#and they werent ready to give up the drama of her not knowing

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what do you think are the other ggreboot characters zodiacs?

okay so just gonna like ramble about some placements i think they might have and disclaimer i am no expert or necessarily Fixed in these possible placements. also every sign has good and bad and manifests itself in diff ways so if u dont love the placements i chose sorry babes bladididahhh okay continuing

julien: def think she is a gemini, i think she def gives mutable/gemini sign vibes both in how sometimes she will be a lot more calculated and "bitchy" and then be a lot softer (not saying geminis are two faced but multifaceted), and in how she wants to grow over the course of the season and become more authentic. especially with how geminis are curious and want to see how the world works and question things, the more she explore the more she understands herself. geminis are also super fun and magnetic which i think fits her vibe. plus i think she is definitely a good communicator, even tho i think her speech in 1.04 was.... something... she was able to pull it out on the spot and be well spoken and convince the party goers, so very good with her communication imo. leo rising, bc u kno Magnetic Grand Influencer. always aware of how shes percieved. can be rash, but like, she's fun, shes got a warm heart.

zoya: zoya is canonically a libra (october 22). i think that fits in a lot of aspects, she definitely embodies the traits of libra that are very concerned with justice, and i do think she is diplomatic/logical (her knowing whats important to her and not as caught up in the world of reputation as the others), tho less of a... pushover/peacekeeper as aki is. also her love of the arts in reading/plays. def think she probably has aquarius placements given again the sense of justice but also her being more outspoken/rebellious/unpredictable... aqua mars maybe? could be a cancer moon, for the idea of nostalgia/past, wanting home and security, hating superficiality.

aki: obviously i have not shut up abt him being a libra sun. i just know it in my bones its the introverted libra blueprint the peacekeeping the innocent nature the love of art (film in his case) his magnetic lover pretty boy energy, a pretty defined Aesthetic. diplomatic, always looking at things through logic. libra mercury as well for similar reasons, diplomatic and reserved with his words, objective, tries to make everyone happy even at his own expense (hello forgiving/apologizing to audrey and max for all the shit they did lmao). i think he has a pisces moon because i do think he's sensitive and cares deeply and quite dreamy in his own head but not going to be maybe as reactive as a cancer/scorpio moon. they are a lil weird they can kind of be a pushover/doormat, its the vibes. aquarius rising bc he does have the Mysterious Aloof vibes esp if you don't know him, a loner, a bit weird, abstract outlook, nervous. mayhappssss pisces mars bc its again like p romantic and sensitive but they can be kinda hard to pin down and less agressive but i havent Nailed down a venus/mars yet.

audrey: taurus sun i think. i love the idea that two of the sides of their love triangle are represented by venus and i think it fits with them-- both find love very important and have love for each other, but it doesnt really work romantically bc of their diff styles (like personally as a libra loveee them as friends idk if i could really be in a relationship tho). taurus is fixed and resistant to change bc its what they know, ie, her not wanting to move at all. interesting in aesthetics, being classy, etc. wont hold back her judgement (also guessing she has some fire in her bc of how much she lashes out. mayhaps aries or leo). loyal, at least to julien and the idea of friendship and partnership lmao. wants a loyal partner who stays by her side no matter what. also her love of reading and cooking and domesticity is very taurean. this may be bc of her big eyes but i feel like she has a water rising, i think scorpio rising fits best, she can be quite intimidating, she wants privacy, determined, she wants a reliable partner again. can be impatient.

max: leo sun-- im sorry maybe too obvious LMAO but he's just like very charming, confident, wants fun, dramatic af, loves an indulgent moment, wants people to want him. but also i think very warm and nice to his friends when they need it, like going out with julien, or in softer moments like helping audrey with her mom and cooking breakfast for her and aki. leos are also quite funny which i think max is. he's mischevious, he wants vibrance. i also think leo/taurus and leo/libra compatibility make sense for the love triangle lmao. aries moon, likes confrontation, likes drama, want what they want (and often, they have lots of diff crushes) and will go after it. impulsive. want instant gratifcation, to live life charging ahead and in the moment. don't understand skirting around emotions. i think gemini or sag in mars, because of the freedom/independent aspects, fun, and also the sexuality of the mars signs.

monet: capricorn sun and mercury, she knows what she wants, she wants success and power, and shes going to figure out the most effecient way to get there, no matter what. shes going to protect what she cares about most, shes not gonna deal with the bullshit, a bit of a hater of everything. wealth, oppulence. DEFINITELY has a strong scorpio placement / mars energy--probably scorpio mars as at least one placement: ready for war, secretive, observant, calculating. i think maybe aries rising, direct action, competitive, want to lead, blunt and brusque, quick to drop if its not working, with scorpio and cap placements that drive and aggression to be on top increases.

luna: i think she's a virgo sun, she's calculating/discerning, shes a bit judgy, she has rules and order and you're going to fucking follow them! she's observant, able to figure out things like monet's betrayal. def think shes a libra rising, she is so etheral and magnetic, social. while i dont think her libra manifests in a super diplomat way like zoya or aki, i do think she does try to compromise and find balance in certain areas, like going along with the zoya and julien sister narrative and making it work even though she didnt rlly want to. also the style aspect of her character is v libra rising. leo mercury, she's dramatic and fun and has an ego and some u kno.. scathing shit to say lmao.

obie: okay im sorry he is such a fucking toxic pisces male. projecting fantasies onto ppl and then getting upset when they dont fulfill that? yup! mutable as fuck, never really taking a stand in activism, family, love. wanting to be a martyr. staying in situations he doesnt think will work out bc he wants them to--like waiting until he had an excuse to leave julien, or thinking that maybe things werent good with zoya but holding on. hates when ppl critique him. maybe venus in libra bc very idealistic about what he wants in a relationship and wants things done a certain way or else hes like wtf. idc abt his other placements lmfao

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Charmed 02x02 Review

Y'all part of me just can't. Like the excitement and energy over this last episode is too much to keep inside. I am super ready to burst and super excited for episode 3. But I am just gonna say that overall I thought this episode was superb 8/10 only because I am saving my 9 and 10. But if I could I'd give it a 9 out of ten. There was only like a couple things I was nitpicky about and it's pretty standard tv logic stuff that most people overlook so dont come at me for it. So I am just gonna start like I always do except I cant just pick 3 likes and dislikes so I am just gonna list my likes some of the nitpicks and then some episode highlights.

SPOILERS AHEAD

Things I liked:

1. Hacy development

So no secret I am a hacy fan and I pretty much love any hacy content the show will give us but I really thought the show did so well this episode.

Originally, I thought the show was going to explore Macy's feelings through Dark!Harry, and in a way they have revealed them using Dark!Harry (Season 1 ended with us not sure if Macy felt anything for Harry, but knowing he had some feelings for her). I was worried there may be less hacy moments because they would keep most of the interaction between Dark!Harry and Macy. Even had me scared that Macy may be falling for Dark!Harry and not Harry proper. But no, they gave us Genuine Hacy.

The awkwardness of the interactions after the dream. That car ride was hilarious with the map and the radio (harry is still super at comedic relief in club and in car)

Harry's concern over having done something wrong

The looks when checking each other out.

Making each other laugh and encouraging each other.

Harry trying to save that witch and Macy being concerned by what it would

"I know Harry"

I mean it wasn't just tension. There was some fluff thrown in. Harry telling her to celebrate the victories and looking at her proudly. Which brings me to item 2.

2) I love what rupert does with his eyes between the two Harrys. Real harry (as macy put it) is so harmless looking. Those puppy eyes are adorable and rupert makes sure to have then turned up all the way when being real harry.

The only time Dark!harry makes soft eyes (well sort of) is the first time we see him with Macy, the initial moment in episode 1, and then when Maggie goes for a hug in this episode. He is just so taken off guard by the affection that his pretending-to-be-Harry-face slips and his eyes kind of go wide and they arent so narrowed and focused. Which makes me think he has not been hugged often or at all . . . That's sad. Then the switch when Maggie backs away. The eyes narrow again and he gets all mean. Just love that rupert can do things like that to give both characters distinctive enough feels that you can tell that dark!harry is acting.

3) Mel and Maggie bonding

So I really do hope that we get some Macy and Mel bonding, but I am happy anytime the show can deepen the bonds between the sisters. Maggie and Mel have a bit of a complicated relationship even though they grew up together. I mean especially from this episode we see and remember that Mel was the big sister for most of her life. She protected Maggie and seems to have acted like a second parent. It is sad that there dad really just turned out to be a bad dad. No reason behind it no, issues with Marisol other than apparently the ones he created on his own (which I will get into on my nitpicks). The fact this was just a loss for Maggie, and not just a loss as in she was the only one to feel something when Ray died but a loss of memories she thought she had and an idea of who her dad (a piece of her past), was sad but it actually gave us further insight into mel and Maggie's dynamics. First season we knew the rift between mel and Maggie was over Mel's obsession with and Mel's expectations of how Maggie should have acted and behaved. I think a lot of us chalked it up to Mel being controlling and having the oldest child attitude, but I think now we see there is more there. Mel seems to have spent a lot of time protecting Maggie and biting her tongue about certain aspects of thier lives and in a sense making sacrifices for her. So it makes sense she would expect the same from Maggie, but at the same time Maggie didnt know, and even if she did thise were Mel's choices and Maggie doesnt owe her anything for them.

Knowing that we can see how it is so easy for riffs to form between them which make the start of this season make more sense to me. Because Maggie wants to live her life and is a trusting and positive person. Mel expects a certain level of loyalty and commitment and has a different idea of what that looks like compared to Maggie. On top of there general personality differences it makes sense they all that would culminate into a rocky relationship prone to communication difficulties and tifs. But I love that they are starting to acknowledge those things and rebuild. Last season it was them just getting over feeling abandoned by each other after the death of Marisol. This exposed deeper roots of the initial rift. I liked that.

4) I love that the Maggie and Mel still have Magic and even though though the active powers are gone they arent defenseless. They just need to be resourceful. I actually like this a lot and I feel gives the writers a lot of room to play with creative ways for the ladies to save other witches.

5) demon lore!!!! Okay so while season 1 seems mostly thrown out the lore actually explains season 1 demons better.

One of the issues I had was that there did not seem to be a synchronized front with the demons and they never explained why even though Alistair claimed to be a hotshot the only people he had working for him was his family.

In the OG in first season before lore got expanded) demons and witches werent organized. Demons sort of acted on thier own for thier own purposes and witches seem mostly solitary except for occasional get togethers on important events. Later on in the series demons got an organization system (triad) then later one ruler (the source of all evil). Witches seem mostly solitary except for now the elders who assigned white lighters watched over them and placed rules on magic. I dont think people really remember the drastic shift in lore and the plot holes OG had because we generally liked the places it was going. So I am kinda on that page fro the reboot.

It flipped the script. Witches are or were the organized bunch both self ruling and ruling over the magical community. Demons were at war with each other and all had different agendas so makes sense that the Caines were mostly on thier own.

I like this idea of there being different general types of demons and a hierarchy. I do wonder if that will limit then in the long run, but assuming they can be creative with the categories they have defined I am not too worried. I am excited to get more info on demons now.

6) the new love interests. I love Mel's new love interest. So different from Mel and her previous love interests. I reserve judgment until we get more interaction but I am liking her so far. Jordan is interesting I am actually liking the build up of thier relationship and will be nice to see maggie start off slow and make friends with him first. I wasnt a huge parkerita fan but I did not dislike the ship. But one of my general blehs is love at first site between teens. The way parker and Maggie began was just off putting to me but they were nice together when they were together honestly. This will be a good venture into perhaps an adult relationship or at least on that doesnt begin with as much drama. That said she is dead and will have to hide her identity from him soo....

Now on to the nitpicks:

1) Ray's characterization.

Okay so I dont mind that Ray turned out to be just a crap dad. It happens. But there are things we know that Ray probably didnt that makes us wonder why marisol even got with him and married him.

A) we know Marisol continued an affair throughout her marriage to Ray. Even assuming Ray was just a crap husband and father, why did marisol get with him and marry him if he was so good at alienating everyone he met. I wouldnt think he was just a one night stand that Marisol decided she would have to marry after getting pregnant. I would think she would be above that.

B) did he even know about magic. Was his whole relationship and life with Marisol and the girls just based on secrets, ignorance, and not being around?

I mean for B it is fine if it was I just would like to know for sure what it was versus just guessing. But I assume like Maggie I am just gonna have to move on from this

2) the house lights and the job application.

Okay how does the house have power and and water without the city noticing? How can maggie apply for a job with no social security number? I mean I assume because she is dead she cant use her real info. Or she could but wouldnt that make it easy for demons who may think to infiltrate government records to find them? I mean this is a nitpick and can be explained away by Magic, but still it was on my mind.

3) the mysterious figure at the end. Okay y'all, I assume it is Dark!Harry. But the more I thought about it, the more I got angry that they didnt show his face. Basically, that is leaving room that it could be someone else like one of the other new love interests or someone we havent met yet. I dont like that. If it is Dark!Harry we've already met him and know he is after the girls so most likely would be working with the demons. So showing him wouldnt be a big deal. But keeping the figure hidden means leaving that door of possibilites open. This has me paranoid now. Again nitpick. I'll get over it. Some people might like that.

Episode Highlights:

Comic relief Harry. Getting knocked down when orbing into the club and not being able to hold a map.

"I'll put a hex on you."

"I'm formidable!" You tell him!

Harry's wonky orbing in general. so confused so turned about.

Maggie being able to tell that Dark!Harry was not Harry. "Those are Harry's charges and family you cant fool them ya creep!!!"

Invisible mel putting a shovel to the side of Dark!Harry's face. "Yess!!!!"

Harry's puppy dog eyes when Macy says all she needs is a look to know who the real Harry is

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sailorsunspot replied to your post “Baby just give me one reason/ Give me just one reason why I should...”

This pull/push is SUCH my jam and nnngnnn i fucking LOVE how you write them my god

THANK YOU I LOVE THAT YOU LOVE IT

sailorsunspot replied to your post “Baby just give me one reason/ Give me just one reason why I should...”

And i love that Mina cant help but say it. The light can be harsh, exposing painful truths that all parties might wish werent brought to life

I think it’s so frustrating to her that Rei is so tangled up with her thousand yards of Rei-level justification about everything she does, and she just wants to make it plain, for once in their lives. 

sailorsunspot replied to your post “Baby just give me one reason/ Give me just one reason why I should...”

I love how they’re both too smart for this. How they both know how dumb this is cause theyre so stubborn.  Their reasons are different, but theyre so, so dumb, they cant help it,a moth drawn to a flane that warms and nourishes but also burns

YES! They both fucking know better, and know that this tug of war game is only going to continue, and yet, here they are, all over again, and I feast on it. 

I love how you highlighted rei’s comfort with the darkness, as a play off of her attunement with fire, because people dont always remember that there is always shadows where there is a fire, and that the light and dark are so combative in a natural fire, flickering in and out, a give and a take

Yeah even I don’t normally “Go there” but as I was writing this I was like, “Why don’t I?” I think the shadow is such an important part of the flame, it’s nothing like the sun, it creates deep shadows that move and dance, and I just thought it was a really neat idea. 

sailorsunspot replied to your post “Baby just give me one reason/ Give me just one reason why I should...”

I started reading this yesterday and then realized it was JUICY and had to stop as i was in gaming mode and not like... ready for this. I LOVE this

This made me laugh so hard. 

kumeko replied to your post “Baby just give me one reason/ Give me just one reason why I should...”

Oof, I love this type of angst, and Mina finally realizing that she can't handle it anymore. I really love this line " Rei’s hair on the pillow, to touch that black satin and think she could not drown herself in its galaxy."  and this description " MIna wanted her in the daylight hours, and not just in the dark of night, curtains pulled so not even the moon could touch them, a secret place where they could feel each other,"

Thank you so much! It’s my favorite place to go with the two of them, honestly, and I’m so happy you liked those lines, I was so excited about some of the imagery in this one! 

moonlight1130 replied to your post “Baby just give me one reason/ Give me just one reason why I should...”

But yesss Reinako relationship angst is so many of the things I love most all in one. And this was really well written, as always

moonlight1130 replied to your post “Baby just give me one reason/ Give me just one reason why I should...”

I read this and love it and will come back with some better comments when I am at my computer tomorrow

Thank you! I LOVE THE REINAKO angst also, I mean I have them as endgame, but I love that they have to make it so difficult for themselves. 

keyofjetwolf replied to your post “Baby just give me one reason/ Give me just one reason why I should...”

FAVOURITE LINES: "only the roar of the fire and the shadow puppets telling this story against the walls." and -- for which I actually was "oooooo" when I read it: Rei liked to compartmentalize, to think that she could be Sailor Mars and Rei Hino and the Shrine Maiden and a lover in the darkness, without any of them ever touching, separate as a children’s plate, and just as immature. And the black satin and galaxy thing, ugh. UGH I SAY

THANK YOU I LOVED THOSE LINES TOO

keyofjetwolf replied to your post “Baby just give me one reason/ Give me just one reason why I should...”

Also your imagery in this is just incredible. The light and darks, the brief little snippets of tenderness in there. So, I'm furious and want to smack you.

Thank you! I had fun with this one

keyofjetwolf replied to your post “Baby just give me one reason/ Give me just one reason why I should...”

The way Rei is always operating in this space where she can have everything, including the lies she tells herself. The way Mina keeps LETTING HER, but then gets to where she just can't, how this is the one place she can't just let it be a good fuck and walk away. It kills me, and it kills me even more how every time you go back here, I sucked in just that little bit more.

Yes I love the idea that really and honestly thinks in some wayy she can “Get away with this whole fucking thing, like this can just go on because it works for her and fuck the rest of you honestly. ANd Mina has FEELINGS for her, and Mina knows it’s so dumb and why can’t think be normal but there we are. 

keyofjetwolf replied to your post “Baby just give me one reason/ Give me just one reason why I should...”

I am so legit angry the degree to which you've dragged me kicking and screaming into your take on this pairing. You know I don't do romantic pairings as a general rule, and of those, I also rarely do a slow burn. But fuck me, and also you, I am SO INTO THIS.

Jetty: I don’t ship the inners together. 

Me: *Pushes Reinako across the table*

madegeeky replied to your post “Baby just give me one reason/ Give me just one reason why I should...”

This was gorgeous. I loved the language in it, it was beautiful. Rei and Minako's personality are so well done and I loved the seed metaphor for Rei. Gorgeous fic!

Thank you! Part of the reason this is always so fun to do with these two is all the possibilities for imagery!

rhiorhino replied to your post “Baby just give me one reason/ Give me just one reason why I should...”

oooohhh nooooo.  It hurts so good where do I start???  My god I loved the line about closing the curtains against the moon the instant I read it

Thank you! I really liked that too, so I’m glad someone else loved it. I know this Rei/Mina thing is a well I always come back to, but I really love all the images and ideas one can pull out of it. 

