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FIDDAUTHOR WEEK - day 2: Reverse Falls !
I dont see much Reverse Falls hcs of the adults, so I’m going to insert myself and say Fiddleford and Ford Gleeful-Northwest are that typical villain married couple who are really rich from their scientific findings, but nothing is enough and still want to be greedy so therefore summons and torments Will for answers because they want to conquer dimensions to bring creatures back to earth and get rich & a nobel peace prize.
#fiddauthorweek#gravity falls#gravity falls stanford#stanford pines#fiddauthor#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddleford mcgucket#ford x fiddleford#fordsquared#gravity falls fiddleford#bill cipher#reverse falls#stanford gleeful#fiddleford northwest#will cipher#fiddlesix#they are that villain couple trope#and they r very disgusting#i love them sm#let fidds be rich omfg
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i don't think wonderland is ready for those alices
#i have so so many things i could say about this cielois madness returns au (yeah that's what i call it. it's not even meant to be cielois)#(but like. ship names are convenient aren't they)#anyway so many things. but that would be a lot so i'll talk about it if someone asks or if i feel like it later#this post's rambles will be about the outfits!!#so. i gave ciel the dollhouse dress and alois the queensland dress#i know they could have been swapped. and it might have made more sense#HOWEVER#i do not care#i can and will put alois in red just because i want to. and of course i would give him a red fit in an amr fusion au#the vibes are rancid. it's perfect. that's what him being in this au is about!!#terrible things happen to children in kuro and in alice ok#anyway. i know queensland would be good for ciel because r!ciel BUT please envision queen luka i BEG#it's heartwrenching to see lizzie look so small in the game already so luka???? soul crushing. i want it.#now. the dollhouse dress for ciel#because of funtom mostly... and the vibes... and he's more of a doll than alois is ngl...#like. i know that it fits alois more because it's heavy on the trafficking and poverty parts but. see if i care#plus the minor theme of exorcising the evil of the city through the pain of children is more ciel-coded. so yeah#and he looks so bad in red oh my god i could not give him another dress... unless it was the mad hatter one and it would have been boring#also very much not fitting#you might notice that i changed the symbols on both of their aprons#in both cases i replaced female with male obviously but#in ciel's case the dollhouse dress has so many disgusting implications and i made them worse you're welcome <3#(replaced female with male and male with one of the symbols you can see on the contract seal. yeah yeah that's fucked i know)#(it's alice madness returns. and fucking black butler. bad things be happening to children!!)#anyway#that's it for my rambles#i got too lazy to do the vorpal blade and hobby horse light trails#so we'll live with the fact that my sketch has better vibes than the final piece#kuroshitsuji#kuroshitsuji fanart
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suicide cw
look i have been in this area before mentally. it sucks and i wouldn’t wish this on anyone. but, and this is going to sound callous, but i don’t feel any sympathy for james somerton. even if i hope he’s like. not dead. But thats all the amount of goodwill im willing to give him. The more i think about this really, the more angry i am.
ngl this entire situation is another example of how white people weaponize their mental illness to avoid consequences. Im seeing it in real time.
this man has a continuous habit of using self-harm as a get-out-of-jail-for-free card. in both of his apologies, he has worded his supposed attempts in ways that were clearly meant to guilt people who displayed his plagiarism and overall horrendous history of racism and misogyny. i say supposed because, while i’m not saying those are lies and this would he such a fucked up thing to lie about that i don’t want to think he has, unfortunately, it’s been proven again and again that his word can’t be trusted, as he’s known to lie to try get out of consequences. Hes a proven liar. him lying about this is actually the best case scenario, because no one should go through this entire situation, wouldnt wish this on anyone, but you can only do this so often before people stop sympathizing with you. is this callous? Yeah, but like. I’m actually fucking angry he cant straight up take no as an answer. that this is how he reacts realizing he cant be one of the Cool Kidz™️ on youtube anymore. he acts like he DESERVES a career, like its not a privilege hes lost due to his own actions.
