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oooooooooh i hate this!!! i love student organizations!! i love being the only person talking at a meeting!!! i love bringing up to a room of students that there’s proposed legislation to help “gender refugees” to be recognized as a class in canada following US and UK legislation, and getting zero response!! i love bringing up that the US no-fly list was leaked and has literal TODDLERS on it but that also Canada has its OWN no-fly list which is also still hidden and has prevented literal SIX YEAR OLDS from flying because of blatant islamophobia, and getting zero response!!! i love pointing out that in 2020 the union made a statement on and donation in support of black lives matter and decrying police brutality especially against Black and Indigenous people, and pointing out that footage of another Black man being murdered by cops was just released in America, and that in Canada a Black man was KILLED IN DETENTION DUE TO POLICE ACTIONS DESPITE THE FACT THAT HE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE RELEASED A DAY PRIOR, and getting ZERO response from anyone!!!! what the fuck is this!!! why are you here!!! YES the meeting has been an hour and a half NO i don’t care, this is about student politics and government and if you want to sit on a council then maybe ACTUALLY SHOW UP instead of just physically BEING there. i love that after prying any response from anyone at all it was STILL only vague and unspecific about “yeah i think that’s a good idea” more out of a concession to me demanding any kind of response from anyone present!!! i do not care if i’m being a bitch and dragging out this meeting!!! if your goal in hosting a council meeting is to be In And Out In Under One Hours then you shouldn’t be on council!!!! that’s not how decision gets made that’s not how action happens!!!! international students are being robbed and exploited and i am asking you for THOUGHTS on ANYTHING about the matter and you have only silence???? im not asking you to ted kaczynski the fucking place!!! i’m asking you to say two words or more!!! just say “that’s disgusting” just say “I agree” just say “We should do something” and that’s step 1, i’d love it if people would commit to action but even that’s impossible right now when people won’t even speak!!!!!
#vent#none of this is even my purview!!!#literally the only part of it that is is the tuition increases!!!!#i do the money i do the spreadsheets!!!#all of this should fall under communications and student life and external stuff!!!!#but i am the only person bringing it up!!!!#and i love our external rep to death bc she's the only person who regularly says anything in support of these#and she CONSISTENTLY does too#and ACTUALLY TAKES ACTION to boot!!!#but im literally just looking for input from ANYONE else who isn't on the exec bc#if you're not going to provide input then why are we having council in the first place#anyways yes i'm so so so tired and so so so pissed off#the apathy towards systemic racism islamophobia and transphobia has me literally shaking
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i like how most of arturia's "crines" mentioned in that lore thing the official twitter account posted involve stuff like
- inspiring a guy to declare himself emperor and campaign for rights for the infected
- getting a group of victorian soldiers to desert and become farmers instead of raiding a taran theatre
- whimsically lifting an elderly care home into the air with balloons and arts, to give the residents a bit of fun exitement :)
it gives a fun credence to the idea of her being laterano's criminal number one being less about her being the evilest person ever, and more bc she doesn't play by their (discriminatory and oppressive) rules
#arknights#shes the most ominous bastard ever but when you look at what she does#the reason shes seen as a villain by laterano is bc she consistently opposes the oppressive status quo lol#then again if she does something reaall evil in the leithania event i dont know of it i cant read chinese and do not look at fan tls much#you know. so dont get too mad at me if she personally makes a group of defenseless orphans brutally kill themselves or something#well#text
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hey does anyone else keep failing captchas? specifically on the motorcycle ones how am I this bad at making a computer think I am a human I want to get the isopod pattern :(
#the person behind the yarn#I have done SO MANY CAPTCHAS#etsy won't let me in :(#I'm a real human I swear!#I just can't tell if the handles are considered part of the motorcycle#I think yes of course they are#but I keep failing#also fun fact my mom consistently fails motorcycle captchas too#so whatever I am processing in a way the captcha thinks is wrong she does too lol
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Idk who needs to hear this, but in the event Jinx and Viktor do partner up, Jinx is the more normal one of the two. Imo people in Zaun LIKE Jinx better than Viktor. Viktor's association with Jinx alone is damage control for his reputation.
If you think about it for even 10 seconds, you'd see how Viktor is just an offputting dude. Yeah Jinx has volatile outbursts of destruction, but that's concentrated at specific people and at Piltover. Jinx isn't out here performing strange feats of blood magic that turns innocent bystanders (Sky) to dust. Jinx dealing with hextech recognizes it's dangerous (it connects to the realm of Heebie Jeebies) and is hesitant with it. Viktor knows he doesn't know what he's doing and just keeps going. That's worse, that's so much more dangerous.
