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roslynvb · 1 day
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“TIRED”
includes: a very tired kenji, super fluff! pls get lots of sleep my lovelies<3
It’s been awhile since Kenji has been able to stay awake when coming home. Usually nowadays his schedule is just; get home, brush his teeth, change clothes, go to bed. It’s been like this since taking care of Emi and having to juggle the rest of his life all at once.
Of course you noticed this, but would Kenji ever admit that he needed help?? Probably in your dreams. You’ve seen how he keeps everything to himself and bottles it in. Until it just all falls out.
You decided to change that today when he came home.
The door opens and the lock clicks, it’s so quiet you almost didn’t notice. It was when you heard his feet dragging on the floor you noticed his presence.
“Hey Ken, going to bed soon?” You asked, trying to start up the conversation you had been planning to have with him.
“Mh? Yea. Soon.” He replies, not really giving you a lot to go on. He drops what he has on him and slowly goes up to his room. His hair messy and eye bags clearly visible.
You sigh, knowing those words might be the only ones you’re gonna get tonight. But trying never hurt anyone, right?
You follow him a little after. Closing the bedroom door behind you quietly. Kenji is in the bathroom, brushing his teeth. Pretty lazily you might add…
You walk up to him and lean into his side. He tilts his head a bit to rest it on yours. It’s a quiet but peaceful moment. You started to think about having the conversation tomorrow. Maybe on the weekend when he’s rested.
He finishes brushing his teeth and changes into his pajamas soon after. You’ve already been changed for the past couple hours. You silently join him in bed.
He hasn’t been very touchy with you lately, which is strange but maybe you don’t mind.
You both lay silently, a bit of awkwardness in the air. Kenji can’t sleep, you can’t either. He turns to you. He doesn’t say anything but his eyes and body language say everything.
He wraps one arm around you as tight as a tired man can. You hold his hand and intertwine your fingers together.
It might not seem like a big interaction, but to Kenji it meant the world. Just to hold him for a bit is what he needed. He needed something to relax him. He hasn’t been sleeping, and he knows this is what would help. Touch know this too and grip his hand tighter. Letting him know you don’t plan on letting go.
He slowly but surely falls asleep. A peaceful look on his face. You smile and move hair out of his face. Though it might not even be worth it due to his insane sleeping. You chuckle to yourself at the time he smacked you in his sleep on accident.
You definitely had a busy weekend with him planned. Maybe not so busy, but you plan to give him what he deserves. A quiet, relaxing day. You wonder, maybe a nice spa day, maybe eat out. Whatever he needs, it’ll be.
You then start to drift off too. Holding each other gently and lovingly. He holds so much love for you, you both do.
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Hello everyone!!! I Hope you enjoyed this really short one. I wanted to take a break from talking about all that depressing stuff and give you something nice to read. It’s not much but I hope it makes you smile a little. Lots of love to you all and if your reading before you go to bed, goodnight and get a lot of rest!
- zee, ur author that loves u very much and never forget that!
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kayentokk · 14 hours
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Jjk characters during your period
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A/N; let’s not talk abt me being gone for a month…chile anyways sooooo 😶. Ok no fr I’m sorry and I come baring gifts!! This actually took me forever I got a little carried away…😗 enjoy?
contains;suggestive themes, boob talk, period talk, pretty much menstrual everything, fluff, comfort, cussing, me having a extra soft spot for yuuji, cheesiness
wc; 4,369 ….most ive ever written, kinda sad 🥲
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Fushiguro Toji 
Alr Alr listen-
He’s not that bad
He’s a little teasing at first
Grabbing your waist, probing and prodding at your sore breasts, and just overall not really worried abt it
Until-
And hear me out cuz u can’t tell me he’s not a sucker abt ur pain-
He hears your whimpers and groans of discomfort
Then he’s like
Oh
Oh
To make up for feeling like an ass he helps you
Gets you water
Snacks
Lays with you
And he even lets you use his big warm hands on your stomach 
Overall 6.5/10
・❥・ “Toji,” you say frowning, “don’t. Please.” You say shooting him a pitiful attempt at a glare. 
He lets out a small, “heh,” and the right side of his lip tilts up. He also gives you a not so sorry, “sorry baby,” to ease the current frown on your face. 
It doesn’t do much, you know he’s not really sorry for prodding at your sore breasts. It’s not his fault! They’re just more tender and soft when you’re on your period. Oh, and the little whiney whimpers and soft gasps of surprise you let out when he sneaks his large, calloused hands underneath your—his—worn out t-shirt to grope and rub at them. And the way you reach your small, in comparison, hands up to his to try and stop him before he starts teasing your pretty nipples. Oh honey, how could you expect him not to?
Anyways, it’s really hard to get through your period with him. He’s so teasing it’s annoying, all you want to do is sleep and try to relax, but he’s constantly prodding you! Whatever, you were used to his behavior anyways. And he’d never go too far with you unless you wanted to.
“Seriously Toji, it hurts.” 
“I know, I know,” he says lifting his hands up in surrender. “Won’t do it again, swear it.” He’s lying. 
You drop your glare and turn back around to finish preparing your chamomile tea, you just needed to pour the hot water from the kettle into your favorite mug and add some honey. 
However when you reach your arm to turn off the stove eye a sharp pain pierces through your lower abdomen. You step back and wince while grabbing your stomach. Your face contorts to an expression mixed with discomfort and a tinge of pain. 
Toji watches for a short moment. He knows about the cramps you get, and he’s heard you complain about them but he’s never seen you react like this. It must’ve been really bad this time, and Toji thinks he doesn’t like that. No, he knows. 
He snaps out of it and makes quick work of turning off the stove and then lifting you, gently, off the floor to head towards the living room. You’re too drained from the cramp to even resist. 
“What r’you doin’ Toji? Don’t walk so fast s’makin me kinda nauseous.” 
“Yeah yeah, y’baby,” he says that last part quietly while laying you down on the couch. 
“Why’re you laying me down I-“
“Y’need to rest, I’ll finish makin your tea. Then w’can sleep-“
“Cuddle,” you correct him. 
“Sure cuddle whatever y’wanna call it,” he says stalking off back into the kitchen. 
“I want tummy rubs too!” You shout after him.
He just scoffs in reply. You’re bossy today huh? It’s fine he doesn’t mind doing what you ask of him for today, he guesses. When he returns with your tea you’re eager to have the warm mug in your hands and you sit up as he hands it to you. 
“Mmmh,” you hum inhaling the scent of the chamomile. Toji makes good tea, you should’ve asked him to make it from the start. Whatever, you will tomorrow. 
“S’hot, be carful,” he says while sitting next to you.
“Mhmm,” your reply blowing on it.
He grabs the remote and flicks on some old anime re-run and turns the volume down almost all the way. He goes to your shared room to grab you a blanket and when he returns you’re already splayed out on the couch, half-drunken tea abandoned on the table. 
“Ooouu! You got me a blanket,” you happily chirp, “c’mere,” you say patting the space behind you.
The couch was definitely small for both you and Toji to fit on it, but that’s why you liked it. The closeness, the warmth, it was nice. You readily grab the blanket from his hands so he can lay with you. 
“Startin to think you want the blanket t’lay with ya more than me,” he chaffs.
“Of course not!” You giggle out.
Toji carefully climbs behind you and settles in. He  pulls your body so that you’re snug against his chest, well, more snug than you already were. 