He lied about apologizing and forgiving people, he lied about giving the money to hbomberguy to give to ppl he ripped off (yknow, instead of doing it himself), he lied about the jessie gender situation and rewrote the narrative to make it so he isnt the bad guy, and hes the victim all along actually!
you can’t tell me that supposed last message of his isn’t meant to be a 13 reasons why esq attempt to deflect the blame “look i’m going to kill myself and it’s all YOUR PEOPLES FAULT for not letting me achieve my DREAM of being filmmaker IN PEACE!!! I just wanted Nick’s (the guy who I have thrown under the bus again and again) portfolio up!! Im just being a good friend dont you all FEEL BAD” he refuses to take ANY ACCOUNTABILITY of any of his actions and he IS STILL trying to shove the blame over to other people again.
it’s also pretty ironic people are like “uhhh well hbomber’s fans harassed him!!!” like hbomber outright told people NOT to HARASS JAMES!!! ALSO acting as if james doesn’t have a very real documented history of STRAIGHT UP sending his fans to harass and threaten smaller creators, more notably women, trans, and bipoc creators. especially after he’s stolen typically very personal anecdotes so he could profit from them. so why can he do it but the second people are like “hey this guys an actual piece of shit.” and he can’t handle it suddenly people are trying to white knight his shit? like no he doesn’t get that. he doesn’t get that at all just because he couldn’t handle the consequences of his actions.
what? were supposed to stay quiet about a man profiting off of other minorities because he wanted to be the spokesman for all gay people? people tried to solve this on a smaller, more private scales for YEARS and he kept doing it. it was clear that the giant public video was the ONLY way to get people to notice. HE WOULDVE GOTTEN AWAY WITH STEALING 87 FUCKING THOUSANDS WORTH OF DOLLARS. HE CANT HANDLE THE FACT HE CANT GET AWAY WITH IT.
am i supposed to feel bad for the guy who basically threatened a trans woman with the police? i don’t care what anyone says, it’s so fucking obvious that he threatened jessie by implying he was getting the police involved in their conflict. what am i supposed to act like that didn’t happen? are we supposed to pretend like he didn’t glorify nazi’s and outright said that gay people made up a good chunk of the nazis? That he didnt say america joined ww2 bc they were jealous of the NAZIS. WHAT WOULD POSSESS YOU TO FUCKING SAY THAT. but then? He gives women (not even women most of the time, he misgenders nonbinary ppl constantly) shit for writing mlm. are we supposed to act like he doesn’t straight-up sees himself superior and better than people of color and steals their works to put himself on a pedestal? Are we supposed to act like he didnt spit on our elders by saying “only the boring gays survived aids” like man! Fuck you! He BLANTANTLY MAKES UP HISTORY TO PUT HIMSELF ON A PEDESTAL!! HE ACTIVELY TRIED TO REWRITE LGBT HISTORY TO SUIT HIS FUCKED UP NARRATIVES!
yes this sucks ! no one deserves this but no one should be making him a martyr. Thats what he fucking WANTS! He wants to be immortalized as a victim!! (again, supposedly, it was reported hes alive but its not confirmed).
The shit he got isnt near the amount of fucking callous behavior hes done again and again. Again, to drill this point, EVEN IF HE DIDNT CALL THE POLICE HE THREATENED A TRANS WOMAN INTO THINKING HE DID!!! The fact he tried to use a head injury to justify years of the outright ghoulish shit fucking astounds me. Why the fuck did anyone in his life thought it was a good idea to let him TRY to come back. in the end, he had options. he didn’t need to try to make a comeback. HE DIDNT NEED TO FUCKING LIE OR IGNORE THE SHIT HE WAS CALLED OUT ON the reality is, he wanted to come back thinking he could shove it under the rug, was told that no dude, you’re not allowed to be a youtuber anymore. you’re done. you need to move on and went full nuclear. it’s not on anyone’s hands but his own. HES BEEN DOING THIS TO HIMSELF!! But nah man we cant call his shit out bc hell may or may not kill himself. Fuck the other minorities who have the same issues but worse and sometimes BECAUSE of him. This is going to SUCKKKK so bad when other ppl, specifically white gays, are going to weaponize this shit to get away with their stuff.
