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Edwin's magic ???
Odd thing about Edwin’s magic use is, you’d sort of think he’d be better at it?
Very smart and studious, probably at this for twenty years or more but still gets the books out for each spell? We do stan a careful wielder of supernatural fuckery but ‘gestures towards the cats’ he is not that.
So, what if he is better than he seems?
What if the first spells he learnt were in Hell, and they are cruel. They are unavoidably cruel.
And he got out and met Charles.
Charles is good. Charles is kind. Charles literally died trying to stop a hate crime. Charles would surely be shocked and destressed were Edwin to use such unnecessarily cruel spells. So Edwin does not use those spells. He can learn others. He will learn others.
But it turns out overwriting the first magic you learnt is more difficult than that. He studies and he practices and still the first spell in mind is always from Hell. It is the fire that burns souls or the ice that forms inside skin or the bindings made of thorns. It is the cruel spell.
It would upset Charles, if Edwin were cruel. And Charles has the Bag, they can bring the books. He does not have to be cruel so he won’t be. And if that means checking every spell and its context before using it so be it. That can be done. There is no need to distress Charles.
(Charles would take his best mate slapping problems with a horrifically painful hogtie over Edwin ever getting hurt any day. But Edwin doesn’t ask.)
Maybe after Port Townsend Edwin finds that he can use the painless binding spell. Maybe a reset from Hell, or a side effect of the Cat King’s binding, or even Ester using it on him even if she made it cruel. Maybe he gets one bit of magic that can be gentle.
But maybe, one day, someone makes the mistake of taking Charles.
Charles cannot be distressed if he is not here, or whole, or well enough to notice what magic Edwin has cast. And then it is discovered that Edwin Payne is really rather good at magic.
Much to his distress.
#edwin payne#you can fit so many horrors in this bad boy#charles rowland#basicly one of those very smat herding dogs#very smart#full of love#point one hides point two#screw up the socialisation enough and they might do anything#except to their Person#which was Edwin for 30 years#he's willing to cut some slack#Edwin can enact the horrors#if he needs to#shouldn't have messed with Charles' Edwin#at some point Crystal finds out#magic lessons plus psykic powers equals fixing this shit#Edwin cries#and then Crystal cries#they never speak of it again
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~My Fav Partners and Chapters From Paper Mario Thousand Year Door <3💖🌟💫💜
#my art#sydney’s art#paper mario ttyd#paper mario#paper mario the thousand year door#super mario fanart#super mario rpg#vivian paper mario#vivian ttyd#trans pride#admiral bobbery#goombella#i love chapter 4 5 and 6 so much their so good🥺💖i literally cried during my first playthrough after hearing Bobberys story too ;w;#during the train chapter I love to imagine myself there cuz it’s fun hehe :)#crystal stars#nintendo gamecube#nintendo switch#kawaii artwork#trans vivian
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Misc doodz.
#ninjago#zane julien#ice emperor#lloyd garmadon#ronin ninjago#ninjago dareth#ninjago okino#scott#like whats his name#jay walker#my art#ice emperor concept was so good yet so badly used#seabound and jaya arc in another hand................. god my feelings...#tho their relationship and her coming back could have been done another way tbh...#im at crystallized now and I hate everything that is happening#except dareth.#dareth crystallized my beloved#and pixal#jay cried because I listened to nya becomes water
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Did the.. uhh gameboy palette challenge thing, whatever that is i forgot it was very fun lol
#pokemon#pokemon trainer#rival silver#trainer silver#pokespe silver#trainer crystal#pokespe crystal#trainer gold#pokespe gold#pokespe#pokemon special#pokemon adventures#I almost cried trrying to sketch and outline Gold#Why is he so hard to draw#johto#johtrio
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"Charles Rowland has two hands" meme but make it canonly sad
Bonus for "Iron Triangle" poly ship name visuals:
#dbda#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#dbda spoilers#the case of the hungry snake#edwin payne#charles rowland#crystal palace#crylandpayne#iron triangle#cryland#payneland#angst#*cries about it*#but also *makes a meme about it*#poly#text post#photo post#screenshot#implied niko ig#niko sasaki
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The way she tells me I'm hers and she is mine Open hand or closed fist would be fine
#hey so bastard warrior right *cries*#theres just so much about that series#woof#no right to be as good as it was#answer for your crimes mr good 'i dont write romance' boy audios#they give hozier energy#as once stated by crystal#theyre just two wet towels wanting to dry on a rack together#i hurt#oc#art#originalcharacter#originalartwork#sketch#character design#good boy audios#goodboyaudios#gba bastard warrior#gba albus#gba faithful#pali draws goodboyaudios
