#and sharing connections with other people

[lemmesayimyourbiggestfan]

Say my name again

Hwang In-ho x reader

word count: 2k

warnings: blood, gore, violence… if u watched SG, you’ll be fine

as always, requests are open!

You’ve been watching him for some time now. Paying attention to the way his mouth moved when he talked to his teammates, following his gaze wherever he looked. After the second game, you overheard him introducing himself. Young-il. What a coincidence he looked like the police officer that visited your flat so many years ago. The name was what made you suspicious - you could have sworn the police officer introduced himself to you as Hwang In-ho. And it’s not as if you could’ve gotten those mixed up; you two spent many restless days trying to find the ones who were behind the robbery of your home. But, you smiled with some bitterness on your tongue, the outcome was obvious based on your situation.

You knew you were the only one watching him so closely. One of your teammates even joked about it, saying you were mesmerised by that man. But he just made you nervous - his presence planting a bug in your brain. Was he a spy for the government? Or was he just as miserable as the rest of you?

With another unsuccessful vote behind you, you could finally rest and get off of your adrenaline high by leaning against the railing of your bunk bed while nibbling on some bread. You took off your bloodied shoes that always made you nauseous just by looking at them and while doing some breathing exercises your eyes of their own volition found that familiar face in the moving crowd. Of course he is still playing, you thought. He was a cop, no matter what. You watched him give his own share of milk to the pregnant girl. Did he do it out of kindness or to manipulate those people?

“Seriously, Y/N, you must have a problem. What is wrong with you? Staring like that at that poor guy- he might get the wrong idea.” One of your teammates said to you, sitting next to you on the bed.

“Don’t worry so much. I’m just watching and that’s harmless on its own.”

“On its own, yes. But what you’re doing is more than that.”

You raised your brow in annoyance and curiosity and moved your eyes to her.

“And what is it that I’m doing?” You pursed your lips.

“Stalking, mildly put.” She grimaced at your look, sensing how close to irritated you were becoming.

“Stalking? Such a nonsense, Se-mi.”

“Well, whatever. Just be careful so he doesn’t notice or in the next game you might have even more trouble staying alive.”

“Yeah? Is that because you’re so done with me you’re gonna finish me off tomorrow?”

Both of you were grinning then.

“In your dreams, Y/N.”

***

The platform beneath you jerked to life but all your eyes could see were the puddles of blood everywhere. Your shoes were already drenched in it, the palms of your hands covered by it. You slipped on the blood so many times that your clothes were already camouflaged.

“Today I die,” you breathed out, ragged and scared. You knew you were right.

The music echoed in your head even as it quieted and the platform stopped. But you still couldn’t look away from all the blood, not caring anymore about the people around you.

“Two.” said the woman’s voice and panic began. You finally lifted your gaze, searching for Se-mi or anyone familiar but no one was around. People were screaming, dragging each other down, pushing, always pushing. And you just stood there, awaiting your unavoidable end.

“Come on!” There, a body appeared, and someone crashed into you with such force it was hard to stay on your feet. Hands grabbed your waist and with unbelievable strength half pushed you half carried you to the nearest unoccupied room. Only when your body connected with the floor and the doors locked behind you did you look up at the person who saved you.

“Tell me what you want from me.” Young-il or In-ho said, blocking the exit with his body, freezing you in place with those piercing eyes. So he has noticed, you thought, finding it hard to swallow, let alone speak.

“I know who you are.” you croaked and In-ho said nothing, but his laugh lines grew heavier.

“Do you?“ he asked after a while, his eyes sparkling. Was this just a game for him?

“Why didn’t you tell them your real name, In-ho?”

“What made you think you could talk to me like that?” You shivered at his words but your face remained impassable. Somehow, you weren’t scared of him, no. Just… curious.

“Same question.”

“You think I don’t remember you, right? But you’re wrong. The moment I noticed you here I knew exactly who you were, Y/ N.” It was hard to pretend that those words meant nothing to you.

“At least I don’t hide behind a different name.”

“It’s a precaution. Some of these people are criminals and if they recognised my name they wouldn’t be as happy as you to see me here, understood?”

Your cheeks reddened but that didn’t stop you from holding your ground. His gaze made you nervous and you started biting your lower lip.

“Would you stop doing that?” In-ho asked and you raised an eyebrow at him.

