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unfortunately being in the military runs in my family all the way back to my distant ancestors because for some reason we seem to have a really strong genetic predisposition to go die in battle fever. fortunately i managed to control this dark urge by getting into war history instead.
#🐉#its kind of ridiculous how many of my relatives woke up one day and were like oh fuck i need to die in a war NOW#and suddenly signed up for military service after years of being normal
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Modern au with a strong theme of Hiccup coping with his leg better than all the people around him and it's low key pissing him off
#hiccup haddock#what.. im not projecting#anyways woke up w a shit ton of notes n ideas for my modern au i dont remember writinf so thats cool#rotbtd modern au#i feel like he'd be more traumatized from [undecided event that caused the injury] than the fact he had an amputation#and would be obviously frustrated about such major changes in the way he does things but#itd be different than the like conern (pity) other ppl show#he makes a leg joke and stoick just looks at him sadly/uncomfortably or ppl stare like 'do i laugh or..?'#(obviously. people generally dont make jokes abt their disabilities out loud if theyre not okay with you laughing 😭)#the point is the way hes treated would be wildly different in a modern au especially one not taking place on berk#my aus#moth.txt#lots more thoughts on this n the feelings he will have (in a fic i may or may not write) but im struggling to articulate them#mainly is the frustration though. frustration with yourself but moreso how the people around you suddenly change their behavior due#to your disability and Not in a good way.#the balance between learning to accept help and coming to terms with it but also not#letting people coddle you or making sure they know when they overstep#etc etc etc. like i said: struggling to articulate it but its just a very specific Feeling#httyd modern au#deyas dragons
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at that point in life where i know i deserve a ripped, tall, dark-haired, and handsome dude to fold me in half
#can he have tattoos like sukuna pretty please#and suguru's long hair#i deserve it#this also applies to johnny he provoked this with those maldives pics#helpf how do i get a gymrat boyfie its urgent !!!!!!#i feel like im gong insane#woke up and suddenly craved meaty arms#absabsabs#pecs#am i#ovulating#?????? literally wont accept any less than this i desevre a HOT man that is lowkey mean to others but has a soft spot for me and spoils me#nd calls me princess oh so sweetly while he fucks me gOOD#HDHJSJJWJSJ tgis js bad#im going insaaaaane#is this the frontal lobe speaking#bc i used to be into tall men yes but make it lanky#now i want a MAN#MEAT#MUSCLES#literally foaming at the mouth#send helpfpf
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When you kinda wanna ask what you did to upset someone but also bothering them when they clearly don't want anything to do with you atm feels pushy OTL
#av speaks#like i have no earthly idea what i did genuinely#one day things were great and then i woke up the next day and they weren't?#and they clearly want space from me so im like#im not going to infringe on that by bothering#its just weird and upsetting to see someone clearly like#suddenly drop you like a hot stone#when nothing else seems to have changed#idk#tbd probably im just whining
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good news: my girlfriends salt pills seem to be helping me manage some of the more debilitating dysautonomia symptoms. bad news: I have to take fucking salt pills
#txt#my heart rate still goes up high but it seems to keep me from getting really dizzy and uncomfortable#still coming to terms with this btw. its surreal how suddenly i woke up and now i cant walk like i used to
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Realised it’s @khoc-week so even though I don’t have the energy to do it daily have this I did a while ago but never posted.
Arxeht my beloved. They came to me in a dream where I was a replica (of multiple people but looked most like Vidar) made by apprentice Nort/Xemnas, who was the fifteenth member of the organisation and also had my knowledge of hit video games Kingdom Hearts and kept getting randomly thrown through space and time.
