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a (not so) fun fact about cptsd is that your symptoms can present as bpd when people treat you like shit 😁
#in general cptsd can be misdiagnosed as bpd#and of course you can have both as well#but I digress#yall ever think back on your life and think about how you let a dumb bitch have so#much power over you#never a-fucking-gain#I'm so tired of being nice. I'm going to go apeshit#I wish a bitch would!!#give me an excuse ta cuss you out I'll take it#spacie spoinks#bpd as in borderline btw ☝️ in case that wasn't clear#I can't BELIEVE I let myself get treated like that. I can't believe I let it go on so long#I deserve better#and so do you assumed audience#FUUUUUCK THESE DUMBASS#STUPID ASS#TRRRRRIIIIIIFLING BITCHES#FUCK EM#so glad they're not in my life anymore thank God#begone. asswipe#I cast thee into hell where you belong
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this is just my opinion but i think any good media needs obsession behind it. it needs passion, the kind of passion that's no longer "gentle scented candle" and is now "oh shit the house caught on fire". it needs a creator that's biting the floorboards and gnawing the story off their skin. creators are supposed to be wild animals. they are supposed to want to tell a story with the ferocity of eating a good stone fruit while standing over the sink. the same protective, strange instinct as being 7 and making mud potions in pink teacups: you gotta get weird with it.
good media needs unhinged, googling-at-midnight kind of energy. it needs "what kind of seams are invented on this planet" energy and "im just gonna trust the audience to roll with me about this" energy. it needs one person (at least) screaming into the void with so much drive and energy that it forces the story to be real.
sometimes people are baffled when fanfic has some stunning jaw-dropping tattoo-it-on-you lines. and i'm like - well, i don't go here, but that makes sense to me. of fucking course people who have this amount of passion are going to create something good. they moved from a place of genuine love and enjoyment.
so yeah, duh! saturday cartoons have banger lines. random street art is sometimes the most precious heart-wrenching shit you've ever seen. someone singing on tiktok ends up creating your next favorite song. youtubers are giving us 5 hours of carefully researched content. all of this is the impossible equation to latestage capitalism. like, you can't force something to be good. AI cannot make it good. no amount of focus-group testing or market research. what makes a story worth listening to is that someone cares so much about telling it - through dance, art, music, whatever it takes - that they are just a little unhinged about it.
one time my friend told me he stayed up all night researching how many ways there are to peel an orange. he wrote me a poem that made me cry on public transportation. the love came through it like pith, you know? the words all came apart in my hands. it tasted like breakfast.
#warm up#writeblr#actually this is because again i don't go here#i don't read/write fanfic but i have nothing but respect for my troops#but i also have never played minecraft. im sorry. please ask me any question about pokemon tho i love that shit#anyway#out of some banal and thoughtless curiosity i watched the minecraft movie trailer#and again i know nothing about minecraft. i am aware im in an endangered population#but im watching this going: this is so fucking.... BAD#there is NO LOVE in it!#like if someone who has NO history in minecraft watches that and is like - ohhh this is soulless#WHO IS THE AUDIENCE????#ppl who love minecraft are gonna hate it!!!#at some point it's the ''mean girls musical movie'' problem --#some people will always hate the premise of what you're doing and some people will love it#make it for the ppl who love it#and usually that somewhat convinces the haters to like. chill enough to TRY it . bc it IS good#but when you try to make it for the haters..... nobody likes it. it doesn't have passion. energy. footwork#which is a small way of saying a big thing: if you love something. fucking make it and assume someone will love it too.#i love u . be brave . be bold. be in boston and come to my reading#where i wrote a really weird fucked up little book.#love u love u love u etc
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@corpseofsuturedseams honestly I don't think the vibe they wanted was "middle of nowhere" but rather like......midwestern suburb lol. I realize none of this was actually filmed in the midwest but I think they were going for more "typical american suburb" feel to contrast with the rest of the shows tone, that's why there's all the talk about "picket fences" and an "apple pie life" as opposed to hunting. I've never been to kansas but I do live in ohio where eric kripke is from and the place I grew up in looks pretty similar to the lawrence we see in the show and some of the other towns they go through.
