#and that's with spacing things out over 2 twitters kind of one tumblr tho this is a sideblog and reddit sometimes

[the-physicality]

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[cirkkaa]

I'm going to ramble a about something that bothers me a bit about rayemma so if you're not in for me being overly invested in fictional characters, this is your cue to not read this lol. Also I might sound like I'm taking it too seriously, but it's just me talking out loud, dw. I'm drinking coffee as I write :)

This contains manga spoilers!

I've already vented a little on twitter but now that days passed and I could notice other things, I want to talk about it here bc I think is calmer and I feel a little self conscious bringing ship related matters there. ( also I would've making a long ass thread no one wants to see lmao)

Let's state something first: I love Ray. He's my favorite tpn character, and I'm multishipper. Either if I'm being biased or not, I love rayemma, and I also love noremma and other ships. But RE has a soft spot for me for obvious reasons. And I'm not only talking only about romance here, tho of course I can't take it out of the frame bc, well is just another layer of their relationship. But my primary concern has to do with the interaction between both as it is.

Now, you may know about Shirai's and Sugita's commentary on the forest arc RE, if you don't it's here. Let's go to what is my perception.

Ray and Emma shared an unique bond like no other, would they have spent all those arcs on building their relationship from a very unstable/chaotic one to one which showcased a level of trust so deep that they were able to enter another realm and defy time and space......... that Ray out of all people was the one who felt her presence, was literally GUIDED to find her in a context in which realistically they might as well never ever see each other again to show us.. A sibling relationship? COMRADES? I felt like a bucket of ice was thrown at me. 

I've always loved that they didn't emphasize the sibling part of tpn when it came to the trio bc in no way it feels sibling-like. I always considered them as best friends, the kind that life puts in your way and you can feel it's different from any other bond you may have. And besides, story-wise, it makes sense since ehem NE exists, so that would be a weird concept to praise while putting characters on a shippy moment. Now, I think it's only fair for all 3 to be considered under the same context. But looks like NE gets a free pass, RE doesn't, and NR is close to nonexistent so we'll never know.

RE bonding was one of the best ones I've ever seen and probably my favorite, I have no words to describe how much I loved Shirai for taking this path with them. But this commentary?? Honestly, wouldn't you feel at least a little salty if this happened to a couple that means a lot to you? imagining that exactly this description was used to describe NE. Sounds incredibly ridiculous and just nonsensical doesn't it? Like hell, it can be anything but not this.

"Hey but NE is sorta canon and RE never existed" Well that doesn't mean that they aren't friends FIRST and foremost, which is the kind of relationship they showed ALL the time throughout the story. Not of siblings, not of comrades. Of course Emma referred to all GF as her family, but that I remember, she never considered Norman or Ray as her brothers, explicitly.

So in short, I felt sad and in disbelief. Nothing to do about it, it's done.

“But he said it´s okay to interpret it the way you want” Yes, which is very nice of him. But after reading that, I felt so drained and confused that romance in RE at this point sounded like a joke, when their friendship is pretty much.. Just there.

On a more selfish note, RE doesn't get half the credit it deserves. Their friendship goes under the rug most of the time, and considering canon events and how Ray fell on the sides, and now this commentary over a relationship in which in  2 arcs it might as well have been a central point, being diminished with this.. Just what even??

Not that I have power over someone else likings or interpretations, but man I wish they could appreciate them more.. I also would love to see Shirai taking his time to describe their relationship not focusing on the " there's definetly not romance here if that's what you want to know"I feel like there is much more to it that just the explanation he and Sugita gave, but that's just me being hopeful.

I think this is the only thing I highly disagree on with canon facts so far. Not that it matters what random fan on tumblr says, but yeah

A side note: this commentary was part of the fanbook, which is not translated officially and the parts that are, were made by fans. So maybe there is more info about them, for which I will say take my input with a grain of salt. Also, I'm not hating in any tpn ship or Shirai or Sugita. This is just a way for me to express my feelings over my disagreement with their answers. Do not take this as me about to break into Shirai´s house trying to validate a ship, or forcing ppl to ship them. I'm just voicing my thoughts and maybe regretting making this post later on 🤠

I do believe in the potential of all kind of fictional relationships, so I don't think siblings or comrades are in any way less important than lovers, for instance. However in my reflection, if you read the manga, you will know how not fitting those term are for RE. At least, in my opinion, they aren´t.

Thank you for reading, have a nice day.

[anticallouts]

Question. does your idea of being anti-callouts also include folks of different belief systems that would involve, say, a much narrower view of sexual morality, or are they fair game to be called out as homophobes and all that just because of their beliefs, even if they’ve never actually displayed any kind of discriminatory behavior? Or what about those who sided with or even remotely supported trump or are from MAGA groups? Are they outside the scope of your anti-callout mission too? Asking cuz imo it’s hypocritical to say you’re anti-callouts but then think its ok for these folks to be ostracized and bullied cuz “they need to be held accountable” for beliefs that you don’t agree with and more often than not, don’t fully understand what they believe or why. And I’m not talking about stuff they said decades ago, I’m talking about present day stuff.

First, I will direct you back to this post, specifically the ending paragraph:

One important thing to internalize is that ignorance doesn’t make you a bad person. This goes for judging your own actions as well as others’. It’s okay to constantly be learning and adapting your behavior based on new information. If you find out from discourse that you had been using hurtful language or promoting a hurtful idea, it doesn’t mean you were secretly a bad person all along. It just means you didn’t know. In an ideal world, we would all be patient and forgiving with people who weren’t acting in bad faith, but unfortunately this is Tumblr. Just try to do your best, and take breaks if you need them.

The key point here is ‘in bad faith’. This blog, and the general disagreement in fandom re: callout culture, usually stems from the idea that it is bad to hold people with taste in unpopular fictional ships to the same standard as unrepentant abusers, pedophiles, racists, and homophobes. The point is not that those categories of people aren’t in themselves problematic, just that shippers shouldn’t get tacked on to that list for liking anime boy 1 and anime boy 2, nor should ANYONE get tacked onto that list based on rumors or anon messages if there is actually no evidence of wrongdoing.

We can debate until the cows come home about what ‘counts’ as bigotry and the right way to deal with microaggressions, but for this post (and because you mentioned MAGA and homophobic Christianity) I’m going to assume you’re talking about standard, run-of-the-mill bigotry. The kind you can look at and easily understand exactly why it is hurtful.

Being against callout culture is not the same thing as being against all callouts, all the time, for any reason. (I did not name this blog, I inherited it. I am now considering a revised URL if that is the impression this one gives.)

I am never going to defend a homophobe. I am never going to defend a racist. If someone comes to me with a tweet from a homophobe’s twitter acct that says ‘God says all lesbians are abominations but I’m not homophobic tho it’s just what the Bible says’ I’m not going to assume they’re an infant who doesn’t understand logic or empathy or critical thinking. I’m gonna block them. If they’re famous, I’m gonna show my friends and my friends are also gonna block them and also possibly talk shit about them on Twitter because they’re bajillionares and it doesn’t matter.

(Except really I encourage people not to do this - not because it’s morally wrong, but because they can use their much larger platform to harass you if they feel like it. See John Boyega’s behavior towards the women who were hurt by his misogynistic language as an example.)

Now, on a smaller scale, if they’re just a regular old member of a fandom? If it turns out everyone blocks them because they won’t stop talking about how much they hate the gays and Jews and SJWs and the fandom is full of gays and Jews and SJWs who don’t want to listen to it, that’s not ostracization, that’s quality control. No one gets to complain that other people won’t listen to their opinions, and that’s not what this blog is advocating for.

I am extremely pro-block. I block people for ALL KINDS of things. I see a comment in the notes of a post I do not vibe with? Block. Don’t care if that user has never spoken to me in my life. I am the arbiter of my fandom experience, as is everyone else.

Furthermore, I want to address what seems to me to be the core of your complaint here:

“... even if they’ve never actually displayed any kind of discriminatory behavior?”

See, this is a bit logically inconsistent and it makes me wonder if this ask was not sent in good faith, but rather to try and catch me in a ‘gotcha, so much for the tolerant left’ type of way.

If someone is not displaying any kind of discriminatory behavior, then they fall under the ‘don’t make baseless callouts’ protection. There’s no evidence of any wrongdoing, no victim, no crime. Thinking gay people are horrible is, like, wrong, but as long as they keep that to themselves when engaging with others, fine. However, the fact that someone is being called out for open homophobia or racism means that... Hm... how do I put this... they kind of are displaying discriminatory behavior, my dude.

If they’re 12 years old and repeating what their racist dad said or homophobic pastor said, then yeah, don’t harass them. Don’t harass anyone, actually, but I am not Fandom God and I don’t control the whims or ways of the internet denizens so I can’t really do anything about that. Harassment doesn’t actually accomplish anything and is a waste of energy. Report them if they’re breaking the TOS and move on. (See my pro-block stance above for the acceptable alternative. Blocking! It’s like Herd Immunity, for fandoms.)

But everyone else in the fandom space has a right to warn each other ‘hey, there’s a 12 year old over there with no filter and they’re super racist, here’s their tweets.’

If they’re an adult and they’re doing that? As you said, present day stuff? It is completely fair game for their tweets or posts to be catalogued and shared as proof that they are a clear and present danger to other people in the fandom. Racists and homophobes have this nasty little habit of attempting to hurt people they hate, fandom needs ways to self-regulate and keep itself safe from actual harmful bigots.

There’s also a lot to be said about expecting vulnerable members of the community to do all the work educating people who are actively being malicious towards them in the hope that one comment will break through their willful ignorance and show them the light of human decency and teach them how to be good people and decent fans. If someone feels bad that other people don’t like them because of their homophobic beliefs, it’s not the fandom’s job to take them under wing and teach them why homophobia is wrong. None of us came out the womb knowing how to treat people; if the majority of us could figure it out by cultural osmosis, so can our racist homophobic strawman here. Either by being told directly, or by seeing that bigots are not welcome and making the single necessary logical leap that maybe it’s because homophobia/racism/etc hurts people and no one else likes being hurt.

So, to break it down:

Private racists: not posting anything racist, not harassing poc in the fandom, how would you ever know? Gross, but ultimately harmless. Can’t do anything about them, hopefully they see enough posts about why racism is bad to finally change their ways.

Past racists: said some dumb racist shit in the past, apologized, aren’t currently doing anything racist? Leave them alone. Be thankful. Hope that other people look to them as an example in learning and humility and growth.

Active racists: do not deserve your pity or protection. Learn to treat other people with respect or get off the internet. Shed no tears when they end up blocked by 90% of the fandom and anyone else with a brain. Their ignorance does not supersede everyone else’s right to feel safe and welcome in a community. Much like with private racists, I hope they learn (with a more direct lesson) that no one likes racists or wants to hang out with them and if they want friends they should learn to treat others as human beings.

[mieczyhale]

a messy explanation of things and unnecessary information about life lately

soooo... right. i’m sorry i haven’t really been around aside from popping in here and there, and that i’ve been taking longer than usual to reply to things / not replying to things at all. it’s NOT that i’m upset with anyone or trying to ignore / avoid anyone, and it’s not that i don’t care / don’t love talking to you (whomstever you may be) i love chatting with y’all and wish i could get myself to reply to things quicker but i do not control the me lmfao honestly my sleep has never had a schedule but in recent weeks it’s kinda been operating like there’s a lil gremlin in my head who spins a wheel and picks my sleeping times at random - and it’s either like.. two hours or most of a day. there hasn’t been a lot of in between so that’s a thing!!

also in a fun added mix of maybe sleep?, missing meds, being stuck in the house more often than not, and the FUCKING EVERYTHING happening in the world right now my mental health is... probably run by the same goblin that runs my sleep schedule lmao consistency whomst?? since the lockdown started the depression has of course been around more but actually, worse than that, is how my anxiety - and by extension: my ocd - have really amped up and i need y’all to know that the struggle is painfully real (and another thing that affects shit like my replies and writing. reading as well. fics have been kinda stressful and that should be illegal. who authorized this?) i don’t hate talking about it but i don’t really like it either?? especially like.. in depth. but i will say there has been crying, screaming, pain!, and i’ve acquired a few physical injuries.

so

yeah

on a personal level - a ‘just me’ level - shit is an even bigger mess than usual lmao but all these things will get better eventually - they always do. 

