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shakerula-miczula · 1 month ago

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You still alive?

Barely

#fandoms hate to see me coming because I fixate for a couple weeks #produce daily content #and then drop it for something else #and then the cycle continues

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cambriancutie · 8 months ago

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splatoon is so boring now....

#i know i make this post once a month but it keeps bringing me back in and then i remember it sucks #and then the cycle continues

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irritablepoe · 6 months ago

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I'm in fact hoarding edits, did I ever tell you? I have perhaps over 5000 edits that I've saved, maybe more on both insta and tiktok and I don't think it's all that joke-y and funny anymore... Tbh...

#johnny's silly rambles #at three points in my life i tried to sort them #it did work out a little bit #but then i gave up and it's basically me watching the edits I've saved last over and over and over again #until i search for more #and then the cycle continues #i don't think this is normal anymore especially bc I'm partly only watching for like a few seconds #and then i get bored and close the app again #and then i open it again to watch the same thing again #and people keep telling me I'm mentally stable #i really think they should all see my tumblr tbh #anyways i hope you all are having a great night or whatever time it might be #I'm certainly not I'm just confessing randoms things to you #at this point of you're interested in knowing sth abojt me you can go ahead and ask

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yeehawgeek · 8 months ago

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no matter how this show ends, i just wanna say: i love this fandom and all the friends i’ve made through it, and we’ll survive this finale together even if barely

#idk how long i’ll be in the fandom once the show ends #i mean star wars has always been a main fandom for me #but the way my interactions with fandoms go is i get really involved in one for 1-2 years and then go on to the next fandom #and then the cycle continues #and i don’t think i’ve reached the 6 month mark in this fandom so i think my brain will let me stay here for a bit #tbb #tbb fandom

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obitoslay · 1 year ago

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going through the worst year of my life depressed broke lonely slowly rotting away etc etc

#have not posted a fic in a year now #hahaha #hHAHAAHAHAAHAAHHAHAHAHSHERJT #if u see my google docs. how much is actually in there you’d be surprised #but nothing is finished #and im my biggest critic unhappy with everything #so i’ll just stare at my writing and feel disgusted by it #and then the cycle continues #ive been doing a lot of reading tho #ive read a lot this year . almost been taking over my writing weirdly enough?#instead i just read and read and hope to feel inspired or smth #nothings really inspired me yet #ive handed in my final essays so i have around a month to myself #im gonna see if i can salvage my relationship with writing #it’s in a really weird stage #usually when im depressed i can still write but now i can’t…#when i read i wait for this huge moment where everything suddenly makes sense #i keep chasing that each time i read. but i can’t find it #and i wonder if maybe my writing could do that? but i’ll never know bc i can’t feel connected to my writing as a reader

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catboybatman · 2 months ago

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Feeling estranged and other at the party tonight gang 🤟

#'i want to do normal teen stuff' i say #me doing normal teen stuff: i feel so disconnected and bored #and then the cycle continues #like girl. its not for you

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stemmmm · 1 month ago

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more people gotta try this shit where bill has not improved and will not change but he's just chilling so its fine probably. its great

#gravity falls #billford #bill cipher #stanford pines #gf nevermind all that #is this really for that? no but if its post canon bill on earth then it may as well be. makes it nice and easy to find later too #reread tbob because we just got our own (nicely water damaged) copy and i was like. i dont draw him cute enough #i will continue trying to do better #anyways stanley you are a butch woman. stanley transition now you dont even have to do anything youre already perfect #its just about the intent #every time i drew him for the last one all i could think was oohhhhhh my god you are a dyke. to me. please #in other news are there any burned out pushing-30s out there who havent drawn in years? i gotta say. i really gotta say.#get mentally ill about something its great. preferably alongside a few other people that you can use to create a perpetual cycle of insanit #gets you drawing again in no time and it feels great

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giftedpoison · 5 months ago

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Me: no I don't have hyper fixations with ADHD. I've never really lost time to hobbies, unless it's reading but that's normal.

