#and thats not my fault
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at some point u gotta realize that even if the way ur brain works isnt ur fault its still ur responsibility. i cant help having social anxiety and being awkward as hell but i have to accept that if i let that rule my every social interaction then im not going to have any friends
just so no one takes this out of context i mightve worded it not great but this post was about a specific personal situation and not like. applicable to every persons brain
#this is not me trying to justify distreatment of neurodivergent people or anything like that and i hope it doesnt come off thst#*that way#or say that its anyones own failing for being mentally ill#bc ive been there and im still there#but its more about me personally accepting that there are consequences for my actions#basically i can complain all i want about being lonely and know that it IS really difficult for me to make friends#and thats not my fault#but im the only person who can be responsible for solving that issue. i cant just hope for a magic fix i have to actually take action
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The books reveal that Ford is actually a secret partier
(Available as a print on my Etsy Shop)
(wips under cut)
#doctorsiren#gravity falls#the book of bill#billford#journal 3#stanford pines#bill cipher#jheselbraum the unswerving#gravity falls fanart#digital art#my art#procreate#RAHH MY LOVE FOR MAKING MIDCENTURY-STYLE ART AT TIMES CAME IN SUPER HANDY#I think I surprised myself here 😳#(also don’t take this as shipping him and Jhes 😭💀 that’s his space fish mom 😁)#in the book of bill. obviously he and bill get drunk that time#and then in the 3rd journal#it says that after Jhes told him he had the face of the man who would defeat bill (meaning stanley lmao)#he ‘was so excited’ that he and Jhes ‘spent the entire night partying and drinking cosmic sand’#it’s funny bc Jhes is described as speaking with a steely resolve and is very calm#so it’s silly to me to picture her partying haha#I might make this one a print as well bc I really love how it looks#I’ll print it out tomorrow and decide if it’ll work well enough :) if it does I’ll put it on my shop#😭 the bill…his thumb is backwards BUT THATS NOT MY FAULT THATS LITERALLY HOW IT IS IN THE BOOK OF BILL PAGE THAT I REFERENCEDTHIS FROM WAHH#he can do whatever he wants ig
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Regretting how many chains there are in these designs tbh
(Prev)
#danny phantom#monster high#half normie au#my art#fancomic#haunted high arc#not that its MY fault theres so many chains#thats just how it is#MH ghosts got chains
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just a normal guy surrounded by residents with evil in their hearts
#my art#doodle#fanart#resident evil 7#resident evil 8#ethan winters#hes havin a bad day im havin a bad day but with the power of takin your frustrations out on fictional characters i will prevail#he wont but thats not whats important here#i wish i was surrounded by literal horrors instead of the internal unseeable horrors that plague me so that i could justify the incredibly#hard time im havin to myself like hey its not my fault im literally dead#but anyways thats the post. heres to coping with life cheers
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and they were codependent coworkers
#sorry that im thinking about them at all hours of the day. as if its my fault#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#edwin payne#charles rowland#payneland#painland#edwin x charles#thats all of the ship tags youre getting out of me#tina talks#dbd
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On autonomy, and what it means to be Obliged to Help.
Bonus:
#a homestuck walks into an antechamber and asks#hey is anybody going to make this dynamic wholly deterministic and thus dubiously consensual by its very nature#ANYWAY bigger ramble below. scroll down like usual#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#THATS RIGHT WE'RE STILL SHIP TAGGING IT BABYYYY#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#RAMBLE START: anyway i think loop is wrong here. they have it backwards. as-- in my opinion--#the main reason they could be called back into existence postcanon is because *their* wish for help is still not complete#they still need help. siffrin still needs help. neither of them will ever stop needing help.#they will thus uphold the wish until the end of siffrin's natural lifespan.#that said. what does it mean that loop can be so wholly forced to abide by siffrin's wants?#(assuming the dagger cutscene posession is them being forced to uphold the 'help siffrin' wish via harsh universe logic)#[as opposed to something capricious and cruel the change god did. which feels out of character for the change god to me?]#much like how the island wish and duplicate objects are neutered by simply sliding off people's brains...#is loop subtly ushered toward their wish? obviously it's not a full override (see: the bossfight). but is there any interference?#and if so. so what? does it matter? if they don't notice? is it even real if they don't notice?#and even if they do notice. the universe leads we follow. how much do either of them value their free will in a belief system like that?#the whole game is dedicated to siffrin habitually NOT excersizing his free will. doing things the same Every Time.#Loop ESPECIALLY does this. predetermined predetermined predetermined even in the FACE OF CHANGE. REFUSING. ANY CHOICE.#Maybe they'd even be comforted by having a universe-ordained purpose even if it is subservient. even if its to Him.#(though. i can't see siffrin enjoying the idea that someone is subservient TO them... then all their suffering is his fault...)#loop got into this mess via WANTING too much. no more free will. can't be trusted with it. take it away from them.#but yeah. gets my greasy detective pony hands all over this. and everyone please do remember i like to make characters Outright Wrong A Lot
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Bloodplay ;)
Extremely true.
