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sadaveniren · 2 years ago

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This is just me being sappy and gay about music and queerness and fandom under the cut but I just want to say it

One of the highlights of my trip to Iowa was definitely the moment me and @jaerie were alone in her car Malchik Gay by t.A.T.u came on shuffle. Jenna is pretty open about being someone who doesn’t really listen to female singers - like the entire ride with Alex from the Des Moines airport I heard exactly 2 female singers - so like out of this playlist of 48000 songs or something it’s fucking Malchik Gay the moment the two of us were alone.

We both doubled over in laughter and early 2000s queer bonding because OF FUCKING COURSE it’s t.A.T.u. Like there clearly could be no one else that came on.

And like here’s the thing. She grew up in the Midwest, I grew up on the east coast. While we both were heavily involved in internet fandom during this time we were in vastly different fandoms. We only met in adulthood in 1D fandom and that’s when she became one of my closest friends of all time, but we both were openly queer in the early 00s and so we have such similar experiences from that time even not knowing one another or living near each other.

So of fucking course we both listened to fucking t.A.T.u! We were baby gays and despite everything people might hate about them now because it’s not “progressive” and they weren’t actually gay and they were just being used to make money from fucking music labels, they were so important to us as young queer kids in ways that 20 years later still hits us and connects us to each other.

And idk. I just… really love that. I hope that in 20 years some younger Louis and Harry and 1D fans get to meet up with each other when they’re in their 30s, going to some other show or event (because fandom doesn’t end when you’re 20!) and All this time comes on or Lights Up or Only the Brave or End of the Day and they look at each other and go FUCK YOU WERE THERE TOO! Even when we didn’t know each other, even when we felt alone in our experiences in real life and all we might have had was music and pop culture we now have someone who was there with us too, experiencing the same moments in time we were.

Maybe watching Louis have the rainbow mega mix lights now (or Harry lifting a flag during TPWK) will be to them what watching t.A.T.u’s MTV Movie Awards was to us. Not seen as perfect by any means then, and definitely not looked at favorably now by people who weren’t there, but still so fucking important to them.

Idk. Be kind to each other. Let people enjoy what they enjoy because it might be all they have in the moment. 🏳️‍🌈 Happy Pride everyone.

#this is literally so sappy #I’m sorry #this also probably doesn’t make sense and I’m just rambling #but I just really want to get this feeling out #as I think back on baby gay me in the early 00s #and then think on me now

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everythingwasnormalhere · 8 months ago

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pls rb if you think cuddling doesn't have to be s3xual

im tryna prove a point to my bf's mother help me out

#like im asexual its def not gonna be like that for me #but she still thinks it is soo #but like. cuddling can totally be platonic there doesnt gotta be such a fuss abt it 😭#i get her pov but c'mon #asexual #aromantic #<- for reach #edit: ...its censored because i want to btw #like. ik im in the horniest social media but i wanna censor it so i do #ik i wont get shadowbanned like in tiktok lmao #im not even in tiktok......😭#so yup i censored it for my own comfort 💯 hope this answered your questions pls shut up now lmaooo

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varilien · 4 months ago

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am i blanchin?

girl we blanchin!!

HI HIII happy birthday to everyone's favorite mystery twins!! how did they grow up so fast!!!!

Palestine: Funds | Action | eSims | Info Sudan Resources | Congo Resources

#gravity falls #gravity falls fanart #mabel pines #dipper pines #still wild to me to have once been just barely older than them when the show was first airing #and now........ ough..#anyways i think starting today im gonna slowly start watching back through gravity falls again :) gotta return to my roots!!!#edit thank god i finally have a new keyboard i couldn't add any of my resource links on mobile ;0;

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crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington · 3 months ago

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elita pep talk

#transformers one #transformers #b 127 #bumblebee #elita one #i want more content of elita and bee #their dynamic would be so funny i think #ur mean aunt who acts like she hates u but she gets u that one really obscure thing u mentioned in passing conversation #i think their relationship can be really sweet #i think bee would geniunly really look up to elita and think shes so awesome #and elita is just like okay this annoying yellow thing follows me around now i guess #(she loves him)#her stupid son that she hates #shes tough on him but she cares...

