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Procrastinating while writing the fic (simultaneously! I'm multi-tasking :] ) Let's throw out some headcanons!:
At least one ""prank"" of Lucilla, Liberta and Eugene's was an organized attempt at a concert for a very early morning "i-just-woke-up" Gavus, and it consisted of Liberta playing the pots and pans (banging them together at random intervals), Lucilla somehow got her hands on an instrument and that was getting played (she was not talented, Gavus is pretty sure she was playing it wrong) and Eugene simply dancing badly in the background (he knows how to dance, he simply chose not to)
Eugene says it's a celebratory welcome back, Gavus says his ears have not felt true pain until that day
Lucilla has a pet spider!! another one !!! her name is Mountain Destroyer of Gods and Mortals but everyone calls her Cupcake
Liberta does not choose to be part of the mischief, he's just dragged into it
Gavus has a beer mug with 'dad of the year' etched into it and he has never put it down ever
it's his favorite mug
He's 99% sure it was stolen from a nearby pub but it's his favorite mug
Lucilla has, on multiple occasions, brought home:
a snake
another spider
a scorpion
a lizard
two lizards
a frog
a mouse
a puppy
a cat
and at one point she managed to get her hands on a horse but then GaGene realized she stole it by accident and that was a conundrum in of itself
either way, she has tried and failed to get more pets but Gavus is partial to a cat or a dog, mostly both. A dog to help protect their home and a cat to keep mice out of the house.
So he and Eugene are planning on surprising her and Liberta with a dog and a cat respectively (so they get to name each one)
Liberta complains about the pranks and Lucilla's immaturity at times but he cannot help but get sent into orbit whenever someone else falls victim
It takes EVERYTHING in his arsenal to not laugh and his thought process is "Don't laugh it's not funny don't laugh it's not funny don't laugh it's not funny" and he laughs anyways because it was pretty funny
Kadrin !! He makes visits when he can , or the family will come to visit him, but they try to make sure he's not seen with Lucilla or Eugene too often since, well, Hypogeans are still bad for business unfortunately. Kadrin is referred to as "Uncle Kadrin" by the kids and it makes Kadrin feel ridiculously old
How did he get a nephew and a niece.... how did his life turn out to be this way
and why is it the fault of a Rubik's cube ?????
He gives the kids gifts when he can and pointedly ignores Eugene's argument that HE [eugene] should get a gift too because no Eugene, your existence in Kadrin's life does NOT mean you deserve a present
Eugene and Gavus do have pretty sweet and tender moments together, mainly they spend a lot of time just quietly enjoying each other's presence. After being separated for so long, they aren't quite ready to let each other go, and that's okay.
#afk arena#afk eugene#afk gavus#afk liberta#afk lucilla#its not a large amount of headcanons#but i also need to finish part 1 of this chapter#and then get it beta'd#i really am just procrastinating <3
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you just got me started (i don't think i can stop it)
𧥠a landoscar ficlet đą rated G/T âïž 1.8k words đš inspired by ki's beautiful art that just went up. + silverstone weekend 'cus apparently i'm still in my feelings about it. đ read on ao3
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âYou sure youâre okay.â Oscar says. âIf you ask me again, Iâm whacking you with the frickinâ console.â âGood to know youâre back to normal, then. Kind of.ïżœïżœÂ âHa. Itâs just.â Lando wriggles around a bit, but still doesnât look up at Oscar. âToday wasâŠâ Oscar understands this. How hard it is to put into words. But he kind of secretly likes it, too. When Lando relies on him to fill the blanks, put into words what he wants to say. Itâs like they both operate on the same wavelength and Lando puts full trust in Oscar to carry him through when he canât find the right frequency, when he canât land the words to express the enormity of feeling he often carries inside himself. Oscar doesn't mind being his codex sometimes, because it is nice to be needed. âIncredible.â Oscar supplies, tangling one hand in Landoâs hair. He rubs his fingers in a slow, easy pattern, the way he knows Lando loves. Lando nods. And it wouldnât seem possible for Lando to burrow deeper into Oscarâs touch, but he always does.Â
#landoscar#oscar piastri#lando norris#op81#ln4#814#mctwinks#twinklaren#wiz.writing#f1 rpf#formula one rpf#formula one fanfiction#formula one fanfic#814m#landoscar fanfic#i did not get this beta'd and i wrote it in a flurry so if there are typos that is totally on me#thank you ki for the art inspo as well !!#ur genius knows no bounds
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what if. i said tough and sweet ch7 is done. and accidentally ended up being 20k words with two Large nsfw scenes
#thanks c for the absolutely eloquent and stunning commentary on the boys. legend#tough and sweet fic#i can not even describe. how exhausted i am. i sat down from 3am to 5pm and wrote 6k to just Get It Done yesterday#almost as nervous about this one as i was ab the last chapter ngl SHDGJK so many firsts for them lately yk#just editing/being beta'd and then will post Eventually <3
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Things That Are in Adagio in Green That Only Exist in My Head Because I Never Bring Them Up in the Fic:
- There is a full bath attached to the hospital room where the Hamatos are staying, including a tub/shower designed to be accessible for patients. Hospital staff stocks it with soaps and cleaning supplies for all types of fur, scales, and skin.
- Raph is medically cleared to use the tub/shower on his own. Leo is not and he's very cranky about it. Leo is still getting sponge baths/wiped down with a washcloth and whines about it every time.
- Leo is allowed to use the toilet but has to be assisted there and back since he's not cleared to walk on his own.
- I'm not talking about the catheter situation because they're teenagers and I feel weird just thinking about it thank you and goodbye
- Mikey's room is also in the VIP Ward, sort of kitty corner across the hallway from the Hamato's room. It's smaller as it's for a single person and has its own private bathroom. He gets his meals delivered but is not cleared to use the bath yet on the account of his bandages.
