#and they were all upside down
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
i love lan jingyi because heâs so intelligent and quick-witted but heâs also that kid whose friends would have to call the fire department after he gets stuck in a baby swing
#immaculate duality#mdzs#the untamed#mo dao zu shi#lan jingyi#jin ling would be laughing too hard to make the call so ofc it would have to be lan sizhui#before spending the entire time waiting for help to lecture lan jingyi with poetic metaphorical quotes about being an idiot#zizhen is the one genuinely trying to help by flipping him upside down lmAO#we all know a kid whoâs gotten stuck in a baby swing and they were all jingyis lbr#and if youâre that kid then congratulations#youâre a jingyi#đđđ#mdzs shitposting#apple babble đ
765 notes
·
View notes
Photo
Maybe the poison drips through
Succession 4x10 âWith Open Eyesâ
#succession#kendall roy#roman roy#siobhan roy#shiv roy#logan roy#tHE ENDING??? THE FINALE?? YALL....#it was perfect but also sad but bittersweet but also poignant im#MANY THOUGHTS HEAD FULL#i honestly love how open ended it was#also i love drawing people upside down so#obligatory upsidedown post haha#they really said lets give the roy kids one happy moment and then fuck them over huh#erio art#erio stuff#i am in the camp of kendall gets therapy (actual useful therapy)#roman gets to live his life w/out burden#pls i feel so bad for shiv it feels like she took one for the team#all her brothers were free of their shackles#but ironically shiv who started as an outsider became trapped instead..#THIS FINALE WAS JUST SO GOOD UGH
775 notes
·
View notes
Text
i started writing an entire steve is seven fix-it au ficlet just because of this one scene that was stuck in my mind. but it's turning out way too long, so here's the scene instead
and god when he first meets eleven again. they all gather together at steve's to strategize and eleven steps into the house with hopper and the kids in tow. and steve just. starts crying as soon as he sees her.
"ellie," he sobs out. everyone, but robin, looks confused. eleven frowns but as steve takes his watch off and shows her his tattoo, her eyes widen in recognition. the kids move to interrupt, but eleven runs towards steve.
"seven!" she yells as she jumps into his arms. he holds her tight and sinks to his knees as his body is wrecked with sobs. el begins to cry into his shirt.
"i'm so sorry, ellie, i didn't want to leave you there, i'm so sorry," he gasps out.
"i know, it's okay, seven," she whispers.
the room is silent with varying levels of shock and heartbreak on everyone's faces. steve pulls away to put his forehead against el's.
"it's steve now, actually. well steven, but everyone calls me steve."
"steven... did you just add a t to seven?" el asks, scrunching her nose.
steve laughs and says, "my mom, or well the family that found me, gave me that name. it's a real name, i swear."
"what the hell is going on?" mike interrupts them.
steve sighs. it's time to explain everything.
#in this au steve has flashes of visions of the future#and starts planning to bring the entire gang together before canon#because he sees visions of them and realizes they will all be important against the upside down#he sets out to prevent a lot of canon events#stobin and steddie from s1 baby#steve harrington as seven#steve harrington has powers#steve harrington#el hopper#eleven stranger things#stranger things#ficlet#fanfiction#mine#fic#should i tag the others who were mentioned?#mike wheeler#jim hopper#robin buckley
46 notes
·
View notes
Text
i'm in such a mood so i'll actually get into it but like the way that stranger things is quite literally the worst show for characters like nancy wheeler and el hopper to exist in because they are never going to get the recognition they deserve or the writing they deserve and the fact that nancy wheeler literally stood in front of a speeding car to protect her little brother and his friends that she used to dress up as an elf to play d&d with and most of you bitches don't even fucking GET IT and say the most outlandish unbased stupid fucking shit about her on the regular pisses me off so bad like i literally cant wait for stranger things to end so nancy wheeler can be all mine and the like 5 other people who actually understand and give a fuck about her (maya and natalia included)
#txt#in my fuckfing feelings about nancy rn cos im speeding thru the st ladies week and i saw a shot of her teeny tiny in the upside down#for the first time compared to nancy in the upside down shooting vecna and like. you guys dont understand#and lets not get into how erased nancy is from just general products for this stupid show lol <3#why were there 4 vecna stickers and none for nancy in the notebooks lol if shes a main ch lol has been since day 1 lol#death to all of you people
215 notes
·
View notes
Text
hey im stilll working on commissions bythe way okay ihavnt forgotten about them i have had to deal with a few traumatic events inthe meantime so if youve seen me drawing ocs and posting them its for morale okay đ iam working on commissions but ialso am trying to stay sane.!
i also FINALLY have a new job its going well so far im liking it keepingmy fingers crossed đ€
#stuff icannot like talk abt on tumblr but lol this past 2 months were hell forreal#đ#ifeel so guilty drawing for myself when i have comms butlike THEN something. Happens. and then imlike oh no lol#its okay joan theyare not goingto kill you with rocks for taking longer on commissions#i got stuck in the first storm also the one down in wilmington but we were safe but the hurricane helene stuff is also really really#frightening yeah#and very sad#that was never supposed to happen to appalachia EVER and like i dont know where else the next storm is gonna hit#theres another one on the way and im like duuude i dont KNOW if wewill have to evacuation or even where we would go TO#bleghgh#poor asheville its so so sad like its a town ive BEEN TO and met people there and now its just wiped clean like. all of their livelihoods#and in wilmington we got stuck because the ROADS COLLAPSED like the actual concrete stuff CAVED IN.#and the main highway was underwater and like#when we finally were able to leave where we were stucm we drove past so many cars tossed upside down and like#man#man!!#really sad iam goingto try and share more hurricane helene stuff posts becauselike#north carolina REALLY needs it bad right now its not just the mountains like further down where its all like#like low flat land like it didnt take much to completely put everything underwater yeah
28 notes
·
View notes
Text
mike (on his own):
the party (as a unit, but without mike):
the contrast always gets me. how did they expect to clear eddie's name if they didn't even stand up for him to the police that would have to decide he's innocent. they don't have to say they're helping him and risk getting him caught, but the whole town knows that dustin and lucas are his friends at this point. it makes complete sense for them to not believe he's behind the murders. mike would've made it crystal clear how idiotic they are for believing eddie's responsible
#stranger things#mike wheeler#briony babbles#i'm sorry they're so useless without him#they didn't even have a PLAN to help eddie#'we're gonna kill vecna' okay that doesn't prove eddie didn't kill anyone#and even if it did what were they gonna do? expose the upside down?#people with guns come after them when they try to do that#mike took all the brain cells with him when he left
456 notes
·
View notes
Text
I feel like the kids in st would have simple small answers for âwhat do you want to do in the futureâ bc subconsciously or not they donât think theyâll survive, I think Lucas would answer and say oh I want to be a camp counselor one summer and his dad is likeâŠ.I meant a job son
#lucas sinclair#i love him#and i think they would all do this more unconsciously like oh id like to learn how to drive#and thier parents are like what? drive? we meant like goals you have#and they are like yeah#driving is a goal maybe even getting a job or you know i was really hoping i could one day have a party with my friends at the lake#and slowly all the parents are realizing they don't think theyll live past 16/18 and are like wtf happened#i think the parents slowly picking up that their kids have massive amounts of trauma in small ways is so important#bc listen some of them have good parents and parents will pick up on that shift in them#i want ms henderson to be so concerned why her son is suddenly freaking out if he hasn't talked to all his friends that day#or confused why he suddenly doesn't eat certain foods anymore (they were the last thing he ate before upside down adventures)#like all that#very important okay
259 notes
·
View notes
Text
đȘ± Wiggle WednesdayđȘ±
Thank you @paperbackribs who tagged me last week, I saw it while I was in class and immediately forgot until I saw people posting their things today. But I'm always excited to share my current brainworms
This is a scene from a fic that I pick at every now and then, so it's basically always on the brain. It started as something about Lucas and Steve and trying to explain away the slight anachronism of Steve (popular and rich) being in Nikes before Jordan made them cool (thank you Air) and it has turned into something much more about Lucas and also his Mom relating through a shared love of basketball and Steve is also there.