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NOW

ON A PERSONAL LEVEL - THE FULL LEVEL - THINGS.... are pretty great actually! i mean aside from the state of my fucking house e__e but Josh has been working from home for two (2) months now and it’s been really nice - people complaining about their partners being home?? can’t relate. yknow what?? i just might love that tall bastard even more from all this.fuck all y’all miserable fucks

we’ve been going out for drives and we’ve gone fishing and the only place i’ve gone too that’s re-opened is goodwill. because i require.. the shop. they do have a masks required rule! (at least at the one here) and, alongside that, the places we’ve gone that never closed (like grocery stores and the gas station and the hardware store) have social distancing rules and stuff in place which i love. can we keep social distancing after this is all over?? more things here in wisconsin are opening up and we might go to some. idk though. we also might not. either way its still a weird kind of exciting to see things opening back up?? even though i do think we’re not totally in the clear because most of our gov. sucks (our mayor tried to extend our stay-at-home order - keyword there is TRIED. we are the land of cheese, cows, and no fucking braincells for anyone) 

having pets is obviously not a new thing for me but it’s still a thing. so it takes time and effort and energy and patience and love and a certain disregard for your own safety (claws. they really be as sharp as you think) so... it can be stressful, especially cuz we’ve had to keep them inside more as it gets hot out and something keeps breaking our porch screens (our cats are allowed onto our screened in porch or they can go out in a harness but we will never let them run free outside. fuck that noise)  my bbies are all so cute and their personalities and idiosyncrasies are just... *chefs kiss* i love em and they’re definitely a part of what has made quarantine better

i’ve seen my mom a few times, like for my birthday and when she needed help moving Isaiah from one dorm to another and such, but that’s primarily been an option because she has become anti-mask and anti-stay-at-home-order. initially she wasn’t - she gave Isaiah and i fun lil masks since at that time trying to buy them would be impossible and she thought nothing of staying home - but i guess either as its dragged on or as she’s consumed her middle-right wing news that changed s o. she does take social distancing in public very seriously though, so at least there’s that. our favorite coffee shop, where we - pre-lockdown - always went one (1) or two (2) times a week to do art for hours re-opens on monday and that’s one of the few things i’ve truly missed.

josh’s camping trip for this weekend with his friends had to be cancelled because the parks weren’t going to open in time. so today they’re going somewhere to do at least some of the things they would have done if they had gone camping. bikes, bonfires, and cigars. i’m kinda jealous negl but he was really excited about it so mostly i’m happy

trying to figure out how human services was running things during lockdown was rough but thankfully it didn’t take much to get it sorted. mostly because my mom made the phone call i was supposed to lol (the phone anxiety is on its own level) so wednesday afternoon my mom sat with me while i had the appointment with my psychiatrist over speakerphone (which was.. an experience)

ummm.....

OH YEAH! Probably absolutely my favorite thing that’s happened is: WE’RE STARTING THE SEARCH FOR A NEW HOUSE!!!! it doesn’t mean we’re gonna be moving soon or anything, we don’t want to make the same mistake twice (buying the first house you tour that you love) because while it is a great house ultimately it is way too small for us. i mean there’s me and josh, all six cats, and ALL OUR SHIT. listen: i have an entire room dedicated to my various hobbies. and a walk in closet that isn’t big enough. and we both have collections we love and want to display (right now upstairs its hello kitty and downstairs its astronomy and the titanic. and then there’s pop figures, mtg, collectibles, our bottle collection and various knickknacks, etc.) plus all our books! then furniture and cat furniture (i.e towers) and all their shit because they are spoiled babies. and god forbid we ever have a human kid?? yeah. it’s just not big enough. 

so we’re gonna take more time with this choice but what we do know is:: we wanna live out in the country (i’m paranoid and don’t like to be looked at and he loves the outdoors, lived on a farm for awhile. i also enjoy the outdoors but mostly since we moved into this house i’ve struggled with doing anything outside... while we only have one neighbor on our road. but there’s one across the road and one at the other side of our backyard and that’s just too much lol) 

lets see.. um.... my birthday was may 2nd and that was pretty nice, for a pandemic birthday. there’s been a lot of stuff happening involving josh’s family but that’s not something i really wanna get into on here, tho i will say things have been better in recent weeks and it’s been... really nice. josh and i went to his mom’s house the other night and got drunk with her for fun and i actually had a really good time?? and didn’t complain about going?? that’s kinda unheard of.

i don’t have a job anymore - haven’t since early march-ish - and it kinda sucks but also the universe really did me a solid because my choices were either allow myself to work until i have a mental break again or quit. and i was leaning towards quitting (things had been going down hill with the owner and other employees and just the business as a whole for awhile and there’s a limit to the amount of bullshit i can take thanks) but now it doesn’t seem i have to. why do i think i’m jobless? i was barely working anyway, bc of the snow business was slow, and in march i got really sick and stayed home for a week. the day i was supposed to go back i was still sick, and covid19 was starting to become more of a serious situation everywhere, so josh called in for me and explained that between still being sick and my anxiety over covid (asthma + a not so great immune system) i wasn’t going in that day. i never heard from them again. so. 

but it’s all good - there are some options but i’m not looking into them seriously until it’s safe to.

SO

THAT’S ALL OF FUCKING THAT ON THAT

i felt it wouldn’t be a bad idea to come on here and explain A. what’s been going on and B. where i’ve been and C. that if i haven’t responded to you or acknowledged something you sent me / tagged me in it’s literally just because i either forgot to (for all reasons and none) or i don’t have the mental space / energy to. but that doesn’t mean you have to stop talking to me! even if i don’t respond or respond immediately i do read everything and i would die for any one of you fuckers (especially my clowns and the tom hardy movie) 

oh! and just btw - sometimes i don’t get notifications (quelle surprise) tumblr and skype should really pair up and talk about their truly great systems that function so well /s 8| ANYWAY: the best and most reliable ways to get my attention are twitter ( @/mieczyhale) and discord (same name) because i have yet to see their notifications fail. ahem.

i feel like i’m missing things / forgetting things but honestly this post is long enough and also enough of a rambley mess that i’m just gonna try and ignore that feeling and carry on with my goddamn day so i might actually accomplish something. sorry if there’s spelling off or missing words. i’m not taking the time to re-read this and might even delete it bc it’s already giving me anxiety bUT WE’LL SEE ALRIGHT HI AND BYE I LOVE YOU GUYS <3

[3laxx]

3laxx Masterpost

This is a Masterpost for all my (reuploaded) fanfictions, art and photos that I took, with a link and short summaries!

Hope this helps to orientate over the name change from @awesomefreckledjesus to @3laxx that I made early in 2018!

My profiles if you want to check me out on other websites are counted up here:

Tumblr - 3laxx Twitter - ToniWorz Discord - 3laxx #9024 Archiveofourown - 3laxx Fanfiction - 3laxx Instagram - _3laxx_ DeviantArt - 3laxx

Everything you need to know, sorted and (re)uploaded, is under the cut!

Fanfictions (#freckles writes)

  OneShots:

Reckless Adrienette, post-reveal: When Marinette and Adrien get into a fight, everything turns out for the worst. Can Marinette convince him to think twice before he makes his final decision? Ao3 / FF.net

Escalation Adrienette, pre-reveal: One dumb action by Adrien, one boiling of anger Alya, one passed out Marinette and one laughing-his-ass-off Nino. That should be hilarious. NoMagic!AU tho. Slight Adrienette, hinting to more Ao3 / FF.net

Jealous Kitten Adrienette, jealous Adrien, pre-reveal: Jelly Adrien happens, Nathaniel's in the game, Marinette's confused, Alya threatens with killing. Just a normal day for our heroes, isn't it? Ao3 / FF.net

Just an ordinary day in Paris LoveSquare and slight DJWifi, reveal, Alya-centric: A reveal that's a little... Sudden. Not just for the superheroes but also and foremost for their friends. Ao3 / FF.net

Stargazing Marichat and Adrienette, pre-reveal, Secret Santa gift for @sweet-childhood-dreams: After a night of stargazing, Chat begins to see things in Marinette that he didn't think would be possible. His heart belongs to Ladybug... Right? Ao3 / FF.net

Aftermath Marichat, reveal, Server Secret Santa: After Marinette takes a hit that was meant for Chat Noir she gets patched up by him. Fluff ensues and a reveal is just around the corner. Ao3 / FF.net

Raging Flames DJWifi, Nino-centric: The raging flames come closing in on him as he spots her. And all she sees is his face, framed by heat and death. Ao3 / FF.net

  Prompt Collections:

My lovely DJ (#my lovely dj) Nino Appreciation week: A collection of prompts all around our favorite boy Nino! Ao3 / FF.net

Wintery Warm Drabbles (#wintery warm drabbles) 25 days of Christmas: Winter! Christmas! What's our Miraculous Squad up to? I found a prompt list for 25 days and spontaneously decided hey, why not, let's see if I'll make it? Ao3 / FF.net

My sweet reporter (#my sweet reporter) Alya Appreciation week: Since I already did Nino Appreciation Week in October I thought why not give it a try? Ao3 / FF.net

Miraculous Prompts (#prompt) Collection of all Prompts and ideas: It's just a list of prompts around ML that I came up with and I wanna share what I wrote so far. Ao3 / FF.net

  Multichaptered:

Nightmares (finished) 9/9 chapters, Adrienette and DJWifi, reveal: Adrien has terrible nightmares and slowly becomes desperate. Things escalate (I wonder why they always do in my fics... Meh, so many mysteries!) and he soon confuses his friends by acting really strange around a certain bluenette. Adrienette, slight DJWifi and rated M for language and serious injuries Ao3 / FF.net

Party Night (finished) 2/2 chapters, Adrienette and DJWifi, NonMagic!AU, slightly aged up: New Year's Eve! The old year ends with some new things to get used to for Marinette. But as the new year starts, there'll be something entirely different waiting for her. Ao3 / FF.net

Unfortunate Kitten (in progress) 6/? chapters, pure angst, Chat Noir side switch: The words play over and over in his head. "He’s-… Tall. And blonde, like you.", and every word feels like a punch. "Kind. Really kind.", and he feels jealousy as well as hopelessness bubbling up in his chest. But just as the tears stop spilling, someone makes him an offer which lets his loyality change sides... Ao3 / FF.net

Cola Date (in progress) 6/? chapters, pure fluff, DJWifi centric, NonMagic!AU, aged up and new meets: When Alya finds herself on a date with the wrong guy she searches for unconventional help to get her out of this. Luckily, the cute waiter doesn't mind to help her out with a favor. And just as the glass topples over, the date changes into a completely different direction. A direction she can definitely live with, Alya decides. Ao3 / FF.net

Breeze (#breeze) (finished) 54/54 chapters, Lovesquare and DJWifi, mature topics, slightly aged-up: Marinette sobbed into her hands as she recalled Chloé’s hurtful words, each and every one of them. “You’re nothing! You’re not even worth yourself, much less your so-called friends! Don’t you see they just hang out with you because they pity you?! You’re worth the dirt under my feet, Marinette Dupain-Cheng. And you have no right to speak to me like that, you pathetic little brat. You don’t even have the right to speak to anyone! Just keep your stupid thoughts and ideas to yourself because nobody wants to hear them!” After a big fight with Chloé, Marinette finds herself sobbing on her bed. The words hit her deep down. And before she knows it a dark Akuma comes fluttering in, ready to introduce her to Hawkmoth... Ao3 / FF.net

Wind (#wind) (in progress)

