around a stopwatch.
And so many more. At one point a failed Portal Experiment messed with the internal Space of the entire thing. Now there was literally no way of Mapping it. The Fentons still somehow managed to navigate it perfectly.
When Jazz and Danny grew up, they too learned how to navigate the Labs, which is how Danny managed to show his friends the Portal Experimentation Wing in the first place.
Unfortunately, it wasn't safe for anyone aside from the Fentons to enter the Mega-Labs, so one day when the Fenton Family+friends left town on a Week Long Camping/Road Trip, they put up a few Ghost Shields to keep both Humans out and the Ghosts in.
This drew some unwanted attention after some tourists saw the giant Glowng Green Building in the middle of an Illinois Town, and rightfully called the Justice League.
Now, the Justice League had tried to call the owners of the house, but nobody picked up the phone. (An incident with Jack and a Canoe had knocked most of their phones into the lake. They weren't even at the lake yet.)
When nobody picked up, they decided to investigate personally.
After getting into the House, they quickly found a door labeled "Labs: Do Not Enter (unless it we are late for Dinner)" and went into ignoring all the warnings.
They quickly regretted it.
#Dpxdc#Dp x dc#Dcxdp#Dc x dp#Danny Phantom#Dc#Dcu#The Fentons expanded their Lab a little too much#The Fenton Labs are now a Liminal Space on the level of the Backrooms or SCP Site-13#It is pure undiluted Chaos in those Labs and only the Fentons can actually navigate it successfully#The Eldritch Time Ghost named Clocky is a “young” version of Clockwork#Yes the Fentons accidentally created Clockwork#Does this make Danny and Clockwork brothers?#I say it does#The Justice League expected for this to be a quick and easy investigation#Now they have been fighting through a never ending facility of Horror Monsters and Eldritch Radiation as they try to escape#There are more parts of the lab than what I mentioned#There is a section where Gravity is inverted but only if you lift your Left Foot#There's a room that looks EXACTLY like the Outside until you reach the edge and find a wall of Mirrors#There's a room that just leads to a random Chucky Cheese location in the 80s and the only way to leave it to warn 10000 Tickets#There's a Kingdom of Sentient Robots created by the Fentons that have forgotten their true Origins and worship the Fentons as their Gods#Its a cluster of pure Chaos that somehow Co-exists#The first team sent in by the JL calls back saying that they had lost contact with the outside for hours (it had been 2 minutes outside)#The next team was radio silent for a full day before calling in saying that they had just entered#They had no idea why they kept sending in more teams
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can i ask why do you dislike satosugu?👀 not hate! i'm not particularily fond of them either outside of a platonic relationship tbh, i have a long mental essay as to why lol (feel free to not answer if you feel like this is controversial, i don't wanna make anyone uncomfortable)
not a problem, i love openly bashing this man. it’s mostly because i don’t like geto to begin with LOL the short version is: i think he’s kind of a bitch, really wack villain arc, and his ct it overrated 🙄 also he was a terrible friend omg… i feel no sympathy for him all around, and pairing him with satoru doesn’t gain him any points in my book.
even as a pair, i don’t see the appeal. sure, they were the strongest at the time (but even in that statement i roll my eyes) but the second satoru started to take himself seriously, geto started to crash out like an insecure dcom second lead, there’s no way i could overlook that in their relationship. he was not the only one who got his ass kicked by toji and he was acting like he was and the whole universe was plotting against him 🙄 one little mission goes awry and he’s ready to be a villain? LOSER! that is so not the ninja way!! and even if toji caused him that much pyschological damage: (1) toji died, so he’s not your problem anymore, (2) he was in hs like sorry you thought you were the shit and got your world rocked like oh nooo there are people more seasoned and more powerful out there than a second-year highschooler 😱 knuck up, buttercup!! do you see anybody else losing their marbles? NO!