Itâs a Friday night after the end of the world, and strangely Lucas is at a basketball game.
Or maybe itâs only strange because itâs so normal.
A Friday night in a small town and there isnât much to do except support the home team. Only Mom wonât watch football, she calls it barbaric, so she reserves all her team spirit for November when basketball season starts. Lucasâ skin itches a little under the Hawkins Tigers shirt heâs wearing, as heâs pretending to be normal when a couple weeks ago he learned monsters were real. What can he do though? Mrs. Byers has Will on house arrest, Mike is still mourning Eleven, and Dustin hasnât been allowed out since Willâs Lazarus act.
Maybe heâs being too sensitive. Steve is here, who Lucas mostly knows from Mike complaining about being Nancyâs stupid boyfriend. Steve is playing like everything is fine, even though Lucas knows Steve knows. He heard whispering about it with Nancy when he went to the bathroom the last time he was at Mikeâs. But Steve is smiling as he paces down the court. Miles better than the other players around him, when Steve has the ball Lucas feels like he does when heâs watching a real basketball game on the couch with his Mom.
If Steve can act like things are normal. If he can sink three pointer after rebound after assist, maybe itâs okay that Lucas is wearing his Tiger green. He floats down the court and everyone cheers. But no one cheers right. When #21 Hagan gets a rebound off of Seymourâs best player, a girlâs voice screams so loud it makes his throat hurt. No one cheers that way for Steve. Itâs just excitement for the game, not for him and the way he is playing.
When the game ends, Hawkins 73: Seymour 42, and the crowd storms the court Lucas stands by his Mom in the bleachers. She hates feeling the push of the crowd against her and as he gets older, and peopleâs hands get rougher, heâs starting to understand. Heâs too old to be caught standing by his Mom though. After everything, he knows better than to move too far away from her; going to the game with your Mom is one thing, being the kid getting called out over the intercom because she canât find you would be life ruining.
Lucas watches the thinning crowd while he waits. Parents and girlfriends crowding their sweaty players. He doesnât want to get caught looking at any of those boys for too long now that they arenât playing. He isnât sure why. So he keeps looking for something familiar.
Steve is standing beside a short, dark haired man whoâs got what his father calls a beer gut. He doesnât look anything like Steve, but heâs also the only adult anywhere near him. Heâs the only person at all thatâs really near Steve. Theyâre talking excitedly about something. He claps Steve on the back and whatever he says next has Steve looking down toward the floor.
âIs that Steveâs dad?â he asks his mom before thinking about why that might be a weird question to ask her.
âWho?â The way she says it makes him sure she hadnât actually heard the question. Sheâd caught a name, when he interrupted her conversation with the lady next to them, but not enough to answer. Itâs a free chance to drop the issue. To say sorry, never mind, and go back to watching people move on the floor below them.
âThat guy,â she slaps his hand down as he goes to point. âThe guy next to Steve, number 8, is that his dad?â
âHow do you know him?â The question, instead of an answer, startles him enough that he looks at her instead of Steve. Stern, he knows he doesnât want to lie to her, but he also isnât sure how to say that this random high school boy saved two of his best friendsâ older siblings' lives.
âHeâs Nancyâs boyfriend. Mike talks about him.â
If heâd just waited. He would have gotten his question answered without asking Mom. They both watch as that man says one more thing to Steve, shakes his hand, and walks out of the gym. âI donât see Nancy here.â Because they both know he doesnât really need his other question answered anymore.
âI donât think she really likes sports.â
Mom sucks her teeth, a judgmental tchk that has heat climbing the back of his neck when it's not even for him. "Well that's a shame, he's a good player." There's finally enough space on the floor that they could leave. He wants, desperately, for them to just go cause something about this conversation is making him feel guilty again. "Do you want to to say hi?"
There's nothing he wants less than that. Lucas thinks if he has to go up to this guy, who went toe to toe with a monster, while his mom trails behind he'll die. Lucas thinks if he says hi to a guy who has only seen him maybe twice in the context of Mike Wheeler's house, and has to sit there while Steve blankly accepts his congrats he'll melt into the floor.
"Can we just go home? I still have homework."
And some tags to @fuctacles, @cauldronoflove, @thefreakandthehair, @stevespookington, @stevieharringtonwifeguy
@eriquin, @grasslandgirl, @augustjustice, and anyone else who wants to play!
#wiggly worm wednesday#stranger things#lucas sinclair#sue sinclair#Steve Harrington#technically I have included Sonny V.accaro in this#and now that we're in tag territory i'm gonna spill the details of my special hcs#1 and the foundation of this fic: steve is so good at basketball he was part of vaccaro's hs basketball swag program#which if you haven't watched air which i did really enjoy#he would give free nike shoes to hs basketball players that he thought would make it big hoping to build brand loyalty and establish nike-#-as an actual competitor to adidas and converse which they weren't at the time#i tend to base the actual hs stuff in my st fics on my parents experience given that they were in small towns in the general area at the-#-time that canon takes place so for reference my dad played hs ball and the whole team wore converse as their uniform#i do sincerely believe that steve was good enough at basketball pre-concussions pre-upside down that he could have been v successful#hc 2: sue sinclair played womens basketball in college#we're playing fast and loose with the timeline visavis sue btw#but if we streeeeetch it to its full potential she played in the national tournament pre wncaa i did research for the record#hc 3 which is implied here: bi!lucas with a crush on steve always always#also sorry for the strays nancy i love you#maybe one day you all will get to see the rest of this fic
24 notes
·
View notes
Text
So this:
Leads to this:
Which leads to this:
Which allows vecna to do this:
Right? RightâŠâŠâŠ. So then this:
Leads to this:
Which leads to:
???????????????? đđđđđ
Will has had powers.