- CJ isn't actually eating much as a lot of modern food makes him queasy. He's actually terrible at taking care of himself. Wonder where he got that from. :|
#chapter's 29 and 30 are finished and beta'd!#31 is fighting me a bit but we're getting there#we are ssooooo close to finishing part one you guys you don't even know#adagio in green fic#sage writes turtles
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âŠCan I have the digital circus gang with an s/o who kicks Jaxâs a$$ when he goes too far in his âpranksâ. So like, theyâll let a few remarks, jabs and âlighterâ pranks through if they donât actually hurt anyone. But things like infesting Ragathaâs room with bugs, tormenting Pomni about her situation/mental state, breaking Gangleâs mask, stealing and hiding Zoobleâs parts, demolishing Kingerâs impenetrable fortress or even royally messing up Caineâs adventures or shows for a laugh will get him in all sorts of trouble.
Sorry for the long request, rewatched TADC after Helluva Bossâs newest episode (omg so gooooood) and wanted some revenge for how much of a prick Jax is to everyone.
A well deserved A&% kicking
FINALLY! I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS REQUEST! I HAVE WANTED TO KICK JAX'S TEETH IN SINCE HE TRIPPED RAGATHA AND PUSHED GANGLE IN THE MEET THE CHARACTERS TEASER! Don't take that as I don't want fluffy requests for him. Cause I do. I've just waiting for enough reason to write about this concept for a little while. Jax x Reader who fights back
Jax hated you. Well more then the others at least cause you were the only one who wouldn't just let him get away with any and everything. And he despised you for that. Because of his track record you don't trust him, and can come across as a little protective over the others when it comes to him. You all are literally trapped in a digital circus. You don't need more problems. And Jax is just a walking problem. One time he found a pair of scissors and cut up Gangle and hid her in a box that he buried outside. When you found out about it you comforted Gangle and helped her get Caine so she could be in one piece again. You kicked the absolute s&@# out of him once you were sure Gangle was at least kind of ok. You wish you could do some actual damage but sadly that isn't possible in the circus. So you left him tied up and with tape over his mouth quiet corner that no one visits. He deserves it. And the week and a half he was gone was really calm and enjoyable only reinforcing the fact that he makes living here so much harder then it needs to be. In the time he was gone you broke into his room to make sure he didn't have anything else he could use to hurt others. You took everything that could be a problem as well as all his keys, so he couldn't get into everywhere anymore. But good news is you have made the circus a much safer and calmer place. And Jax's "pranks" have slowed a ton cause he can't just do anything whenever he wants anymore. He actually has to think about it and be careful not to get caught. Bad news is because of you his more sadistic tendencies have spiked since he can't constantly vent them. So the "pranks" he does do are much more messed up. His "pranks" can be awful at the best of times, and with you he actually has a reason and want to cause problems and pain. So watch your back. Cause you've made enemies with the most sadistic person there. (I wrote this in like a minute. I get it's kind of short but I thoroughly enjoyed writing this. Thank you for the request! And I hope you enjoyed!)
(Little heads up I updated my request rules so please check back before you request something. Thank you again!) xoxo, Jester
Edit: I'm so sorry. I didn't see TADC crew's S/O. I thought you wanted just like my ideas. I can re write this if you want.
#tadc x reader#the amazing digital circus x reader#noob author#not beta'd#Jax is a strangely universally loved character#Like don't get me wrong he's kind of attractive#But I go for personallity#So I hate him
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Op turned off reblogs but I 1000% agree
#not my post#booktok#anti booktok#like im not mad at âbad literatureâ im mad they want us to pay $20 for stuff written just as schlocky as unedited un-beta'd#written at 3 in the morning fan fic but without half the soul put into it and without establishing an actual character#and not just a bunch of tag lines#and that everyone else is expected to write the same way in order to sell anything!!!!#it makes me so smad. melancholy. fuckin morose and devastated that books are being pushed towards being formulaic#the point of a book is to tell a story Your way - in Your Own Words and hopefully you get weird about it!!!!!!
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I had a brain worm, and then not even halfway through writing it I realized a bit of information wasn't canon, but... Who cares at this point. I just needed to write it. [Spoilers for season 5 below the cut, angst, emotional hurt/some comfort, major character death]
May calls Daisy with the news that he finally passed. It feels like the air gets sucked out of the room, and she can't breathe. Mack overhears the phone call and tells her to go be with May, but Daisy can't. Their mission is too important, and she can't leave the team high and dry⊠but Mack insists she needs to go. With the hysterical state she's in, she's going to be uselessâŠÂ
So she goes. But not before the team sends her off, getting hugs from everyone, and Jemma telling her to give May the team's love.
Daisy shows up, and immediately breaks down, May rushing to hold her in her arms. It could've been minutes, it could've been hours, she's not even sure. All she knows is May is a sturdy frame for her to cry into and curl around.
His body is covered under a white sheet. She wants to see, but at the same time she doesn't want that to be the last thing she sees of him⊠yeah, maybe it's for the best. She lays a hand where she assumes his chest is, giving a moment of silence. No tears this time. Just silence. And Mayâs hand holds her free hand. After an ample amount of time, May eventually guides her away.
He was cremated (âHe said he already had a grave I desecrated, so he wanted to try being dead a different way this time,â May explained with a small scoff), his ashes put into a bag and inside of a small wooden box. Where were they gonna spread him? He had given a few suggestions before he passed. The beach, his old grave, somewhere at the Lighthouse, really anywhere. It sounded like he didn't mind where.
So May decided some on the beaches of Tahiti, and the rest at the Lighthouse, the team's newest home.Â
They waited until sunset. The colors in the sky and on the water were beautiful. They were near where he took his last breath: on the lounge chair in the sand under a nice canopy. They set his little wooden box on the chair while facing the ocean. Daisy could stop the constant flow of tears. She grabbed and interlaced her fingers with May. May squeezed her hand.Â
May spoke, words just above the sound of the light breeze traveling through the fresh, salty air. Spoke about all the missions they had together, how she wishes they had more time, how she hopes he rests easy on the other side. She was quiet, stoic. How was she not breaking?