i could be serious and give an elaborate answer but unserious shorthand version is really don’t think he needed to do all that nor do i think he had the status to be doing all of that 🙄
#anonymous#also even if i did like them#i don’t like the way people write satoru in that ship. if anyone was gonna fall first and fall harder it would be geto#not the other way around. my glorious blue-eyed king with a slight attention deficit disorder would never.#he had no prereqs for a villain arc 🙄#imo in the land of jjk the only person i could see legitmately turning into a villain are yuuji and maybe yuuta... and tbh shoko#if she started just letting ppl bleed out for not putting respect on her name i would turn the other cheek she didnt do anything wrong#and another thing…. he’s ugly! i don’t like the bangs! or his hair!#maybe if he spent less time trying to be on the sephora squad for the haircare section he would have won a fight.#no wins on record is crazy#even crazier when you’re gonna brag about being oh so strong#see how even when gojo crashed out he brought himself back down to reality? very demure very mindful
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now that i'm playing dragon age: veilguard i understand hbomberguy so much better. think i could probably do a 3.5 hours long video called "dragon age: the veilguard is FINE and here's why"
#the writing in dragon age has Always been a bit clunky it's part of the charm#but yes there are sections in DAV that made me go “oh nooo”#but no it isn't as bad as people say#the mechanics are fun idc. it's bad that my new laptop can run all of BG3 fine but becomes laggy as hell in any city location in DAV tho#companions r generally charming and they're all professionals so it makes sense they're less prone to big fights than say DAO morrigan#but yes i do miss having a bit more tension in the party sometimes#the character creator is great for dudes but yea it would probably b cool if it were possible to have curvier bodies for those who want tha#but no it isn't literally impossible to make good-looking rooks. it's quite easy actually#and like yeah you can't have wildly out there body types but it's pretty cool that you can be a geralt type a twink or chubby as a dude#(i play male characters and have only done the female cc once for a custom f!inquisitor so i have more experience w that one)#the qunari also look. fine? the antaam don't look too soft or anything so far#the majority of complaints against this game were stupid and not rooted in anything real#BUT!!! i don't love it#solas continues to be a highlight#lucanis is great so far and i love neve#neve's voice acting is amazing#she manages to make some very disappointing lines sound good#but..... i can't pretend the writing *isn't* awkward in places#d'meta's crossing stands out to me as a pretty bad case of overly direct storytelling#(spoilers) talking to the mayor was deeply disappointing! he just TOLD rook what he did and why. it felt so anticlimactic#especially bc the imagery in the village was striking and grotesque#but there didn't feel like there was any payoff#other sections have been great#but DAV just feels like it completely lacks subtlety at times#the other DA games haven't always been masters of show dont tell but this section felt like a first draft#like someone was working out the story and didn't have time to polish the script at all before the voice actors were called in#idk it really stands out to me as bad#also yeah it's noticeable that you don't really get to do evil things. at least not yet
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me anytime someone tells me that I don't have to fight and kill my way through every single enemy in the video game i'm playing:
#will never forget playing through FC5 Infamous run that very first time#and speedrunning it no less because i wanted to be the very first person on here to beat it lmfao#and bemoaning after how hard it was for me to escape John's bunker because i kept getting beat down fighting through the Angels#and being told by my friend 'why didn't you just run through them' and bluescreening because that thought never even occurred to me#John's bunker and Jacob's boss fight were the only parts i really suffered through in that playthrough which was surprising#but just now in the game i was playing i fell through a hole and the enemies couldn't follow me down and i realized that was an option#to just speedrun to the next section and have them unable to follow never even just...enters my brain agksdhalsdasd
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"oh man! i'm so excited to clear chapter 6 for the first time in a day!", i exclaimed. little did i know, it was a feature, a creature feature. featuring, 20+ battle nodes that locked me into using cards i have never known existed
#twst#k.rambles#when i tell you i have never touch them i mean it#i got an sr key from somewhere that i gen cannot remember#and i have to trade it for cr rook because my entire account is like#heavily plant base with a side of fire#right now the battle r still like#barely manageable. im choosing to go through vil's section first because im so scared#any tension from the story is lost on me now bc im crying as i pray that the enemy wont blind me for TWO TURNS THAT ISNT EVEN FAIR PLAY????#i have 9+ ssr but none of them could help or that they're just the wrong element <3#spent everything into building dorm leona only for him to be on plant element fight is.#my other built leona is playful#that leona is water n void.#i cannot wait to get to chap 7 battle mode -> the regretful liar
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Anyway listening to Pulse and Anxiety 2 makes me wanna paint the Conclave as Funger enemies. I think they could fuck hard as bosses.