#will has powers#no - he had powers. he probably displayed them when he got taken in to the upside down. and vecna wanted those powers. so he took them.#this also opens up to the possibility he could get them back somehow. with el it was through memories of her mom when she was born. love.#when she relived her younger self opening the gate for the first time through the power of love#so Will could get his back through strong feelings of love. just saying.#stranger things predictions#stranger things theories#byler#byler tumblr#so the cool kids can find this đ#I HAVE ANOTHER THING TO SAY!!! Els powers are strong from negative emotions - hatred. anger. vengeance.#but theyâre even more powerful from feelings of love - familial and platonic love (mama. hopper. max. etc)#so if Will did show his powers to vecna (accidentally) when he got taken then those would have been from his most common negative emotion#fear#El is anger. hatred. will is fear. anxiety.#so will will get his powers to their fullest strength only with Love. romantic love. feeling wanted. useful.#familial/friend love was something El needed in her life and she against all odds managed to find it#she got the love she desperately needed and deserved (not romantic like the Melvinâs seem to think)#will has all that in buckets. he has friends who love him. the best mom and brother anyone could wish for. but he feels unworthy of love.#feels like all the bad things that happened to him were deserved. so him receiving and accepting what he desperately needs and deserves#will fully unlock his powers - if he has them.#thank you for coming to my Ted talk
167 notes
·
View notes
Text
fun fact: you can turn random sketches from years ago into characters from your current obsession. it's perfectly legal and no one can stop you
so uh welcome my smith family oc's summer! pls pls pls dont be unbearably crunchy, ik i should've resized the pic before i digitalized it, im sorry okay
#back when i was in school drawing i mostly didn't make ocs or fanart i just sat down and pulled characters out of my ass on the spot#this being from 4 years ago and barely having improved speaks to how steep the learning curve is going from traditional to digital i think#i mean there was a good long time there i wasn't drawing at all but im cutting myself some slack considering the worldwide uh#events#that were turning my life upside down during the pretty critical age of my last teen years#rick and morty#summer smith#summer#rnm#rick & morty#r&m#my art#my fanart#rick and morty fanart#rnm fanart#summer smith fanart#rnm oc#rick and morty oc#summer smith oc#r&m fanart
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
#this is horrifying#weâve now seen steve/jonathan/dustin and what Iâm assuming is supposed to be nancy#the first few were 100% ep 1#and this one at the top says 504#it also says mccorkle farm#which wasnât that blonde kid that made fun of troy peeing himself named greg mccorkle or something ?#edit: did Not know eugene's last name was mccorkle. did not retain that info at all#but ! s2 connection !!#anyway dustinâs says mccorkle farm and jancyâs says mccorkle farm upside down#very curious#also. who is driving#s5#st5 spoilers#spoilers#twitter
83 notes
·
View notes
Text
"damian is a murder and an assasin!" "Hes a sociopath" "he killed Dick!"
hes a little guy. he's just a wee lad. he literally looks like this
you failed to grasp the bare fundamentals of what it means to be human and you should not be allowed to spread your dereliction on the masses
#batfamily#batgirl#batman#comic books#dc comics#damian wayne#dick grayson#dcu#daddy issues#bruce wayne#robin#batman comics#Damian Wayne serves as an example of what it means to strive for perfection in a world where everyone has a different definition of what pe#perfection required being a faultless killer capable of taking lives without care or mistake. However#Damian's world was turned upside down one day when he was placed in a position where he had no concept of what being perfect meant. With Ba#perfection meant being optimistic#kind#and a light in the darkness - all traits that Damian was taught were weaknesses. Even with Dick#who desired Damian to be honest and empathetic#Damian struggled to reconcile the various definitions of perfection. Unfortunately#Damian could never be perfect in any situation. He would always be too much for his father and not enough for his mother. He would be too v#but too kind to be an assassin. Damian was too cold to form friendships#but too human to not desire them. The outright and purposeful ignorance of certain DC fans regarding Damian's valid traumatic experiences d#which itself was a traumatic experience. Dick's death was a tragic accident that Damian would mourn for the rest of his life. Damian has de#and I cannot accept it as a valid difference of opinion.
181 notes
·
View notes
Text
Powers in Stranger Things
Okay so, I want to do a powers au for steddie where one or both Steve and Eddie have powers. And I started wondering about how to do that. There seems to be like, 3 different ways most people do this.
1.) Secret Lab Children.
Steve usually gets labeled 7 because Steve and Seven are close in terms of just the words themselves. Eddie usually gets labeled 10 or something? No idea why, but whatever. Both have a lot of potential for both answering questions not answered by canon while also giving angsty opportunity.
2.) Exposure to Creatures/weird shit in Hawkins
Steve got a mouthful of something in the tunnels underground Hawkins, and people sometimes have that give him powers.
3.) The Upside Down/Dimension X
This one's less common, or at least less common from what I've read, and also apparently the canonical answer to how Henry got powers in the first place even though that makes no fucking sense. According to the stage play, apparently, when Henry was a child he got transported to Dimension X and interacted with the mind flayer which gave him COMPLETELY NEW BLOOD AND A NEW PERSONALITY AND ALSO GAVE HIM POWERS.
So what I'm saying is like half the cast should have powers at this point, especially Will. And that we can all just start saying shit. Why do Eddie and Steve have powers? Fuck you, that's why. They have powers and they're gonna fuck because I said so. And then they're gonna use their powers to fuck and then they're gonna kill Vecna just by letting him know how lame he is.
#stranger things#powers#powers au#steve harrington#eddie munson#steddie#the duffer brothers are hacks#this also doesn't take into account that El just has powers because the duffers stole Charlie McGee's origin story but made it darker#And we still DON'T FUCKING KNOW WHY OR HOW THE REST OF THE EXPERIMENT KIDS GOT POWERS#because El didn't open a door to the upside down until after they were dead#and she didn't get her powers from the upside down#SO HOW THE FUCK DO THE OTHER KIDS HAVE THE POWERS#DID THEY ALL TOUCH A SPYGLASS IN A CAVE IN NEVADA#the fucking show doesn't care about these questions so why should we
26 notes
·
View notes
Text
Big Analysis Part 1
Gates, Demogorgons, and Tunnels
[ Part 2 ]
My attempt to iron out explanations for a variety of how-and-when type questions pertaining to.. well, it's there in the title. this is super long, but I really hope you take a look because I think I've got viable explanations if not The Answer for a lot of big questions.
Topics:
The difference between gates and portals
Is the demogorgon Henry?
Is S1, S3, S4 all the same demogorgon?
Why no more portals since S1?
Is Dart the slug Will coughed up?
Where was the demogorgon for seasons 2 & 3?
How the Russians captured the democreatures & particles
How did Dart get in Dustin's trash?
What's the deal with the tunnels? is that the UD?
The significance of the library in the UD
Why do some gates close and others spread?
Theory about the mothergate
Theory about it was a seven / 8:15
this post deals mostly with the literal and not so much predictions/symbolism/character analysis type stuff, but a few topics in the second half start to form theories that flirt with potential spoiler territory, so if you prefer to be surprised about the subject of Will's vanishing in s5, probably don't read.
these sections are ordered to build logic and Realizations as you read straight through, so although I tried to make it browsable, it REALLY makes more sense if you read all of it.
1. Gates and portals
distinguishing gates from portals is not at all my idea, but let me nail down the differences between them because it's super important for the logic of this entire analysis.
both are doorways into the other dimension, both are separated by a goopy pink membrane, but their other qualities aren't consistent. besides who made them and from which direction, some have vines coming out, some don't. some leave no trace, others do.
here's a list of all the different holes I can think of and different qualities they have.
grey is for things we weren't shown, but I filled in based on the logic of the rest and the fact that if it was otherwise somebody would've mentioned it.
so here's the distinction I'm making for the rest of the post:
GATES are opened by humans. they have vines and may be inclined to close or spread, but when they do close, they leave scars:
list of what I consider gates:
'79 in the rainbow room
'83 in the lab (the mothergate)
'83 in the classroom
'84 in Russia just for a minute
'85 under Starcourt
'86 Chrissy, Fred, Patrick, Max gates
most of these are explicitly referred to as "gates" on the show. "door" is also used sometimes to mean gate by both Henry and Alexei.
*vines are always characteristic of gates with the single exception that I'm not certain we saw any in the Starcourt one. it's clearly a legit gate - closing it makes the monster die. I guess it would have vines but doesn't yet, because Alexei says it's not open but openING. I'll remind you when this becomes relevant.
**it looks most logically consistent to me to say that gates always leave scars, but we were never actually shown what either of the laser gates looked like after closing.
