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sun-marie · 1 year ago

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#pillars of eternity spoilers #i reached the endgame of poe a few days ago #and i *think* I've reached the big twist everyone talks about and like #the twist itself is cool bc it fits this world #but as an irl religious person I am so exhausted by the rhetoric surrounding it being present in nearly every game I play recently #why even create your world with [REDACTED] if they're not even gonna be [REDACTED] anyway #it was the same with DAI and I didn't like it then either #and like I'm kinda disappointed with myself I've been really enjoying myself and made it all the way to the endgame #but now I can't bring myself to finish it #not bc it's bad but bc it makes me uncomfy #and that makes me feel like a weenie #but yeah it's not even necessarily poe's fault #bc on it's own I feel like it's fine but the frequency of it with other games is just like. played out. for me.#anyway keeping this vent in a tag post bc I'm probably just being Dramatic #marie speaks

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alpacacare-archive · 2 years ago

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chara fell underground and was brought to “home” (the ruins) by asriel, and only then did monster kind leave home and move into the undergrounds other areas, the royal family moving into new home, which is implied to have been built after the core, since the core is built under it. the core was of course, built by WD Gaster, who was the royal scientist, and therefore worked closely with the royal family.

all of this to say that Gaster is implied to have known chara and asriel.

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#gaster #asriel undertale #chara undertale #sans #papyrus #chara probably thought gaster is a total weenie #and called him nerd constantly #gaster being the most oblivious grown man alive thought it was a compliment #THE HUMAN THINKS OF ME AS SMART ! HOW SWEET OF THEM TO TELL ME THAT ALL THE TIME EVERTIME THEY SEE ME :D #ok stop everything. imagine gaster being asriel and charas tutor #toriel appointing him to help them with the subjects she has less grip on #and gaster being gaster. deciding shit like 'THE BEST WAY TO LEARN ABOUT CHEMICAL REACTIONS IS BY CREATING THEM !'#so they just spent most lessons exploding shit in the forest #im really digging paint lately #i dont feel pressured to make things look perfect when drawing in it hsdhfsd

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westerberg · 1 month ago

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Having da time of my life in North Dakota

#why do they get snow and we don’t 🤬#makes me feel like a weenie….

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byanyan · 20 days ago

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rolls around on the floor........ so anyway, i failed my attempt to fix my sleep schedule... now i'm just gonna try waking up a bit earlier every day until i feel at least somewhat like a human being ashjfgds

#went to take the zzzquil last night.... then had the thought 'oh i should make sure this doesn't have interactions with any of my meds'#turns out there is a (rare) interaction so i backed out :x #still managed to sleep a little earlier!! and wake up a little earlier!!!#.......but i'm really bad at forcing myself to get up with an alarm so it wasn't nearly as early as i wanted #and then my brain was really smelly about doing anything... so i did my laundry went for a walk and played my dumb hyperfixation games #(i am still playing my hyperfixation games it is actually a fucking problem at this point)#but yeah!! i just!!!! idfk #i'm gonna stop saying i'm gonna do anything on a certain day bc that just adds pressure to my weenie brain and makes me wanna do it less #gonna just see how i feel and do things as i feel like/as i have motivation and/or energy #it's v hard to work urself back into a structured schedule when u've lived a very unstructured life for like a decade...........#(i did this to myself)#(but i blame my autistic burnout for being the thing that's fucked me up over and over for 2 entire decades akjsfhds)#(.........i'm drunk. ignore me i just. feel bad for the absence/lack of dm replies so i wanted to make a note idk idk jklashfds)#(now i'm just crying over all ur sweet tags on my promo 🥺🥺)#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.

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justghostthings · 1 year ago

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I've been sorta seeing someone lately n I think I'm gonna officially ask them to be my partner soon

#aa!! weve been friends for a bit and i didnt start hanging out w them w romantic interest but #they make me so happy and i just genuinely love being around te #them #we havent talked about whats going on yet but i have no interest in pursuing 'other options'#im preemptively making them a hand stamped necklace w their nickname for me on it #for when i ask to be their partner #havent felt this good about someone in a while i have very high hopes #rambles #last time they came over we spent 13 hours together and ended the day cuddling in my bed #and they were like holding my face and doing the thumb rub thing #i didnt kiss them bc im worlds biggest weenie but #aaa!!! i just wanted to talk about them somewher #it feels so healing

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sucktacular · 10 days ago

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Am I insane for being annoyed when ppl message you for something on marketplace, you finally see their message after like an entire day because you've been busy or asleep, and the messages just read like "hi I'll pick up today.", "Is this still available?", "?"

