#and she cut me out lmao
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tad lyric that makes you ascend to a higher plane of existence?
“YOU DO NOT GET TO HURT ME JUST BECAUSE I ASKED YOU ONCE IF YOU WERE ALRIGHT!”
My mum kicked me out when I was a teenager because I told her that her new boyfriend had previously tried to date my dad’s current girlfriend and got rejected for being quote-unquote “an aggressive drill sergeant dickhead” (he ain’t ever been in the army either smh) 🤡
#I was just tryna help her#and she cut me out lmao#that was 2 years ago and then I ran away as a teen and haven’t been back to my home continent since#so yeahhhhh#that lyric awakens a deep visceral catharsis in me
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THEE audiodrama disguised as podcast
#sherlock and co#s&co#sherlock holmes#john watson#mariana ametxazurra#Ive been thinking abt these design SO much lmao. even while doing other things#decided to take cues from acd/granada more. hence sherlock's headband to mimic slicked back hair#and I went with Colors bc. well first of all Im a clown. but second of all I recall some stuff abt victorian fabrics and uh. the wonder of#arsenic green etc#they were enjoying the colors I can commit to some#and. okay Im so real with u Im also a long haired john truther bc he has a podcast of course he'd have long hair but#I think its gonna take a Hot minute. currently this is still like the slightly-grown-out regulation cut#john's jacket is bc he and sherlock are 90s kids. this was a moment of enlightenment to me. I can give john every windbreaker on earth#mariana gets the jean jacket bc I like to imagine she's a y2k kid#(sherlock I think is only 90s kid in year of birth that man's childhood was skipping class to burn shit in the wood)#(but he canonically sews which I fucking love so much. he has not bought new clothes for almost a decade#if a shirt's disintegrating no it isn't. not on his watch)#a lil sad I cant figure out how to give them hats lol I feel like thats the most victorian thing there is. a stupid hat#I can at any moment give one of them a beanie. but I refuse#there are. like a Hoard of other scribbly sketches I did to get used to drawing them. but those are for me those are not for the public#and also theyre in my sketchbook and Im too lazy to scan them#happened mostly during lunar new year lol. I was getting Hard whipped then thank u s&co for carrying me thru#ok I do other things now. have this for a while ok? thank u#have a good night lads. enjoy motion
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shout out to, like, 5 other people in the entire dragon age community who main aeducans + kill their stupid ass brother trian
anyway my floki aeducan :) she's an ass a rogue and a bastard (literally)
#dragon age#dragon age origins#dao#aeducan#warden aeducan#female aeducan#grey warden#hero of ferelden#my art#my oc#dwarf#female dwarf#killing that bitch ass trian AND making bhelen a king#also yeah she's a literal bastard and everyone knows it#but aeducan family is powerful enough to force people to not care lmao#as in dare to say it out loud and you'll get your head cut off#which contributed to floki's issues and hunger for power honestly#she'd make a cool queen but respect to bhelen she underestimated him#getting exiled made her realize that orzammar is for bitches#and she doesn't really want to rule anyway#being a paragon and roaming thedas is cooler#she smooches leliana and zevran and morrigan AND alistair btw#because i said so#makes alistair king and turns loghain into a warden tho#alistair and her would have a complex hatey spicy relationship#okay i just love every companion so they're all in a polycule for me
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Was Titans Dick dramatic for cutting open his arm to pull out the tracker Bruce had implanted inside it without him knowing? Absolutely not, I would've done the same thing.
#i can barely stand the tracking app my mom made me get for my phone before i left home#every single time she texts me ''are you off today?'' i immediately get pissed bc i know she's monitoring me#so if i knew someone had implanted a tracking device in my actual fucking body?? you bet i'd cut that thing out#dick you will always be famous for that in my eyes lmao#Dick Grayson#Titans
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I love how Nimona portrays Ballister’s curiosity as not inherently bad, and that when he’s respectful and gentle and acknowledges the sensitivity of the question Nimona is completely willing to explain and to show him. Because no matter what you use that as an allegory for it’s so often the case irl, if a stranger asks something invasive disrespectfully that’s completely different from a supportive loved one asking out of concern or a desire to understand you better, and that in close personal relationships asking questions, even if there’s a risk of stepping out of line or saying something insensitive, is usually good and healthy so long as it’s done properly.
Most of us (just like Nimona) are actively excited to talk about this stuff with those we care about, are happy for people we love to want to know us better, but it’s (obviously) stigmatised by strangers doing so rudely making people think they can’t ask any questions ever, which only increases the ignorance and stigma surrounding whatever the topic is. If someone knows they can tell you when a question is too much, when they trust you and understand what you’re intentions are, it’s good and natural to be inquisitive.