PORTALS are small holes opened by the demogorgon which never have vines, always close up pretty quickly, and never leave a trace. list of what I consider portals:
the Byers living room wall, living room floor, living room ceiling, Will's room wall, hallway floor
the Nancy tree where the demogorgon yoinks the deer
the school hallway
the wall in the shed where Will got yoinked
the ceiling of the Lab elevator where the scientist got yoinked
the pool where Barb got yoinked
I can't remember anybody on ST ever referring to one of the temporary holes opened by the demogorgon as "a gate", even though they never explicitly discuss a difference either.
in contrast to gate scars, they make a point of showing that no trace is left behind when portals heal.
"but wait, the demogorgon is totally Henry, doesn't that throw off the data in your stupid little chart?"
no, not the way I understand Henry to "be" the demogorgon. I'll explain more in Is the demogorgon Henry?, but I believe all these portals are being, in deed though not in purpose, opened by the actual demogorgon.
"but wait, what about the time Will opened that portal in the wall??"
no he did not. that was the hole where the demogorgon came through to attack Joyce before - Will found it just before it finished healing.
now, one more huge thing: gates enable portals to be opened.
where am I getting this?
well, if Henry can make a demogorgon open a portal to yoink Will in 1983... why wouldn't he have just done that in 1979? why Henry's whole thing about needing El to open a gate for him, if portals are a thing?
just think: Will got taken when the mothergate opened, but he wasn't taken through the mothergate. the demogorgon didn't grab him in the shed, drag him 2 miles down the road, in the front door of Hawkins Lab, down the elevator [Will and the demogorgon awkwardly listening to elevator music], through the mothergate, back through the Upside Down version of all that backwards, all the way back to his house where they started. no, Will was taken right through a portal in the shed to the UD shed. so what did the gate even have to do with it?
the fact that the demogorgon never opened any portals until immediately after the opening of the mothergate tells us that it couldn't until then.
2. Is the demogorgon Henry?
for sure. but in what sense is critically important. I can think of three ways that we could say Henry "is" the demogorgon:
Henry shapeshifting? This doesn't work for me because I don't think Henry can shapeshift. I don't think what he does to Max in s4 is literally, physically changing his appearance, but rather changing Max's perception of his appearance, like what Kali can do.
and even if he could shapeshift, I don't think that explains what's going on. like wearing an Eleven Halloween costume doesn't grant you telekinesis, Henry shapeshifting as a demogorgon would not personally gain its abilities. and the demogorgon must have abilities Henry doesn't, otherwise he wouldn't need to involve it at all.
Henry tricking observers into perceiving him as a demogorgon? Nah. it showed up in Jonathan's candid photo.
Henry puppeting an actual demogorgon is the only way that makes sense. I believe the demogorgon of s1 is an actual demogorgon that Henry is controlling after possessing it with the Mind Flayer, just like he did to Will.
we see the Henrygorgon open portals a bunch of times, so by whose ability is this happening: the demogorgon, Henry, or the Mind Flayer?
it can't be Henry, because if Henry could open portals himself, he wouldn't need the demogorgon. and it can't be the Mind Flayer, because again, why involve the demogorgon.
portaling can only be the demogorgon's ability, and that's why it's very important that the Henrygorgon is physically a legit demogorgon that's taking orders from Henry, and not somehow Henry in disguise.
"but wait, if portaling is an inherent demogorgon ability, why hasn't the demogorgon been terrorizing Hawkins since forever?"
because you gotta have a gate in order to open portals, and there wasn't a gate open long enough for it to come through until 1983.
3. Is s1, s3, and s4 the same demogorgon?
No.
the one El dispatches in s1 is all burnt because of Nancy & co setting it on fire, but the s3 postcredits one has pristine skin. s1 and s3 are different individuals.
the s3 and s4 look very different, but this dialogue in Hopper's last supper scene explains how they're the same one:
You know why they feed captive predators live prey? Because if they don't, the predator gets bored and stops eating. It needs the thrill of the hunt. And this food isn't to make us strong. It's to make us plump. So we're full of the nutrients and protein that a growing monster might need.
in the s3 postcredits we see them feed a captive prisoner to it, and that's why it's skinny - it's bored. in 4, now that it's been hunting prey that can fight back, it's filled out, muscular, battle scarred. it's so buff Mike would have a poster of it if only it had nipples.
4. Why haven't there ever been any more portals since season 1, if demogorgons and gates are still both a thing?
I first theorized that the demogorgon's ability to open portals gets switched on when at least one gate to our world is open, and off when none are. but if that was it, then the Russian demogorgon should have started portaling all over the prison the moment Chrissy died. I had to get up and take a walk because this ruined my whole thing, but I think I've got it now.
the answer is in the very first scene of the show.
the scientist comes fleeing out from the gate room. but then the thing he's running from is somehow ahead of him, already in the elevator.
to pop out into the RU elevator, the demogorgon had to come from the UD. but we know it was in the RU once already before that, because it already scared the scientist. so how'd it get to the RU that time? it could not have come through a portal to the RU straight from its eternity in the UD, otherwise it would've been doing that since forever.
it's a chicken/egg situation that's only solved by the demogorgon coming in originally through the gate.
Brenner goes down to look at the gate, some guy says "is this where it came from?" and he says "Yes." why TELL us that? the audience can't just see "gaping eldritch hellhole" and "monster on the loose" and put two and two together? this must be REALLY important to be so underlined.
it is. they're showing us that the demogorgon became able to open portals between the UD/RU not just by virtue of the gate existing, but by coming in through it.
the Chrissy gate didn't make the Russian demogorgon able to open portals because it didn't come in through Chrissy's gate. more on that later.
5. Is Dart the slug Will coughed up?
definitely not. those things grow up very quickly, in a matter of days. Dustin found Dart as a pollywog almost an entire year after Will coughed up the slug so there's no way it's the same one.
6. Where was the demogorgon for seasons 2 and 3?
the Henrygorgon of season 1 is either dead or minding its own business in the Upside Down. I don't think it's dead because the same treatment didn't kill Henry.
"but wait, the mothergate was still open, if the Henrygorgon wasn't dead why didn't it just come right back in?"
the process of dematerializing it could also have exorcised it of the MF, so that it was no longer the Henrygorgon. or maybe Henry just didn't want to do season 1 all over again after he already got his ass kicked.
so if season 1's demogorgon is retired, where's the Russian one been during seasons 2 and 3? :)
you know how I said the Russian demogorgon isn't able to open portals because it never came in through Chrissy's gate? well, it never came in through any gate.
how could a demogorgon possibly get to the Rightside Up WITHOUT passing through a gate? there's only one way.
being born on this side.
:) :) :)
The Russian demogorgon is the slug Will coughed up.
"but wait, those slugs grow up to be demodogs, not demogorgons!" they're factually the same animal. here's an interview detailing the creative process for all its life stages from slug to demogorgon, in which ST's VFX supervisor states that the demodog is, quote, "an adolescent model of the Demogorgon."
I'm not saying "wouldn't that be a hoot," I'm saying it can't be any other way. the Russian demogorgon can't be the original one, because it isn't burnt. there were manymany demogorgons born in season 2 (Dart & friends) but it can't be one of them because they all died when El closed the gate. some demogorgons were born at the end of season 1, but all except one were born in the UD where their hosts died (we'll talk about this later), and aren't in play. that leaves only one unaccounted for.
Will coughed it up and it went down the sink, into the sewers of Hawkins. over a matter of days it matured into a demodog and started digging the tunnels of season 2.
