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ishikawayukis · 2 years ago

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thought about making a promo post because i’m very close to a milestone but also i’m ridiculously shy about it LMAO

#like what am i supposed to say besides i am a fool for these 3 men (guess who (it's obvious but still)#one of those do the people that follow me actually care moments because i'm nothing if not uuuuuuuuuh what's the word #not quite insecure but rather uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh #anyways not important i'm always doubting myself in the back of my mind because my brain is funny like that #if i reach this milestone maybe i'll finally make a follow forever LMAO i've never done one in this blog #and the last one i made i think was in 2018?#b.txt

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phantomsf0rever · 3 months ago

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hate that gambit has become marvel's new cash cow. someone drop an anvil on my head im about to see my fav get butchered in one billion different ways

#i think i'll stick to the comics thanks :/#as much as i did like 97 i think it spawned one of the most annoying fandoms ive witnessed since like 2018 #also even with the comics... i see so many people just posting panels from the last 5-10 years #like oh... the era where he just did not have a personality... great......#i'll just say it some of you do not actually like gambit u just think he's hot #deadpool and wolverine only made it worse btw. many of you are very annoying #x-men #gambit #remy lebeau

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sammydem0n64 · 7 months ago

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I HATE OC X CANON ACTUALLY I THINK ITS CRINGE AND DUMB AND I PUT OC X CANON SHIPPERS INTO CRINGE COMPS AND UH UH GRAHHH GRAHHHHdJELSJSKSHSKSHBZ PKMHJ [I AM RUNNING AROUND FOAMING AT THE MOUTH LIKE A RABID DOG)

#THE FPP DESIGN FROM THE FIRST TWO PICS WAS MADE BY NICO ERM. i dont think you posting them #BUT IF YOU DID. MY BAD NICO TUMBLR LOVESSSS HIDING YOUR POSTS FROM ME!#Anyways last pic is what Isaac would send to the Admin group chat if they wouldnt be flamed for it.#my art #demon’s ocs #art #artists on tumblr #SURE I'LL TAG THIS. WHY NOT. I KINDA ATE WITH THE FIRST ONE #The hex #the hex 2018 #fpp #the hex fpp #oc x canon #admin t. isaac #Isaac???#anarchy doodles

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shitpostingfromthebarricade · 7 months ago

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Enjolras: I'm gonna kickstart your ass into hell.

#I finally got to the end of my drafts bc I was looking for a post #(there's still a bunch please don't ask)#and this was the very last one beneath the stack #sept 2018 I made this and never looked back #anyway I think I was onto something #les mis #les amis #enjolras #the french sneeze #shitposting @ me

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kakusboyfriend · 1 month ago

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Newer people might not know this but this is the first time in like 6 years where I'm confident I have a Main f/o. A main guy.

And also, to my memory, it's the first time this blog has a f/o themed url. Ever. Before this I was ufolvr because I love aliens and monsters so much, and Before that I was dragon-inserts because of a dragon oc I used a lot. Before that one it's all murky but I genuinely don't remember having one.

Bizarre.

#fucking insane #like legit i think last time i made a fuss about a f/o esp one this recent was eridan ampora from hs. yes I know.#that was 2018 #📡 incoming transmission 📡

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pendraegon · 1 year ago

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why is pete wentz important to me?? like him, i was a non white kid who grew up in a very white neighborhood in the chicagoland area and it was exhausting and isolating and so so so lonely it could make your teeth hurt. like him, i’m bipolar and no one has ever quite gotten close to describing what my highs and lows are like, but he’s the only one who has gotten close. (do you know what it's like being so so so manic and you know you're not okay and everything rushes around you and you feel like you're on top of the world but you know it's all a lie? an illusion? do you know what it feels like to plummet down so so so so deep and dark and there's nothing but you and that gaping ache inside of you, reminding you just how hollow and fake you are?) like him, i grew up enthralled and obsessed with rock, punk, the hardcore scene of chicago, and there was nothing and no one there for people like me and people who looked like me in a place and sound that i loved more than anything on earth. i saw him reflected in me and in the most non creepy parasocial way possible, he has been one of the most incredible influences of my life. maybe even one of the possible sunshines of my lifetime for all he is still a stranger to me, and i to him.

