#and they suit her beautifully bc ofc they do

[snikkts]

im trying loads of different costumes to gif (mostly from bridgerton still bc the lighting is 👌)

and i cant seem to get anything finished before i want to pull my hair out but you know what?? violets gowns are slept on

like its an actual crime

[oathofkaslana]

when i say honkai feels like it's thought out and thoroughly planned i mean:

hua's arc and both her being a flame chaser AND being the class monitor makes so so much sense for both her character and just tying in the two era's perfectly. the fact that her arc was better suited for the current era and that's where we really see her change???? beautiful. it's also nice bc she serves as this living antithesis to kevin in a way.

elysia literally haunts the honkai narrative. her. character is written so so beautifully especially since the emphasis is that she is technically an anomaly which only makes it so so much more poignant when they later bring the main trio in as sort of reflections of her own wants and achievements. (mostly shown through mei ofc but also to not dr MEI saying that kiana had the authority of origin and the biblical references of welt joyce being compared to humanity's adam. and of course elysia being a literal reference to jesus)

kevin's arc w the current era reflecting siegfried's decision in 2e where he kinda has to give up himself and his old beliefs and by doing so, betray his friends in a way. honestly kevin himself is a complex character you knoooow everything he has such a deep root in mourning dr MEI which makes him a foil for both otto AND mei.

them deciding to split mei up from bronya and kiana was honestly so fucking smart and necessary for all three of their characters. i do think the way they address it sometimes misses the mark but i still would rather they have made this decision bc i think it really helped solidify each of the main trio as their own character who, though intertwined, are also independent characters with their own separate arcs.

i cant talk about kiana without sobbing my fucking eyes out.

[zeenbean]

yapping about school, again

a lot as happened since my last ranty post, like that i have gotten B on my final grade from english(as a secondary language) but nobody really follows this blog so much so they would actually know what am i talking about.

in multiple posts ive been whining about my secondary laungage english teacher bcs shes dumb af and doesnt even know english past average 9yo vocabulary(except the slang💀) so when i use my fancy fancy worlds on her(telling her that taking drgs is NOT silly) she ofc gets mad. and that is, how she made my final grade from exact 9 marks from the second semester. 2 of them were group activities(two A`s), 5 quick tests(one A, one B& three Ds) and the rest unit reviews(one A and one B, but the b was my falut bcs im not gonna remember in front of what words u put the, a or nothing. but that were the weird ones like i dunno i cant remember bcs the only ones i remember are the ones that are obvious ones help) im a person who to function needs to have EVERYTHING planned. also when the teachers are all extremely chaotic i cant focus when i have to sit in place where i dont normally sit(i sit there for four years there, last place on the left but idk how other classrooms are build so it differs) its even worse. like this btch will be like so okey i know i said were gonna write the test tomorrow but i dont feel like it so were gonna do it today and than theres me who had planned to study today afternoon bcs it works for this types of tests best for me, also i had to practice on my saxophone yesterday bcs i ALSO had some MORE IMPORTANT EXAMS so now the whole thing is messed up & i have the saxophone exam today but im gonna be stressed form this test and it will completely ruin my day and maybe even a week.

im gonna browse more on the school system in hour school bcs its really messed up. like i wanted to transfer for this year but some therapist-not-therapist who is payed by the school told my mum that that is a not good idea bcs "every school has its dark side" yes. i know. but i asked my friend a simple question. "do your teacher provide materials from the lessons ex. presentations" and she was like EVERY TEACHER DOES THAT. HEAVEN ON EARTH.

like yeah only three from 20+ teachers does that in our school. and were really small school, only one building, the friends school has SIX.

