#Like. i need a new mindset around weed cause I’m genuinely trying to demonize my actions cause like ‘ahhh drugs on a Thursday night’ but
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#Like. i need a new mindset around weed cause I’m genuinely trying to demonize my actions cause like ‘ahhh drugs on a Thursday night’ but#genuinely this is a magical experience#because I was gonna lay in bed all night being SO MAD at my body for not working and being upset that I was tired and in pain#and instead I said well fuck. if I can’t do the homework I want because my body hurts anyway. might as well take weed#and I took 2.5mg of weed and 5mg of cbd. like that is a teeny tiny eeny weeny amount#and yes I can still feel my headache but mostly I’m disassociated from it. mostly I’m floating in the sky feeling calm and serene. and I’m#just reading fic. honestly haven’t even been enjoying it much although I think I just found one with some promise#but just. resting and being in bed with a calm mind rather than doing work and focusing on all the things I have to do.#weed turns my brain off and truly nothing else can. and I appreciate that. i truly need the unravel time. v#i act like it’s so noble to stay sober and make myself suffer but sometimes taking drugs is the only way for me to function and that’s okay#that’s not addict behavior that’s chronic pain#boom blogs high
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