#for legal reasons as a joke — we’re also both bi.#but he means the WORLD to me. forever and always.#do NOT try to come at me with pete wentz slander i will kill you. sorry for not shutting up about this. im just incredibly annoyed.#he's not infallible. he's made so many mistakes in his life. and im not excusing any of them but you know #i wonder why pete gets SO much virulent hate and always has. might be the racism and ableism. but who knows. not me!#anyways stream mania by american rock band fall out boy (2018). legit life changing fucking album. also stream #their newest album so much (for) stardust. actually stream all their albums they're all so so so so good. i don't know who i'd be or where #i'd be without em. fall out boy forever and ever<3 fall out boy is for lovers<3 #also one last thing: you don't need to like him! you don't need to like fob either! it's just so so so wild the way misinfo about pete #specifically still exists. in fucking 2023. like get a fucking grip babes i was deep in those fucking forums in 2008 i know what's up.#okay. i hope you guys are ready im going to spam patrick images i think. what can i say. i miss them without a concert to look forward to.

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nguyenfinity · 1 year ago

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In 2018, I made Fight Kiddo as a way to vent frustration with some stuff, but I didn't know what to name her 'cause I didn't really wanna call her Fight Kiddo the entire time. I ended up naming her after my grandma, an incredibly kind and loving lady who would not put up with people's bs.

She passed away year ago today (or. a year and a day ago today because tumblr formatting decided to be difficult, sorry) and like. When I say my 2022 sucked I mean like I caught covid the day before she passed away so for me it was just. Yeah it sure was a summer. It was a rough time to say the least but kept the fight goin huh?

I wanted to bring Fight Kiddo back to honor her namesake in a way, and though I can't do much else now besides draw this for her, I do thank you so much for reading along <3

Con vẽ cái này cho bà ngoại, con nhớ ngoại nhiều mà con mong ngoại thích nhe.

#my covid experience was a whole other can of worms #pls lmk to tag #if anyone wants to hear about it sure jfgsdfhasdfgj #fight kiddo #this series was more for my own full closure i suppose #tag rambling now #when i first made this in 2018 i hadn't seen her in. 4?? i think years #it was a long time so i just missed her #her memory was going so every time i talked to her i was scared she wouldn't remember me #but the last time we talked she was like #'you grew so much i hardly recognized you! if we passed each other on the street we probably would've just gotten in an argument haha'#the apples are a reference to a core memory of mine #she always cut up apples for us but at this point her memory had started going #so this one day she kept. cutting up apples for us and we were like 'g.. grandma this is like our 4th bowl of apples' and #she genuinely thought she hadn't cut any fruit for us so she just kept going--#i used to think of it as a sad memory of her gradually becoming less lucid but i think now more of how it shows how much she loved us.#anyways yeah if you read all that #thank you <3

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theragamuffininitiative · 1 month ago

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a new andrew peterson album would fix me.

#andrew peterson #this is mostly a joke but also:#sir i would really appreciate it #some beautiful pastoral care through songwriting in my life rn #telling me it will be ok and reminding me that everything points to the resurrection #that everything is being made new and that Jesus is here and here and here and he loves us so much #and all the sad and desperate dark things are not the ending #and that the stories are true #can you do that for me ap #ragamusings #it's one of those 'everything hits at once' nights and i cried four separate times on my drive home #love that my drive home is long enough for that lol #the last new album was in 2018 ok i have been very patient i think but ap i would like your agent's number #bc you said you basically only make a new record when she tells you it's time

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thisselflovecamebacktome · 2 months ago

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I think I'm at the point where money + like one life change that involves me having money would genuinely solve 99% of my remaining mental illness and that's a weird place to be.