#khocweek2024#kh oc#kh ocs#kingdom hearts oc#kingdom hearts original character#Arxeht#blue boi draws#kingdom hearts#kh#Arxeht my beloved I love them#Apprentice Nort started making them to help figure out memories and based them on people he’d get glimpses of in dreams#but he got distracted and only came back and finished them/woke them up around the beginning of Days after Xion#meaning they are theoretically younger then Xion and Roxas but with the way they act and view the others they’re older#they woke up sorta all at once unlike Roxas and Xion. they also have basic knowledge about General Like that the kiddos lack#also their knowledge of how the game plays out is from the perspective of someone who played the games.#like they’d know the ‘press triangle for Sora’ meme and the differences between CoM and ReCoM and refer to time periods by their game name#also VERY AWARE that most kh games are tragedies and desperately trying to change that despite not really having the power to do so#Arxeht is shit at fighting but is saved from getting injured by any time they’re about to get hit it triggers a jump through time/space#and the jumps can be really far and in fast succession. they start a jump in twilight town and are thrown through Daybreak Town#and like two other worlds until they settle and fef a chance to breathe. its handy because they wont die but jumps can happen#in the middle of a conversation or while they’re trying to get somewhere in particular and then suddenly they’re ten years in the past#in a whole different world. it sucks.#can you tell the dream they came from was a stress dream? 90% of what I remember from it was running around trying to get to Xion and Roxas#and keep them safe. the other 10% was the org not knowing what to think of Arx and Xemnas being weird#Arxeht is heart + x in a reflection of Xehanort being no heart + x btw. that did not come from the dream I made it awake#Xemnas was weird he had a very distant vaguely amused view on everything Arxeht was doing I don’t think he ever thought of them as a threat#unlike Xigbar who was concerned which is fair because Arxeht knew he was Luxu and about MoM and stuff#the time jumps can get really long as well but tend to avoid kh era?? days onwards and bbs and before is fair game but they dont actually#meet Sora until kh2.#their main power is information. they know who people are and what’s going on and they are constantly trying to tell people during the
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Seeing some real backlash towards the Acolyte online.
#star wars#disney#disney star wars#the acolyte#star wars the acolyte#ok i really think the only critique ive seen is just homophobia#like#why are you using star wars just to be homophobic#and why is it suddenly woke#its been woke for years#its been woke since the beginning#how ignorant do you have to be to have missed that#havent you seen discrimination in star wars#and didnt you realise that it was bad#because thats the point#how did you fucking miss that
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i may be the stupidest person alive
so im afraid of bugs right. and there was a HUGE bug in my apt today and i freaked out and spent like 5 minutes trying to get it out. and after i got it out i thought it might be a hornet so i googled pictures of hornets to compare. but what i didnt consider was that a close-up picture of a hornet would scare the shit out of me. so i pull up the picture and freak out again and threw my phone across the room instinctively. so i gave up on finding out what kind of bug it was and started doing something else. THEN 10 minutes later i open my phone to find out i never actually closed the picture of the hornet so i got scared AGAIN and throw my phone again. and i just realized that when i threw my phone i still didnt close the picture so ive been scared to open it again bc i dont wanna see it
#this story actually omits the fact that the bug got in TWICE#i dont even know where it came from#i woke up this morning and it was buzzing around the living room#so i get it out. then a couple hours later im sitting on the couch and it suddenly just fucking appears right next to my head#and it was HUGE. like 2 inches long#and it FLEW#big spiders scare the shit out of me and they cant even fly. this motherfucker is terrorizing me#i got it out through the front door both times#and like 10 minutes after the second time i see it AGAIN. flying into the door trying to get back in#anyways ive now changed clothes and tied my hair back bc every time something brushes against my skin i think its the bug and i scream
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Anyone who has advice om how to like... talk regularly with a person you don't really know how to talk to?
Long story short, my dad has once again complained that I "never call him", and I want to try and do it more often. The thing is I never know what the hell to say to him cause anything interesting that happens in my life is stuff he wouldn't understand.
So, what the hell do I talk about with a person who can't relate to me at all? 😅
I can ask him how he's doing, and I can talk about my birds, but... that's it. Anything beyond that is either too niche to explain to him (he'd get a concussion trying to understand what editing even is, for example, lol) or something personal I do NOT want him to know about.