You close your eyes, you could almost immediately fall asleep. Almost. There’s a dull ache that still resides in your stomach though. 
“Tummy rubs,” you chide at Toji as a reminder.
“D’worry, I didn’t f’get yre rubs,” he replies almost asleep himself.
His large warming hands make their way under your shirt once again, this time for a more moral purpose than fulfilling his own desires, and they glide down to your sore stomach. 
It feels so much better already, the heated pressure really helps ease the pains. He slowly kneads and rubs the delicate skin of your tummy as you drift off to sleep…
Nanami Kento
The king of punctualness 
So let’s be real
This man knows your periods gonna happen before u
He basically tracks your cycle with you
(It was smth he wanted to be more knowledgeable in since it has much to do with you)
He knows all the little tells right before it happens
How ur more tired and a more easily agitated 
So If ur a lil shy about telling ur bf ur on ur period
It’s ok dw
He Alr knows
He makes sure the bathroom cabinet is stocked for u js in case it happens while ur over and u run out or it’s irregular
Has your favorite snacks in his pantry 
Anything u neeed
Believe mans is prepared mkay?
Although he might be a little bit too overbearing sometimes which could irritate you
It comes from the heart tho 
So 9/10
・❥・ Okay so you’re kind of freaking out right now. You’re over Kento’s apartment for your bread baking date, cute right? Yeah, except for the fact that your period just came! All you wanted to do was go to the bathroom and then wipe the flour off of your face but when you went to pull your underwear down, you couldn’t help but notice the splotch of dark red on them. Great! Just great.
You knew your period was coming sometime in the next two weeks since your tracker alerted you, but you didn’t think it would be today! It didn’t even cross your mind to pack your period supplies in your purse before you left. Now what would you do?
You could momentarily leave to go buy some but then you’d miss the bread coming out of the oven, and you might get blood on your clothes or your car. So probably not that option. You could have some delivered to his apartment, but that could take ages. Your last option is just to tell Kento, but what could he do about it? He could go to the store and buy you some, knowing him he probably wouldn’t be embarrassed about it like some would, but that would take some time too. However, it would take less than the delivery person, and you couldn’t really complain given the situation, he’s your best bet. 
“Kennnn!” You called from his bathroom.
You heard the clang of something, probably the bowls or utilities you guys were using to make the dough hitting the sink, and then footsteps padding down the hallway. You could see, from the crack below the door, the light in the hallway momentarily being blocked by his shadow. 
Then, a soft but baritone, “yes?”
“Uhm- could you uh go to the store and buy me some menstrual products? Please?”
“Oh, it started already huh? I swear I thought it was supposed to start next week…maybe I’m off? Maybe it’s irregular this time, I’ll figure it out,” he was mumbling so low to himself you could barely hear him.
“Kento!” You warned, trying to get the man to focus on the situation at hand.
“Ah, yes sorry. They’re in the bottom right cabinet.”
What?
You went to open the cabinet, and surely, the exact menstrual products you use were there. There were even extra pairs of underwear! How did he even know? You’ve talked about your period with him maybe once or twice. 
“Oh, Ken this is-“
“What? Are they not the right kind? I thought those were the ones you got. I’m sorry, I’ll go get the correct ones for you. What-“
“No! No need, I was just surprised because this is what I use,” you said cutting him off.
“Well yes you’ve told me before, remember?”
“Yeah but that was like only one time, when I needed you to run and get me some. I didn’t think you’d remember that.”
“Of course, that’s important. I picked extras up that day so that you could have some in case situations like this happen,” he said matter of factly.
“Well…thank you Ken,” you hummed trying to wrap your head around this amazing man you have. “I’ll be out in a minute, you added.”
“No need for thanks, take your time sweetheart.”
And with that he strode back into the kitchen to check on the bread…
Suguru Geto
Angelllll omg
He may not know exactly when it’s coming 
But when it does
He’s got u for sure
U need pads? Snacks? A heated stuffy? Tea? Cuddles?
Here u go
Whatever u want literally
He is taking care of you all the wayyyy
And he’s not weird abt ur period at all either
You bled on the sheets? Got it on his hoodie you were borrowing? On your clothes?
It’s fine are you okay tho?
He handles it like a champ no problem
It’s not your fault anyways
He’s only worried about your comfort the whole time
‘Y’okay?’ ‘Need anything?’ ‘You should sleep some babe.’
So sweeeet
8.5/10
・❥・ “…aby..baby,” he cooed gently trying to coax you out of sleep. “Wake up for me…”
“Mmh….what?” You groaned inching closer to burry your face into his warmth. 
“Need y’to get up for me,” he said moving his hands under your shirt to soothingly rub your back. 
“No…M’tired, wanna sleep more,” you slurred taking comfort in the hands running up and down your back at the moment. 
“I know baby, we can sleep more later. C’mon let’s jus’ get up and shower okay?”
You groaned again and scooted even closer trying to go back into your deep sleep. When suddenly Suguru’s hands stopped their rubbing. You internally sighed at that, but whatever, nothing was going to stop you from getting your sleep-
“Y/n baby. I didn’t want to freak you out but you had your period. Some of it got on the sheets and your shorts, but it’s okay we’ll just…”
Except that. You were already having a meltdown in your head, you couldn’t even pay attention to the rest of what he was saying. 
You instantly opened your eyes to see Suguru looking at you. At least he seemed to be calm, because you weren’t! Having your period in your boyfriend’s bed?! That’s literally a nightmare! Quite literally the end of the world! And not to mention that it’s on your shorts, and it’s damp and uncomfortable.
On instinct you tried to jump out of the bed, but Suguru already had his arms locked back on you.  He knew you were freaked out, but he didn’t want you to be. There was no reason to be, not in his eyes at least.
“Don’t panic about it-“
“Don’t panic about it? Sugu I just had my period, and it got on your sheets! And probably your pajamas too, oh God.” 
“Both things that are washable Y/n, it’s okay. ”
“It’s still embarrassing though Sugu,” you explained.
“I know but I don’t want you to be embarrassed. Accidents happen, and it’ll be fine,” he said starting to untangle himself from you. 
“Now, let’s get you in the shower. And I’ll change the sheets okay?”
“Fineee,” you agreed.
Suguru got up and went to the bathroom to run your shower water, while you tried to get out of the bed and not smudge the blood anywhere. Then you quickly made your way to the bathroom to find Suguru checking the water temperature for you.
“I think it’s good now.”
You stood there a little awkwardly before he stood up to leave. 
“Ah, Suguru,” you said turning to him as he was by the door, “thank you. I-I mean really thank you, for not being so grossed out I guess.”
He smiled, “no need t’thank me y/n. And I could never be grossed out by you, especially not over this,” he said raising a brow. 
“Now go ahead and shower, I’ll get you some pajamas and run to the store for some supplies. Let me know if you need anything else okay?”
“Kay!” You said chirpily as he walked out. 
Oh! Snacks! 
“Oh!! Sugu, some snacks please?” You shouted from the bathroom.
“Wasn’t gonna leave without ‘em!” He voiced back.
You smiled and began undressing to shower. The water was the perfect temperature, it was so relaxing, plus you’d get to use Suguru’s soaps so you’d smell just like him. 