it kinda is related to this and its really me problem but i struggle to keep writing notes in class. like one time i couldnt even get myself to hold the pencil bcs i had a bit dirty notebook(my bottle cracked and everything got wet and as it dried i had stains. so i couldnt write notes in the name notebook but i didnt wanted to buy a new one so i just wrote it who knows where and i was always loosing it. but i feel that the whole idea of notes doest suit me and some other people. i can pay attention, can write it dow beautifully like when i want to i can have the best looking notes in class but WHAT FOR. like it genuinely doesnt help me a bit. i can rewrite it like with the blurting technique but i still forget everything the next hour. and that isnt even with notes, thats with textbooks, some like non fiction books(i love books about like space or sum but i remember shit. like i can remember that on the page five there was this "in some insignificant galaxy(milky way) in some insignificant arm of the galaxy(orion arm)(btw i had to search it up bcs i dont know the exact term in english and it hurts my soul that there in the recommended questions there was "are we in the milky way rn)were rotating around some insignificant star(the sun) and living on some insignificant planet(the earth)" but i dont remember ANYTHING ELSE. LIKE THIS RANDOM THING BUT NOT THE REST OF THE A LOT MORE SIGNIFICANT THINGS?(if anyone recognizes the quote pls don judge me im halp asleep)

okey im not gonna get mad by my inability to absorb information

than when the teacher doesnt even want to help me by giving me like the presentation or like the book where they take these exercises from than its har to be motivated to learn and like in some cases even not able to properly learn the things. i have a friend(that one who i asked about her school) who i literally wish i had her brain bcs were on about the same level of inteligence but she can absorb information like a average human being. like pls help me.

but back to the teacher, there is this one who is really weird, he doesnt really like me but when you email him about anything related to geography he will explain, give sources and you can always ask for like a graded presentation(kinda rare there for someone to give you request presentation). thank you for being the most insufferable person on the whole school but who somehow does his job.

i shouldn't even talk about our principal who is like the embodiment of satan and god of gaslighting in one if someone like that exists. bro will be like "were the BEST school in town!" and than hires a known person who hase fake degrees and has been accused of being predatory towards students. like bro pick i side.(fun fact i one time i got so mad that i went to his facebook under a fake name and started to like spit some real good arguments under his homophobic and transphobic posts and one time i got extra silly and made a bit personal joke and he blocked me💔)

like im so so so much sorry for his ELEVEN FREAKING KIDS and especially the girls bcs he said(in a very insignificant physics lesson) that theyre mistakes. bro how can you be so fucking disgusting towards your own children that you sometimes even bring to school. in front of the whole class.

hey so this is probably it bcs im getting more and more tired and tomorrow i have to wake up really early

also i know my spelling here is completely diabolical but who cares int the internet does anybody here seen th post about how bad english technically doesnt exist? think of that now

[haojun]

All Yours Final Thoughts & Song Ranking <3

Work has kept me busy so pls ignore how late this is ok? ok thx. Teehee she's Very Long so i added a cut... let me know if we share any opinions or if u wanna share ur own thoughts... my ask box is always open and i love a good ask abt the boys...

Dear my universe - very soft and feels like a welcome home hug :') I genuinely love that the album starts with a song like this... im very full of love for miss dear my universe (((((tinie bit of rocky vocals do help boost her up the ranks))))) [ #6 ]

Butterfly Effect - do not TOUCH ME i love this song SO MUCH i actually replayed her three times in a row on my first listen through of the album :'-( the beat? the vocals? the rocky??????? ((((i swear im still mj biased guys i just have Rockgie Brain this cb)))) This song feels like something you play when you are feeling nostalgic i can't explain why but... overall i would die for miss butterfly effect ten times over <3 [ #2 ]

ONE - ok don't come for me, i love her, but she was not what i was expecting!!! and thats ok!!!!!! i love her a lot!!! i just prefer other songs on the album! I will say i absolutely love the like "we come as woooooo" part where they wiggle their hands in the choreo :-) I have many things to say abt how little justice mr myungie got this title but i digress...(((((do not speak to me abt sir rocky's parts i will go into cardiac arrest if i think about it for too long)))) [ #9 ]

Someone Else - !!!!!!!!!!!! "just wanna be your star" you already are!!!! and i love all 6 of you!!!!!! Myungie vocals are Very Much Hitting in this one and i am Living Breathing Rejoicing!!!! also the very first like 10~ish seconds of the song is so neat!!! very fun!!! the last high note myungie hits at the very end of the song has healed me!! ~gotta go gotta go~ [ #7 ]

