#and so the cycle begins anew
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Are people really your friends if they take the side of someone that they know makes you uncomfortable through their actions and how they treat you when you confront them about it? No? I didn't think so
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hi. I just read your entire comic in one go and I’ve gotta say I am in love with it. as a trans guy with hair that looks so much like Steve’s and who loves werewolves, I had to physically restrain myself from squealing out loud upon realizing he was trans, because I am currently living in a room with five other people in a small community in rural Alaska and didn’t want to explain to them the joys of seeing yourself in a character and then realizing “oh shit they’re trans like me”. I hope you are doing well, and may the gods of creativity and carpal tunnel bless you with much fruit in your artistic endeavors.
how could I ever show how deeply messages like this touch me... I never know what to say, I want so badly to have the proper words to show you how grateful I am
This is why I write. so that people get to feel like this, and I could never reflect that properly with just my words... But I want you to know that.
I hope to make something that is worthy of your love, and I hope every day that my work is sufficient to show I love you. so I'm relieved that it's succeeding and you feel seen.
Thank you for sharing this with me, I love you
#seriously like... I ;_;#I have like 70 messages in my inbox..#some are old questions I forgot to answer#some are more cane questions I havent deleted yet lol#but most of it is people saying they love my work#and I don't.#I don't know how to say how much it means to me#I truly feel I can not say it well enough to be what you deserve#and so instead I want to make my story good enough that you all can see it#that you can see I love you and that I am grateful for you#that I am grateful you exist and that I am blessed you are here#and that the world is better for having you in it#and so while I do not respond#I write#and I hope that you can feel it#when my words can not say it#I love you I love you I love you#every day you are here I love you#I can not say thank you but I can give you a story that is the best I can do#and say I made it for you#and I hope it is sufficient#and then people tell me things like this#and I know it is#and thus the cycle begins anew lol#asks#anon#kind words#words to save#to save
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absolute worst thing it could've been was "and it cycles back to the beginning."
no clear answers. no clear questions. no definitive statements. just more "guess I'll always be insecure, and we're not even sure that's a bad thing, the only bad thing is killing yourself."
I hope this isn't the conclusion they've been claiming it is. Because that was no conclusion at all.
#“And the cycle begins anew” is not a story#a story is a vehicle for truth#and all stories end.#so that had better not be it.#Clancy#twenty one pilots#paladin strait
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Guys horrible news I finished Leverage again I fear I will not survive the winter
*starts watching Redemption from the beginning, again*
#leverage#eliot spencer#christian kane#parker#alec hardison#nathan ford#nate ford#sophie devereaux#looks longingly at leverage redemption#back around the carousel we go#begin the cycle anew#i love them your honor#i love them so much#leverage redemption
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not me spontaneously crying to a tiktok with the half return audio because all i could think about was how the lawn is fucking dead since roran is mortal but eragon will endure
#standing in the yard. dressed like a kid. the house is white and the lawn is dead.#that audio if you didn’t want to look it up#this could also apply to the rest of his loved ones#but i was literally minding my own business and then this thought hit me like a truck#cause like.#standing in the yard (roran and eragon at the docks waiting for the inevitable)#dressed like a kid (the two of them enjoying their company as brothers for the last time)#the house is white (they have literally everything they’ve wanted. roran is married and has a family. the king is defeated and the dragons#can begin anew)#and the lawn is dead (because even though they won eragon is leaving and roran will never see his brother again and eragon will live longer#without him than he will with him)#the lawn is dead x2 (eragon and roran mourning what should’ve been but can’t be)#like i knew this already but i had to be so rudely reminded#I’ve never listened to the whole some before btw so if my interpretation of the lyrics is wrong that’s why#anyways that’s what my brain made and i had to just sit with it#and suffer#GUYSSSSSSSS#i am so ill about them#eragon and roran#inheritance cycle#concha posts#< y’all I found this in my drafts so here you go
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i've been so incredibly scatterbrained as of late and i gotta get my butt back to writing. it's been my goal to talk and write with everyone i'm mutuals with, but the last time i properly reached out to all my mutuals was in february... just to help me organise my thoughts and jump back on that train, i'm putting this out as a plotting/starter call !!
aka i'll run into your dms, strike up plot ideas — or revitalise old chats that i've forgotten about — and write you something. does not matter if we already have threads or not. and if i've already been in your dms and forgot about them, feel free to treat this as a 'jude im in yr DMs' reminder button... or if i promised to write you smth and then didn't... 😅 or if you want to poke me abt a certain thread you're specifically waiting on. feel free to remind me here!!
i will crawl through my mutuals list eventually and reach out again to everyone regardless of whether you like this or not, but i'll start with these!