Also, FYI, please don't feel bad for my dad. Our sucky relationship is 100% his fault, but a narcissistic alcoholic wouldn't understand that, so 😂
#papa sky#papa sky is good at guilt tripping#but then i remember shit he did to me as a kid and i feel better#like when he took my phone from me at 11 years old when we were visiting his parents without my mom because he didn't want me to call my mo#yeah he put it out of reach for me on a top shelf#so i couldn't call my mom when i woke up from a nightmare and he was suddenly gone in the middle of the night to go drinking#when i used my grandparents phone to call her crying my grandpa called me rude#which on its own doesn't sound bad but i was a very well-behaved kid and had never been scolded or called names#mama sky was furious#and then dad blamed me#cause how dare i be a kid who had a nightmare and wanted comfort from my dad when he wanted to go drinking
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tha terf paradox of promoting acceptance of oneself's biological nature and not changing it for societal ideologies but then turning around and criticizing any person that has a different perception of their biological nature that doesn't immediately enter the "male or female" binary hmmm,,,,
#berry.rambles <3#does this make sense#like#ok cool. lets remind women that just because they're gnc doesnt mean that they have to transition (which isnt a malevolent idea at all imo)#but then the second a gnc woman (that's consciously aware that society sees her as a woman) decides to go by she/they or anything else#she's suddenly the woke version of not like other girls???#HUH#what does that even mean#do you people realize that some women just dont really care about the language used when they're talked about#like its not a “distancing myself” from femalehood (??) thing its literally coming to terms with the fact that language is not rigid#i go by any pronouns because i literally dont care#im a girl i know that#but im not gonna flip out if you call me he or they or she or it#like i have bigger problems didya think about that for a second!!!#this idea that any kind of personal uniqueness/individualism is ALWAYS patriarchy-related is so???? yes the patriarchy doesnt care but#why shouldnt we care about what the women feel too???#its so insane how they'll talk about eliminating the patriarchy/distancing themselves from it to weaken it#but then the second a woman talks about her unique experiences as a female and how it differs from other women's#they jump into her comments/reblogs talking about “yeah sure whatever but remember you'll always be seen as nothing but a female”#“men don't care about that so you might as well not even view yourself as unique or different from other women”#“patriarchy doesn't care about (insert gnc/trans thing) cause you're still female”#literally using the patriarchy as an excuse to lump all women into a monolith#i dont wanna be with other women#some of you are dumb!!!#traditionalists. conservatives. zionists. religious women. liberal women. libertarians. nationalists. some of you are vile im not gonna lie#some women reject class consciousness as women#thats on them#some women think that their societal condition is natural. thats on them unless they change.#you'll never get everybody on your team#which is why instead of yapping about this nonbinary person or that he/him lesbian
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Is lag a thing in the worldbuilfing for hunger au? Ive seen some fics describe it as areas of the world/anomalies where time seems to slow down, and i was curious if u have any thoughts? :o
I think lag in this case would be considered more of a server glitch than anything else-- so not something thats super common, and not necessarily caused by the kind of things it would be in the game irl!! I'd go as far to say that modded worlds are probably more prone to it, especially if they feature heavy code changes
Additionally i think lag in hunger au is like, less that time seems to slow down and more that the gravity in specific areas is suddenly a LOT stronger, and weighs you down a ton so everything feels like moving through molasses. I'd imagine its an absolute pain in the ass to fix, although not very harmful, just hellishly annoying 😂😂😂😂
#shouting speaks#asks#hunger au#minecraft worldbuilding#i just woke up so hopefully that makes sense!!!#my thought for this is like. to fix it you'd have to go thru the server code line by line to check for any glitches and smooth them out#and also like. lag probably only rarely pops up only a single area its probably spread throughout the server in different locations#pov ur lugging a shulker and suddenly everything weighs 10x more than it did that would be HELL#txt
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update: finished all of my assignments on tuesday night. forever. im actually really done with school. i graduate on saturday omggggggggg
im so fucking burnt out. it will probably be a while before im like. okay again lmfao at least as far as drawing. i miss it but wowzers. i dont have it in me.
but anyway rrraaaaaahhhhhhh graduation rraaaaahhhhhhhhh
#watch i’ll suddenly be inspired to draw just bc i said i wont#👀👀👀 save me reverse psychology#im so tired fr#and relieved#it took me 7.5 years to get my fuckin…. bachelors degree jfc#granted 2 of those years i was dropped out so its actually 5.5 but still#good god#i took forever as if i had the money to do it#actually shout out to me qualifying for grants once i turned 24 and no longer went off my parents income ayyoooooooo#my student loans arent even in my new name so basically i think that means i dont have to pay them /s#anybody got 60k USD they dont need or want lying around?#who tryna buy feet pics#jk jk... unless?#does anybody read my tags#i swear i put some good shit in here#jk its all garbage#i love this stupid website hehe its like ooohh bonus content#you thought the post was over. no it isnt.#n e wayz ive been awake for far too long bc my stupid brain woke me up early and didnt wanna go back to sleep#rude#uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bye
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This game continues to make me obsessed with this guy
#the WINGS#i love#kee speaks#(going to talk about spoilers for this guy now)#but this scene fam#backup though cause i was just ranting to the Person of Interest about this last night#cause i have this character up to level 8 bond but have only had a couple opportunities to flirt with him#but others that ive flirted with just to get them in a better mood are up to like 'longing glances' tier at level 2#but this guys at level 8 and says 'allied assassin' like come on bro#but anyways this scene started with one of the other companions getting to his room before me and his demon had taken control#so the wings i think were because of the demon taking over and during the conversation his eyes were glowing pink#managed to distract the demon until Lucanis 'woke up' and took control again#so it was all good again and i got to flirt with him and he leaned in to kiss but suddenly said he needed some air and fled#which like ok valid your demon just took you over for a few minutes but come on man just smooch#😭😭#also two other companions that i havent flirted with are now flirting with each other and its fucking adorable
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I've always wanted to wake up from a dream laughing and I just did but I realized after I woke up that I have missed a million social cues :((((((((((((((((( it wasn't even funny idk why I couldn't stop giggling. I dont even giggle irl.
