#and she was like u know what..i’m back
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if you see people being insufferable as fuck in your corner of the internet, and you’re tired of being one of the only ones with sense, don’t. leave. don’t throw in the towel. please. that’s one less person with some sense on the dash. who is that helping. u just made his echo chamber even bigger. oh god now look what u did. what’s that sound? binary fission. great. an idiot clone just took ur parking spot. god damnit what have u done
#when stupid ppl are loud just..be louder? 💀#shout out to my bestie whom i accidentally convinced not to leave by explaining this to her as my reason for literally never letting#anyone run me off the internet ever no matter how bacterial ppl feel at times#i was like yea it sucks. i’m gonna miss u. i’m staying out of spite forever tho#and she was like u know what..i’m back#ALDJDKDHDKD#nyxtickled
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Thinking about my Penrose prototype mynah and Elster again bc I wanna flesh them out more..
I think I at least have names for them right now!
MHNR 001 is called Kosmos! As a prototype mynah variant built for the Penrose mission the technicians that worked on her affectionately gave her the name. She’s your typical mynah persona but in a smaller frame (still bulky by other replika standards!) and also has some additional ship piloting knowledge uploaded into her memory. Her three primary tasks are to pilot the ship, to mark planets/asteroids/etc that have valuable resources for the nation, and to extract some of those resources.
Btw Her favorite plush (they let her bring some for stabilization! They don’t take up too much space!) is a dinosaur with a grumpy expression. It reminds her of her new Elster friend :]
LSTR 001 was dubbed “Dorredt” by Kosmos because according to the mynah calling her 001 was boring, and while trying to think of a name she misread a package and came up with Dorredt. Elster doesn’t care if it means Kosmos will stop bugging her about potential names. She’s your typical elster, quiet, serious, and maybe a little awkward! Her duties involve anything involving ship repair/maintenance and land survey. Her and Kosmos both tend to the Penrose ship’s garden but Dorredt is better at handling the plants due to her less clunky build.
Her favorite spot to be alone is the storage area, sometimes she just sits there and reads the labels on items for fun. There’s other things she could do too but not a lot was provided for her specifically..
#dorredt#kosmos#blorbo tag#signalis oc#I like to think that kosmos was used as an early Penrose mascot too/maybe to encourage recruitment#she’s a sweetie and really wants to befriend dorredt#alas the elster unit is much more reserved#dorredt warms up to her eventually but she’s much more focused on sticking to what she’s supposed to do#do not befriend the elster unit!!!!#I think they both annoy each other but by the end of it they’re inseparable#now what I don’t know at all is if they return#I’m not sure if the first prototype was planned to#it makes sense to have em come back tho#at the same time they are constantly sending the data they gather so they don’t technically need to come back#ohhh thought#maybe they were left behind/intentionally forgotten after several years due to the Penrose program becoming what it is now#no need for a variant mynah line anymore u can just leave those two out there!!!#signalis
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royal college trio 🍂🍁
#persona 5#goro akechi#akira kurusu#sumire yoshizawa#firstly. I would like to apologize if I got any of the writing wrong but I’m. trusting Wikipedia#I forgot how much I missed them until I started drawing this#just to point it out#Akechi goes to ritsumeikan; Akira goes to Doshisha; and Sumire goes to Kyoto U#my reasoning is in a previous college shuake post#but to recap… rits and dodai have a rivalry…. Kyoto U is just kind of neutral so .. that’s how it works w then#I wanted to make the caption a quote I saw in my college’s chapel bc it’s what inspired this piece but#there’s no one to credit afaik except doshisha as an institution as a whole??#it doesn’t link back to my institution. technically#but iykyk#and if you know don’t say anything#rare occasion where I don’t use any filters lol#just really liked my shading and everything here so#OH OH before I go pls look closely at their phones for little details :)#realized u can’t see sumi’s that well but it’s a clear case with a Sylveon card in it#also idk what she’s showing Akira might be like. a new mini pc Futaba’s working on who knows
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do you think the abyss healed Childe’s scars?
realistically I know it’s stupid graphics & model “limitations”
But do you think his skin looks as normal as it did before he fell.