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“Baby just give me one reason/ Give me just one reason why I should...”

I love it so much when you write Reinako, I will die and they'll lower me clutching sheaves of your work to my chest.  I love the tenderness and angst of Harumichi but god the DRAMA of Reinako

THANK YOU I FEEL THE SAME WAY. One, well, I don’t know if it’s an issue or a mistake because people are allowed to like things the way they like them, but for me writing Reinako as the same as Harumichi really misses the way the girls are all different, and that they have different reactions to the same idea. This is part of the reason I always harp on backstory, because I think that can help you always know a character’s motivations. Rei and Mina are never going to be LIKE Harumichi, they’re another thing entirely. 

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“Baby just give me one reason/ Give me just one reason why I should...”

How sharp and pointed they are, how neither of them can bend even though they both want each other, but they're both too fucking proud!!  IM SO GLAD I SENT THIS REQUEST

I AM AS WELL THANK YOU FOR SENDING IT

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Am I guilty of rebounding?

ORIGINAL MESSAGE

First of all, im sorry for the weird grammar, my first language isnt english. Anyways.

Here is the thing, i (f18) been going out with this girl (19f) for a while, but lately i realize our relationship wasnt going nowhere and i wasnt really happy. See, she would act kinda disgusted when i would be affectionable with her (like saying ugh and that kinda stuff, bit she apologised), she said she didnt like being in my house (and tbh lowkey also my family) and most of the time/lately it was like she wasnt really interested in me, my interest, what i do, etc. We been seeing eachother for like 2?3? years but kinda on and off, but she never asked to be official (tbh i never asked either, but before i told her i was ready to be her girlfriend when she was). So one day i decided to break things up, because all of this combined (and dealing with it for months) made me fall out of love with her. Now, looking back i think i should have waited for the year to end before i broke up with her, i ended things a week before Christmas, just cos i couldnt start the holidays/new year like this. BUT here is were things get kinda complicated, see, a day before i broke up with her, a friend of mine (18M) confessed his feelings for me. Now, i really like the guy, but i wasnt expecting this. So, i told him to wait, broke things with her the next day, and told the guy that while i didnt feel the same, i wouldnt mind going out with him someday.

So now its January, im kinda going out with him and im happy, i REALLY like him, but i started to feel guilty because i started to go out with him right after i ended with her, and im scared that when she founds out she would think that she meant nothing to me, that i didnt loved her or that i was cheating on her (we ended things amicably i think). And im also scared that if he were to find out, he would think that i see him as a rebound or that my feelings for him arent genuine. The question is, did i handle things correctly? Should i have waited? I feel i should have told the guy the situation but i didnt wanna out her (or me tbh). Considering we werent girlfriends (but we were really close), is it okay to start seeing some else right away? What should i do they find out?

Thank you for your time!! And i really appreciate the help.

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REPLY

So this is definitely a complicated situation with a lot of working parts. You did have your questions and concerns, and I'm going to be blunt with you right away. Did you handle this correctly? Eh, probably not. You said it yourself: maybe you should have waited a little longer. Breaking up right before Christmas is pretty rough, and it definitely hurt feelings somewhere in the  middle. That's true of any break-up though. Could you have waited? Probably. Should you have? That's the question you actually asked, and in my opinion, I don't think you should have. If you didn't want to associate with her anymore, then you should end the relationship, even if it's a flexible and "not official" relationship. If you're not happy, get out. Are their more "polite" ways to do things? Sure, and you should try to be polite, because it's just the  nice thing to do. But it's not a requirement.

To your next question, is it okay to start seeing someone right away? Yes.

You mentioned worrying that you'd be seen as rebounding. And while that's a valid concern, it misunderstands what a rebound actually is. Rebounding is essentially a method of avoiding the grief and pain of a relationship by leaving the previous relationship, and immediately getting into a new relationship that you don't actually care about in order to get over the previous relationship. Given what you're saying here, that doesn't seem to agree with your situation. You seem to legitimately care about this person, and I'm going to take your word as honest. That's all that matters.

What do you do if they find out? Nothing. You have no more obligation to your ex-partner. You're not required to explain yourself. If you want to try to maintain that relationship or be courteos, you could always explain yourself to them. But will they care? Will they want to listen? Who knows? Your guess is as good as anyone else's.

The one thing I do think is most important in all of this is to just explain to your boyfriend the whole situation. Let him know that when you started dating him, you just got out of a relationship. You don't have to tell him more than that! Just let him know, and let him know that your ex might be stupid when they find out, and to be prepared if drama gets started, and maybe apologize in advance. Remember, the drama may never occur! But letting your boyfriend know in advance can at least prepare him for the possibility. What about accidentally outing yourself or your ex? Just don't explain that detail. Your current partner doesn't need to know who your last partner was unless you explicitly want to tell them. You could even just say that it was a girl, but not reveal names or identities. You're in control of your relationship past, and you can give as much information about it as you damn well please!

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Hybrids Pt. 2 - Tyler Lockwood/Klaus Mikaelson

//Requested: OMG! i loved 'hybrids' so much and i really want part two, i loved it, you are da best😎 // - // @cinthias-corner : May I request a part 2?//

//Part One//

//Pairings: Klaroline, Stelena mention, Tyler x Reader. Warnings: Language and soft Tyler :) Tag List : @akshi8278 @simonsaysyasss //

More or less than a month had passed since you had confessed your love for Tyler. Your heart had dropped when he said exactly what you were afraid of, what he knew you were afraid of.. That everything would change.

You figured he didn’t say it on purpose to hurt you or anything. But your mind and your heart didn’t want to give him the chance. You began avoiding Tyler after that. It was obvious and you knew it. He had your whole heart in his hands and that was too much for you to handle. You felt all too vulnerable around him. Which was why you weren’t ready to face him. You couldn’t face either of them, really.

Things with Klaus weren’t the easiest either. Now that you were avoiding Tyler, Klaus saw it as his best opportunity to swoop in and mend your broken heart. It was more for your benefit than his, but it was still hard considering you weren't hesitant to shut him down. But the thing was... your heart wasn’t exactly broken. Not yet at least, thanks to your newfound fear of facing Tyler.

The decade dance. It was the 20's and Klaus intended to be there, with you and Tyler in tow. As hesitant as you were, you knew you could escape and be with the girls for most of the night. Klaus had laid out clothes for the both of you, insisting that you would have no idea how to appropriately match the timeframe.

As soon as the three of you entered the school, you slipped into the crowd and found your friends. They instantly picked up on your emotions and carefully asked you questions in regards to Tyler.

"And he laughed, believe it or not." You said in annoyance. It was like a weight was lifted, finally being able to talk about what had been nagging in the forefront of your mind. "It wasn't a bust a gut laugh, more of a chuckle, but still."

"He laughed!?" Caroline exclaimed in shock. "What an ass.. God, why did I ever date him?" She laughed.

"You're telling me.." You agreed, ignoring the pain in your chest when she mentioned their past. It didn't necessarily bother you that she had dated Tyler in that few months between Tyler becoming a hybrid and you becoming a hybrid. They were both happy, and that's all you could ask for, but it stung a little that she had been with him, knowing your feelings for him.

"Obviously, I didn't mean to say it. I'd been hiding that from him forever and it just kind of came out. I was just trying to take a cheap shot at Klaus." You continued.

"Did Tyler actually say anything about it or was the laugh it?" Elena asked, probably loving being involved in relationship drama other than her own.

"He said that it changes everything." You winced for effect.

"Everything?" They asked in unison.

"Everything." You confirmed.

"Excuse me, ladies." You heard Klaus say from over your shoulder. You turned and sighed internally. So much for escaping with the girls. "Caroline, would you like to dance?"

She tried to hide her smile but you all saw it. She nodded slightly, faking a sigh of annoyance, and stepped around the table to take Klaus' outstretched hand.

"And Y/N.." Klaus said before whisking Caroline away. "Keep him out of trouble, would you?"

Once they walked away, Tyler walked up to you. With a deep sigh, you greeted him with a tight smile. Glancing to the side, you saw Elena and Bonnie slip away, motioning for you to talk to him.

"Hey, Y/N." He said softly, standing in the now open spot next to you.

"Hey, Ty." You replied with an awkward nod.

"I guess what you said a while back really knocked Klaus down a peg." He commented.

"What are you talking about?" You questioned.

"That." He pointed to Klaus and Caroline dancing. "He's backed off you completely."

"Oh that!" You exclaimed in realization. "Yeah, but I think it was more to annoy us than any real substance. But let's admit it. I'm amazing." You teased, trying to be normal around him after a month of distance. "Plus Caroline would never admit it but she does like him. A lot, actually." You chuckled.

"You're alright." He teased in return, nudging you slightly. "Besides, she's probably the only woman on earth that does." He joked.

"Honestly!" You laughed. "His own sister can barely stand him!"

He laughed with you and everything felt like it did a month ago. No life changing confessions. Neither of us avoiding the other. It felt the way it should being with him, it was light and normal. It was comfortable.. It was everything you had been missing.

"This was a whole set up, wasn't it?" You asked, still amused at the jokes you made at Klaus' expense. "Luring the girls away so I would have to talk to you? And you even managed to get Klaus in on it."

"Well, how else was I supposed to talk to you?" He challenged with a smile. "It was actually his idea since you've been avoiding me for a month."

"Yikes... That obvious, huh?" You laughed a little, knowing it was.

"Just a little, yeah." He replied.

"Huh." You muttered in realization. "Y'know, I didn't think everything would change, after that day.. But it did. And maybe it only changed because I made it change." You said out loud. "I forced exactly what I didn't want."

"No, Y/N. It wasn't fair for me to say that, especially since you had told me that's what you were afraid of." Tyler argued gently.

"Oh, I said that out loud." You nodded a little. "No, in all seriousness Lockwood, I freaked out. I wasn't ready to tell you for multiple reasons and I-"

"Wait, what reasons?" He interjected.

"What?" You asked, not registering what he had said.

He chuckled before responding. "Why didn't you want to tell me?"

"Oh.. Well, first off, you're you. I mean, you're Tyler Lockwood, the football star. The popular kid. I've known you since we were kids, even if you didn’t know me. And then high school came and somehow you and I became really good friends. Things were great before and I let my stupid feelings get in the way.” You confessed. "And then everything with Caroline. You seemed genuinely happy with her and I wasn't going to mess that up for you. No matter how that hurt..."

“Y/N/N... Things weren’t great. I was hiding something from you too.” He said carefully. "And sure, I liked being with Caroline but it wasn't the same as when I'm with you."

“Oh no.” You groaned. “Please don’t tell me you have a kid roaming around somewhere..” You tried to joke. It drew a small laugh from him which made things a little easier.

“When we were kids, you thought I didn’t know you... But I did. I noticed everything about you before I even knew I was noticing it, hell before I started noticing girls at all. The way you wore pigtails every Friday, even through high school. You had something blue everyday, whether it be your jewelry, your clothes, or even your hair ties. You had this tendency to hum songs while you were coloring and then as you got older as you were writing.” He gushed.

You gently placed your hand on his shoulder as you realized he was getting a bit flustered. A gentle pink flush had settled on his face and neck. His complexion had nearly matched his tie. He sighed heavily, visibly giving in to your touch. Could it be that he was confessing something like what you had told him a month ago? Is it possible that Tyler Lockwood, the boy that brought you to the clouds and through hell, was harboring feelings for you?

“Ty...” You smiled softly. You couldn’t help but smile. Growing up, you had always been in your own world. Of course, the girls were there but there were things that were just part of you. Like the humming, the blue, the pigtails. Those were all minuscule things that you had hardly even noticed yourself doing. But all this time, Tyler had noticed. “I still wear something blue..” You commented, flashing the soft blue bracelet you added before leaving earlier that night.

“I know.” He said with a small smile. “Look all I’m trying to say is that things changed after last month. There’s no denying or arguing. But they changed in a way they shouldn’t have.”

“How should they have changed then?” You asked with a small, confused laugh as you took your hand away, letting it join the other that rested on the table. You couldn’t believe what he was saying. At first, it seemed like your relationship with Tyler could be salvaged and rebuilt into something new but now, now it seemed like it was nothing but rubble. You two would be downgraded to being coworkers for Klaus. Simple head nods of acknowledgment when passing. “Sorry, I’m just really lost here, Tyler. You mean a lot to me, you know that. And I can't lose you. Not with everything still being so new.”

He stared at you for a second, processing your words. You saw the recognition light up his eyes as his eyebrows raised and he began to shake his head. "Oh no no no. Not like that. Not like that at all. Y/N, I- I- I like you, a lot actually. And I didn't want to say anything before because Klaus was always around."

You realized he was about to go on another rant. One thing that most people didn't see in Tyler, was his lack of eloquence in his speech. When he had a lot to say or had something important to say, sometimes he got tripped up or he would talk too much. He would say more than he needed to, which would lead to him saying the wrong thing.

In an effort to silence him, you closed the distance between you two, wrapping your arms around him tightly. He tensed for a moment before melting into your embrace. His arms came around you just as tight. You nuzzled your face against his chest slightly and you felt him rest his head on top yours.

"You were about to ramble." You mumbled your explanation against him. His chest shook with laughter, drawing a wide smile that he couldn't seep

to come from you. You realized how warm a hug from Tyler was. It felt safe, like you weren't tied up in supernatural nonsense. Like you weren't fighting for a family you didn't know. Like you hadn't lost everything in a war you didn't want. It felt like you were just a kid in love.

"Y/N." He said quietly, as if your name was only his to say.

"Yeah, Tyler?" You replied, stepping back slightly to meet his eyes. His eyes were soft as they met yours, full of admiration and love.

"Do you want to dance?" He asked with a sly smirk.

You realized a slow song had begun. You glanced around, seeing Elena with Stefan and Caroline still with Klaus. You knew if you stepped onto that dance floor with Tyler, the questions would never stop. But really, who cared?

You took one of Tyler's hands in yours and pulled him to the dance floor. You linked your fingers together and he gently pulled you close. His hand was on the small of your back, keeping you pressed against him.

"So where do we go from here?" You asked quietly as you two gently swayed to the music.

"Wherever you want." He replied with a small shrug. "I love you, Y/N. And I can wait. This probably seems really sudden so if you need some time to decide if this is really what you want, I can wait. "

You smiled widely, leaning up to place a soft kiss on his cheek. "I love you too, Tyler. I have for a while, obviously, which means I've been waiting for just as long. I don't need time. I know what I want and I want you."

"So you're my girl then?" He questioned with a proud smile.

"It's about damn time, Lockwood." You teased, completely over the moon and head over heels for the boy in front of you.

The next day, the girls came over while you and Tyler were on the couch watching a random movie. Your head was on his chest while his arm was around your waist. You were absent-mindedly toying with the fingers of his other hand, tracing his name with your index finger against his palm. They burst through the doors, shouting your name and demanding an explanation, especially when they saw how you two were laying on the couch. So together, you and Tyler gave them the basic explanation.

[intothedanvers-e]

Journey

Word Count: 1k Pairing: Tom Holland x reader Summary: Sometimes it’s not about the destination, it’s about the journey. Author’s Note: ok so i didnt think this would get any likes or anything and im actually surprised that so many people liked the first part and the idea in general!! i think becky ( @hollandlovely ) is a testament to how much i thought people werent going to like it considering i sent her every single part to see if she liked it lol but shes the best and she did like it so i hope you guys continue to like it! ill  just reiterate for anyone who didnt see or read pt.1 that this is a 5 part series i wrote where each part is based on/inspired by one song off each one direction album. this second part is based on/inspired by I Would off of Take Me Home! also just for anyone thats curious, yes i did just press shuffle on each album and wrote down the song that came out and not to toot my own horn but they all mesh perfectly?? its weird but yea, hope you guys like it! if you want to be tagged in the other remaining parts let me know! if you have any feedback or anything also let me know! :))

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Chapter 1

Chapter 2

It was a few months later, and you’d managed to make Tom part of your official friend group. You’d even slightly merged your two friend groups considering your friends were also now friends with his friends. It was all a big mess, but you enjoyed it. You’d originally started things off with the intention of being romantically involved, but you’d both tried to keep it on a friendship level considering the both of you were in the middle of some messy relationship drama with your exes. You’d kind of rekindled things with your Tinder fuck boy, which all of your friends hated. Tom had never even met him but already hated him, and you constantly tease him that it was only because he had a crush on you which he’d quickly deny. He swore he didn’t feel those things towards you anymore.

You were getting ready for a date with Tinder fuckboy, whilst a lot of your friends were in your living room watching some sports game. You walked out ready to head off until you bumped into Tom in the living room while you were grabbing a water bottle. He was sitting on your kitchen counter.

“You ready for your date with Mr. Horrible?”

You rolled your eyes and shut the fridge.

“Tom you don’t even know him!”

“No, but I know his type.”

“Okay then, explain his type to me genius.”

He finished off his beer and set in on the counter next to him before jumping off.

“He’s the guy who will string you along and act like he’s into it, until you don’t want to do something he does. Or until his friends see you out in public together. Or until you decide to tell him you love him and he goes off running in the other direction.”

You didn’t realize he was only centimeters away from your face now. You could feel his breath on your face, his eyes were staring at your lips. You cleared your throat and took a step back.

“How do you have all this knowledge huh Tom? Maybe you see a little bit of yourself in him.”

“Nah,” he said opening the fridge, “I just constantly get dumped for guys like him. Have fun.”

He opened his beer and walked back to the couch. You shook your head and walked out the door. You couldn’t see but his eyes were glued to you as you left the apartment.

You arrived after the sun had already gone down. The apartment was dark and seemed empty. You figured your roommate was either out or at her boyfriends. You walked in the dark to your kitchen sink. You splashed water in your face and grabbed a beer out of your fridge. You dropped the top onto the kitchen island, which made a noise come from the living room. You jumped and froze.

“Y/N?”

You recognized the voice, it was Tom. You walked over and turned the living room light on.

“You scared the shit out of me you dick.”

He rubbed his eyes as he sat up on your couch. You slumped into the little singular love seat at to the right of the couch. He scanned your face. You tried to take a drink to hide your red and puffy eyes.

“You okay?”

You nodded and put the beer on the coffee table.

“What are you doing on my couch?”

“Oh Jen said she was going to spend the night at her boyfriends, I thought I would stay here until you got home just to make sure you got here okay.”

“What if I would’ve come home with my date?”

“Would’ve left quietly as soon as you would’ve made it into the bedroom,” he said shrugging.

You took another drink of your beer.