When you got out your menstrual supplies were on the counter along with your pajamas, one of Suguru’s crewnecks, a pair of your underwear, that he probably found in the back of one of his drawers, and his sweatpants. Which were going to be a bit big on you, not that you’re tiny or anything, you have curves and full thighs, but Geto? He’s huge, 6’3 and about 200lbs of steel in one, not that you were complaining of course. Plus you’d be practically drowning in his scent now. 
“Heh,” he smirked a little when you came out the bathroom. You noticed he’d changed his clothes, and the bed spread.
“What? S’not my fault you’re a giant,” you said rolling your eyes. 
“Yeah yeah, c’mere already. You should sleep some more since I interrupted earlier.”
No way you were arguing with that, so you climbed into bed and indulged in Suguru’s pampering you for the rest of the day…
Satoru Gojo
Tbh probably doesn’t notice at first
He thinks ur just a little more snappy and tired
Which is fair 
But he alwayssss pays close attention to u even when u don’t think so
So maybe like all day he notices you doin stuff and it looks a lil awkward
Maybe walking cuz of abdomen pain and tiredness
Or ur less snappy and more reserved when he jokes with u
Whatever it is
He sees it
he asks like what’s wrong
And u finally tell him
He’s lowkey upset cuz like he didn’t know and he wants u to tell him abt these things yk
But he’ll just have to get better at noticing them is what he tells himself 
Anyways then he’s extra attentive
Asks if you need any pads/tampons/menstrual products 
Literally is the definition of 
‘What size s’your pussy?’
(He knows that’s not what the different sizes and colors are necessarily for, he’s not thatuneducated in that department, but it’s too funny not to yk? 🤷🏽‍♀️)
He thinks ur more soft when ur on your period bcuz ur all whiney and cuddly 
You wanna snuggle and be all warm tg with himmm
His snuggles are awesome 
Pretty good 8/10
・❥・ “Why’re y’walking funny all of a sudden?” 
You stop walking momentarily and huff indignantly, “m’not walking funny.” 
“No need to hide anythin from me pretty, ‘yre hunched more than normal and your steps are uncoordinated and slow….almost like you’re in pain,” he said slowly connecting the dots.
You don’t respond. Just stand silently in your living room, thighs shifting causing your shorts to ride up and heat to gather. You were headed to the kitchen for some water and a snack, but now you’re about to have this conversation with your boyfriend. 
“Are you hurt or something? Is it serious?” He says voice increasingly becoming worried.
“No, no, no. Well- I mean yeah.”
“Y/n are you hurt or not?” He flat out asks trying to get you to confess. 
“I’m on my period Satoru,” you finally admit.
Oh?
That’s not what he was expecting. 
Satoru has to think in his head what his response should be. He’s kind of hurt? You being on your period isn’t the problem at all, it’s the fact that you didn’t want to tell him. Maybe you were uncomfortable? 
“Y’can tell me when you’re on your period baby, m’not squeamish or anythin. I know m’all jokey and stuff, but I know when t’not be.”
You know that. You know Satoru, it’s just a little awkward to bring up at times you know? Even though Satoru didn’t say it, you can tell he’s a little upset that you didn’t tell him. 
“I know that ‘toru, s’jus awkward to say sometimes I guess? I dunno I’m being weird about it, sorry.”
He’s actually more upset that he didn’t know himself. Don’t worry though, Satoru the strongest never gives up. 
“No need to be sorry, I’ll know myself next time!” He says convincingly with a look of determination on his face.
That’s your Satoru all right.
You giggle before resuming your walk back to the kitchen for your snack. You’re glad that conversation was simple. 
“Woah woah woah! Don’t y’think you should rest?” Satoru says sliding into the kitchen behind you.
“M’fine, I just wanted to get a snack.”
“So I’ll get it for you, go sit.” He motions his hands shooing you out of the kitchen.
You could get used to this golden treatment. Don’t get it wrong, Satoru always spoils you. But where you’re on your period, it’s different. 
You walk back into the living room to sit down, per your boyfriend’s instructions. And a moment later he comes walking in with some snacks from your pantry and water. (He totally googled what’s good for women on their period before coming back.)
“Well look at youuu, being all gentlemanly,” you joked.
“I always am, to you, thank you very much,” he grinned.
Satoru hands you the water and sets your snacks on the table before joining you on the couch. He lifts your legs onto his lap, causing you to shift to a laying down position, and begins massaging your feet.
“I’m quite enjoying this, what’s next? Y’gonna go to the store and buy me menstrual products?” You snorted imagining Satoru crouched down in the middle of the aisle searching for your products.
“What’s s’funny about that? I could, y’need me to?”
“Was just kidding ‘toru, you don’t need to do that. I’ll get some later, I still have a few left anyways.”
“I’ll go right now,” he said setting your legs, gently, behind him and standing.
He can’t be serious.
Oh he was serious, before you could even mutter out a “s’really fine ‘toru,” he was already gone. Not even ten minutes later he FaceTimed you from the store and you answered to hear the infamous line,
“What size s’your pussy pretty?”
Oh my gosh, you were mortified. For him more so than yourself because you saw the face of the lady in the background stocking deodorant. 
You erupted in a fit of laughter, so much you couldn’t even get a sentence out. And soon Satoru couldn’t hold his laughter in much longer and began dying of laughter. You guys were cracking the fuck up for a hot minute, the lady in the aisle let a smile loose too before getting back to her job. 
“Okay-okay, now seriously. Which one of these do I get?” He asks trying to get back on task.
After explaining to him what to look for he got it and was back home to you to cuddle as quick as possible. You both laid in the plush of your bed, you little spoon him big spoon, Satoru’s cuddles are the absolute best. (Although there’s no doubt he’s normally little spoon. I don’t make the rules here 🤷🏽‍♀️) His long, lanky arms wrapping around your plush middle to meet and hold you tightly, safe and secure…
Itadori Yuuji
🥹🥹🥹
HES SO CUTE
Golden retriever boyfriend is at your service 
🫡 
Well he tries
At first you have to kind of explain how it works 
Like a lil couch talk
And like the specific things u need 
Maybe their differences
He’s a curious puppy yk? He’s gotta make sure he knows what u need for future references
Ofc he had a general understanding but he didn’t know in depth
Once u tell him he’s like 
“Oml”
😖 
You have to tell him it’s not super painful unless you get bad cramps or you’re sore
Migraines, bloating, etc.
He was scared for a minute
Like “you go through that???”
Anyways does his best to comfort uuuu 
And his best is his best so
Best/Best
・❥・ “…and I normally use..” 
Yuuji has kind of zoned out at this point, he’s trying his best to still pay attention but he’s so stuck. So along with bleeding vaginally every month you also have to endure any “side effects” that come with it? And they can range depending on basically anything? And it can start literally whenever? Like what? 
Noticing that your boyfriend wasn’t really following you anymore you stopped talking. Yuuji realized this not even a second later and squeaks out a “Ah, sorry!! I’m listening, I just was thinking…”
You laughed and pinched his nose between your index and middle finger, “S’fine Yuu. What were you thinking about?”
“I mean…that’s a lot? And you have to do that..? every month?” He asked baffled.
Yuuji is so empathetic, with a boyfriend like him you could do anything.
“Yep! Guess that means I’m stronger than you now huh baby?” You kid trying to pull his smile back out.
And sure enough he gives you his biggest, toothiest smile and nods to agree with you. 
“Of course! I thought you already knew that,” he says laughing along with you.
