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Uh omh i... Ah mm
#it hurts#i tried working on something since im sick but sawtism is comsuming me#tried to finally draw some silly Ghostface but these silly creatures wont get out of mh head#screaming#crying#kicking my legs#cai is not enought#im thinking about something that would let me get into it more#but i am not good at drawing people#so maybe rp account?#ive seen a few of these lately#but i am too afraid that ill get too ooc#and thay would suck#damn get me out of here#saw#saw franchise#sawtism#thoughts
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Eu tô pensando em você, fumando um cigarro Numa banheira vazia, em um hotel caro Sinceramente, eu tô cansado Se foi você que errou, por quê que eu me sinto culpado?
I'm thinking about you, smoking a cigarrete In an empty bathtub, in an expensive hotel Sincerely, I'm tired If you're the one in the wrong, why do I feel guilty?
FIRST KANAPHAN as SAND and KHAOTUNG THANAWAT as RAY PAKORN in ONLY FRIENDS. Hotel Caro (feat. Luiza Sonza), Bacu Exu do Blues
#only friends the series#ofts#sandray#khaotung thanawat#first kanaphan#ray pakorn#ofts sand#gmmtv bl#thai bl#bibi gifs#i've been wanting to do this since i learned how to gif#because this song is literally sandray's#so many bacu exu do blues songs are sandray coded#but#they never looked okay#i'm only posting this one bc it's not one that i immediately hated as i was making it#clearly i'm not good at it#the blending here is the one i disliked the least from all my attempts#i felt like if i didn't move on from this i would never make progress#that's it#no one really cares i just need bibs from the future to know why this sucks
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The goblin king has done irreversible damage to my psyche
#I can’t tell if I want to be him or suck him dry#the ball scene????#ohhhhh my god that man looked amazing#would you all judge me if I said hoggle can get it too?#IM SICK OF DENYING MY TRUTH THAY DWARF IS PATHETIC AND HOT#the labyrinth#jareth#jareth the goblin king
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Anyone else out here haunted by the unknowns of recovery?
#got a doctor's appointment tomorrow#bout going back on some kind of antidepressant/anti anxiety meds#bc i NEED to. like. the anxiety in particular is really bad and it's stopping me doing Most things#but my brain may be a shitty place to live rn but i kind of know how it works#and i have things i can semi rely on to cheer me up and things i know i can still do#what if the funky new chemical cocktail idk. makes me lose interest in writing?#thay would suck!! ! i just rediscovered it!!!#but i also can't put getting better on hold just bc I've found a bit of a creative groove that i wanna hang on to yknow?#idk. obviously i hope that being on meds that work will make me MORE creative not less#bc maybe I'll be less anxious about everything being perfect and less anxious sbout putting it out there#but it's just that fear i guess of to tackle the unhelpful parts of your brain sometimes the parts you like get caught in the crossfire#i hope I'll become MORE myself not less#but I've been unmedicated for a while now#and my brain isn't a fun place to be but i understand it#idk what's gonna happen in the next few weeks#i hope it's good#mr. bees speaks
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So the one reason to go to Arkansas is to drive through a town named "Flippin," where everything sounds like a euphemism. Flippin Fire Dept. Flippin School. Flippin Police. Etc.