5/? chapters, Lovesquare and DJWifi, mature topics, slightly aged-up: After the fight against Hawkmoth - which ended completely not as planned - Marinette begins the way of healing. It's still a long path but her friends and family are on her side the entire way. Slowly, she finds back to her old self and despite a few backlashes, manages to get back onto her feet. Now that Ladybug is back she gets back to a balanced life, which is especially needed as finals come closer. Though, the evil does not sleep and so, Master Fu chooses anew... Ao3 / FF.net

 Tumblr Prompts:

Comic prompt suggestion from @shinrei261

DJWifi kiss on @orangebunnit‘s comic

Make-up Alya on @orangebunnit‘s doodles

ML Kittens!AU for @qookyquiche Part 1 / Part 2

DJWifi birthday gift for @tides-miraculous

 Headcanons:

Miraculous class headcanons

DJ Carapace Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3

Art (#freckles draws)

  Unrelated drawings:

Kart gift (gift sketch) Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram

Self portrait (WiP) Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram / Twitter

@orangebunnit’s birthday gift Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram / Twitter

  Miraculous Ladybug fanart:

Sketches:

Harry Potter!AU (traditional art) Tumblr

Zorro!AU Tumblr

Miss Fortune Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram

DJWifi morning cuddles Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram / Twitter

All Time Low Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram / Twitter

“M’lady!” Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram / Twitter

ML Kittens!AU Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram / Twitter

 Full drawings:

Ladybug portrait (gift) Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram / Twitter

Fresh dad Nino (first finished digital) Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram

"Close your eyes, Alya” Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram / Twitter

Meet the Artist Tumblr / DeviantArt

Meet the Artist portrait Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram / Twitter

No more fear Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram / Twitter

Stargazing Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram

New haircut Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram / Twitter

Selfie Nino Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram

Nino in a suit Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram

SwappedMiraculous!AU Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram / Twitter

Dragon!Alya Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram / Twitter

Yarn troubles Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram / Twitter

DJ Carapace Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram / Twitter

Racer!Nino Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram / Twitter

Racer!Alya Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram / Twitter

Racer!Adrien Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram / Twitter

Racer!Mari Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram / Twitter

Luka Couffaine Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram / Twitter

Adrien Agreste Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram / Twitter

Waiting for you Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram / Twitter

Collabs:

“Nino, don’t!!!“ - with @orangebunnit Tumblr / DeviantArt / Instagram / Twitter

Nino Lahiffe - with @lily-codie19 Tumblr

Feel free to send me an art prompt! You can choose from this expression or this otp couples challenge or just anything you’d like!

Photography (#freckles photos)

  Space:

Moon by night:

1 / 2 / 3

Moon by day:

1 / 2 / 3

Moon comparison day and night

Stars:

1 / 2

  Sunset:

1 / 2

  Other:

Zoom:

1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5

Winter nature:

1 / 2

My beautiful dog

Nymphenburg castle in munich

Birbs:

1 / 2 / 3 / 4

Fireworks:

1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6

Feel free to send me a prompt! Own list, reblogged list or anything you’d like!

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[booabug]

Twitter Roundup Dec 19-26

As promised, reposting stuff that I think would be of interest from my twitter where i have no reservations. There’s a lot of swearing and I talk about fwb au in ways I’m much too embarrassed to do here... so that stuff will just be linked... and under read more...

Also, I yell and cry about ladynoir even more there.

bonsoir fellow ml trash‏ @boosnoir Dec 20

at some point while planning a simple date, I thought, "this is just an Ed Sheeran song in fic form"  12:38 AM

I thought about how so many adrinette scenes happen at the park, imagined Mari taking Adrien to the park to run around and have a good time.

mb a dog park so he can play with dogs?

Someone asks if they’re there together. Mari: “Yeah he’s v high energy loves his exercise” 10:37 AM

I know he’s cat I KNOW but also HES LABRADOR DOGGIE I cannot be convinced otherwise 10:39 AM

Ladynoir street interactions w public.

Ladybug talking kids up asking what they did that day, responding how kind that was! They’re a real everyday hero!

Chat Noir in bg running around flexing w screaming children hanging from his biceps 10:53 AM 

Ladynoir patrol nights, between patrol runs, sNORF SNARFING down food as fast as possible

More as competition than to get back to duty ASAP

Always forgetting to pace themselves after and getting cramps running 10:58 AM 

Chat Noir totally does the cat thing where he lays on his back and rolls around, batting, when he plays with kids. He’s CAT he’s big doggie but CAT 11:04 AM

[Thread, previously posted here.] AU where Gabe doesn’t make Adrien do classical piano. Emilie was the pianist tho, so Adrien plays because he misses her. Self taught, plays expressively more than rote. Whenever he’s feeling overwhelmed, he plays. Thinks of that piano as knowing him better than anyone.  11:12 AM

omg Adrien having to do typical superhero laying low in cabin in woods thing. Grows full beard. Any time member of miracusquad sees him again 1st time, WHO ARE YOU WHAT HAVE YOU DONE W MY FRIEND 12:39 PM

Regular friends/contacts after it seems safe (if you’ve read PN I rly love detective LeFabvre and will prob have him be recurring bg char) start also visiting. At that point has started wearing name tag. 12:55 PM

Fact: all cats are carriers of sleepy bitch disease. This condition extends to Chat Noir. Ladybug's magic and their high intensity activities protect her, but Marinette is susceptible when untransformed. This is why marichat stories heavily feature sleepy bitches. 9:54 PM

bonsoir fellow ml trash‏ @boosnoir Dec 21

Revolutionary new idea for love square!!!!!

Adrien and Marinette cuddling all snuggled up under blankets as they fall asleep.

Think about it.  12:31 AM

File one in “I live for street lvl supers + citizen interaction ”

LB & CN nap together on slow nights. At times wake w blanket around them if roof is building accessible, often a note. “Don’t wear yourself out,” “Keep the blanket,” or simply, “Thanks.”  12:38 AM

bonsoir fellow ml trash‏ @boosnoir Dec 26

[Thread] space for two: adrinette hosting xmas, bump into each other under the mistletoe. mistletoe?

adrien glares at over his shoulder bc they THE PEOPLE WHO LIVE THERE didnt put up any mistletoe. v funny guys.

misses drunk af mari staring up at it like angels hung it + are singing  2:30 AM

[highlight] adrien. not being oblivious. a christmas miracle.  2:49 AM

fwb au (nasty) talk:

[Thread] kicking off fwb au infodumps: fitting i spoke on tumblr abt how adrien would be Softest Dom bc he's a service top in au.

1. His arc largely abt believing in himself again. Has this whole struggle btwn better self & defensive/aggressive compulsions  6:58 PM - 19 Dec 2018

[Thread]  fwb au running joke: ppl ALWAYS surprised Adrien isn’t 100% sub twink prettyboy & him being WHY I AM AN ADULT MAN >:( I AM MULTIFACETED  12:34 PM - 20 Dec 2018

[highlight]   *you not I. The bottom is the powerhouse of the cell, according to adriens logic  12:45 PM - 20 Dec 2018

[Thread]  fwb au stuff that my brain did instead of sleep incoming Adrien “The Softest Dom” Agreste loves that booty. Sneaks in a squeeze all the time but… slaps can barely count as slaps. Most often it’s a series of “good job” pats. Marinette ofc teases him abt this  1:19 AM - 24 Dec 2018

[v important okay]  (They do establish that their thing is their thing so there’s no being “a bad dom” or “a bad sub” tho. It just wouldn’t be them if they didn’t give each other shit lmao) 1:21 AM - 24 Dec 2018 

[TBH]  when I say “I wanna write a fwb au” I really mean “I think sex is the funniest fucking thing and we don’t laugh about this shit enough”  1:28 AM - 24 Dec 2018

idr what I even tweeted last night this is why y’all get subjected to hare brained rapid fire story thoughts   9:21 AM - 24 Dec 2018

OH I REMELBER NOW 1-800-YOU-BE-SLAPPING HAHAHAHA 9:21 AM - 24 Dec 2018 

hmmm thought abt how fwb au is a lot of “is this the way I expose myself as fucked up inside the one that’s going to make him/her stop getting closer?” and the answer always being no—to their constant, humbled, awed, happy surprise, it’s no—this won’t scare them off either  4:24 PM - 26 Dec 2018 

I’m emotional  4:25 PM - 26 Dec 2018

I feel like people are most beautiful in their most vulnerable moments  4:28 PM - 26 Dec 2018

But you know how the world is. Naturally people keep it close to the vest to protect themselves, so that comes out in only very private & special relationships… guess that’s the driving force behind this au  4:32 PM - 26 Dec 2018

Even the silly jokes. Being able to laugh about your damage with someone is another layer of closeness deeper than solemn sharing, right?  4:34 PM - 26 Dec 2018

Haha

Now I just need a fucking plot 4:45 PM - 26 Dec 2018

[Thread] fwb au nasty talk again:

i love adrien's canon propensity to show very different sides depending on his environment. so like... when he and marinette are marvin gaye getting it on he is the filthiest fucking dirty talker

but stammers out "the sex" in daily life  8:53 PM - 26 Dec 2018

Bonus

bonsoir fellow ml trash‏ @boosnoir 53 minutes ago

hmm okay gonna do a writing talk roundup for tumblr and i guess ill just link the fwb au R-rated kinda stuff cause... em-embarrassed.....

aww fuck

i unintentionally had adrien channel me again 9:11 PM - 26 Dec 2018

[kylorenpunk]

Payback is a bitch. Do them all.

“itAy thanks for curing my evening boredom

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

     I think it was my friend Elli during a service project or my friend when we went to the movies (we occasionally pretend we’re a couple when we go to the movies lmao) 

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

    Shy. It was super hard to make friends during grade school. But if you put me with the right people I can be outgoing. 3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

     My friend group tomorrow. I think we’re playing smash again? 4. Are you easy to get along with?

     I think so? I have no idea tbh. I know I was a bitch when I was younger though. Hopefully I don’t put off those vibes now 5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

     The only time we interacted I was drunk so no lol. 6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

     Tattooed, nerdy vibes, can make me laugh, nice eyes, idk I just like guys ok7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

     HA. Nope. 8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

     Romantically? or friendship? Also bold of you to assume whoever does these are straight. To answer, my friends who are all homies. 9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

     Depends on the subject. I am always down to make sex jokes but don’t fucking tell me the shit you did with your SO the other night.10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

      I’m always down for deep convos tbh so I do this frequently. I think the last full length deep convo I had was with Jessica though? 11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

      “LMAO” to Joey bc I rick rolled his ass. Bitch apparently I’m always texting you?   12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

       According to spotify it’s: Alexander HamiltonGoodbye Yellow Brick Road (Sara Bareilles’ cover) When I Was Your Man (Aaron Tveit’s cover) The Greatest Show The number one song is one I don’t listen to any more so I’ll replace that with the song I’m listening to “How Far I’ll Go” 

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

      God yes. That’s the BEST feeling. 14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

      Not really miracles. But I do believe in luck in a sense 15. What good thing happened this summer?

      My birthday. Going to Chicago. 16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

      Sure I’ll kiss my mirror again. Sorry y’all I don’t kiss and tell.17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

      Absolutely.18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

      I have had so many I don’t remember my first crush. And I know for a fact I didn’t start talking to crushes till the middle of high school19. Do you like bubble baths?

      No I hate baths. I think it’s gross. 20. Do you like your neighbors?

      I like their dogs. Especially the beautiful pit I get to dog sit 21. What are you bad habits?

      I get very nervous very easily. I’m unsure of myself. I’m also messy.22. Where would you like to travel?

      New York and Europe 23. Do you have trust issues?

      Who doesn’t? 24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

      When I go to sleep.25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

      My stomach. 26. What do you do when you wake up?

      Check my phone. It’s really bad. 27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

      Neither. I like my skin color even though I’m pale as fuck. 28. Who are you most comfortable around?

      I’ll have to say my friends Yara and Josephine. Love all my other friends and no offense to y’all I’m just really self conscious 29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

      LMAO one basically did the other day. At least he regrets how he treated me. That’s some tea. 30. Do you ever want to get married?

      Hell yeah. Am I currently ready for it? Hell naw. 31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?