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sorry for not being super active on here anymore I've been doing intense therapy in the last few months and it consistently leaves me a dehydrated husk of a person who can just about handle doing one task per day and all I've done recently is watch YouTube videos with my girlfriend every night and dissociate while staring at my shrimp tank. the soul wants to gif and post but the body says be horizontal and play PowerWash Simulator (2022). but I am very excited that Abbott is back and that they are all back to sharing one brain cell like one of those partial best friend necklaces
#i know therapy is good for me i just wish it didnt require me to be ground into a fine paste first#i am still seeing the extremely unprofessional bargain basement therapist who cries nearly every session and breaks ethics for me btw#highly recommend just seeing Some Random Lady Who Usually Does Crystals and Tarot at her house#it beats being stuck on a 2 year waiting list
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ah yes, my favorite media. a grand story about the horror and tragedy of war set featuring a massive space war that was a rebellion against an oppressive colonial empire hellbent on conquest (which also experiments on its subjects), a main cast of mostly female characters, a key romance between two women, and a clone army of female super soldiers.
my favorite character in this story is a woman named rose. though not physically present in the text, her absence echoes throughout the narrative in a way that makes those closest to her do great and terrible things. she comprises one half of the key romance (of which the other half is deeply devoted to her even after she is gone). she has done some deeply awful things in her past, but that doesn't stop me excusing her shitty actions <3
wait, am i talking about steven universe or once upon a time in space?
(meme redraw lol)
#the mechanisms#steven universe#ouatis#rose quartz#rose quartz su#rose red ouatis#planet's doodles#so it turns out that the stories that resonate with me the most are. these two#i think its the grief tbh#like. its out of grief that snow goes to war and cinders wanders the galaxy#its out of grief the crystal gems make some rough decisions#also i am fully drawing a quartz soldiers/rose red soldiers parallel#god i could make such good aus out of this#also apparently i am just a sucker for women named rose who haunt the narrative and also kinda suck#like actually haunt it#even if i want them to be there the story is served best by their absence#but i love them *cries*
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“Do you think it has to be torture? Being the way we are?” -Simon (Dead Boy Detectives 2024)
#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#edwin payne#Simon#charles rowland#crystal palace#jenny green#night nurse#esther finch#ahhhhhhhhhhh#gay people being depressed#catholic guilt#I cried multiple times because of this stupid scene
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Thinking about Charles et al going to a performance of Hadestown and being this person. But also it's just a story, and you can rewrite the ending. Reaching out for Edwin's hand, knowing he already did.
#dead boy detectives#dbda#dbd show#payneland#painland#charles x edwin#chedwin#niko cries her eyes out as quietly as she can#crystal's shirt sleeve is soaked with tears#edwin is trying to be stoic about it but you can see one single emo crystaline tear#on the precipice of falling
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I need more fanfics guys
#dead boy detectives#edwin payne#charles rowland#crystal palace#niko sasaki#i’m fucking dying#please i need it#ao3#where tf are the writers#I know everyone loved Lockwood and co#but the boys deserve a chance#*cries*#please don’t make me become a writer
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"I do not know if there is anything after this life for beings such as you or I, but if there is, I will find you there. Goodbye my saint."
GHIS IS A CHILDRENS SHOW? OF LEGOS?
#almost cried. like literally.#YEAH im finally watching crystallized after procrastinating it so what#robot love :((#ninjago#pixane#pixal#pixal borg#pixal ninjago#Zane julien#Zane ninjago#ninjago pixal#Lego ninjago#ninjago crystallized#crystallized#crystallized spoilers#ninjago spoilers#ninjago crystallized spoilers#chaotic's posts
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T.R.N.K⚡and Cris! ✨
Bonus:
TRNK: You... look like ... her.
Cris: Who?
TRNK: ...Someone small... Like you
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TRNK lost his memory after so many tests to revive him, they messed with his head a lot. With that and the addition of a large amount of electricity... It becomes very unstable.
Apparently someone didn't rest in peace after death
I like to think of him as Frankenstein. And that even though this happened to him, deep down in his head, he's still human.