#nimona#nimona (2023)#it’s just a v specific thing to be acknowledged so directly ya know#it reminds me of my grandma berating people who abuse or cut off their children for being gay while inadvertently using slurs#because like. there was absolutely no malice there and lots of active support#just. a lack of education. and my mum explained this to her and she asked questions and learned#or my drunk SIL asking what being nonbinary actually IS after my nibling came out bc she genuinely wasn’t sure#and like. a teenager going through a period like this is naturally kinda defensive over questions from parents so she was scared to ask.#but understood real quick when I gave her a basic rundown#or literally any conversation I have about my ADHD lmao#mine
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“In order to get this, I had to survive this” trend on twitter.
10 years of hard work and im still cunty, bby.
#its based on a story called the necklace????#idk i dont remember lmao#but the OG was a school project for an english class#my english teacher sent me the picture 4 years ago????#and apparently she found the poster and essay while cleaning up her desk#honestly touched she had kept it that long#i think i used watercolor + colored pencil + white poster paint on illustration boared#and then ii found some necklace on a magazine and cut it out#lmaooo#i thought i ate#the essay was lowkey tragic#the english wasnt englishing#and im pretty sure the moral of the story still completely went over my head then and now
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“ i live with this burning hunger inside of me that allows me to stay in control ... but what do i have to show for it ? [ ... ] what's the point in being good ? ” ©
#new promo new me#cut out some of this quote bc it upset kiki lmao#and she made this beautiful promo so u know i gotta be nice#tvd rp#tvdu rp#rp#indie rp#teen wolf rp#thg rp#fallout rp#⋆˙⊰ support my b*llshit. :self promotion.
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when characters have poofy messy but otherwise straight hair, i like to headcanon that their hair is actually naturally wavy/curly and they just don't know how to/don't care to take proper care of it. bc irl that is often the case (speaking from personal experience)
#eliot posts#*looks back at my younger self who didn't know their hair was wavy just thought it was Bad*#i was fuckin. walking around with hair poofed up like a mix between a founding father and a startled cat#and with a halo of frizz at all times#older relatives would call it nappy or ratty and suggest i cut it off or get a relaxer treatment done on it#(sidenote a bit ago i learned that apparently ''nappy'' is usually a racialized term tho i myself am white)#fascinating that they knew that straightening treatments would ''fix'' my hair but did not actually know my hair was wavy#i wore my hair real long back then too so it was constantly tangled lol#memories of being a kid and my dad having to basically corner me to brush my hair in the morning before school#my mother would bitch about my hair being too long when i was a kid and sometimes TRICK ME into getting it cut shoulder length#but then when i was an older teen and wanted it cut real short she FORBADE ME from going any shorter than a bob???#so i just left it super long til i moved out and then chopped it all off and sold it to a wigmaker for a $300 profit lmao#now that it's short tho the wave pattern is very minimal#part bc of the way i style it part bc it's just a 2b wave pattern so you need a bit of length before the waves start getting really defined#anyway like. looks at catra and eda. let me get u some good conditioner and a wide toothed comb bby
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tav qotd: for those with playlists, pick three songs and tell me in the tags how they describe your tav/durge <3
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#tav qotd#bg3 tav#i don't know what else to tag this as 🫥#anyways three of makaria's are: cheerleader by ashnikko - brutus by emma blackery - mercy by king mala#naturally there are spoilers below so watch out ‼️#cheerleader is kind of a joke one bc she was originally based on the mean cheerleader trope but it plays into her ego and her hubris#and is kinda eerie in a way. also the 'cut throats and i feel better' line is just so good LMAO this song is such an earworm to me#brutus is wrt orin and how her treachery affected makaria; 'taking back what you stole' isn't in reference to bhaal's chosen but +#to makaria's sense of control over herself after being left helpless and forever changed by orin's literal knife in her back#and mercy kinda speaks for itself i think but it's the internal struggle against the dark urge and how could she ever possibly reconcile +#her ungodly past and move forward to be something more than what bhaal created her to be#rb games#jess.txt#makaria
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ok i do need to ask, do we like KNOW know that some egg admins have been playing as other silly npcs during this downtime or are we speculating. like i've seen people identifying admins with varying strength of basis since the eggs first existed but like. for a while there anytime an npc spoke portuguese everyone thought it was richas and then occasionally it would be agent 18 lmao so. . . are we doing that now or do we like Know lmfao