Like I'm SLEEPING bro I'm sorry but also leave me alone idc anymore keep your money

#sucktacular sucks #idk its mostly probably me but the message after message and then the singular ? is like #naw idc about making $10 anymore leave me ALONE #like im gonna say its 50/50 on like that is actually annoying/im being a weenie ass #im a terrible person to list shit on marketplace... cuz like i would gladdly sell all my shit in one go #or like the day or two after #but its always a week later 10 ppl message about the same item and it slike #idk come on.... lets coordinate with my shitty brain better #i need to just get onto poshmark or some shit where i can just ship things out whenever #cuz tbh dealing with the hell in my brain of having to meet someone face to face to make $5-$10 MULTIPLE TIMES #kinda jsut sucks #but also i need cash so its stupid of me to complain #this is a personal problem i know i know #i feel bad about it but also............ ppl on marketplace are so often rude and annoying tbh #like the amount of ppl ive had like send me weird passive aggressive messages just is deranged #shout out to that one guy that never heard back from me because he just sent a single message saying #'useless' cuz i didnt respond in 8 hours (was sleeping cuz my schedule is sleep during the day)#im so sorry to my girlies that are like this.#mutuals id be the most patient for you and it wouldnt cost me a singular social energy #random ppl being rude i will bite you and never respond back #im the problem but also... u_u i knows it and idk what to say

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bylertruther · 2 years ago

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moodboard for when you lose the idgaf war. or something. again

#when i started this post there was no one online so like. can u guys turn around or smth -_-#anyway. feeling like a chump like a weenie like a marshmallow that's dissolving in someone's hot chocolate feeling very um . Feely #and tht isn't said in a self-deprecating way bc there's nothing wrong with being a sensitive person i'm jus. yk. saying tht it's not always #very fun. like i would very much rather feel like a toasty marshmallow being smushed in a delicious s'more rn but instead i'm trying to #express in the least vulnerable way possible tht i've felt a series of human emotions in quick succession tht make my heart beat funny #bc i think if i were to be any more open abt tht then i would likely disintegrate and i mean tht in the most normal I'm Okay way ever 👍#and i jus think tht it Sucks tht u can be earnest n true n it won't matter bc if someone doesn't engage with u in good faith then there is #simply literally nothing that you can do but go ''Okay 👍''#like. goes taut n keels over dead like a cartoon character. then reanimates bc i'm not done #that is just The Worst!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wdym!!!!!!#it should be enough. it should be but it isn't and i'm a little marshmallow melting in someone's drink they're stirring me and #i'm turning into foam like . There Has Got To Be Another Way Out Other Than Through Bro someone grab my collar and drag me out #this bitch like a cat on a leash someone hold their hands out or smth i just . *)%*^76)*%$^)%*43^rty)*%6$)6578^$%(*8796gk@$)*%$#it will be ok . it will 👍

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leon-on-the-froggy-chair · 1 year ago

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ranting abt personal life stuff because i have fRUSTRATIONS, to be deleted.

I love being treated like an annoyance because of my stances on companies and brands and my choices to not purchase or support my friends/family in purchasing from them and getting told off about how I'm a poseur and should put my energy into something more important and how I'm cringe. By mfs who cant live without buying chic fil a and starbucks and then TELLING ME like

bruh. dawg.

OOoOOo how dare i dont wanna eat mid chicken and prefer to make coffee at home

#Treating me like im narcissistic and guilt tripping everyone because i just choose not to buy those things #like i AINT EVEN IN THEIR FACES LIKE “HEY DONT BUY THAT” I SHOULD BE BUT IM NOT BECAUSE IM A WEENIE AND EVEN STILL #like bro it aint about me thats the whole POINT #its worse they act like im doing it for diet culture and to make them feel bad about their eating like hHHH #it isnt about eating fast food or drinking sugary drinks i like those things what i dont like is what they do with the money #oh or they tell me how boycotting is basically evil and im disrespecting minimum wage workers and ruining their jobs like ??????#i hate to express frustrations like these because its NOT ABOUT how I feel but like #I'm just so frustrated with people around me lmao and the attitudes bouncing around in this echochamber.#some people want to say or do ANYTHING to discourage mfs from boycotting #personal ramblings #im tired so this probably makes no sense but like #yeah

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my-gf-is-kazuichi-soda · 1 year ago

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In regards to the "mechanical limbs" headcanon I see commonly with SDR2 characters...

Has anyone made any non-Despair AU lore around it (it can still be killing game, just non-Despair)? Any positive, non-triggering lore I can look into to build positive associations around it?