“You’re not the only one watching, Y/N.” he gave you a tentative smile.

Before you could say anything, the doors clicked and In-ho extended his hand to you as an offering.

“I can keep a secret… Can you?” A corner of his mouth curled up slightly and in answer you accepted his hand.

***

After you walked out of the room, the two of you didn’t speak until later that day in the dormitory. It was as if your roles switched - the whole day you felt his gaze following you wherever you went. It was driving you insane.

Thankfully In-ho approached you on his own, holding you by your elbow and gently leading you to a tranquil corner of the room.

“Stop staring at me to distract me!” you whisper shouted at him.

“Oh, I’m not staring at you to distract you.”

Again, the blush creeped into your cheeks. Flustered and ashamed, you looked away and bit your lip.

“I shouldn’t be here, you know.” he went on. His eyes were flickering from side to side, probably trying to see if anyone paid any attention to you.

“Well, I can keep a secret, can’t I?” you looked up at him from beneath your lashes, a spark in your eyes. A smile crept on his face but quickly disappeared.

“As soon as the lights go out today, the other team is going to attack us so they have more people voting tomorrow for the games to continue. You hide under the bed and be quiet, you understand?”

“Is this a trap?” you asked and stepped away, your hands starting to shake.

“Do as I say.” And that was that. With it, he meant to turn away, but you gripped his wrist.

“In-ho-“

“Would you stop doing that?” he retorted and moved his hand so it was him holding you. His knuckles were all white but he wasn’t hurting you.

“Doing what exactly, In-ho-“ before you could finish the sentence, the palm of his hand covered your mouth. Your nostrils were met with a musky and tangy smell.

“Don’t test me.” He let go of you and stepped aside. As he turned to go, he spoke over his shoulder: “When the lights turn off, come and find me. I’ll keep you safe.”

And somehow, no matter how dangerous this place was, knowing that you cannot trust anyone here, you trusted him.

***

“Light out in five minutes.” The woman’s voice resonated in the dormitory while everyone climbed into their beds. You sat at the edge of yours with shoes on, checking for the fifth time In-ho’s location. In your mind, you tried to blindly navigate your way and when you were finally convinced that you could do it, you loosened a deep sigh.

“Why so tense, Y/N?” Se-mi asked from the bed beneath yours. You climbed down onto her level and quickly checked if anyone was listening, before you whispered: “After the lights go out, gen under the beds. Trust me.” Thank god she didn’t question it, because you felt ridiculous enough for the both of you for even listening to In-ho. He didn’t have a motive to keep you safe. He had one to kill you, though. You were the only one here who knew his real name. You just didn’t know if it was information worth killing for.

“Lights out in ten seconds. Ten, nine, eight…” You looked around for the last time. The air was stale and tense. Your body started shaking immediately.

“Three, two, one.” The darkness fell like a heavy curtain. You quietly stumbled down the ladder, careful to make as little noise as possible. Your left knee nearly collapsed under you as you made the first step but you kept a firm grip on the railings as you slowly passed between the bunk beds. Two railings, you go right, tree railings, you touch the wall, you follow it into the corner, then four railings before you go left…. But it just wasn’t possible to move as quickly as required. You were three quarters in when hell was unleashed. The sounds of stabbing, screaming and gurgling filled the air but your legs refused to move. You were completely paralysed with fear.

Someone jumped screaming from their bed and stumbled into you. You fell with a yelp on the cold floor and tried to scoot under the closest bed, but someone was already there pushing you out, frantically repeating: “Get out, they’re gonna find me, you have to go!”

You scrambled on all fours and stayed as low as possible while crawling to where In-ho was supposed to be. You were such a fool.

There was a sudden kick to your abdomen and you gasped, pain resonating through your body. Someone tripped over you and fell with a scream, their hands trying to hold onto anything, which just happened to be your hair. You screamed with pain, blindly punching around yourself in a desperate attempt of defence.

“In-ho!” you finally screamed, not caring anymore if someone tracked you down because of it. There was so much noise that it didn’t matter.

“In-ho!” you kept on shouting as you got up and started frantically running in the direction you thought was the right one. You were starting to get desperate, your voice turning into a rasp, tears forcing their way out of your eyes.

Earlier, when you said that you were going to die that day, maybe it would actually happen.