oh and to be clear i do mean varying strength; people were apparently spotting a leo admin's speech patterns earlier and since leo has such a distinct pattern (tho i'm not fluent in spanish LMAO) i'm inclined to believe that. but yea for a while people seemed to think portuguese=richas and to be fair there weren't many non-english npcs for a WHILE and really no portuguese besides richas (that we knew of) but it does mean i'm a bit more skeptical now when the audience starts trying to clock npc admins lmfao
#qsmp#this is not neg this is just me not being on y'all's same wavelength for the millionth time#sometimes i feel like i'm not cut out to be in a minecraft fandom lmfao#which is wild bc i started my fandom journey as one. maybe that's why lmao mcyt fan spaces are way different than 2012#anyway i'm apparently super bad with minecraft admin body language bc i never spot it#philza minecraft spotting his kids were Imposters from a mile away blew my fucking mind#bonus shoutout to etoiles who clocked dapper as a code fighting him#and who also had to clock his imposter daughter lol rip the legend#shut up vic#block game brainrot#oh and when phil clocked that bobby was filling in for tallulah tho that one was kinda obvious (lag)#i'm pretty sure fit has also clocked an admin filling in for ramon but i don't remember when or who#definitely pre-purgatory though#ah and when the eggs were missing and pierre clocked pomme and then used her ninho pearl lmao#while she was snipybara#that time roier laid on the ground and played sad music when a different admin filled in for bobby#and ofc cellbit noticing elisangela(iirc) was richas and teasing them#me when the parents can spot their kids a mile away: 🥰
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Okay that 3-parter sounds interesting!! 👀 Anything you can share about that?
HI KILLY!!!! <33333 thank you so much for sending this in omgggg!!!! please know that when this idea hit, i was like ..... yes this is absolutely becoming a 3-parter - so i am so so happy to yap about it!!! :D thank you SO MUCH!!!!!
@b17boys mentioned something about my OC, Judy Rybinski, who becomes turret ball gunner for Rosie's Riveters, would ultimately drop in between those German/Russian lines and I SPIRALED and was like - this needs to be written. AND HERE WE ARE!!!!!
I think, in comparison to my other writings, I really wanted to take time to dig into both the characters (Judy and Rosie) along with the surroundings, the general environment and situations and struggle around them and what that means to them individually and together as characters. We take it from Judy's POV - just because her youth and past really plays an important role in her life and how she approaches this situation as whole.
I'm going to take us a bit of a character study of Judy through the beginning/middle of what was Episode 9 of MOTA. Really fleshing out moments and scenarios and developing an even deeper connection of Judy and Rosie as well as simply the one Judy has with herself, along with morals, realizations and aspects of her life that are important to her. I also want to pull at the heartstrings a bit - we come into the first part with a view of Judy just in a straight-up not-fun situation. She's lost, just waking up from being passed out, no clue where she is (nor can really remember), half-remembering her whereabouts along with wondering - where is Rosie?! And I think that's an aspect about this that makes it interesting to write. We see Judy on her own, having to navigate this all. Trying to figure things out and most importantly - stay alive.
BUT -- I couldn't help but then want to make a piece (the 2nd part) where we focus on their reunion together, that being Judy and Rosie, who genuinely just do love each other. And being separated, fearing for their lives and one another's - really brings them closer together and that worry, fear, desperation and wonder really bring forward how much they mean to each other even more so.
And also just because I can imagine Rosie absolutely losing his mind at the thought of not knowing where Judy is and doing everything he can to find her again - and then, finally finding her and it's like everything has fallen into place. Yeah. Lol. I would consider this purely self-indulgent with the heavy-dose of angst/whump/comfort we'll be getting - BUT IT'LL BE WORTH IT!!!!!! SO consider me both excited and absolutely losing my mind!!!!!
Please enjoy a small snippet!!! <3
"Spy." he whispered, the word on his tongue enough to make panic ensue.
"No." she whispered, before clearing her throat, "No! No, no, no. No spy! No spy! American. I'm American!" Judy was frantic in her own defense of herself. "Born and raised! Red, white and blue, all the star-spangled bullshit. Down in North Carolina - you hear my accent?!" she called frantically again, desperate for the rifle to be removed from touching her uniform and for her to get a better idea of where she was and what was going on. "Carolina?" "Yes!" Judy said, going to sit up, but letting out a strangled cry and going to reach for her shoulder instantly - she watched all the rifles uphold, aiming at her again at her quick movements and she couldn't help the tears that welled in her eyes - with the confusion, the pain, the desperation. Between freezing and being confused and in pain enough to make her pass out - if she died out here, she'd be thankful. Anywhere was better than this snow-capped and war-torn field.