Cause when they’re hit, an abyss monster.
They disintegrate.
Do you think Ajax’s scars healed like that? In the abyss? After it, too?
Do you think they burned? Or was it numb, as the darkened skin faded away with little, yellow, glowing particles?
That he has no evidence of his suffering for those three months in hell (and his only companion’s silence) but dull eyes no one wants to look at?
Callouses on his hands and feet that no one pays attention to? Takes care of?
That he shows his prowess and uncanniness and abyssal hunger because that’s the only way how? Yes. he is hungry and wants a fight. Look at him. He’s off. Broken now.
Look at him.
Please.
#am I self projecting?#maybe#a little bit#Nothing like a mental breakdown from a sort of family dinner meeting new people to remind a mfer they’re fucked#it’s me I’m mfer#also abt that companion’s silence part#as much as I fucking Abhor genshin’s uwu-ifying of Skirk#and her characterization cause god fucking damn it hoyo Give him a good parental figure#She says she didn’t talk to him at all/the bare minimum cause she sees him as weak#what the fuck#How do you send your son that was missing for three fucking days Blow off his trauma And then send him to the military?#You don’t care about him.#skirk evidently doesn’t#And the tsarista is all up to interpretation and is dubious as an average#does childe have any caring parental figure? Who the fuck knows.#genshin impact#childe#tartaglia#childe tartaglia ajax#genshin ajax#tw vent#?#self projecting#it’s sad. isn’t it? to have suffered but have nothing to show for it.#Christ I’m fucked.#do u think I should go back to the social gathering?#:/#drink water#stay safe#<3
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i know i am so late to the party but someone pointed out that it’s canon that the mayor reads out the names of previous victors before each reaping and i just can’t stop thinking about that. like i really love the idea (in a tragic way) of everyone knowing lucy gray’s name without the story attached, especially since we know her art ended up having such a big impact on the country without a lot of ppl in the original trilogy even knowing it
#sorry i know this has prob been discussed to death before#but i was not on tumblr + back in the fandom until after ballad came out#like i know snow said he wanted to erase lucy gray + gaul hated how the tenth games turned out#but to me it would be even more suspicious that they’d just be like “lucy gray? never heard of her…”#meanwhile ppl in the capitol are like “what the fuck are u talking abt? we literally all met her”#and then keeping at least her name alive in the districts was prob just chill#bc even if they are ppl in the trilogy who are old enough to remember her they don’t know anything abt her games played out#since they didn’t have to watch it#ok rant over#lucy gray baird#edit i’m reading this back and i’m sorry i sound like a ten year old with a monocle rn#but i had forgotten abt that detail in the trilogy so now im just thinking abt katniss hearing lucy grays name every year#and that just being something that doesn’t evoke any emotion#even tho lucy gray was the ceo of evoking emotion when she was present in the narrative
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do love how this is an asoiaf blog but i did not put either show in my top 10 this is the world we live in
#the only season that really compares to the book is season 1.#the rest even when they’re engaging have changed something that feels so central to the hook that i’m mad aksjd.#getting on my soap box#if iwtv s3 is good it may knock someone out. probably qaf.#bsg is p high up there i just think season 4 really suffered on pacing & the suspicious nature of who dies annoyed me.#veep is also very high up there tbh i need to rewatch it. the thing is. as we know. i am a romantic at heart and amy & jonah have my favorit#sitcom relationship. veep has genuinely one of the best finales to ever exist but i’m a sap.#and amy coming back to tell jonah that he made her realize she doesn’t actually have to expect the worst from life. oh my god.#also superstore >>> parks & rec >>> the office bc superstore never romanticized the hell of their job#amy quitting her corporate job when she realized she would never be able to make the changes she wanted within the system she was always#going to compromise too much and wind up like jeff. glenn reopening his dad’s hardware shop & specifically who goes w him & who stays w gina#at the store? it has what the other two lack which is characters that feel like they keep existing after you stop watching#BECAUSE the way they interacted with the world was so real and so much more realistic. amy can’t fix the system but she can find a job that#she doesn’t feel is so soul sucking. glenn may be choosing a harder path by reopening the hardware store but it’s the one that makes him#most fulfilled. gina just gets to make money and be bossy w people who do what they’re told. that rings so true to me.#i almost out bojack horseman in here too actually but once again i think the last season just needed to be a tad longer just like bsg.#also same issue w pitch as w bly manor - it’s an amazingly written season of tv but it’s ONE season of tv#big brother as always outsells yes i am hoping to tempt some of u into watching by posting dan & ian in the dog costume#i have that gif and the ‘sit’ scene saved on my phone always
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Sometimes I forget I’m like. Actively gay.