You could say that Viktor's well-meaning and eventually develops a cult following from it. But one, Jinx has a cult too, and it's more successful (they steal real estate). Two, Viktor's time in Piltover has really skewed what needs to be done. At best, as a part of the hextech duo, Viktor might have improved workplace safety with his inventions, maybe, but not really. He wants to help Zaun, but he's lost the plot in the frenzy of Piltover's trade expansion.
Ironically, Jinx almost certainly has a better handle on understanding Zaun's politics and issues than Viktor ever did. Jinx spent her formative years at the top of Zaun's hierarchy while being raised by the defacto kingpen/political leader and actively enforced Silco's regime as well. So Jinx knows who and what's up in Zaun because she kind of made it happen, lol.
Tldr: Between Viktor and Jinx, Jinx is the more charismatic and likable figure to Zaunites. Take a step back and notice how Viktor is an extra level of weird compared to Jinx.
#arcane#arcane meta#jinx arcane#viktor arcane#i feel like there's a bias where people make jinx some kind of illogical creature of pure impulse and chaos#and it's like she has consistent thoughts and opinions like a regular person you're too caught up in conflating every reaction she has#as defined by her mental illness rather than relate them to the dynamics of her environment and the social standing she occupies#meanwhile viktor is just as dangerous if not more so it's just that he speaks in a calm tone and just does the same dangerous thing#without hesistation like jinx#sit with that see how much worse it is that he proceeds with less caution than JINX
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I don’t even fully know why but “what do I do when I miss you so much?” / “Just wait, and pray desperately” was a knife to my heart in the best way.
#crash landing on you#my grandma once said most of life was waiting and praying#and when he said it it just resonated so deeply#I think because. it’s not like a revelation or anything#but I think it’s just because she was suffering so much and had suffered so much#and so in that moment#he just takes care of her so completely and gives her hope. and not a false hope#a true one#and on deeper reflection the ending does work within the context of this (in my opinion) most powerful scene#/ apex of the show#it’s just the tone that’s a little wrong. that’s too aesthetic-y.#because the kind of steady way he keeps taking care of her from afar. and the slow build of her recovering but continuing to hope#couldn’t lead them anywhere except a happy ending. even if the final pieces of it couldn’t be unraveled (or put together)#by the show’s writing. so it just kind of has to fade to black so to speak#because the characters have been so steady and consistent a) in their personalities motivations and desires#and b) in their love for each other! that never falters or betrays a false note#and it’s the truest thing you’re left with. which is why—again—I actually think the problem might have been the tone#I would have gone for something more muted. I would have had them be talking and/or arguing a little more in their old way#to keep and sustain the idea that there is more work ahead for them that we’re just not going to see#but that is ultimately a kind of nitpick. and the take me to the lakes vibe of that final#scene is also not untrue.#also circling back for a second can I just SAY. that I love the balance of their vulnerabilities#there are such clear and distinct times where one of them is stronger and the other more vulnerable#and it’s sooooo perfect to watch and gives you many instant layers#anyway I’m crying in this Chili’s tonight (*my bed at 7:00 am)
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WHAT TAROT CARD ARE YOU ?
JUSTICE — what would you do to ensure justice? you know full well i don’t speak of lofty ideals and courts and magistrates, dearest. what would you do to those that hurt you? if I dropped them in your lap, what would you do? what kind of pain could you possibly inflict upon them? you are right to do so. you are right to want to do so. ignore the screaming, dearest, you are the hand of justice now, and they hurt you. do not look too closely at their faces, dearest. you are within your rights. you spell out your own rights, now. are you happy about it? are you certain that this is the right person you hold by the hair? does your anger hurt less now?
