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When will you update the fanfic whiskey in a teacup🙏 Its well missed
I'm surprised (in a super good, heartwarming way) that you guys still ask about it. It's been on hiatus for about 6 months now, and I'm really sorry for the delay.
I've been incredibly busy, but I'll try to find time to update it soon. The story has become more demanding than I originally expected, and I don't want to post just to "keep it going" with endless fillers that would detract from the story.
Mello is trying to reach his goal but is conflicted about his feelings for the reader, and she has her own challenges to overcome as well. They both need to resolve their individual issues to be together, and I want to execute this well. I aim to keep him as in-character as possible, which is really challenging in a romance story. I've accepted that the Mello I’ve developed might be a bit out of character, which leads to a lot of asks (that I frankly just delete bc ugh, get a life?) criticizing my portrayal, as if those commenters know him personally.
Anyway, my experience in the fandom has been mixed lately, which is unmotivating and mostly disappointing. But I appreciate your support and interest, and I hope to post the next chapter soon!
ily!!! take care 💜💜
#I just don't write him as mean as some ppl see him?#and that's apparently a huge issue#And now that he's falling for the reader I got an ask that said something along the lines that he'd literally allow a truck to hit you#if that allowed him to win#I don't think so#but even if it was true who wants to read that in a romance story? certainly not me#that person spoke as if he had planned to kill matt or as if he really didn't care#the way I see Mello is as someone who puts all his value and all he can offer as a human being in whether or not he's good enough for#what he wants to accomplish. He does what he does to prove himself#He follows a code. It's seen in the manga and in the “How to read 13” is stated that he isn't entirely evil. I believe this.#He's just too leaned into “the ends justify the means” kind of person and drives it to unhealthy extremes bc he doesn't know better.#And I don't say this to justify him. I don't have enough characters for this lol if you're interest on knowing more hit my askbox#bye!#mello x reader#mello death note
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soft reminder that i am not a woman. i know my icon is fem but that’s an OC not me. i’m not really a man either, but i am more guy than gal. you can call me a girl only if its funny for the joke. no to she/her, sometimes to he/him, yes always please to they/them. what’s my gender? its [REDACTED]. if you ever got this wrong, don’t feel bad ! i don’t rlly share my labels. all you gotta know is that i’m queer + call me they. thank u for ur time. *steals ur favorite pen and scurries under ur dresser*
#i genuinely have no issue when someone misgenders me ik its the icon usually#but!! SURPRISE! IM NOT A WOMAN#nothing against women i love women. huge fan of women. my best friends a woman even#but i am not woman#its much more apparent irl. its 50-50 on if i get sir’d or maam’d#androgynous bitches rise up ‼���#again DONT FEEL BAD if u ever got it wrong. i dont blame u at all#but just for future reference ykno
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Palworld critiques are looking more and more like Tumblr call-out posts they're all like
Long, drawn out, effective non-issue with several sources/instances
Another non-issue
This one is actually of substance and should be the main point, but it's buried by minor issues of little consequence
Another non-issue
#'plagiarizing' nintendo isnt a problem and I'd be hard pressed to say that 'craftopia copied botw'#i care a little more of the claims that their next game is a hk ripoff but that screenshot is hardly evidence?#team cherry doesnt own metroidvanias#again. ai art isnt a problem (this time there were tweets showing the devs support it outside of their gimmick game. still a nonissue)#and finally. an actual issue that gets like 2 sentences of notice:#like the fakemons you can apparently catch and enslave humans in palworld. this feels like a huge redflag? and i havent seen anyone else#say anything about it? like that should be THE critique of palworld but its given 2 sentences in a several paragraph post#edit: it was a full paragraph (with sources). not 2 sentences. but my point stands that that is so far the only thing worth critiquing
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my roommates gf has been over since before christmas, maybe minus one or two nights but GIRL WHAT.
#and previously they had such a huge issue with my other roommates parter being over even three times a week#what the fuck are we DOING#I came home from a 12 hour work day and I just want to make food in my own kitchen but I CANT because every burner on my stove is in use#from my new fourth roommate apparently#just gonna go through a drive through I cannot deal with this shit tonight
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New Scotland Yard: Point of Impact (1.1, LWT, 1972)
"I thought they'd lumber you with it."