and re: my writing style... i occasionally try and wing it! love to see where a thread goes, love to send out memes and get them (though i'm trying to limit myself on both until i catch up with drafts again). but overall, i do lean more plot-oriented and would love to throw down ideas or at least introduce ourselves and then determine a simple setting/basic starter thread idea before getting into it!
we don't need to talk about everything and plan out the entire world/rship, but i like to have possibilities to swirl around in my brain, and shepard can be such a closed-off character in the start that it helps a lot ... + the fact that he has such a specific narrative arc emotionally and mentally means he can seem entirely a different person depending on which game of the trilogy we're talking. it helps to know which one you're most interested in writing within, and what we vibe with best — and, if your muse knows shepard throughout the trilogy or at least throughout m.ass effect 1 and 2, that change is something they have to navigate, and i'm always super down to help explore that!
#READY TO FIND J'SKAR? \` * file: OOC.#to be tagged.#i am gonna try to do a couple errands today first. Some point tho i will sit down with some m.alcolm in the middle in the bg and do this#i am a slooow writer but i still love to yap in the dms (tho. unfortunately.. i can be very slow at this as well...). i love to chat ideas#i wantttt to write w everyone and get to know ppls characters and such. love to yell at each other abt our special interests (the muses 💖)#shoutout meatbag. shoutout hel. shoutout havu. shoutout tuvi. the more recent victims of my text walling. im Extra annoying as of late#i get So into the zone when i know the general direction we're going. and i SO love reading everything abt a muse. PLEASE infodump!!#like. i once became mutuals with sb and their E.vil Within muse whom i knew nothing abt. never played the games. just saw their writing#loved it so much that i watched multiple playthroughs of t.ew 1 and 2 just to talk and to write with them. i am insane.#they and their s.tefano v.alentini still has a special place in my heart. but anyway i love ooc rapport!! ooc rapport made that happen#i admit im incredibly lazy and have a watch/read/play list going back a decade. + the media probably has to already appeal to me somehow#but it Could potentially happen. and even if it doesn't? i just love to talk and to read abt muses and writers' love for their muses#genuinely idc if we DM like once every couple weeks bc im the same. i open DMs. forget about them. remember weeks later. repeat cycle.#ok who's ready for the cycle to begin anew ASAP. 50k years of slumber over. i am the harbinger of discord character limit's destruction
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2024 self shipping community is just 2017 kin community but for your comfort characters instead
#personal#SAID NICELY SAID SO SO NICELY#self ship#fictionkin#kin oh wow typing that only gets me kink tags. i have been away too long….#just saw the equivalent of a ‘no doubles’ disclaimer and just nodded sagely to myself. the cycle begins anew#i am saying this as someone who still kins so hard it genuinely fucks up mg brain chemistry i am Not judging
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me when I don’t experience symptoms of a problem for one singular day: waow…. Can’t believe I was lying and faking it the whole time…. I should tell my doctor there’s actually nothing wrong with me and it was all in my head…..
#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#and then the next day I experience symptoms and I go oh! I am not well! I wasn’t faking it!#and then they recede and the cycle begins anew#I want a diagnosis half so I can fix whatever tf is wrong with me and half so I have something to whack my anxiety with
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where i'm mentally at most days by 4:30 pm:
#i start the day full of optimism and motivation - like yeah there will be challenges but i can face them!#the doubts creep in at around 11am ('but you'll feel so sad? then what?'#by 3pm im convinced that this is a terrible mistake and will ruin my life and im crazy for doing this#and by 4pm i get philosophical#its now 4:45 so by 5:30 i'll somehow gather the self control to climb out of the anxiety spiral and distract myself#thereby ensuring that im nice and refreshed tomorrow for the cycle to begin anew#why is change inevitable by the way? why do i have to grow as a person? why do people not just stay the same forever?
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My hyperfixations have led to, well, extreme fixations that last for long periods of time. As expected. To the point where it's clearly an obsession that becomes the only thing I talk about for awhile. It happened with Diana and LWA. It happened with certain girls in Revue Starlight. Hippolyta, Psyche, Mikoto too. But at least these were happy interesting fixations. Then, once the series or whatever ends—or if I'm waiting awhile for the next canon update—the only thing keeping my interest afloat are fan content.
Can't say the same about Morgan and LB6. I'm so completely unwell after crawling out of the sludge of tragedy known as LB6. The chapter may have come to a close but boy am I still clawing at my heart—with or without fan content to fuel my insanity.