#would be fucking hell fighting them though because of limb limitations.#(quick explanation. there's only so many diff enemies you can have in rpgmaker afaik. the limit is 8.#so in the first game you can fight 2 dark priests with four diff sections of the body (can't recall rn) to attack. and that's the max.#the mob in the second game has 3 enemies but they all only have one 'section' to attack. the limb system isn't available in the mob fight.#because there's 3 enemies with supposedly 5 diff sections to attack if they were standalone. (head torso legs and both arms)#but since there's 3 enemies in the mob it exceeds the limit. so the each enemy is just one whole section and you can't cut their limbs off.)#so yeah explanation over. I'm saying conclave would be shit to fight.#4 for each conclave member and the remaining 4 for cerberus that baldias has i guess.#i think Chronus could put up like. absolute defense felion first turn.#Axus would pull out his fuckign gun lol. maybe it comes out after a few turns? I'm thinkjng like needles but different...#baldias is main damage dealer I'd reckon. Libraria mostly support. i guess Chronus could also deal damage.#maybe Libraria could provoke the player characters into attacking her. like she casts pheromones on herself.#or she casts pheromones on chronus#maybe he's more tanky#I'm not good at game design dont ask for more#I'd need to study miro's style though. which will be a bit of a time.#ah...#ah rambling
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Sasuke is Out! Sasuke is Doing things! What will Sasuke do?! I have no idea!!! I've never gotten this far in the story before, so I have no idea how things are going from here!!!! But Sasuke is Loose!!!!!!
Quoting this post to myself as I see Sasuke walking around and doing things. I haven't seen this guy do anything in like a hundred episodes. It's so exciting
#speculation nation#fanny watches naruto#it's so sweet seeing Suigetsu and Jugo trying to find Sasuke again#meanwhile Karin is under lock and key. yet shes playing with their expectations to her advantage#her pretending to be just the stupid sasuke obsessed girl to make them not pay attention to her#to let her keep the picture that actually contains some fucking lockpicks. crafty af#and her GLASSES??? the arm of her glasses is hiding a little secret knife?!?!! thats so cool karin wtf#i love when shes shown to be capable like this. like her sasuke fangirling was real. before.#but idk about now after he tried to kill her. he does Not deserve to keep her affections after that for Sure.#but shes still using the act. making people underestimate her. so crafty. like fuck yeah you go you funky little outlaw#i do love that shes genuinely a bitch. i hated her when i was younger bc i hated sasuke#and the fangirling still does annoy me. but shes also more than the fangirling.#shes so COOL when shes not obsessing over sasuke. i wanna see more of her!!!!!#unfortunately now i have to go back to this shit ass kage fight. really boring to me. now that sasuke's out i dont caaaaaare#it's just a bunch of OP ninja throwing rocks and shit at each other. madara literally dropped Two giant fucking meteors on the battlefield#like it was just one and it was a huge deal but tsuchikage and gaara stopped it. yay!!#but then it was such a Gradeschooler One Upping You moment where madara was like. Heh. well actually. theres Two.#and the 2nd one falls on the first and kills a bunch of people etc etc like come onnnn this isnt even fun anymore#we're just committing massive ecological damage all around#also killer bee literally PURPOSEFULLY clearing a massive section of forest for the sake of visibility#NONE of these ninja care about the environment!!!!! those poor trees and creatures!!!!!!#anytime theres some kind of poison something and they show it off by having birds or whatever die like#STOP!!!! youre killing the environment!!!!! stop it!!!!!!!!!#anyways what a show. the more ridiculously massive the fight gets the less fun it is to watch.#why should i care about guys throwing boulders at each other. Boringggg show me some people punching the shit outta each other.#THE TAIJUTSU!!!! WHERES THE TAIJUTSU!!!!! STOP WITH UR OP NINJA MAGIC SHOW ME TAIJUTSU!!!!!!!!#i also really want to see itachi. where is he. sasuke's loose now i know he teams up with itachi Where Is He....#LETS GET SOME UCHIHA UP IN THIS BITCH!!!! madara get ur pasty ass out of here and tobi stick your head in a toilet#only the uchiha BROTHERS here get those old guys OUTTA HEREEEEEEE#anywyas i actually folded some laundry while watching. wild. having fun rn
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I think my current timeline is that im gonna finish can you feel the sun then participate in millionsummers week (which may or may not necessitate pausing cyfts if i havent finished it by then) and once both those things are out of the way i want to start working on "i never want to miss you again" like i said i would months ago
#i have ideas for inwtmya that have been plaguing me lately and i need to just get them out there sjdkdkdkd#i keep seeing popular boy nai in high school and im like NO. he would be WEIRD LOSER.#he would be the loner at the back of the class that no one likes because 1. hes weird (aka autistic but uk how high schoolers are)#2. hes mean (aka hes just blunt and awkward and it comes off as mean and uncaring)#and the only other person in that school that likes him is legato because legato is also Weird and Mean.#okay. nai is a loser. he only has one (1) friend he is not a popular jock. hes a LOSER. i will die on this hill#not to say i hate fics that portray him this way because i absolutely dont but i personally cannot see him that way kddkksks#anyway. just needed to get my thoughts out there. im running away now#this rewrite of the first section of ch 4 of cyfts is going so well im excited. and by well i mean the girls are fighting and yelling#im having the time of my life
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#i used to love creative writing but i haven't done any since middle school or maybe early high school#so despite writing probably around 750k words in the last 10 years theyre all academic (im not counting words on tumblr)#so now that im trying to sit down and write for fun again for the first time...#everything i write just sounds stiff and pedantic and i keep fighting the urge to add citations for the research I've done#i have a clear idea for a short story. i have a clear plan for its progression and arc#it just sounds so so so much like the background section of a thesis. and im only like 500 words in.