#I usually don’t get like. too distracted by hot girl#but there was this girl at the optometrist who made me do the like#cartoon ‘brain goes stupid’ thing lmao#but it’s raining and I was just going to the optometrist so I’ve looked better#she complimented my Costco hotdog shirt and in my head I was like#‘I can’t compliment her for back I’m wearing a fucking hotdog shirt what do I know about clothes’#well. thank u pretty optometrist girl u looked like Olivia Rodrigo a bit I hope u have a good day
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i hate when i get ghost baited by media. please let your ghost character be actually dead it was only cute when just like heaven did it 😭
#I’m inventing a new word. this has to stop#this is so cruel to do to tumblr user formerly known as ghostlygxnsey#like. dealing w implications of ghost character can be sooo cool and sexy stop bringing them back to life in convoluted ways#any ghost story is inherently a tragedy. lets live in that a little!#noah czerny i love you for rotting and being forgotten#like great example of a really truly dead ghost playing a narrative role only a ghost can#anyway. cant tell u what media this is about bc spoilers. but IM SO MAD .#this is why in my unfinished shitty haunted house au blue is really truly dead . etc#ok wait actually amending my initial only exception#locked tomb gets a pass bc fucked up fantasy rules make it as logical as anything#it was fun and sexy having dead characters reappear#and also its all about grief so we got the tragedy covered. and also ‘im not fucking dead’ even tho she eas#<even so. even tho i know its not gonna happen it cld be cool to see her actually rest. well thats another topic
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haven’t been on much bc my dog has been sick :( between seizures and an infected tooth we’ve been having a Time trying to get everything fixed (this started around the holidays so our vet has been very booked up…we have been like 3-4 times in the past 4-5 weeks OTL does not help it’s like an hour drive there, so that’s been exhausting) now his new seizure meds are making him sick (was hoping it was like, just an adjustment period thing but he’s been sick for a week and having concerning symptoms…) if I’m not on a ton or slow to replying to messages it’s bc I’m working as much overtime as my job will give me bc Vet Expensive and mentally drained obvi 😞
#it makes me a lil mad his meds were kinda pricy and they literally are making things worse. like sure he isn’t have seizures but he can#barely walk and keeps running into things and keeps having diarrhea so like. 🙃 and the meds are making him sooo hungry and thirsty#I’m seeing the vet AGAIN FRIDAY I know she’s so sick of me but man my little guy. if she can’t figure out a combo that doesn’t have such#bad side effects I’m literally going to scream and cry#he’s the most sensitive boy in the world and my mental health hangs on his and my cats well being. please. 😭#sanchoyorambles#I’ve also called them like twice to find out if I should stop or what they want me to do and keep getting ‘oh they’ll call u back’ WHEN#GIRL MY PUBBY#if I don’t hear back before his next dose I’m just gonna make an executive decision myself to stop them for now#he’s literally on the smallest possible dose too bc he’s so little. so. they can’t go down in dosage they’ll need to put him on smth else 😑#which means paying for ANOTHER PRESCRIPTION A WEEK AFTER ALREASY GETTING ONE THAT WAS $30 ON TOP OF HIS STUPID VET BILL#screaming.#and like if I have the money it’s fine. and it’s not like the vet could’ve known he’d have bad side effects#im just frustrated it’s no one’s fault#I could go to a closer vet. the thing is I LIKE the one further away#they have the only groomer I’ve found that can trim him without sedating him! they send me reminders abt his shots! I like the vibes!!!#they seem caring!! but they are always SOOO BUSY it takes forever to make appointments or to hear back from them 😭#remember how I said one of my goals was to buy a vechicle this year lmao the vet bills are draining any savings I’ve managed to build up 🤧#my pets are priority 1 tho like even before all the medical stuff /I/ need like lol… that’s my baby#it’s just really bad timing. not that there’s good timing for medical issues but. u know