     She’s too long. I really want to cut her but that costs money. 32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

      Chris Hemsworth and Anne Hathaway. Or Vanessa Hudgens33. Spell your name with your chin.

      done. That was strange? 34. Do you play sports? What sports?

      I did soccer for one season when I was 6. I spent most of the time playing with my hair. That was the end of my athletic career. 35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

      TV bc we have netflix and hulu 36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

      Tons of times. It’s my brand. 37. What do you say during awkward silences?

      I’ve been doing shitty mouth pops recently. I also start rambling about my day.38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

      Someone that puts up with my bullshit 39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

      TJ Maxx. Ulta. Target. I don’t shop often. 40. What do you want to do after high school?

      I’m outta that shit hole. Have been for 5 yrs. 41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

      Of course. 42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

      I’m listening fully and don’t really have anything to contribute yet. 43. Do you smile at strangers?

      Working at a hotel has forced me to. I hate it. 44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

      SPACE MOTHERFUCKERS - the ocean freaks me out45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

      Needing to pee, hunger or work 46. What are you paranoid about?

      EVERYTHING. Mainly the future tho 47. Have you ever been high?

      Nah. Not opposed to it though. 48. Have you ever been drunk?

      Yep. I get really touchy. It’s weird. 49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

      Stalk people’s social medias? 50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

      Grey 51. Ever wished you were someone else?

      I wish I was Vanessa Hudgens. 52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

      I won’t write it here 53. Favourite makeup brand?

      NYX. Cheap and good. 54. Favourite store?

      Target 55. Favourite blog?

      My own. 56. Favourite colour?

      Pink or Green. Depends on the day.57. Favourite food? 

      Anything with pasta or rice 58. Last thing you ate?

      pasta 59. First thing you ate this morning?

      beef jerkey. I have weird cravings60. Ever won a competition? For what?

      For being the world’s most emotional bitch 61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

      Hell no. Stay in school kids. 62. Been arrested? For what?

      Nope.63. Ever been in love? 

      Yep. Still don’t kiss and tell. 64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

      I know I just said I don’t kiss and tell but this isn’t talking about the person. Wet. Gross. Sloppy as fuck. They were shit at kissing. 65. Are you hungry right now?

      Nah. 66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

      I have one tumblr friend. He’s a pal. 67. Facebook or Twitter?

      Twitter68. Twitter or Tumblr?

      Twitter. I’ll make one for this blog soon. 69. Are you watching tv right now?

      No I’m listening to Miss Independent by Kelly Clarkson. 70. Names of your bestfriends? 

      Kim, Michelle, Jessica71. Craving something? What?

      Nothing. 72. What colour are your towels?

      Pink and green72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

      It used to be two until I got a new giant pillow this week. 73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

      I have them. I don’t sleep with them. 74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

      Four. I just counted. 75. Favourite animal?

      Meerkats 76. What colour is your underwear?

      Pink. 77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

      Vanilla 78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

      Strawberry79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

      Grey and pink 80. What colour pants?

      Dark grey and green - I’m in house clothes I don’t match 81. Favourite tv show?

      Jane the Virgin 82. Favourite movie?

      Hairspray 83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

      Mean Girls. The second one was trash 84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

      Mean Girls85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

      SHE DOESN’T EVEN GO HERE 86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

      Bruce87. First person you talked to today?

      Joey?88. Last person you talked to today?

      Joey. What the hell. 89. Name a person you hate?

      Hm they don’t need their name here90. Name a person you love?

      My brother91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

      Someone from work 92. In a fight with someone?

      Nah I don’t deal with that bs 93. How many sweatpants do you have?

      None. I do leggings tho ( I think I have 7 or 8)94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

      2 hoodies 95. Last movie you watched?

      The Green Book96. Favourite actress?

      Anne Hathaway? 97. Favourite actor?

      Mark Hamill 98. Do you tan a lot?

      I burn a lot. I’m pale99. Have any pets?

       No 100. How are you feeling?

        Alright. Kinda pumped bc my fav cover of Come Together came on (from the Justice League movie)101. Do you type fast?

        Yes but this is still taking me a while to get through 102. Do you regret anything from your past?

        Hell yeah. No tea is being spilled tho103. Can you spell well?

        If I have a pen and paper I’m decent. 104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

        I miss some ppl yeah. Adulting sucks bc you can’t see everyone all the time105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

        Lol that was the only rebellious thing I would do in high school 106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

        Not that I know of? 107. Have you ever been on a horse?

        Yes I love horseback riding 108. What should you be doing?

        Studying for the GRE109. Is something irritating you right now?

        Boring drama stuff. I won’t go into details. I’ll get over it. 110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

        Everyone has. 111. Do you have trust issues?

        Sis you already asked this. Yes. 112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

        My mom? I was crying bc I could fit into old shirts 113. What was your childhood nickname?

        Family calls me Kari. Friends call me Rina114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

        Yep. Last month. 115. Do you play the Wii?

        We play Netflix on the wii116. Are you listening to music right now?

        “I am Woman” by Jordan Sparks 117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

        Only from a can. I hate soup. 118. Do you like Chinese food?

        Fuck me up with crab rangoons 119. Favourite book?

        Eragon120. Are you afraid of the dark?

        I don’t like not being able to see. So sure. 121. Are you mean?

        I’m a dick to those I care about. Sorry. 122. Is cheating ever okay?

        Absolutely not. Dump their ass. 123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

        Nope. 124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

        I believe in infatuation at first sight125. Do you believe in true love?

         Not sure 126. Are you currently bored?

        I was till I started this 127. What makes you happy?

        anime, superheros, nerdy shit, music and makeup 128. Would you change your name?

        No. I used to want to as a child. 129. What your zodiac sign?

        Cancer. 130. Do you like subway?

        No. It’s gross. 131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

        Politely decline132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

        Already answered. 133. Favourite lyrics right now?

        “Yoko Ono, she got that Yoko OnoYou know that shit that made John Lennon go soloKnow that shit gotta be lethalIf that pussy broke up The Beatles” - Jay Z

Murder by Justin Timberlake (Featuring Jay Z)134. Can you count to one million?

        I could. I don’t want to though.135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

        Not sure. 136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

        Closed. 137. How tall are you?

        Five foot. Three inches. 138. Curly or Straight hair?

        My hair is wavy. I like both.139. Brunette or Blonde?

        I’m a brunette140. Summer or Winter?

        summer141. Night or Day?

        day 142. Favourite month?

        october143. Are you a vegetarian?

        nope but i’ve considered. 144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

        dark chocolate. I’m old. 145. Tea or Coffee?

        tea - coffee gives me the shits 146. Was today a good day?

        It was decent. 147. Mars or Snickers?

        Mars148. What’s your favourite quote?

        “It’s not who we are underneath, it’s what we do that defines us.” - Batman Begins 149. Do you believe in ghosts?

        Yes and No150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? (via catscuddlingandyou)

         GRE prep book “Directions:” It said more but my fingers hurt from typing all day. 

[dontdowhatisayandnobodygetshurt]

Even numbers. Fuck you 💙

:’) 🖕💙

Under the cut… oh my god… lord give me strength… if any of y’all wanna get to know me… read this monster X’D

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

I think a bit of both?? I’m the type of person who’d willingly get lost in a strange city but also suddenly develop a stutter when I try to communicate with my fellow humans. :)

4. Are you easy to get along with?

lmao no.

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

Kind ones. Who can tolerate me.

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

An ex friend/abuser atm. :))))

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

What qualifies as deep?? I guess, my Dad?? Maybe??

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

Dodie Clark - Monster

Easy Life - Pockets

Lorde - Buzzcut Season

Zack Hemsey - The Way

Fits and the Tantrums - Roll Up

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

Yeah, I think so?

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

I kissed my Mum on the top of her head. So, yes. XD

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

That would be Jesse. So, yes. Hope he doesn’t find this blog yikes. X’D

20. Do you like your neighbors?

Yes on one side. No on the other side.

22. Where would you like to travel?

America firstly. Then all over the place to visit other friends. I promised my Mum I’d take her to San Francisco one day, so I gotta keep that promise.

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

PETS :DDDDD

26. What do you do when you wake up?

Try my best not to murder anyone while I get my cup of tea liquid life ready. XD Say hi to doggos and beep babies. Check to see if any of my friends need me urgently. Then eat toast.

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

My pets. My parents. My friends.

30. Do you ever want to get married?

I really don’t mind getting married or living in sin. XD It would depend entirely on what my partner wanted, I’d do whatever would make them happy.

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

No one. Guess you could say I’m demisexual.

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

Does horseback riding count?? I’ve dabbled in a bit of cricket. But my lungs don’t like intensive exercising, especially cardio stuff.

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

Story of my life, every single time. I’ve never told anyone I liked them. I’d rather die than make them feel bad or uncomfortable bc I know they don’t feel the same way.

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

At the moment all I can think of is my crush lmao. :’)

40. What do you want to do after high school?

Absolutely nothing bc I’m a dropout. XD Be a completely self-taught author, hopefully.

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

Online, I’m probably just really tired and don’t have the energy to be upbeat and/or talk to people. In real life, it’s nothing abnormal; I hate my voice so I don’t talk much and I like quiet. If I’m not using a bunch of emojis (you know how I normally do) when I’m talking, you know I’m either being super serious, or I’m pissed off, or both.

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

NEITHER YIKES I LIKE MY SOLID EARTH THANK U VERY MUCH

46. What are you paranoid about?

Being annoying.

48. Have you ever been drunk?

Nope. Not really planning on it, either. I’m kind of curious as to how I’d be, though. Like I have deep-rooted buried anger issues so I might be angry, but I’m also depressed so I might be a puddle of tears and sadness, BUT my personality is v energetic and happy so… who knows, dude. X’D

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

Blue and grey. It has “yo” on the hood. :D

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

Biologically male. please.

54. Favourite store?

?? don’t have one. 

56. Favourite colour?

Navy or a kind of dark aqua-navy kind of colour, like a bit of a green tinge as well? I’m also really fond of yellow too.

58. Last thing you ate?

LEFTOVER HAMBURGER AND IT WAS DELICIOUS I FORGOT HOW MUCH I LOVED HAMBURGERS!!!!!!1!!

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

Yeah, dog training competition with our German Shepherd when I was 11.

62. Been arrested? For what?

No yet lmao.

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

I’ll be sure to tell you about it when it happens. XD

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

I don’t have any irl friends so… HELL YEAH!!

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

Tumblr. Obviously.

70. Names of your bestfriends?

I could literally just list all my Tumblr friends here. I’ve learnt not to get specifically close to any one or two persons. So… all my beans!!! Love you!!

72. What colour are your towels?

Blue! :D I was forced to use the pink towels in the set when I was little and not out as trans so now I surround myself in all the gendered blue bullshit X’D

74. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

….. maaayyyybbbeee.

76. Favourite animal?

D O G

78:Chocolate or Vanilla?

Neither.

80. What colour shirt are you wearing?

It’s my very yellow button down!! :D

82. Favourite tv show?

S E N S E 8

84. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

Never seen either oops.

86. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

88. First person you talked to today?

Enna aka Cinnamonpuff aka steverogershield

90. Name a person you hate?

My brother, Mackenzie. :)

92. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

Anyone who mistreats animals.

94.How many sweatpants do you have?

I rarely wear anything but sweatpants, so I have 8. THEY’RE COMFY OKAY. And since it’s usually cold or hot here with no real warm in between, I’m either wearing shorts or sweatpants. It’s only in the rare in-between weather (like now) that I wear my jeans.

96. Last movie you watched?

Can’t remember. I watched the first season of Jessica Jones tho, so… show instead of movie. XD

98.Favourite actor?

TERRY CREWS

100. Have any pets?

YES!!! 3 dogs (one German Shepherd named Ria, a Whippet named Granger, and a mutt named Maude), 3 chickens (Haymitch the black one, Cinna the dark brown one, Effie the pale brown one) and 2 ducks (Peeta and Katniss.) THEY’RE MY BABIES AND I’D DIE FOR THEM!!! :’D

102. Do you type fast?

LMAO APPARENTLY I DO??? My Dad thinks I must type gibberish and makes me type out what he says because he doesn’t think I can type that fast. I only type with 2 fingers normally too. X’D

104. Can you spell well?

w e l l (idk. maybe.)