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Every now and then I will see someone mentioning the Dragon Age games like they're still relevant and wonder what exactly I missed that they had any sort of lasting impression on people.
#the first one was okay but just made me miss infinity engine bioware#the second one i only played years after it came out and though i liked the characters mostly the gameplay was forgettable#and the third one is actually horrible#like a genuinely bad game that i can't believe anyone liked#there's something so dull about the not-forgotten-realms world they're set in#like who actually gives a shit about the darkspawn?#also my strongest memories of dragon age origins - a game i've completed several times - are all negative#like the entire fade section being tortuously dull#and the game being needlessly difficult in places#and the strangely locked down world map#and a handful of straight up annoying boss fights#also i don't give a shit about dragons in any media and i never will#not that it even contained many#oh also the werewolf forest place that never ended#anyway i'll stop now but rest assured i could go on
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yeah I still hate the story beats around killing Ghilan'nain the second time around lmao this coulda been so mean, but instead it's suuuuper rushed
#I continue to dream of hunting CEOs for sport over this#I wish they had gotten the time and resources to set up the regrets#instead of speed running all of them in rapid succession#I'm also just... so fucking tired of Elgar'nan showing up to say a random sentence at me and then fuck off#I wish more companions could have become Hardened so when you're hearing them all sniping at you#as you fall into the prison there was real weight and bite behind those words#the reality that yeah they /could/ believe all that#instead of feeling like “my friends would /never/ say that we're all besties I did their quests”#like it's very power of friendship feeling#and at the end of the day it's all /fine/#they did what they could with the time and resources they had#but I see the potential I see all the threads they were clearly weaving together#and had to snip early#and I'm so mad for them! I'm furious at what they had to abandon because they had to make the game 3 times over!!#chewing on glass#also add fights are kind of bland and I feel like a proper throw down with Ghil#should have been with some unique beasties or a new one that would transform into other bosses#to use their mechanics and junk#instead of just... generic darkspawn... mother of monsters who only has 4 monsters feels bad lol#god sorry okay#I already went on a huge ass rant about this section when I first beat the game#and this is just rehashing my gripes#I adore the first 2/3 of this game but I fucking hate the gods they're implemented So Poorly#Ghil could have been the most fucked up scientist to ever live#and El coulda been such a bastard tempter and manipulator#and instead we got saturday morning cartoon villains who don't even have a proper goal#ajsdhajshd whateverrrr it's fine it's fine it's fine#trying to finish my Shadow Dragon run while tired was maybe a mistake#I'm adoring my Neve romance tho there's good angst here#and she has Very nice scenes 10/10 wish we got more energy like this in general
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close to the end type of spoilers
I’m at the last boss but jfc
the fact there is no halfway checkpoint because the stupid boss’ hit box dropped me into the portal
I had to quit playing for the day because of the finicky dodge rolls
also the stupid respawn rate of the enemies during the section where you need to bomb a certain enemy (it’s fucking infuriating especially with the fiery vampire betches holy shit)
#blud game#imo but the big rat boss and the first lieutenant boss were the only good ones to fight against#like I just felt frustrated the other bosses#I was also tired from that minimart puzzle and god do NOT put annoying enemies that respawn every 5 seconds in a puzzle section#wtf were they thinking
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