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#DASH GAMES //#her concept of justice and her concept of what makes things even is entirely ? it has its basis in what she considers fair and the black#and white nature of her own morality like it’s#her conceptualization of justice is set wholly in courts and the legality of the situation and the importance of one’s sworn word in the#society she was brought up in#like IT IS based in ideals - it IS based in court#and like there has just 😭 been so much. there’s so much - she can’t punish everyone who’s attempted to diminish her or hurt her in any#sort of way because it’s all blurred into one consistent stream of things that she has ? she needs to let go of - she can’t respond to#every little thing when the allegations flung at her most post the birth of her children are that of high treason#like there’s so much simmering anger that she just buried deeper and deeper until she can pretend it doesn’t exist#she doesn’t hurt alicent she doesn’t hurt helaena she’s even reluctant to attack KL after Luke’s death due to her fear of kinslaying like#she has her limits and that still is ? The people she would perceive as innocent and people like Alicent who ? in the book viserys loved an#in the show who she herself cared for like it’s#‘ does your anger hurt less now ? ‘ no! it does not#because the price she’s paid to successfully reclaim what they stole from her is ! too! high !#the price she never wanted to have to pay which she said at the start of it was too high of a cost was paid anyway and she’s fundamentally#fucking miserable because of it#like visenya is dead luke is dead jace is dead and viserys is missing and likely dead and all she has left is joff and aegon#and like the notion of the opposition to her succession was something she expected at that point. But what hurts the MOST is the way they#went about it. What hurts the most is what happened as a result of the shock she experienced from it#like she miscarried from it and she lost visenya - and the subsequent confrontations afterward led to the losses of her other children and#it’s like ??? they could’ve called a great council - they should’ve called a great council but no one did#what hurts is the fact the excuse is the vows sworn to her were ‘ stale’ and thus the people who turned their backs on them didn’t need to#uphold them so they could go about oathbreaking with their honor in tact when it’s like ? ( to her ) it feels as if she wasn’t even worth#the grace of them being honest with themselves on what they were doing#like it’s ?
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i feel rly sad and conflicted abt one of my best friends on earth but idk who to ask for advice bc i usually would have consulted her in this situation lmao
#shes cool and i dont want to lose her and i know Logically i love her but atm i feel so strange towards her#and idk what to do abt it bc i know in the past ive like...over-communicated a lot and over the last few yrs ive been trying to not do that#bc thats an anxious impulse i think .so like . self control#AND IMPORTANTLY . i may actually be the problem here ?? ok again i love her i dont want to lose her etc but basically ive noticed a pattern#which is that whenever she gets a bf/a man (even fwb) in her life she basically stops talking to me and the limited interactions we do have#become abt him. and while i support her it is acc too much. like we barely talked while she was w her ex bf until he became abusive and#then we talked a lottt like all our convos understandably were abt him . and then when they broke up we kept hanging out so i didnt rly see#the pattern there but still she seemed to centre men a lot in her life like sbe was excited to not date and find herself and then#immediately afterwards started seeing this other guy with whom shes basically in a relationship now#hes nice and all but like . HES ALL SHE TALKS ABT . actually we barely talk atp but when we do its abt him#she sends me reels sometimes but its all abt being jealous abt him etc . and shes bi but she said she doesnt like the idea of dating women#bc theyre scary . and i thought she was kidding in the ohhh women r so beautiful that theyre intimidating way but no she was being entirely#fr . she explained jts bc she was bullied by a girl in the past but like...bro ur ex bf literally abused you like surely you see men are#capable of just as much harm? but obvs who she dates is her own choice . but anyway she has consistently made plans w me then cancelled the#like an hr before . or asked to call me and then proceeded to not do so . when i ask her to meet/call its the same she just doesnt respond#or she cancels ? and while i understand anxiety sucks it feels SO WEIRD STILL . maybe im the problem slightly too bc ik i have no right to#feel this way but it rubs me the wrong way that ik she has so much time to spend w him/calls him all the time despite meeting him just a fe#months ago whereas i just have to like ...be ok w not actually having talked to her for a long time#its gotten to the point where when she says do you wanna meet/call i automatically respond yes and then just assume it doesnt happen . like#there have been several times over the past few months i double booked plans over when we were supposed to call/meet bc i was sure she#wouldnt show up and ive been right each time#like she sends me texts that she misses me or im her best friend etc etc occasionally and then acts rly . contrary to that ?#ive talked to her abt the issue w cancelling on me twice btw. when i was still dating the situationship person she would get sooo mad at#them for not respecting my time and shed tell me i deserve better etc etc and then like . she doesnt seem to respect my time at all#anyway she said she understand and she admits to like...being flaky etc but does nothing abt it#and its not like i can tell her to stop caring so much abt men bc we sorta had convos like that b4 she got This involved w this guy#and apparently it did nothing and the last thing i want is to police her relationships or get in her way#its just AUSHD AUGH#anyway i rly miss her it just doesnt feel the same at all anymore
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at what point should one go and get tested for ocd...................
#i seem to have a bit of a thing with checking things#and when i say a bit i mean it's getting very annoying#i don't actually even want to tell what i need to check the most bc it's fucking embarrassing#BC I KNOW I DON'T NEED TO CHECK IT I KNOW THAT I KNOW#AND YET.#I STILL HAVE TO FUCKING DO IT#HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#i hate it#and anyway doesn't skin picking go under ocd too#idk#i did actually once bring it up already with my psych but aaand she did agree with me but that was literally like at the end of the session#buuut i don't go there consistently yk so i just didn't have the chance to talk more abt it#but ii don't know sometimes i think that oh but what if others do the same and i'm just overthinking it#but . unfortunately the thing i need to check the most simply cannot be a normal thing lmao i am finding it very hard to believe that#that's something you guys do aswell#but then again#maybe#IDKK#weird it's weird#but it does bother me so fucking much#hhhhhhhhhhh#mayor of loserville
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Gale? He's fine... Astarion? He's not...