106. Ever been to a bonfire party?

Yup.

108. Have you ever been on a horse? 

Many times. I LOVE them SO MUCH.

110. Is something irritating you right now?

Yeah.

112. Do you have trust issues?

No. *insert canned audience laughter here* Yes, I do. Big time. Just bc I’m friendly doesn’t mean I trust anyone.

114. What was your childhood nickname?

Matt, actually!! :D

116. Do you play the Wii?

Used to, now I don’t have one anymore and it wasn’t my favourite console.

118.Do you like chicken noodle soup?

Y E S. GIMME!!!!!! :D

120.Favourite book?

Bird by Crystal Chan.

122.Are you mean?

I think I definitely can be very cutting when I lose my temper. But I haven’t done that in years now and I try very hard to be a good person. Luckily my first reaction is normally hurt, so by the time the anger kicks in I normally try and get out of the situation before I can say something harsh.

124.Can you keep white shoes clean?

NOPE. I can never keep anything clean, probably why I like dark colours so much. I literally do not own any white clothes anymore because they always get stained within a few hours of me wearing them asdfghjkl. 😅

126.Do you believe in true love?

Kind of. I believe that no relationship is ever perfect, but if people gel well and COMMUNICATE OFTEN AND HONESTLY the relationship can be amazing. I guess it’s its own kind of perfect relationship. I definitely think there’s people you get along brilliantly with, better than anyone else. There’s somebody in the world for everyone! :D

128.What makes you happy?

Animals. My friends. My OCs. :’)

130.What your zodiac sign?

Pisces!! I definitely think I’ve grown into it over time. X’D

132. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

??? depends on whether I like them back or not, obviously. If I do, I’ll probably scream for a solid week and then decide if I want to drag them into my mountain of bullshit with a relationship, or leave it be. If I don’t, let them down as gently as I can. Also I’m a raging bi, so gender wouldn’t matter. :P

134.Favourite lyrics right now?

My all-time favourite lyrics are from The Judge by Twenty one Pilots:

“When the leader of the bad guys sangSomething soft and soaked in painI heard the echo from his secret hideawayHe must’ve forgot to close his doorAs he cranked out those dismal chordsAnd his four walls declared him insane”

136.Dumbest lie you ever told?

“Did you let Haymitch jump on your back again?”

“Uh… noooo.”

“Then why do you have massive scratches in the clear shape of chicken feet on your back?”

“UHHHHHH-”

i”M A HUFFLEPUFF OKAY I’M NOT GOOD AT LYING X’D

128.How tall are you?

I’m not.

140.Brunette or Blonde?

Like, people I’m attracted to, or for me? I honestly don’t care attraction wise. For me, I guess brunette bc I think I look really weird with pale hair lmao.

142.Night or Day?

NIGHT. Dear god, night.

144.Are you a vegetarian?

NOPE. Honestly think I’d go insane if I didn’t eat meat. XD I mean, I would if I had to, but I’d really prefer not to.

146.Tea or Coffee?

TEA. I hate coffee, I’ll leave that to other people. XD

148.Mars or Snickers?

SNICKERS. Mars are good but… Snickers!!!!

150. Do you believe in ghosts?

Hell fucking yes you bet I do pal!!!!!!

[yoongiblunt]

So this post has levels cause I’m in a mood rn.

This guy I was friends with a while back was in a really shitty relationship. His partner did not work, did not help with household things, and made him feel like shit about himself. There were nights we talked at length about how he just wanted to get out of that relationship because it came at a part of his life where he was trying hard to grow and cope from more damaging issues. He called me his brother, we were close, and he promised me a lot of things.

When he left that relationship he brightened up and kind of started showing us more of himself—- just to get into a deep relationship with a 19 year old. Keep in mind, he was barely 20 at the time. Naturally, he didn’t tell me she was 19. So she would come over with him and we would smoke weed together and hang out. She never really talked to me very much. I tried to kind of be her friend, but I was mostly worried about this dude because he had only been single for 2 weeks before he was in love with this girl.

When I met her she was using they/them pronouns and was non-binary. After being with him for like a month I noticed he was constantly using she/her. A friend* of ours also mentioned it to me saying that it pissed him* off that he would change her pronouns and what not and that she wasn’t a girl but he kept calling her one.

She got pregnant like,,, 3-4 months in. Now they’re getting married. They moved off together. Everyone has had intense feelings about this relationship and have even mentioned how it’s a shame abortion is not legal because they are children from two very religious families.

That’s all neither here nor there, just context on the environment.

We all think he’s dumb for moving away and actively giving up the growing music career he had started, his band was even in talks of tours with our friends label. It was a bright start. We are watching the singer* of his band thrive in another band that has made it onto the top 40 of their respective country music charts (lmao).

We care about him and his growth, but more than that we are watching a freshly 19 year old queer person move in with her boyfriends parents and recant an identity she was growing, while also marrying him and carrying his child.

But we want to support him, I want to support him.

Tell me why tho, even though the only reason i have this kind of context is because his friends have voiced this to me, that I was not invited to the wedding. I never once made him feel small or made him feel like I didn’t support him.

His best friends are the ones who have talked the most shit and they’re in the wedding.

I was told I would be in the bachelor party because I was his brother, but here we are.

Moving forward, his fiancé is 19. And they posted some dahmer Stan ass shit and I was like hey maybe take a look at the Isbell family’s statements and how they actually don’t want this movie to be made.

Her and her white friends literally dog piled on me and called me chronically online???

Lbr, I don’t have a tiktok, I barely use most social media aside from reposting things. I think I spend a couple hours a day scrolling thru Twitter just because I want to step out of the small town shit.

Why is saying that black families should be respected especially when they are asking people to not consume something a bad take? Why is that cringe? And also, I’m back on tumblr because I needed a space to mass post because I am *so bad at social media*.

I lost all of my online friends because I cannot maintain a presence.

I just sort of don’t want to be picked at lately and these white kids are on my nerves. Worry about ur baby and your husband smh. Chronically online my dick.

Also I need to figure out if there’s still a read more feature to this

[jortsbutterbutt]

haikyuu!! fic rec [part 2: matsuhana + rare(r) pairs (and threes)]

i know i said in the last post that the daisuga list would be the longest... well. i spend half of my life on ao3 now so i really shouldn’t be surprised. i guess i could have split this post up, but really, once you start getting into one rare pair, you just fall into a deep, dark hole where you seek out all these other rare ships... so here are a bunch of rare pair fic to swallow up all your time. i do sometimes gravitate towards side characters more in choosing the stories that i read, for better or for worse. and yes, i am the kind of person who will click on an author’s profile after reading a particular work i like. (i linked the twitter / tumblr profiles of those i could find, so pls use them! i’m sure authors love to hear from their readers.)

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matsuhana

boiled frogs by @gnetophyta [pining // lots of angst // abuse (not endgame)]

Only Need The Light When It’s Burning Low by tookumade ( @naff-nuff-nice ) [pining // nightmares]

Habenaria Radiata by tookumade [fluff]

Baby(sitting), Maybe by tookumade [kid fic // fluff]

Parallel Lines by orphan_account [math team au // punny as hell // can’t stop cackling]

Magical Mishaps and How to Deal by plumtrees ( @plumtreeforest ) [demon au // kid au]

Get a Lick of This by plumtrees [piercing kink // smut]

Even Though it All Went Wrong by plumtrees [death fic // illness // i’m not crying]

Captured Light by plumtrees [light angst // mostly fluff tho]

and indeed there will be time by plumtrees [fluff // angst // getting together]

that’s what you get (for waking up in vegas) by @skittidyne [accidental marriage?? // drunk antics]

plus one by orphan_account [fluff // getting together]

chocolate by tellalie ( @mnet-anti ) [fake dating // pining] 

rated m for by orphan_account [voice acting au // funny as hell]

hang out fall in love by carafin [enemies-to-lovers // magic au] @carafinn.tumblr.com

on the anatomy of crushes by carafin [med school au // fluff]

christmas flus by midwinter stars [christmas // sickfic // fluff]

next by charcoalsuns ( @cmscribbles ) [fake dating // feelings] 

you make my heart sizzle by @soveryaverageme [food au??? // fluff]

Efflorescence by h_lovely ( @h-lovely ) [slow burn // friends to lovers // smut // glasses kink] 

Matsuhana Week 2017 by h_lovely [drabbles // fluff]

A God for Every Season by timkons ( @90stimkon )  [greek mythology au // fluff // light angst] 

Wet Your Whistle by darkmagicgirl ( @deternot / @darkmagicalgirlwrites ) [fwbs // smut // a smidgen of angst]

kurosuga

Apothecary by Skylark ( @ventifacts) [youkai/supernatural au]

Motivation by Skylark [developing friendships // vignette]

No Chill by PrinceVenus ( @smolnerds ) [suga-is-an-annoyed-paramedic au] 

kurodai

Sense by Ellessey ( @ellessey-writes ) [superpowers au // fantasy]

tell me when you hear my heart stop by tidaline [unrequited // pining // angst]

And flowers bloom in his wake by @kythen [magical gifts au // pining]  

Black Tail by @brewcha [magical realism // fluff // lots of cats // artist au] 

kurodaisuga

Seek and Find by Skylark [domestic fluff // vignettes]

Flow by Skylark [getting together // crushes]

calm me down by Skylark [smut // locker room] (→ basically everything by Skylark ???)

deck the halls by @sizhu [christmas // fluff // I KNOW CHRISTMAS IS OVER BUT]

tensuga (THIS SHIP DOES NOT GET ENOUGH LOVE)

Despite the Warning Signs by @natroze [roommates au // funny as hell]

Christmas Miracle Boy by ellipsometry ( @hotelscalifornia ) [tendou annoys the hell out of suga // christmas carols] 

Heartbreaker and Pretty Boy (series) by much_ado [fluff // smut // light angst]

Tendou Enchanted by @rarepairenabler (twitter) [magic au] 

oisugaten? oitensuga? tensugaoi?

the perils of boredom and devious boyfriends by rarepairenabler [smut]

mess me around by dickaeopolis (dicaepolis) [fluff]

oisuga

Fly by TheGreatCatsby ( @catsbythegreat ) [mental health // angst] 

Double Black by TheGreatCatsby [bungou stray dogs au // angst // lots of angst]

these stars here on earth by @oisugasuga [sci-fi // super powers // angst // fluff??] 