*chess enters chat*

*Literally losing sleep over it don't want to do anything else absolutely frothing at the mouth only thing I do all day.*

#i have a love hate relationship with remembering chess exists tbh #i usually fall off it i go stagnate and stop improving #and then a few months later ill come bacl #jump 100 in rank and then promptly forget about it #and then the cycle continues #i cant even get diagnosed with adhd because no one from my childhood years would agree ive had symptoms all my life #because my adhd presents differently than my sister's 🙃

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bixels · 6 days ago

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The final TF2 issue really got to me. Spoilers, but it’s the reveal that all of this suffering and murder and war over gravel and shitty land was for nothing but senseless, bottomless hatred. That the administrator can’t even remember where this revenge plot started as she flashes through different false memories of her parents’ deaths. There was never a tragic backstory or justification, only terrible people doing despicable things. And despite how crass and stupid and unserious TF2 is, the story subverts every expectation by showing the survivors and inheritors willingly breaking the cycle. Ms. Pauling lies to the administrator and chooses not to save her, and finally lets her die. (Hurts even more if you read into the subtext that Ms. Pauling is in love with the administrator.) She lets the final cache of Australium go and walks away from the burden and legacy of a century-old bloodfeud. Hale lets Gray’s daughter go and live her life freely. Spy is the first to arrive at Scout’s house and meet his big family, finally takes off his mask, and helps with the kids. Even Merasmus exhaustedly makes peace with himself and Soldier and chooses not to curse him or something. There’s nothing to finish, no promises to keep, and no one to avenge. The only thing to do is break the cycle and walk away.

It feels odd how happy and warm everything is, but it feels so right and earned. These bloodthirsty, awful, violent men were expendable cogs in a machine of endless violence, and they found a way out. It’s a genuinely great message about letting go the past that burdens you and finding the will and a way to hit the bricks, change, and be happy. Maybe they don’t technically deserve happiness, but they’ve got it nonetheless, and they’re not gonna let it go to waste. They’re still all crazy and violent, but on their own terms now and with people who love them! Smiles.

#tf2 #rant #personal #the stuff with the administrator reminded me of the ending of breaking bad #except the admin isn’t as self aware as Walt lol #that there was never a sympathetic reason or justification to fall back on #all of this was done simply because they were sadistic people #I really appreciate the writers avoiding the expected trope of the administrator dying and #Ms Pauling taking the mantel and becoming the next administrator. both as a either a girlboss empowerment thing or a sad but realistic end #like nah they’re happy and doing well. we won’t torture these characters any more and doom them to continuing the cycle #they’ll be happy and you’ll be happy for them

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chaos-has-theories · 9 months ago

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every couple of weeks my subconscious goes "if you don't go to see your family i will torture you with guilty dreams until you pass out from sleep deprivation" and then my heart adds "also if i don't get to pet our kittycat I might DIE" and then I go there and it's like oh right. I have depression

#and tension headaches <3 and deep pressure requirements that only skyrocket when I'm stressed <333 #and then I go to see my psychiatrist and she's like so how have you been.#and I say GOOD except for when I visited my family but that is normal #and she goes oh but maybe it isn't normal? we could try upping your dosage #and then the cycle continues #chaos rambles #sorry I'm just. Annoyed #I am an top of my things! Mostly! I don't need to chew on family issues right now! I could just exist instead!!!

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g1rlr0b1n · 1 year ago

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guys, guys! I'm super close to actually completing one of your requests!

#look at me getting stuff done like a functional person #...ummm ignore the WIPs spilling out of the closet I crammed them into...I'll get to those later.#I'm back to my old ways of writing several things at the same time flipping back and forth as I get reinspired #and tossing them haphazardly to the side as I loose sight of my goal #then finding them again weeks later like “oh hey I remember you!”#and then the cycle continues #ao3 writer #living with adhd

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tortoisebore · 1 year ago

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i’m an insatiable monster here’s another half finished sketch 🫠