Suddenly, a hand grasped your ankle and you were prepared for the worst. But when your name fell off In-ho’s lips, your shoulders sagged with relief and with a desperate cry you got on the ground and slid next to him under the bed.

“I thought I was dead,” you gasped out, hand on your racing heart.

“Well, me too if that calms you down.”

“It certainly doesn’t, In-ho.” you glared at him. He was looking at you in a strange way, something in his expression you didn’t know how to identify.

“What is it?” you asked, your stomach dropping. Was he actually betraying you? Or was he trying to kiss you? With that look on his face, you couldn’t say which one.

“Say my name again,” he breathed out, your breaths mingling. Suddenly, you noticed all the points where your body was touching his, your skin heating up at the contact.

“In-ho,” you mumbled and stretched out your hand to tuck a strand of his silky hair behind his ear.

“You have no idea what you do to me, do you?” In-ho looked at you with a pained expression.

“Not in the slightest,” you whispered softly against his warm lips as you kissed him.

[esotericalchemist]

𝟕𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄 - 𝐌𝐚𝐠𝐧𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬: 𝐆𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐔𝐩 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 & 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬 ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

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This is the seventh post in a 12-part series dedicated to helping you glow up using the wisdom of astrology. Each post delves into one of the astrological houses, exploring its influence on key areas of your life and offering insights to help you thrive.

In this post, we’re focusing on the seventh house—the house of partnerships, relationships, and collaborations. This house represents how you connect with others on a one-to-one level, from romantic bonds to business alliances and creative collaborations. Glowing up your seventh house means cultivating relationships that inspire growth, harmony, and balance, while also embracing the unique energy of the sign ruling this house to create meaningful and empowering connections.

𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝟕𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄

The seventh house governs partnerships, relationships, and collaborations. With Aries ruling this house, your approach to these themes is bold, dynamic, and often assertive. Ruled by Mars, Aries in the seventh house brings a fiery energy to your romantic and collaborative pursuits, emphasizing independence, passion, and a desire for excitement in your connections. Your glow-up involves cultivating relationships that are both empowering and balanced, collaborating with others while maintaining your individuality, and channeling Aries’ fearless energy into meaningful and harmonious partnerships.

Romantic Relationships: Passionate and Empowered Love

Aries in the seventh house makes you a dynamic and passionate partner. You’re drawn to relationships that feel exciting and energizing, often seeking partners who challenge and inspire you. Your fearless approach to love means you’re not afraid to take the lead or pursue someone who catches your interest.

To glow up your romantic life, focus on balancing your desire for independence with emotional vulnerability. While you thrive in relationships that allow you to be your bold self, opening up emotionally can deepen your connections and create lasting bonds.

Embrace spontaneous and adventurous date ideas that match Aries energy—think hiking, attending live events, or trying an exhilarating activity together. Prioritize partners who respect your individuality while also bringing balance and harmony to the relationship.

Collaborations: Dynamic and Trailblazing Partnerships

Aries in the seventh house brings a strong sense of initiative to your collaborative efforts. You naturally take charge in partnerships, often leading with confidence and a clear vision. This makes you an excellent partner in projects that require action, innovation, and bold decision-making.

Your glow-up involves learning to collaborate in a way that values the input and perspectives of others. While your leadership skills are a strength, fostering equality and open communication in your partnerships ensures smoother and more harmonious dynamics.

Seek collaborators who share your enthusiasm and drive but can also balance your fiery energy with a calm and steady approach. Together, you can create powerful and impactful results.

Attracting Harmonious Connections: Balancing Independence and Teamwork

Aries in the seventh house attracts connections that are dynamic and stimulating. You’re drawn to people who match your energy and aren’t afraid to speak their minds, creating relationships that are vibrant and full of mutual growth.

To glow up your ability to attract harmonious connections, focus on balancing your assertiveness with receptivity. Practice active listening and show appreciation for the unique qualities others bring to the table. By creating space for mutual respect and understanding, you can build partnerships that feel both exciting and supportive.

Embrace Aries’ natural magnetism by expressing your authentic self unapologetically. Your confidence and passion are what draw people to you, so don’t shy away from letting your true colors shine.