How Scandalous by oisugasuga [harry potter au // fake dating // but also domestic fluff]

all the small things by Authoress ( @kiribakus ) [kid fic // fluff] 

iwasuga

tick tock by @ezzydean [poetic smut // magical realism] 

iwaoisuga

interstellar by oisugasuga [space au // fluff]

A Series of Unfortunate Decision Iwaizumi Hajime Makes Because of Oikawa Tooru (and Sugawara Koushi) by Asphyxiation (cat_in_my_hat)

bokuaka

You’re Home Again (I’m Glad You Kept the Key) by CheekyBrunette ( @thecheekybrunette ) [heavy angst // addiction // mental health] 

The Humanity You Gave Back To Me by @shaerahaek [space pirates au] 

ukatake

Begin Again by carafin [swap roles au]

Falling For You by @twisting-vine-x [friends-to-lovers // fluff] 

bonus daisuga: (because i stumbled across this after i made the last post)

I’ll Keep You Safe by @moramew [angst // fantasy // war] 

[cup-of-teas]

All numbers for the ask game 😄

There were too many to answer so I skipped a few! 😄1. Who was the last person you held hands with? My best friend I think 2. Are you outgoing or shy? It depends! Usually shy 4. Are you easy to get along with? Hopefully! I try6. What kind of people are you attracted to? People who are honest, loyal, and empathetic. Morally sound to a degree. 9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? Depends who it’s with10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? My cousin 11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? Lol it says “left” I was texting my manager about something.12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? Umm I can’t think of too many, maybe like twenty one pilots new songs & sunglasses at night by Corey Hart 13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? Sure, if I’m comfortable with them. 14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? A little 15. What good thing happened this summer? I went to Canada. 16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? No17. Do you think there is life on other planets? Yes 18. Do you still talk to your first crush? No19. Do you like bubble baths? Yeah but I don’t have time for them.20. Do you like your neighbors? Yes21. What are your bad habits? I’ve got a lot, picking at my nail polish is one of them.22. Where would you like to travel? All over Europe & Asia. Also Antarctica, but everywhere tbh. 23. Do you have trust issues? Yess24. Favorite part of your daily routine? Uhh idk when I finally get into bed at night lol. 25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? Umm my legs maybe, or my hair. 26. What do you do when you wake up? I scroll through diff. social media apps on my phone until I need to get ready to leave.27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? Maybe lighter, my skin tone isn’t nice with some colors of clothing. 28. Who are you most comfortable around? Some family 29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? Yeah31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail? Yes 34. Do you play sports? What sports? No, I used to do swimming. 35. Would you rather live without TV or music? Umm TV maybe, idk36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? Yeah of course37. What do you say during awkward silences? I try to make small talk38. Describe your dream girl/guy? Uhh loyal, honest, understanding, & has aspirations that are similar to mine.39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? Book stores lol40. What do you want to do after high school? I’m already out of high school & going to college for law41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? No, it depends on what they did. 42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? I’m either upset, nervous, not feeling well etc. 43. Do you smile at strangers? Sometimes 44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? Bottom of the ocean, space kind of scares me. Black holes are terrifying! 48. Have you ever been drunk? Yes50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? I’m not sure, I think I only have a black one & a pink one so one of those. 51. Ever wished you were someone else? Yeah definitely 52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? My voice, I wish it was a little deeper. 53. Favourite makeup brand? Maybe Benefit 56. Favourite colour? Gray 58. Last thing you ate? Lasagna 59. First thing you ate this morning? Lasagna lol, it was leftovers & I really need to eat another meal 60. Ever won a competition? For what? Yeah Spelling Bee, swimming61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? No64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? In a park with a close friend 65. Are you hungry right now? Kinda 67. Facebook or Twitter? Twitter68. Twitter or Tumblr? Tumblr69. Are you watching tv right now? No71. Craving something? What? Yes! Boneless wings from wingstop. But I think it’s closed right now. It’s super late. 72. What colour are your towels? turquoise 72. How many pillows do you sleep with? Too many 75. Favourite animal? Deer77. Chocolate or Vanilla? Depends! 78. Favourite ice cream flavour? Cookie dough79. What colour shirt are you wearing? Gray & white stripes 80. What colour pants? Denim 81. Favourite tv show? Game of Thrones82. Favourite movie? Uhh one of the Harry Potter ones. Probably half blood prince. 87. First person you talked to today? I think my cousin88. Last person you talked to today? My friend 95. Last movie you watched? The Darkest Minds 96. Favourite actress? Daisy Ridley I think, love Keira knightley tho too. Other honorable mentions, Elizabeth Olsen, Sophie Turner, Maisie Williams, Florence Pugh.97. Favourite actor? That’s difficult, might be Oscar Isaac maybe. Other honorable mentions, Benedict Cumberbatch, Sebastian Stan, Dane Dehaan.99. Have any pets? Yes! 3, sometimes more depending on if family is over with theirs 101. Do you type fast? Yes103. Can you spell well? I’d hope so with the amount of books I read. 104. Do you miss anyone from your past? Yes 105. Ever been to a bonfire party? Yes 107. Have you ever been on a horse? Yes108. What should you be doing? Sleeping maybe 109. Is something irritating you right now? I just got off work & that was an absolute headache. 112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? I’m not sure. 113. What was your childhood nickname? It has always been Joce. Pronounce Joss or Jossy.114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? Yes115. Do you play the Wii? No116. Are you listening to music right now? No118. Do you like Chinese food? Yes! I love takeout especially 119. Favourite book? The Glass Castle120. Are you afraid of the dark? Sometimes 121. Are you mean? I’d hope not, I try to be very nice. 122. Is cheating ever okay? Never never never 123. Can you keep white shoes clean? No, I try, but it’s inevitable. 124. Do you believe in love at first sight? No125. Do you believe in true love? Yes126. Are you currently bored? No128. Would you change your name? Yes129. What is your zodiac sign? Virgo130. Do you like subway? Sure, there are some sandwich places that are better though. This is an odd question lol. 131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? If I didn’t feel the same way, I’d tell them that I just want to remain friends. 135. Dumbest lie you ever told? I don’t think I’ve ever told a dumb lie.136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? Closed 137. How tall are you? 5’6”138. Curly or Straight hair? Wavy, it’s an in between 139. Brunette or Blonde? I’m brunette140. Summer or Winter? Winter141. Night or Day? Night142. Favourite month? December 143. Are you a vegetarian? No144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? Dark145. Tea or Coffee? I guess I have to say tea lol. But I actually love both pretty equally. Hot chocolate is good as well. 146. Was today a good day? It was the usual. 147. Mars or Snickers? Neither, I’d pick Twix. 148. What’s your favourite quote? It would be from Ode on Intimations of Immortality from Recollections of Early Childhood by William Wordsworth. “The things which I have seen I now can see no more.” 149. Do you believe in ghosts? Not really.

[snugbat]

answer them all pussy

ericka one day you will pay for your sins 1. Who was the last person you held hands with?asa2. Are you outgoing or shy?not really either. quiet, but not shy3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?my best friend next time i get to see her4. Are you easy to get along with?no5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?yes6. What kind of people are you attracted to?i dont know. i dont really have a "type"7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?probably not8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?asa9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?no10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?asa11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?idk ericka u have the messages!!! 12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?how to never stop being sad by dandelion hands, cigarettes and saints by the wonder years, you will be found from dear evan hansen, bye by starry cat, and i like you by starry cat13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?YES14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?not particularly 15. What good thing happened this summer?i went to solvang with my grandma :)16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?sure17. Do you think there is life on other planets?probably18. Do you still talk to your first crush?nah19. Do you like bubble baths?i dont like baths20. Do you like your neighbors?i have never talked to either of my next door neighbors. but my neighbor down the street is like my sister. 21. What are you bad habits?biting my lips, not cleaning my room, doing stupid shit22. Where would you like to travel?sicily23. Do you have trust issues?oof. yes. 24. Favorite part of your daily routine?chugging down as many cups of coffee as i can25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?all of it. chest & hips26. What do you do when you wake up?roll over and try to sleep more 27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?i dont care. its fine the way it is. 28. Who are you most comfortable around?my best friend cat. 29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?yes. we dated a second time. didnt go well30. Do you ever want to get married?maybe. i likely wont tho31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?no32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?ryan ross and emma watson33. Spell your name with your chin.chArlie34. Do you play sports? What sports?i dont play sports, but i go to the gym regularly 35. Would you rather live without TV or music?TV36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?oof. yes. many times. 37. What do you say during awkward silences?i never break the awkward silences tbh38. Describe your dream girl/guy?i dont really have ond tbh39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?i like thrifting. and lush. 40. What do you want to do after high school?im just attending community college. 41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?nope42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?that im totally fine. im typically really quiet in public43. Do you smile at strangers?yes44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?bottom of the ocean for sure 45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?hnnnnng coffee46. What are you paranoid about?dying alone 47. Have you ever been high?yes48. Have you ever been drunk?yes49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?not really 50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?beige51. Ever wished you were someone else?yes52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?my whole ass self bitch!!!53. Favourite makeup brand?i dont wear makeup54. Favourite store?lush. or target. but going into target is an otherwordly experience. 55. Favourite blog?@little-river56. Favourite colour?green57. Favourite food? chicken salads from my work58. Last thing you ate?protein bar59. First thing you ate this morning?i didnt eat anything this morning, but i had crackers at like noon60. Ever won a competition? For what?i won tournaments in softball if that counts??61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?never62. Been arrested? For what?nope63. Ever been in love?yes64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?it was a quick peck on the lips in seventh grade. it was in a bathroom. wild. 65. Are you hungry right now?nah im good66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?i talk to them more, so yeah67. Facebook or Twitter?both are AWFUL 68. Twitter or Tumblr?tumblr. both are awful tho69. Are you watching tv right now?no70. Names of your bestfriends? cat, asa, abrim, ericka, ahna. 71. Craving something? What?im not craving anything, shockingly enough72. What colour are your towels?white72. How many pillows do you sleep with?one73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?no74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?im not sure.75. Favourite animal?take one fuckin look at my url and guess76. What colour is your underwear?grey77. Chocolate or Vanilla?vanilla78. Favourite ice cream flavour?cookies n cream or cookie dough79. What colour shirt are you wearing?grey and blue80. What colour pants?black shorts81. Favourite tv show?uhhh malcolm in the middle is good. shameless is also amazing 82. Favourite movie?perks of being a wallflower83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?mean girls84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?mean girls85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?karen smith86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?dory87. First person you talked to today?my brother88. Last person you talked to today?ericka89. Name a person you hate?ericka90. Name a person you love?ericka 91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?nah im not violent92. In a fight with someone?no93. How many sweatpants do you have?three 94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?way too many. like 20. 95. Last movie you watched?hotel artemis. was shitty. 96. Favourite actress?emma watson97. Favourite actor?ezra miller98. Do you tan a lot?no. i burn. 99. Have any pets?three dogs and a snake100. How are you feeling?meh. neutral. 101. Do you type fast?yes102. Do you regret anything from your past?YES103. Can you spell well?not at all!!104. Do you miss anyone from your past?yes105. Ever been to a bonfire party?no106. Ever broken someone’s heart?probably not 107. Have you ever been on a horse?yeah, i used to ride108. What should you be doing?sleeping109. Is something irritating you right now?no110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?yes111. Do you have trust issues?yes112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?asa113. What was your childhood nickname?i didnt have one114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?yes115. Do you play the Wii?no116. Are you listening to music right now?no117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?hell yeah118. Do you like Chinese food?HELL YEAH

[beer-and-breakdowns]

do all 150 !! :)

Thanks for this Anon, I needed something to do, lmaoo

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

My ex, which was a LOOONG time ago, lol

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

I’d say I’m a bit of both really, if I get to know you, I’d say I’m super outgoing but with new people I tend to be a little shy, unless the person I’m meeting has a lot in common with me personality wise and interest wise.

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

Well, I think I’m going out with one of my best friends tonight so her I guess!:)  (But the way I interpret this question, I’m also very excited to see a bunch of bands in the coming year, BFMV, Parkway, Currents, Slayer, Wage War, it’s looking good B))

4. Are you easy to get along with?

I’d say so! :)

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

Yeah, I think so, she’s super kind-hearted.

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

People with common ground with me.  Metalheads, laid-back people, fans of the same shit as me, etc.

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

Hahahahahahahanope.

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

My mum bc my parents get back from a holiday today!  But also, that one person thats pretty much always on my mind, lol, rip meeee

No, lol

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

One of mutuals!:)

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

Directions of where to find me for someone picking me up from work, lmaoo, HOW EXCITING

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

NOT THIS QUESTION D:  This is gonna be hard, and I can almost guarantee it wont be the same when you read this, lol.

Architects - Downfall, Polaris - Lucid, Currents - Forget Me, Architects - Doomsday, Currents - Life//Lost

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

Yeah, kinda lol

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

I believe in luck, I think!  Not miracles tho, rip

15. What good thing happened this summer?

Well, it’s not over yet, but DOWNLOAD 2018 YEEEET!!

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

Yeah, why not

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

For sure!  I love believing all that crazy shit, its fun, and also very plausible!

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

Nah, lol

19. Do you like bubble baths?

I like baths, but haven’t had a proper bubble bath in years (NO, I’m not a smelly bitch that doesn’t wash, I shower everyday)

20. Do you like your neighbors?

I dont know them super well bc I moved house a couple of years ago but from what I can tell yeah, they’re really nice!