Safe to say Judy Rybinski is nothing but a smol bean who simply needs to be back home, snuggled up with a warm mug of tea and FAR from here. But -- she's got this so, I have no worries for her!!! MUST SAY - I love getting into this type of writing again though (reminds me of my Landslide-era writing days haha!) THANK YOU AGAIN KILLYYYYY!!!!! <333333
ask about one of my WIPs! [here]
#YOU HEAR MY ACCENT?!?!?! - judy rybinski circa 1945#plz she's too funny (crying screaming)#i threw that line in and went yeah - that's so judy rybinski coded it's insane#I AM SO EXCITED FOR THIS!!!! INSANELY EXCITED!!!!!#3-parter filled with judy x rosie angst/whump/hurt/comfort along with the void of unknown and grief-filled panic is someone you love is ali#e? (lmao it cut off)#SIGN ME TF UP#IT IS SHOW TIME YALL#i'll be very excited to put this out! in the meantime -- enjoy this snippet haha!#(also yes the image of rosie rosenthal absolutely losing his mind with worry about judy is bringing me sheer joy rn)#ANYWAYYYYY#THANK YOU KILLY!!!!#judy x rosie#judy rybinski#rosie rosenthal#silver bullets#mota writings
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Small dream that the supposed popularity poll movie about the most popular character(bakugou)was coming out and there was a literal trailer
I think it was after UA and after Bakugou starts professional work. Pretty sure he was working with Jeanist maybe as a sidekick. Or maybe he's about to debut as an independent hero so the world is watching him, so to speak.
The villain looked like a literal shape-shifting type, and had taken to shifting specifically as Bakugou(Dynamight), and causing trouble.
So now Bakugou has to deal with someone who is trying to tear down his status, who's committing crimes in his name, and has to reclaim his image, maybe?
I think, bc 1, there can be no Katsuki Bakugou arc without Izuku, 2, I would like to see Izuku do some cool things while he is Quirkless, and 3, Izuku would take SPECIAL offense to someone imitating/slandering/framing Katsuki and his image, Izuku would become involved in this somehow.
If it's Pre-support suit, he could be kind of an undercover or spy to help Katsuki fight back, get info, and catch the villain...if it's after that 8 yr reveal of the support suit... well, we could see him back in full action. Even his debut.
I'm thinking of this super cool shot of him grinning as he shifts into the suit, ready to go.
(Though I gotta say I like the idea of him not having the suit yet and doing some cool stuff anyway, using more of his brains than powers!!)
#bakudeku#about that movie they said there would be about the winner of the most popular character#ANYWAY#it looked pretty cool in my dream#how ingenius would it be to have the enemy in the popularity poll try to destroy the winners poplarity tho#wow so meta#bakugou katsuki#if they actually do a kacchan movie thatll be so cool#but like i said how can you have a post UA kacchan story that DOESNT feature izuku#so i feel like bkdk is only fitting#lmao#ooh and what if everyone involved trying to help katsuki get his name back was skeptical abt if Izuku could do anything Quirkless#but Katsuki would be like NO hes perfect he is my ace#so he and kacchan like MASTERMIND this operation#with pitfalls of course bc you gotta have conflict and stakes#izuku probably gets threatened and katsuki starts getting afraid of izuku getting hurt#but in the end it all works out somehow#horikoshi hire me#ooh and if it it pre-suit at the very end kacchan just marvels at how much he loves working with deku#and how badly he wants it to be permanent#and as izuku walks away waving bc hes got classes to teach#KACCHAN GETS A PHONE CALL#its mellissa and she is haply and says ITS READY#katsuki gasps#CUT TO CREDITS#the next movie is def bkdk being pros together for real#and izuku in his suit lmao#horikoshi i am outside your window
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Remember when we all thought Mike and Anna would play a major role in Jiara’s angst this season? 🤡
#then they had a 30 second scene with jiara in the first ep where JJ & Kie didn’t even speak and we haven’t seen Mike or Anna since lmao#and apparently they cut that scene of the bts of kie storming out of the wreck while mike was yelling at her#based on the fit she wore that scene should have been in ep 2#it really irks me that they’re not letting Kie go off on them for what they did to her#it irks me even more that we’ll probably never get a ‘do you have any idea how special your son is?’ parallel but this time with JJ#saying something like that about kie to mike and anna ���#jiara#obx 4#kiara carrera#the carreras#mike carrera#anna carrera#jj maybank#laura says things