#warning: do not read this post if you want me to be nice to james somerton. i am extremely mean in this post.#before anyone accuses me of shit i legit never contacted him myself or anyone involved. i am someone who witnessed this behavior repeatedly#again. i hope hes alive and well. the fact is him lying about this WOULD BE THE IDEAL SITUATION. BC NO ONE SHOULD GO THROUGH THAT. but.#he HAS to forever be the victim in his eyes. attempting doesnt automatically mean youre free of sin.#its just terrible to see that regardless whether or not he did do it#its very clear his attempts to run away from his consequences are working on some people#we need to acknowledge that if your shitty ex friend can weaponize a threat to kill themselves#so can this internet person after being called out for horrendous shit#like what was the alterative? what were people supposed to fucking do? be nice about it?#yeah as if poc and trans women arent historically given shit for being 'too mean' about wanting justice.#this isnt just the plagiarism this is the fact a white dude has been parading himself as THE speaker for the gays(tm) but has been using hi#gayness to shield himself from his misogyny racism transphobia and antisemitism#its very clear regardless this means that ppl r going to side with him and then give him benefit of doubt#if you cant handle the heat stay out of the fucking kitchen dude. this is the consequences of your fucking actions.#hes a disgusting person who cant handle being told no so hes going to drag everyone down with him#like. idk this entire situation is frustrating to me.#its also frustrating ppl trying to be moral abt it like 'see! i knew this was bad all along!' no you didnt. shut it.#for the record im like mainly talking abt twit watching those spineless uwu cutesy ppl basically saying hes done noting wrong#oh and also alt righters who are clearly weaponinizing this where u know they wouldnt give a shit if a right ytber did this.#james somerton#idk might delete this later its just. ugh...
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"Your sharp tongue might have worked on every man from the Mediterranean to the strangers of the north," Penelope tells him, grabbing Odysseus by the chin and shaking him. "But you are not getting out of holding court."
#odysseus#epic the musical#epic the challenge#Penelope#odypen#my fic#ft. ace mother in law and ace son who r very disgusted#athena#telemachus#listen u cant convince me they didnt have absolutely weepy crazy sex that first night#or that Penelope was that smart and wasnt running a thousand schemes while waiting
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i refuse to be indoctrinated into the nicholas chavez cult hrrghhh i refuse i refuse i ref
#i saw an old tik tok video of his where he was in his ‘uwu soft boi’ era and that rlly helped lmao#sorry to this man but i got the ick so fast#also people r being so disgusting about him having a girlfriend?? like wow some people are really NAWT girls girls#and i’m still very much in love with mike faist i don’t think i will ever not be
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genuinely curious as to why some people think seto kaiba would watch oppenheimer. like i wanna know their thought process
#jack talks#i think he would be disgusted by it frankly#he is very anti-war. in my mind at least#i believe he would watch neither barbie (unless mokuba wanted to) nor oppenheimer but that's just me#yugioh tag#r: seto kaiba
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I can’t believe some people on Reddit insist that gojo isn’t a tragic character and that he’s happy with his life as the strongest since he’s always smiley and being goofy with everyone and had one of the greatest fates??? Like what??? Are we even reading the same manga 😭
The thread: https://www.reddit.com/r/JuJutsuKaisen/s/SKn3QIcg7e
Like do people have a reading comprehension that bad?? What about the flower panel and him not considering himself as a living creature 🥲
hmmmmm i’m a little on the fence here anon because i actually agree with what op said …… not the part about him having ��the greatest fate’ or anything because things could have ended much better for him, but it’s true that gojo himself lived a life he could be happy with !!!!! i’m assuming that what op is complaining about are the people who insist that gojo himself was sad, saw his own life as tragic, etcetc — which i . also find to be wrong ……..