“Thanks.”

“Are you sure you’re okay?”

“Oh I’m fine. I’m just a huge bumbling idiot.”

You didn’t want to cry, but a few tears escaped your eyes.

“You are not.”

“Oh I am. You warned me about this guy, and there I went like a dumbass. Like a fucking idiot. Thinking he’d change. Thinking that surely he loved me if I loved him right? Wrong.”

He sat quietly for a few seconds.

“He doesn’t deserve your love.”

“What?”

“Yeah. You deserve to share your love with someone who will love you just as much as you love them.”

“Well I’ve had bloody good luck in that department! Cheers to that,” you said holding your drink up before chugging the rest of it.

“You deserve someone who will hold you when you’re feeling like shit, and someone who will make the successes feel even greater than they are. Someone who needs you just as much as you need them, someone who would treat you like the world’s rarest diamond.”

“If you know someone who’s willing will you give them my number,” you said getting up to head to your room.

You were just about to walk in when he spoke.

“Are you really that blind Y/N?”

You turned around to look at him, he was standing now.

“What am I missing something?”

He shook his head and grabbed his things.

“I’m glad you’re home safe. I’ll see you tomorrow.”

He slammed the door behind him. You walked into your room and began changing into your pajamas. Suddenly the doorbell rang.

“Did you forget something?”

You opened the door and suddenly Tom’s lips were on yours, his hands on your cheeks. You were taken by surprise, but almost naturally wrapped your arms around his neck. You disconnected from each other and laughed.

“I was talking about me you idiot.”

“I thought you were over me?”

“You really are fucking blind aren’t you? I never was.”

You pulled him close to you and connected your lips again. This time his hands wrapped around your waist, his hands lingering near your butt. He pressed his body against yours, lightly biting your lip.

“Want to see if we can make it to the bedroom?”

“I reckon we won’t have to,” he said kissing your neck.

He pulled your legs up onto his waist and walked back into your apartment, slamming and locking the door shut behind him.

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[julietteswiftie]

HEY T! Where do I start? Well first, my really poetic self is thanking you for the most 7 years of my life. Being in this fandom has brought me tears, of joy and sadness, so many friends that I got to meet at the show and so much more. Let’s go back in time, in summer 2011 I believe. I was in my cousin’s living room, back in Quebec, Canada, and my older cousin played You belong with me and as you may can tell, I fell in love with this 20 years old girl’s music. It was around this time that you came to Montreal for the Speak Now World Tour for the first time. At this point, I knew that I would follow you as I grow up for many years. Fast forward to 2012. Then, I changed school in 4th grade. I met these 2 girls, also fan of yours: Laurence and Maé. Actually, they became my two closest friends and they still are after 6 years. They also are the one who were willing to travel 8 hours to see you in Toronto. Anyways, I was quite shy at that time and didnt knew if they were nice or not. But Laurence quickly brought me into her group of friends wich another fan of yours was a part of: Marianne. She taught me A LOT about you ( Loft 89, the whole early 1989 era, etc). So, Laurence quickly convinced me to do the school talent show to perform one of your songs. In the middle of the Red Era, we hesitated between We are never ever getting back togheter or I knew you were trouble. She choosed WANEGBT because of the IKYWT goat meme HAHA. So for the next months following our inscriptions, I dreamed about seeing you on the Red Tour. But sadly, you didnt came to Montreal. But then the big day came and we performed in striped shirts, with sunglasses on and Keds, well, the whole Red look basically. We had this choreography the makeup the whole thing. We were four on stage: Laurence, Marianne, Rebecca and my 9 year old self. In between 4th and 6th, it was peaceful while listening to your music. Then, I stepped into 1989 era as one in the fandom. Shake it off came out and I LOVED IT. I couldnt wait for the whole album. Then, i started cheerleading and it was quite hard to keep up with everything going on. July 6th 2015, you came to Montreal for the 1989 World Tour. My two friends, Laurence and Marianne went but I couldnt due to the arena being sold outtoo fast. I was so sad and waited until the very early morning to see the pictures of the show on the news. A year later, I started highschool, wich means 7th grade for us haha. I was really naive and this is the moment I really related to every single song of yours due to break ups, feud with friends, all kind of problems an almost 13 year old has navigating into the teen world. One of them was The Story Of Us wich really represented this relationship I had that broke my heart for nothing. At the end of that year, wich troughout I made impressions of you during drama class, would be compared to you in everyday life, I started guitar lessons and songwriting. Oh and not to mention that July 7th 2016, I cut my hair like you. 8th grade was quite hard for me. My grades werent has good as I expected them to be, my relationship with this same guy kept getting complicated. On april 29th, I had my first drama show. I was playing this kinda jet set woman having an affair. When i was backstage, My stare came across the guy i loved staring at me. I turned my head to hide my tears floading my eyes and came back to the stage light, thanking the audience. A couple days later, may 3rd i believe. I was admitted to the hospital for wrist surgeries. I remember listening to your music before and after it. It juste made the pain go away. Then, i was at the point of my scolarity that you guys call Freshman year. Except that we dont change schools. So this year, it was pretty great but i had quite a lot of lows. During that summer, i madd a lot of internet friends and we talked about the trial and everything. I remember the last day, i opened Instagram and I saw this post that made me burst into tears: TAYLOR SWIFT HAS WON HER 1$ TRIAL AGAISNT ASSAULTER. Weeks later, your profiles are slowly deleting everything on them. Oh didnt i told you that i also bursted into tears into the Ikea parking when I saw this video of a snake tail on your empty profile. For the following weeks, rep announcement, look what you made me do release, i was LIVING FOR IT. Then this trailer that said ...ready for it on it during the football game came out and i was likeoh man this must be a NEW SINGLE kznddkxj. I was right wow. On october 28th, I injured my elbow during circus class and was rushed to two different hospitals. The next day, my life changed. I was in stuck in bed and decided to listen to stranger things for the first time. I soon realized that I trully wanted to become an actress AND a singer. For the next months, i tried my hardest to find a way to audition for the show but I didnt. I still do remember the cold feeling of my tears stained cheeks at night. Oh wait that could be a good lyric haha. But this woman, my idol, once said that you should never give up on the things you love. Oh and thats you if you didnt know. On November 10th 2017, this masterpiece came out and i died of love for this album. I remember being in my bed, at like 3 in the morning, hearing the last song off this record and bursting into tears. New years day was so undescribable. So in december, i bought tickets for the Reputation stadium tour with my two best friends Maé and Laurence for Toronto night two on August 4th 2018. Crazy that when I write this, its already July 31th. I will always remember chosing these seats 9-10-11 row 12 section 130 AR, close to the b stage. We planned this whole trip, did our costumes, everything to make this a lifetime experience. Our costumes are Heart Robbers. So basically we are stealing your broken hearts from past relationships off the hands of your ex lovers so you can be loved brand new by Joe. And lets be real, you guys are the cutest. Anyways, During the whole year, i developped my singing and acting skills a lot so i could realize my dreams and goals. I dont know if I will ever meet you saying from today. But i know some of my friends did and i couldnt be more thankful for it. You know Jessica Johnson right? She was invited to the Nashville SS and a couple of weeks earlier, I made this edit of her and you and she was crying looking at it then it became reality. The same for my friend Asya, you met her at pre show m&g this tour and i screenshotted the dm of me saying « this is the era you meet taylor ». It became real. I never got noticed but i once was on the same livestream as you before the delicate premiere and somehow it was amazing. I couldnt thank you enough for everything you know. For Clean being this song that I relate to the most, For Call it what you want, new years day and dancing with our hands tied ( sounds a lot like the 80s synth vibe and the stranger things theme) to being my faves and for just you being you, this dorky adorable cat lover baking queen who cares sooooo much about us while being this powerfull amazing slaying wig stealer women that will forever be my idol. I will love you forever and always. -Juliette xox

[bobowhooo]

Potent Savages

Chapter 1 Part 2 : Disruptive

genre : Thriller/Angst/trigger warningsss/smut/exo, oc, and blackpink gang au

Summary : This fast paced kind of life style isnt for everyone, but for these young rich savages this stuff is second nature.

I told you i would catch you up, and im a girl of my word when i want to be. So imma take you back, Back before the drama with jiyong the dragon. Back before i even knew baekhyuns weird ass was a member of the notorious exo gang. Before he knew i was a member of the infamous blackpink gang. Before we all started to hate eachother.

“I am so gonna make a virgin cry tonight” jennie spoke to herself while looking in the mirror as if she was taking a selfie, which i love watching her do for some reason, but in my defense she does look really hot. Looks like tonight is going to be one of those nights that we put on our less expensive clothes and act like we’re regular teenagers, i hate these nights, i’d much rather be at the club in balenciaga, sitting in the vip lounge with jiyong, but my girls wanted me to go and if my girls want something from me the word no always goes into hiding.

“Ayyye lit wayyy.” lisa sang out as she took a picture in the mirror with jennie

I looked over to the room that jisoo and rosé share in our three bedroom condo,  I wasnt getting a good enough look at them so i decided to go inside of the room, i know i sound like some kind of crazy smother but the relationship between me and my girls is not normal and probably never will be. I cant be away from them for too long and if im not close to them i have to atleast be able to lay my eyes on them or i just might kill someone. Yes i do tell you alot but i dont know if im ready to talk too much about that, so lets change the topic.

Snapping out of my thoughts, i realized that jisoo and rosé still werent ready at all. Instead of intervening or saying anything, i decided to just do something else, guess ill call my mans.

“jiyong?”

“honeyy, how is the party going?” 

“Haii oppaa” i said with a higher voice than usual you know the one you use when you talk to the boy you like? yeah that one. “im not there yet oppa”

“Aaahhh okayyy i seee” judging from the way he was using that sly sexy voice of his, i think he wants something from me.

“What is it oppa?”i said, i dont know why im getting an unfamiliar feeling about this.

“babyy?”

“yess”

“babyy, at that party tonight....”

what the hell does he want with this dumb high school party, i should be the only thing in his mind that has anything to do with high school... okay im kidding....alittle.

“Some of my associates will be there i want you to keep an eye on them.” his voice switched up this time.

“What the fuck jiyong, who the hell are these “associates”?”

“exo.” well he never was one to beat around the bush for too long, i could already hear it in his voice he was getting impatient.

“First of all, fix your tone, and second, boi you know i know most of all that the whole damn exo gang hates you and all your men, dont talk to me like im just another one of those dumb skanks you like to play with.”

What did you just ask? oh, well let me tell you alittle more about him. Jiyong the dragon is the top dog the ultimate big man in this business. He was one of those get down or lay down type of guys, of course that shit didnt work on me and my girls, which was the reason why he took such a liking to me in the first place. Does that cure your curiosity? what do you mean you didnt ask that!? 

“Hahahhah” hes laughing at me.

“ugh, oppa im supposed to be relaxing at this party.”

“i know babyyy, all you have to do is keep an eye on maybe three of them and...”

“And!?”

“Aaand make sure they dont leave until my men get there.”

“What!?, jiyong are you seriously going to try to kill them at a highschool party!?”

“Who said anything about killing themm...babyy come onn for mee?”

“You know that type of shit dosent work on me oppa.”

“please baby? ill owe you one big time.”

That caught my attention “ owe me huh?” thats what i like to hear. I could care less if those exo guys die or get kidnapped or whatever jiyong is gonna do with them, and the mention of him owing me sounds so delicious “hmmm....”

I hear a little laughter on his side before i make my decision,

“You got yourself a deal oppa” i say with a sinister smirk. And with that we say our goodbyes and i hang up.

My girls are so quiet.......shit.

I whip my head around quickly, with my anxiety building up, getting ready to run to where ever they are, whether it is in the house or not. 

“Cha cha?” jisoo called out. My real name is park bong cha, aya is just a street name. Not alot of people know my real name, and i like it like that.

My girls were standing in the doorway of my room which i share with no one due to the fact that all of the extra space in the room is filled with all of our weapons and money. 

“Damn i wish you saw the way your head turned just now” rosé said with a small giggle. She and jisoo looked like they were finally done getting ready. 

“Lets dip girls.” i said, actually feeling alittle excited to go now, which is such a first.

“AND IM LOVIN ALL RACES HELL NAW DONT DISCRIMINIZE AYYY WE LITT!”

I was posted up on the wall with some concoction lisa had some girl she was macking on make for me. It tasted good though. I had already informed the girls about the little deal i made with jiyong, they took it well thankfully. i have been occupying my eyes with this cute guy who is dancing his ass off. And just when the song finally changes and he notices, the entrance door swings open and some heads turn, and mine follows the others.

Just the boys i wanted to see, i think to myself while smiling.

I let my girls know by text and we all, being on the same floor of the house, exchange looks. 

shall we?

“IMMA MAKE YOU MIINE TONIGHT!”

I watched the exo gang walk in all together, some were rubbing their hands together like fuckboys, and others just looking around observing the party and the people, easily you could tell they are a close-knit group like me and my girls.

“JUST ONE TOUCHH AND ILL MAKE MY MOVE!”

I decided to keep my eyes on the linky big eared one, the one who looked like he wanted to scream in someones face, and the one-

“omg” I said under my breath as I watched one of the exo members slightly bite on his beautiful index and middle fingers.

Lisa quickly slapped my shoulder with a grin “aye, you thirsty girl?” she said as she tilted her drink towards me with her adorable smile, “shut the fuck up.” I said with a dead expression.

The other girls came up to us in three different directions. “So whats the plan?” rosé asked while referring to my end of the deal I made with jiyong oppa. I wasn't listening though, still stealing glances at the exo members mouth and fingers.

“Stop bitching guys, I will remember what she looks like, trust me, damn.” chanyeol stated as he scrunched up his face a little. All I can think is that its such a damn shame chanyeol is the only one who saw jiyongs girl, putting all our eggs in chanyeols fucked up basket is really fucking annoying. “Baekhyun, I know what your thinking, and no im not stupid enough to put all our eggs in chanyeols fucked up basket, just know that.” Suho spoke while he squeezed my shoulder as if he was trying to make me feel his words,  what the hell is he? a fucking mind reader!? 

We already know what jiyong the fucking snake is going to try to pull tonight, we heard from a mole hes going to have some girl hes been fucking to watch us all night, but we came here tonight in spite of that to do our usual rounds, because not a lot of things are better than money and confrontation.

“Alright split, chanyeol stay with Baekhyun” Suho said with an exhale

Chanyeol puts his arm around my shoulders as we walk towards the crowd of dancing teens. “Anybody lookin familiar?” my voice giving off my bored and annoyed mood, I spoke with a quick elbow into his stomach. “Nahh, just lemme go get a drink real quick. want one?” chanyeol asked and got a nod yes in return.

I start looking around, eyeing all the girls in the room.

“ERRBODY GETCHA MUTHAFUCKIN ROLL ON AYYY!”

“Girls really love this song huh?” I said to myself as I watched a swarm of girls running to the impromptu dance floor as they screamed and giggled.

My eyes automatically land on two girls that looked like they just jumped off a runway stage or some shit, “damn” I said out loud on accident, could they be jiyongs? 

“Damn is right.” chanyeols deep voice crept from behind me, “all the girls in the kitchen were uggos.” he tilted a red plastic cup my way.

I took it from him and stole a quick sip, “those two girls right there ring any bells?” I asked as I brought up my left hand to wipe my mouth and used the index finger of the hand holding my cup to point in the direction of the girls I was talking about.

Chanyeol licked his lips, “I don't know I think I need a closer look.” he voiced as he rubbed his hands together, his fuckboy mode starting to kick into gear.

I smirked at the possibilities.

“Okay I guess we can have some fun then.” 

“You know if you don't make this shot im going to make you strip right?” the guy I now know as Baekhyun spoke to me sexily with a sharp smirk on his face while he held a ping pong ball that had earlier been cover in cheap beer.

“Well maybe I want to strip.” I stated, readying another ping pong ball. Hopefully I can finally make a shot.

Baekhyun, and his friend who is also an exo member, chanyeol came up to me and jennie a little while ago, the convenience being too perfect, we've been talking to them ever since, and somehow I ended up in a game of beer pong with Baekhyun, while jennie and chanyeol decided to look through each others instagrams on the couch next to us.

I finally flick my wrist with hopes I get it into one of the cups on baekhyuns side.

“Yess.” I said as my ball landed in a cup on the left of Baekhyun.

“aahh noo” Baekhyun spoke playfully.

my phone buzzes at that. I quickly look at jennie, Jiyongs men might be....

“What is it?” Baekhyun speaks. I don't answer, instead I remove my phone from the back pocket of my jeans to see if my earlier thought was right.

oppa

  my men are there baby where are you

“Aye jennie the girls are looking for us we should go.”

“awww already?” chanyeol said, his voice giving off a new dangerous tone.

They know.

I saw ayas face change after chanyeols comment.

that's right bitch, feel it. 

chanyeol told me she was the one three minutes into talking to her. I have to admit shes good. I totally would have fallen for her act. too bad I didn't.

“Jennie lets move now!” aya yelled at the other girl as we heard screams coming from all around the house.

“Grab her chanyeol!” 

The moment I jump on the ping pong table and take out my gun, jennie jumps off the couch, chanyeol grabs her, and Baekhyun pulls out the gun hes been hiding so well. 

Jennie struggles in the hold of the huge man, while I stare Baekhyun down. Both our guns pointing at each others head. aiming for an instant kill.

“You don't think im about to just give up do you?” 

I quickly shoot at the gun in Baekhyuns hand and roll off the table, about to shoot at chanyeols foot, he kicks the shit out of me, and jennie took the chance to get out of his hold, all of a sudden a crowd of people fill the room. 

Jiyongs men come running in like the CIA.

“Shit!” 

I start shooting the men coming at me. suho and d.o run into the room probably getting ready to carry out plan b.

Me and chanyeol somehow end up back to back in the middle of jiyongs men, this isn't looking to damn good.

I grab jennie and run to the exit of the room in full panic mode because I don't know where the hell my other girls are. 

A exo member with bushy eyebrows comes out of nowhere and stands in front of us looking like satan himself, looking calm despite all the chaos going on. 

I don't have time for this.

I push jennie backwards getting ready to jump out of the next window I see, until I turn around and see another exo member staring us down with one of his eyebrows lifted, as more of the exo gang pile in the room to help with jiyongs men. fuuuck meee.

I charge in the other direction gripping jennies wrist, and my girls come out in front of us rushing to get to the men chasing behind.

Me and jennie continue running with intentions of getting the car ready, hating the fact that I have to leave the other girls here. 

We reach a window and I look for something in the room I could use to break it. I find golf clubs in the closet and take a hard swing at my target, breaking it in one go. we both jump out and sprint for the car we came-

“AYA! AYA! AYA!”