SNS - i think this song really showcases Dongmin's soft vocals beautifully!!!!!! the soda can opening sound was so cute i love it so much its my fav part of the song ngl.... I have nothing to say except: summer bop! i have fun listening to this song! I bet they had fun recording it! Its very happy and fun and it suits dongmin's vocals the best out of all the other songs imo so i am VERY MUCH IN LOVE WITH HER!!!!!!! [ #5 ]

All Good - IM GONNA SAY IT: SHE DESERVED TO BE THE TITLE!!!!!! ARE U KIDDING ME?????? ARE U K I D D I N G ME WITH THIS SONG!!!! ITS SO GOOD!!!!!! ITS UPBEAT!!!! ITS FUN!!!!! IT REMINDS ME OF BABY!!!! LIKE BABY'S OLDER SISTER THAT TANS ALL SUMMER AND WEARS GLITTERY MAKEUP AND DANCES AROUND THE HOUSE!!!! I PLAY THIS SONG ON LOOP!!! I CANNOT TELL U HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS SONG IT GIVES ME SO MUCH HAPPINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! INSTANT FAVORITE!!!! NOTHING CAN TOUCH HER!!!! I COULD GO ON BUT I WILL SAVE U FROM MORE GUSHING!!!!!!!!!!! [ #1 favorite ]

All Stars - EVERYTHING IS OKAY! EVERY TIME IS OKAY! EVERYONE IS OKAY! pls this song is so fun too god i would jam to this in the car with my friends goin to the summer 4H fair and that's just the BEST VIBE!!!! i really don't have anything to say but jinwoo yellin everything is okay made me believe it :-) [ #8 ]

Our Spring - sanha vocals PLS he really stole the show :''-) he has grown so much as a singer and it SHOWS!!!!! i love bin's parts in this song too i think this kind of song really goes well with bin's voice idk im not a singer or musician by any means but i just feel like they match well!!!! she is overall a song i am definitely gonna put on my cleaning playlist!!! [ #10 ]

Stardust - i will really lose it if i think too much about this song bc i truly love it so MUCH.... i love the more ballad-y songs they do and this one did not Disappoint.... "baby you are stardust" dongmin pls my heart can't take it :-( also sanha's voice fits this song PERFECTLY i could listen to his parts alone on loop! This is a stargazing song and not just bc of the name but the Vibes Alone.... very sweet and warm and a little bit like a kiss on the forehead <3 miss stardust, my beloved [ #3 ]

Gemini - Myungie helped a lot with the creation of this song so ofc im very emotional about it!!!! he did so WELL!!!! this song is right up there with bloom for me and that's really sayin smth bc i *still* cry when i watch that one bloom stage (u kno the one...) this song makes me want to cry but in a good way!!!! i love astro so much and i am so proud of them and listening to this song.... sigh.... it feels like they are singing specifically for us with this one ((( i kno they sing for aroha always but i mean especially this song feels that way))) [ # 4 ]

[funsizedchilicheese]

Bungo Stray Dogs S3E12 Review (Spoilers)

Ok. First of all,

Second of all HOLY SHIT

TALK ABOUT OOF OUCH MY HEART HOLY SHIIIITT

OKOKOKOKOK the first thing I wanna talk about is Atsushi and Akutagawa!!!!!!!!!! I’m not gonna pretend like they don’t hate each other because they do!!!!!!! Of course they do!!!!!!!!!! But they worked so well together!!!!!!!! I’m gonna go ahead and skip over to when they were sinking into the ground,,,, and Aku wrapped Rashoumon around Atsushi and when Ivan turned around and looked at them there was just a hole in the ground where Atsushi was and Aku wasn’t wearing his coat . And then fucKIGN BAM ATSUSHI APPEARED FROM THE GROUND WEARING! AKU’S! COAT!!!!! WHEN I TELL YALL I NUTTED!!!!! I’VE LITERALLY NEVER BEEN STRAIGHTER!! I’m not even gonna get INTO what I felt about their relationship from there and when they fucking fused like crystal gems?????????? BITCH!! My heart!!