7. How the Russians captured the democreatures and particles
Enzo tells Hopper that he's "heard rumors of a monster from America" and in season 3 Erica looks at a steel cage in the Russian bunker and says: "Hey Dustin, how big did you say that demogorgon was?" this spells out for us that the Russian demogorgon was captured in Hawkins and transported to Russia.
this is another reason the Russian demogorgon has to be Will's, and not merely one of Dart's generation that was allowed to grow up instead of being put into suspended animation in those tanks - they want us to know the Russians caught a demogorgon that was already an adult.
I think this is why they made a point of the Starcourt gate being "openING" instead of open - to rule out the possibility that a new demogorgon came in.
since the Russians never opened a gate long/big enough for any democreatures to come through, the demodogs had to be sourced from Hawkins also.
I figure the Russians captured them both underneath Hawkins in season 2.
"but wait, underground Russians were a 3 thing, not a 2 thing!"
you know how long it takes to move that much earth? to have that humongous underground fortress finished and functional by season 3, the Russians had to be well underway during 2. the scene of the failed Russian gate which necessitates them trying again in Hawkins is set in June '84 (that's between 1 and 2). they could have started any time from then on.
In 3x4, we see Hopper look at some land deeds - the people who own Starcourt (Russians) buying up farmland because they "want to expand" - dated 11/13/84. for context, that's like a week after El closed the gate in season 2. the Russians built Starcourt in 1984 to conceal their real construction project, the underground fortress.
so in the process of digging sometime between July-October of 1984 while the mothergate was still open, the Russians must have run into those tunnels that ran all underneath Hawkins. and at that time, the tunnels contained the adult Will-demogorgon and lots of demodogs. they captured the adult and several juveniles - possibly at younger stages when it would've been easier - and put them into suspended animation. they kept the demogorgon awake, and shipped them all off to Russia, where they started feeding the demogorgon prisoners.
"but wait, the Russian demodogs can't be from the s2 Hawkins batch! they all died when the gate closed!"
hang on, I'm about to explain.
now, how on earth did the Russians capture a hunk of the particles?
I can't think of an easier way to capture it than packaged neatly in host bodies. the demodogs the Russians captured were possessed,
"hold it right there, how'd they capture possessed demodogs? wouldn't they just portal away? wouldn't they be all rabid and invincible?" juvenile demogorgons aren't able to open portals. if they could, Dart would've escaped Dustin's cellar that way. and possession doesn't make demogorgons of any age invincible, it just controls them mentally. demogorgons can take 900000 bullets because they're just like that, possessed or not. strong skin or something. but juveniles aren't so tough yet - see Hopper taking out several of them with 1 shot apiece as El closes the gate.
anyway, they took a handful of possessed demodogs back to the facility in Russia and burnt the MF out of them, trapping their combined particles in that holding tank, and then placing the exorcised dogs into suspended animation.
the Russians definitely know about he-likes-it-cold. it's how they're keeping the swirling particles contained behind glass: they've got the area outside its holding tank surrounded with heating elements. it isn't captive because it can't break glass, it's captive because it doesn't want to go toward the heat.
this explains how these several captive demodogs don't drop dead as a result of gates closing: not just because they're in suspended animation, but because they're no longer possessed at the time the gates close.
think of Will in season 2 - they had to hold off closing the mothergate until they burned the MF out of him, otherwise as a part of the army, Will would have died along with all the demodogs.
see, the "democreatures all dropping dead when a gate closes" thing isn't because the creatures just inherently die of homesickness or something, it's because they're almost always possessed by the MF, and the MF is what "dies" (falls down inert) when gates are closed. if the MF "died" while inside Will, Will would have died, but exorcised Will survived the closing of the mothergate just fine, and so did these demodogs. in fact, the exact piece of the MF that was in Will was the piece that was in the flesh monster, and it did "die" when the Starcourt gate closed, which made the monster die.
s4 spells out for us that demodogs/gorgons can and do get possessed by the MF exactly how Will did (the dying Russian guard says that "the shadow went into them"), confirming for us the mechanism for s1's Henrygorgon.
we know the demodogs aren't still possessed while in suspended animation because the shadow wouldn't need to go into them if it was already in them.
"but wait, are we sure those demodogs were possessed in the first place if they were born in the tunnels and not in the actual UD? how did the MF get to them?"
they definitely were possessed because they acted as a part of the hive mind, but I am a bit shaky on how. my best explanation right now is that since the tunnels went right up to the mothergate, the MF could reach into the RU tunnels like it reached through when El was closing the gate, or the demodogs passed freely in and out of the gate and got possessed while in the UD.
8. How did Dart get in Dustin's trash?
my best guess on this one is disappointingly mundane. I saw that shot of Hopper seeing the dead raccoon in the tunnels, and I thought, how about if a raccoon was rooting around in Dustin's trash and coughed up a slug?
this led me down a much more important avenue of thought: where all those demodogs came from. by season 2 there are a LOT. I'd say 20-30 just in that one shot of them falling dead in droves when El closes the gate.
while we do have one demogorgon in play at this time, demogorgons themselves can't reproduce as far as we know. those slugs are planted by a vine.
live bodies are needed to incubate those slugs, but Hawkins is a small town and dozens more disappearances would've surely been mentioned. how then?
animals. Will's demogorgon yoinked any number of animals from the woods to host those slugs, and the slugs soon grew into demodogs which fed on their hosts' bodies.
only they weren't yoinked to the UD, but to the tunnels. that's what that area littered with bones was were Hopper got trapped, the place he called the "graveyard". a demogorgon nursery.
9. What's the deal with the tunnels?
the tunnels act as sort of a bridge area between the RU and the UD.
it's physically the RU, but so heavily infiltrated by the vines and spores due to proximity to the gate that it's functionally the UD. (like how vines and spores spread a little ways into the Lab through the gate, hence hazmat suits needed to even approach it).
it can't be the actual UD, because the hole Hopper digs through to access it doesn't act like a gate/portal. if the tunnels were the UD, if Hopper was even able to break through with his shovel (which humans can't do), he would have fallen into a gravity-reversed UD copy of that pumpkin field. instead, he broke through to a physical tunnel in the dirt.
10. The significance of the library in the Upside Down
ok this is one of my hair twirlingest sections in the whole thing
you know when Will pointed out that spot in the tunnels, and said it was important and the Mind Flayer didn't want him to see there?
and Hopper saw on the soldiers' video feed that they were in "the graveyard," that place Joyce and Bob rescued him from earlier? the demogorgon nursery?
but it turned out Will was just lying about it being important to get those soldiers sent to their deaths?
Will wasn't lying. It really is an important place.
the graveyard is where the ambush happened. and the graveyard is directly underneath the library.
not just because of the X clue, but because, remember how I called the graveyard a demogorgon nursery a minute ago?
and remember what happened to Will in the library?
as above, so below.
the library is the demogorgon nursery of season 1's Upside Down. all six of the yoinked were taken there to get slugged, not just Will.
"but wait, if they were all taken to the library, wouldn't Hopper and Joyce have seen their bodies there?"
they did. people seem to forget.
"but wait, how can Barb be dead in the library if Nancy saw her in Steve's pool in s4?" dead Barb in the pool was a vision Henry gave Nancy to torment her, not current or literal footage.
now check this out.
the Duffers have specifically listed the first Indiana Jones movie as one of their inspirations. remember that scene where they're searching everywhere in that old library for a "ten" marking the location of a tomb? and you know what a roman numeral ten looks like? and Indy finally finds it....
on the floor? and they pull up a tile and drop into a catacombs tunnel full of bones underground beneath the library? that scene sure was neato!!
more X / ten library refs
now remember in the Hopper-stuck-in-the-tunnels part, there's also a moment where he sees a spot of dense vines and tries burning them away and digging his way out? well the vines grow densely like that to cover holes - we saw them quickly grow over and conceal the hole Hopper originally dug into the tunnels. that's why he couldn't find his way out before.
does this not indicate that there was a preexisting but sealed-up hole right there in the graveyard... not another branch of walkable tunnel, but a smaller tunnel leading UP...
to the library??
someone PLEASE Indiana Jones the library floor in s5. it's tile.