My eyes feel like led but I finally start to open them, looking around to only find darkness. shit I must have gotten knocked out by one of the exo boys.

“aya?” 

my eyes widen. jennie.

I feel her breathe on my neck as she tries to get closer.

“same plan as usual?”

“ Yeah.”

These exo assholes should have fucking killed me when they had the chance, they should know never to cage wild beasts.

When the car finally came to a stop I realized my eyes were closed in anger the whole time.

I heard muffled voices and doors opening before closing right back.

My eyes shot open in anticipation.

Open the trunk, I dare you.

as if on cue the trunk door pops open and the exo men look down on us laying in their trunk, this isn't all of them though, where are the rest? I look up at them wishing looks could kill.

“awww you are such a good girl, I didn't even have to gag youu.” a dinosaur looking exo member said as he bent down to get me out of the trunk.

This time, this time when I shoot I wont miss.

The moment my feet touch the ground I feel a rush of adrenaline, I keep my composure until jennies feet does the same.

I close my eyes again readying myself for the moves im about to make. as they start walking us to what seems like a rundown hideout.

They are circled around me and jennie as we walk towards the destination and I look at the men in front of me, eyeing them up and down in search of a knife.

Bingo.

Spinning around as fast as I can in the direction of the knife in the mans pocket on the left of me, jennie quickly backs up planning on distracting atleast two of them.

I get my hands on it and move swift and fast cutting myself loose, cutting up an exo members leg and whatever else is in the way of jennie,

I cut her loose and spin again, always trying to use my speed as an element of surprise, I grab hold of a gun in someones hand and start shooting at everyone around us, as jennie follows my actions.

my shoulder takes a shot, as jennie grabs my hand and makes a run for it. 

we keep running into the dark forest for our lives as we try our best to avoid the bullets the are flying from behind us.

What a fucking night.

We spent the rest of night running through the woods and making sure I don't bleed to death. When we got back to condo, the sun was up and the rest of the girls were crying and loading machine guns. 

“We thought you guys were never going to come back!” they cried at us. I couldn't help but feel like shit, I wasn't on my a game last night and because of that my girls suffered. 

After that my shoulder was tended to by jisoo and we made our way to jiyongs place to talk about everything.

“I cant fucking believe this shit!”

“Jiyong what the hell are you talking about?” I said as I walked into his office with my girls

“im never gonna trust you with shit ever again.” oppa spoke in a vicious tone while walking towards me.

“Chill the fuck out jiyong!”  jisoo said about to step in front me, I put my arm out in front of her and walk into his personal space.

“Got a fucking problem?”

“Its your fault they got away, you unprofessional piece of trash. Do you know how much that night cost me!” well look at the balls on this one.

“I tried my best you fucking asshole don't do that to me I held up my end of the deal all you said I had to do was keep them there!” 

“Get the fuck out of my face aya, you and your girls are making me sick to my stomach, and don't even think for a second I was serious about me owing you!”

Ah shit my hands are gonna misbehave. suddenly my fist made their way to his jaw and accidently on purpose clocked the shit out of him.

“SHIT” 

My girls start giggling at the scene and I back away from jiyong as his eyes become wild with anger.

“Do you have a fucking death wish you bitch!?” yes.

“Nah, not really.”

He starts walking towards me again and I can finally tell that he’s not sober. He takes a slow swing at me and my face scrunches up in disgust.

I push his head backwards and he falls completely over. What a pig.

“Jiyong stop come on your better than this.” I said with a frustrated tone.

“DIGGIE” he screams for his body guard who does all his dirty work. Truth is jiyongs actually a little bitch, but hey gotta fake it till you make right?

“Do you really think that guy can kill our crazy asses?” rosé speaks with a raised eyebrow to jiyong, who is on the floor looking completely distressed.

“DIGGIE KILL THESE SLUTS”

“DIGGIE”

“diggie” his cry for his body guard becomes soft as he starts to sob.

“Come on, lets get outta here girls, he’s obviously really fucked up right now.”

“Don't worry jiyong, we’ll leave diggies head at the door for you.” 

All caught up?

AUTHORS NOTE : woooo! im doneeeee ayyy I had a lot of fun with this chapterrrr. I hope you guys enjoyed it! its like 5 30 right now sooo imma go to sleep nowww but thanks for reading! kisses <3 ~ laila

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All Hell Breaks Loose Part One- Part 3

Pairing: Dean x Reader

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You jolted up with a gasped, seeing how it was morning already. You were glad no one killed or tried to kill you in your sleep. You woke up to Jake screaming at you and Sam to wake up. You looked over at Sam to see him jolt awake from the nightmare he probably had.

“Sam! Y/N! Wake up! Ava is missing!” Jake said, his eyes wide. That got you and Sam right up and the three of you rushed outside to go find her.

“Y/N will come with me and Jake, just try and find her.” Sam ordered, splitting from Jake before he had a chance to say anything else. You followed Sam, looking in the other houses and buildings that littered the town.

“She isn’t here.” You said, giving up. There were so many buildings here, you doubted she went this far out.

“Okay, let’s go back.” Sam said, walking back to the barn where he agreed to meet Jake at. As you got closer, you head an ear-splitting scream that came from Ava. It seemed as if she was back at the barn already.

You and Sam rushed to the barn, busting in. You gasped in horror and grabbed at Sam’s arm from what you saw. Ava, crying her eyes out at the fact that Andy was now lying in a pool of his own blood, dead.

“Oh! Sam! I just found him like this!” Ava screamed dramatically, making you narrow your eyes at her.

“What the hell happened?” He demanded.

“I don’t know!” Her voice squeaked up a bit.

“Cut the bullshit act, Ava.” You said with a glare. She glared at you, taking a step towards you.

“Excuse me? Our friend is dead!”

“Friend? Sam, come on. She is being such a drama queen right now. I am an expert on fake crying and that, right there, was an example of this. She did this to Andy! She killed him!” You said, accusing her.

“How dare you think I did this!” Ava yelled at you.

“Come on, Y/N, I don’t think we should blame her.” Sam started to say.

“Sam, you know how good I am when it comes to lying. I know she is lying,” You said, looking at the window sill behind Sam and nodding. You pointed to it and made Sam look. “How else do you explain the break in the salt? Andy wouldn’t do it, not when he was always scared of what was happening.”

“You believe her, Sam?” Ava asked, scoffing.

“You know, she’s right. You’ve been here for five months. You’re the only one with all that time you can’t account for. Plus, that headache you got? Right when the demon got Lily.” Sam said, putting you behind him. Ava went from this scared, overdramatic girl to one who was laughing, wiping the tears from her face.

“I had you two going, though, didn’t I? Yeah, I’ve been here a long time. However, I was never alone. People just kept showing up. Children, like us who came in batches of three or four at a time.” She said with a smile.

“You killed them? All of them?” Sam asked, horrified.

“I’m the undefeated heavyweight champ.” Ava said, proudly.

“Oh, my God.” You muttered. If only looks could kill…

“I don’t think God had much to do with this, Y/N.”

“How could you?” Sam asked, shocked still.

“I had no choice. It's me or them. After a while, it was easy. It was even kind of fun. I just stopped fighting who we are, Sam. If you'd just quit your hand-wringing and open yourself up, you have no idea what you can do. The learning curve is so fast, it’s crazy, the switches that just flip in your brain. I can’t believe I started out just having dreams. Do you know what I can do now?”

“Control demons.” You said.

“Ah, you’re quick which is good. You aren’t going to make it out of here alive, Y/N. It’s either going to be me, Jake or Sam who will kill you and I can guarantee that.” She raised her hand and you looked behind you to see the cloud of black smoke come through the window again.

Before anything could happen, Jake came up behind Ava and grabbed her head, snapping her neck easily, killing her. The demonic smoke left back out the window, glad not to be controlled anymore. You gasped and watched as he dropped her body like it was nothing.

He looked up and stared at you, the evil glint you saw when you first met him was now back in his eyes.

“Sam, come on.” You said, grabbing his hand and pulling him out of the barn. Jake chuckled and he followed you two, murder in his eyes.

“Jake, whatever you’re thinking, don’t. The demon is gone now. I think we can leave.” Sam said, seeing the look in his eyes. He had eyes for you but he wanted to murder you since it was what he was told to do.

“No, only one of us is making it out of here alive and it’s going to be me. But first, she needs to die. I had a vision of the Yellow-eyed Demon. He told me what needs to be done and I have to follow his orders or I will be the one to die and that isn’t happening.”

“No, Jake, you can’t listen to him. He lies, Y/N isn’t going to die. Neither of us will. We are going to get out here. We can kill that bastard together.” Sam tried to reason with him.

“How do I know you won’t turn on me?” He asked, unsure. You thought it would be best if you kept quiet, afraid of triggering something in him. He was already much stronger than you so it wouldn’t be a fair fight.

“We won’t, Jake.” You said very gently.

“I don’t know that.”

“Okay, look,” Sam said, taking the knife you found earlier and showed Jake, placing it on the ground to show some peace between the three of you. “Just come with us, Jake. Don’t play into his games. You’ll end up dead.”

After a moment or two, Jake nodded and placed his weapon on the ground next to Sam’s. You had a feeling this wasn’t over yet and that feeling proved to be true when Jake punched Sam. Jake, already being super duper strong, sent Sam flying through the air, crashing on the ground.

“Sam!” You yelled, glaring at Jake who was walking to you.

“You’re turn sweetheart. I’ll make it quick because you seem like a nice girl but this has to be done.” He said, getting closer to you. Panic surged through your veins and you didn’t know what to do. The weapons were behind Jake and Sam wasn’t much help right now. He will kill you if he got his hands on you.

You felt yourself panicking even more when he got closer and you shot your hands out to protect yourself. A burst of magic left your hands, hitting Jake right in the stomach, sending him toppling over. You gasped, thinking how you thought only anger or Dean being hurt would make this magic come out. But you guess panic will do the same thing.

Good to know.

You rushed to Sam, sliding on the ground when you got close enough to him. He groaned and looked at you, sitting up.

“Sam, we have to go.” You looked up to see and even more pissed off Jake come storming to you. He realized that he needed to get rid of Sam before he can get to you. You barely got Sam up on his feet when you felt the wind being knocked out of you.

Jake had used half of his strength to push you away from Sam, throwing in a few punches. Sam had enough of this and he punched back, fighting with Jake. You tried to catch your breath and you looked up to see Jake and Sam fighting, Jake winning.

You groaned and forced yourself to get on your feet, looking around until you spotted the weapons on the ground. You looked back at Jake and Sam, knowing Sam could hold his own for a while. You slowly moved to the weapons, keeping an eye on Jake who seemed to be too busy with Sam to even notice you.

You grabbed the iron rod that Jake carried instead of the knife. You didn’t want to kill him, no, just knock him out until you figured out what to do with him. You finally got enough air in your lungs to start running and when Sam looked like he had enough, you raised the rod, striking Jake on the head very hard.

You made sure not to kill him but he did go down, unconscious. You dropped the rod and then that’s when you heard it.

“Y/N! Sam!” You looked up and smiled when you saw Dean and your dad, with flashlights.

“Dean!” You were so glad he was okay. You grabbed Sam’s arm and put it over your shoulder to help him walk since he was weak from the beating he took.

“Dean! Bobby!” Sam said with a weak smile, slowly but surely walking closer to them.

“Sam! Y/N! Look out!” You only had enough time to turn your head to see Jake coming at you with the knife. Your eyes widened and you shoved Sam out of the way so he wouldn’t get hurt. You were going to use your magic but it was too late.

You froze when the blade of the knife sliced through your body, coming out the other end. You gasped and looked down, seeing the bloody tip of the blade that was right through your chest. Jake twisted the knife and you gurgled up blood as he pulled you closer.

“I told you, you weren’t leaving here alive.” He said before taking the blade out and running away.

“No!!!” Dean yelled, making a run for you as you fell to the ground and on your knees. You knew what was going to happen next but you weren’t sure if Dean or even Sam was ready for that. Dean slid to the ground in front of you, seeing how pale you looked.

He grabbed at your shirt, trying to get you to look at him but you could feel your life slipping away. Sam rushed and got up, not caring about himself as he checked your wound.

“Dean, it’s bad.” Sam said. Dean pressed his hand over your wound but the blood kept pouring out. You leaned forward in Dean’s arms, too weak to hold yourself up.

“Hey, Y/N, look at me, okay? It’s not that bad. Don’t listen to Sam. Y/N! Y/N, please look at me,” Dean said with tears in his eyes., You so badly wanted to look at him but you didn’t; couldn’t. “Don’t worry, we’re going to patch you right up. You’re going to be as good as new.” Dean touched your face but you were just on the brink of death. You watched as Bobby ran after Jake, leaving you alone with Sam and Dean.

“Dad…” You said as you took your last breath. Your body slumped forward in Dean’s arms as your eyes slid close, lying in Dean’s arms.

“No! No, no, no, no, no, Oh, God, Sammy! Sam! Do something! No!!!” Dean yelled, letting the tears fall freely. There was nothing Sam or even Dean could do now.

You were dead.

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REPUTATION - ALBUM REVIEW

alright girlies here it is my first impressions (whatever I wrote down after the SS plus a few notes I made when it dropped) I AM LITERALLY....QUITE LITERALLY SHAKING....MY WIG: IS ON MARS 

READY FOR IT: At first I was kind of like…. :/ about this song but it’s actually a really good opener and a banger. Not sure I would’ve picked it as the second single but it goes all the way off. The bass has me shook Line: “he can be jailor burton to this taylor”

END GAME Very…..the weeknd vibes right ladies ?????????? this is like…..taylor’s Instagram baddie moment It is still SO WEIRD To me to hear rapping and Taylor swift in one song. Even tho we have the bad blood remix Im still….shook by Future and Taylor together ??????????? I really like this, it’s not one of my top 5 I don’t think but it’s so different from what I would've thought of for another ed/taylor collab Ed is giving me some don’t vibes..i’m into it…ed talking about the fourth of July is really iconic. Taylor telling the story of how this came about was really iconic too…I can literally picture her and ed getting drunk and being like HOWWWW COOL WOULD IT BE TO COLLAB WITH FUTURE????? LOL and then it actually happening I love her like. talk/shout/singing when she says “big reputation…” Line: “I swear I don’t love the drama, it loves me” Her runs in the last chorus THANK GOD…..I NEEDED THESE VOCALS…..

I DID SOMETHING BAD THIS SONG HAD ME FUCKING QUAKING IN THE SESSION…… “If a man talks shit then I owe him nothing” THE CHORUS BANGS…..IM LITERALLY……MOUTH OPEN SHOCKED I CANT BELIEVE THIS….THE M.I.A. PAPER PLANES MACHINE GUN SOUNDS…. This is so……blank space but……..fucking darker you SINNERS “If he drops my name I owe him nothing, if he spends my change then he had it coming…” The chorus is here again Im bopping so fucking HARD WOWWWWWWWWWWWWW I’M……….CRYING AT THE VOCALIZATIONS OF THE HOOK. I’m pretty sure she said this came to her the same way she came up with “STAY!” in AYHTDWS The bridge ladies LIGHT ME UP!!! GO AHEAD AND LIGHT ME UP YOU FUCKING HEATHENS!!!! THIS SONG MAKES THE WHOLE ALBUM WORTHY OF A GRAMMY Im literally shaking like my skin is quivering….that 2000’s fade out……Please kill me

DON’T BLAME ME This is the hozier…take me to church….taylor swift version The chords are her vocals and that. Is revolutionary, Einstein found dead in Miami Line: “I would fall from grace just to touch your face, if you walk away I’d beg you on my knees to stay” The like…..wopping of the chorus is really just…..gold Her falsetto at the end of the second verse. Wig on mars This is the stoner Taylor swift song we didn't know we needed but are so thankful we have VOCALS IN THE LAST CHORUS….I NEEDED SOME RUNS AND THE PRERELEASES DIDNT GIVE THEM TO ME BECAUSE SHE WAS SAVING HER DESTRUCTION OF EVERY OTHER PERSONS VOCALS FOR THE ALBUM

DELICATE This is very Imogen heap to me…… like the layered robotic vocals. It’s very interesting…..a really good segue from DBM It’s got like a deep house….tropical feel to it that I am really enjoying girlies “my reputation’s never been worse, so he must like me for me” why does that line have me crying Taylor swift you are literally sunshine THIS IS THE CHORUS I REMEMBERED….the is it cool is it chill etc…….that’s what I thought CIWYW was after the SS for some reason ???? “do the girls back home touch you do like I do?” SECOND VERSE LYRICS Got me feeling some wildest dreams type of way she looked at me so much during this song I’m emotional, I was bopping to the chorus and she was laughing at me and winking when the beat comes in during the chorus Not a standout from the album but very cool very different good vibes man

LWYMMD Obviously a bop. I see why it’s in the middle of the album and when Taylor explained the progression of the songs this really makes a lot of sense. I’m just feeling fragile bc Taylor swift grabbed me by my cheeks, pulled me towards her, grabbed my hands, and danced with me during this song. Wow BABY I GOT MINE BUT YOU’LL ALL GET YOURS!!! We literally screamed this in each other’s faces it was so……amazing I will NEVER FORGET The video…..do we even need to remind ourselves of how fucking iconic it was When I first heard this I was so confused I had just woken up in Ireland at 6am to listen and I was like . What is this But the chorus goes all the way off tbh This is like a parallel to shake it off….the themes and messages of……being yourself and rising above what other ppl think of you…..

SO IT GOES… Ok I literally blanked this song from my memory at the session, I think bc it was right after LWYMMD and me and Taylor having our first proper moment of the night “Back against the wall….tripping when you’re gone…” This album is so bass heavy. I’m loving the studio instruments, I thought I would miss the live guitars etc but I really don’t because it doesn’t fit with the album “I’m so chill but you make me jealous” Sis we have learned from 10 years of music from you that you aren't chill al;ksdfnjksdhifbknsdfdkjf I love you mom I love the way she says so it goes! In the chorus “You know I’m not a bad girl….but I do bad things with you…” WHOMST “SCRATCHES DOWN YOUR BACK NOW…. Taylor you've done several numbers on me I stopped counting 8 years ago the whispered 1..2….3……WOW VOCALS….AGAIN……….SCRATCHES DOWN YOUR BACK NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHES REALLY WILDIN OUT HUH

GORGEOUS This is such a cute song. For me it seems like one of the ones I like less, but at the session I remember being so happy listening to it because she pointed me out and called me by name when she was passing out the new merchandise….so I was chillin Also she kept winking at me during the DINGS!