He really does think you’re stronger than him, in every way. How could he not admire the best girlfriend in the world? Especially since he gets to be your boyfriend. 
“Anyways, s’not too bad. Well…no, scratch that, actually it’s awful,” Yuuji pouts at your admission. “But guess what?”
“What?” He inquires with raised brows.
“It’s more bearable with you here,” you say smiling.
That brings his toothy smile right back. “Well then I’ll just have to make sure to be with you all the time then huh?” 
“I guess so,” you say shrugging.
He can’t help himself at that and pulls you in for a warm hug. He’s squeezing you so tight you might burst.
You tap his shoulder rapidly twice,”too tight Yuu.”
“Oh, sorry!” He says removing his arms and bringing his hand to scratch the nape of his neck. 
You defeatedly sigh, you just can’t get enough of him. He’s too cute!!
 “You’re extra cute today Yuuji, you know that?” You ruffle his hair in mock frustration.
“W-what? It’s definitely you! You’re the cute-“
“Ah ah ah,” you stop him, “I’m on my period Yuu so that means I win this time.” You say crossing your arms dead set on being right with your flawed logic.
Yuuji flashes you a look of confusion before continuing, “that’s not how it works baby-“
“Yuu. You win every time, let me have this one.”
He think about it for a moment. Normally when you guys have these little “who’s the cutest”arguments he does always win. But it’s not his fault you’re so spectacular! 
“Hmm, okay! You can win this one,” he says grinning, “I’m the cutest….and you’re the most beautiful! Yeah?”
You swear Gojo’s ways are rubbing off on him. But it’s fine, you’ll let him get away with it, for now. 
“Okay Yuuji,” you give in.
“Oh!! Is there anything I can help you with today? I know you said your headaches make it kinda hard.”
“Uhmm, I need to buy some groceries today. The fridge is kinda empty ‘cause I haven’t been in a while..probably some other small errands. But I think that’s it..” you trialed off thinking of what else you had to do today.
“Okay, I’ll go with you!” He chirped.
That was the best grocery store trip of your life! You honestly don’t know why you’ve never been grocery shopping with Yuuji before. He was really helpful, like always. Grabbing things from super high shelves, running around to find what you needed, he was your personal little helper. You ran the other mundane errands and then decided to stop at a cafe before heading back.
“This cafe is so cute Yuu! Where’d you find it?”
“Gojo-sensei recommended it to me, he said they have really good kikufuku here!”
Bless Gojo and his sweet tooth, they did lead you to this amazing cafe date with your boyfriend after all.
You just smiled in reply. You and Yuuji chatted some about the mission he’d just come back from, how your past couple of days had been, what you would do tomorrow. And yeah, you think to youself, it’s way better with Yuuji here…
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astronicht · 2 days
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Lots of sports going on but I got back to the end of Two Towers, and Frodo tried to go across a bridge over misty cold water to a forbidding citadel and got dragged back by Sam AND Gollum from this Hel-vibes situation. Do NOT cross a bridge over freezing misty stream if ur in an early medieval fantasy! This is all feeling suspiciously “symbolic desire to enter the land of the dead”! Horrid foreshadowing, thanks!
So yeah, I sort of blinked at this but figured either it was or wasn’t a reference to the bridge to Hel (Norse land of the dead, not Hell), and read on.
And then they climb the stairs and then they start talking about stories again. It’s not exactly a direct “drag a loved one away from maybe-a-deathwish-allegory” to “talking about stories” journey, but it’s how it feels, a little. After hundreds of pages of only the occasional elephant wonder-tale: stories! Something that is the opposite of death: stories!
I cry at Sam’s Two Towers story speech like a baby when it comes on in the films, but reading this I was mostly distracted by what was and wasn’t borrowed word for word (most of it?? Holy shit good choice). But the bit not in the films where Sam talks about Beren, and how he succeeded in “a worse place and a blacker danger than ours” but adds that Beren’s is “a long tale, of course, and goes on past happiness and into grief and beyond it” got too me a bit. And then Sam realizes there’s a distant connection between Beren and the vial Galadriel gave Frodo (which he was clutching as he smiled grimly even tho “despair had not left him” and stopped trying to cross the bridge) and Sam says “Why, to think of it, we’re in the same tale still! It’s going on. Don’t the great tales never end?”
And yeah that whole section got me in the end!! I keep quoting it but holy SHIT, u know? The love and tension when Frodo answers:
“‘No, they never end as tales,’ said Frodo. But the people in them come, and go when their part’s ended. Our part will end later — or sooner.’
‘And then we can have some rest and some sleep,’ said Sam. He laughed grimly. ‘And I mean just that, Mr. Frodo. I mean plain ordinary rest”
So anyway I stopped laughing at myself for imagining that perhaps Tolkien was referencing the bridge to the halls of death and shut up and thought about Sam trying to convince Frodo to live three times in a row.
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willowrites · 2 days
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can u pleasee do a smut where y/n sends nudes to colby
sweet dreams
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PAIRINGS. colby brock x fem reader
SUMMARY. you and colby haven’t seen each other in days…
WARNINGS. implied sexual situations, taking nudes, sending nudes…
AUTHORS NOTE. this one was new and i lowkey liked it 🤫 a little blurb!!! PS. i do not condone sending any nudes!!! i strongly recommend that you do not especially under 18!!! if you want to by all means do what you want but remember this decision can come back to haunt you, people are so fucked up these days just make sure you will not regret who you send them to!!! take care 💞
WORD COUNT. to be counted
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you were mindlessly scrolling through instagram just looking at your feed when you got an interesting text.
from colby 💕
hi baby
you smiled at the text feeling butterflies in your stomach.
to colby 💕
hi…is it not 4am in london right now?
it was 8pm in LA where you were at and colby was in the uk to film a series of videos.
from colby 💕
yeah but i miss youuu i wanna see you talk to you taste you
you always remembered making fun of your friends for smiling at their phone but now you were giggling and kicking your feet at colby’s messages
to colby 💕
i miss you baby how was the video?
from colby 💕
it was good, exhausted but i can’t sleep
to colby 💕
aww honey why don’t you go for a walk? where are you staying at?
from colby 💕
we’re at an airbnb for 2 nights before heading closer to our next location
to colby 💕
sounds fun but i’m sorry you’re tired baby
from colby 💕
i’ll be okay… i hope
to colby 💕
you know…maybe i can help you feel a little more tired? as long as you’re not too loud
from colby 💕
and what do you mean by that…
you thought about it, maybe if you sent colby a picture of yourself in lingerie he’d you know…get riled up and well…
to colby 💕
*image*
the image was of you in a beautiful dark blue lingerie set. you had tried it on when you got home from a mini shopping day. you took a picture for future use not expecting it to be this soon.
from colby 💕
do you think i have time to go to LA and back in two days? because i need you so badly right now
little did he know, you were just getting started
you had gotten up from laying down and stood next to your full length mirror.
you turned on the light right in front of the mirror and put on a sheer nightgown that revealed everything. you put one foot in front of the other and put your left hand behind your back while taking the photo.
you then sent the photo, heart beating out of your chest.