"Did you, why?"
"It's a touchy one, isn't it?"
"There's a policeman involved."
"Yeah, unpleasant."
"Always."
"You were bound to get it."
"Thank you."
"Would've never happened at all if it hadn't been for that blasted Law and Order Brigade turning up on the scene, bloody reactionaries."
"Look, spare me the catchphrases, will you? I don't understand what half of them mean, I don't suppose the people who bandy them about do either."
"Well, I happen to know what a reactionary is."
"Good. You must explain it to me in great detail. Some other time."
#new scotland yard#point of interest#lwt#1972#classic tv#tony wharmby#don houghton#john woodvine#john carlisle#bryan marshall#barry warren#claire warren#shirley cain#brian rawlinson#norman jones#basil henson#mel martin#nicholas young#recently trawling a certain You based Tube‚ i stumbled across a user who has uploaded great swathes of old telly‚ to my delight. a lot of#it I've already seen or even own‚ but finding NSY was huge: I've wanted to watch this for a while but the discs are frustratingly hard to#come by at a reasonable price since Network (rip in our hearts forever) went under. so i guess this is my viewing for the near future‚#before a copyright strike inevitably gets them pulled (and i don't think it's every episode that's available either). the series starts#promisingly‚ eschewing a safe and steady introduction for an altogether more challenging issue based ep; a man has died during a scuffle#between socialist protesters and rightwing counter protesters‚ apparently killed by a police officer. our leads must investigate whilst#balancing the difficult tightrope of public opinion‚ avoiding either a whitewash or an unjust persecution. it's heavy‚ polemical stuff but#the script works hard to maintain balance and present nuance‚ with idealists and extremists on either side (and Woodvine's senior copper#stubbornly sticking his feet in the center). it's still copaganda of course‚ but intelligently done nonetheless#we don't learn a great deal about our two leads at this point‚ but their relationship certainly seems spiky (Carlisle is given to making#leaps of deduction and announcing moral absolutes where Woodvine is almost frustratingly impartial to the extreme). plus nice to see#familiar faces like Marshall‚ Jones and Warren among the supporting cast. a very promising opener
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My aunt decided a good way to wish me a happy birthday would be to text me a picture of me & my dead dad from my 22nd birthday.
Like yay thanks, I totally wanted to be sad and missing my dad on my birthday. I definitely wasn't trying to do the "out of sight out of mind don't think about sad things" thing to get through it without crying or anything 👍 Definitely wasn't already struggling missing not getting a happy birthday text from him 👍👍
#and like I get that her intentions were good but i find it SO rude#why would you bring up something heart wrenchingly sad to someone on their birthday? Unless they've indicated to you that they want that#it wasn't even like it was a new picture/one she could reasonably believe I hadn't seen before#we literally used a cropped version of that exact photo for his obituary#she has done something similar with EVERY SINGLE holiday since he died#fathers day & his birthday & thanksgiving & christmas all of them we got texts like “i know how hard today must be!”#like uh no i was doing fine til I got your text actually cuz I was blocking it all out & now your text has forced me to think about it#we're not even that close? Like she legit had never texted me before my dad died#and the last conversation I had with her was her telling me that me needing help with things was co-dependence#rather than a legit need because I am disabled#and that keeping my curtains closed all the time was unhealthy#and when I tried to explain sensory issues she said that she 'gets headaches from the sun sometimes too but you just have to power through'#as if that's the same thing as sensory issues from autism#(which she is apparently an expert on because she is a nurse and has worked with a few young boys with autism)#like literally she claimed she knew better than my actual doctor who diagnoses autism for a living#or my therapist who sees me twice a week (whereas i speak to my aunt MAYBE once a year)#oh also did you know that I should totally be able to hold down a full time job?#because the 18 year old autistic boy she knows whose parents do literally everything to support him and who has zero other responsibilities#and a huge support network trying to meet his needs#well HE'S able to work part time at the movie theater#so obviously that means that I should be able to work too because we're all the same#yeah anyway sorry rant over#it just really upset me#also because I was so upset I forgot I wanted to go to the park on my way home from the weed store 😔#beth posts
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now that i’m learning about riko sheridan, i’m even more glad about the fact that cassandra cain has plain black hair. the fact that dc has, just to my limited knowledge, put at least three separate asian characters into the “edgy asian girl with colored hair” trope, especially with at least two of the three (not sure about riko yet) being seen as “bad” for a portion of their stories
#like obviously this isn’t a huge issue it’s just something i noticed as an asian person#and of course there’s many asian heroes who do have dark or natural colored hair; it’s just something that popped into my head recently#dc#mine#riko sheridan#lian harper#shawn tsang#cassandra cain#also i’m like 80% sure that this is riko? i’ve only seen her in robin war so far and she doesn’t look like this at all#so i’m wondering when this change happened#her wiki pages are unfortunately very blank#EDIT: apparently she and dax go evil bc duke left them :/#but! lian was only undercover! so we’re still 2/3 bad guys lol
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RAAAAHHH RAAAAHHHHHH!!!