GETAWAY CAR Queen of whisper singing I wanted to leave him….I needed a reason SUDDENLY I WILL ONLY EVER DRINK OLD FASHIONEDS. IVE NEVER HEARD OF ANY OTHER DRINK Okay in my mind I was like this song is :/ but it bangs to be honest! I love the chorus Should've known Id be the first to leave….this song is full of tea ladies This song to me seems like it’s about a rebound relationship that wasn’t so serious/was just a way to release pent up emotions from something awful “X marks the spot….where we fell apart…..” the pre chorus is really out here doing that sweeties The bridge has an interesting modulation that i don't know how to feel about….this whole album is like full of surprises/polarizing musical techniques so this is cool This is Taylor Swift fleshing out a metaphor/concept masterpiece to her full ability. Queen of literature who is Shakespeare I’ve never heard of him Said goodbye….in a getaway car……. The ends of the songs are so interesting on rep…….this one goes off

KING OF MY HEART “I’m better off being alone…” Miss Taylor I’m so glad that you’ve stopped thinking this because you are really….the most WORTHY person of love in the whole wide world… This is probably my least favorite song on the album. It has some remnants of getaway car in it I feel……she’s cute but getaway car is sexy and sexy destroys cute It’s a little repetitive but I appreciate it’s placement on the album………..you move to me like a Motown beat…..alright Miss king of my heart redeeming herself My broken bones are mending……….taylor I love u………why are u drinking beer when u could be having an old fashioned tho…..beer is gross

DANCING WITH OUR HANDS TIED Thank you piano I love a live instrument The story behind this song is so heartbreaking and knowing that makes….the song so much more impactful to me “You had turned my bed into a secret oasis, people started talking putting us through our paces” here’s a big fat FUCK YOU to the daily mail Again the chorus comes in and is so….huge and sprawling compared to the rest of the song…..shaking us to our very cores! I love that you can hear the frantic/anxiety she was feeling throughout the song….like the rushed vocals and drawn out lower notes…..then the chorus just coming in with GLORY I LOVE the instrumental of the chorus so much…..it’s so beautiful and a little 1989 to me. Like very eighties synth heavy We also have some VOCALS! In the bridge and last chorus! the runs are giving me life

DRESS This song is like a …… I’m kind of drunk in the meatpacking district running from bar to bar with someone I love in the cold with big coats on….tea to me The falsetto. Queen Taylor has really been expanding her vocal register and I’m FUCKING here for it “Everybody thinks they know us” circling back to the overall theme of the album. We know what she chooses to let us know and beyond that we’re just fucking guessing sinners This song is like a …… I don't really care what they think of us I just wanna really…………see your dick and I don't care what anyone thinks of that ! THE HAIR BLEACHED LINE……SHE IS LITERALLY THE QUEEN OF SELF DRAGS I CANT SHES SO SELF AWARE ITS UNBELIEVABLE…….she’s like being humorous but also referencing a time in her life that was really shitty for her so. Queen of duplicity “I woke up just in time…” this line says so much about where she was when she started seeing Joe

THIS IS WHY WE CAN’T HAVE NICE THINGS Oh girlies…..I have been so excited to hear this again since the session. She spilled some major fucking SCALDING tea before playing this so my ass was fully ready to be sloughed The alarms in the beginning…..a champagne sea…..my dream…… This is so fucking tongue in cheek about what everyone said about her #squad “I have to take them away” DEAD this is why she stopped having 4th of July parties klsadjidfnksdfd “Stabbed me in the back while shaking my hand….” Oh no…………WHO WOULD DO THIS TO MISS TAYLOR!!!!!!! “I took an axe to a mended fence….” The mhhhhhmmmmmm………. IF ONLY YOU WERENT SO SHADY SALKJFSDNKFJGM,DFLKNJGIDK WHY IS THIS SONG ABOUT ME SITTING ON TWITTER DRAGGING PEOPLE LEFT RIGHT AND CENTER Hard knock life………..TEA……during the fucking BANGER of a chorus….this is going to be so fun on tour…..SHE BETTER BE A SINGLE!!!!! hE sAiD shE saID!!!!! Here’s to mama…….yes miss Andrea here’s to u queen of the world THE BRIDGE…..SDFLSDMFJKNDNDSLJFKNFDJDSFNSD THIS IS WHY WE CANT HAVE!!!!! NICE!!!!! THINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cant even SAY IT WITH A STRAIGHT FACE Heres to my REAL FRIENDS! WOW….just wow ladies this is the future liberals want

CALL IT WHAT YOU WANT In my personal onion this is the most vulnerable song on the album. The first verse really has me out here crying in the club The chorus is so cute, this is a low-key banger and I wanna see her flying across the crowd during this song on tour

NEW YEARS DAY So here it is girlies….the most hyped song on the record…… Live piano. Minimal production. The concept behind this is so adorable “Candlewax and polaroids on the hard wood floor….” the most Taylor swift thing I have ever heard This relationship really seems like its forever my dudes she’s in it for the long run. She has never been so confident in a relationship that she’s CURRENTLY IN. She’s opening up DURING a relationship which is like……basically unheard of for her I love how subtle this is….the harmonies on the second chorus….crying in the club again “Hold on to the memories they will hold onto you…..” she said she's had that line ready to go for a while but couldn't find a place for it and here it is being adorable and wonderful also the line “Please don't ever become a stranger whose laugh I can recognize anywhere” Can I just speak on that line again….it is so beautiful and simple and shows how much she’s been through and the pain she has dealt with….and the sadness she KNOWS………..but she’s okay enough to talk about it. Im crying in the club 3.0

INITIAL RANKING: I Did Something Bad Don’t Blame Me Call It What You Want Dress Delicate Dancing With Our Hands Tied This Is Why We Can’t Have Nice Things Look What You Made Me Do Getaway Car …Ready For It? End Game New Year’s Day Gorgeous So It Goes King of my Heart

[burnedhybrid]

please reblog | psa;

This is gonna be long so brace yourself, but if you’re in the RPing community especially the TVD, TO fandoms you’ll want to read on. Now, I'm not one to start or cause drama, but after some recent events I've felt the need to address a person who's not only continued to harass a friend and I but also try to emotionally manipulate us. 

This girl ran the dailydanielgillies blog and has many alias, her most recent name to go by is Amy but has been know as Piper, Yvonne & Holly according to @shitheardonline  (which is pretty much a blog dedicated to keeping the RPing community in the know about Amy and her whereabouts). I was following dailydanielgillies of course, to keep up with all things Daniel Gillies. After a few good weeks of following her I realized the blog contained more admin updates than anything Daniel Gillies related. The posts consisted of the admin getting upset every time Elijah (Daniels Character on The Originals) was hurt, or died or her favourite pairing wasn't together she would mouth off, get sad and threatened to delete the blog, threaten to harm herself or to hand the blog over to someone else.

I messaged her initially offering to take over the blog if she wanted to pass it along as she had previously stated. She asked me a few questions (if I had ran a fansite before,  how long I had been on Tumblr... etc) and I thought that was pretty standard and she gave off the impression that she was ready to hand it over to me but then she got quiet, didn’t correspond any further and the negative posts on her blog continued. That wasn’t fun for anyone, a lot of people have claimed it made them feel uncomfortable. After the three weeks had past and finally getting a hold of her, I could tell she didn’t want to part with the blog. That was fine, however her blog wasn’t giving me what I initially sought out for, so I told a friend, Ree, (@suitsofarmor) I was planning to make a Daniel Gillies fansite and she offered to help (Ree has huge admiration for Daniels work and knows a lot of info about him and his projects - so it was perfect)  So we started our own Daniel Gillies fansite under @thegilliesource.  10 hours into starting that blog (the template wasn’t complete or customised, we had about 3-6 followers by then) we both received messages from the Amy asking us why we didnt ask her permission to start that blog. My initial thoughts were ‘WTF?’ After doing some digging I realized she had posted on @dailydanielgillies  (gone now) our new link and then saying she was going to close the site because we made one. Bare in mind none of us made the blog to rival with hers, no one had bad intentions, we both just werent getting what we wanted from her blog and decided to create our own as a lot of her followers had voiced the same issues of not enjoying her admin posts. I woke up to messages from both her dailydanielgillies blog (which by then she had archived) and her inspirationromance RPing blog too. I have some screen shots of the messages she sent us as well as well as what she posted on dailydanielgillies (remember to read from the bottom of each screenshot upward):

She messaged me both on her RP blog and on  (inspirationromance) & dailydanielgillies to which the conversation went like this:

As I said the template wasn’t completed, no schedules were made and we had about 3-6 followers at the point so no one knew about us nor did they flock. 

Also may I add I found it amusing that she already knew the reasoning behind us not deciding to have her as a contributor.  She knew what she was doing already. PLUS she wasn’t entitled to the blog in any way shape or form.

I’m sorry. I found It funny because enemies sounded so dramatic. I felt like a kid in a playground and someone has just said they didnt want to be mates LOL I was confused like, what? I went along with it anyway.

Apparently not.

And I kept to my word. It was clear that as soon as I said something she’d take it way out of context or twist it and that upset me, so I cut ties.  I initially only responded to the messages from this account but I did get some from her RP one inspirationromance and after the Sunday and this previous conversation. I didnt respond. A couple of days after that she deleted that blog altogether - but didn’t forget to blame us first.

At first I didn’t know who inspirationromance was but after looking on her blog I came to find out it was her. Also she had left a really cute message for Ree and I, take a look and also yes, from then on out dailydanielgillies had been deleted which is why you wont find anything.

Yeah...

Than another few message to both me, Ree & @thegilliesource:

Funny that. She’s never mentioned RPing before.  We received an ask on thegilliesource, asking if we had stole dailydanielgillies to which Ree answered you can find here: https://thegilliesource.tumblr.com/post/160926607439/did-you-steal-dailydanielgillies-account

Some ex followers of Amy’s dailydanielgillies blog commented too:

The ‘lots of people’ she was pertaining to where in response to these comments. two.

Didn’t really matter though because she got a shiny new blog with a similar name shortly after called @gilliesgifsource (also deleted, she likes deleting things within a period of a few hours to a few days)

And she sent us this:

I wish I had more shots of her site because the similarity in text was ironic. Still, we never flagged it up with her.

She continued to message us every couple of days on our personal accounts or on thegilliesource. They were all ignored, and that seemed to annoy her more, but we didnt respond because we knew regardless, our voices wouldn’t be heard or respected. We had already tried to have a civil conversation and that wasn’t enough. She would also write about us on her RP blog and then tell us we were horrible people for not responding. This week I started RPing with someone new and realised their blog was made in the past 24 hours and they were a semi selective roleplayer, I realised she had made a starter with Amy and knowing emotional manipulation and abuse can be a trigger warning for people and knowing Amy had a preference for certain face claims... I didnt want this blog getting into something that could be emotionally harmful so early. So I explained that I didnt want to change their mind about RPing with Amy but I sent the RPer there to @shitheardonline, a blog that particularly talks about Amy and her antics online, and the RPer decided they didn’t want to go down that route.  After seeing that we were even mutuals Amy wrote this on her blog (but also blocked the new RPer due to us being mutuals BEFORE the new RPer even had the chance to block her, herself as the new RPer had already started to see the negative side of her)

What tipped me over the edge is when she sent thegilliesource this message:

I did nothing wrong. We did nothing wrong. @shitheardonline is a public site, everyone can grab that information themselves.  She also tweeted this:

Now I’m not one to play with a suicide threat. I have lost three real life friends this way, one being in the past couple of weeks. I treat the topic very sensitively. According to @shitheardonline there had been old accounts of her threatening suicide like this but just doing it to scare people.. And after reading her tweets that followed her tumblr posts and that message I made sure I reported her accounts to a Suicide watch. I wanted to make sure she was okay. Because all things aside it's clear she has a mental health issue (I have anxiety, depression and get severe panic attacks to the point where I pass out) So I know how scary and difficult it is. I get help for my mental health, but I feel as if she doesnt have that help or control over it, her emotions change erratically and I would hate for anyone to feel as if they have done something wrong especially when not even responding to someone.

She was offline for a day and came back with this post:

I’m not posting this long ass post to ‘out’ any one, or shame anyone. That’s never healthy. But I know that also the way she can treat people, take things out of context and react to things isnt healthy either, especially to those who are vulnerable and take things to heart. Messaging someone to say they are the cause of their suicide is intolerable. I was worried sick and for what? She was trying to scare me and it worked, which had bought back a flood of triggers from my childhood, but I choose not to be a victim to it at all and I would hate any of the community having to go through that too.   I’ve felt like I was doing something wrong or was in the wrong until my fiancé reminded me that hurt people, hurt people - But that doesn't make it justifiable. To get the message out and protect  others too. I’m writing this post as a psa if anyone is looking to steer clear of Tumblr drama or want to avoid triggers like like suicide, emotional abuse and manipulation. She has a tendency to post and then delete, so that’s why I’ve been taking screenshots, so going on those pages they may have posts missing - this isn't out of the ordinary.  All info I shared are online and public and can be publically shared. The reason I’m sharing  screenshots of PMs is because I want everyone to see that I’m not making this up and/or I’m not lying. Because Amy has called me that. On several accounts. BTW within the last 24 hours she’s also changed her URL from @inspirationromance to @theheartofromance, then to @characterarchiving. I woke up this morning to a notification of a follow/unfollow from phoebegillies. After inspecting the account  and realising the rest had been deleted (including gilliesgifsource) I’ve realised she signed up with a new email (because she was blocked on the other accounts too so she couldn’t have followed me.) So she’s deliberately come and found me again to follow me then unfollow me. It was like a little dig at me. So I blocked her. If you choose to do the same its: http://www.phoebegillies.tumblr.com URL changes and account changes arent uncommon either. Bare in mind. I still haven’t responded to her since. She’s now harassing me by constantly reaching out despite my efforts to stop her. If you’re interested in more info about her you can find it on @shitheardonline That blogs over a year old and Amys history has been tracked that far. There you can find a list of aliases she’s used over the years as well as URLs she been under, horrible tweets she’s sent out and tagged TO writers in etc...

As of today (the 31st of May) she’s also made her Twitter account private so I’m glad I screen shotted what I could when I had the chance. I wish this girl the best and hope she gets the helps she needs, but its not okay to point the finger, victimise, harass and manipulate people online. And I want all of us to stay safe. Please reblog this so others can know. Take Care, Jolie x

[ktrsss1fics]

Cheeseburger in Paradise: Two.

She had seven missed calls.

Two were from her mother and the rest were from him.

From the time she turned off her phone on a plane in Los Angeles to the time she turned it back on in a town car in Aruba, Niall Horan had called her five times.

Georgina Ferguson couldn’t believe it.

Before they left, they made a plan. One person would leave their phone off to use as a back up just in case. Brittany’s phone had died just before their connecting flight so it was up Georgina to keep them safe. She scanned through the text messages that had accumulated while she was in the air in search of the address of the house they were going to be staying at. Niall had ordered the girls a car so they didn’t have to worry about relying on strangers in a foreign country. Georgina had seen too many abduction films and knew she needed to have an exit plan just in case. She typed the address into Google Maps and turned on the Find My Friend application. If something went wrong at least someone (mainly her mother and Dave) would know where they were.

As Brittany made small talk with the Australian driver, three notifications popped on her phone. Two voice mails and a follow request from Find My Friend.

Niall had called her five times. Niall had left her two voice mails. Niall had requested to follow her - just in case.

Brittany’s comments from the plane swirled around her head. Niall liked her. She didn’t want to believe it. He was just some annoying boy who knew how to push her buttons. He laughed too much and cared too much and spent too much time trying to get her attention.

Maybe Brittany was right.

Maybe he did like her. She was just too stubborn to see it.

Georgina placed her phone to her ear and was instantly met by an Irish accent. The first message was wishing them a safe flight. The second was checking in and updating them on what everyone was up to.

“Who was that?” Brittany asked as Georgina hung up the phone.

“Messages from Horan.” Georgina said looking out the window before going back to her phone.

“What’d he say?” Her friend asked.

“Dave’s phone died so we need to call Horan if we need anything. Everyone is just drinking by the pool.” Georgina said in a low tone. “He wants us to go through the side gate when we get there.”

Brittany nodded. “What was the other one?”

“Wishing us a safe flight and reminding us about the car and the address n all that.” Georgina said checking their surroundings.

“That’s considerate. Isn’t it?” Brittany smirked.

“Extremely.” Georgina replied dryly.

“I’m calling it.” Brittany smiled. “You’re going to like him by the end of this trip.”

“You’re delusional.” Georgina mumbled.

“Could say the same about you.” Brittany teased.

“You are just as bad as my mother.” Georgina grumbled as a nice neighborhood came into view.

“I’m just saying G.” Her friend smiled.

“I’m gonna write that on your tombstone.” Georgina shook her head.

“Yours is gonna say–” Brittany started to say until she noticed the house they had stopped in front of.

It was something out of a travel brochure. A tall iron fence with intricate embellishments stood around a massive multistory house.

“He spent way too much on this.” Brittany said in awe.

“What do you mean?” Georgina asked sliding some money over the front seat to the driver.

“He said he’d take care of it all but this is just too much.” Brittany said getting out of the car.

“No one else is paying for this?” Georgina said surprised.

Brittany shook her head as she grabbed her suitcase. “That I know of.”

“That’s not fair.” Georgina said. “I mean I know he has the money for it but like he shouldn’t have to pay for it by himself.”

“Are you sympathizing with Niall Horan?” Brittany teased.

“Oh stop.” Georgina said grabbing the rest of their things from the car.

“He’s not that bad of a guy you know.” Brittany said.

“If you keep this up, I’m ignoring you for the rest of the trip.” Georgina said.

“Just give ‘im a chance.” Britt said as Georgina shot her a dirty look.“Last one.”

The two women gathered their belongings and headed for the gate. Some overly played dance song was blasting from the backyard letting them know they are in the right place. Georgina punched in the code to unlock the gate.

As the two women stepped foot on the property, Georgina’s stomach filled with butterflies. She knew why it was happening but she didn’t want to believe it. Niall Horan didn’t have feelings for her. She was sure it. This was just Brittany’s way to get her to cooperate. This was just a ploy to create a drama-free environment for the two weeks they were away.

At least that’s how it seemed.

They rounded the corner of the house to find a full fledged diving competition taking place in the pool. Drinks were being shared by the bar. One couple was using a lounge chair as a very public make out spot.The one person she didn’t want to see stood out in a pair of bright yellow swim trunks.

She was screwed.

Brittany made her way to her boyfriend who was acting as a bartender. Georgina left her luggage by the house before taking a minute to collect herself.

She could do this. Right?

Without a second thought, she headed towards her friends. Greetings were briefly shared with everyone around the bar.

She watched as Niall got out of line for the diving board and headed towards her. A few curse words were mumbled under her breath causing her best friend to laugh. Georgina looked up to find Brittany watching her.