Daisy on the other hand was a blubbering mess. Barely getting a word out in edgewise over her tears, she told him how much he meant to her, how he's the closest thing to family she had and she lost him. May squeezed her hand again before letting go and wrapping an arm around her shoulder and squeezing her into her side. Daisy curled into May's chest while almost incoherent words still spilled out. Something about how she's still so mad at him for not telling the team, and how they could've saved him and had more time with him, and how maybe⊠maybe it isn't too late and they'll find a hail Mary somewhere, somehow⊠Daisy was quiet for a moment, turning around in May's chest (still holding onto her for dear life though), facing the little wooden box. She said her last, âI love you,â to him, making it one of a pair of times she actually vocalized it. No actions. Just words, for once. May did the same, making Daisy's breath hitch. She knew â not to a full extent, but enough â how much he meant to the older agent, having gone through the academy at the same time, and participating in many missions over the years, including Bahrain.
Their words hung in the air as the sun was barely visible above the horizon. May made the first move, untangling herself from Daisy. She picked up the box, taking out the plastic bag with the remains of their beloved Director. Opening it made a bit of dust poof out, like he was ready to go and be free on the winds of the beach. May walked towards the water. She took a small handful of him in her right palm, holding it for a moment, before letting it go gracefully. The dust flew in the air, a little part of him mixing with the sand and the ocean and the breeze. She knelt and brought her same palm to the sand, holding a moment of silence. The older agent got back up, and returned to Daisy, gingerly handing her the box with the open bag.
Daisy took it and walked to the spot where May went. She repeated what she saw, but in a more tearful and snotty way. Holding the box close, she grabbed a small handful of ashes in her left hand. Tears dropped to the sand.
âI guess this is goodbye for real now,â she somberly choked, her voice cracking looking at her cupped hand. âI started missing you when you walked off the Zephyr âno, even before that. Back when Jemma told us. But this feels <em>final</em>. And I think I may miss you more after this than right now.â Daisy brought her closed fist of ashes to her lips, letting them rest on her knuckles. âYou were the closest thing I had to a real father, and I'll never forget that. Thank you.â She shut her eyes hard, heavy tears falling down her cheeks and onto her knuckles. Bringing her fist out in front of her, she let him go, letting him float on the wind and be one with the beautiful, serene environment.Â
Daisy knelt down and flattened her palm on the sand, feeling the mixture of ash and sand. She gave herself a moment to grieve, to actually stop and feel the loss deep in her bones. A gut wrenching sob left her body. It was loud and pitiful. The little wooden box made its way safely to the sand, spilling no more remains. Tears were actively streaming down in a gushing waterfall almost as if she could add to the ocean. It was like her heart was splitting into two, and then being smashed into a million more pieces. Her cries kept coming, a convulsive gasp the only thing filling her lungs between the painful wailing.
She's not sure when, but a hand started rubbing lines up and down her back.Â
<em>Not all was lost.</em>Â
Though it may have felt like it, the sentiment seemed to calm something in her. It felt like it was something that Coulson would say on the other side of things.Â
<em>You still have May.</em>
The thought was enough to help her catch her breath and uncrumple her practically prostrate form. Through her watery vision, she could see the sun was missing from the horizon, a tiny nip in the air chilling her bones. Her body trembled. She should probably leave.
The hand left itâs comforting spot on her back and was replaced by an arm hooking itself around the front of her chest, pulling her up to her feet like it knew she should be going.Â
Daisy was exhausted. She stood motionless as the waves lapped at the shoreline. The little wooden box was placed in her right hand, closed and sealed up.
<em>May.</em>
She was now on the left side of her, slipping her hand into hers and intertwining their fingers into a mess. Her right hand in Daisyâs left, both hands having remnants of the sand and ash. The rough texture was something to focus on other than her tears and the fatigue starting to overtake her from the depths of her soul.Â
âLet's bring him back home,â May whispered with a squeeze. Daisy nodded.
He needed to be home.
#agents of shield#phil coulson#melinda may#daisy johnson#not beta'd#just a brain worm that wouldnt let loose on its own#hurt/some comfort#philindaisy#yes i realized it was explicitly said in canon he was buried but idc đ€#major character death#also to note pretty sure this is the first ever eriting that ive published off anon???#im starting to get guts and a backbone you guys! đ€ đ
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FFXIV Write 2024 - Prompt #19: Taken
i'm not a writer by any means, but i absolutely had to take part in the ffxiv write 2024 challenge. this drabble is super rough and i may come back and expand on it later, but i'm just happy that i managed to write anything at all :^3
here's the link to the fic on ao3 if you wanna check it out there, otherwise continue below the break! many apologies for spelling/grammar/whatever errors, i don't know how to manage time efficiently totally not obvious by sharing something a day later UwU
PROMPT: TAKEN
Premise: He knew Gravy would dance with others at the ball, but Aymeric can't help but feel taken with jealousy as he watched person after person steal a dance with his Warrior.
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âYou can just go up and dance with her, you know,â a voice said, having successfully interrupted Aymericâs state of brooding and startling the poor elezen. Quickly composing himself, the Lord Commander turned to the perpetrator to apologize for appearing so glum, but his shoulders sagged in relief when he saw it was only Stephanivien. âI wasnât joking, go on and ask the girl to dance before you glare everyone to death,â the eldest Haillenarte added, making Aymeric wince.
âIs it really that noticeable?â Aymeric stated more than asked, already knowing the answer.
âMy friend, I had to convince Artoirel that you werenât going to pull out your sword and skewer the next poor sod who asked Gravyâs hand for a dance!â Stephanivien exasperated dramatically with a wave of his hand. âI personally think itâd be hilarious if you did; itâd certainly bring more excitement to this absolute waste of time.â The machinist ran a hand through his blond hair and huffed in annoyance, his pale blue eyes scanning the room. âUgh, this is the last time I let Art coerce me into attending one of these. He knows I have much to work on at the shop, I donât have time to be stuck with these pricks and their hors dâoeuvres! And I have to wear this ridiculous garb that father insistedâ â
Aymeric tuned out Stephanivienâs ranting at that point and graciously accepted a glass of wine from a servant. He didnât bother with a sip and threw his head back and downed the entire drink in one go, promptly returning the glass to the stunned server. His eyes trailed back towards the center of the dance floor and landed on the lone lalafell of the entire roomâŠand the bastard she was dancing with. He couldnât quite place who the man was, but Aymeric immediately disliked him for how Gravy obviously struggled to keep up with the elezenâs much longer legs.