#also sorry to @ you i didn't know if u wanted a response or anything lol i just talk abt this show too much#i do think there is a thing where tv shows will assume any place that isn't NYC or LA is in the middle of nowhere tho so i get what u mean#place im from is also near a big state school#personal#it's interesting to talk about... I think there's some kind of thing where small towns and suburbs are used interchangeably in the show#even when they're not necessarily the same thing by definition or what the words bring to mind for an audience in the US#if that makes sense?
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SMASH that like button if u feel personally victimized by the time skip in your friendly neighborhood spider-man!!! 💯🙋♀️🙏🙏
#like.#queen.#if i wasn’t already a spider freak i wouldn’t GAF abt peter#a good story can get Any audience invested. this seems to be written for people who already Care abt peter. guys i want you to MAKE me care#about peter. not Assume i already do#exposition !! is important !!!!!!!? GOD.#good exposition PULLS PEOPLE INTO UR STORY#honestly. i think we should of had at least a full ep of it …😅😅😅#ugh.#i have so many thoughts so many.#i’m like. 10 minutes into the show so maybe i should shut up actually 😭😭#my boyfriend (@oscorpgaypride) finished it tho and HE agrees!!!!#included his username bc. it’s fitting for the topic at hand.❤️#your friendly neighborhood spiderman#anyways. it was like they wanted to tell a New!!! Fresh!! story and they wanted to tell it RIGHT AWAY#girl that’s not how it WORKS#give me some foreplay God!
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i will say im not super invested in the idea of the show giving us too much information on c&a. like itll be super cool if we find out about it! and im sure itll be relevant information if we do but i think the information we get is going to be not super indepth, because im not sure itd match the tone of the show? its less about mystery and like The Lore and more about the characters and examining how different characters respond and have been responding to the environment set up by the show
(it WOULD be fun to learn more details about c&a and i AM curious i just dont think itd actually enhance much abt the show itself, and as such, i dont think its super important writing wise for the audience to learn about it either)
that SAID i do ascribe to the idea that ALL of the cast members worked for c&a before the ended up in the circus, no exceptions. i dont really know how say gangle or zooble wouldve ended up there, but i feel like they all ended up there one way or another. and i think most of the cast doesnt talk about their life in the real world bc its gone and theres no reason to dredge it up (or theyve forgotten it or most aspects of it), but it does make it fascinating that not even pomni, who has the least reason to avoid these topics at least early on, broached the subject of what in the WORLD is c&a UP to. it literally is never brought up ever as of ep 4. which makes me think the company was probably always super shady in some way to the pt that its employees were kinda desensitized to the idea that its c&as fault that horrible things happen
#tadc#i do think any discussion or reveal abt c&a is gonna have less to do w lore#and more abt like... the role that exploitative companies have in the harming of their employees#we see a little bit of it in how gangle has been affected by the same concept in ep 4#and i think theres hints of it in caines character but not enough for me to make a super concrete point about that#point being that i think c&a isnt going to be much of a 'literal' figure in the show so much as what it represents#hence why i dont think well actually learn too much about it. bc itd be kinda pointless and redundant#circus discussion#i think the way gooseworx has described abstraction honestly ties into it#its one of the first pieces of like. 'trivia' (i guess it counts as trivia??) i learned that gave me this feeling w c&a#'you get stripped of every bit of individuality you have and become something completely unrecognizable'#really leans into the idea. also makes sense why gangle being back in a job she had in the real world#would be implied to bring her so close to abstracting then really#i think in general the show is very much centered around people reacting to a bad environment and how different people like. Survive That#and c&a as a company epitomizes that. the circus is an extension of it after all#everything that happens in the circus is the responsibility of c&a#they dont need to tell us about c&a the circus does enough#and it serves to add a grounded element to the setting. cus like yeah theres already many elements drawing from real life#but the idea of working for a shitty company that treats its employees horribly is like. thats smth very grounded in reality#theres more i could go into on that front but i was drawing oc concepts so ill stop this post here#OH YEAH#and also i think the lack of discussion from characters generally implies that they know minimal about what role c&a played in this#so i think it also makes sense for the audience to not see this. pomnis confused abt the setting first and foremost and is adjusting#but the rest of the cast has no reason to question something they know they have no answers to#and if they did talk about it it wouldnt give anything to the audience anyway#except maybe kinger? but i feel like he doesnt actually... have the answers that one might assume he would#certainly involved in some way with c&a computer science wise but we dont even have confirmation of what he specialized in#just that it was computer science. he literally couldve just been the guy who made sure the servers were running at all and thats it#i feel like well never know but apparently pomni being an accountant is relevant so? who knows? maybe we WILL learn about their jobs!