it’s important to remember that while gojo is undoubtedly an extremely tragic character (and if op doesn’t think so then i obv disagree), gojo himself doesn’t see it that way. i really don’t think he does. he’s very aware of his own isolation and the things he’s been through, but not once in the series does he actually pity himself. gojo isn’t the type to falter like that. he accepts his life for what it is, accepts his loneliness for what it is, and continues to work towards his dream. and i do think gojo would be happy about the ending he got — happy to be with suguru again, to know that his dream was realized. it wasn’t the happiest he could have gotten by a long shot, but he wouldn’t be upset about his fate. and that’s where i disagree a lot with the fandom.
i hope you get what i’m saying 😭 like yeah, gojo’s character is achingly tragic, but i definitely think people mischaracterize him when they act like he himself would hate to be forgotten, hate to be used, etcetc, as if he isn’t…. eerily used to that?? <- which only makes him more tragic . that’s part of it. gojo is so, so strong mentally and that’s something people disregard a lot imo. i think that overall, he was happy with his life. he was happy just to have one blue spring of youth, and to get to nurture his students.
also !!!! about the flower scene ….. gojo is actually comparing his students to flowers, not himself!! :’) he views them as flowers in the sense that he’s helping them grow + feels that he can’t possibly ask them to understand him because their worlds are so far apart. gojo doesn’t view himself as non-human, he’s just very aware of how different his role is!!!!!
#i hope . that makes sense#i do respect your opinion!!!!! but like .#i think gojo would feel Very differently about his fate and life than people assume he would#like we’re talking about someone who is entirely resigned to being a ’monster’ …….#someone who doesn’t complain even though he’s overworked to a disgusting degree#’one must imagine sisyphus happy’ applies very well to gojo . imo#but yeaaaahhh#i don’t agree with everything op said and i do think . glamorizing ? gojo’s fate is extremely odd#because it’s very . horrific#even if gojo himself was okay with having his body used#in general i dont like r/jujutsukaisen 😭😭#they r often . loudly wrong#this post i do kind of agree with though .#ask tag ✩#meta ✩
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i feel like this site leaning heavily into the "pedophilia and incest and rape kinks are good" angle lately can be attributed to the mass expulsion of sex workers and black ppl on here ngl
#like gonna be honest these r the two groups that have far more of an understanding of how these r linked to colonialism and exploitation -#to be able to wholeheartedly oppose them w/out hesitation#like if youre a sex worker you'll likely see farrrrr more clients who are total strangers specifically seeking out children#by virtue of trying to protect said children in whatever way that you can#its easy to form opinions in the abstract if you straight up do not witness these events time and time and time again#and thinking about my ancestry + history of black exploitation especially against black children ...#i dont fully buy into the idea of 'these are exclusively issues of the nuclear family structure'. FAR more nuanced than that#as of the current society we live in.. the very family dynamic is one of inescapable relationships#if you can imagine how hard it can be when two people in a relationship have a lot of overlaps in friends have an awful break up#a relationship within the family would be much harder to reckon with. you cant just pack it up and walk away so easy#most of the ppl on here defending this shit do not even buy into it for themselves. it is entirely for roleplay purposes#they can put it away when theyre done#no disgust isnt always a good moral informant. but i will say i felt appauled reading the words 'incest fans' said in a cutesy way#ppl seem to misunderstand when black bloggers say incest kinks are a white ppl thing#what they mean is white ppl never have to reckon with the TRUE magnitude of power imbalances. it's treated like a fucking game#you never had to stand and feel the weight of knowing your ancestors are lighter than before because of the countless times white slave -#- owners raped them
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after researching more into phalloplasty, i’ve been kind of blown away by how different the reality of people who have gotten the procedure is from the way people who haven’t had any kind of bottom surgery talk about it. even trans men who got it and had complications, or didn’t end up perfect, are still majorly happy with their results.