While that does sound charming, I don't know that justifies a trip to Arkansas
#when I was considering moving to georgia#a place I had not been yet#I was at this hole in the wall thai restaurant with a friend#and the tables were soooo close together#and there was a couple next to us#and the one boyfriend was just like hissing that he was NOT going to move to Arkansas#he didn't care HOW good his bf's job offer was#he was NOT GOING#he could get a job ANYWHERE ELSE#and while GA is not quite on the same level as Arkansas I was like gosh that is what i'm feeling right now#it's soooo far south#anyway I did move to GA and it was fine#although that feels disingenuous#I very rarely left the city and in the city I very rarely met anyone who was actually FROM GA#this one time I stopped for gas in what is apparently a small shitty town#and I'm white but apparently I was OBVIOUSLY not from around there#because there were like five old men sitting at the bar of the little gas station restaurant#who stopped talking when I walked in and just... watched me#as I bought a snack for the road and asked where the bathroom was#just silently disapprovingly watching this outsider... utilize a gas station#the girl working the register seemed apologetic#when i went back out to my car I could see all them watching me from the window#so I do think there are parts of GA that straight up suck#and had I been a different race I think my safety would have been in question that day#but Atlanta was fine for the most part#weirdly full of people from Chicago
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Wait shit people might actually care about me
#sorryyy for the personal posts lmao just not having a great time lately . ill go back to posting abt fandom stuff soon dw#hopefully the self loathing phase is over now cuz i really didnt enjoy that!#mf got me thinking thay everyone secretly hates me n itd be better if i was dead ahahaha#but like. my friends talk to me daily. my mutuals love me. i didnt go to school for like 3 days and my classmate who im kindaaa friends wit#texted me saying. and i quote “Hi [name]. I know its late but i hope your doing well. Hope to cya tmr.” (the full stops symbolize each text#cuz she sent three seperate texts)#and i was just. so flabbergasted at that#i didnt rlly think anyone would really notice if i was gone#i didnt think anyone cared me enough for that#i thought theyd just be indifferent to it#also i sound pathetic rn but i reread that girl's text over n over again when she sent rhat. was literally on the brink of tears#and i just. wow.#people might actually care for me. they might actuallynotice when im gone. they might actually miss me#ive been so inside my head n thinking allat bad stuff about myself that i. didnt think that people might see me differently than the way#i saw myself#really and truly i love you guys so much#even if we've never talked to each pther before or interact very little. i appreciate all of you. you guys rock#anyways aha i should stop rambling now loll. as for now i think im doing a bit better#life still sucks but hey at least i have my friends. at least i dont hate myself anymore now#at least now i dont believe that everyone was being friends with me out of pity#thank you all for everything :')#man i need a hug rn lmao#tw vent#tw sui implied#tw sui ideation#tw self loathing#tw self destructive behavior#<- dw about the tags i dont feel/do those anymore#if you wanna talk to me abt this or just talk in general hit me up!! i love talking to ppl i dont like being alone xd#love youu <33
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why did i accidentally open an old dm that was relevant to my current goings on. no idea who the person is that sent me this btw ajfhahd not putting their name for obvious reasons. i dont even remember the full context
#buddy im not anti pearlrose but i dont personally ship it cause i do think it was toxic 😭#being chronically unable to communicate IS STILL TOXIC DJSJFJD#the communication was not the only issue anyway....#also wait did i like. mention shipping rapunzel and cassandra at some point. is that why this happened#i dont ship it anymore anfjajd theyre also toxic for eachother and both deserve better (which they (assumedly) get)#my biggest thing here is why that person was in my DMs saying that 😭 what. i dont even remember this#this is the whole interaction btw lol#my post#ignore me#I DONT WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH SHIPPING DISCOURSE AJFJAJD I REALLY DONT CARE BRO#imo ship whoever you want as long as its not incest or pedophilic. i mean obviously i cant stop people from doing thay#but i will judge them harshly and block them for it lol#ALSO. CASSUNZEL? IS THAT THE SHIP NAME? i mean thats not the worst but it kinda sucks#all their ship names would suck i guess... caps... uhh... rapass..... tbf rapunzel is such a hard name to mess with
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"...but I still remember the touch of his kiss-"
"Mr.Nueng, stop it."