“Remember what I said G.” She whispered. “Be nice just for the trip.”

Georgina attempted to think of a snarky comeback but the most popular member of their group had appeared and was hugging her best friend.

The sound of the excitement in his voice made her body tense up. She didn’t understand how someone could be that happy all the time.

Before she could she critique his every move, a pair of blue eyes was staring back at her. She put a fake smile on her face and got ready for to play a part.

“Fergie.” Niall smiled pulling her into a hug.

“Hey Niall.” Georgina responded as nicely as she could.

The young man stepped back and studied her face closely.

“What?” Georgina asked confused.

“Y'alright?” Niall asked scanning her features.

“Yeah why?” She asked still not understanding what he was doing.

“You called me by my first name.” Niall explained. “Just wanted to make sure you weren’t sick or anything.”

Georgina rolled her eyes trying to fight a blush from forming. “You’re so annoying.”

His signature laugh filled the space between them.

“So what’s that about?” She asked nodding to the line at the pool.

“Jamie said he was better than Tom Daley.” Niall said.

Georgina couldn’t help but roll her eyes. “He’s such a twat.”

“Right?” He said with a laugh. “We thought it’d be a fun competition.”

“Who’s winnin’?” She asked somewhat interested.

“Surprisingly Mags is.” He said nodding to a girl in a red bikini.

“She used to be a ballerina.” She said. “That makes sense.”

“She did?” He said smoothing over his wet hair.

“We’ve discussed this before you goof.” She said trying to be playful.

“I’m sorry I don’t remember every conversation we have.” He sassed.

“You remember my order at In N Out but you don’t remember our friends childhood hobbies.” She shook her head. “Tsk tsk Horan. Shame on you.”

Niall’s lips turned up into a big smile. “Let’s go get you settled brat.”

“So we had a bit of an issue yesterday when we got here.” He said once they got inside.

“What happened?” Georgina asked.

“I had sort of planned out where everyone was gonna stay but uh the couples ganged up on us and took the entire second floor.” He explained running a hand through his hair nervously. “It’s kind of a mess and now we are stuck down here. Just because we aren’t part of a pair doesn’t mean our opinion is invalid.”

“So you mean to tell me that you are paying for this monstrosity of a house by yourself and those drunks out there told you where you are going to be sleeping.” Georgina marveled at the thought.

Niall sighed. “She told you?”

“Yes but we’ll get to that in a second.” Georgina said. “You’re too nice to them Ni. You should have gotten first pick and then they could have fought for whatever was left.”

“I know I know. It’s just they are all so used to getting what they want and I already made them wait to come on this trip so I just let them.” He said sounding insecure.

His eyes fell to the floor realizing he might have said too much.

“They are kind of bullies.” Georgina said trying to lighten the mood. “Like that night when we went to Santa Monica and they said they got to take the first Uber home because they didn’t want to be split up but like you were gonna puke and Ash was nearly dead so you deserved the first one.”

“That was bullshit. It was a short ride to Keith’s place and they couldn’t be apart for what was it.. ten minutes?” He shook his head. “Absolute bull shit.”

“So what did they leave us poor singles with?” Georgina asked with a smile.

“Well uh two rooms on each side of the first floor. One shares a bathroom with Keith and the other shares a bathroom with me.” He said quietly.

Georgina was quiet.

“If I’m honest, Keith should have been left at home. He is being a real creep and talking about all the women he’s going to bring back.” Niall went on to explain. “So I wouldn’t choose that one. I mean if you want, I can switch to that room and you can keep the two over here.”

“Stop being a people pleaser Horan.” She said.

“I just want everyone to enjoy themselves and I’m worried they won’t.” Niall admitted shyly. “If me changing rooms will help, I’ll do it.”

“Keep your room. I get to take showers first. Got it?” She smirked grabbing her luggage and walking past him.

Niall stood still for a moment. He wasn’t used to this side of her. She was usually a little standoffish and cold. But here she was joking around with him.

He couldn’t believe it.

“So which one is mine?” Georgina asked pulling him back to reality.

“Uh the one on the left.” He said nodding towards the door in front of her.

“How much do I owe you?” She asked stepping inside the room.

“Fergie…” Niall started to say but she cut him off.

“Unlike the rest of their friends, I wasn’t raised to be disrespectful.” She said quietly. “I can’t let you pay for this entire trip by yourself.”

Niall watched her closely as she spoke - his eyes full of admiration.

“How much can I chip in?” She asked.

“I appreciate the offer.” He said sincerely. “But-”

“No buts. I’m gonna pay for something. Whether it’s part of the rental fee or for groceries or for drinks when we go out.” She said stubbornly. “We all have well paying jobs there is no excuse for them to think just because you are who you are that they deserve to get off without paying a dime.”

Niall cheeks turned rosy as the woman in front of him continued to rant about their friends. He had never seen her this passionate about anything. Not only was it slightly attractive, it was also really nice to see someone care about him.

Money wasn’t an issue. If he wanted to rent a mansion in a foreign country for a week, he could. But the fact that she was concerned about him spending too much meant something.

“You know what Fergie?” He said softly.

“Hmm?” She mumbled glancing up at him.

“I’m glad that you’re in my life.” He stated sincerely.

“Why’s that?” She asked placing her suitcase on the bed.

He shrugged, “You actually give a shit.”

She didn’t know how to respond. He took the moment to explain.

“I know I can come off a little strong sometimes and I can be a bit persistent with things but like out of everyone you give it to me straight.” Niall said trying not to show how he actually felt. “There is no bull shit with you. If I’m being a twat, you let me know. If I’m being too clingy, you let me know. If I’m being too much, you let me have it.”

Heat danced across her body as his words floated around her. This was not happening. Niall Horan wasn’t admitting how much he appreciated having her in his life. This wasn’t real life. She was still asleep on the plane and this was all a dream.

“I uh just wanted to let you know I appreciate it.” He smiled.

Georgina still didn’t know how to respond so she resorted to what she did best.

“You kind of forced yourself into my life so I’ve had to learn to adapt.” She teased making him smile even more.

“That’s how I make all my friends.” He joked. “Just annoy the shit out of them until they get use to me.”

“Sounds about right.” She laughed.

“Want me to give you a minute to like relax?” He asked trying not to over stay his welcome.

Georgina shook her head. “I’m good. We can go back with the others if you want.”

Niall headed towards the door. “Want a tour?”

“I’m only allowed on the first floor so I don’t need to see the rest.” She said following behind him.

“One day we’ll get the credentials to make it up there.” He assured her.

“Or we could just find more single friends.” She suggested.

“You do have a point.” He nodded.

“Why aren’t you as drunk as the others?” She asked as they stepped outside.

“Didn’t want to risk something happening to you and Britt and having no one to come help.” He admitted shyly. “She didn’t call me when she said she would so I got a little worried.”

“She almost made us miss our bloody connecting flight.” Georgina complained.

“How?” He asked trying not to laugh.

“Her phone charger was in her checked bag and her phone died so she wanted to buy a portable one at one of those shops.” Georgina explained. “The queue was outside the shop and she still wanted to buy it.”

“Is that why she didn’t call?” He asked looking over at their friend.

Georgina nodded as she watched Brittany dance along to the song that was playing.

“Sorry I called so much.” Niall said slightly embarrassed. “She told me she’d call in between flights and she wasn’t answering so I was hoping you’d pick up instead.”

“S'fine. I’m sorry I didn’t pick up.” Georgina apologized. “We decided to keep one phone off so we wouldn’t end up having two dead phones.”

“Smart idea.” He said glancing back at her.

“Well now that we are safely here do you wanna get something to drink?” Georgina asked keeping her eyes off the boy beside her.

“There are plenty of beers in the fridge.” He said turning towards her. “And they made some tropical juice thing with rum if you want that instead.”

Georgina scrunched up here nose trying to make up her mind. Niall found it cute.

“Or there’s water.” He added trying to help.

“Water’s for fish Horan.” Georgina joked. “Bring me something that’ll get me drunk.”

With that, Niall laughed his way to the bar to make her something to drink.

[artislifeevans]

Chat Para → Backyard Grammar


Tagging → Sam Evans, Mercedes Jones, Chris Murray, Brittany Pierces, Santana Lopez, and Charice Crawford

Time Frame → April 7th around 8:30pm 


Location →Santana’s Estate

General Notes →Every one joins together to celebrate Santana’s new house…

Charice: had always loved organizing parties. Granted, the last part she organized had culminated in the end of her marriage but it was still a love of hers to pull all of her friends together and spend time with them. She wanted tonight to be drama free and she honestly believed they could do it, especially since they were all adults and the typical drama starters werent going to be at the party. All she wanted was to be surrounded by her friends for one night, without the kids, and to celebrate Santana’s new place. Charice walked over to the bar and adjusted some of the bottles of champagne that they’d brought in for the party and looked around with a nod. The party was ready, she was dressed and people were already starting to filter in. She spotted Sam come into the party and breathed out heavily. Dont get her wrong, she loved her brother in law. But he was a fucking idiot. Him and her cousin. He had a wonderful girl at home that had no idea what he was doing behind her back and he was going to ruin things with Mila if he wasnt careful. Especially since Charice knew above all that he and Mercedes wouldnt last. It was a nice idea in theory but they were both so fucked up that they logically couldnt last and she just wanted them happy. Right now they were going to be miserable, no matter what they thought. Charice sighed and reached for a glass of champagne before downing it quickly. “Jesus, I dont pray to you often… ever. I dont pray to you ever but if you make this party go smoothly, I’ll go to church on Sunday,” she muttered before going to greet the guests.

Santana: was up stairs in her room, getting dressed for the party. She had been waiting for this from the moment she and Charice started planning this. This was more then just a house warming party, this was a new chapter in her life. She was finally where she wanted to be in her life and she just wanted to celebrate it with her best friends. Since it was just going to be a few of them, she knew there wasn’t going to be any drama at all. So she didn’t have to worry about cutting anyone with her razor blade. She finished up her last touches of her makeup, before grabbing her phone so she could face time Antonio before he had to go to bed.

Sam: walked into the house, trying to make sure that his clothes were fixed and that he his hair wasn’t so messy. He was one of the people to show up first. Well that was until he got attacked by Mercedes. He had pulled around the back of Santana’s house and was getting ready to get out only for Mercedes to corner him. At first he said they will meet up later since Mila was out of town, but as she started kissing him, he couldn’t do anything but give into her. She was pure evil and she knew this. They were just lucky that nobody had came around back and that where they parked was gated. After they were done Mercedes told him to go in first so nobody would expect anything or question why they came together. Sam took a deep breath feeling his heart slowing down, looking around the nice big house “Damn this is nice” he said admiring the staircase and the pictures Santana had hung up on her wall.

Chris: was honestly happy for Santana. He was happy that she was not only taking care of her mental health but also setting up a home for herself and their son. And of course, he wasnt shocked when he saw the house and how gorgeous it was, considering Santana always had good taste. “Wow,” he gasped, taking Brittany’s hand in his as they walked into the house party. “You’d think she’d get a small apartment in the city but I guess not.“

Mercedes: adjusted her shirt and jeans as she walked up the steps into Santana’s new home. She tried to hide the bright smile that was on her lips but she couldnt, especially after what she and Sam had just done. She didnt mean to pounce on him but the minute she saw him, it was like she was a kid in a candy store and she wanted it all. She hadnt meant for it to be much more than kissing but when it came to Sam, there was no such thing as just a quick kiss and go. So it was no surprise that ten minutes later she had effectively had three orgasms and wanted to nap the rest of the day away. But sadly, she couldnt. She had to support her friend and her new home. So after cleaning up and laughing at how red Sam looked, she forced him to go first and got out of the car a few minutes after. She made sure to fix her make up and hair in the mirror before getting out of the fogged car and took in the gorgeous house in front of her. It was a nice place but of course it was. Santana had nice taste and if she knew her best friend and cousin, she knew that this party was going to be great. She waited a few seconds before walking in, wincing when she saw Charice in the corner drinking champagne like it was the last drop left on earth and bounced over to her. “Hey Reesie! This is gorgeous. You two did a great job. I mean really,” she beamed, earning a look from her older cousin. “What?”

Brittany: wasn’t even in the house yet and she was already in love with it. She knew that the house would be insanely beautiful because Santana wouldn’t take anything less. But this house was just gorgeous and she couldn’t wait to see the inside of it. She grabbed Chris hand, still amazed “Yeah I know… But as loud as Santana can get at times, just from laughing. This is a good thing.” She joked walking into the house.

Charice: narrowed her eyes at her cousin as she walked towards her and sucked her teeth. “Nothing… You just look real happy,” she accused. “I bet it has something to do with Boy Wonder who just walked in about 3 minutes before you. From the back too… Hmph. You need to stop whatever you’re doing with him Cedes and I’m serious.”

Santana: giggled as Antonio made pouty faces when she said she had to go and he needed to be in bed “I love you and I promise I will see you tomorrow.” She assured him. She could see that he was getting sleepy just from the way he laid on the bed and blew her kisses “Mommy loves you” she said blowing kisses back. “Thanks again for watching him Mel.” She smiled waving goodbye to the woman before hanging up. She placed her phone on the table, walking out of the room, heading toward the stairs. She stepped down the stairs seeing Sam admiring the pictures “I see you’re admiring the artwork already” she chuckled walking toward him. “Where’s Merissa?” She asked.

Sam: looked up to see Santana walking down and smiled. “Well it’s not the best painting in the world because it’s not by me.. but it’s okay” he winked at her. He playfully rolled his eyes when Santana purposely said Mila’s wrong “Her name is Mila. And she is out of town with her parents” he said with a sigh “and I really wish you would learn her name okay?” He said softly before pulling her into a hug “Congratulations on the new house San. I’m very happy for you” he whispered kissing her head.

Chris: chuckled and nodded. “You got that right. I used to wonder if she was deaf sometimes because she was so loud,” he said looking around more. “Open bar, praise god. And look there’s Cedes and Charice.” he practically skipped over to his cousins and grinned, seeing them. “Ladies. I see we have champagne behind you and it would be ever so kind of you to hand me a glass for m'lady and a glass for myself.”

Mercedes: shrugged at her cousin’s accusatory tone. “I am happy Charice. Is that such a crime?” Her smile fell when Charice mentioned Sam and cleared her throat. “Would you drop it please?” she asked through clenched teeth. “It’s none of your business and you need to just leave it and us alone about it, okay? I dont try to control your life all the time so stop trying to control mine.” She looked up as Chris and Brittany walked over and smiled as brightly as she could, hugging her best friend and rolling her eyes at Chris. “Okay Shakespeare, relax,” she snorted, handing them both a glass of champagne and getting one for herself. “Where is the party host anyways?” She spotted Santana and Sam talking by the stairs and walked over to them. “Tana! This house is beyond fantastic! I mean you make me wanna buy a house in the ‘burbs. Almost,” she joked, giving her friend a hug before turning to Sam. “Hey Sam, how’s it going?” She could see Charice rolling her eyes out of the corner of her eye but ignored her. “I’ve been meaning to come to the new gallery lately but I’ve been so swamped.

Brittany: giggled softly as they walked toward Charice and Mercedes. She reached over to hug Mercedes “Hey you!” She smiled, chuckling at Chris dramatics, excepting the glass. She took a sip of her drink, glancing around the kitchen “wow when this kitchen is insane” she said admiring the well designed kitchen.

Santana: returned the hug, running her hand up and down Sam’s back “Thank you Sam” she smiled softly, gently pulling away to see Mercedes walking toward them. “Hey! Thank you! It took me forever to decide if I wanted this house or not” she said honestly, returning Mercedes hug. She looked between Sam and Mercedes and smiled “Well you should come with me next week. Antonio wants to go get his face painted again with Ari and Alley” she pointed out, seeing that Chris and Brittany were here “I’ll be back!” She said skipping toward the group “Hey Britt” she said excitedly wrapping her arm around her “I’m glad you could make it!” She beamed looking over at Chris as if she didn’t want him here “oh yeah and you too Murray” she joked. She glanced over at Charice seeing that she was somewhere else “oh and Troubles I invited Alyssa over.. hope that’s okay!” She said trying to get her best friend’s attention.

Charice: scoffed loudly. “Ha! You always try to control my life Cedes! ‘Charice do this, Charice do that. Charice dont forget how much you must love Dylan, take a chance on the crazy white boy that ruined your life again!” she laughed. “I’m simply returning the favor.” She looked over as Chris and Brittany came over to them and sighed “Hey yall,” she smiled, as they walked over to Santana and Sam. She damn near lost her eyes behind her eyelids with how hard she was rolling them at the little game Sam and Mercedes were playing. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry I cant, are yall foreal right now?” she asked, the two of them. “Yall deadass about to act like yall are JUST now seeing each other for the first time today? Really?! You two think we’re that dumb because if you think that, I’m gonna need more alcohol.” She cut her eyes to Santana and grimaced. “Not funny.”

Sam: smiled softly at Santana as she spoke. He loved seeing his friend so happy. He looked over to see Mercedes and smiled, trying to act as if they didn’t fuck ten minutes okay. “Oh he Cedes.. it’s good to see you” he said nodding at her words “Yeah I understand.. I have been busy with work myself but yeah San’s right you should come by soon. I give you a private tour of my collections” he smirked. He waited until Santana left before he got closer to Mercedes “Can I stay with you tonight?” Asked, leaning against the stair rails, noticing the group walking toward them “Hey guys” he said with a smile. He went to say something only for Charice to interrupt, frowning a bit “Charice what are you talking about?” He asked not knowing that she already knew about what was going on with them. Santana

Chris: dryly laughed at Santana. “Ha, ha. You keep pretending like I’m not your favorite person and I’ll begin to believe it,” he smiled, patting Sam on the back. “Hey man.” He went to say more to his friend but Charice had interrupted him, snapping at both Sam and Mercedes. “Uh, you sure you arent already drunk?” he joked, looking around their friend group. “What’s going on?”

Mercedes: smiled. “Sure. I want my face painted and I wouldnt mind a private tour,” she said brightly, trying to keep her composure as Sam got closer once Santana stepped away. “Okay… although my boyfriend might be there tonight. He’s kinda protective, pretty manly. He might attack if he sees you in my apartment.” She snorted, seeing the look on Sam’s face. “He’s also furry and walks on four legs so I think you’ll be safe,” she teased, groaning slightly when Charice began to speak. She really didnt want her cousin blabbing anything right now, especially when everything was going to well for her. She inhaled deeply and turned to look at Charice. “Why dont we talk,” she said tensely, pulling her cousin away from the group so no one could hear. “Look okay I get it! I get that you arent okay with what Sam and I are doing and I get that you’ve been the cake or whatever dumb analogy you made up but I need you to understand as my family, that I am not Stephanie and Sam is not Dylan. So stop comparing our situations and if you wouldnt mind… Butt. Out.” She plastered on a fake smile and rejoined the group with a huff. “I think she’s a little tipsy,” she shook her head. “Must be her first weekend without the kids.”