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so i might have to finally go to my RA abt my roommate and it makes me feel like such a bitch but like. is it really worse than wanting to throw smth at her
like it’s gotten to the point where i have to wear earbuds to bed because she talks so loud. keep in mind this isn’t even who i share am actual room with, and i can hear her. i’m at my breaking point
#alli says shit#it’s like i can’t keep complaining and doing nothing abt it#n i know that’s what an RA is for but it makes me feel. small#like i’ve been trying to be the bigger person this semester and it’s not working#it just makes me even more angry#i might ask my mom what to say bc she was an RA#but damn#it’s fucking wild#it just feels terrible!#if she was a bitch maybe it’d be easier but she’s nice#she just also drives me insane#idk i just need to get it off my chest#i think i’m just worried it’ll also all blow back on me and then she’ll hate ME#even though i’m just like. i wanna sleep. i want to not have to have my earbuds at full blast to get some peace#i want u to clean ur goddamn desk n stop making it everyone else’s problems ants got into ur snacks#it’s just. killing me#like i forgave the roommate who got me sick faster
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In the galidraan au, omega is a clone of arla fett. I don’t know if it will come up at all or have any plot relevance, but it does shape my worldbuilding just a bit.
#chit chat#galidraan au#putting this in the galidraan au is made more difficult by the fact that none of the time travelers know anything about arla fett#lmao#rex knows omega purely out of blond clone solidarity and that's IT#sometimes i want to write like. current time oneshots. just to explain everything.#dooku nabbed arla fett at one point just to ensure compliance from jango#but jango was so onboard with the kill the jedi plot that he didn't end up needing her#so he erased her memory of him and sent her back to the facility#where she stayed until canon events#and palpatine kept an eye on her just in case they needed her again#there’s like a whole vague backstory i have about palpatine’s involvement in arla’s arrest and later her confinement at the valorum center#but i need to do a lot more research into mental health care before i could ever put it in a fic#and there is such a high likelihood of me never using it that i simply have not gotten around to it yet#psychiatric confinement tw#mental hospital tw#not precisely but if u know her backstory you know what I’m talking about
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I thought that your hatred towards Bix and Adria was because you’re a crazy Rebelcaptain shipper who thinks he couldn’t look at anyone else but since you ship Melshian too I guess the problem is misogyny 🤷
HELP why are still scrolling my blog 💀 did u really ask another anon after I blocked you omg. You already said this with your main. My biggest fan.
Fr if I was mad that nobody liked my ship, I’d draw even more shit and write fics etc to at least have joy in my life, but YOU anon don’t even like this ship lol. Idk how this is my problem. And making other people fix your issues for you is so wild and whiny. Trying to insert words you just barely learned too lmao.