#about me #like yay me I did the work and it worked. I will likely never feel as bad as 2011/2012 (+ 2018 to a lesser extent) again and 2022 is a #testament to that not to mention that as a whole I'm just like better now. I didn't get my seasonal depression this year + in general #am just calmer and able to soothe myself almost immediately at all times outside of that one prementioned change that needs to #happen but it's also like oh oh okay I can't get any better/do those last steps through no fault of my own so where does that leave me?#like it sucks to think that all the work in the world isn't enough due to something man made (money) that I can't control ngl

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starscreamingg · 4 months ago

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They should invent a new type of torture called being hyperfixated on something nobody you know is particularly interested in

#AAAUGHHGHHGHHHHHHHH #It's Detroit. Game. Video game #But like VERY SPECIFICALLY this au I made for a few characters of mine #I started. Like officially. This au back in 2018 and I just couldn't get the dynamic to work #One of the three (Avry) didn't have anything to do and I didn't know what to do with her backstory #The other two (Calem and Kara. Haha) didn't have enough personality to sustain the stories I wanted for em #And now #Six (SIX?????) years later and a fuckton of actual writing on their actual story. I actually know what's going on with em and #My brain's latched onto it like a male anglerfish onto. A female anglerfish. Right on there #AND NOBODY I KNOW. REALLY CARES #WHICH ISN'T THEIR FAULT I'M JUST COMBUSTING #i am cringe but I am free #Trying so hard to get over this MASSIVE bout of anxiety I've had about posting online for the last few years #so iI'm trying to talk about my interests again! Maybe posting some art!#I need to make an art account I think. Like just FOR art #Maybe do commissions. Maybe #ANYWAYS hope everyone's having a nice day!!!#shitpost #this is a shitpost #hyperfixation #actually adhd

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thedreadvampy · 1 year ago

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wait no sorry one last quick immature bitch moment

the more I find out about how this person has behaved in both this relationship and a bunch of other relationships, the funnier it is how much they like to set themselves up as a like. authority on ethical nonmonogamy and consent and conflict management.

when like. they constantly sexually assault people to prove a point, pressure their partners into shit, got into enm by cheating on 3 people concurrently, and literally every time a problem in their orbit is brought up it gets explained away without anything actually changing, or they cry about how hard it is until everyone says OH NO IT'S FINE DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT

you know. very "call yourself a Community Organizer even though you're not on speaking terms with your roommates" energies.

#red said #I'm mad tbh i know in being bitchy but this blog is my safe space to be bitch on #and this shit has been building up for years. not even just in my relationship with their partner. since the first time i meet them #in like 2018 #and having this chat with my pal last night now I'm no longer second guessing myself bc of my relationship has uhhh Crystalised Some Things #especially getting some new context on where a lot of the tensions and sensitivities I've been aware of for ages are from #also tbh when we broke up my ex led off with 'i know you think this is about [partner] but it's not' and i was like. it is though.#it's not the only thing but it's been a common thread through every piece of tension in that relationship #not saying if the partner wasn't there we'd have been together forever. i don't think that's true and I'm glad things went the way they did.#cause w were good for each other and breaking up was also good for us #but their partner has really caused me so so so so so much turmoil for years and i haven't felt able to acknowledge that cause it makes me #feel like an asshole. but like. OK SO I'M AN ASSHOLE. I'M FUCKING MAD AT THEM.#they are manipulative and controlling and they treat their partner like shit and they have perpetually made my life worse #i like a lot of things about them and i do feel for them. we share a lot of similar issues and i do understand how they feel a lot.#but fuck me they treat everyone around them so badly and a good chunk of the reason i ended things with their partner #is that i was so fucking sick of being told i was wrong and just didn't understand how hard they had it whenever i brought up #one of the many many many shitty things they did to me or to our partner or to our friends.#multiple times i left a situation in a fully fucked up mess and my partner came to apologise for how their partner has behaved #and within minutes it would turn into them explaining to me how it wasn't really their fault and i shouldn't be so hard on them #and like fuck that. had enough of that in my life with my previous ex.#anyway. yeah. i am probably being more didactic and aggro here than i genuinely feel. but there's some room for that anger i think #and i did get some room for it to breathe last night and that's good and helpful.

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mapplesand · 3 months ago

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the fact that i did an oral presentation on warriors cats for a college class still haunts me because i can't remember what pushed me to actually choose warriors cats like idk autism possessed me and i ranted about it for 20 minutes in front of a class full of 20 years old

#warriors cats #college #me talking #i think i had a tag for my own rambling #mappletalk #was it this one #idk man the last time i was that active on tumblr was 2018 and i was 16 #i compared tigerstar to hitler #it made people laughed #it was probably a very confusing experience for the teacher

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mzannthropy · 5 months ago

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