i know a lot of trans men with bottom dysphoria are taught to suppress it, and the dysphoric comments about how phalloplasty is awful and could never satisfy anyone don’t seem like they have an impact, but they do. other trans men see that, and it dissuades them from ever looking into a surgery that could greatly increase their quality of life.
take a minute and try to think about how many of the negative comments you see about bottom surgery are from people who have never had it, and who’s only perception is from other people who didn’t have it saying it’s not worth it. how many times have you considered it, and decided to give up because you’ve heard your fellow trans people constantly talking about how it would ruin you and leave you unhappy?
i know it sucks to not have a cis guy dick, but be mindful of what you say because it still shapes perception, and it can be really harmful especially if you’re coming at it from a purely hearsay and biased position.
technology has progressed so much, and phalloplasty does not leave you with an insensate tube of flesh you can do nothing with, i can tell you that much. it looks good, it feels good, and in the book Hung Jury results have been described as indistinguishable from cis genitalia. but ultimately there is more ways to measure the success of phalloplasty than how much it looks like a cis man’s junk. from what personal accounts i’ve read, it can and often is just as gender affirming and freeing as people talk about top surgery being.
#txt#transmasc#note: i also have not had phalloplasty. just been reading a lot about it#both procedure wise and personal account wise#if you’ve ever thought that you’d be way way happier with a dick and balls look at r/phallo and PLEASE read Hung Jury#but watch out on r/phallo if you’re squeamish because the pictures are often very very graphic#because people are posting their dicks as they’re mid recovery or asking for advice with their complications#remember that all surgery looks disgusting mid healing. but when you look at the results after a year or two? holy fuck is it different
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yk i genuinely don't think ive ever been able to actually express my gender dysphoria out loud to another person cos with my family they'll get uncomfortable or think im somehow bragging bc i have the misfortune of a hyperfeminine body, with therapists im always trying not to say smth that makes me sound too self hating to get letters written, and with other trans people i don't want to upset them. idk writing it down just feels like im cataloguing everything that's wrong with me but I don't think ill ever have anyone i can talk to about it either
#i guess i got lucky in some ways with PCOS and my face is androgynous#but just even besides my weight my body type itself is just. not doing me any favors when it comes to passing#maybe if i was skinny i could deal with it or fat with an otherwise masculine body but both just feels very insurmountable#like ive just never seen a cis man that looks anything like me even guys that r the same weight#hell even trans men never look like me#idk maybe t will help with it longterm and at the end of the day it is what it is. like i don't have to like my body to be kind to myself#been considering lipo with top surgery too bc i just#i don't even have the typical pcos body type that is a little more masculine#like ugh. realistically ik i always cover myself head to toe anyways and that nobody is rlly looking that hard#in most photos if im dressed well i just look like a guy with wide hips. most strangers who've seen photos of me#assumed i was cis esp with clothes that diminish the hips#but i wish i could look at myself naked and not be utterly disgusted and alienated at almost all my features is all#ik itll get better with top surgery and i do have things i like like my shoulders and calves#but man just. i know i am not the first to express this but being a 5'3 fat man with an hourglass figure is not fun!#they literally do not make mens pants in my size 😭 at least not ones i can go try on in a store#i would just really like to kill the transphobe in my head mostly. or at least show his ugly ass to somebody else.