SDR2 spoilers and tw: talk of sexual assault/corpse desecration under the cut

I've been embarrassed to admit it, but that's a headcanon that triggers me because of the SDR2 lore. What Junko said at the end of the game, about the Despair sexually violating her corpse and stealing her body parts, squicked me out so much it made me avoid anything with associations to missing/replacement body parts in the SDR2 fandom, including mechanical limb Kaz (I can be okay with mechanical limb Nagito though).

But I hate to have such an averse reaction to what is essentially a physical disability headcanon. It doesn't have to make Kaz an assaulter, corpse desecrator, or anything else to have a mechanical arm, and I really hate that this is what my mind jumps to when I see it. I promise, in any fandom other than SDR2, the sight of mechanical limbs wouldn't trigger me in the slightest, but in this fandom with SDR2 specifically I immediately think of the gross stuff Junko said. I'd like to de-canon that stuff in my head so I can train my brain to stop being bothered by the mechanical limbs headcanon because of how much it is everywhere.

I also hate that this whole thing makes me feel like a weenie. I get that I'm in a fandom where for most people went through in their edgy teen phase. Also I can imagine several people forgot about the origins of this specific headcanon after 10+ years of being in the fandom (which is absolutely fine). Even if they didn't, we all have different thresholds of dark themes, and there's some I can tolerate, but this one happened to get to me on a personal level.

#sdr2 #danganronpa 2 goodbye despair #a post in which I am a little vulnerable about stuff that makes me feel like a weenie but I'm hoping to come out of this stronger

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arvadthecursed · 2 years ago

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this is so dumb but there's a mobile game ad on here that shows a wolf getting bit by a snake and it makes me SO SAD 😭 I hate seeing animals in pain at all, even if it's just a stupid bad mobile game ad on this hellsite

#millie says #im a weenie #i cant watch nature shows bc they make me sad 😭😭😭 like i know its nature. but. i am a crybaby #im gonna go give bug a kiss to make myself feel better

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boomerang109 · 1 year ago

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#Like. i need a new mindset around weed cause I’m genuinely trying to demonize my actions cause like ‘ahhh drugs on a Thursday night’ but #genuinely this is a magical experience #because I was gonna lay in bed all night being SO MAD at my body for not working and being upset that I was tired and in pain #and instead I said well fuck. if I can’t do the homework I want because my body hurts anyway. might as well take weed #and I took 2.5mg of weed and 5mg of cbd. like that is a teeny tiny eeny weeny amount #and yes I can still feel my headache but mostly I’m disassociated from it. mostly I’m floating in the sky feeling calm and serene. and I’m #just reading fic. honestly haven’t even been enjoying it much although I think I just found one with some promise #but just. resting and being in bed with a calm mind rather than doing work and focusing on all the things I have to do.#weed turns my brain off and truly nothing else can. and I appreciate that. i truly need the unravel time. v #i act like it’s so noble to stay sober and make myself suffer but sometimes taking drugs is the only way for me to function and that’s okay #that’s not addict behavior that’s chronic pain #boom blogs high

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redfish-blu · 6 months ago

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Um shoutout to this dude I’m shadowing we’re taking samples of plants in this nursery thing and it’s Fucking Pouring out 💀 he’s letting me wait in the car but he is out there. How much are they paying this dude because he’s about to show up back to work looking like Davey Jones Locker.

#Way to make me feel like weenie hut junior 😭 but also I don’t want to be soaked so like. Thanks man

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redlionknc · 10 months ago

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Love Stardew, hate the damn dolls :(

#I feel like such a weenie over being freaked out by them but I can’t help it :(#The yellow strange doll is definitely the worst #Not counting the cursed mannequin of course #Tbh I threw it out the moment I picked it up that’s not something I can handle I don’t think #I have vanilla tweaks installed but I don’t have it enabled #Overall I guess I do like the look of the vanilla tweaks dolls better but the ancient doll not having a face gives me the heebie jeebies #But the rounded look to them makes them more cartoony and more palatable ig #Are you normal or are you scared of dolls to the point of nausea?

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liberty-spiked · 1 year ago

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i've seen a different duck species hanging in the river recently and my need to know about our local water birds is increasing a lot.

#we got a fuckton of herons around and they just hang close to the rivers edge sometimes so you can see them really well #and that makes me so excited those are the biggest birds around here with storcks and our teeny weeny cutie falcons and kites #my gf is always amazed when i can tell her what kind of bird we see and that makes me feel gay-competent #like look at that great tit over there!! SPARROWS EVERYWHERE!!! 6 magpies bullying a crow #i love birds they have cute little faces and run like dinosaurs #my posts

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