#only1toppat!au#Cris#crystal#henry stickmin collection#henry stickmim collection#thsc#henry stickman fanart#lol#toppat leaders#henry stickmin oc#thsc trnk
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Open Orbit 60... You can also politely GFY 🤬
Stage 1: 35 seconds left
Stage 2: Not even close. Ass = kicked
#i dont know what to doooooooo 😭#theres no way i can get Rafs cards high enough any time soon so im banking on zaynes sad 🟣 & 🩷 cards#except i cant freaking ascend any of them because I'm out of N Crystal boxes and have no stamina to do bounty hunts and get more crystals 💀#i need an event shop that lets us buy energy drinks again 😭#love and deepspace#lads#fml#ash battle cries#whats sad is i sacrificed the matched stellacrum to use the Foreseer pair for the 2nd stage and this was actually the closest ive gotten🤣
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˚‧º·(˃̣̣̥∩˂̣̣̥)‧º·˚ <- I was like, seconds from a tantrum about an hour ago.
Y'all. I did something so incredibly just, typical inattentive levels of ridiculous. I accidentally deleted my subfolder with all of my up-to-date mods. Since I wasn't really messing with those, I didn't think to back it up like I did with all my CC.
I really get into it re: mental health and while I'm really trying not to be so hard on myself, this set me back somewhat.
It was when I was doing the standard clear all the caches pre-loading-game fare. I must not have realized it was highlighted. I always empty my recycling bin after I do that, just a force of habit that I can trace back to the days I played Sims 3.
I tried to use Windows Recovery, and my last saved PC backup was right when I got sick, in early January. So I know which mods I have to download, but they all need to be updated.
Not all hope is lost. It would have been slightly worse if it were my CC or a saves folder or something. But this has already taken me like 4 entire days of hyperfocus and I just added like 2 hours of busy work because WHY NOT.
I really don't mind being ADHD most of the time. The diagnosis really helped me figure out a lot of important stuff about myself and gave me tools to be more successful with things I previously struggled with a lot. Unfortunately, I've been without my ADHD meds siiiince late January because of the stimulant/ADHD meds shortage that is somehow still a thing.
And when I do finally get them, I'm probably going to need to wait another month and a half for them to kick in. Apparently, a pharmacy a couple of miles from me is getting some in tomorrow so I can go and get it then so this added to it. Plus since I'm in a stage where I'm sort of just doing the same thing over and over again, it's easy to be in autopilot.
Anyways, I'm totally fine now. Got more of an all-business-no-goofin'-back-to-work vibe going on.
#the great cc purge of 2024#crystal solves problems that were caused by crystal in the first place#this right here is the reason why I will occasionally smoke the devil's weed#it really helps with stress and anxiety#i unfortunately have a brain that likes downers and hypnotics waaay too much so i can't use those#i only cried a little bit and it wasn't a sad-cry it was an ANGERY-cry#now it's just back to business#okay that's all#i promise i'm okay now#now i'm just rolling my eyes at myself#this is why baby jesus invented marijuana
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Allow me to explain why these 5 in particular are in a zoom call together:
skekOk is in charge of rounding up the outsider Skeksis to fight the Gelfling Resistance. He was not prepared to be so easily roasted like the expired Thanksgiving turkey he is.
skekEkt was there because he knew this would result in drama but he didn’t expect the argument to take such a dark turn.
skekLi doesn’t want anything to do with these assholes but answered the call anyway because he also knew there would be a fight and he needed some form of entertainment after sulking alone in the Wilderness for so long.
Despite being blocked skekGra managed to hack into the call to spy on Skeksis conversations for the Gelfling. Everyone but the Mariner was too stupid to realize the random icon wasn’t a glitch until he blew his cover by laughing hysterically because of course he did.
skekSa also answered just to see what would happen and since this is before she turned on the Gelfling herself she doesn’t give a flying fuck about the Emperor’s orders and knows exactly how to get these castle-dwelling bastards to leave her alone.
#skekSa has been around pirates long enough to know a proper insult#you know skekok went and cried after this bc he’s a little bitch who can dish it but not take it#dark crystal#dark crystal age of resistance#age of resistance#the dark crystal#skeksis#skekok#skekok the scroll keeper#skekekt#skekekt the ornamentalist#skekli#skekli the satirist#skeksa#skeksa the mariner#skekgra#skekgra the heretic
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