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one day i will have all the words 2 explain why the ctommy "finale" (its not canon in my heart like at all ive never considered it canon) was so horribly harmful
#others have put it very well together many times before but thag ending srsly sucked so so bad from a writing pov and w how harmful it was#id add more in these tags but im sleepy#'it was showing that they really were both not villains or heros and ctommys been weong this entire time and tbeh are alike!'#<-get shaken around#the ending putting what ctommy and cdream have done on the same level as if theres not a whole power dynamic and child abuse like cmon guys#cdream was still actively abusing ctommy in tbag entire scene . putting him down and agh. idk idk people r out of their minds fkr thinking#that endings anywhere near okay#abuse ment#idk what 2 tag this with erm !!!#ive not rewatxhed it since it came out bc it was very upsetting for me so i might be missing details but this post is more abt the general#stuff anywho#theres also. the entire aspect of the damage control with jt of course and ugh. disgusting#this is just me rambling#but yeah
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acotar modern au but feysand and nessian relationship got ruined ever since rhysand and cassian started to binge watching skibidi toilet and scrolling through yt shorts
#acotar#neutral feyre#anti rhysand#nesta archeron#anti cassian#nothing too anti today#nyx was watching a skibidi toilet video on his greasy ipad while eating breakfast#and rhys just happen to see him watching it#“son what are u watching?”#and ever since then he's been like so mesmerized over skibidi toilet#this shithead decides to introduce to his incels fratboys#cassian who is obviously a dumb bitch is also stupidly invensted in skibidi toilet bcs hes stupid#azriel doesnt care bcs he has a chronic p*rn addiction so the only type of content he consumes is p*rn and absoulety nothing else#the archeron sisters are absoulety MORTIFIED#because obviously in the modern au the sisters would be gen z and everyone else would prolly be millennials or gen x(not emerie or gwyn)#so obvi they know what skibidi toilet just scrolling a bit on tiktok#feyre didnt care that nyx was watching toilet humor bcs hes a kid but the fact her shitty husband is into this makes her tremble in fear#“rhysand what are r u watchin- is that SKIBIDI TOILET ON UR SCREEN???”#nesta is probably used to cassian pure idiocy that she doesnt even seem suprised that cass is watching skibidi toilet just disgusted#she's more terrified at the fact cass is going to have shorter attention span and would probably pay less attention to her than he is now#like she could be laying at bed trying to sleep but cASSian watching skibidi toilet on FULL volume bcs hes just that ignorant#“cassian can u like lower the volume im trying to sleep”#“oh ok”#then few mins later hes playing it on full volume again bcs ïts to low that he cant hear"#nesta ask him the same thing a few times until she just gave up#oops i was planning this post to be neutral to the batboys but unfortunely the tags are very anti :P#meaning i have to put neutral feyre instead so i wont get harassed 😓
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people really need to get a grip. The pale blue eye is a book set in 1830s, why are you surprised that there’s misogyny in the film?
#y’all would go wild if you knew the book was written by a gay man#I mean I understand the problems with the content and the way it’s handled#but Maddie’s situation… and the way 1830s society would’ve handled it would be to ignore it or consider her ruined.#it’s disgusting and it shouldn’t be a thing but that’s the reality#the movie struggled in playing out a lot of the character depth you get in the book#needed more Lea… needed more of her being a bad bitch#they put Mrs marquis in more than Lea tbh LOL and she’s not very significant in the book#I love the book and I’ll go to the grave defending it#the pale blue eye#still have the male savior complex I know but can we appreciate what landor did. kill r*pists.#women were silenced in those days.. maddie would not have been able to talk to anyone about it bc in the book she’s isolated in a cabin with#her dad. she rarely leaves.. and she’s so excited for that ball.. she wanted to go so bad#she prepped for days and that happens and it just shatters her being which in turn shatters the household#she didn’t have any girl friends.. she didn’t have friends.. she just lived with her dad!!!#suicide hits close to home and the movie hit close in its own way
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honestly irt the post about fandom """"normalizing"""" incest I think it actually says the more important thing than "nothing normalizes it, you're overreacting" which is "it keeps being written into shows and in fandom and talked about and considered because it is compelling"
because, you know, fiction is meant to be compelling, and most people are not inherently compelled by "cozy soft gentle" reads. variety is good. reading something that disgusts you won't kill you.