21. What are you bad habits?

Nail biting, mostly.  I’m shit with money too if that counts, lol

22. Where would you like to travel?

LITERALLY EVERYWHERE OMG.  But a US road trip is on my bucket list!

23. Do you have trust issues?

Nope

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

Probably my nightly music/tumblr session.  It’s so relaxing and my music taste is the fuckin’ bomb.

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

Probably my legs tbh, rip

26. What do you do when you wake up?

Scroll social media whilst my PC loads, lol

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

Neither, but if I HAD to choose, darker

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

My closest friends

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

Nah, I don’t recall that anyway, rip

30. Do you ever want to get married?

Definitely!  Just, not for a little while

31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?

Nope, wish it was tho (not for the pony tail, just want long hair, lol)

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

Alexis Kaufman aaaaaaaaand Emily Kinney, maybe?

33. Spell your name with your chin.

oi9wen, went better than I thought, lol

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

HA no

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

TV 10000000000000%

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

Yup

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

Nothing really, lmaoo!  I do try to start a new conversation if I’m not feeling too awkward tho!

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

Ummm, I know them irl, lol.  Cute as hell, blonde, blue eyes, funny, kind as fuck, an all-round sweetheart with the looks to match.  

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

HMV, lol

40. What do you want to do after high school?

I WANNA PLAY MUSIC FOR A LIVING but that shits hard so idk bc nothing else interest me the way music does:(  Maybe something with psychology and killers.

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

Yes, 100%.  I fully believe rehabilitation and reformation can work for everyone with the right tools.

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

I’m either super tired or feeling sorry for myself, lmaoo

43. Do you smile at strangers?

Yup, most of the time!

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

Space, even tho I’m scared of heights so getting in the rocket would be an ISSUE.  But the ocean is fuckin’ spooky man, I ain’t goin’ down there :o

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

Being awake, lmaoo.  I sleep for more hours than I should but I’m not one for staying in bed and once I’m up, I’m up.

46. What are you paranoid about?

Not having a stable life after Uni tbh, the real world terrifies me, lol help.  But also, and probably moreso never making any progress with my music and hopeful music career.

47. Have you ever been high?

Nope

48. Have you ever been drunk?

Yeeeeeee

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

Nah

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

Black, probably, I dont normally wear hoodies tbh :o

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

Originally, I was gonna say no, but then I remembered someone that I’ll forever be jealous of, so yes

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

My legs probably hahaha

53. Favourite makeup brand?

What’s makeup?

54. Favourite store?

HMV, again, lol

55. Favourite blog?

Probably either @lovelyfoxes, @meowsonmeows, @emilyharrisxvii and @strawberry-sarcasm

56. Favourite colour?

Black (Dont go telling me that shits a shade and not a colour bc I’ll still say black.)

57. Favourite food? 

INDIAN FOOD PLS

58. Last thing you ate?

Katsu chicken

59. First thing you ate this morning?

^^^ Katsu chicken (I woke up late, okay)

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

Nah, not that I can remember lol

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

Nope

62. Been arrested? For what?

7328916312 times.  Being annoying :): :))::)::) (No)

63. Ever been in love?

Yup, rip

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

Idk, I kissed a girl.  Sorry it was super long ago and I didn’t think much of it at the time, it sorta just happened, lol

65. Are you hungry right now?

Nah, I’m FULL boii

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

No, but some of my tumblr frands are my irl friends

67. Facebook or Twitter?

Twitter 1000000%

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

Tumblr 1000000000000%

69. Are you watching tv right now?

Nope, havent in a while tbh

70. Names of your bestfriends? 

Emily, Zac, Laura, Leo, Ethan

71. Craving something? What?

Attention.  Of a specific person.  YES PLS.

72. What colour are your towels?

White, black and grey.

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

Twooo

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

Nope

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

7328131691

75. Favourite animal?

FOXES.  Or wolves.  Unless Dinosaurs count.

76. What colour is your underwear?

Grey

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

Vanilla, man

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

Salted Caramel

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

Black, lol

80. What colour pants?

V dark blue

81. Favourite tv show?

Atm, probablyyyyy The Walking Dead, Ray Donovan and WWE, lmaoo

82. Favourite movie?

The Domestics just recently took the spot over Pulp Fiction.  WATCH IT.

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

Only seen the first one, lel

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

21 Jump Street

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

Me

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

Me (Prolly the turtle)

87. First person you talked to today?

My friend Leo

88. Last person you talked to today?

Who knows, probably my friend Emily

89. Name a person you hate?

Most modern “musicians”

90. Name a person you love?

Alexis Kaufman

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

Nope :)

92. In a fight with someone?

Nah, ya boii is mostly pacifist, I wont start shit

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

Like, 1 pair, lol

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

Prolly like 5 or 6?

95. Last movie you watched?

Looper

96. Favourite actress?

Hard to think atm, so probably off the top of my head Emily Blunt.

97. Favourite actor?

Mark Wahlberg or Johnny Depp

98. Do you tan a lot?

Hahahah, thats a massive nope

99. Have any pets?

I used to have a lil cat dude, but nah, not anymore

100. How are you feeling?

I’m goooood :)

101. Do you type fast?

Yeah, lmao

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

Yeah, lol

103. Can you spell well?

Yeah, mostly, I stumble when typing sometimes, but I can correct myself quickly and its usually just a mis-click

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

Yeah, kinda

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

Nope

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

Probably, tbh

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

Nah

108. What should you be doing?

Showering, oops

109. Is something irritating you right now?

Nah, not really! :)

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

Yes yes and YES

111. Do you have trust issues?

Nope

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

Honestly I think it was my friend Emily, lol (U remember if ur reading this, Sax is never a good idea)

113. What was your childhood nickname?

I didn’t really have one :o

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

Yup, been to a few different countries

115. Do you play the Wii?

Used to, lol

116. Are you listening to music right now?

Yeah boiiiiii B)

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

It’s pretty good!

118. Do you like Chinese food?

Ummmm yes

119. Favourite book?

Sorry internet, I’m not a massive reader 3  I don’t really have one :(

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

Nah, used to be as a kid tho

121. Are you mean?

Nah, man

122. Is cheating ever okay?

No.  There’s probably a very VERY specific scenario brought on by many other specific actions within a relationship where it might, MAYBE, slightly be the smallest bit justified, but I don’t know what that would be off the top of my head and no one should break someone’s trust like that.

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

Nah, my shoes get dirty no matter where I go, lol

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Yup

125. Do you believe in true love?

Yeah

126. Are you currently bored?

Nah, I love tumblr asks, dude

127. What makes you happy?

Music, friends and escapsim

128. Would you change your name?

Nah, I’ve come to terms with it now

129. What your zodiac sign?

Libra

130. Do you like subway?

Of course B)

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

I’d prolly see how it goes! :)  I certainly wouldn’t complain!

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

One of my mutuals!

133. Favourite lyrics right now?

“No matter what it is we've facedIt's now part of usWe can overcome” - As I Lay Dying - Overcome

134. Can you count to one million?

I think? hahahah

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

I had every single PS2 game ever created... kids, eh?

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

Closed 1000000%

137. How tall are you?

about 5′11″

138. Curly or Straight hair?

Straight hair on me, doesn’t make a difference on others B)

139. Brunette or Blonde?

Blonde (but Brunette is gorgeous too)

140. Summer or Winter?

Summer (But Christmas time is GREAT)

141. Night or Day?

Night, mostly!

142. Favourite month?

October, maybe?  Either than or July, idk

143. Are you a vegetarian?

Nope

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

Dark B)

145. Tea or Coffee?

Coffee

146. Was today a good day?

So far, yeah! :)

147. Mars or Snickers?

Mars 100000000%

148. What’s your favourite quote?

“The best thing you can do is follow your dreams“ - James Owen Sullivan (The Rev)

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

Yup, 100%!

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

There isn’t one! :(

THANKS ANON!

[karak9]

//vent (ok to interact otherwise I’d post it on my private twitter haha)

being on tumblr reminds me of years ago when I was active on here. I was SO determined to spread info about otherkin/alterhumans and wasn’t afraid to speak my mind, talk about things, be a leader. I wanted to make my own alterhuman forum and tho I didn’t 100% want to lead something and wanted to rely on my mods a lot, I was comfortable being in a leader position, but now I can’t stand that thought :( I absolutely love being a mod and feeling like I’m helping out but I don’t trust myself to make decisions on my own or even with the help of others, I’d rather be just one voice suggesting things or not having a say at all. idk. I guess some people have really fucked with my head and made me feel really incompetent, or maybe I’ve just realized how unfit I am to be in a leader position?

I almost wanna make my own alterhuman/kin amino because it sounds fun especially when it starts out small but it also sounds very stressful and I just don’t want to end up being a bad leader/admin/whatever the word is. I’m sad about it because I’ve always had this idea of who I wanted to be and what I wanted to do in life, and after being in the kin community for a while I pretty much made it my purpose to better the kin community even if only a little. I’d still absolutely love that, but I just feel like I can’t trust myself, I’m stupid and forgetful and emotional. I’m scared that I’ll screw up and no one will forgive me, or I’ll just, idk, sound stupid and no one will take me seriously, or people think I’m too cringey having multiple kintypes and being fictionkin and plural and having multiple mental disorders, or people who knew me on tg will tell everyone how dumb I was on that forum and how I probably haven’t changed, or I’ll get harassed and won’t know how to handle it. so many things could happen. idk.

I started my own server for the video game my friends and I play and it’s surprisingly done fairly well? but a few months ago there was an incident where a couple of people were attacking my friend over something controversial, I tried to mute them all and the 2 ppl took it as me trying to “silence” them after we just talked about how being silenced by mods is frustrating. I understand they were just doing what they thought was right but I felt so guilt tripped and I had a panic attack and apologized even though I didn’t want to and I asked my mods if I should ban those 2 but they basically said it’s up to me because it’s my server, though they admitted they didn’t think those 2 should be banned, said they were out of line but just very passionate about their views. honestly I kinda wanted to ban them bc seeing their names stressed me out so damn much but I KNOW what it’s like to be that misunderstood person and be banned for no damn reason and I didn’t want to make them feel that way or look bad to my other friends who clearly liked those 2. so I didn’t ban them, the person they attacked left my server and one of the 2 pretty much became inactive and now the other one is a lot more chill. idk I feel stupid for overreacting and having a fucking panic attack over this shit bc the way she talked reminded me of bad people and I did some stupid things (to myself) and none of the mods being able to do much just made me feel so much worse. they couldn’t change the roles in the server that were above them, which I didn’t realize when I first created the mute role bc I was panicking lol, so I ended up having to make the role myself and then it STILL didn’t work so I just had to talk things out with the 2 after the person they attacked left. I feel like I could’ve handled it SO much better but one of the main reasons I hated that situation was because I was the person everyone was relying on, my mods told me that I had to decide whether or not to ban people. I really don’t trust myself to make good unbiased decisions all the time and that’s why I’ll often lurk in mod meetings in other servers and stuff, and either not say anything or not say much. I guess it’s kind of a good thing that I know when my opinion isn’t valuable and when to keep my mouth shut, but idk I’m just scared of something like that happening again and I’ll make the wrong decision.

on top of that I’m generally too nice to people and have let toxic people continue to be in spaces they shouldn’t be because I felt bad for them lol. I’m a lot better with this stuff now I think, but still I’m just fucking terrified of screwing up because I’ve screwed up so fucking much in my life.