"but wait, as far as we know, those tunnels didn't exist until s2, and only demodogs dig, and the only demogorgon in play was already an adult."
right, I am thinking that the slug Will coughed up went on to become the founder of the tunnels, which means that neither the tunnels nor the theoretical library-hole would have existed at the time of the s1 yoinkings.
either Will's demogorgon or any of Dart's friends could've dug the library hole (assuming there wasn't some preexisting ancient tomb under there) but why? why would they need a tunnel from the graveyard to the RU library? and from which direction was it dug? could the five UD demogorgons have dug it down from where they were born in the UD library? I don't think alterations made to the UD affect the RU, but could there be some loophole here given that the tunnels are almost like a bridge dimension? I need to think more.
I'll leave you with this:
remember where Henry found the black widow nest that ended up being his whole life's inspiration? in a vent under the floor in the bathroom? it's giving me Indy under the library floor BIGTIME.
see how the nest is also full of egg sacs? remember how Max stepped on some of those and little baby spiders came out? I just read a little about black window spiders and their egg sacs take about 30 days to hatch. would this be a fun time to mention that Will coughed up that slug 26 days after being rescued? and that Victor Creel said the family had "a month of peace in that house" before the horrors started?
I'm thinking the library was already a significant place for Henry in order for him to take the yoinked there. I'm pretty sure the tunnels were started after the yoinkings, so the graveyard was placed under the library, and not that the library was chosen for being on top of some geographical spot of preexisting importance.
this is where I'll need to hand this topic off to a better analyst because I tend to be too literal, but I think we need to talk about the possibility that something happened to Henry at the library, maybe in the basement. if that's where he took all the yoinked, it must be a significant place for him.
11. Why some gates close and others spread
does the opener of the gate determine its nature? that can't be it. El opened multiple gates that behaved very differently.
the Mothergate started as a crack in a wall and grew enormous. the Lab's controlled burns barely slowed it down its spread. but the rainbow gate was just big enough for Henry and then sealed back up in less than a minute. same with the classroom gate, it sealed up so fast that we didn't even see it.
so what's the difference? why was one huge and spreading and the others small and temporary?
I'm gonna get a little more abstract here than the rest of the post, but bear with me while I take a guess.
the mothergate was created when El made psychic contact with the demogorgon and experienced extreme fear, right? and Chrissy, Fred, Patrick, Max's gates are created when Henry made psychic connections with them and tortured them with fear, despair, hatred, guilt. notice how those are the gates that spread.
the rainbow room gate was created when El overpowered Henry by harnessing her single happy memory of her mother's love. the classroom gate was created when El had such protective love for her new friends that she was willing to sacrifice her life for them.
may I suggest that gate behavior depends on which emotion fuels their opening.
Fear, guilt, bitterness, hate festers. Love heals. but both types of wounds leave scars.
Stranger Things is a live action Monsters Inc
I'll grant you that this symbolism doesn't explain the two gates opened by Russian lasers, but maybe those sidestep the issue due to being artificially created.
anyway if 8-year-old El had successfully overpowered Henry using the power of her sad/angry memories instead of switching to love, that rainbow room gate might have been the spreading sort, the events of 1983/1986 could have happened immediately, and with baby El out of commission, the world would have ended in 1979.
warning - if I'm right at all, we're drifting towards what might be considered spoiler territory for the rest of this.
12. Why did the mothergate open where it did?
when Henry opened gates, they were all formed on the exact spot of the victim's body. and both times El opened gates, they also formed on the exact spot of the victim's body - the wall right behind Henry, and the chalkboard right behind the demogorgon.
if El was the opener of the mothergate, why didn't the gate open right on the "victim" - the demogorgon? and even if we've got it backwards and El is the victim, why didn't the gate open right on her water tank either? Instead of either location, it randomly cracked the wall several feet away.
the boring answer is they probably just hadn't thought out all this gate lore while they were shooting season 1, which was meant to be a standalone with no continuing story.
and while I think that's true to some extent, it doesn't even interfere with the FUN ANSWER, which is:
how about if the mothergate DID form exactly where the "victim" was, and the "victim" was Henry.
Henry, standing in the Upside Down lab during El's Russian spy mission. remembering how she opened a gate in 1979 and trying to recreate it - bracing himself against the nearest wall, knowing that if his plan works, and he can connect with El while she's psychically receptive and get her to experience extreme terror again, another gate will open.
13. It was a seven / 8:15
that seven could be more important than just to show that Will won't lie to Mike.
there are a bunch of other sevens on ST. now, this whole section could be a reach because plenty of them are unrelated, but I can't help notice that a handful of them pertain at least sort of to the bikes/Mike's garage.
"It was a seven"
the 7 on the license plate in the Wheelers' garage
what day does Hopper find Will's bike? the 7th
when the gang has to ride the Wheelers' bikes to Eddie's trailer, he says it's 7 miles away
and if we widen the search to include ones pertaining to DnD, we get a couple more,
Lucas cuts off the thessalhydra's 7 heads at the end of the same campaign
Mike takes 7 points of damage in the s3 DnD campaign
that's like half of the ST "seven" references that I can think of (though I'm sure there are more I've missed) that have some topical overlap with "it was a seven".
PS, the show that's on Ted Wheeler's TV is Knight Rider, and an episode of Knight Rider really did air the night of November 6, 1983. the 7th episode of the season :)
ok, now hold that thought.
s4 Robin says to Nancy, "I know your house is creepily frozen in time, but haven't you always had bikes?" so they take the Wheeler family's bikes to the trailer, and we get one of the coolest cinematic shots in the whole show.
Eddie is on Mike's bike. Nancy is riding her own (unless I'm forgetting, we only ever glimpse it in the garage-bat-practice scene; we know it's hers because it's a girl bike frame). Robin and Steve are on two adult bikes that must be Ted and Karen's.
IF I'm onto something here, this scene came [Vecna voice] so close to the truth, Nancy.
they didn't show us the gang finding and getting on those bikes. they didn't say there were only those four available.
what if I reminded you that we know a specific time frame on Nov 6 1983 - pretty wide time frame actually - when there were more than just four bikes at the Wheeler house.
between roughly 10am-8:15pm, during the ten hour DnD campaign, the party's bikes were there too.
how many bikes does that total? 7.
did I go all that way just for another obscure 7? maybe, but the part that makes me itchy is...
why did s4 have to borderline retcon the idea of Karen and Ted having owned bikes during s1, instead of just putting Steve and Robin on the party's bikes that we saw there canonically? it must be important that they didn't take those specific bikes. hold that thought.
now work with me here...
Will rolled the 7 at 8:15... 7 bikes at 8:15...
this ties in with my eightfifteengate hunch: 8:15pm is the exact time at which the Upside Down is frozen.
IF the 7 bikes thing is important, the Upside Down couldn't be frozen any later than 8:15pm, because the party went home right after Will rolled the seven, so any time after that there wouldn't be 7 bikes there anymore.
now, what doubt I have about the scenario I'm about to pitch isn't at all because it isn't feasible, but because the optics are delightfully goofy depending what we imagine Henry looks like in 1983.