𝐓𝐀𝐔𝐑𝐔𝐒 𝟕𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄

The seventh house governs partnerships, relationships, and collaborations. With Taurus ruling this house, your approach to these themes is steady, loyal, and deeply rooted in trust and stability. Ruled by Venus, Taurus in the seventh house brings a sensual, grounded energy to your romantic and collaborative pursuits, emphasizing commitment, harmony, and a shared appreciation for life’s pleasures. Your glow-up involves cultivating relationships built on mutual respect and emotional security, collaborating with others in ways that foster stability and growth, and attracting connections that feel both beautiful and enduring.

Romantic Relationships: Loyal and Grounded Love

Taurus in the seventh house makes you a devoted and steadfast partner. You’re drawn to relationships that feel secure and long-lasting, often prioritizing loyalty, trust, and shared values in your romantic connections. Your Venusian charm and appreciation for beauty make you naturally magnetic, attracting partners who value stability and comfort.

To glow up your romantic life, focus on nurturing both emotional and physical intimacy. Create moments of connection that emphasize quality time, whether it’s through shared meals, relaxing evenings together, or thoughtful gestures that show your appreciation.

While you thrive in stable relationships, avoid the temptation to hold onto connections out of fear of change. Embrace growth within your partnerships by fostering open communication and a willingness to evolve together.

Collaborations: Steady and Harmonious Partnerships

Taurus in the seventh house brings a patient and reliable energy to your collaborations. You excel in partnerships that prioritize consistency, practicality, and a shared vision for long-term success. Your ability to remain calm and grounded makes you a trusted ally in group efforts, particularly in projects that require sustained effort.

Your glow-up involves ensuring your collaborations feel balanced and mutually beneficial. While your steady nature is a strength, be mindful of avoiding partnerships that feel one-sided or stagnant. Seek collaborators who share your commitment and contribute equally to the partnership’s success.

Infuse creativity and beauty into your collaborative projects—whether it’s designing an aesthetically pleasing workspace, brainstorming innovative ideas, or simply bringing a sense of calm to the team dynamic.

Attracting Harmonious Connections: Stable and Enriching Relationships

Taurus in the seventh house attracts connections that are grounded, supportive, and focused on creating a shared sense of security. You’re drawn to people who value authenticity and who bring a sense of calm and dependability to your life.

To glow up your ability to attract harmonious connections, focus on cultivating your inner sense of worth and stability. When you feel confident and secure within yourself, you naturally draw people who resonate with your energy.

Express your Venusian charm by embracing your natural beauty and sense of style. Surround yourself with environments that reflect your taste and values, as this helps you attract connections that align with your energy.

𝐆𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐈 𝟕𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄

The seventh house governs partnerships, relationships, and collaborations. With Gemini ruling this house, your approach to these themes is lively, communicative, and mentally stimulating. Ruled by Mercury, Gemini in the seventh house brings a dynamic and curious energy to your romantic and collaborative pursuits, emphasizing the importance of intellectual connection, adaptability, and shared ideas. Your glow-up involves cultivating relationships that engage your mind, collaborating in ways that spark creativity, and attracting connections that bring variety, fun, and growth into your life.

Romantic Relationships: Playful and Communicative Love

Gemini in the seventh house makes you a witty and engaging partner who thrives on lively and stimulating relationships. You’re drawn to romantic connections where communication flows effortlessly, and you value partners who can keep up with your sharp mind and playful energy.

To glow up your romantic life, focus on deepening emotional intimacy alongside intellectual connection. While you love the thrill of conversation and shared activities, creating moments of vulnerability and authenticity will strengthen your bonds.

Plan dates that spark curiosity and creativity—explore museums, attend workshops, or simply spend time discussing fascinating topics. Embrace your natural charm and humor, but also allow yourself to share your deeper thoughts and feelings to foster a well-rounded connection.

Collaborations: Dynamic and Innovative Partnerships

Gemini in the seventh house brings a natural talent for collaboration through communication and adaptability. You excel in partnerships that involve brainstorming, problem-solving, and the exchange of ideas, often thriving in dynamic environments where creativity and innovation are encouraged.

Your glow-up involves ensuring your collaborations are both exciting and productive. While you enjoy variety, focus on projects that align with your long-term goals and avoid spreading yourself too thin. Seek collaborators who inspire you with fresh perspectives and complement your versatile approach.