I remember being a kid and feeling like I was special, fantasizing about being a superhero, and as a teen wanting to lead a pack and make my own sites and stuff, later starting a kin information tumblr and going on a quest to become one of the cool-kins-everyone-looks-up-to-because-they’re-smart-and-helpful-af. I wanna be helpful above all else tho, idrc if I never become Someone(tm) and just help from the shadows like some cool side character who ends up underrated. I’d like to be someone but I don’t even like myself so idk how tf that could work out lol. sometimes I just get the strong urge to be a parent elf/dog and take care of everyone. being in control would be nice if I knew nothing bad was ever going to happen but I just don’t want risk being the reason bad things happen, you know?

feels like my elf kintype is all cool and motherly and I’m just a weird fkin loser who can hardly get out of bed every morning, can’t control their emotions, has 100000 things wrong with them, and is only ever good for being the supportive character in people’s lives who sometimes says nice things and mostly just shitposts to make people laugh (hopefully). I feel like I haven’t been myself since I was a kid and I’m pissed that that was taken from me. how am I meant to be a cool helpful person in the kin community when I’m struggling to not absolutely despise myself lol

[minrazinc]

All the "Star Trek Ask Meme " questions.😅 I wonder all but maybe answer your favourite ones

Whoa. It’s so long. But here you go. 😝

1. Top 3 favorite female characters?

Janeway, 7, Kira2. Top 3 favorite male characters?

I’ll put tos triumvirate aside, cuz if not it won’t be fun. 🤣I just love them too much they’re beyond “Trek characters to me”. Because I’m watching ds9 recently, it’s Odo, Quark, Garak.

3. Top 3 least favorite characters?Don’t really have. There are less-developed characters tho.4. Favorite alien species?

Cardassian!

7. Who would make up your crew dream team?

Aha I like this question. Chief security: Odo. CMO: The Doctor/Bones Science officer: Spock Chief engineer: Scotty Operation: 7/9 Second officer: Sisko Captn: Kirk (I can’t help it)

8. Which captain would you most want to serve under?

Sisko or Janeway. (Cuz Kirk is too distracted to me ╮(╯▽╰)╭) But on the other hand, Kirk is most friendly one… but still, I’m shaking every time seeing Bill… whoa tough question

9. Which episode plot do you prefer?      a. Time traveling to the past or dealing with time travelers from the future? Depends. I love time travel in tos, but afterwards it becomes boring.       b. Going undercover to spy on enemies or going undercover to explore pre-           warp planets? Depends. I love undercover as Klingons etc.      c. Holodeck malfunction or space anomaly? Nope.      d. Ship being taken over or being stranded on a planet? Love it! Especially in VOY      e. Rapid aging or de-aging? How can I not love the Deadly Years???      f. Diplomatic negotiations or all out battle? Nah…

11. Top 3 OTPs?Spirk… I don’t really have the same passion for other ships…

12. Top 3 NOTPs?I ship Janeway/Chakotay for a while, and then there comes 7, everything is messed up. Maybe J/7. Garashir. Quodo.

13. A ship you wish had been canon and why?Spirk (wait is there some one saying Spirk is not canon???)

15. Top 3 favorite alien crewmembers?Does Garak count? 7. Spocko.

16. If you could steal the basic plot of an episode for one show and apply to another which would you choose?I don’t really know what this means. But I want some Trek anomaly to happen in Boston Legal. Says… Leonard appears. Or Denny Crane is just Kirk playing around, and Spock comes to rescue.

17. What role would you have aboard a starship?Counselor (I know it’s boring… but …

18. If you had to fight a character who would you choose?Kirk! Who wouldn’t want to fight Kirk???

19. You can undo one plot point, which do you choose?Kirk is not dead! Kirk never dies! Kirk lives forever!

20. Which piece of technology do you wish existed in reality?Replicator, beaming tech…

21. What kind of stories do you hope the new show does?Crossover with old plot. Like the way Trials and Tribble-action does. But clearly these dudes in creative team don’t want to.

22. Would you rather serve on a starship or a space station?Both are ok?

24. Which character do you relate to the most?Spocko! But I’m not as intelligent though.

25. Favorite villain(s)?Garak. Gul Dukat. Borg… Gorn(?)

27. What do you wish they had handled differently?Kirk is not dead! Kirk not dead! Not dead!

28. Character(s) you want to cosplay as?I’m so interesting in Bajoran’s nose make up these days? But I probably don’t know still… or Cardassian… if someone could do the makeup for me…

29. Favorite and least favorite episodes?Favorite in ds9 is the one Jake thinks he loses Sisko? VOY episode is Blink of an Eye. I haven’t watched many tng yet. Favorite in TOS is just too many… and there are too many Trek episodes I find boring…

31. A crossover with another show/movie/book/ect, that you’d want to see?

Boston Legal! 😂(I know I know I’m being weirdo again…)

33. Whose twitter feed would you most want to follow?

What r u talking about? Is there any other twitter feed besides Shatner’s existent? I guess this is probably about character’s but still…

34. What do you think *insert character*’s tumblr would be full of?Kirk. Full of his own pictures. ( ´▽｀) And Spocko’s, and Bones’s angry faces… and flowers.

39. You have to relocate to a planet other than Earth, which do you choose?Sun? So that I can choose the temperature of where I live?

40. If you got a trek inspired tattoo what would it be?Something Shatner related of course… I don’t like tattoos but if I ever have something permanently on my skins it’s Shatner related…

42. Which episode(s) made you cry?My favorite episode from DS9 and VOY.

43. Order of shows from most to least favorite?TOS>everything else

44. If *insert crew* ended up in the modern day what would amaze them the most?I think everything in our time period would *amaze* people from 23rd and 24th century. How stupid we are.

45. Which alien culture would you most want to live in/would feel most comfortable? Vulcan.

46. If they rebooted *insert show here* who out of modern day actors would you pick to play the main characters?tng. James McAvoy plays Picard because of reasons. I don’t know can Tom Hiddleston play Data. And so on…

47. An unpopular opinion you have?Spirk don’t necessarily have made love??? And Spock is asexual but he just happens to fall in love with Kirk. And Kirk is still very much heterosexual (including human females and alien female though). He just happens to fall in love with Spock as well. But I’m only saying… I still enjoy every kind of Spirk fic/art. Just sometimes more canon thing, talking about how they interact daily, with all those subtle but erotic thing that excited me most.

49. A favorite ST fic?Shatner’s Return

[mamezuke]

I was forced to do all, so do all 150

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?- Yesterday with one of my friends during biology! Jokingly tho

2. Are you outgoing or shy?- Honestly?? Both

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?- No one as of right now

4. Are you easy to get along with?- I think I am?

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?- I hope they would

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?- I’m honestly not sure in all honesty, I just get random crushes on whoever

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?- hmmm Maybe!

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?- Ryan Reynolds!!!

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?- Not usually

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?- One of my friends a few minutes ago!!

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?- “My whole town’s power went down :/ ”

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?- Mr. Blue sky, Devilman no Uta, Me & your Mama, Redbone, & Sweatpants!

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?- I love it when ppl do it

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?- Yep

15. What good thing happened this summer?- I lost some weight!

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?- Honestly yes

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?- Absolutely!

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?- I haven’t seen him around much lately but no

19. Do you like bubble baths?- Yes!

20. Do you like your neighbors?- I don’t have problems with them

21. What are you bad habits?- biting my lips

22. Where would you like to travel?- Italy

23. Do you have trust issues?- Sorta

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?- Going to sleep

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?- my stomach and inner thighs

26. What do you do when you wake up?- Go back to sleep

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?- I’m fine with my skin color tbh, wish I had no acne

28. Who are you most comfortable around?- My friends!

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?- yeah

30. Do you ever want to get married?- definitely!

31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?- yep, a very short pony tail tho

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?- Chris Pratt and Ryan Reynolds

33. Spell your name with your chin.- Zvdsvvf

34. Do you play sports? What sports?- I don’t play any but I might do track and fencing next year!

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?- Tv

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?- All the time lol

37. What do you say during awkward silences?- So uh…..yeah

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?- Maybe someone who cares a lot of about me? Some who is sweet and kindhearted

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?- Sephora and Ulta LOL

40. What do you want to do after high school?- Move out and go to college!

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?- Depends in the person and what they did

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?- I’m probs mad

43. Do you smile at strangers?- yeah

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?- Outer space!!

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?- NOTHING

46. What are you paranoid about?- Nothing really

47. Have you ever been high?- Nope

48. Have you ever been drunk?- Once

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?- YEAH….god I hate myself

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?- Blue

51. Ever wished you were someone else?- All the time

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?- flatter tummy

53. Favourite makeup brand?- Kat Von D( or Too Faced)

54. Favourite store?- Sephora

55. Favourite blog?- @ bomberbee

56. Favourite colour?- Pink

57. Favourite food? - Scrambled eggs!

58. Last thing you ate?- Bread

59. First thing you ate this morning?- Bread

60. Ever won a competition? For what?- I’ve never been in a competition?

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?- Nope

62. Been arrested? For what?- nope

63. Ever been in love? - Maybe

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?- LOL that’s too personal

65. Are you hungry right now?- yessz

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?- Sometimes I do

67. Facebook or Twitter?- Twitter

68. Twitter or Tumblr?- Tumblr

69. Are you watching tv right now?- Nope

70. Names of your bestfriends? - Marija & Caren

71. Craving something? What?- Meat!!

72. What colour are your towels?- White and black

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?- 5

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?- yep

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?- Like two

75. Favourite animal?- Red panda

76. What colour is your underwear?- Black

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?- Chocolate

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?- Cookies n cream

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?- Black

80. What colour pants?- NO PANTS!!

81. Favourite tv show?- The 100

82. Favourite movie?- Ponyo

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?- I haven’t in watched the second one

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?- 21 jump street

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?- Janis

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?- Nemo?

87. First person you talked to today?- My mom lol

88. Last person you talked to today?- Lol…..my mom again

89. Name a person you hate?- ehhh don’t wanna

90. Name a person you love?- I don’t love anyone rn

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?- Yep

92. In a fight with someone?- Not rly??

93. How many sweatpants do you have?- probs 5

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?- Too many

95. Last movie you watched?- Guardians of the Galaxy

96. Favourite actress?- Sophia Vergara

97. Favourite actor?- Chris Pratt!!

98. Do you tan a lot?- I tan easily and it usually lasts a few months but I don’t do tan sprays or anything

99. Have any pets?- 5!! 3 dogs and 2 cats

100. How are you feeling?- Sick!!

101. Do you type fast?- I think I type pr fast

102. Do you regret anything from your past?- Yep, too many things

103. Can you spell well?- Over text?? No lol I give up on grammar when I’m texting

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?- Yeah

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?- Yep once !

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?- Not that I know of

107. Have you ever been on a horse?- Once in Colombia!

108. What should you be doing?- Probably doing homework

109. Is something irritating you right now?- the fact that the power isn’t back on yet

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?- Yeah

111. Do you have trust issues?- Sometimes

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?- My cats!

113. What was your childhood nickname?- Morena

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?- Yep

115. Do you play the Wii?- I still do!

116. Are you listening to music right now?- Nope

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?- Yep

118. Do you like Chinese food?- Yes

119. Favourite book?- 1Q84

120. Are you afraid of the dark?- only a bit

121. Are you mean?- At time

122. Is cheating ever okay?- It’s never okay

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?- No lolol

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?- Nooo

125. Do you believe in true love?- Yes

126. Are you currently bored?- Very

127. What makes you happy?- cats

128. Would you change your name?- Yep! To Noelia

129. What your zodiac sign?- Sagittarius

130. Do you like subway?- Nah

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?- My best friend of the op sex is gay LOL

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

133. Favourite lyrics right now?- “ I fall in love too easily”

134. Can you count to one million?- Probably if I had the patience

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?- “ I’m not lying!”

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?- Semi-open

137. How tall are you?- 5'4!

138. Curly or Straight hair?- Both? My hair is pretty wavy

139. Brunette or Blonde?- Brunette as of right now but I’m gonna bleach is soon!!

140. Summer or Winter?- Summer

141. Night or Day?- Night

142. Favourite month?- May

143. Are you a vegetarian?- Nope, I wouldn’t see myself as one either

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?- White chocolate

145. Tea or Coffee?- Tea

146. Was today a good day?- Ehh, the power in my town left so not really

147. Mars or Snickers?- Mars

148. What’s your favourite quote?- “ I’m awake but my world is half asleep”

149. Do you believe in ghosts?- Yep

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? (via catscuddlingandyou)- “Such men as he be never at heart’s ease”