#blood is sexy#and thats not my fault#i actually have a scar on my thigh from when i slipped during knife/blood play lmao#oops lol#bones yells#answered asks
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u should draw garth and jason interacting. btw. pretty please.
shout out to when they were on a team together for about 2 issues
#ok they arent actually interacting here but.....#thats garths fault all he did was stare out the window and not speak#even jason was like DAMN this guy is miserable 😭😭#he was mourning tula btw. professional mourner#also ik that roys shirt is wrong but it was too late when i realized#jasons line in the 1st pic is straight from the comic#cutie pie#jason todd#garth of shayeris#roy harper#sorry i just wanted to draw him LOL#my art#dc#dc comics#asks#anon#before u ask its New Teen Titans v2 issues 20 & 21#teen titans
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you open my Super Important Documents and its just pictures of charles xavier
#xmen#mcu#xmen movies#xmen first class#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#todays schedule has been ruined by my ever occurring need to practice drawing movie charles its horrendous#i started this sheet last night but then i kept adding to it and i keep wanting to add to it but i MUST stop myself#in an ideal world i get paid to draw charles xavier and erik lehnsherr but no i live in this baka society#sleepless charles WAS inspired by me starting this at 1AM and forcing myself to sleep at 4AM#and then here i am picking i up still later .... i need professional help i fear but i aint got time for that#NEVERTHELESS I THINK IT GOT IT NOW. I THINK IM OK. i think i know how i wanna go bout drawing him now ...#chat can i confess that like. .5% of the reason i barely draw FC charles i because of his hair#for some reason some demonic entity prevents me from drawing it easily i am in STRUGGLE CITY#the only thing that gets me is that whenever i draw him i can only think of the likes of a disney prince but man thems the strokes ig#i also drew a quick dark phoenix charles but i figured id just keep this first class oriented#anything else i want to say ? uh. hm. its funny i never do any of these sheets for erik#genuinely On My Life made One (1) sheet and was like 'no yeah i got it. i got it down'#literally not my fault his head is So Shaped and defined but anyways. this aint about him.#i mean it could be. i still wanna do a doodle page concentrated on drawing how his powers show#more specifically how do i wanna draw the glow cause i cant decide on it ... also i wanna draw the 'levels' ...#but thats for another time. for right now i should probably eat i havent eaten all day#bye bye !!!!!! here's to hoping i draw something thats not a doodle sheet one of these days
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introducing: the st cassian chamber choir from Uranium City, saskatchewan. 🎢🌀
And some close ups!!