from colby 💕
holy fuck baby…i’m hard
to colby 💕
i think you should take care of that and then go to sleep ;) goodnight
from colby 💕
am rn
to colby 💕
:0
from colby 💕
finished ..goodnight babe i love you
to colby 💕
goodnight sleepy
from colby 💕
still horny, gotta do one more round
to colby 💕
omg 😭
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firefly-sky · 1 day
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Could I possibly request some fluffy Curtis brother headcanons 😁 also seconding wanting content of Pony being taken care of by his bros when he’s stressed that’s such a sweet concept, thank u!!
i’ve been stewing on this for DAYS debating on drawing hcs or writing some but i’ll do the latter for now -also this is all familial because believe it or not siblings can snuggle and show affection
Darry and Soda always are able to tell when Pony is anxious because they’ll be sitting in silence and Pony’s stomach starts making awful sounds (anxious tummy)
They kinda immediately know what to do-darry sits with Pony because he doesn’t want him to have. a panic attack-so he lets Pony listen to his heartbeat (in the book i guess it was implied Pony likes listening to his brothers’ heartbeats)
Soda always tries to soothe Pony’s stomach whenever this happens because he knows if Pony gets too worked up he’ll throw up
Additionally Pony enjoys being a makeshift blanket for his brothers because he can listen to their heartbeats and stomach gurgles and it just reminds him that he’s safe and sound with both his brothers
It’s honestly the same all around the table. After the church incident Pony has a hard time eating so the first time he ate a full meal his brothers were snuggled up to him like cats because they were happy he was full and they liked making sure he was actually full
Sometimes Darry will skip his lunch break in favor of picking Pony up from school so he can talk to him about his day (he really makes an effort to talk to Pony more after the books)
Pony and Soda often go for walks to wear Soda out before bed or Soda will be kicking Pony all night because he’s so restless
The three sometimes sleep in their parents’ room when they have a rough day because they like pretending their parents are with them and telling them they’ll be okay (bets are one of them starts crying)
Whenever one of them is upset the other two are as well. They can also always sense whenever one is upset.
Darry works to get along off smoking cigarettes in favor of nicotine gum. It works for a bit but every time Pony relapses Darry assures him that he isn’t mad and that he’s proud of Pony for making it as far as he did
Soda is the only one who can calm Darry down when he’s angry enough. Not even Pony can.
After the book every time Darry raises his voice at Pony he locks himself up in his room and cries
He can’t bring himself to touch Pony after a while unless Pony initiates first because he’s scared of hurting him
Soda is lactose intolerant and Pony likes to make jokes comparing Darry with dairy by saying “wow I didn’t know you were allergic to our brother” and shit like that
I’m gonna stop masked there because I could ramble all night haha-
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lemon-glitch · 3 days
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So who wants to hear me be autistic about the new helluva boss episode? Well, cas said it would bomb on here so I'm gonna do it for funnsies and break down blitzø's character because why not!
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So this is obviously spoilers for episode 7 season 3 (?) of helluva boss sorry I'm high /j
But anyway scroll down if ur interested :3
So in the beginning of the episode we see blitz trying to actually have a conversation with stolas and I think the best part about blitzø's character is that unlike other characters that are given a personality like his, he doesn't go out of character. Most characters like him, characters who convince themselves that they cannot be loved and think they should not give love due to their past and/or mindsets, usually are tempted to show emotion in situations like the one with stolas. What I mean is, when blitzø was discussing how he felt with stolas he still didn't break and actually explain how he felt, he wasn't mis characterized. And how that personality/mindset works is that the character won't understand their own feelings or wake up from the blindness of not being loved or unable to love until something opens their eyes to it. And in blitzø's case, he isn't rushed into trusting stolas. When stolas confesses his love blitzø's character doesn't break, instead he continues to reflect and deny stolas' actual love and continue to believe that it does not exist. This situation happening the way it did; shows that blitzø's character wasn't mis characterized for once and was actually kept how it was intended unlike most media characters I've seen who are supposed to have this mindset.
Now here's the best part;
Blitzø is a character who won't change, he can't change, it's just who he is. And that's what he thinks until he's hit by that wave of character development, but his character development isn't a course of events or something hurting him or loving him, his character development IS stolas. Blitzø doesn't notice that he needs to change until he finds out he's actually losing something, someone, and that's the kicker. Blitzø's character here is still kept, how? Well, blitzø is selfish. He believes he doesn't deserve love and that others don't deserve his because of events that have happened in his past, how would blitzø react if he lost something, or in this case someone, that he has used and one day lost? It would break him. And that's where his character breaks, not too fast not too slow, his character is well-written. He doesn't notice what he's lost until he's lost it, does that bother him? Yes but he's not gonna show it. Until it's gotten so bad that he is forced to show it and that's his character. "Stolas I don't love you." Only to see him crying his eyes out and getting jealous over another man who is without stolas, it's not denial. He KNOWS he is AWARE that he cares for stolas, but is he gonna show it? No. And that's where his character stands. Double sided pinning but one won't give and that destroys the relationship and blitzø knows it's his fault, he plays it off like he doesn't care but if he didn't care why would he be getting drunk over stolas and crying himself to sleep at night? Or getting jealous when other men get with him? He doesn't just care about sex with stolas he uses that to hide his real feelings because it's EASIER. He's not an angel, he's obviously an imp (pun intended) and he isn't going to push the limits of going through the hard ways if he doesn't have to. But this; this new episode shows the START not process, THE START of his character development. His official genuine character development and that's where his character stands.
(Thank u for ur time 🤓✨)
Also thank cas while ur at it (they convinced me)
@castor-doodliez
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vinestaffery · 2 days
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hello!! if u can write illumina … can u pls write some general dating hcs? if u cant i completely understand :-) (if ur reqs are closed IM SO SORRY HHHH)
hihi!! thankyou so much for requesting :3 of course ill write these for you, i absolutely love headcanons because it doesnt run me dry quite quickly when it comes to writing oneshots!!! i hope these were good enough and i hope i was somewhat able to catch illumina's personality!!
ILLUMINA GENERAL DATING HCS
Illumina tends to lose track of time, like a lot. Sometimes, he doesn't even realize that you need to be sleeping and he would just love to spend time with you. He can't comprehend the fact of time itself; Day time and Night time are like hallucinations to him. If you were to correct him on such, he would utterly avoid any points you make or make counters, such as him tossing you around and ignoring each time you try to demand being let go. He absolutely loves how you get so mad at him for such a silly little thing!
He is very bird-like, and you can tell by his very bird-like notions. Sometimes he'll accidentally knock into glass-sliding doors and be completely confused. What do you mean there was glass infront of him? There's nothing there! Sometimes, you might even catch his cleaning his feathers at his favourite past-time. He used to get really grouchy about, in which you understood. At the start of your guys relationship, he was quite private, especially taking care of his wings. Now, he's completely fine with you doing so, sometimes even asking you to help.
He'd get really overprotective with you sometimes when you get to meet new people. He likes to let people know you are his. He is not willing to trade for anything about you, and you notice this a lot. Sometimes he'll wrap his arms around you, his wings slowly rising beside him and you and his chin relaxing on your head. He likes to humilate the other while embarrassing you, stating how much you and him are together, flaunting it in others faces. You set some boundaries around this and he followed, but he still likes to let his presence be known or noticed.
Because of your involvement with Illumina, and being his soon-to-be-engagement partner (I tried my hardest to make this as inclusive as possible I am so sorry), you were mostly greeted with gifts from many other deities. Deities such as Windforce, Venomshank, and even Firebrand and his two sons(?). They'll deliver care-packages to display their gratitude and that your always welcome under their care, even though Illumina is someone that they don't really connect well with.