Brittany: smiled softly “Hey Charice” she said getting ready to ask her about the kids but stopped the minute she felt Santana wrapped her arms around her “Hey! Thanks for Inviting me.. I’m so in love with this house” she said as she followed Charice and Chris toward Sam and Mercedes “Hey Sammy!” She said squeezing his cheeks, letting out a giggle, before frowning a bit at Charice. She looked between, Sam,Mercedes and Charice feeling some tension between them “ummm okay.. is everything okay?” She asked watching Mercedes drag Charice away from them. She walked closer to Sam raising her eyebrow, turning to see Mercedes return “yeah.. I guess so.. but hey let her be tipsy if she wants. I think she deserves it after having twins” she smiled.

Charice: followed behind her cousin as she dragged her from the group and crossed her arms. She didnt necessarily want to spill the beans to their friends but at the same time, she wanted Mercedes to understand that what she was doing, wasnt okay and that she was actually hurting herself. “Do you Cedes. Just know, karma is a mean, vindictive bitch,” she said, clenching her teeth as Mercedes walked off. Fine, if this was the life her cousin wanted to live then so be it. But it was only going to end badly. “Sanny, where’s your liquor cabinet. I need something stronger,” she announced, turning around into the kitchen.

Santana: chuckled lightly,reaching over to smack his cheeks “aww you know you will Always be my favorite person” she smiled innocently at him. She took a sip of her own drink, “thanks Brittany! I’m glad you like the house” she said frowning at Charices words. She could tell something was up just from the way Charice was looking at Sam and at Mercedes. “Look if they have seen each this week it’s fine. We all know Sam and Mercedes favors each other over the rest of us” she joked. She thought maybe her joking around would help with the obvious tenstion but it didn’t. “Wowww well.. I’m guessing nobody is gonna tell us what’s going on and you know what honestly I don’t want to know. I want to enjoy this part drama free” she said turning toward her best friend ���It’s in the living room. Speaking of, I gotta get a lock for it. Antonio was trying to play in it.” She said getting a look from Chris “I will get a lock before he comes back. I promise..” she assured him “well do you guys want to see the pool. It’s literally Antonio’s favorite.” She chuckled “Troubles are you coming?”

Sam: gave Mercedes a quickly wink. “Hey Murray” he greeted his friend. He could feel Charice’s eyes burning through his skin and it wasn’t a good feeling. He honestly wanted to know what her deal was and he was going to ask just thought. But from the way Mercedes dragged Charice away from them, he had a feeling that he already knew the answer. He chuckles nervously at Santana’s comment, he knew that drinking was out of the question but it really did sound good right now. Especially for his nerves “ummm I have no idea” he lied nodded his head “yeah let’s not bring up any drama.” He said calmly. “Oh no don’t mention Pool to Alley unless you want her here everyday.”

Chris: was still at a loss as far as what was going on with his cousins but he knew it was better not to ask, especially when it came to Charice and Mercedes. They were probably fighting over something petty that could be resolved with a simple conversation. He frowned at Charice’s question and frowned even more when Santana said Antonio had been caught playing in the liquor cabinet. He shrugged a shoulder, trying to play his concern off. “I didnt even say anything but just so you know, I have a bunch of locks at my house that I can give. You can lock up alllll the liquor,” he grinned, following his friends out to the pool. “Oh my god, now I wanna live here. Bee, can we have one, pleeeaaassseeeeee.” Mercedes

Mercedes: clapped her hands when a pool was mentioned. “Ugh, I miss having a pool in my back yard,” she sighed, trying to bring the mood back from the tension from earlier. “I miss being a kid sometimes, ya know. Nothing to worry about but school, prom and crushes. Now I gotta worry about bills, student loans and… well still crushes. That hasnt changed much actually. I’ve started to regress.”

Brittany: nodded her head in agreement with Santana. She wanted to have fun and not focus on drama at least not tonight when they are suppose to be celebrating Santana’s new house. She looked between Chris and Santana as they talked about locks to keep Antonio out of things “Yeah I think we have locks on pretty much everything in the house” she chuckled. She gasped when Santana mentioned the pool, and quickly followed her. “Wowww this is big pool” she said stepping down the stairs. She admired how beautiful the water looked in the bright light. She chuckled at Chris’ question “if we get a house like this Ari would never wanna go to school” she said walking beside Mercedes “ugh I know. I guess that how thing you’re gonna wish your life away is true huh?” She said wrapping her arm around Mercedes shoulder “But hey at least you’re happy right? I mean you look happy.”

Charice: waved a hand at Santana. “I’m coming!” First, she needed a drink. After getting it, she walked into the backyard, her cold drink in her hand and sighed at the large pool. It was great and she definitely planned on being out here a lot when it finally got warm again. She scoffed loudly at Mercedes’ words and took a sip of her drink. “Who do you have a crush on Cedes? Hm? Inquiring minds wanna know. Do we know them? Or is it someone from your work… oh wait I forgot, you arent working yet. So who are you seeing so much that your able to develop a crush?” she asked, sweetly, looking directly at Sam. She walked over to Brittany and Mercedes and nodded. “Doesnt she? She looks so happy. Kinda like the happy you experience when you’re doing something you shouldnt be doing.”

Santana: gave Chris a knowingly look “I know you Murray and I can see that look in your eye where you want to lecture but you’re trying not to” she chuckled “Well I might grab some from you guys then. He is so nosy… I don’t know here he got that from” she said mindlessly. She smiled softly as they all went outside, if she was honest this was the biggest reason why she got this house. “Well you guys know you’re more then welcome to come here anytime. I already gave my security team your names. So they will let you in if I’m not here.”she she said listening to Mercedes speak. “Yeah I have to say Cedes.. your kind of glowing” she chuckled but quickly sighed when Charice came out side “Troubles come on so what if she is doing something she has no business. She never does anything bad. Let her live” she said with a shrug “besides I kind of wish I was in that kind of trouble.”she joked

Sam: sighed thinking that the drama was finally gone and they could breath and finally have a good time. He smiled gently at Mercedes words and if he was honest he felt the same. Yes what they were doing was wrong, but it just felt right at this moment and it wasn’t anyone business but theirs. He went to say something but stopped at Charice words. He locked eyes with her, getting confirmation that she knew and she wasn’t happy about it. Which Sam understood but he didn’t understand why she was so dead set on telling everyone what was going on. It didn’t involve her or any of them for that matter. At this point he felt uncomfortable and thought maybe it would be best if he just left. “Hey guys I have to run. Presley is coming back and I told him I would pick him up at the airport.”he said giving Mercedes a look. It wasn’t a total lie he did have to pick Presley up, but that was in five or six hours. He figured maybe if he left Charice would back off.

Chris: raised his hands in defense. “I have no idea what you mean,” he smirked before letting out a chuckle. “You dont know where he got it from? Look in the mirror dear.” He frowned when Charice came out, guns blazing and shook his head. “Okay you guys need to tell us what’s going on because you two rarely fight and when you do, it’s bad so come on. We’re all friends here.” He glanced over at Sam and shook his head. “Dude you just got here. Come on stay for a minute. Presley will be fine.”

Mercedes: clenched her teeth as Charice came into the backyard, ready to cause more drama. She was trying her hardest to ignore the little digs her cousin was giving but she had finally had enough. “Shut up Charice!” she finally snapped, glaring at her older cousin. “You are so annoying God! Maybe, I dont know, dig around your own personal life instead of trying to tell the entire world about mine! Had I known you’d just blab it, I wouldnt’ve told you. I thought we were family and we were supposed to have some kinda trust but I guess I was wrong! God, to think I felt guilty about telling Dylan about the twins! The fact that you hid them from him for the first few months of their like some kinda trophy you can hang over his head!” She really didnt mean to tell her that she was the one that told Dylan but it was like word vomit and it wouldnt stop. “I mean you try to act like you have your entire life together but really you’re just so bored you dont know how to keep your big nose out of my business!”

Brittany: shook her head at Santana and Chris “Well technically he got it from both of you” she rushed out “I mean… I didn’t say anything” she said trying to cover her tracks. She smiled softly at Charice thinking that she was sincere but realized she was wrong, especially when Mercedes snapped on her “Yeah seriously what’s going on!” She said looking between the cousins. She didn’t know how bad things were until now and she had a feeling it’s only going to get worst. She sadly looked at Sam when he said he was leaving “Why can’t Pres just get your driver to get him?l she innocently suggested. Her eyes widen at Mercedes words “um Maybe Charice is just concerned Cedes” she pointed out hoping to defuse the situation.

Charice: wasnt expecting Mercedes to snap and she honestly wasnt trying to start drama but she wanted her cousin to see that what she was doing was wrong and it needed to end. She was going to give her a pass and allow her to rant and rave all she wanted but just as she was about to speak, she heard Mercedes say that she was the one that told Dylan about the twins. It all made sense. Why Dylan knew they were his, why Mercedes was suddenly team Dylan…. and all Charice saw was red. She’d never want to fight Mercedes but she was considering it for a split second. “You told Dylan about the twins?” she shook her head. “How could you do that to me? I trusted you not to tell him. I trusted you to let me tell him in my own time and you went and told him?!” Charice nodded her head and took a large drink from her glass. “Okay. You wanna tell secrets Cedes, let’s tell secrets. I love sharing secrets with all my friends, dont you ‘cousin’!” she spat. “See I wasnt gonna say shit but since apparently family doesnt mean anything anymore, let’s all tell our little secrets! So friends, did you know Cedes and Sam have been fucking on the DL since New Years? Yeah… see you had us all fooled. You two are best friends and all that bullshit. Turns out she’s been fucking and sucking him while he’s engaged to someone else.” She turned to Sam and glared at him. “I thought you were better than that Sam. I thought you were a good man but surprise, surprise, I was wrong. It must run in the family right? You dont deserve Mila at all. She’s a good person and she doesnt deserve you sleeping with someone else behind her back.” Charice turned her attention back to Mercedes and shook her head. She was hurt and angry and she felt betrayed. Sure, she could have handled this affair better but she was going for shock to be what turned Cedes around only to be shocked herself. “You might be right. I might be a bored single mother who has too much time on her hands. But I’m a bored single mother who gives a damn about you. And I’d rather be a bored single mother than be a pathetic shadow of the woman I used to be waiting for some man to leave his fiancee for me when it isnt gonna happen.” Charice took another sip of her drink, finishing it off, placed it on the table and walked into the house to leave the party.

Santana: was having fun picking on Chris and giggling with Brittany. Well until all hell broke loose. She had a feeling something big was going on and honestly she did want to know but not right now. But from the looks of it everything was exploding and she was gonna find out about everything whether she wanted to know about it or not. She looked at Mercedes in shock as she finally explode “okay can we all just calm down and just talk this through… like adults..damn” she begged both of her best friends who ignored her wishes. She went to say something but before she could, she heard Sam was sleeping with Mercedes. In that moment she just became speechless in the first time in history.

Sam: hated to lie to his friends, but he just didn’t want the drama, not tonight of all nights. “I know but I’ll make it up to you” he said wincing when Mercedes snapped on Charice. He felt so guilty about all of this because honestly if he was just honest with himself and with Mercedes none of this would happened. But he was selfish he couldn’t let her go, not yet. When Charice let it be known what he and Mercedes had been doing he wasn’t shocked. Especially when Mercedes was hitting below the belt. He locked eyes with his sister, hating the look that she was giving him. He could handle anyone else judging them or being mad at them, but Charice, he couldn’t deal with it. “si-” he whispered trying to find some way to explain himself, but he knew he couldn’t. He looked between his friends, not knowing what to say at this point. Charice was right, Mila didn’t deserve this and neither did Mercedes. He shouldn’t have never started this in the first place. Mercedes deserved so much better then him and it was becoming more clearer now. “I gotta go” he whispered, attempting to walk around the back toward his car.

Chris: winced as Mercedes snapped. He didnt know what provoked this but what he did know was that this couldnt be good. “Hey guys maybe we need to take a breather, okay?” he suggested, his eyes growing wide when Mercedes confessed to telling Dylan about the twins. He’d always felt guilty about hiding them from Dylan even if he wasnt his friend anymore but he had convinced himself that it wasnt his place. He dropped his head in shame but then picked it back up when Charice let everyone know that Sam and Mercedes were sleeping together. “What?!” he shouted, looking between his cousin and best friend. He stepped closer to Charice, wanting to calm her down, especially since she was saying some pretty heated things but stopped when she left on her own. He turned back to Sam, seeing him trying to make a quick exit but stopped him. “What the hell man? You’re gonna take the cowards way out?” he asked, genuinely in shock.

Mercedes: knew that she was in for it the minute Charice started to shout. She shook her head, silently begging her cousin not to say anything but before she could, Charice had told all her friends. She looked around at her friend group and tried to fight her tears. What Charice was saying was hurtful, yes but she still didnt understand where Mercedes was coming from. She loved Sam. She honestly truly loved him and if giving him up was the only way that she could do the right thing, then she didnt wanna do the right thing ever again. She looked down as Charice left and sniffled when Sam mentioned needing to leave. “Let him go,” she whispered, looking up. “Chris let him go…”

Brittany: was trying to wrap her head around everything that was going on. And before she could ask again what was going on and why they were so mad at each other. Charice let it out that Sam and Mercedes was sleeping together “SERIOUSLY?” She said looking between them. Brittany loved both of her friends but she didn’t agree with this, not one bit. She glared at Sam, shaking her head at him. She thought about the conversation that they had together, when Sam admitted that he still loved Mercedes but still going to marry Mila. “I told you this would happen Sam” she scoffed, crossing her arms. She wasn’t trying to judge them but she couldn’t help but be mad at them, especially Sam.

Santana: was still taking everything in as her friends talked among themselves. She had a feeling that Sam and Mercedes still had feelings for each other. But this was so unlike them, they were never the cheating type. She looked between Sam and Mercedes as Chris and Brittany was freaking out. She could see the guilt between them. “Guys back off” she said looking at Chris and Brittany “Besides none of us has a right to lecture. Especially me”she said that tuning to Mercedes “Don’t cry okay?” She said thumbing away her best friend’s tears. “I’m in your corner.. remember that.” She sadly smiled.

Sam: stopped on his foot steps at Chris words “No but I’m not gonna stand here and listen as you guys go off and Mercedes and I” he said sadly “I know what a jerk you guys think I am and that Mercedes and Mila deserve better and you know what??? I agree with you Chris.” He chuckled sadly. He looked at Brittany and shook his head “Don’t!” He pointed out at her. He knew that she was talking about the conversation that they had, and the last thing he wanted out was that he still loved Mercedes. Letting her go was hard enough, he didn’t want his true feeling exposed because it was going to make it that much harder. He winced at the tears that were running down Mercedes face, he didn’t want to hurt her and he didn’t want to make her cry, yet the situation he created for them both was doing just that. He smiled sadly at Santana as she Comfort Mercedes. He was grateful that she wasn’t badgering them too. He walked talked Mercedes running his hand down her back “I’m sorry… I-I didn’t want this to happen” he sighed cupping her face, before pulling her into a hug.

Chris: shook his head. “I’m not lecturing anyone. I havent even had the chance to say shit since this giant bomb has been dropped on us. We’re your friends and yeah we all make mistakes but this isnt okay. I mean we’re not gonna sit around and act like this is okay right?” he asked his friends. “What the hell is going on with you two. This isnt like you.”

Mercedes: felt like dirt. She felt lower than dirt, she felt like the worst person alive. She hated that her friends now knew their secret and she hated that she was being shamed for it. She shook her head as Santana wiped her tears away. “Maybe this is me Chris. Maybe this is who I am and I’m sorry it doesnt fit the perfect mold you so badly wanna put me in.” She winced when Sam walked over to her, soothingly rubbing her back. She suddenly didnt want him touching her or consoling her and gently pushed him away when he tried to hug her. “Go home Sam,” she whispered, meeting his eyes. “We should all just… go home.” She wiped at her face and looked up at Santana. “Thank you for showing me your home. It’s beautiful,” she muttered, kissing her friend’s cheek quickly. She had nothing left to say to Chris or Brittany. They made their opinion obvious and as far as Sam went, she would talk to him later. Eventually. For right now, she needed to leave.

Brittany: didn’t mean to make Sam and Mercedes feel bad. But at the same time she couldn’t just act as if what they were doing was okay. “I’m sorry okay… I just don’t understand why you guys think this is okay?” She said shaking her head at Santana “I’m not trying to lectu-” she trailed off shaking her head. She honestly wasn’t mad at Mercedes, she was concerned for her because she had to know that she deserve better then. She hated the look that Mercedes was giving her and for the first time in their friendship she felt as if she didn’t know Mercedes right now. “Yeah I think we should leave.. it’s not like they are going to confide in us anyways…” she said looking at Mercedes. “I love you… I really do.. and I’m not trying to judge you. I could never do that. But I do think you deserve a hell of a lot better then what he is giving you right now! Call me when you realize you deserve better” She said sadly. She turned to face Santana giving her a weak smile “Sorry San… I’ll call you later” she said glancing over at Sam and Chris “Chris I’ll meet you in the car” she said turning to walk into the house to leave.

Santana: sighed softly “Hey! I never said what they are doing is okay! But look at them” she pointed between Sam and Mercedes “It’s pretty obvious that they are doing enough kicking themselves in the ass for all of you.” She shrugged. Don’t get Santana wrong it wasn’t okay to have any kind of affair, but at the same time, she didn’t want to come down on them hard especially when Brittany and Chris was doing a pretty good job of it on their own. She sighed softly as Mercedes kissed her cheek “Cedes please don’t leave yet” she begged her friend. She looked between Brittany and Mercedes hating to see two of her best friend at a crossroads right now. But she knew that once things settled they would be okay. She smiled sadly at Brittany’s words “Okay” she whispered watching Brittany leave. She crossed her arms as Mercedes dismissed Sam, seeing that it bugged him.