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Watched some clips and live videos and stuff from the 2022 tour this weekend... It was so awesome
#also wandered through sparks socials posts from that time. reliving the past vicariously through these#ofc first things first doing this so i can get more into the headspace of the upcoming tour so that it truly hits all the more#strange side effect is that i find myself thinking 'why aren't people talking about this!!!' over this stuff but well the thing is#it's safe to assume that people did very much talk about this. when it took place those 3 years ago. but anyway can we talk about it again#like how they played get in the swing and the rhythm thief and wonder girl and so much more#and we love each other so much... classic moment when i hear a song that i've only heard like two times before after some time#and have the biggest HOLD UP this is unbelievable moment and wonder girl was so good i didn't think it'd be that great in this rendition wow#i think i need some more album 1-2 songs on this tour too because it's crazy how great they sound with russell's voice now#moon over kentucky 21×21??? that's the official vocal version of that song for me. it's like it was written with russ' present voice in mind#and even besides tour stuff there were things like. that middle finger trophy they got for the annette soundtrack i think? lol#also. sparks the kind of guys to post 'so THIS just happened' when they get a prestigous award at cannes festival. i love them a lot#and we'll be getting all this goodness again guyssss. the shows but also the glorious and one of a kind tour photos the whole new album etc#it seems to good to be true that i'll be at the shows too. like seriously. PEOPLEEEE. i can't even properly say how excited i am for this!!!#one more thing is those show photos that are like. first you get pre-show R&R standing in a vacant hall looking vaguely concerned#and then you get those end of show audience photos and before you there are the two happiest looking guys that you've ever seen#the power of a sparks show.....#goosepost
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i know modern dating is a hell because i once went on a date with this lady and when we were about to kiss i pulled back and went "oh sorry i thought we were a vase for a second" and she didn't like that in the least
#i was out there wasting my best material on audiences who were giving me nothing#personal nonsense#i do think my girlfriend gives me credit for being funny when even when i am being earnest which makes me feel very charming#she works in law and when we met i was like oh can i ask you a work-related question#and she was like big sigh assuming i was going to ask for legal advice#and i was like sorry but where do you buy your suits? and she did a very friendly laugh that made me feel super at ease#she was also very nice about it when i got too high and was telling her it makes me anxious that#i can't tell if zoomers who say slay a lot are gay or just very logged on#she was like 'oh i'm sorry for laughing you're just being very darling' and i was like 🥺🥺🥺#sorry for girlfriendposting so much she's just the best partner i've ever been with!
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eternal conundrum with grimm is how the fuck yarrow figures out their pronouns in p1 bc that bitch lies all the time
#i have this issue where it's like. okay the story opens with p3 bc that's the present day. using they/it pronouns for grimm is fine bc#all the parties involved know the pronouns situation#(did debate throwing the 'she' pronouns in the narration too but i think that's too much to keep track of*)#but in p1. yarrow goes about just assuming grimm's pronouns are he/him for an undetermined amount of time and. idk how it comes up#no way in hell is grimm gonna be 'My Pronouns Are They and It' and especially when the two of them first meet grimm's lying about#damn near everything. it's not gonna correct yarrow's assumption it's a man! that assumption's another thing it can hide behind!#but as the author i feel as if the longer grimm gets misgendered within the narrative the more okay the audience is going to be with#misgendering them as a whole#so it's this situation where the character's actions are very much at odds with how i want the audience to perceive them but NOT with how#grimm themself would want to be perceived? shakes it around like a ragdoll you complex motherfucker and your jawbreaker gender situation#*that being said i think i'll address that in characters' direct thoughts/words. like for instance: 'grimm pulled out their gun. 'what the#fuck is she doing' yarrow mumbled.' IDK. it's all a work in progress#rambles#grimm#and it's also like. i will not compromise on the two of them having complex genders or using multiple sets of pronouns. that is essential#to their characters. but they're not making this shit easy for me#gee grimm! how come you get four set of pronouns in-narrative#tbf yarrow's not far behind he prolly gets it'ed at least once post-modification and is like mmm. cool but not for me i don't think