Cuddling with him is one of your favourite things, mostly because you have the ability to embarrass him. Even though he's 7'0", you always big-spoon him. He'd always try his hardest to be the big-spoon, but in the end, he loved the attention you'd give him as he finally gets that big ol' sleep.
He is a horrible cook, but that's okay. Sometimes, it'd be hilarious bakings and dinners, and sometimes near-death from the house burning down. I promise you he doesn't mean it!! But he'll struggle so badly to impress you, which he always successes. You always tend to help him, in which he tries his hardest to shoo you away!! But in the end, the help is always met with great gratitude, cuddles and affection.
Illumina struggles with affection, I'm not kidding. Being unaware of his own presence and being someone so cruel to others, only to fall for someone like you? He struggles. He never had been this affectionate, on both giving and recieving side, but he's always keen to try. When he tried to figure out more, he asked Ghostwalker, someone he knew he couldn't go back to but he needed major help. Sure, they both broke off, but he was willing to try anything. Ghostwalker found it strange, dangerous but was somewhat grateful that Illumina was willing to change. In the end, Illumina came home and was in the most affectionate mood, taking care of you and also, forgetting to check up on dinner in the oven.
He does give you nicknames, but isn't too keen on big major ones. The ones he use the most is, 'My Angel', 'Princess', 'My starlight', or any other cheesy name that he can give you. He varies much and listens into other nicknames he can give you.
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realcube · 2 days
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the haikyuu brain rot is BACK in full swing omg and i just had another idea BYE
April… stop sending me shit -you… maybe. Jkjk. Anyway.
I’m Anemic and my hands and feet r always cold lol so the idea goes like this: <insert character here> is working/relaxing and then all of a sudden their anemic SO just like assults them with cold hands on their neck or like down their shirt? i think it’d be really funny. If you wanna do this idea u can pick the boys but Haikyuu (obviously bc we share a braincell and it’s almost always haikyuu) and Tendo has to be involved.
thanks for putting up with me 😍 -April
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TENDO SATORI
♡ ok well the first challenge with tendo is actually trying to find him relaxed.. like ever
♡ mans in the embodiment of hyperactivity and hyperawareness
♡ he is the guess monster after all
♡ like the only time you'll ever find him unsuspecting and vulnerable is when he is asleep or trying to sleep
♡ thankfully wtih all the running about he does and all the adventures he takes you on, that is quite frequently
♡ oh and whenever you try to subject him to anything academic or mentally stimulating he falls asleep LMAO
♡ you're like "tendo i found this really good documentary we should watch. it's about climate change and it'll just say it's really interesting and educational because i don't wanna spoil too much. wanna watch with me?"
♡ "only if we can watch together!"
♡ you smile and grab the remote in order to put it on. "you're going to love it, i've heard from all my friends it's really informative. and i've seen trailers for it and they've got hundreds of environmental scientists that have been researching th— tendo?" you look back over at him to see him fast asleep and snoring
♡ BEFORE YOU EVEN PUT THE MOVIE ON
♡ as revenge for that level of disrespect of course you need to deploy your ultra secret weapon of mass destruction final attack: cold hands.
♡ you snake them under his shirt then suddenly press your hands firmly against his chest and he SCREAMS
♡ like his eyes shoot open and he yelps while jumping up from the couch
♡ all while you are just laughing your fecken ass off
♡ "(y/n)?! what was that?" he asks, despite the fact he knows exactly what it was because you've done this to him several times before
♡ "that's what you get for falling asleep after you said you'd watch a movie with me! how would you feel if i fell asleep during one of your volleyball games?"
♡ he rolls his eyes as he reluctantly sits back down on the couch, "that would hurt but that's different. you're actually watching me — your atheletic and impossibly hot boyfriend — play."
♡ you roll your eyes but he continues to explain himself, "but it's not like i'm watching you in this movie."
♡ "i am in this movie!" you argue, just for the fun of it.
♡ "really? who do you play?"
♡ "an icicle." you declare proudly.
♡ "are you sure you don't mean an iceberg— AH! STOP!"
♡ he screams while you chase him around the room, trying to capture his arms and his face in your hands, "never!"
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WAKATOSHI USHIJIMA
♡ okay so i firmly believe ushijima is so ice cold on the inside your hands genuinely don't affect him
♡ which is such a shame because you so badly wanted to hear him squeal
♡ but no.. sigh..
♡ it honestly frustrates you to no end up you still don't give up, you know someday you'll get the perfect balance of warm room + element of surprise that you'll get some reaction out of him
♡ but whenever you touch him and he just looks at you like '😐 can i help you?' you get sooo disheartened you can't even be bothered to explain what you're doing so literally he has no idea whats going on
♡ kinda like this:
♡ you see him sitting on the couch, engrossed in this month's issue of Gardening Monthly that you just left on the table as a distraction (he doesn't know anything about gardening)
♡ and you start to creep up to him from behind, holding your breath, each movement perfectly calculated so you don't step on any creaky floorboards. you approach in completely silence and then...
♡ BOOM! cold hands to the face!!
♡ your hands are squishing his cheeks and instead of screaming or even gasping, he just turns to look at you his resting blank expression. "what is this?"
♡ "ughh" you groan, tossing your head back in frustration. everything was so spot on but still nothing. "hmph.. nevermind.." you grunt, storming away.
♡ and because you just randomly touch him so often and refuse to explain it, he just thinks its one of those things couples are supposed to do
♡ so randomly when you are together he'll sneak up behind you and place both his hands on your shoulders, giving YOU a heart attack
♡ or when you're sleeping you'll suddenly feel two hands squish your cheeks and at first your blood will run cold until you realise it's toshi
♡ it's all fun and games and cutesy couple stuff until he does it to you in the hallways of your school/college while you are on your way to class
♡ he'll creep up behind you and place his hands on your waist and because you're in a public place you automatically assume its a stranger and spin around to roundhouse him in the face
♡ he's okay though. your hands made a good temporary ice pack while the nurse got him a real one
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YU NISHINOYA
♡ 1000000% screams like a little girl and tries to play it off cool
♡ and because of that you love him too much to ever use your cold hands on him in public or in front of his teammates
♡ (bc you both know tsukishima and yamaguchi would never let him hear the end of it and tell EVERYONE they know and one thing leads to another, now everyone has lost any respect for him they may have had formerly.)
♡ (ok that's an exaggeration but it would still be very embarrassing for him)
♡ so you only do it in private and titter to yourself about it
♡ however you do have it as a form of blackmail if he ever disrespects you which is good
♡ jkjk ofc you'd never blackmail
♡ but you do like to tease him because you both know you have that power
♡ like if you ask him to grab you an extra milk from the vending machine and he says no (idk why he would say no though , he's too whipped to ever do that, but just as an example) you could just raise your hands up menacingly
♡ and the way he would DART towards the vending machine
♡ unreal
♡ if he could pull out that speed on the court, he'd send wakatoshi ushijima home CRYING that's for certain
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midnightsxblue · 2 days
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MATCH UP #2
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@mozzeralla-stix , i match you with carl grimes!
✦ you and carl were definitely friends since the start. as you guys got older he noticed how he was growing taller and uh…you didn’t. he’d always sort of poke fun at how short you are compared to him even though he loves it. he also loves touching your hair? don’t ask i just know he does trust me. also he kisses the top of your head a lot.