The Lord Speaker frowned as he watched the Warrior try to tell her dance partner something, presumably to shorten his steps. He replied with yanking her harshly by the arm and pulled her up to his chest with a wicked grin, making the dancers around them gasp. Rage filled Aymeric as he marched his way to the pair, ready to beat the ever living shit out the fiend, but stopped a few steps short when Gravy, in all her gracefulness, slapped the manâs face with a resounding SMACK.
All noise immediately ceased in the ballroom as the man cried out in pain and dropped Gravy to clutch his cheek. She got up and nonchalantly dusted herself off as her dance partnerâs companions came rushing to his aid. With one hand on her hip and the other pointed to wailing elezen, Gravy loudly said,
âThat ainât NO way to treat a person, ya pompous fuck! You oughta be ashamed of yerself!â
Aymeric stood there in disbelief as the ballroom erupted in laughter as the offender was dragged out before he let out a small chuckle himself.
#ffxiv#ff14#ffxivwrite2024#drabble#wolmeric#wolship#gravy tries writing: difficulty extreme#aymeric de borel#stephanivien de haillenarte#warrior of light#ffxiv wol#i've been trying to write a fic about gravy for several months now#and maybe have one solid chapter finished#that only one other person has read and it's cause they beta'd for me LMAO#i have terrible anxiety about sharing my writing cause there's so many amazing writers out there that i feel grossly inferior to#so i just haven't shared anything or really kept writing#but i'm using this challenge to hopefully help me get over some of that anxiety and just WRITE something#even though i'm hella late to the challenge i'm over the moon that i was able to make something
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I FINISHED WRITING A FIC AGAIN đđ
#attorneyfans do not get excited#persona3fans do get excited#if any of you exist in my mutualbase#its been like a million years since i wrote a fic that wasnt for a zine#my anhane drabble mostly doesnt count#feels weird!! feels good!!#hopefully i am Warm for the thing i have to write next. that was sort of the point of this but then it took me two weeks by accident#oh well. anyway i love you aigis#expect it tomorrow on ao3 if i can get it beta'd before then#momo talks
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I'm about halfway to two thirds through You Feel It Just Below the Ribs, and asdjasdlkajsadjal
The reveals, the implications, I can't even - mentally I'm rolling on the floor frothing at the mouth. I want to go back and listen to season 3 and season 1 all over again, holy shiiiiit
#viv18chatter#within the wires#you feel it just below the ribs#bless my library for having such a great collection#did not expect to find a book written for an alternative history podcast in its repertoire#but have it they did! all three versions I might add - physical digital and audio#anyways point is shit is really coming out now and I am loving the fictional tea#both from the ''actual'' autobiography and the side implications of the footnotes and interludes#well in between wanting to shake the fictional authors of said footnotes and interludes lol#''edited for clarity'' edited HOW? Was the writing smudged or otherwise unclear and you made your best guess?#did you change words around that YOU thought didn't make sense?#TELL ME WHAT WAS EDITED DAMMIT#and that's not even getting into the VERY opinionated footnotes and interludes#I know it would be expensive and tricky to make#but man I would love if the authors were able to make a special edition of this book#that looked like the actual manuscript#or like ... the one that was released in-universe that was being beta'd by the publishers - so we see the handwritten pages with smudges#the faded typewriter pages#with the publishers notes etc all over it#oooh stretch goal of the internal communications while going over the manuscript would prbably be a fun aside too#sometimes I wonder if there weren't multiple people making footnotes (though only one making the interludes I think)#because sometimes they vary quite wildly in tone#that could just be situational of course#but still#interesting thoughts
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two small chapter two teasers for the lovely people who follow me here hehehe âđŒ
#posting the next chapter on sunday btw! its at 4.2k words now so buckle up haha#getting christmas out of the way so i can finally focus on whats REALLY interesting here#just gotta get the chapter beta'd and then we're ready to goooo#bokris#joker out#holidate spoilers
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a hop, skip, and a jump to you
Something about Wei Ying feeling safe in a place Lan Zhan regards as his own makes him flush, and his bunny ears turn pink again. But strangely, when Wei Ying gasps at the sight and reaches one of his hands over to run a gentle finger across the edge of one, Lan Zhan doesnât feel embarrassed or ashamed by his ears at all. He feels something else entirely, something he doesnât know what to call. Something equal parts terrifying as it is extraordinary, like the warmth from his mamaâs hugs or praise from his brother. But more, somehow, and all thanks to Wei Ying. Just two soft magical bunny boys being soft together
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Alternate Universe - Magic
Witches
Shapeshifting
Rabbit Lån Zhà n | Lån Wà ngjī
Rabbit WĂši YÄ«ng | WĂši WĂșxiĂ n
Fluff
Childhood Friends
Tooth-Rotting Fluff
Wangxian | Oneshot | 6K | Rated G
Based on this official merch art!
Preview under the cut
The back hills behind Cloud Recesses are a place for tranquility and rest. When cool mountain air kisses the soft blades of bright green grass and the sound of leaves rustling like wind chimes, one can feel at total and absolute peace. With only woodland animals for company, friendly white rabbits hopping around and squirrels darting from one tree to the next with their hauls, itâs Lan Zhanâs favorite place in the world and his most prized secret. A space away from the pressures of being a Gusu Lan heir. Away from all the near-constant staring and placing of expectations on his still small shoulders.
Itâs a place for Lan Zhan to let himself rest and think, to be free to fail in the one thing he shouldnât be failing in. But at least, here, no one will judge him for those failures.