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I am curious about how Liliana and Ludinus' goals differ. Because Ludinus' obvious goal is to eradicate the gods--Liliana's, however, is apparently to free the Ruidusborn from the burden of their powers. How do these two things coincide? Obviously we can see how releasing Predathos causes the downfall of the gods, but why would releasing Predathos help the Ruidusborn? The obvious (though not necessarily correct) conclusion one would jump to is that, in order for Ruidusborn/Exaltants to be free from their powers, one would need to kill Predathos, not just free him. So I'm led to wonder if Liliana is willing to aid Ludinus in achieving his goal (kill the gods) in order to achieve her goal through some secondary effect (however one goes about killing a thing powerful enough to kill the gods). Which I suppose makes some sense, because why would you go to the effort to destroy all the gods only to allow a creature of equal-to-greater power of the gods continue to exist over Exandria? You wouldn't, would you? You'd probably want that to be gone as well
#we're back at it again at the pepe silvia board my friends#i've not written out a more concrete theory here but I do have one in my head. not enough information to know if i'm right yet#like we (the audience + the hells) are clearly missing an important piece of information! one that we'll get eventually i assume#also MY assumption would have been that there's NO way to get rid of an exaltant's powers because they've already been touched#by predathos/ruidus so you can't just??? take that back??#so getting rid of perdathos would spare others from ever getting powers but not cure those that already do?#but that's how my brain works and i might be very wrong! liliana clearly feels otherwise and she has more information than i do!#critical role#gonna have to put together a real pepe silvia board at this point#yes i have been thinking about all this since my last post of this nature thank you
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its occuring to me what specifically it is that therapists go to therapy for
#id always assumed it was yknow just a mix of things#and like nuance disclaimers thats still true yada yada thats not the point rn#but im thinking now that its more about. the weight#you have to be perfect. you have to be the ideal. you have to carry yourself perfectly and embody every principle youre trying to teach#you are responsible for other peoples ability to be happy‚ not just in how your action effect them here and now but#in what ripple effects any and everything you say could have#you are the authority figure‚ other people will listen to what you say‚ you can change the course of their entire lives#of course that would weigh on a person. how couldnt it#and how could you ever turn it off#how could you ever let yourself just be a person‚ messy and imperfect‚ when you know so intimately the ramifications of things like that?#and yet how couldnt you when you know that no one can be 'on' like that all the time?#do therapists actually go to therapy? or do they go to a support group in everything but name? surely the person#theyre talking too feels the same pressure‚ if not moreso#a part of me wonders how much it can really help‚ then‚ preaching to the choir. but a bigger part of me knows better#knows that the only difference between the choir and the rest of the congregation is the willingness to sing in front of others#either way‚ your audience already knows and agrees. its just a question of which direction youre facing#origibberish
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I love being in a fandom filled with autistic people
If I wasn’t, then I think everyone would just assume I was like 9 years old
#lunchables#good2grow apple juice#stuffed animals#dried yogurt#mlp#animal jam#I like so much stuff designed for children if not toddlers#and since a lot of neurotypical people can’t recognize a high functioning autistic person as autistic#I think they’d assume I was just a child#since y’know#a lot of nt people believe you need to grow up#and a lot of nd people don’t see why that’s necessary#so we do what we want#but it makes sense#SPG is an act that at least was meant to be more targeted for kids#idk about these days#their audience seems to vary#But that’s what they were trying to be at one point I think#maybe not#my stuff
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Judging from liveblogs but I think the reason everybody is so up in arms is because there’s a level of unknown to the changes not only from an audience perspective but also from a player perspective. It sounds like most of the players were unaware of the changes and nerfs coming, which in turn makes them feel very sudden and off putting because there’s no time to consider the good and bad before it’s implemented. It’s just suddenly…here.
Like, I think if the players were aware of the changes, at least on a meta level, and expressed that to the audience it wouldn’t cause so much uproar
#qsmp#I don’t want to make assumptions#because I do think the admins do their absolute damndest to make the server good#but there’s also been times based on players reactions#where I’m like did you guys actually communicate this#I’m not making claims tbc cause I don’t think that’s helpful and being an audience it all comes down to limited knowledge#so assume I’m standing back going hmmmm and nothing else
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Don't know what it is with people thinking because Jayce didn't complain hard enough that he didn't want to be a councilor means he wanted to be in a political position in the first place.