✦ he loves how bright you are, your personality is very refreshing to him and sort of allows him to feel more normal in the midst of the chaos going on around the world. he also loves that that’s more of something just he gets to see when it’s just the two of you.
✦ carl finds you SO special. like seriously it’s one of those relationships where he is primarily focused on you and whatever you have going on. after every event he goes to you to check on you but also in situations that aren’t as serious. he always wants to know what you’re doing in a day but he’s very subtle about how much he cares.
✦ he loves how considerate you are of other people. he likes to watch you interact with others which comes from your habit of taking the lead in a bunch of situations.
─── ⋆⋅ 𐚁 ⋅⋆ ───
You and Carl like to go out to the woods a lot and on one occasion, you randomly woke up with tons of bruises all over your arms and legs which confused you but you had sort of forgotten by the time you were hanging out with Carl. He led you through the woods and to your guys’ dedicated spot to sit and read comics.
He’d settle in against the fallen tree log and have you scoot close to him so you could lean your head on his shoulder and read with him. Halfway through the comic he’d stop and sort of lower it in his lap as he notices your legs. He grabs your knee and pulls it towards him a bit to get a better look. “How the hell? What’re you doing in your sleep, martial arts?” You’d point out the ones you got on your arms as well.
It’s not even a one time thing, either. You could be at a town meeting in Alexandria and he’d be bored out of his mind. He’d look around and basically everything and anything. He notices a bruise on your arm and can’t help but point it out silently to not interrupt his dad.
You both will giggle at it, causing some people to turn and look. Carl ended up being told to keep it together during town meetings afterwards by his dad.
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msg from rina: i hope u like it!!!! i love this one a lot i think it’s so cutsie :D
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lririx · 2 days
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im a lil shy for asking, but can i request for ithaqua and naib headcanons with a feral s/o? like, raised by the wolves type of feral, will bite u and probably has rabies type of feral. if u dont do multiple chars, then just ithaqua would be fine!!
This is my first request thank you so much!
I hope you enjoy it.
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Ithaqua
•Ithaqua never takes interest in people. He didn't have interactions with people for years until he came to the Manor. He talks to the other hunters to relieve his boredom and pass the time.
•But this changed when he saw you. Fragile but ferocious. Human, yet monstrous.
•He didn't feel threatened or scared by your presence, but felt intrigued, since he saw himself in you.
•You two were similar yet different. Both of you were abandoned by civilization yet he was raised by a human while you were raised by the wilderness.
•He was literate thanks to his mother but you could only utter words and incomplete sentences.
•You were intimidated by him as he slowly walked towards you, which caused you to be on guard.
•You growled at him, hoping he'd back off but he came closer without hesitation.
•Surprised by his action, you clench your teeth, raise and hold your hand in a claw like way, snarling at him as a warning.
•Yet Ithaqua didn't stop. He leaned on one leg infront of you as he reached out his hand towards you.
•You scatched him beacuse you were scared, you were frantic of people. They've only ever hurt you and your pack. They only tought of themselves. How could he be any different?
•Ithaqua looked at his wounded hand and his brows crooked into a slight frown but he sighed, grabbed your hands and pulled you into his chest. He tightened his grip.
•You struggled, bit him, scratched him, kicked him to free yourself of his grasp but he only clenched you harder, with no sign of wanting to let go.
•You growled and howled but it had no effect. As panick grew you moved more rapidly.
•“Shhh…I'm not going to hurt you.” He said as he snuggled his face into your hair like how your pack interacted with eachother, showing their love and affection.
•You don't know why he did that. Why he tried to make you trust him. Even Ithaqua himself doesn't know. He just knows that he wanted to keep you close to him from the start.
•Your bond gradully became stronger after that.
•He always stays by your side and never leaves you except for matches which he can't do anything about.
•He'll give the death stare to anyone who dares to look at you even with the slightest hints of anguish.
•On the other hand if anyone has the audacity to become a little to friendly with you he'll bark at them to piss off.
•He's an absolute sweetheart to you though.
•He's constantly cuddling with you and kissing you everywhere.
•He always sings you to sleep. Lullabies his mother sang to him. Thoes melodies are very precious to him and him sharing them with you shows how much he loves and trusts you.
•You two always play with eachother like wolf pups. Run around the big yards of the Manor, play hide and seek, and even playfully bite eachother.
•He gets so excited whenever you bite him he's like a child that just got a new toy. He'll be giggling so much it just melts your heart.
•He always takes you to the Manor yards on the weekends to watch the moon together and you two usually fall asleep on the trees.
•On days were the moon is full he'll even howl with you.
•He always cuddles and holds you tightly when sleeping. He'll get his coat and puts in on top of you to keep you warm.
•And if you're scared of the dark, he'll always have his lantern on by your side.
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Naib Subedar
•Naib didn't have a reaction when he saw you. You were just a new guest of the Oletus Manor. Someone who has to play these games like the rest of them.
•He's pretty closed off towards people except for the few friends he has. But that doesn't mean he's mean to anyone and that includes you.
•One day during a match the hunter was chasing you and you got injured. Naib came to help you out a bit and by the end of it the hunter decided to change targets.
•When they were finally gone he wanted to patch you up but you roared at him. I mean you haven't ever interacted with people and you've only seen them while they were trying to hunt you and your pack.
•He wasn't expecting that and he flinched for a second. “I want to help you.” He said. But you couldn't trust him. This is his way of fooling you he doesn't actually want to help.
•That's what you were thinking of but his presence casted a serene aura. He was scary, you felt that energy of his, but that was overshadowed by that tranquility of his.
•You relaxed you shoulders a bit, thinking maybe he's not so bad. But he reached out his hands to you and that scared you a bit so you took a step back and bared your teeth at him.
•“Please we don't have time.” Naib said a bit annoyed, but he tried to keep himself composed. He didn't blame you. He knew trusting people was hard but now is not the time to be hesitant.
•He got on one knee, his hand still hovering waiting for you to take it. “Trust me.” He said. “I'm only trying to help.”
•His ambiance calmed you down bit by bit. Loosening your muscles, you walked towards him and took his hand.
•He guided you to sit and you complied. “It's going to hurt a bit.” Naib said and put disinfectant on your wounds then started to patch you up.
•After that he always looked after you. If you were uncomfortable around someone he'd step in and take you away from them.
•If you were sitting alone he'd drag you along with him. He never let you feel gloomy or feel like you were in danger, because its Naib. Its his instinct to protect. Well that's what he thought. He didn't realize he was developing feelings for you.
•He’d help you read and write so you could have conversations with the others more easily.
•The Manor provides any food you’d like but Naib made you food himself whenever he got the chance because “The food made by the people close to you tastes better.”
•He wants you to feel calm and safe when you’re around him.
•Naib always gets you toys to play with. He loves playing catch with you. Butterflies flutter in his stomach when he sees you run around and laugh happily.
•He scratches behind your ears alot too. He's really good at it and you just fall asleep on his lap.
•Whenever he's on a match and you miss him you go to his closet and take one of his clothes and wear them since they smell like him and it makes you feel like he's with you.
•When he comes back he just sees a little puppy who is curled up and is sleeping with his clothes.