I don't have a solid map of Hawkins, but I know the Lab and Will's house are closer together than Mike's house is from either of them. and our first two sightings of the demogorgon are at Hawkins Lab and then in the road near Will's house. Mike's house would've been significantly out of the way for a stop in between.
what if.... the demogorgon didn't stalk Will home. the lights flickering in Mike's garage? what if that was Henry himself.
I know, that immediately creates a problem: if Henry's at Mike's house, how could he be at Will's house in time for the vanishing? he can't teleport. Will's biking at a fair pace and even raced Dustin part of the way - Henry would have to haul ass the entire way?
you know what means of transportation is available that goes at least as fast as Will's bike?
Will's bike. the upside down one.
THIS is a scenario where it gets important for there to be 7 bikes. for Steve and Robin to have taken Ted and Karen's instead of party bikes.
if the UD is frozen at a time when there are >4 bikes in the garage - and we're certain it was that way at 8:15 btw - Henry could've taken Will's, Lucas's, or Dustin's bike without screwing up the timeline. so that Nancy, Steve, Robin, and Eddie could walk into the UD garage 2 1/2 years later and still find Mike's, Dustin's, Lucas's, Nancy's, Ted's and Karen's bikes.
Nancy naturally would choose her own. Steve and Robin would probably prefer the adult bikes. and Eddie, the newcomer, takes his pick of the kid bikes.
"but wait lol, if Henry had first pick of all 7 bikes why wouldn't he take one of the adult ones?" because he's a cheeky bitch and it'd be just like him to pick Will's bike? also Ted and Karen don't store their bikes in the garage and Henry didn't have time to go rooting around their shed or wherever they keep them while Will was already starting to pedal away.
PS someone please draw for me: Henry, in full Vecna mode, grumpily riding the only bike left in the garage because the timeline got screwed up: a tiny pink tricycle belonging to Holly Wheeler
anyway, 8:15 being the only moment during that night that they timestamped makes me so suspicious about it, because in order to call back to something later for a Big Reveal, you need to make note of it at the time - just not too noticeably. that's why Karen Wheeler opens the basement door and says "it's fifteen after!" and then they bury the "8" in a separate scene, later, when Joyce and Karen talk on the phone. they really wanted the fact that Will rolled the 7 at 8:15 to be documented but not obvious.
I'm still figuring out actual support for the idea beyond that and bikegate but I will keep these lights up until the day I DIE if there's a chance I can prove the UD is frozen at 8:15.
part 2 soon to follow :)
tagged: @mlchaelwheeler @himynameis4 @steviescrystals @strangertwistoffate
#some of this isn't me cracking mysteries it's just me understanding things we were supposed to understand all along#but I promise some of it will be new for most of you#givehimthemedicine analysis#mine#how the upside down works#analysis#givehimthemedicine big analysis#im /hj about the bike part am I wrong probably is it hilarious to imagine yes
170 notes
·
View notes
Text
Thunder Only Happens When itâs Raininâ
The morning after the interrogation, Darlin wakes from a dream reliving their past. Guilt ridden and aching though they are, Sam is always there right when they need him.
It was some time towards the end of May. They remembered the time so clearly because the school year was coming to a close. DAMN was closing into summer break and Graduation caps had been ordered. The fields of wildflowers up on the foothills were starting to go to seed. All except the late blooming yellow asters.
Those yellow asters stuck out vividly in their memory. The smell of them often followed them home. Crushed into the grain of their skin. The petals finding their way into the edges of their shoes only to fall out and scatter the floor with small reminders of him. To their keen nose, Quinn always sort of smelt like the asters. Like something tangy and tart. Not fully there unless you were looking for it.
Strange, that a fragrance-free flower held such a scent based memory for them. Though, truthfully, they werenât sure if Quinn smelt like the flowers- or if the flowers just smelt like Quinn.
The day leading up to their time on the hill was a haze, they couldnât remember if it was a weekend or a weekday, though in the end it didnât really matter. The setting was the important part anyway. The sky was orange and growing purple around the edges. A warm summer evening, the sun finally gone enough to be safe. Quinnâs Mustang was parked at the bottom of the hill by the trail they climbed together. Quinn playfully shoving their shoulders, and Darlin trying to trip him as they raced. They sat were it was flat, shoulder to shoulder. Asters brushing at their legs.
They were sharing a cigarette. The last of what they had been able to nick from their mom, lit with the lighter Quinn said he had stolen from his dad some long, forgotten time ago.
There was an unspoken understanding between the two of them. Up here, looking out onto the distant city lights, the rest didnât matter. Not the hurtful words, or their family falling to pieces. Up here, they were something Precious. Two best friends on a perfect day.
At some point, they leaned their head onto his shoulder. Both their fingers brushing as the second-to-last drag was passed over. Quinnâs shoulders rising on the inhale, cheeks filling with it followed by a slow exhale chased by smoke. Handing it back to them, where they left the butt between their lips to ruminate.
Self destructive habits always seemed less unhealthy with a friend, and wrapped in the last of the days light, even adverse things felt healing. Even looking back on it now, they struggled to find the warning. The stop sign. Any indication of what would happen the deeper they fell. They couldnât stop their reactions to him- not even the way their heart leapt as Quinn reached between them to curl his hand around theirsâ. Not even when he rotated his hand to clasp their fingers. Not even the fact that, deep down, they knew the meaning of the gestures were wildly off balance. They didnât regret a second of it- and maybe that was what made the truth of it so hard to swallow.
They remembered the way Quinn looked at them. The feel of his thick hair as it brushed against their neck when they turned to look up at them. His eyes were mischievous. Sort of on just this side of hazy. They had an oily sheen that made him lookâŠtired- but then again- that wasnât something that ever really changed. At the time, seeing him on that hill was their favorite. He lookedâŠat ease. Relaxed and in turn, that made it easier for them. He was still and calm, and that was enough.
They often wondered if maybe theyâd smiled with too much truth at the time, and thatâs what caused it. If theyâd flashed some semblance of the carefully repressed longing theyâd been concealing. If there was some fatal flaw they may have missed. Either way, they were sure the outcome would have been the same. The atmosphere was too strong. It didnât really matter who leaned in first.
Quinn reached up unexpectedly, fingers deftly plucking the cigarette directly from their mouth in a bold gesture that took them slightly off guard. They couldnât take their eyes off Quinnâs lips as he took the final drag- not even as the smoke escaped in whisps like a promise from the back of his teeth. Exhaled like a question. Eyes not leaving theirsâ for a moment.
They had frozen, but they hadnât tensed. Their cheeks had darkened. Eyes unwavering as Quinn crushed the cigarette into the dirt and shoved the butt in his pocket of his jacket.
Without a scrap of forethought, they had suddenly reached over with their hand curling around Quinnâs nicotine-stained fingers. They had guided his palm to rest firmly in place against thier cheek. Holding him there as their gazes held. Quinnâs breathe caught audibly in his throat, but he didnât pull away. He didnât scramble back in a moment of panic. The dare to hope coiled around their bobbing throat like barbed wire. The chance at fulfilling that ever present something ache that had burrowed in their chest. It was there- right in front of them in the form of blinking eyes full of tension, and raw stress-bitten lips half parted in apprehension.
They leaned in before they could talk themself out of it. Under the internal assurance that theyâd come too far to stop now, they pressed their lips chastely against Quinnâs. A soft brush, a question.
Quinns hand tightened where it held his in the dirt between them. They could feel the soft gasp of air after the single second of pressure.
They didnât recall when theyâd shut their eyes, but they held them tightly closed. Unwilling to face the potential negative consequences they may find when they opened them. However, instead of a firm slap, they instead received an answer. Quinn had shifted closer, their foreheads pressing together solidly.