Sam: shook his head “I get this isn’t right okay! But.. I guess we didn’t expect to get this much judgement from you guys.” He said softly. He just wanted to be able to talk to his friends and tell people how he felt about all of this. But from the looks of it, he couldn’t do that or at least he felt like he couldn’t right now. He was taken back when Mercedes pushed him away, nodding her head at his words “okay..” he whispered, trying not to act hurt. He hated that Mercedes felt so bad or feeling like this was here fault because it wasn’t. He took a step back, seeing Brittany’s look before she walked away. Sam face Santana a small smile “Thank you for inviting me.. I hope I’m not losing your friendship too” he said leaning over to kiss her cheek “Good night San.. Chris” he said walking toward the back, to get to his car. Chris

Chris: rubbed his chin. “I wasnt judging you guys. I’m worried. You see what affairs did to me. You saw what it did to Bee hell you saw what it did to Charice and you think you two will be the exception?” he scoffed. “Because you wont be. Affairs always come out and they always hurt people.” He watched Sam walk away and glanced over at Santana. “Look I get that you think we’re all overreacting to this but you’ve never been cheated on. You dont know what that feels like. And while I love Evans and Cedes, I’m not gonna pretend like I understand why they’re doing what they’re doing because no matter what, they’re hurting someone innocent. And that’s the worst feeling in the world.” He gave Santana a quick hug and smiled sadly as he walked into the house to finally get into his car and go home.

[stardatextoday]

So I've stayed quiet long enough and I think I'm finally ready to talk about my feelings and my reaction to the story that's been circulating about the ridiculous reaction to the radio cutest couple contest. I was not expecting this to go viral, much less turn out in my favor so much. I never realized that after being a safe space for so long, that i in turn get to feel safe as well. my wife's job prevents her from being on the phone during the day and lately she's been very overwhelmed checking in at the end of the night so I think that I'll be the one to talk about this. Plus we all know that I am the extrovert of the two and I'll talk about anything. When I dropped the collage of our photos in the comment section of the radio contest, I knew that there would be some sort of lackluster reaction to it. But society has progressed AND it was our anniversary so i was full of happiness. Once i entered, I forgot about my the contest for quite a bit of time I didn't even realize people have voted for me until i got tagged in something My wife and I have been together for eight years. eight years. that's close to a decade. We are so full of love and positivity that we have made it our mission to take that overflowing love and share it with other people. We are inclusive, we listen, we sympathize, and we are a safe haven for everyone who has ever met us. I thought that by entering a normally very heteronormative traditional contest, that at least one same-sex couple could see it and remember that they are just as valid as other couples. Being married to a woman doesnt make me more or less bisexual, so my orientation shouldnt matter. I didn't expect to win, honestly, i didn't expect even make it into the contest. I'm used to seeing discrimination like that in everyday life and I would've understood if the radio station had chosen the way the traditional way to avoid conflict- even if it would have been exclusionary. However it's 2017 and times are changing. I don't expect the runner up with the poor attitude. (I blocked him almost immediately so i dont remember his name) to understand what its like to go outside and fear for your life when your partner grabs your hand. Did you stand at the courthouse trembling when the registrar asked why my wife was changing her name? No, you didn't. You werent there when i bawled in 2012 because doing my 2011 taxes meant filing as single even though I had gotten a civil union on 11/11/11. Nevermind my legal marriage in 2012 or anything. No, you weren't there. Youll never have to be there. You wont ever have to explain your decisions to people. You dont have to face discrimination for your relationship. My marriage is so strong and so loving, and yet people still wish me dead for it. Ive been called a dyke since i was 11. Ive had it written on my desk, ive had it written in my own blood on the schools bathroom mirror after being assaulted in middle school. Ive been sexually assault because of it, and ive been denied opportunities because of my sexual orientation. I dont owe anyone these explanations but i just want people to understand that after years of being called things like a "fat dyke" those words mean nothing to me. In fact I embraced them. Not everyone is privileged enough to do that. I love being chubby. I really do. I spent years and years hating myself and honestly i have never felt more beautiful and honest with myself as i do now. Yeah, i spend my free time squatting and meal prepping, but you'd never know that because im just a "250# dyke" to you. (Bless you for thinking im only 250 lol) Im a fighter; anyone whos spent more than 15 seconds with me knows that I enjoy every single last drop of diversity, yes even your bigoted opinions. Why? Because your opinions based out of hatred just reinforce mine out of love (and a little spite honestly). Your hashtags are appalling. I was put on this planet to do far more than procreate, and honestly insinuating that people who arent fertile or cannot have children, are not people is dehumanizing and objectifying. You keep giving half-assed apologies about how your beliefs are solid, and honestly i dont give a singular shit. I think you're a petulant child who lost a local radio contest because your support is far less than mine. But, thats just my opinion. My opinions are not preventing you from anything, honestly. I still think you deserve basic human rights, even though you think far less for me My wife has come home every night, too anxious about safety and notoriety to do much of anything. I never wanted this to go viral, but honestly your terrible responses from YOU and YOUR BUSINESS are the reasons this spread like wildfire. I havent said anything other than the occasional "No, please don't mention my name in your article." You are upset that your name/address/and phone number were revealed but it was one google search away. If you didnt want to be public, try not being a public official. I have gotten so overwhelmed by the love and support given to my family. People i havent spoken to in years and people that i dont even know have reached out. Ive cried in public when people told me i gave them hope. I am no saint. I am just a fat bisexual girl who likes cats and black lipstick. Im supportive and kind, even my enemies will tell you so. I wish youd stopped to get to know me before trying to assimilate a biography from a collage in the comments of a local radio stations contest I hope you had a great Valentine's Day. I spent mine eating ice cream and singing songs while driving with my wife. Hopefully someday you understand that opinions are kind of like umbrellas- everyone should have them but theyre not always necessary. Feel free to share this and tag anyone whos been involved, i would like for this to be the last of this drama tbh. http://wqad.com/2017/02/15/henry-county-board-member-attacks-lesbian-couple-sparks-facebook-fire-storm/

[pen-tagon-wvja-blog]

DON'T FALL(jungkook high school au)

Jungkook high school au Genre: high school au(fluff) Word count:…who knows? Paring:jungkook and reader(y/n) Summary: You are in a very popular kpop group called Krushed and jungkook is in BTS. You’re around 18(because your the maknae). You have to learn korean in order to move to korea and go to a korean school. Lets just say that going to the same school and entainment building as flirty jeon jungkook is, as you expected…..hard..

CHAPTER: 1 Part:½

Besides being half english and half korean, in the last two years a lot has happened. Such as living in LA (speaking english), to being forced to audition for bighit entertainment and being in your own kpop group, causing you to live in seoul (speaking korean). You have just done your comeback so you have more time at school; and you don’t know if that is a bad or good thing yet. You go to a school where most kpop artists go because its a overall art school which covers the subjects of art, dance, drama, photography, vocal and music. You didnt mind having to walk to school as was only a couple of streets away which is great because if you wear a mask not many people will recognise you. You knew some of the kpop artists and trainee’s in your classes and you werent in a class without your best friend, Momo. Apart from art, your favourite class was photography, but lunch time is the best.

In your kpop group there were 5 members: Yeonjoo- Leader, oldest, sensible, vocal Taeyoon- Lead dancer, tomboy, main rapper Yura- 4D and silly, vocal, friendly Happi- happy?!, dancer, vocal, cute, energetic Hyunji- vocal, dancer, sleepy and lazy Y/N- main vocal, main dancer, main face, flexible, shy, a bit of rap SIGH! You got along with all of the members but with taeyoon you could tell her anything anything and she would understand, she knew you inside out, you could trust her. You were worried about if people would like you, so you usually look your self up on the internet and people are usually nice but they all find it cute how you and taeyoon are so comfortable around each other, like when you casually just layed sprawled across her on the sofa.

Sadly you got woken up by water being thrown on your face by yeonjoo.“Wake up y/n…. sorry, i even tried tickling your tummy” were the first words you heard that morning. “Why are you like this?!” You replied with a groan while rubbing the water of your face and the sleep out of your eyes. “You should be excited becuase its your first day at your new school!“she said. “I’m sorry to burst your bubble but i’m not excited at all, if anything i’m sort of nervous.” It was true, it had to be said that you were nervous but when you said that you thouht to yourself that anyone would feel like that…its normal. “Don’t be, you’ll be fine. Here get ready. ” she declared while dumping my school uniform on my head. Yeonjoo was like a mum to the group, as none of us lived with our real mums, she took that place and made it her job to take care of us. UUUUURRRRGGGGGHHHHHH You had to wake up. As you opened your eyes, you realised that the school uniform was BRIGHT YELLOW!! just think positive. Anyway yellow could be the new fashion…….pppfftt……NO!! You decised to get it over with. At least you didnt look like a banana, it looked okay..ish. As you were the youngest you still had to go to school while all the other lazy members layed on theirs buts all day except when they have to open the door for the take-away man to give them their unhealthy lunch. You did your morning routine and headed to the living room which had hyunji laying face down on the carpet. You carried her to her room and layed her dow on her bed said bye and went to have breakfast. You had breakfast, brushed your teeth and grabbed your bag ready to go. Finally you shouted “BYE UNNIES!” And left. As you were halfway down the flat stairs you realised that you had forgotten your mask so you had to go back and get it. “ IM GONNA BE LATE!” So you ran to the dorm and back after grabbing your mask and putting it on.

《~Jungkooks POV~》

Jungkook practically had the same morning, with that he got water chucked on him, told to get ready, got ready, went, forgot his dancing clothes, went back, got them, and was late. “Well done jungkook!” He said to himself sarcasticlly.

《~ Y/N POV ~》

As you nervously tried to find the location of the school, your hands turned sweaty. Finally after a long search you found it and said “you can do this y/n” to yourself. Then you confidently strolled into the school looking like you were meant to be late. You tried to find the reception so they could take you to your class. YESSSS!! They have signs up!! You followed the signs untill you reached the counter of reception. They told you what class you were in, gave you your timetable and a vague direction of where to go. Squinting your eyes to try and figure out what the worn out signs said above each door, was a difficult task. Uuurrrgghhh they werent in any specific order, which wasnt helping. Aa-ha! You found one that looks like your class number so you knocked on the door politely and waited for an answer. You got an answer and went in. “Excuse me sir but is this class 18 because as im new i cant really read the worn out signs very well.“you said while gulping because all the eyes were on you. “Its okay, im sorry but this isnt class 18. Class 18 is just round the corner, i could get someone to take you if you like?” He said kindly and you replied with “Yes please sir”.

《~jungkooks POV~》

You werent running to school because you had a nice homeroom teacher who lets you off because your an idol. If you were really late, you would just say that there was lots of fans outside and if there wasnt then no one would disagree because people knew not to mess with you. As you casually strolled into school with no worries you saw something that stopped your movements completely. A girl. Not any girl but it just had to be a transfer student that was lost and looking really cute because she couldnt find her classroom. But this time she was REEEEEAAAAALLLYY pretty, like heart stopping pretty. And you being the flirty jeon jungkook you were, decided to go talk to her and help her find her class. Lets g–. Suddenly you felt that legs wouldnt move even if you willed them to move…they didnt. Uurrgghh why now?! You completely froze! Come on brain….ENGAGE! Then you realised that she was walking away from you…your eyes widened. She was going to YOUR classroom! She knocked, waited then turned the handle. It was like as if everything was in slow motion. You removed your headphones that were now playing sad music…typical. You knew you were a flirter and you admitted it, you did it for fun but this time was no fun, this was dead serious. You were in love… TRUE love. And not any part of you could deny it, you had fallen for this mystery girl who looks foriegn…. but what if you dont speak her language?! Aaaahh i bet namjoon hyung will speak her language… *sigh*urgh jungkook wake up you havent even spoken to her yet, GET A GRIP!! You kind of recognise her though…

《~Y/N POV~》

“Yes please sir” you replied politely. Suddenly it hit you, you were an idol thats why they were all staring at you! “Hhhhmmmmm, Ah! Taehyung! Would you like to go and take this student to class 18?” He asked one of his students. Because you were too busy talking to yourself you forgot to look around the class. You looked around the class and your eyes imediatly landed on the tall boy at the back who was asleep whith his head against the window, mouth wide open. You scoffed quietly and waited for a responce from the student that is so called taehyung. WAIT! like KIM taehyung, THE kim taehyung…from bts!? WAIT. You looked at the sleeping student and stared at his face intensly with wide eyes. IT WAS TAEHYUNG!!! “TAEHYUUUUNG!!“said the teacher obviously annoyed at the fact that he got no responce. You looked at the teacher and saw that he was looking at the same boy you were looking at! The cute kpop idol woke up with his back straight and eyes wide open and looking straight at you. You felt a bit centered so you broke the intense gaze that he created. "Yes sir?” He answered while finally breaking the gaze between you and him and looked at the teacher in question. “I wouldnt like you to sleep in my class but i would like you to take this new student to class 18 please.” He declared which you sneered at. STOOOPP! That means that taehyung will be taking me and me only around the school with no one watching us. WE WILL BE ALONE!!! eeeekkk! “Yes sir” he said with his big box smile on. To be honest you had huge crushes on taehyung and jungkook, you just didnt show it in order to seem respectful to your sunbaes. Taehyung took his precious time going down the middle of seats. But before he finished his admirable walk he banged his foot on the leg of a table. Wow, real smooth. “Ow.” He said like it didnt even hurt when he was making a face that said it hurt a lot. Reaching where you were standing he gave you a sly wink when he walked past and the teacher wasnt looking. OOOMMMMMGGGOOOSSSHHH!!!!! TAEHYUNG JUST WINKED AT ME……AAAAHHHH!!! You were silently fangirling on the inside but on the outside you were blushing sooooo hard. You told your cheecks to calm down but they didnt. You didnt have many friends at your old school, only close ones but when they heard you were a trainee they all wanted to be your friend. Typical. The reason you didnt have many friends is because you were naturally cold hearted towards new people. You probably didnt notice but you were being cold towards taehyung and you couldnt help it even though you practically knew him inside out. Back to reality. Taehyung walked past you and he purposely brushed his hand against yours while reaching for the door handle. You were totally fangirling inside yourself. You still couldnt believe that TAEHYUNG was beside you. It looked as though taehyung didnt recognise you which is good because if he did then he might treat you differently. When he was leaning past you, you took in his scent and it smelt manly but friendly at the same time. You loved it so much. After that he opened the door with ease and held it open, signalling for you to go through. ‘Such a gentleman’ you thought. You walked through without a smile and stopped outside, waiting for him to direct you where to go.

《~jungkook POV~》

It was true though, you did recognise her. You stood there thinking about how she would react if you flirt with her, but if you flirt with her she might not like it and therefore not like me, I’ll probably come across as too in her face, confident and needy so lets not do that. By now your legs could move and you could go in your classroom, sit next to her, know her name and dream about her. You started to walk in the direction of your classroom untill when you were about 5 metres away from the door you saw her walk out after someone opened the door for her. Maybe she got the wrong classroom, i mean the signs arent very clear. Then you were about to walk up to her and say hi untill you saw who walked out after her….taehyung. Dont get me wrong i like taehyung because we are best friends but this time you got a bit annoyed about him being with your girl. What are you thinking!? She is not your girl, stop dreaming jungkook. Although it would be nice if she was… YAH!! stop it!

《~y/n POV~》

After taehyung came out after you, he said “this way” and heads in the direct to your right. He leads the way and after 2 seconds he stops which makes you bump into his back. You rub your nose and look around taehyungs body to see a boy staring.WAIT!!!!! IS THAT JEON JUNGKOOK??!! OOO MMMMM GGGOOOSSSHHH!!! IT IS !! You blushed while standing behind taehyung but peaking around him with wide eyes to see 2 of your crushes. Jungkook just stood there staring but you couldnt tell who he was staring at yet untill taehyung spoke. “Oh!! Jungkookie!! What are you doing here?, are you late for the hundredth time?” Taehyung took steps towards jungkook and embraced him in a ‘man hug’. jungkook didnt say anything and stood there with his mouth slightly agape, still staring. But this time he was staring over taehyungs shoulder at you. Inside you were screaming so hard and trying not to scream outloud. [He was staring like he is in my profile picture]. AAAHH 2 BIASES IN ONE TOGETHER TAEKOOK.!!….AHHH. WAIT!! he might have recognised you as you were both kpop idols! Oh no! WAIT STAY CALM, JUST CALM DOWN CHEEKS GO ON YOU CAN DO IT. GO BACK TO NORMAL. You think your cheeks have gone back to normal so you instantly bow and say “hello jungkook sunbae, i am y/n” aaaaahhhh you let sunbae slip out of your mouth, that means he will know that you are a kpop artist. NOOO! So you covered it up with “i mean hello jungkook ssi, i am y/n”. At this piont jungkook looks really confused and so does taehyung because of your mistake. “How do you know me?"he asked piontlessly. "Um jungkook if you havent noticed, your a kpop idol…practically everybody knows you.” You answered casually. Suddenly taehyung burst out laughing at the fact that jungkook still had a shocked face on. You started to giggle too, i mean how could you not when taehyung is snorting. After all the laughter we all calmed down and stood staring at each other so you decided to break the silence. “Taehyung was just showing me to my classroom, what were you doing jungkook-ssi?” “Just going to my classroom” he said calmly. That was the first thing that you have heard his say in real life instead of through a tv screen. WoW. “Anyway…y/n… lets go” taehyung said as he put both his hands on each of my shoulders and lead me through many doors while chatting untill i said “didnt sir say it was just around the corner?” “Yes he did but we are going the long way.” He confirmed. “Why?” I asked confused. “Well truly because i wanted to spend more time with you” he said and after slightly blushing. “Really, why?” “Well because i thought you were like jungkook. 1: because you were really shy, 2: because your cold at first but cute on the inside.” “YAHH! You think i am cute on the inside?” “See? You werent like this earlier because you were cold on the outside.” “I see…. then your like a hyeena!.. 1:because your hair is brown, 2: because you have big ears and 3 because you laugh a lot!” “ummmm, thank you?…. anyway would you like to sit with me at lunch?"he asked curiously. "Of course!” Your walk came to an end and at the last step you took taehyung grabbed your hand and looked straight into your eyes. “Y/N when class finishes and its time for lunch, wait outside here and DO NOT move because i will come to show you where the canteen is…okay?” “Yes” was all you could say becuase you were still over whelmed that he was holding both you hands!!!! AAAHHHH!! *fangirling inside* “promise?” Taehyung asked with a serious face.“promise."you confirmed."okay, see ya later” he said while giving your hands a little squeeze and walking away. YOU COULD LITERALLY FAINT RN AAHH!!He was holding my hands!! You had to compose yourself before going in and introducing yourself. The rest of your classes went by like a blur and it was soon lunchtime. And as taehyung told you to do, you waited outside the class….

*TO BE CONTINUED*

Authors note: I dont expect many people to read this fanfic but oh well. I will be proud of myself for getting 1 like. Wow i used a lot of capitals in this chapter! I am too tired to finish this off so i split it into 2 parts and left it on a cliffhanger. Hehe lol😜😏thats it, im finished…😊 Ep 2 should be done by 20th February 2017 Dated: 11/1/17