#zwampps art?!?!?#ride the cyclone#nischa#spacedolls#rtc#mischa bachinski#misha bachinskyi#ignore that rickys arms are too short#also i apologise if the crutches are inaccurate i drew this whole thjng from memory so if they look strange thats my fault#also the nischa and whole choir ones are different colour because i kept misspelling “bachinskyi”#noel gruber#constance blackwood#ocean o'connell rosenberg#ricky potts#penny lamb#jane doe#rtc mischa#rtc noel#rtc constance#rtc ocean#rtc ricky#rtc penny#rtc jane doe#rtc fanart#rtc musical#ride the cyclone musical#ricky rtc#jane doe rtc#st cassian chamber choir#🎢🌀
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another batch of MCs as thanks for drawing clora🥹💖💖 once i start working on something i cant rest until i get it done so ive legit been working on these nonstop for the past 2 days from when i wake up till i go to bed.......i can finally rest 🧎♀️........THANK YALL AGAIN💖💖💖🙏🙏🙏 MC's in order: @moonstruckmoony @syaolaurant @dwightschrute11 @boxdstars @versailles-black @ccelicaa @ethniee @wrongcog @ashiori-chan @tamayula-hl @celestinawarlock @serpensortiamaxima @silvyadrakkon @jadepalaceyaya @zorro-d-t
#and this still isnt even everyone thats drawn clora but even if i never get around to drawing something for u KNOW THAT I APPRECIATE IT🙏🙏#I wish i could draw something in return for everyone who draws something for me but i also dont want ppl to think its a guaranteed thing#i used yalls mc's as paint practice too and omg idk why i did this to myself i bit off way more than i could chew#next time defs just sticking to flat colours and simple shading LMAO#at least ive gotten faster tho i think so it WAS good practice🥰 and its my fault anyway i didnt HAVE to rush and finish these#but it felt so long overdue that i just rly wanted them done#SO HOPE YALL LIKE I TRIED TO MAKE THEM ALL EQUAL WITH THE AMOUNT OF EFFORT#choccyart
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"Hector was a good man" "diomedes was an honorable man" BZZZT WRONG. Diomedes was there to steal, burn, and wage war same as the next person. In fact, he was pretty adamant about it. Hector had no issue with the greek's actions, merely that they were directed at him—I mean look at what he wanted to do with patroclus's body, only to then cite respect for funeral rites when it was his own turn to die. Hector also owned slaves within his own city walls—people that he likely took from their homes during troy's own conquests. All that seperated him and the greek warriors was which side they were on.
The Iliad isn't a story about morally upstanding men. Sure, it has men who have honor and perform honorable acts, but these are not good samaritans. It's is a story about war and grief and the real victims of fights between so-called-honorable men and gods. The urge to find a "good guy" in this story is wasted. Hector doesn't have to be morally good just because achilles isn't. Troy didn't lose because they were more or less evil than the greeks. It all just. Is. Because of fate? Because the gods said so? Because people will always make disastrous mistakes and it will always end up biting not only them, but everyone else around them? Who knows? In the end though, doesn't it all feel so pointless in the face of the endless amounts of grief and destruction that war leaves behind? Maybe that's the whole point
#who knows if thats the point homer wanted to make#but with our modern lens#thats the lesson that is the takeaway#the urge to create a good and a bad side is useless here#hector being a loving father doesnt change that hes a warrior#in a city state that came to power by trampling and enslaving surrounding regions#diomedes being obedient to athena and brave to a fault doesn't absolve him from the acts of the greeks of which he was a willing participan#its not about good vs evil#its about greeks vs trojans#and about how pointless that really is#achilles#hector#diomedes#the iliad#homer#the song of achilles#odysseus#agamemnon#hector of troy#diomedes of argos#all that being said#despite achilles being my fave i tend to see the trojans side more#they r dirty little conquerors same as the greeks BUT in this instance they are the defenders so I have some sympathy for them#greek mythology
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who up missing their buddies who are daddies
#finished rewatching 2day#except i was on my phone 4 half of it but i got the gist#….ill rewatch it properly some other day but appreciate them#buddy daddies#kazuki kurusu#rei suwa#miri unasaka#if thats not their names its not my fault#kazurei
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anxious gf depressed bf
#THATS MY OPINIONNN#my art#fanart#also like if they look similar yo willel its my fault i never draw other st people than willel and byler so sorry#stranger things fanart#stranger things 5#stranger things#nancy wheeler#jonathan byers#jancy#jancy fanart#jancy endgame#team jancy
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Starlight Express, Bochum 1989
#my gifs#stex#starlight express#rusty the steam engine#pearl the observation car#ashley the smoking car#greaseball the diesel#dustin the big hopper#buffy the buffet car#dinah the dining car#electra the electric engine#cb the red caboose#poppa mccoy#poppa the steam engine#musical theatre#theatre gifs#musical gifs#didnt know if i was gonna tag all the characters but there#ugh sorry for how flickery these gifs are its not my fault thats just how the footage is#actually like 90% of this video is in black and white#but i was determined for these gifs to only be in color lol
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well everyone. it's been an honour and a privelege but i got executed on live podcast qna audio recording so i need to go lick my wounds alone in a cave far from any established human civilisation now.
#🐉#oh well. i just hope they find it funny.#but oh god. yeah hi. thats my fault lol!#VALshrue#the silt verses spoilers#i fucking guess??????????????
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