There was something akin to a fatal moment of hesitance in the breath between them in that moment. Like the feeling of knowing what youâre doing is wrong but falling headfirst into it anyway.
Quinn kissed them soft and sweet and slow, and of course they were weak to it. They couldnât stop the rush they felt, the sparks that crackled behind their eyelids. Couldnât stop the way they drew Quinn closer.
Their lips met and parted in quick succession, lengthening with each fresh press that Eventually dissolved into an extended kiss. One that felt like their lips were magnetic, both pulled and pushed by the force of suppressed want, and, oh how badly did they want him. They wanted to gather him up by the scruff and kiss him again and again and again until they were drunk on it. They wanted to taste all the bittersweet honey of nicotine and brown sugar.
Quinn shifted to press in closer, and they happily fell back against the ground. Those sunny-faced asters bobbing around their head as their lips slowly began to part. Above them, Quinn offered a breathy laugh, tinged by his accent. Their eyes opened just long enough to see the full force of Quinnâs quirked smirk before he laid down, tucking his nose against their throat.
âTell me preciousâŠ.Have you ever been bitten by a vampire?â
The scene faded around them, and their fluttering eyes slowly peeled open to the light that filtered in through the honey colored curtains like water. It bathed the room in warmth and comfort. Beside them, Sam was still asleep. Back pressed against their own. They could feel him breathing steadily.
For a moment, they were still disoriented. Lost between their past and their present. They inhaled slowly and exhaled again quietly.
A dense ball of prickling dread solidified in their stomach. Guilt made their scalp prickle.
They smacked their lips- expecting the taste of iron and nickel that accompanied their nightmares, but instead found only dryness and the memory of the cheap cigarettes theyâd long since given up. They held as still as they could, blinking slowly as the memory of his touch faded against their hands.
It was hard to believe that once- sometime far away, in another lifetime, they had looked at Quinn and seen a future.
âI can hear the gears whirrin from here Darlinââ Samâs husky voice arose from behind them, startling them from their thoughts. Still damp with sleep, he rolled slowly to face them. Tucking his nose up into their shoulder blades. Pressing a long, slow kiss against the knobs of their spine as his hand brushed against their hip. A question for consent.
They exhaled slowly, pressing back into his hold to encourage the arm looping around them securely.
âDreamin?â Their mate questioned, lightly rubbing his thumb against their hip bone. His voice was twinged with concern in that way that betrayed his worry. Like he was trying not to press the issue, but he couldnât help but care.
They nodded, throat feeling too sticky to answer.
Sam made a low sound of acknowledgment, tightening his arm slightly around them as he shifted up to press a kiss or two across their shoulder. His lips a bit chapped and rough against the delicate skin. The bare skin of his chest pressed warm and flush against their bare back.
âDo ya needta talk about it?â He asked, this time voice a little softer.
After everything that had happened yesterday, they felt guilty needing more. Needing him to hold them tighter. Needing to confess everything Quinn hadnât already spilled.
They thought it over for a few moments. Through all of this- confiding was still hard. Vulnerability was still hard. The fight against their first instinct to hide everything they felt. The fight to just be themselves in that present moment. Their exhaustion helped to soften them.
âIt was a memory,â they murmured after a long moment of silence, glad they werenât facing him to say this. âOf QuinnâŠof beforeâŠbefore everything went to shit.â
Sam squeezed their hip comfortingly. They took the quiet time to try to sort through the swell of emotions that came with the admission.
âIâŠitâs hard to believe we everâŠworked.â They murmured, curling in tighter on themselves. âThat I..that I ever..did what we did.â
They sighed, rolling over to press their nose into his chest. Scrubbing a hand over their face.
âItâs alright Darlin,â he soothed, likely for the hundredth time in the span that heâd known them. Eternally patient. âThunder only happens when itâs raininâ after allâŠseeinâ him again, and himâŠâ he drew in a slow, steadying breath. Darlin could smell the spark of anger he tried to quell. The sent like gunpowder. âAnd him doing what he didâŠthereâs bound to be stress thatâs reopeninâ old wounds.â
âYeah..â they affirmed quietly, worrying their lip between their teeth for a moment. Guilt rising in their chest. It hadnât been a bad dream though. The shame and embarrassment of it left a bitter taste- but the memory itself was something like fond. One of the few handfuls they had of Quinn just being normal. It felt wrong to have any fondness when it came to that man.
âJust feels wrong.â
They heard Sam restrain a sound. Not sure fully what it would have been, but sure it was frustration. Samâs fingers reached to slide gently through their hair, petting them slowly. Massaging their scalp.
âIt ainât wrong to love, Darlin..â he whispered, âit ainât your fault he did what he didâŠpeople like that only love you when theyâre playin sick, twisted games.â
He gently kissed their forehead, and they slowly let their eyes droop closed.
âYou just feel whatever you needta feel, and dream whatever ya need to dream.â He squeezed them tighter, âweâre gettin through this. Together. Come hell or high water.â
They released a shuddery exhale, overcome with their love for this man. For the gentleness he shared with them. The delicate touch to all their broken scars.
âIâŠIâm so thankful for you.â They murmured against his skin.
âAnd Iâm thankful for you Darlinââ he squeezed their shoulders tenderly, âainât a hair on your head that I donât count amongst my blessinâs.â
Their lip quivered, and they pressed their face as hard as they could against his collarbones to stifle the rise of tears. They wouldnât cry again. They wouldnât.
Samâs hand slowly rubbed the middle of their back, pretending like he didnât notice the way their breathing changed or the salt against his skin.
âLetâs just stay in bed.â He soothed, âgo back to sleepâŠweâre not in a hurry. Iâve got you Darlin.â
They nodded weakly.
âI love you, Sammy.â They whispered through choking breaths.
âI love you too Darlin.â
#redacted asmr#redacted#redacted darlin#redacted sam#shaw pack#redacted fanfic#redacted quinn#post interrogation#yâall I really like the idea that Quinnâs most of the reason that darlin is so untrusting and jaded#the idea that they used to be more open#and that Quinn acted like the perfect man only to turn all of it upside down on them the moment they were vulnerable#totally not me just projecting my own trauma đł#Red Writes#Heavy
56 notes
·
View notes
Text
I'm a few pages in and this is the best storyline literally ever why have I not seen any mention of this.
#jason todd is 12 years old. his parents died like a month ago (eaten by crocodiles) he got adopted by batman and NOW#the manbat is trying to forcibly adopt him. what a life he lives. hes not even robin yet#jason: batman is like a father to me#manbat: FUCK batman and becasue you said that im your dad now. time ti take you to my clocktower and sleep while holdijg you upside down#at least hes seems like hes been a pretty good dad. minus kidnapping thing#were-bat jason au when?!#its up to me to make the content i wish to see in the world...#sadly i will go a more werewolf route than how actual manbat <-doesnt know all that much about how manbat works <-werewolf enjoyer#dc#dc liveblog#<-ive gotta start getting more on top of these tags...#what is manbat up to these days. i feel like i haven't seen any modern apperances of him in forever#i read through the whole comic while making this post btw. the tags are my liveblog#manbat was literally gonna give jason the same syrum. hello. hello. please. werebat jason please#no clue why he thought his actual child was dead though? tad confused by that. mayhaps something happened before i tuned into the comic#this is so many of my favorite tropes/story things. aughauaaughhhh. it reminds me of that carnage ep from that spiderman series.#and let me tell you i was a big fan of that story too
11 notes
·
View notes