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 tav#astarion#gale dekarios#galemance#my art#tavstarion#hhoshiii does art#i gave elyria ONE healing spell and she basically has only used it on gale#this man falls consistently during battle like sir stop#i love him but get some help#also rip astarion#gale is perfectly fine he got a little arm cut and was a bit too dramatic about it#rhoda and astarion have the same INT level at 13 so this is embarrassing for them
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yea
#i really want him to hate her#as much as i adore wanders characted and how consistent his values are . i also love the idea of dominator being the only thing in like#at least hundreds of years to make that falter. before she even does anything he’s already uncomfortable#this is. the type of protag & villain dynamic i love the most#odieart#ALSO side rant#woy season 2 is feeding me SO good rn because Let me Tell you. it is seriously my favourite thing when shows are in a state where there is-#-some huge looming almost omnipresent threat that’s been introduced/established but the show just continues semi-normally anyway except with#the threat of whatever the thing is hanging over the characters’ heads and the show like absentmindedly mentioning the effects#and#developments of the threat. and dude oh my God in woys case of this. THE LIKE CONSTANT REMINDERS THAT THERES FEW PLANETS LEFT BC DOMINATOR#HAS ALMOST DESTROYED THEM ALL?? INCREDIBLE. THE WAY AN ENTIRE EPISODE IS CENTERED AROUND KEEPING ONE PLANET SAFE AND SACRED FROM HER#AND HOW SYLVIA LIKE SORT-OF ATTEMPTS TO FLEE TOO. ITS SOOOOUGUUGUHHHH I LOVE THIS FUCKING SHOW#I love woy.
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imagine if spn were an actual soap opera. imagine like 5000+ episodes. rewatches would take forever
#it would be. so much worse. but HIGHLY entertaining#absolutely no consistency. constant retcons and timeline shifts#characters soo ooc because none of the current writers have watched the first decade of eps#sam's been recast 10 times already. there's only so many times he can have a face-altering accident !!#ketch DOES have an evil twin#destiel went canon with cas in a female vessel but then they brought misha back and just have not acknowledged it#many amnesia plots#more of john's secret kids coming out of the woodwork#that one post that was like. kelly kline as one of john's kids. yea exactly#jo would've been one too like kripke originally planned#birth order would go: dean kelly sam jo adam#possibly ben braeden also john's#just. SO many secret babies#also maybe mary had a secret baby before meeting john. would give dean so many complexes and disorders#who could be mary's secret kid? maybe asa? she gave him up for adoption but kept tabs on him#ok new birth order for all the winchester / campbell kids: asa dean kelly sam jo adam ben#this is insane why did i think of this afdkfkdk#if anyone reads these tags i'm sorry / ur welcome#vic.txt#soapoperanatural
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You’re gonna die if you keep that up (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#Kayako#And Teisel's there technically#*Die again - he's sticking with his track record lol at least he's consistent#Ghost/Curse GF arc!! I enjoy seeing ZEX happy but I am Concerned for him lol#ZEX be attracted to something/one that won't brutally murder him challenge - difficulty impossible#His affection for the grotesque and monstrous - I mean while it's admirable he does regularly put himself in dangerous situations!#Runs solely on the Suspension Bridge Effect lol - attraction and fear so conflated in his mind <3#I keep thinking of his human instincts as specifically Max's instincts since it's his body - Max's self-preservation and fear and hunger#Which ZEX dutifully ignores lol Max's body tells him to bolt and privately replies like ''Yes yes in a moment'' haha#His fascination wins out! To his own detriment haha#Although I say all that as though I don't relate in my own way - I have maybe just a few too many notes relating to ZEX lol#It's always been hard for me to get into horror in the way it's intended to spook and scare because I tend to get sad :')#So many monsters and ghosts and creatures are victims of circumstance! Like Kayako! As she is here she's not even malicious just dangerous#I've never seen the Grudge so it's only speculation but it seems very sad that she was tethered as a Curse rather than a malignant spirit#Like a battery moreso than an individual - what a terrible after-existence! It makes me sad to consider!#ZEX reaching out to her in his own way is very sweet <3 He's so biased towards his darlings hehe#In a way being human does suit him - we'll packbond with anything that Might have even the slightest inclination to not maim us lol#And the way he personifies her! (VUXonifies her?) Reading intention or emotion into her actions with no proof and no understanding!#The way he ''tries to read her face'' as if he hasn't been struggling with that this entire time - with other humans who can tell him so ♪#His pride is so delicious <3 He is so easily blinded to his own shortcomings in the face of pleasure and the potential for connection!#It's no wonder DAX worries about him so much hehe ♥#It also always makes me so happy to have something fit together so perfectly like those last two hehe <3#That vine didn't exist when this happened! But there it is!! I love newer memes on older media hehehe ♪♫
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Kept the wolf on a leash. This time. But the elf option is just so funny to me. I was so tempted.