#this also may have been a separate dream#i was in this big aquarium swimming and walking around. it was like. you could swim in a lot of the exhibit and interact with the animals#i had some sort of mission and i also found a baby seal who i picked up and was carrying around as i wandered around#eventually i ended up in this little nook that had one of the adult seals/walrusess? so i let the baby go but the adult was not into it and#i heard someone day something like “aw he still has hope”#theres this kid that works at the aquarium and i tell him to come with me for some reason. its around this time i realize this is some movie#the kids boss is like “next time you leave your post you gotta dive out”#and im worried a bit allready sbout him leavin his post with the adult walrus up there.#then suddenly the glass starts breaking everywhere. like one crack then the whole aquarium starts falling apart#and the kid seems a bit worried.#as were all evacuating i decide that its my fault. because the walrus must have been ramming the glass while the kid wasnt watching.#i remember thinking about how this was a movie or something and feeling really dumv#then yhe dream was over snd there was s recap??? in like drawing form and it showed the main character (me) putting a bomb in the center of#the aquarium in some sort of well or something. so. i guess it really was completely my fault in a different way than i thought#then later im at some sort of party or something and then i leave the party for another party or something? and i feel really bad sn#and socially innept the entire time. the person who i think i reconize we start talking and theyre like the first person whos nice to me#and were talking about following eachother on Instagram? or somth#while their scrolling i see a video eith one of my old friends and shes on the news? the headline is like “me and cathy snd the murder#victim...“ or something. and im like ”hey thats my friend“ and the person just shuts their phone off.#any ways so this person lets me hitch a ride with them back to the original party. they get out of the uber super early but its the right#house and the tell the driver that hes lost and the DRIVER gets out. so im like oh i guess this is their car??#and so they drive up to the drive way and three more people start getting in the car and theyre like putting stuff in the trunk#and talking about where to sit and i just start giggling.#and im still trying to participate like i offer to sit in the middle. theres already someone sitting at the front but he gets out and#everytime someone says anything i start giggling??? and like its sunny and everyone is very attractive in a way that o just found so funny#and then eventually two of then run over to this like panel dash board yhing that on a wall outside and like messing with it opening the#glove box and stuff and i just wake up#and immediately upon waking. well first i was like “teehee. i woke up from giggling” then i thought about it and i was like “oh. i was#take the front seat :(#dream log
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woke up randomly in the night and my flatmate is in the bathroom so I can't go pee and immediately go back to sleep incident 7493 dead 19923 casualties
#GIRL PLEASE ITS BEEN 15 MINS. I NEED TO FALL BACK ASLEEP STAT I HAVE TO BE UP FOR WORK IN 3 HOURS. EMERGENCY!!!!!#ik shes not working today so she can do whatever with her schedule but i cant fall asleep again until i peeeee#and the longer im awake the harder it is for me to fall asleep. and ive been so fucking tired latelt already come on 💔💔#actually come to think of it the reason i woke up so suddenly is probably cuz i heard her door slamming#which is fine she can move around the flat whenever she likes. not like shed stop for me anyway. but hurry tf up in there#whats she DOING. if shes taking a bath or showering im fucked. maybe i should just piss in the kitchen sink lmao#UGHHHHH.#.diaries#well all we can do is wait. man im gonna feel like so much shit at work today :(
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There are days where I want a knee brace or a cane and this is one of those days. My right knee... it hurts...
#aria rants#i was about to say that i dont even know why but tbf i do... i do know why... lack of exercise 😔#since the days been colder now ig i can start exercising again! but ack... not rn tho... its so random too like my knee was okay#when i woke up! was even able to take a bath comfortably without any pain but after a few hours it suddenly started hurting#that i cant even walk on it properly so now ive just been dragging it across the house. its always my right knee...#dont wanna buy a knee brace or cane rn tho cuz tbf my knee doesnt hurt too frequently for it so its not a priority#but it would be nice to still have it in the future for days like these cuz maaaaaan knee pain... troublesome...
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