#officially done watching QSMP!!#I watched mainly Fit's POV bc he speaks English and has the most hours on qsmp#i would have watched Philza's but his vods included his hardcore world and made his vods much longer and also spending less time on qsmp#i have watched all of Slime's POV and since he rarely logs on and he cuts his vods it was easy to finish#for non-English speakers i have watched Maxo and Pierre's bc they are the most lore heavy apparently-#and their qsmp povs comes in episodes!! very easy to binge#lore-wise it was great!! sad qsmp was cut short bc of management issues but im glad at least Fit made an effort to make a great ending#as for everyone else's lore ive been relying on clips and compilations#my favorite event is definitely cellbit and roier's wedding bc it was so fuckin funny - i have rewatched certain parts multiples times#my favorite lore would be aypierre's bc his felt more complete and cohesive... maxo is close second... these two are good roleplayers...#Purgatory is another BIG favorite event purely bc of BOLAS ROJAS 😂 the first day was the funniest shit I've seen acted on Minecraft#favorite pair is definitely Deathduo... one bc Philza did a great representation (on purpose or not) of an aromantic character -#two because found family... im a huge sucker for found family stories... Deathduo isn't as rich in fanservice but it's part of why i like it#rare but GOLD - augh their first day with Chayanne and the whole prison arc thing 😂😂 everytime Phil catches Missa up on the lore 😂#another favorite pair is Misclickduo - if the latter was a nice story this one's on the complete fucKING OPPOSITE#everything about this family is fucked in every single angle 😂 but it has good lore esp Slime's POV with Juanaflippa#favorite eggs definitely Ramon and Juanaflippa... since I watched Fit the most it made sense Ramon is my favorite#but Juanaflippa is my favorite lore-wise bc of how tragic she is...#essay over :3 im going to sleep crying i hate Fit's ending so much BYEEEE#qsmpcroof
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tw for vomit and tooth whump
Apparently your teeth are kinda easy to erode? If you've never heard of "mountain dew teeth" it's when you drink too much mountain dew and even if you brush teeth really well, your teeth just start wearing away.
Anyway, this can also happen if you have bad acid reflux, or if you vomit a lot. This is because your stomach acid is pretty acidic and will literally wear away your bones if it comes up too much. (mt dew is also pretty acidic, and more common)
So yeah. Does your whumpee get access to the right quality of food? (Different types of food can affect acid reflux a lot. Frequent vomiting is a whole other problem.) And the right quality of dental care?