#you and me both palm you and me both#never let me go#nlmg#palmnueng#never let me go ep5#pondphuwin#thai bl#does palm stop nueng because he's concerned? or because he doesn't want to hear anything else about ben and what he's done with (to) nueng?#is it to say “im here now enough thinking about him”#maybe its a lot of things at once#i just think between the hug and the kiss we have this underappreciated gem of a moment#the way palm acts before he thinks and then has to get it together#but the fact nueng doesnt hate the interruption and would probably love to hear what was on palms mind#lq gifs of a hq couple#ngl these look very different on my different devices so they might really suck#i cheated big time with the night scene im sorryy hope it works lol#petri gifs
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Look at my oc boy
[Image id: several drawings of an original character. He is a fat man named teddy with large round glasses and mid length hair that parts in the middle. The first image shows him facing forward. He looks distressed and is holding a camera and is saying "ermm hes right behind me isnt he..." behind him is a small drawing of soldier, rocket jumping and saying in small text "ONE MILLION ROCKET AMBUSH ATTACK"
The next image is a ref, showing teddy in colorm he is wearing a green sweater vest and is holding a bottle of water in one hand and some red string in the other. In the corner is a small doodle of him saying "whats wrong with this place" with an exasperated expression.
The next images are a small comic. Forst shows teddy looking up with concern and horror. The next shows him from behind, standing before a towering trash fire. The last image has him writing in a diary, saying "dear diary. Theres a massive trash fire just outside my apartment. Nobody cares????" End image id]
Hes just some fucking guy. He worked at binski paper (red affiliated sub-company) but got laid off, and whilst trying to find another job, he started to figure out just how much red and blu controlled as companies. Moving to a new place for work, he finds himself in teufort and a) learns that these people are fucked up and b) gets to be suspicious as to why the companies need to be fighting for no reason.
So he does some snooping. Takes some pictures and reads some books and does some snooping to try and figure out whats going on. This probably does not end well for him, what with him trundling around trying to snoop on the mercenaries business, but what matters is that hes funny and that hes lame and that hes in yaoi about fucked up men.
#ocs#tf2 ocs#described#i have been thinking about him a lot teddys awesome#teddy#hes lame. he tries to climb up a chainlink fence and falls off#then he goes to the store and buys chaincutters because he is NOT gonna climb thay shit#he gets a giant conspiracy board with red and blue string and everything#also i specifically picked binski paper because theres also binski logging (blu) which he would find odd#he sucks hes lame hes awesome he needs ti be beat up#tf2#<- guess i should put that tag there too?
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really don’t love Silverstone doing that vid with only Lando & George!!
#when 3/3 2019 rookies are English but only 2 of them get treated like it…..bad look!!#yes i know alex races under the Thai flag - so what?#everyone knows he was raised in England and for the premiere racetrack to use only his white peers for this……………#unless & until we hear that alex turned this down (which…why would he) i say this sucks
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Miss having a daddy still arrhhhfndbsvvaasgdhh
#i dont want a bf but i do but i dont but i reallg do#and i dont wanna do that thing where ur daddy isnt ur bf#thay would suck
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Character: *speaks to their lover in Thai for 20-30 seconds, several sentences, intensely emotional* IQIYI Subs: ... Hi.
#IQIYI SUBS SUCK HARDER THAN EXPECTED WHEN YOU'RE LOOKING AT THAI#Chinese and Korean- there are mistakes#but like; when I notice them usually it's in the spirit of what was said#mostly it's rewording idioms that i'd argue english audiences would be able to get either way#but with thai stuff like... okay he said at least a paragraph and you have given me 3 words.
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Unpopular Opinions Ask Game
Rules: Don’t be rude, don’t ask questions you don’t want to know the answer to, don't argue with people for sharing their opinion, don't answer questions you're not comfortable answering. Breaking the rules could potentially result in you getting blocked. Let’s begin!
What’s a popular show that you didn’t enjoy?
What’s a popular ship that you didn’t enjoy?
What’s a common trope that you don’t enjoy?
What’s a common character archetype that you don’t enjoy?
What’s an unpopular show that you enjoyed when you shouldn’t have?
Have you ever dropped a popular show because you didn’t like it?
Pick a show, I will tell you something I think the show didn’t do well.
Pick a ship, I will tell you one thing I think wasn’t executed well.
Pick a trope, I’ll tell you a show that didn’t execute it well.