#calling out adria for what she is anon I agree#I make ONE post about her with documented interviews and this person is having a meltdown#what’s also crazy is that all of my salt is a attached to this account#All anons I send are appreciation messages but I don’t want to look weird like I’m stalking u#if you send hate anonymously u already lost lol#You DONT want to back it up because you know you’re wrong#I can’t imagine doing that#anon asks
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#mentioned goin on a trip sometime this year w my friend n she just won’t open my messages even tho we were actively chatting back n forth#ik im just overthinking#but i swear anytime i try to make any plans w her she just goes silent n ignores me#which ya know probs means she doesn’t wanna be do that kinda shit#but like why keep trying to be my friend ???#am confused#n also don’t wanna just ask her what’s up bc i’ve asked before#n she’s just like omg i’m crying n i didn’t tell u i started dating this guy bc i didn’t want it to be real#n now this girl just doesn’t even tey to contact me unless i do it first#i just hate all my relationships are one sided#why do i care about ppl so much when they don’t do the same towards me
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#need to get my outer appearance to the point I’m like this about myself#like I have so much admiration..and it’s clear she works hard for it (working out etc)#idk if it comes off as vain but this is really important to me that I reach a point where I’m on this vibe abt myself#but this inner is just as important I just want to become a better person in general.. need to focus on that#and certain goals and not drinking alcohols every evening after spending all day at a job i hate..#I’ve been with the same company for ~5yrs and I’ve only gotten frumpier grumpier more boring and more lazy#surrounded by other ppl who have resigned themselves to living for the weekend#idk what I’m going to do#I know I’ve been talking about this for years#I feel like the relationship I’ve been in for the last few years totally destroyed my sense of self#bc I was always trying to focus on him#like a sunflower follows the sun#but this breakup.. might be an opportunity to come back to myself#isn’t it so crazy that I’m still living with my ex#I’m so thankful that he’s listening to political videos on YouTube in the living room bc it’s the biggest turnoff ever (he’s conservative)#and before u judge me for that… I could accept it bc i know he’s not bigoted just a little ummmm#easily manipulated#I’ve seen how succeptive he is to the way things are presented to him#and he elicits the exact response that’s why coerced#almost too easy#but he is so sweet#generous#and so soft although he considers himself the opposite#everyone he meets loves him#just one of those people
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it’s a sad sad day when you have to list your signed taylor stuff because you literally have NO money (on account of not having a job, #lol) because i’m about to make a listing for the 7 signed midnights inserts i have because i literally have no other choice even though i’d rather jump off a bridge than part with my signed taylor stuff 😭😭😭
#i hate looking at my signed folklore bc she Knows i’m trying to sell her and i’m so sad about it#i don’t wanna do it either!!!#ive already listed like 40 funkos on mercari and gonna list more too#i’m fr listing half the shit i own because i have NO source of income at ALL and my credit card companies are hounding me and i’m fielding#their calls and i know i should just answer and explain that i don’t have a job as of a month ago but i’m also scared bc what if they say#too bad so sad u still gotta pay us??? which okay valid#ITS NOT THAT I DONT WANNA PAY ITS THAT ALL MY ACCOUNTS ARE LITERALLY NEGATIVE#so this money id be making i wouldn’t even get to USE#it’s all just towards debt#but i gotta do it bc i can’t afford to NOT#and in 2 weeks when i’m back from san diego with my friend for her birthday (she’s paying but also wtf i can’t even help???)#i will be getting a job i’ve been applying and looking and will try to have one within 2-3 weeks#but then that’s STILL about a month out from ANY paycheck i would get#sooooo selling ALLLLLL my stuff it is the#then*
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I start volunteering at the cat cafe in a couple weeks but I honestly don’t know what’s happening and I need full instructions on what I’m doing but they said they’d train me on the job but I cannot comprehend verbal instructions so i think ill die
#wdym you’ll just train me on the job?#i only drink water idk how to make cappuccinos and shit#I need practice man .#my support worker told them I’m autistic but nobody understands what autism is so 😭#i knowww they’ll expect me to do shit I can’t do and I’ll try and do it bc I don’t want to look stupid#but then I’ll look stupid bc I’ll do it wrong#- my life#I lit would rather just be in the back rooms cleaning out litter trays and shit#and looking after the cats#I don’t want to make drinks and talk to people#lmao#they haven’t told me shittt I just went to meet the manager and she was like ‘ok can u start then’ and I’m like???#u know nothing abt me what#I guess I’m not getting paid so surely they won’t expect much#im just anxious#cos I just get everything wrong#and it takes me a lot longer to learn how to do practical things . so ppl think I’m dumb as fuck :(
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