#and sometimes what you feel is disgust
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transientchaos · 5 months ago
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ACAB includes Tereesz Machejek
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freyadragonlord · 1 month ago
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Finished Heavenly Tyrant and my first comment is.........
......... Qin Zheng was WAY too funny for how much he sucked. Made me feel so conflicted.
Anyways, Heavenly Tyrant is an amazing book, highly reccomend!!!
Power to the people ✊️
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deltaruminations · 1 year ago
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what if gaster in a future chapter calls out the audience for speculating so much about him. the guy canonically has some amount of access to Real Life Social Media. like i started this mostly as a joke but there are definitely some real metanarrative opportunities for a character with recklessly curious impulses, and possibly a fragile sense of self, having nearly limitless access to streams of debate over whether or not he’s a bastard. rude to talk about someone who’s listening etc
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soggy-fishsticks · 1 month ago
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there's a lot of reasons why I don't like sefikura as a genuine ship (have mercy on me) but why does every sefikura fanart/fic read like this:
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megatraven · 6 hours ago
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got into a fight with my mom yippeeee
#meg speaks#feeling. super.#and all because she has that dumb as shit mindset of#'well you havent had [thing i dont like] for years so you dont know if you still don't like it or not'#newsflash. i do still know that i don't like it. i haven't liked it since i was like. fucking 6 years old. every time i have tried it since#i have fucking HATED it#every time she forced me to try it again it was disgusting to me.#i dont like it. i haven't liked it in a long LONG time. over 20 years of hating it#sometimes she would sit me at the table and make me stay there until i tried it again.#me telling her that she would do that is what upset her#because HER mom did that to HER and she HATED IT. and swore she would never do it to her kids.#but i fucking remember sitting at the dinner table an hour or more after everyone else had finished and cleaned up#and how she would get angry with me if i just trashed my plate without trying it#she wasn't anywhere as bad as her mom. but she still did it to me too.#and just like her mom she denies having ever done it.#and thinks i'm crazy and that i don't remember what happened and that im just saying it to upset her.#but im not. it happened to me. she did it to me. and it's her fault that she's upset over this because she's the one#who can't let it go. that i don't like this food.#it would be so so so SO easy to just accept that i don't like it. we wouldn't have had the argument if she would have accepted it.#but she never will. and i'm getting to be too old now to be talked to like i'm 4 years old.
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gilgil-machine · 1 year ago
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I wish some people never had access to internet at all...
TW assault, TW r*pe
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angelnumber27 · 6 months ago
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Tulips by Sylvia Plath
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coldforestnight · 7 months ago
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I <3 how on the first viewing of stoker it's impossible to tell what India actually feels for uncle Charlie right up until she shoots him through the neck
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quillkiller · 1 year ago
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sometimes i think yall must be lying when you’re thirsting after a real existing man
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procrastinationaccount · 12 days ago
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Production of American Psycho where all the instrumental tracks are just played from yt or spotify and Bateman goes on semi-scripted tangents about each product, and a few nonsensical ads for poisons industrial weapons etc are sprinkled in with increasing frequency as it goes on. Also all the songs are different because I fucking hate what they did with that show.
#I'm in the camp of the book is interesting the movie's great the musical blows chunks#When you have a song called 'you are what you wear' sung by the two main high-society women and their guests#and Bateman enters the party without getting his own verse or even joining in. nd Bateman enters the party#In fact is busy calling Jean in a moment played as sweet or smth because he calls her peasant clothes acceptable and asks her out#you have lost the plot are you fucking kidding me#He doesn't really consider himself a god and he absolutely isn't one. He tries cooking human sausage and fails at it and cries about it#He pulls a dumb prank on his fiance right before breakup. He does dogshit doodles and fills out a crossword with MEAT BLOOD BONE. Unserious#They give Jean a song about how nice it could be to settle down with him. Bitch that's the Hamptons era with Evelyn and guess how that goes#Having his spree when he gets back be countless bodies just writhing beneath him while he sings a power song...disgusting. Repugnant.#And having him make a public scene right at the beginning and implying the homeless man to be his first victim is so fucking stupid#And I swear I hate how they do Louis so much. Feels like we're supposed to be laughing at him#And his confession coming from guilt over Jean? Bitch what are we doing here. What story are we trying to tell?#At points it feels like he's supposed to be even more of a monster who sees himself above all of humanity than in the book or the film#And at points more of a tragic figure than the fuck has any right to be. Where's the satire?#Anyway. On a positive note I got this idea from watching a small (coincidentally 80s-themed) production of Hadestown#and I really liked it overall but sometimes the tracks had awkward blips in between. Not their fault tiny tech issue didn't really detract#But I do think it could be interesting as an artistic choice to go to the logical conclusion of like#using music from a platform where access to art is so openly mediated(?) by commerce. Just not paying for the premium#american psycho