All witches are born with a hybrid form that they must learn to control by age ten. At that time, theyâre given their formal witch's name and may join the coven officially as a fully-fledged witch. Itâs the goal of every young witch and the Gusu Lan pride themselves in teaching exemplary witches year after year.
But this year, Lan Zhan is afraid he will become the black spot on the otherwise perfectly pristine record.
Because Lan Zhan is nine and a half, his naming ceremony is only a few short months away, and he still can't control his large white bunny ears in his hybrid form. The rest of his bunny traits had been easy to control. Heâd learned to suppress his hopping instincts and figured out how to tuck his fluffy cottontail away on the first try. Even his stubborn whiskers had receded after a few hours of diligent practice.
But for some reason, Lan Zhan hasnât been able to manage his ears, and they continue to torment him with their perpetual floppy nature.
And if he canât control his ears, then he will disappoint his family and his entire clan. Heâll never be the witch heâs spent his entire life working towards.
Today, his usually outgoing and curious critter friends give him a wide berth, as if they know Lan Zhan is not in the mood for pets and cuddles. Instead, he kneels in the soft grass with only the gentle wind for company, along with his unkind thoughts and his vexing bunny ears that are the root of all this mess.
They're big and unseeming, and Lan Zhan has always been embarrassed by the way his ears give away his feelings no matter how hard he works to keep his emotions regulated and controlled. It doesnât help that as the only rabbit hybrid in all of Cloud Recesses, he is constantly the victim of teasing by the elders and older witches. Even Ge enjoys tugging on his ears, cooing at how âfluffy and adorableâ they are, and taking obvious delight when their tips turn red. Â
It makes Lan Zhan puff up with anger and pout. Heâs almost ten years old! Heâs not a little baby bunny anymore, why wonât the others see that?
He knows itâs in part because of the rarity of his species. Rabbits aren't common hybrids, and he's the only one in the family since his mother passed away. It also means that he has to learn the complexities of shapeshifting and form control on his own, spending hours studying ancient text after ancient text in the library while his peers attend more practical classes.
Even his brother, an elegant snow-white crane, learned how to control his form at only seven years old! The elders were sure that with Lan Zhanâs talent in all other magicks, he would follow in his older brotherâs footsteps as a child prodigy worthy of the title of Second Jade of Lan.
Except, clearly their hopes were misplaced, and Lan Zhan is going to be the first Lan heir in over a century to never learn how to control his hybrid form.
But he cannot let himself fail, so every day after his midday meal, he heads to the back hills to practice in quiet seclusion. He goes through a series of meditations designed to allow one to focus on their internal structures and self-regulation. He follows every step perfectly, exactly as the manual states, including envisioning his long fluffy white ears changing form into something more human-like.
He casts the spell, following the instructions heâs gathered exactly and precisely...but for the fifth time that day, nothing happens. He lifts his head and sees his bunny ears flopping mercilessly in his periphery, the same as they ever were and seem to always be.
Water wells up in his eyes and it takes every ounce of self-control he has left to hold them back from falling. Tears not filled with sadness but with immense frustration and anger towards himself. Lan Zhan is at the top of everything! The best in his class, an accomplished musician, and a talented student. He can perform spells older students still struggle with. Heâs even been scouted to teach the younger fledgling students once he becomes a proper witch.
But, how can he, when this one spell keeps holding him back? Why is this one spell so impossible for him?
His ears droop down and Lan Zhan uses them along with the curtain of his long hair to block out the rest of the world, focusing on the ground he's sitting on. He wishes desperately that he wasnât so alone, that he had anyone else to talk to. He takes his emotions out on the grass, heedless of the Gusu Lan precepts to Be kind to all that is living, and starts ripping up the grass in front of him. Heâll punish himself later, but for now, this is all he can do to keep from letting his tears fall.
But then, another childâs voice calls, "Hey! Don't do that, you're hurting it!"
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#lmaooooo so i got sick and can't go camping so im compensating by writing a 6k oneshot in one go#i have two moods not writing for months and then writing a lot in just a short amout of time#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#the untamed#chen qing ling#wangxian#mdzs fanfiction#the untamed fanfic#wei wuxian#wei ying#lan wangji#mxtxnet#mdzs ouat au#lan zhan#anyways im gonna go get soup and sleep and actually listen to my body byeee#also not beta'd becasuse im gonna pass out
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More Context-Free Footnotes From Fic Drafts On My Phone. smile
#bribing myself w/ Deeply Unserious asides to trick my brain into getting as much as possible on the page where I can actually use it#i have like...... 2 sections Completely not-written. 1 not-finished. 1 not-beta'd and 1 not-edited.#i finished a oneshot i can finish this. i can do it i can do it. I'm doing it#sopffic
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regarding: colour me in â okay yall, i've been working on this chapter and writing and editing it since like 4pm and it's 10pm now :') i gotta go to bed in an hour and don't think i will finish. would y'all be okay if it dropped tmrw or later this week? đ„ș
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Happy!
âI brought her back with me,â Max tilted his head up in a challenging way, keeping a fucking poker face right where it used to be a dimpled smile with a happy, shining gaze.
Even his blue orbs looked dull.
Not like the cerulean depths of sea, or the sky at night in sapphire.
Just clouds and thunder, a fading blue.
âWhen I visited mom.â
Right, mom. Netherlands.
Charles had to fucking wake up to a morning where heâd have no texts or calls from Max.
#I'M SO EXCITED#it's out tomorrow#and it's still not beta'd help#but we'll get there âđ»#wip ask game#wips#I LIED#when I said no angst#but there's just a small amount i promise
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Detroit: Ground Zero | Ch. 3 (Connor x fem!reader)
Summary: Youâre an aspiring psych student, ready to take on the world when life takes an unexpected, bloody turn. Flesh eaters now roam the city of Detroit in search of their next meal, an aggressive new deviant group rears its head, and you are caught right in the middle of it. GreatâŠ
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Profanity (as usual), descriptions of blood and gore, descriptions of death
A/N: Heed the warnings for this chapter, please! This story is only going to get darker, so I may only post on AO3, with only chapter teasers for Tumblr in future... we'll see!