#i'm actually a huge nerd about this#i had a dentist appointment recently and they absolutely terrify me so i had to learn everything i could about it before going#but one of the things i didn't learn until i was there was acid reflux!#which apparently i have. pretty bad. i didn't even know but my dentist took one look at my teeth and was like 'do you have digestive issues#so yeah. there's that#rainbow's whump#whump#whump writing#whumpee#rainbow's prompts#whump prompt#whump scenario#also listen istg i will post drabbles soon instead of uncoordinated thoughts#i actually have real edited oc content coming at some point! just gotta get brain energy to type it
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Not a welrod
I should make one of these out of respect o7
#united healthcare#guns#my post#its 3d printed lol#weird that quote unquote ghost guns are apparently this huge issue
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the concept of fanfics being used for audio ai terrifies me because what if you're just trying to read some fics and those mfs start talking to you
#scuddisher.txt#does this make sense#like reading their lines and shit#hearing the ppl who do character audios and get conscent to do fics is okay but like a robot#imagine a robot#I'm not even high rn but i should be wtf#edit: apparently this is a huge issue to voice actors who do characters and i was subconsciously aware ok#the cod fandom put this into me i swear#especially bc those konig tiktoks
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iceland apparently just changed the basketball laws n now competitions n teams r no longer gender segregated! so girl teams can go against boy teams OR! teams can have mixed genders! link for those curious(its in icelandic tho)
#its only in the youth league apparently but its a Huge start!#so while the world cries about the Unfairness of the horrible Evil trans women wanting to play sports n how Unfair that is for the Poor Poor#little cis women qwq#icelandic women are asking to play against Cis Men#and With them!#and this also just bipasses wthe entire trans issue! since its not Womens and Mens sports now#its just Sports!'#the whole trans thing wasnt mentioned at all in the news article so i dont know if that had anything to do with this but with how hot of#a topic thats been lately#felt relevant to bring up#and also just watched a video about the whole issue that actually talks about how sports didnt use to be split between genders#and it only started happening when women started Winning stuff#but i really hope this goes well and that its the start of other sports doing the same thing#rambles
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What is even the point of Silver living in the future? It’s not his future anymore and he has no friends or family there. There’s nothing for him there. Now that he has precognition he should just live in Sonic’s time and get visions of disasters.
Seriously there’s no point in his future or time travel. We’ll never see it, Silver only cares about the state of it and he can only go to Sonic’s time anyway.
I find this an interesting question myself. The best answer I can give as to why Silver keeps returning to the future is that him being from the future is "his thing", just like how having PK is "his thing". It's just something very much intertwined with his character; basically every bio he has makes mention of it, for example. But I also agree with the notion that him being from the future opens up some issues. I've seen statements that it is difficult to make Silver relevant if he must travel to the past every time, for example, which I don't disagree with (but for me, the same could then be said about Blaze and the Sol Dimension or Knuckles and the Master Emerald). Adding to that, I do not believe we know for certain if its state is generally 'destroyed' or 'saved' and if Silver grew up in a destroyed world (said in multiple bios) or a good one (I'd argue that is implied in Rivals 1, with Eggman Nega almost certainly having stolen the camera from someone else and Onyx Island being both a paradise and having developed industry on it that I do not believe Angel Island currently has). Furthermore, the Rivals games are also not very consistent to me about if the future has actually gotten rewritten or not (but it tentatively seems to lean that way, since Silver says at the end of Rivals 2 he hopes the new future is a happy one), and we legit just do not know how its alleged destruction goes. Does Silver indeed intervene before something bad can happen, or does the future actively turn bad before his very eyes and he goes back in time to undo that again? I am truly not certain if there's ever been a clear-cut answer from a credible source, though I am pretty sure there's multiple conflicting explanations from non-credible ones... but that really doesn't help make things clear. And lastly, we also do not know what he has in his own era when it comes to friends and family, nor is it ever clearly shown or said how he time-travels in any game other than '06. With all that combined I can see why having him return again and again gets... well, confusing, haha!
In that regard, I also feel there is merit in the idea of him just staying for good in the past. His friends are there, it's consistently where the action happens anyway, and Team Sonic Racing indeed hints at him having a sense of precognition. The Japanese version actually dives into it more, with Silver asking himself at the very end when Eggman's battleship is going down if that is what was causing his bad/nagging feelings. Considering he was necessary there to help carry people and racecars off it to safety, it does imply to me that that scene might have intended to show it as a genuine skill of his. Shame the English version cuts that moment out entirely. So yeah, the point of Silver being in the future is, to the best of my explanations, legit just the fact that's how he has been conceptualised, making it "his thing". But it does cause confusions for me, because of how much there is not clearly explained and all the contradictory information out there from non-game sources. I think having Silver stay in the past for good could make for a nice move on Sega's part, assuming it is within his own decisions (so not forced by A ThingTM that is entirely unexplained to us and removes all his agency, for example). I think it'd be a nice resolution for Silver to see his heart lays in the past, and he can still protect his own world from there too!