Love is (almost) strangling somebody together. 💖
#Divinity#Divinity: Original Sin 2#DOS2#Ifan ben-Mezd#not that I don't imagine that my girl would want to#given the subject matter#but she's just too soft for it#still growing her fangs at this point#and she's had some time to process things after Zanisima#also Ifan doesn't immediately realise it#takes him a moment#but just as things aren't so simple with him#I think she'd have a reason to believe now that they might not be so simple with Hannag#didn't regret it either in the end#also I don't know about the character models in this game#but the narration consistently makes Ifan sound really tall#like REALLY tall#like WAY too tall#if he can lift a LIZARD 'clean off the ground' by the neck#lizards are huge#and elves are super tall and there are certain lines that make my elf seem shorter or at least similar height#here I thought I was in for a tiny husband#in comparison with an elf anyway#and then my character isn't much taller than him according to the narrator#what does this mean for her then huh?#hmm#tall couple tall couple 👏👏👏
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everyday i think so hard about the fact that magnolia's apart of the silent generation
#does anyone else think like this. Hello#going off the home; the amazon boxes imply it needs to be at some point PAST 1997#which is when amazon went public#and going off silver thread being in 2024#and mint being an adult#that mean symbiosis would have NEEDED to take place between 1997 and late 2000s#> since spicaze confirmed he ages faster. meaning he's likely not EXCESSIVELY old; considering hes just cursed to look old. while not#technically being THAT age#so until we get official age confirmation for him. in silver thread#i will be thinking SO hard about this#-> she is cursed to be either silent gen. or a boomer#which would also explain how her and dove were employed;; since during. most wars. women were actually. allowed to do work#out of the necessity#and given the fact magnolia's obviously smart;; it'd make sense she'd be working consistently as mfs probably went “woah. she's smart”#> same with dove. too !!!#magnolia#dove#symbiosis
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📝 💐 🛼 💔⏪️💭🧊🌄❤️🩹
More Than Words by Extreme
previous ⏪︎ now playing ⏩ next back to playlist
#bizarre love triangle playlist#stranger things#el hopper#el's pov#okay so basically this song sort of captures el's series long realization coming to a head#which is that she never needed to hear mike say i love you for it to be real#she needed to feel it based on his actions#i don't necessarily think she was going to break up with mike here#because arguably she already dumped his ass with that from el letter#HOWEVER i do think she was prepared to solidify her concerns and how she feels now#maybe her hope was to rid mike of his misery and try to meet him on his level and put all of this fake nonsense to rest#with them both coming to the decision mutually that it would be better for them to focus on being friends#bc she will always want that even if mike is too much of a peabrain to realize that it's even an option for them (yet)#he's giving her all these signals up to this point that he does not have romantic feelings for her#it was never about him not being able to say i love you (tho it contributed in that he avoided it)#it was the fact that she needed to hear it at all to believe it that cemented their permanent romantic fallout#a consistent parallel between the endgame couples is that none of them ever say i love you out loud#bc they show it! and the other person knows as a result!#which follows the whole 'show dont tell' rule#el basically broke up with mike in vol 1 and was prepared to not see him for a long time or ever again#but then they were reuniting and she was so relieved that didn't have to be the case#and yet mike isn't kissing her#he's not saying he loves her#he's stalling#but i think el takes it as him respecting her decision to finally call it quits via her from el letter and that maybe he's matured since s3#but then he's rambling and dancing around his words#and you can literally see the pity start to be written all over her face#it's as if she's realizing he's going to try to mend their romantic relationship AGAIN even tho she can tell his heart isn't in it#she looks confused and almost disappointed#then abruplty romeo is interrupted
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6 years into this relationship and i still think its crazy i bagged a hot as fuck BUTCH
#im in awe consistently of why sloane chooses me#but im so happy that she does#he makes me so happy i cant put it into better words ;w;#i never thought i would get the woman of my dreams but i did and if i did it then u can too#go get that butch!
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