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Chapter Three: Gone
You woke up the next day disoriented and squinting as the early morning sunlight filtered in through the windows of the Detroit Police Department. At some point in the night, the battle to stay awake became too difficult, and youâd slipped off into dreamland with your head resting on Hankâs desk. But, of course, that didnât explain how youâd ended up lying sideways on a row of chairs lining the wall with someoneâs jacket slung over your form.
It was all coming back to you now â the cafĂ©, the streets, the zombies.
You sat up with a groan and rubbed the sleep from your eyes. You were quick to spot Fowler pacing in his glass office, mumbling lowly into his phone. The man looked unbelievably tired, but he still acknowledged you with a slight nod when he saw you were awake before returning to the person on the other end of the line.
 Then, there was Gavin leaning back in a chair on the opposite side of the bullpen, eyes closed with his arms crossed and his legs resting across what you assumed was probably his desk. You noticed he no longer wore his leather jacket, but it wasnât the one currently draped over you. You eventually spotted it, thrown carelessly atop a counter cabinet in the centre of the room, still very much covered in blood.
You couldnât see Nines anywhere, but Hank now occupied the desk you were at last night, scrolling through something on his terminal while Connor sat beside him with his eyes closed and his blue LED flickering. His jacket was missing, leaving him in a crisp white button-down that did little to hide his lean frame. You gingerly lifted the one off your torso, eyes widening when you spotted the faint blue glow of the notorious armband and logo.
You shot up a little too abruptly, legs wobbling in protest. âAh, shitâŠâ
âMorninâ, kid,â Hank acknowledged, his blue eyes barely leaving the terminal. âHowâd you sleep?â
Connor stirred beside him, brown eyes fluttering open. He regarded you with that same small smile from last night, the one you liked a little too much.
You rubbed the back of your neck, âSurprisingly well, aside from the fact that my neck hurts like a bitch.â
âHappens to the best of us,â the lieutenant chuckled. âFeel free to help yourself with some coffee or whatever in the break room. Thereâre doughnuts, too, if the others havenât eaten âem.â
You nodded before looking back to Connor, who, to your surprise, was still watching you. You flushed and held his jacket out to him, quietly muttering your thanks as he accepted it. His fingers gently brushed over yours, and you flinched at the contact. He seemed to notice this, for his brow furrowed slightly in question.
âI did what I could with your jacket, but I suggest a dry clean for a more effective option.â He remarked, choosing not to comment on your jumpiness. âI hung it over the door for you.â
 âOh, thank you! You didnât have to do that...â
âI think mine could use a wash, too, donât you think, tin can?â
Your eyes rose to meet Gavinâs as he swung his legs down from his desk, fully awake now. The talking must have woken him.
You rolled your eyes, âWhatâs with that?â
âWhatâs with what?â He replied.
âThe stupid little nickname,â you clarified. âTin can? Really?â
âWhy? You one of those android sympathisers or something?â
âI mean, itâs free not to be an asshole.â
An obnoxious laugh fell past his lips, âWake up on the wrong side of the bed, doll?â
Connor piped up this time, âShe wasnât on a bed, Detective Reed.â
âYouâd know all about that, wouldnât you, tin can-â
âOh, shut the fuck up, would ya?â Hank groaned, pulling back from his terminal with a frown directed at the three of you. He rubbed the bridge of his nose, âItâs way too early for this shit.â
A quick glance at your watch told you it was half-six.
Gavinâs lips curled into a shit-eating grin as his eyes fell on you again, sending you an infuriating wink. You rolled your eyes for the second time and marched off to the break room, where the other three officers were tucking into their doughnuts and coffee. They greeted you, offering you a box of sweet treats to browse through while they introduced themselves.
âIâm Officer Person,â the female officer said warmly. She gestured to the others, âThese two are Officers Lewis and Wilson.â
They nodded at you, and you waved, âHey.â
Person nudged your arm as she leaned over, a hand blocking the view of her mouth as she pretended to whisper. âIâd take the whole box if I were you. These two here are dubbed the departmentâs âdoughnut kingsâ â and trust me, itâs not a compliment.â
Lewis grinned sheepishly around a mouthful of food while Wilson scoffed, âYeah, yeah. Iâll remember that the next time Fowler orders those custard-filled Krispy Kremes you like.â
You giggled into your hand as a round of bickering ensued and left them to it, so you could fumble around in the kitchen for a bit, deciding to make yourself some hot chocolate. You absently paid attention to the news segment playing on the wall-mounted TV. It was only quiet, but you didnât need to hear to know what they were talking about. Disturbing videos of people recording the infected â this was the official term for them now â wandering around outside their homes; others were holed up in offices, fast food restaurants, and so on.
The screen transitioned to another news chopper hovering above a ritzy neighbourhood youâd travelled past many times. The well-known freelance reporter, Joss Douglas, was talking up a storm, eyes wide as he gestured to the building in the background. The cameras then zoomed into a black chopper in the distance â SWAT?
That canât be good, you thought with apprehension.
The others were paying attention, too, now. More hovering and talking, and suddenly, there was a thunderous booming sound. The camera shook violently before the live feed cut out to a black screen, and it wasnât long before you heard the real thing in the distance, startling you as the ground rumbled beneath your feet. Your cup slipped out of your hand, spilling hot chocolate everywhere.
The reaction was instant. Chairs in the bullpen rolled back as their owners stood, alarmed, and Captain Fowler stormed out of his office with a slam of the door against the railing. Lewis, Person and Wilson went to join him in the bullpen, and you froze, unsure of what to do. A series of hushed shouting ensued, mainly between Fowler and Hank, so you decided to stay in your temporary safe haven until they finished hashing it out.
That is until you saw Nines. The tall android was lingering in the hallway; his eyes narrowed and calculating as he watched the scene unfold before him. His stance was rigid, his arms practically pinned to his side.
Was he there the whole time?