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stinkrascal · 9 months ago
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ok sorry i had to rant for a bit but im back to loving the world now. i love u world i love u ppl in my phone yayyyyyy 🐬🐬🐬🐬
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moe-broey · 2 days ago
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Wwhy did I get hit w the infinite nightmare loop last night. Triandra girl are you mad at me 😢😥
#this is a joke but like. now i'm wondering about the logistics actually. bc if you're me#you would be inclined to ask mani what the fuck is your problem!!!!!!!!!#i have this really not at all baked like it's still cookie dough hc. that triandra/plumeria CAN'T#be the sole deliverers of nightmares like. idk maybe it's a chicken or the egg type thing#where peony says (castle dialogue) that the dream realm only exists BECAUSE people dream#and we know (? i think?) that time flows differently in there. so. with enough bullshit Maybe.#but tbh. like?? maybe it was just freyr and freyja who made it possible for dreams to occur? chicken or egg style again.#and the fairies were given more direct roles. in actually delivering dreams. but aren't solely responsible for Every Single One.#it's a mindfuck as usual but my main point is i think mani Doesn't have any unique agency/power or control.#it has enough power as you would when lucid dreaming. maybe. to varying degrees depending on the circumstances#it can pull from moe's subconscious/memories/feelings but it can't really like. well!#now i get stuck again bc that is comfirmed how triandra and plumeria do their thing! they pull from what's already in there#and ofc my ass wants to add more nuance. wants to add that plum/tri are unreliable narrators about it#bc both are traumatized and emotionally stunted. also inclined to trust whatever freyja says is true#and i think she's an unreliable narrator as well. both intentional/unintentionally due to her own issues.#and i also want to add in the nuance of like. how ocd works essentially. ESP in regards to plumeria#where sometimes what's 'there' is more reflective of an obsessive compulsive fear/disgust response#vs a person's 'desires'. and plum being so traumatized and sheltered herself would NOT know the difference.#STRAYING. but my point is! i FEEL like. mani has to work in a fundamentally different way than tri/plum#on account of like. not being alfar. and being something psychologically Odd about moe specifically.#then again a lot of my book 4 lore is 'it just works.' LMFAOO 😅 i WANT it to make sense.#but to be so real. the logostics behind it. are very it just works. bc it has to.#moe lore
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moonchild-in-blue · 2 months ago
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You know, one thing that helps me with not over-indulging is getting the cheaper/crappier version. Bootleg treat, if you will.
I'm usually pretty good with pacing myself when it comes to snacks, EXCEPT if they are sweet. Literally any given snack - has chocolate? I'll be consuming. Which obviously is not great, cus too much sugar = very very bad. But I also can't *not* have it in the house, cus if that choice is taken from me, I'll most certainly over-indulge at the next opportunity.
What I find works for me, is to get the less tasty (often cheaper) version of stuff. Really craving some Nutella? Get the off-brand one. Chocolate chip cookies? Stay away from your favourites and buy the generic version.
9 out of 10 time they will still be delicious enough to satisfy the craving, but not enough to tempt me into binge snacking. That's the best way I found for me to keep things balanced (since I have the self-control of a famished beast). Forced discipline 💪
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karokawwo · 5 months ago
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i did not eat well today 😞
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yanlei-a · 2 years ago
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my toxic trait is i read everything y'all write and i eat it up and i love your ships like even though i probably wouldn't care about them if not for y'all writing i'd read your yelling about them gladly and i'd read 10 page essays about them but then whenever i have brainrot about my own ships i just think i'll be annoying yelling about them 💁‍♂️
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roobylavender · 1 year ago
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although i have a lot of hard feelings about romance novels and often come out of them 9/10 times with hatred and embarrassment laced into my heart i do think most people can agree that romance novels at large have developed in response to the control over people's sexual lives and how that's subsequently led to a desperate desire from the sexually repressed to be equal participants in a sexual environment. it's not so much that women want to be in relationships with dominant men to whom they play housewife or baby incubator or worse. it's that women want to be in relationships at all. and because the standard for relationships at large is the nuclear family, this is what subsequently shows up in your literature. why do you think religious women in particular are such a huge audience for romance novels despite the often conservative environment they grow up in? it's bc the consumption of romance novels does not exist in spite of that conservatism but bc of it. to be gatekept from any expression of sexual desire until you marry or until you fornicate for the purposes of having a child is to breed in young women a desire for what we would now no longer consider practices entailing any self-respect. you're kept in an ideological cage all of your life, naturally you reach for what's immediately out of reach rather than consider that there could be more out there that is available to you. it sucks! it's sad, it's horrific, it makes me wanna cry. but i can also never quite blame women for it bc they're not the ones who've created this environment of sexual conservatism (ie the real puritan culture, the one that hypersexualizes virgins by obsessively protecting their chastity prior to marriage bc said chastity can only ever belong to one man). man has. religion has. patriarchy has. why would i focus my hatred on women who are merely coping with the status quo rather than the systems in place that we actually have to change to allow for more sexual freedom and agency?
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