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why-the-heck-not · 9 months
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26.09.23, tuesday
why do I always start doing things with a clear plan but then by the end of the day I’m so so confused and it feels like that (=making myself more confused) is all I actually got done ??
things done today:
5h of focused time (a meeting and coding)
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darabeatha · 1 month
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/ I've noticed that at this point I'm not even writing on any blog anymore, I just come and yell about some blorbo and leave. Rinse and repeat my lieges
#;ooc#ooc#me: -sleeps-#also me: -SUDDENLY JOLTS BACK AWAKE- I haven't expressed my love for x in some time#/usually i would feel pretty guilty about this! but lately i've been zoning out in the sense of just vibing#/im not dropping writting; im just doing something else ! when i feel the inspiration i'll drop by#would like that to come soon; i do miss writting hehe#the power a blorbo can have on a person can be a very profound and moving energy truly-#recently one of my 8376733 m.octezuma fanarts got reblobbed from some artists from aaaall across to japan and#it made me feel so giddy like!!!! no way you also like this one character that isnt even on the game!?#i haven't seen other artists being obsessed over him! he's kind of forgotten in the lb cast; it was so fun reblobbing each other's posts!#we may have a language barrier but we all love m.octe and i find that to be a lil heartwarming moment#it made me thonk;; there are so many ways to bond with people; of connecting in general#even without speaking to someone directly; there is a bond there#like i knew this existed; but experiencing it again makes u go like waow! im not alone ! not in at least one (1) way!#that there are other people out there in this big big world that would enthusiastically talk to you about the same fictional character you-#like; with a lot of love and interest#i've seen people making their own t.ezca and d.aybit plushies and putting them in cute lil clothes#or people posting about museums they got interested on visiting bc they've done a collab with f.go#its all very cute to me#its like the same energy i saw from this tktk where two girls randomly met on the street#and saw that they both had the same ita bag and they got all happy and started laughing together#or that time i was selling my stickers and someone came in and said how glad they were to find h.ypmic stuff!#if hy.pmic is quite niche nowadays; its even more from where i live!#or how excited i get if i meet someone who also plays id.v#its all a cycle of fangirling; pure joy; connections are so important!#important to know that whatever you are facing; that no matter how 'weird' you think you might be; there are a lot of people out there that#are like you and me; and its also why i like roleplaying#its like we all pull our blorbos and talk about them and get excited about it all like dolls#the sweet thing about rping is precisely the part where u connect with others
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opens-up-4-nobody · 7 months
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#love that when ur stressed and having a bad time it makes ur menstrual pain worse so you feel even more awful#like. yes. id love to get things done but unfortunately i need to go home immediately at 2pm bc i feel physically ill. vibes wretched.#im considering sleep here at 6pm but 2 b fair i think i only slept 4hrs last night. woof. tomorrow is gonna b interesting#i think the allergic reacting is abt over now tho. like im not really itchy anymore. the rash is still visible but i think its just dry now#bc of the cold. so was i ever reacting to the tatto0? or was it all the medication? im so interesting in what happened#would i not have had a reaction if i hadn't got a bunch of holes poked in my skin? or was it just a coincidence#that the rash started on that arm? ugh. so frustrating. and i think the psychiatrist forgot to actually book my appointment from when we#last talked so idk. maybe if i watch t4skmaster over and over it will heal my soul#ay. its all very frustrating. and i still dont have fucking autoclave access. fuck off. just give me the fucking key code#i just wanna pour plates 🫗 lol that actually looks a lot like pouring solid media. i dont wanna have to steal someone else's card to open#the door. who even locks up an autoclave??? they didnt at my old school and u could wheel a body into that thing. im pretty sure it was#bigger than this one. also there's another unlocked on on campus. why?! i ask ppl and fucking no one knows. that's just how it is#ugh. i should go to sleep. my tummy hurt#unrelated
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Oh god a contrast to JY x pregnant!reader would be Aventurine x pregnant!reader.....hooooo boy.
You're on birth control, but it's not 100% effective. And he's the one with the good luck. Not you, you think, as you sit in the bathroom with positive pregnancy tests scattered around you.
How will you tell him? What will he do? Should you even tell him?
Omfg there's so many possibilities with this one.
#it depends on what the relationship is. but let's say youre the person aventurine is closest to.#i.e. he sleeps over even tho he knows he has occasional nightmares and u woke up to him having one once#he calls on you and only you when he needs companionship. he hasnt told you his past but you can guess.#so it's weird and undefined and now a child?? oh lord#i think he tells you to get an abortion at first. and hes angry at the situation. especially when you seem like you dont wanna get one#omg and what if this is reader trying to baby trap him. she never knows if hes going to actually stay with her or open up#so she decides to keep the baby bc then he'll be forced to always have /some/ kind of contact with her#i dont think I would go that route but i might make it cross reader's mind#and maybe as time goes on he warms up to the idea and starts coming over more. asks how youre doing. how the baby is#you realize after a few months that you haven't gotten any medical bills and after inquiring it turns out he's been#secretly paying for all of your checkups and appts#you confront him and he tries to brush it off until you ask him if he wants to see ultrasound pictures#the look on his face is one youll never forget. love and adoration and longing but also a terrible fear#he eventually takes a more active role#albeit hes still busy working for the ipc but he does what he can#and when he hears youre in labor he drops everything to go to you. its raining as his child comes into the world and he cant help but weep#as he recites the same thing his mother did to him. looking thru tear-filled eyes at this child with blonde hair just like him#and purple blue eyes#he vows to never leave his child. that theyll never want or need for anything. that he'll always be there#in that moment he feels like the luckiest man alive#(im fucking sobbing as i write this btw)#writing ideas#oh my godddd
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toastsnaffler · 16 days
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wellll everything could be worse.. at least we're not stranded in the arctic for years on end with lead poisoning and a Beast out to get us 😌
#watched another ep of the terror w my roomie.. qhat a stressful show lucky im too zonked so its going over my head#shes alrwady seen so shes trying not to spoil it for me its my first time 😭#i think she might be getting a cold too. so maybe we're both just coming down w smth and thats why we're so tired#not just med crash but the fog was sooo bad i keep not being able to finish sentences and slurring my speech#luckily shes familiar enough to get the gist of what imean when im so out of it anyway so its okkkk#but ahhh..if its bad again tomorrow ill probably still be able to get through movje night i can watch from bed#but might have to miss the gym :-((( we'll see how it goes maybe itll be okay#mayhe ill take 20/20 again on thurs just so i can go.. ah i dont know we'll see we'll see#whenever i hit this stage of tiredness or illness i always just wanna cuddle so bad too ahhhh#tryung to stay focused on qhat shes saying but she kept putti g her hands in her hair and i could smell her nice shampoo#like okayyyy when is itmy turn to stroke your hair im sitting so nicely here#ahhhh okay im crazy im going to sleep#i do need to be brave and ask if we can ljke hug more sometimes or something though ahh i miss being physically affectionate with anyone#and itskind of big for me like verbal affection js nice but im more of a physical person even if i dont allow myself to express it!!!!!#and i just dont want to cross boundaries or anything or get called needy again. but so what if i am needy nothing wrong eith that#anyway to bed before i start embarrassing mysrlf goodnight everyone i love u muah#.diaries
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httpiastri · 2 months
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Falling asleep on Pepe while he’s streaming!!!
?!?! how dare you?!?!!!!!!!!!!! ruined my night (=fixed it)
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