You wondered what was going through his mind. Was he worried? Anxious? Was he itching to get out in the field and regain some semblance of control? He looked like that kind of person. Someone that liked to be in control â liked order. Of course, you knew next to nothing about deviated androids and their personalities, so you were going purely off his appearance here.
Icy eyes suddenly met yours, and you faltered, quickly moving to clean up the mess youâd made. You could feel the burn of his eyes lingering on the back of your neck as you knelt down, preying he couldnât tell how fast your heart was racing. What was it about him that⊠unsettled you?
Someone called your name, âAre you all right?â
It was Connor. He was crouching beside you with a trash can for the soiled paper towels. You subtly peeked around him, somewhat relieved to find Nines had disappeared again.
âY-yeah, just startled, thatâs all. Whatâs going on?â
âThe government has issued an official warning to evacuate central Detroit. The military has set up a quarantine zone for survivors on the cityâs outskirts.â
âShit,â your shoulders slumped at the news.
You still havenât heard anything from your parents yet. Should you try calling again? Should you bite the bullet and head over to the hospital?
Connor was quick to notice your hesitance. âI highly recommend going to the quarantine zone,â he insisted. âItâs the safest option for you.â
âWhat about you?â You asked after some thought. âWhere will you go?â
Your question seemed to throw him off guard, his brown eyes flitting up to yours. There was something unreadable in his expression.
âI go where Hank goes.â
Your lips twitched into a smile at his response. Their father-son dynamic was really quite adorable. Your neck craned back slightly to maintain eye contact with him as he straightened up beside you, the last of the mess finally cleaned up.
âYou reckon heâll mind if I tag along?â
He returned your smile then. âIâm sure he wonât mind.â
The two of you joined the others back out in the bullpen after Connor kindly offered to rewrap your wounded palms and make you another hot chocolate. Youâd stood at the bar tables yet again as he moved around the break room with surprising fluidity, blatantly checking him out every time his back was turned. It was difficult not to when there was nothing else to focus on.
Someone else had joined the ranks, you noticed â or re-joined the ranks, that is. Chris â the officer whoâd stayed behind at the cafĂ© â had returned, standing beside Gavin with folded arms. He looked a little worse for wear (no different to Fowler) as he nodded along to whatever his co-worker was saying to him. You didnât know him, but you were glad he was safe. You could only wonder what happened to the others at the cafĂ© and made a mental note to ask him later.
You tuned into Fowlerâs words.
âSince shitâs hit the fan, I want all of you to take what you need. Head office has bigger things to worry about than some missing equipment. If things continue the way they are, then I doubt itâll matter anyway...â He drifted off.
âAppreciate it, Sir,â Officer Wilson said gratefully. He clapped his superior on the shoulder, âIâm sure weâll catch up at the QZ anyway, right?â
âIâm heading straight there!â Officer Person chimed in, âI havenât got any family to worry about here.â
You wished you could say the same. You could only hope yours had gotten the message and were on their way already.
 âAlright, folks,â Fowler continued, looking disgruntled. âDo what you need to do, and for Godâs sake, stay safe out there.â
Everyone was quick to disperse after that, quietly muttering to each other as they prepared to leave. You sat quietly at Hankâs desk once again after retrieving your jacket from the restroom door. The dark blood stains were noticeable, but it would have to do for now. Depending on what way Hank was heading, perhaps you could ask to stop at your apartment building if it wasnât overrun. You could change into better clothing, and you couldnât leave your cats to suffer.
Hank eventually joined you with a DPD-issued duffle bag slung over his shoulder. He inclined his head towards you, âConnor says you want to come with us?â
âIf you donât mind, of course.â
He chuckled, âHeh, if you donât mind being squished in the backseat with him, then knock yourself out!â
âHeâs not sitting shotgun?â You asked, finding it odd.
âHe usually does, but Nines is coming, too. Heâs bigger than Connor, so I figured Iâd stick him up the front. Save you from being flattened and all.â
You pursed your lips. If Hank and Connor liked him enough to let him tag along, then surely, he was alright. On the other hand, perhaps youâd judged him too quickly. He could be the sweetest guy out there for all you knew.
It wasnât long before the two androids joined you and Hank, Nines also shouldering a large duffle bag. You followed them as they led the way to the car. It was unnervingly quiet in the stationâs garage, your footsteps echoing along with theirs. Your eyes widened when Hank unlocked his car. Finally, it dawned on you why he was so amused about you being squished in the back.
He pulled his seat forward so you could climb in. Once Connor hopped in beside you, there really wasnât much room left. He apologised not once but twice as his knee knocked into yours while he tried to adjust himself into a comfortable position. Since he was tall, he had to keep his legs apart lest they dig into the back of the driverâs seat.
You buckled up as the car started, Nines now situated in front of you. You nearly shat yourself when the speakers blared heavy metal music. Hank swore and shut it off completely.
âFuck, I really hope none of those things are around,â he mumbled under his breath.
âI scanned the garage upon entering,â Nines declared, surprising you with his deep voice. âWe are the only ones here, save for Detective Reed.â
Despite what heâd said, you couldnât stop your eyes from searching out the window. Thankfully, you only saw Gavin hopping into the driverâs seat of a black Jeep in the distance. He was shaking his head, most likely in response to the obnoxious show heâd just witnessed from Hank.
âWhat way are we headed?â You asked as the lieutenant backed out.
âWhyâs that?â
You hesitated. âIf itâs on the way, I wanted to stop by to grab a few things and let my cats free.â
Connor asked for your address, and you told him. He addressed Hank after a few flickers of his LED. âItâs not too far from yours, Hank.â
The lieutenant looked at you in the rear-view mirror then. âWeâll check it out, then.â
You gave him a small smile in thanks, tensing as the car pulled out into the street. Your eyes immediately landed on some infected wandering around out the front of the station. Those demonic screams youâd heard last night returned as they spotted the car and began sprinting towards it. Hank put his foot down and sped off, giving them no time to catch up.
Turning in your seat, you watched them as they did the same thing to Gavinâs black Jeep as it pulled out of the garage. You winced as he ran one of them over. Whether it was unintentional or not, you were unsure. Though, if you had to guess, it was most likely the latter.