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#so i have an appt. to the psychiatric department for personality disorders tmrw...#and like i tried sending a self referral to them last year lmao#and they only said that heyyy you're doing amazing sweetie you are high functioning 🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻#then i've ben to the health care center and since they think they cant treat me bc it's too severe they've sent referrals to other places#which have all declined me... so they also sent one to the psychiatric who sent a referral to this pd department#who that time also said that they can't accept me#so the therapist at the health care center like idk exactly but she sent a report on how they didnt handl my case properly#which made them call on me for an evalutation appt.#but i have 0 hopes. i honestly think the entire psych care is fucking lame and bullshit#i highly doubt they're even equipped to treat personality disorders#& even if they are theire budgetis getting cut bc ppl love having rightists ruling the government .... which means no funds for healthcare#anyway. PLUS it's a man.... -_- which reducuses my chances of being taken seriously even more...#i also hate talking to male therapists/psychiatrists... no fucking thanks. but i have to </3#i just really dont wanna go. like im gonna have to put energy into trying to argue for my right for treatment. w ppl who should inferstand#UNDERSTAND* i hate typing on my ipad ffs. they should understand my personality disorders..#bit health care proffessionals are horrible ppl and dont give a fuck abt their patients lol. so they're only condescending and rude 🤢🤮#i hate being in these environments bc everyone treats u like shit. the receptionists are so fkn rude and almost outright mean and insulting#the doctors and therapists and psychiatrists are all bullies who look down on u and make u feel small and worthless#so im really dreading it... but im also at my wit's end. i am missing out on my entire life. im desperate for help#even if i wholeheartedly believe that these worthless wastes of space wont give me any treatment i'll still need to go and try#then ig i'll just have to keep pestering the healthcare system. i might wventually even have to start going to the psych. ER so they put#that on my records and like idk. that costs money tho. plus from everyone i've heard from...#being at a psych ER esp when your situation isnt dire is awful and hell#my cousin who had been ther after a sui attempt had said that it 'scared him straight'#and that it was so terrible that he did everything to get back home as soon as possible and do whatever to never end up there again#so yuh... i'd rather not!#i was supposed to (my own decision) to write a list with ALL my symptoms and bring and be like LOOK MONGREL!!!#but since i suffer from avpd...... i havent. i procrastinated and now it's too late whoopsie. i'll just have to wing it fuckkkk 🥴#ofc it also has to be 8.45 .. so early in the morning for me im so mad ahhhhh i dont wanna go i am throwing up and screaming#but atp i'd have to pay $35 myself for not going so that will motivate me enough to force myself to go
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Constantly thinking about the data miner who found cut content of the voice lines of companions learning Minthara was pregnant and everything about that
#baldurs gate 3#bg3#baldur's gate 3#minthara#bg3 minthara#babblestar#reminds me of that bit I vaguely remember#from a naddpod short rest where Emily talked about how she considered that with Moonshine#cause it always interested her as having that NOT take a character out of the story#to still have them fighting and adventuring while dealing with pregnancy and motherhood#cause dnd is FULL of dads (there’s a whole damn podcast about it lmao) but not NEARLY any moms#and that’s what I would want for Minthara. for her to still be her but just have that Also There#she doesn’t become a stay at camp thing. she’s still as bloodthirsty and effective as ever#but she’s just also pregnant and dealing with that emotionally#and no bullshit with her getting beat up either like. no more than anyone else. do not make her weaker#do not make her have to be protected#make her the cunning and vicious Paladin she’s always been#but also do let us fix her in the way that like the team gets to convince her#NOT to parent in the typical drow fashion… drow are not.. GREAT mothers.. culturally#but through the power of communal rearing we can make lil minthy strong and loved#baldur's gate iii#baldur’s gate 3#baldurs gate#bg3 cut content#bgiii#baldur’s gate iii#baldur’s gate minthara#baldurs gate minthara#baldur’s gate 3 minthara#baldurs gate 3 minthara
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...have i ever showed yall my little gremlin?
anyways, i finally put my kj oc up on artfight, so here's all the art i did for her XD. i think she was my first oc??? or at least, the first oc i actually fleshed out
(yes, i drew that semi-realistic portrait of her. yes, it took 5 hours of my life. yes, i am also aware her eyes are black in that drawing for some reason. i gave up fixing it)
here's her artfight page if you wanna attack her 👀(pretty pls 🥺🥺draw my baby)
#whoop#my art#my ocs#kaitou joker#yes she is short as shit LMAO#i used to say she was my height (so like. 152ish as a 13 year old)#but i found out joker is like. SHORT. so i changed it#rip height nerfed by god (me)😔#(opening up my sketchbook) can you tell i have a favourite#sometimes you just gotta have a blatant self-insert oc that you slowly grow distant from due to age#so you cut them away from you and whats left is an imprint of your younger self <3#artfight
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