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stemmmm · 2 months ago

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more people gotta try this shit where bill has not improved and will not change but he's just chilling so its fine probably. its great

#gravity falls #billford #bill cipher #stanford pines #gf nevermind all that #is this really for that? no but if its post canon bill on earth then it may as well be. makes it nice and easy to find later too #reread tbob because we just got our own (nicely water damaged) copy and i was like. i dont draw him cute enough #i will continue trying to do better #anyways stanley you are a butch woman. stanley transition now you dont even have to do anything youre already perfect #its just about the intent #every time i drew him for the last one all i could think was oohhhhhh my god you are a dyke. to me. please #in other news are there any burned out pushing-30s out there who havent drawn in years? i gotta say. i really gotta say.#get mentally ill about something its great. preferably alongside a few other people that you can use to create a perpetual cycle of insanit #gets you drawing again in no time and it feels great

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mroddmod · 3 months ago

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they are like puppies. 2 me

#gravity falls #dipper pines #mabel pines #stan pines #stanley pines #ford pines #stanford pines #gravity falls fanart #fanart #disney #pretty happy with the bg on this one!!!#to be honest i don't know how i got here #at first i just wanted to draw mabel and dipper sleeping on the floor bc i thought it was a cute idea and i love to draw cuddling #and then um. suddenly i had placed them in an entire environment and added stan and ford #couldn't tell ya what happened #but i had fun with it!!#anyway yeah thank you again for all the recent support #hit 12k!!!! woah!!!!!#i was gonna make a post thanking you for 10k but then i hit 11 and now 12 so um. whoops #to be honest i don't even know what to say 😭😭 it's just crazy to me that ive gotten this far because ive had this acc since i was like. 12 #it was my first social media i think #and the first way i got into fandoms #so yeah anyway. thank you :'))#mods art #mods draws #my art

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flabebabe · 2 months ago

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The problem with pokemon is that if you've been playing it your whole life, you end up liking pretty much all of them eventually. Like I know exeggcute is just some eggs but. I've been seeing them since '98, on cute cards, in tv shows, and movies and games. Some eggs just living their best life. Some eggs are my friend.

#exeggutor is the one that makes me think about this #also metagross. i hated it when rse came out but now i love them very much #text #miiverse confessional

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illusioncanthurtme--art · 4 months ago

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Physically? I am sitting in my bedroom. Mentally? Spiritually? I AM DEAD ON THE FLOOR!!!!! THESE TWO HAVE KILLED ME!!!!

(Another drawing! This was originally attempt #1 at drawing stan, and then fiddleford just showed up. Kinda feels like them five minutes after the above acting like nothing happened though, so it works sdjkgkjfshj)

#HEALED FIDDLEFORD HAS ME BOUNCING OFF THE FUCKING WALLS!!!!!!! GIVE THE MAN A BRIGHT HAPPY FUTURE!!! FUCK!!!!!#I don't know how i'm coming off right now #when i say that i've been super manic about them for the past week I really mean it #guys Idk but I think I might be fiddlestans number one fan #I liked this pairing before book of bill and after reading it it only solidified things #IT IS SO MUCH MORE THAN A CRACK SHIP TO ME!!!!!!!!#fiddlestan #gravity falls #anyway this is supposed to be them the next summer #stan is working the shack to tutor soos for tourist season #fiddleford has changed while the twins were on the stan o war #STAN DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO FEEL AT FIRST and they have a lot of shit to work through from their past before they can start making out dksjds #sketchbook #traditional art #pencil drawing #traditional drawing #stanley pines #fiddleford mcgucket #gravity falls fanart

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agentperezbian · 8 months ago

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I'm curious. Tag this with your sexuality and what your favorite M/F ship is.

#i'm a lesbian and i kinda cycle through a few of them #right now i'm rotating buttercup and westley in my mind and i keep seeing the zelink au of them which makes me think of them too #idk if anyone will actually do this! but if they did that would be really cool #i wanna see the data

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vamprisms · 3 months ago

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filmmakers who adapt classic gothic literature for the screen: damn i'm not reading that book no matter hWHAT

#i saw some clips of an old adaptation of it on tiktok so i think that's enough ressearch. now bring me my white heathcliff

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ruushes · 6 months ago

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i'm sure there's a canon timeline but dao is a springtime game to me

#ailill mahariel #leliana #alistair theirin #zevran arainai #morrigan #dragon age #dao #my art #my ocs #probably entirely bc i first played it for the first time in late february/early march but the association is indelible now #there's a certain combination of like weather and temperature that makes me think abt tramping around fereldan trying to stop the blight #this was also supposed to be a springtime post but. well.#i think i posted a wip of this like five months ago lmao 🤦

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catmask · 2 years ago

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its true that romance amd friendship will not solve everything but. objectively speaking its very hard to get sad when you can say 'lets go get cake tomorrow okay' and someone will go get cake with you. like there is some good at least. you know

#i think this is why ive been so much more geniunely happy these last few years #like. i will never be going to bed alone. i will always have someone who wants me here #i will always have someone to say 'im sorry im not feeling very well now' and they will be concerned instead of being annoyed #at you as if those feelings are an inconvenience #scratchpost #txt

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 8 months ago

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