Wonder where heâs headingâŠ
Unsurprisingly, a few other cars were zipping around without a care in the world for the stop signs and lights they were flying through. Momentum had you sliding and bumping into Connor several times as Hank swerved to avoid them, cursing and flipping the bird in the hopes theyâd see it. Unfortunately, they most likely wouldnât.
âWould you like me to drive, Lieutenant?â Nines asked finally after another swerve.
If you didnât know any better, youâd think there was a touch of cheek in his tone.
You caught Hank rolling his eyes in the mirror, âIâve got it, smartass.â
You held in a giggle. So, Nines was being cheeky, then.
Ten minutes later, the car was parallel parked between some dumpsters in a quiet back street that led to your apartment complex. You fished around in your pocket for your access card and unbuckled your seat belt to get out while Hank went on about âbeing sitting ducks out hereâ and that âyou had ten minutes, topsâ.
You were surprised when Connor followed behind you as Nines let you out but thankful to have the company. The two androids shared a silent look, their LEDs flickering before Nines left you to it. A flash of irritation slipped across Connorâs face, but it was gone before you could get a good look.
You frowned. What was that about?
Shaking your head, you took the lead and led Connor up to the fifth floor where your apartment was. The hallways were insanely quiet. No muffled noises of TVs from behind closed doors, no shouting from that noisy neighbour a few doors down, no kids causing a racket at nine in the morning â it was nerve-wracking but expected.
A look of horror crossed your face when you noticed the door to your home was already open, a few food wrappers and clothes articles scattered across the floor leading out. It was hard to miss the splatters of blood along with it, though you couldnât tell if it was leading in or out.
Connor immediately took the lead, gently beckoning you behind him, even as his face hardened into a dark expression. His posture was rigid as if waiting for an attack, and you just knew he was scanning the apartment when the two of you cautiously entered. He seemed to be weighing up his options as he paused in the middle of your trashed living room, his left hand reaching for something inside his jacket and then stopping as if heâd changed his mind at the last second.
Your eyes worriedly searched for any signs of your cats, but there were none. Even their food and water bowls were missing, which was alarming. Had someone taken them? Were they somewhere in the building?
You experimentally tiptoed away from Connor to try and catch a glimpse inside your kitchen, but he glared at you (a first â and hopefully the last because, damn, that sent shivers down your spine), and you halted at his silent command. There was no way he was about to let you wander off on your own, even if you knew this place like the back of your hand.
He proceeded further into your apartment, entering a small hall that housed the main bedroom, your parentâs guest suite and the bathroom. Blood scraped along the walls this time, and it was clear they led to your room. The door was ajar, and you noticed with a sinking feeling in your stomach a few clumps of grey fur on the carpet.
You froze on the spot, your breaths coming out shakier when your ears finally picked up the sounds of crunching and squelching from inside â the tell-tale signs that the infected were nearby.
Connor pushed onward, crouching slightly as he nudged the door open fully. Crouched over your beloved pets was a lone infected woman, hands bloodied as she shovelled innards in her mouth. You couldnât hold in the gasp that escaped your mouth at the gory sight, tears welling in your eyes.
Big mistake.
Her attention snapped up to you, and there was a split second before she completely bypassed Connor and hurled herself toward you. That awful, high-pitched shriek sounded so much louder inside your small hallway, leaving your ears ringing. The air left your lungs as you were tackled to the floor, very nearly knocking your head for the second time in two days.
Connor was quick to tear her away from you, hurling her back into the bedroom with a strength humans would struggle to match. His larger frame proceeded to block the doorway, preventing the frenzied monster from reaching you as she continued to howl.
âH-holy shit!â You uttered out of pure shock.
She was completely ignoring the android in front of her, her arms reaching around him in a failed attempt to take a swipe at you.
âShe doesnât see me!â Connor quickly confirmed your thoughts, grunting as he shoved her back again and shut the door behind him, leaving you to deal with the revelation alone.
Of course, she wouldnât. Unlike you, he wasnât made of flesh, warm blood and bone. He was made of hard plastic, long wires, and blue blood. He wasnât the tasty meal here. You were - the human. It was easy to forget that when Connor was so human himself.
A muffled gunshot sounded from inside the room, and you jumped, taking a cautious step toward it. âC-Connor?â You called out, voice unbelievably shaky.
The door swung open again, and Connor surged forward, wrapping his long arms around you. You heard the door click shut but couldnât find it in you to care as hot tears finally began to roll down your cheeks. A hand gently ran through your hair while the other maintained a firm grip on your back.
After what felt like hours, he pulled back and assessed your form. You shook your head to tell him you were fine, the words unable to audibly leave your mouth. He finally straightened up, eyes and LED flickering momentarily like they had when heâd communicated silently with Nines. Were they talking again?
âIs there anything you want from your room?â He asked, deep brown eyes searching your face. He still didnât seem convinced you were okay. âItâs better if I get it for you.â
âJust s-some clothes⊠if you could. T-thereâs uhâŠâ you swallowed thickly, trying to compose yourself. âThereâs a backpack near the bed. Just stuff whatever you think I'll need in there."
He moved to enter the room again, but you quickly grabbed his hand, shocking the both of you. His gaze landed on you again, inquisitive this time. âAnd please, if their collars are in there, could youâŠ?â You trailed off, but he seemed to understand.
Tears continued to fall even after heâd retrieved your belongings, even after he led you back outside and helped you into the car, ignoring Nines probing stare and Hankâs questions of âwhat the fuck happenedâ and âwhyâd you take so long.â They only stopped when you fell into a restless nap, head resting atop Connorâs shoulder.
You would worry about their questions later.
#shit's getting heavy#sorry reader hahah#i'm so mean#this shit's not beta'd soz#dbh fic#dbh au#fanfiction#connor x reader#connor rk800 x reader#connor dbh x reader#connor dbh#nines x reader#rk900 x reader#female reader#detroit become human#fic: detroit ground zero#cross posted on ao3
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