#tomato rambles#every time i see someone catch up to lb6#in the fgo tag#i'm like#ah yes you too now understand#reminds me i am so normal about lb6#and then the cycle of crying begins anew#excuse me while i walk into a door again
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apologies for kinda spam-liking your ttawebcomic posts, I've just discovered tta and binged the whole thing in two-to-three hours
I am going to EAT YOUR ART STYLE IT GENUINELY MAKES ME WANT TO CRY FROM HOW BEAUTIFUL IT IS. I HAVEN'T BEEN INSPIRED TO MAKE ILLUSTRATIVE ART IN SO LONG BUT YOUR WORK HAS INSPIRED ME
never apologize for spam liking, the posts are there and tagged for you to be able to find them easily! I want you to like them haha
I'm only sorry that I am. very sure I have forgotten to tag many pieces... I should go through my archive and address that soon probably.
And thank you so much, this is the highest honor I think an artist can have, inspiring someone else. I genuinely hope you have an incredible time drawing and you get to learn more about yourself through it
#idk what to say this is very sweet thank you#chaoticsoysauce#asks#like! waow#inspiring someone...#me drawing makes you wanna draw...?#thats so cool...#wtf.....#the humanity of it all...#the love...#and thus the cycle begins anew.......
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les mis no longer trending. nice going team, pack it in i'll see you next year
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Paperwork and Paperwork and PAPERWORK, the thing that Never Ends
#the tags are a vent please feel free to ignore#ok? here's the vent#i have been in Constant Paperwork City for months now#filling out paperwork then mailing the paperwork then waiting to hear BACK about the paperwork#then having to *re-mail* the paperwork because someone fucked up#and this would be less of a big deal if they weren't *across the entire bloody WORLD* so the mail takes forEVER#and eventually that paperwork resolves#but what's this?#NEW paperwork has arrived and ALSO has a lot of moving parts!! hooray! /sarcasm#and the cycle begins anew
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Need to summon the energy and will to put up with more training videos to slop out of my brain tomorrow
#the fuck I hate being employed 🔁 fuck I hate being unemployed cycle begins anew!#like I’m picking up Jack shit from this 5 hours of scanned vhs tapes and Covid-era diversity puff is driving me to madness#so doing More of that tomorrow is gonna cause me to become ill.#it truly feels like having 200+ late assignments on connections academy the day before the qu I don’t wanna go back :(#*quarter ends#I’ve learned that murder in self defense is cool (ok sure) stealing from dumpsters is unethical and dishonest (???)#’’stealing’’ shut the fuck up-#(fuck that btw truly)#always be watchful of Organized Shoplifting Crime LMFAO#and if u put bananas into a bag they will ROT#just like I will doing this fucking job-#ughhhh im fine#oh and wash your hands dipshit
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What if I just got into Kagerou / Mekakucity Actors again and made an OC AU for it
#the cycle begins anew#Im blaming Youtube but alas#I rly rly wanna make an AU for my guys#so... thats prolly gonna happen
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The other thing that’s happening is I made a doctor’s appointment about my weird gross eczema because I can’t TAKE this anymore
#my betnovate that i am prescribed for my normal eczema does fuck all to it. just irritates and thins the skin#so what it is; i have ‘normal’ eczema which is just.. what you expect eczema to be. flaky red skin#the weird gross eczema is dyshidrotic eczema and steroid cream doesn’t help it AT ALL#and it’s SO itchy no matter what i do. i’m on prescription antihistamines and i also use eurax on it#but the bumps are so itchy and they’re all down my right middle finger#so what tends to happen is if i write too much or cook or knit or basically do anything with my hand; the friction eventually makes#the bumps BURST which is DISGUSTING AND GROSS AND BAD#i just end up with an open wound all down my finger basically#i put sudocrem and a bandage on my finger until it repairs itself and then the skin is fine for like 2 days and then the cycle begins anew#so it’s like. whenever i have a wound or bumps i can’t write; cook or knit#which is like. one thing i physically need to do in order to stay alive and 2 things i need to do in order to stay sane#i’ve cancelled commissions bc i can’t knit for people lol so it has actually made me miss out on (admittedly only a little) income#i can crochet and i can type. and i can eat fine. and i can cook if i don’t use utensils apart from like a spatula to take stuff#out of the oven. that’s the situation right now#so i’m going to the doctor but i’m SO worried they won’t take me seriously#i’m also worried the bumps will have burst by then and they won’t be able to tell what’s actually there#this whole thing is so gross and tmi i’m so sorry#i think i’m going to have to take a picture so i have something to show them in case there is an open wound on my finger on that day#you can’t even really SEE it though because the bumps are just the colour of my skin. you have to kind of feel it#it’s GROSS#personal
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