#*A Thing*TM is a reference to that Fast Friends Forever website that said Silver travels to the past with portals these days btw#How. Why. What are these portals. Where do they come from. Who is making them. How do they manage to send Silver to the right time-#-in the past when disaster is striking and why are they apparently also totally cool with him going Extreme Gear racing.#bonus points for Silver in the games never having indicated that it is not *himself* sending himself to the past#and a Sonic Channel artwork from way back in the day saying he uses Chaos Control#*and* the comics suddenly writing that Silver cannot control his time-travelling (which directly makes them contradicts themselves on top:#in issue 12 Silver says he is staying in the past as he does not think the real threat is gone; aka actively sticking around by choice-#-which to me does not at all imply that he cannot control his time-travelling for whatever reason.)#but it is contradictory information from various non-game sources like these about topics the games do not explain properly or extensively-#-that do make things more unclear‚ I would say#I myself try to stick to the games as best I can with Sonic Channel as further source‚ but the problem there is there's just not a lot said#definitely things implied clear enough (like Silver just being able to go to the past whenever he wants) but not explicitly shown#and to add to that: I don't think Silver is *important* enough of a character for Sega to begin changing him up in such a way to begin with#I do not think him having the resolution of staying in the past would add something to a story‚ because he is hardly in any focus anyway#so unless we get a story wherein he plays a huge role and gets much attention‚ I doubt anything in this situation will change.😅#silver the hedgehog
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been doing some soft dog massage on sigurd lately to help keep him supple (he has a vet appointment about his lameness tomorrow morning), but i just rubbed the gnarliest knot out i've ever felt on his shoulder. poor bud.
#dogblr#sigurd#he was very relaxed#the hard thing with this current limp is that he was recovering well after the first week#and then he kinda just took a downward swing with his lameness#yesterday and today were as bad as the first day#but of course he's not more subdued if anything he's being just a stupid with his body which is frustrating#like NO. you cannot play with zombie or pull like an asshole on our calm walk#NO you should not be jumping off the bed and doing zoomies.#hes by far the most expensive of my three he has had so many random little (now recovered) injuries from not being aware of his body#this is what happens when you are HUGE but graceful and also a bit of a DUDE. no self preservation#injuries like this one where its not immediately apparent what the issue with scare the crap outta me
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A sentence that can turn a peaceful dinner into a warzone within seconds: "Uh... I just saw a rat darting in. I think it's under our table right now."
Which meant that a cheerful conversation turned in: screams, two people teleporting to stand on their chairs, everybody else with their feet tucked on their seats (we were all wearing sandals so we were essentially barefooted. Personally, I'm not particularly afraid of rats but I wouldn't fancy touching one either...) and an army of waitresses rushing in brandishing brooms at the screams of "Close the kitchen's door! Don't let it escape!!"
End result: in spite of the rat's valiant efforts (it tried to climb the wall and at one point literally flew over the room, I didn't know it could do that) it was ultimately felled by the waitresses' brooms. RIP.
#about feyna#animals#rat#it was a restaurant in the countryside btw#the rat came from outside#actually they keep cats outside specifically to keep the rats away#but some patrons who were still outside reported seeing one of the cats coming with the apparently dead rat in its mouth#except the rat was faking it#for when the cat put it dawn the rat revived and dashed away#unfortunately the door was open so the rest is history#btw they killed it so viciously because if not caught it would have been a huge issue with hygene#the restaurant risked a fine at the very least#for the same reason even though we do have photo and video evidence we're keeping it for ourselves lol
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okay we need to get ready for bed so we can wake up on time for our appointment later because we have to go to a hospital in another city for it and weirdly I'm not as anxious as I thought I'd be at the moment but it is only the consultation and not the actual surgery so y'know
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#the surgeon has really good reviews at least and apparently he specialises in a bunch of stuff to do with facial nerve repair#which is not what we're having done but it does make me feel a little better about some stuff#because our facial nerves are kind of fucked and tend to have more problems after dental work#this guy has written research papers on trigeminal neuralgia treatments#he also apparently recommends co-codamol for pain relief after surgery#which makes me think he'll be less likely to get all judgy and weird about me taking that to manage my pain#and that's a huge relief because so many medical professionals are shitty about people needing to take opioids#unfortunately none of this helps with our main issues around stuff like sedation and hospital environments#but hopefully he'll be understanding about that#a bunch of the reviews we saw were from patients who had really bad anxiety and said he was really patient and understanding with them
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