Okay then when Junichiro and Kenji were up in the helicopter??? The sweetest boys!!!!!! God I just!!! Love them!!!! 

And Dazai on the ground tryna figure everything out.... hhhhhhh what a man......

AND THEN!! WHEN PUSHKIN RAN OUT OF THE TUNNEL AND INTO AHHH!!!! THE ADA AND PM TEAMS WORKING TOGETHER!!!!!! MY HEART!!!!!!! 

Okokokok skip ahead a little to the cafe?? Holy SHIT!! When Fyodor is walking out and he stops and is like shocked, I was like “oop they didn’t play your song” and then he turned and Dazai was just sitting there making small talk to him I was like “OOP MY HEART IS MELTING THERE SHE GO” 

And then Fyodor kills the guy that touches him and they take him away and Fitzgerald says “do you know what his ability is?” and Dazai says “nope” like b,, he can kill people on physical contact, you seen it with your own eyes, and you anticipated it!! Wdym you don’t know??? 

Okay. Now the party. Oh god. Oh fuck. Here we go. 

First thing I wanna say is how well dressed everyone was!!!! Ahhhh my heart they were so formal and professional!!!!

When Tanizaki and Kyouka and Kenji are all huddled up and Tanizaki goes “oh god oh fuck we were disobedient oh NO” and Kenji and Kyouka were like “yeah oh no bad you are correct we were goodn’t” and Tanizaki was just like alone in his stress lmao

Then fuckIGN RANPO!! They were so excited to see him!!!!! And ofc Yosano was already with him, bc they are best friends!!!! (I bet as soon as Ranpo got back he checked in with her and they hugged or fist bumped or bro-ed it out somehow. also she no doubt picked his clothes for him for the party jskdjk i don’t make the rules I just observe them) I am a little saddened that we didn’t get to witness the battle of wits between Ranpo and Chuuya, but I firmly believe that Bones did their best to try to implement everything they could into the 23 minutes they had. Plus, it may have been a lot to follow with everything that was happening all at once. 

But anyway the party!! Ranpo was literally only concerned with stuffing his face with as much food as he can after what I’m positive was a relentlessly simple task for him. 

Then President enters the room and they all bow and apologize and Kunikida just kinda appears out of nowhere and like drowns himself in guilt and President is just like “yall,,,, never listen do you ?? oh well for now let’s pArTaY”

And then. Outside. Oh fuck. Here we go.

Dazai. Leaning against the railing. DRESSED SO FINE ( n u t 💦) . 

And when Atsushi walked out with the champagne and he looked out where Dazai was staring and then looked at him, he was so deep in thought. Oh lord. Atsushi was def a little concerned for a sec. Then Dazai started talking to him about working with Aku and everything. And then. Here it is. When it showed what he was holding onto. The Bar Lupin matchbox(?) . 

Yall. When he said “A Mafia member who doesn’t kill, huh?” MY HEART WAS IN CARDIAC FUCKING ARREST BITCH WHAT GAVE YOU THE RIGHT

WHAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO DO THAT 

NOT OKAY

Then it showed him turning to face Atsushi, all dressed in his nice suit with that signature Sunset-Backed Smirk, AS IF MY HEART HADN’T EXPERIENCED ENOUGH OF A STROKE, and raised his glass, and Atsushi asked what they were toasting to, and he said: “to the stray dogs.”

THAT, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, IS WHEN I LOST MY SHIT. TEARS. EMOTIONS. FEELINGS. THE WHOLE FUCKING SHEBANG. 

IN CONCLUSION, BSD is and always will be my favorite anime, and something extremely close and special to me. I only pray that we get a season 4 sometime in the future, but for now, I think they’ve concluded beautifully. 

Everybody say THANK YOU, BONES!!!!