The argument is that Jayce is an adult man who can make decisions, which is very true! But we're talking about your city's government basically appointing you as a politician despite you clearly not wanting it. But you're scared to complain BECAUSE it is your city's government.
Jayce is a little peacock, he does unironically enjoy the spotlight and praise that comes from it. There is an allure to being in a position of power for that reason, but Jayce was not ready nor wanted any of the responsibilities that came with it.
I feel like we all forget that act 2-3 took place in a span of a couple days and that's literally how long Jayce was a councilor before he quit because he hated it.
#feeling very passionate about jayce sorry#im just tired of people assuming characters cant be manipulated if theyre adults#especially if that manipulation isnt super obvious to the audience#im not saying jayce was an oh so helpless damsel because he did make the choice to associate even further with politics#but like the council are politicians idk what you think politicians do besides manipulate but#once again just feeling. very strongly about jayce#jayce arcane#insert “if this character were female there would probably be a very different opinion on this situation”
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working theory is that it's harder for me to watch something in french with english subtitles than to watch something in french with french subtitles. which isn't what i would have expected, since i'm not fluent in french, and i do still to some extent have to translate french into english in order to understand it, though not fully. so you'd think having an english translation already available would make things easier. but actually it's kind of distracting because then i'm taking the ~half of the french sentence i actually picked out and reverse engineering the english translation to figure out what the other half must have been. which it turns out takes more time and effort than reading captions that match the audio even if they are both in a language i only kind of sort of know. maybe also because i'm actually pretty good at reading french at this point? further research needed.
#incheresting...#french#subtitles#f#my posts#i definitely don't have to do a 1:1 translation of french to english to understand it but i'm certainly still doing something#idk what it is exactly but i am still thinking in english while listening to/reading french#there was actually a ton of english in this movie because people were often talking to the duke of buckingham in english#which is FASCINATING because you know in an american movie they will have people speaking in english at the smallest possible#excuse. or just speaking english anyway with no excuse and you're supposed to assume they're actually speaking some other language#like the anglophone audience is catered to SO heavily. and this was a french movie but they still switched to english very frequently#even though the actor playing the duke can actually speak french#or like. he seemed like he could? he had several lines in french and they all sounded good to me
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If I keep my motivation up with the animatic project, I plan to make ganondorf just. soooo uncomfortably correct about things. you know, in that event horizon of being both indefensible enough in his actions that you feel like he's just saying things to make himself look less bad, but also you can't really retort a proper counterargument without revealing huge biases in your own perception of reality
just riding that wind waker swagger to more extreme extremes
#thoughts#ganondorf#animatic project#thralls of power#my goal is to make a ganondorf that will radicalize the audience against their will <3#even though he keeps on bumping his ample forehead against massive shortcomings he never really manages to address#one of them being uhhh being a little casual about atrocities maybe king??? maybe less war crimes king???#maybe less assuming that people will follow you down to the very end of your doomed crusade against reality no matter how you act?#maybe less assuming you are the main protagonist of the universe king???#maybe more addressing the many problems and fear inside of your brain instead of destroying everything you touch about it????#I have so many scenes in my head about him being very right and others about him being very wrong#if I have the courage there are many internal discussions among gerudos about how various parties feel about what's going on#nabooru is doing anti-dorf propaganda obviously and she's not. wrong. about a lot of things (but she is about others)#my other problem about this project is that it's probably the most tragic thing I have ever conceived#especially for him#I managed to extract the gerudos from his fucking mess (partially and they don't get off the hook unscathed)#but he is just#it's just a very long and very stubborn jump into the void#and knowing where twilight princess ultimately leads it's so#it's just gutting!!! it just is!!!! even when it's partially his own fault!!!!#so yeah I don't know if I'll ever fully commit for this reason alone
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Reading Dear Your Holiness in the papal audience
wait WHAT REALLY
#i got an ask#?????#REALLY???#as a non catholic#i am assuming#the papal audience#means#in the actual presence of the pope????#like in a crowd in the presence of the pope#DO I HAVE THAT RIGHT#AND ARE YOU BEING SO FOR REAL RIGHT NOW
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