#kay talks a lot#remembering someone on r/booksuggestions#just mad as hell that people recommended 'Lolita' for beautiful prose#when 'the subject matter is so disgusting'#and was like why would ANYONE want to read that#like. because that is a very healthy and safe thing to do?#experiencing disgust and anger and fear and other 'negative' feelings is GOOD#it is GOOD to feel things that are 'bad'#ESPECIALLY. in a controlled setting#like a book you can just Stop Reading if it gets too much#why do people like horror? why do people like smut? why do people like cannibal stories?#because it evokes an emotion#that's all fiction is made for. feeling Something.#not everyone wants to keep feeling the same fucking three feelings every day forever
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If you don’t mind sharing more, what happened in the relationship that caused it to end so suddenly? So glad you are safe and well, sending love xx
Hey there anon <3 thank you!
Well to make a long story short- you can't help someone who won't help themselves.
The long version- My ex partner was wrongly diagnosed and medicated for a mental health condition. When they found out they had been misdiagnosed (after months of extreme mania) they cut all their medications cold turkey- which made them spiral into a psychotic break.
I had gotten them in for emergency help but they refused to take advantage of the resources provided or go to follow up appointments, and never fully recovered. As I see it, the person I thought I loved is no long here. Someone else entirely now takes up residency in their body. I have had to mourn the loss of somebody who is still technically alive.
#they were getting very physically and verbally abusive during and after their break#and there's also this whole other part to the story where they were emotionally and financially taking advantage of me#i believed they could be better#i tried to give them a safe place and person to figure their shit out#they never did#and i lost everything#They also confessed to doing some honestly disgusting things to me over the course of our 7 year relationship that I couldn't forgive#i owe my last landlord thousands of dollars both in back rent and because they l i t e r a l l y#tore the house apart in fits of rage#i honestly just feel stupid#but love is blind bla bla#im seeing someone else now#life is cool lol
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not a sad ‘woe is me’ post so don’t send me weird messages but: the thing abt cycling through every ED possible and being bulimic for like 10 yrs & making yourself vomit up to 10x times per day on ur worst days is that your teeth and gums will eventually give out on you (bc it doesn’t make a difference if you’ve been good & it doesn’t matter how well you’ve taken care of your teeth for the last x years) and u will be 30 years old crying to your very sweet and kind dentist when she tells you about the 1 million things that are wrong with ur teeth
#anyway i feel strongly compelled to quit my job and dedicate my entire life to speaking out abt eating disorders#& doing research & writing & advocating for people who are suffering#women who are suffering#i think this is honestly my life’s calling!!!! i just don’t know where to start#you know movies glamorize having anorexia & it’s always like: she is the most beautiful girl in the world…but so sad…she doesn’t eat :(#i need to make movies that have scenes like that one chapter of i’m glad my mom died:#where jennette has been throwing up like 15 times a day and her tooth falls out#and she’s literally just like: yeah i’ll deal with that later#& instead of writing about a beautiful skinny white girl who is upset about eating carrots at inpatient#i would just force people to read/watch the things in this thread:#https://www.reddit.com/r/EDAnonymous/s/H1C3JZyvFK#because that’s the reality#the one comment in that thread ‘i ate something poisonous because i hoped it would make me puke’#like yeah same. LOL. & i always thought i was the only one so fucked in the head#anyway society is very cruel to women and i need to do something about it. genuinely whereeee do i even begin#i guess i have been writing a lot abt my personal experience and all the disgusting things ppl like to avoid talking abt#and how my mother made me this way etc#i could def make a memoir out of it. maybe i’ll do that.#i would love to have more options than just. trauma porn.#ah anyway maybe i’ll open a nonprofit. IDK. i just need to make a lot of noise somehow
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