Pick a character archetype, I’ll tell you a show that didn’t execute it well.
#ask game#bl ask game#unpopular opinion ask game#thai bl#korean bl#japanese bl#taiwanese bl#vietnamese bl#asianlgbtqdramas#also if you get asked these questions tag the shows at your own risk#i have a shit ton of work to do and i am stressed so why not#also i just paid so many bills that i would like to not think about the amount of money i no longer have in my bank account#being an adult sucks#why do i need to renew my car registration for $$$ every goddamn year#i just want to watch my shows and eat pizza why must i pay to exist#why must i pay to do laundry#why must i pay to park my car#anyway please be kind on this one
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Sometimes you see a post that makes you want to sleep for a century cause of the sheer 'missing the point' of it all.
#dragontalk#eat the rich isn't about shitty content creators who are charging A Fee to access their content#unless they're exploiting the folks they hire to produce or host that content#alienating their fans sucks but THAT'S NOT WHAT EAT THE RICH IS#y'all say eat the rich and be like 'i you say eat the rich and expect us to spare you' like#i don't think the ghost bros are fuckin ellen tier#or even Fucking. Markiplier tier of wealth?#like. it doesn't mean to just eat folks who landed in a nice spot making art or a nice job who could afford a house and a yard#it's the ceos of companies who report record profits while laying off their workers by the hundreds#it's creators who TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THEIR WORKERS TO MAKE A PROFIT#or even take advantage of their Fans to make a profit#the dumb ghost bros aren't taking advantage of folks or selling some sham pyramid scheme thing or anything#it sucks putting their shit behind a paywall especially when folks are looking for that entertainment but#of all the entitled bullshit#you aren't. Owed. access to a Creator's work. even if they've gotten more popular.#you are owed transparency and honesty and maybe even the vague assumption that those involved in the endeavor are being treated fairly#but if fuckin hussie put homestuck behind a 10 dollar a month paywall thay would stil suck but it STILL wouldn't be eat the rich#y'all gonna to after neil gayman for charging for books now? for good omens and shit???#just. i GET the frustration but if there is a revolution we need to tie these folks up for a bit (loony toons style. not like. prison)#and be like#' y'all. y'all. chill. rip out the throat of idk. netflix CEOs or paramount or whatever'#just. thus post was initially going to be gauging my eyes out with marx's rusty spoons but i haven't read enough marc myself#to feel comfortable making that joke
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dont-offend-the-bees is like My Brand now so I'm kinda reluctant to change it BUT i do think I might get sent more posts relevant to my interest if i had an url featuring my actual favourite animal lmao
#what if i just changed it to dont offend the bats#eh. idk not the same ring#i do like bees!!! i think they're neat!!#but the url is more about my love for pushing daisies than my love for bees 😅#btw in case anyone's womdering why they can't see my fic on ao3 i locked it for registered users only#bc of the fuckin AI#sucks i had to do thay but yknow#anyway sound off in the replies who would care if i changed my url#i probs won't but it plays on my mind a lot#mr. bees speaks
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#personal#i was like. already being gloomy lol thinking god i wish i could be a normal fucking person#talk to and message ppl and form and maintain friendships and know what to fucking say#and then i realized. even if i finally understood how it works and how to do thay. chronic fatigue means#i am literally unable to sustain the effort it would need. i cant do it. i cant reach the aspect of normalcy i desperately want#im already so close to my limit. i owe several people very overdue replies. and i want to talk to them! but. energy#and now im just sad. forget the autism the depression the chronic pain. the fatigue is what's worst for everything#i can never function to the level normal people can ever. i thought maybe the realisation would be a relief but#im just sad and frustrated and it sucks it just sucks#i want to make friends i want to fight that yawning pit of loneliness that i cant shake but i literally cannot#i dont understand what i have to do to matter enough to other ppl that they see me as a friend. idk how to interact with people naturally#its all learned its all painstakingly learned and built patterns and now i cant even try to learn more. im too fucking tired
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