Incorporate technology, media, or networking into your collaborative efforts. Gemini thrives in roles that involve writing, teaching, or connecting people, so lean into opportunities that leverage these strengths.

Attracting Harmonious Connections: Stimulating and Versatile Relationships

Gemini in the seventh house attracts connections that are lighthearted, dynamic, and intellectually engaging. You’re drawn to people who bring variety and excitement into your life, often forming relationships that encourage learning and growth.

To glow up your ability to attract harmonious connections, focus on expressing your authentic self with confidence and clarity. Your natural wit and conversational skills are magnetic, but be mindful of balancing lighthearted banter with genuine connection.

Create a social environment that reflects your vibrant personality, whether it’s hosting events, joining clubs, or participating in activities that encourage communication and networking. Surround yourself with people who value your unique perspective and adaptability.

𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐑 𝟕𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄

The seventh house governs partnerships, relationships, and collaborations. With Cancer ruling this house, your approach to these themes is deeply emotional, nurturing, and intuitive. Ruled by the Moon, Cancer in the seventh house brings a caring and protective energy to your romantic and collaborative pursuits, emphasizing emotional security, mutual support, and heartfelt connections. Your glow-up involves cultivating relationships that nourish your soul, collaborating in ways that foster trust and empathy, and attracting connections that feel both emotionally fulfilling and harmonious.

Romantic Relationships: Nurturing and Emotionally Deep Love

Cancer in the seventh house makes you a deeply caring and devoted partner. You’re drawn to relationships that feel emotionally safe and meaningful, often seeking partners who share your desire for intimacy, trust, and a sense of belonging. Your intuition allows you to connect on a deep level, making your relationships profoundly fulfilling.

To glow up your romantic life, focus on creating a balance between giving and receiving. While your nurturing nature is a strength, ensure that your relationships are mutually supportive, allowing you to feel cared for as much as you care for others.

Plan dates that emphasize connection and comfort—think cozy dinners at home, meaningful conversations, or activities that reflect shared memories or traditions. Lean into your natural emotional depth, and don’t shy away from expressing your needs and feelings openly to foster greater intimacy.

Collaborations: Compassionate and Supportive Partnerships

Cancer in the seventh house brings a nurturing and empathetic energy to your collaborations. You excel in partnerships that require emotional intelligence, care, and a focus on creating a supportive environment. Your ability to sense others’ needs makes you an invaluable partner in group efforts.

Your glow-up involves ensuring your collaborations are balanced and respectful. While you thrive in roles where you can nurture and uplift others, it’s essential to set boundaries and avoid overextending yourself. Seek collaborators who appreciate your caring nature and contribute equally to the partnership’s success.

Focus on projects that resonate with your values and allow you to make a meaningful impact. Cancer energy excels in areas related to caregiving, community building, or creating a sense of home and security.

Attracting Harmonious Connections: Emotionally Fulfilling Relationships

Cancer in the seventh house attracts connections that are supportive, intuitive, and deeply emotional. You’re drawn to people who value vulnerability and authenticity, often forming relationships that feel comforting and nurturing.

To glow up your ability to attract harmonious connections, focus on cultivating emotional resilience and self-awareness. When you feel secure within yourself, you naturally draw people who mirror your emotional strength and compassion.

Create spaces that reflect your warmth and care, whether it’s hosting gatherings that foster genuine connection or simply maintaining a welcoming presence in your social interactions. Embrace your natural ability to make others feel at ease, and allow yourself to receive the same care in return.

𝐋𝐄𝐎 𝟕𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄

The seventh house governs partnerships, relationships, and collaborations. With Leo ruling this house, your approach to these themes is bold, warm, and expressive. Ruled by the Sun, Leo in the seventh house brings a radiant and charismatic energy to your romantic and collaborative pursuits, emphasizing loyalty, mutual admiration, and a shared sense of purpose. Your glow-up involves cultivating relationships that empower you to shine, collaborating in ways that inspire creativity and leadership, and attracting connections that are both passionate and deeply fulfilling.

Romantic Relationships: Passionate and Heart-Centered Love

Leo in the seventh house makes you a vibrant and generous partner. You’re drawn to relationships that feel grand, romantic, and full of admiration, often seeking partners who uplift and celebrate your individuality. You thrive in connections where loyalty, passion, and mutual support are the foundation.

To glow up your romantic life, focus on balancing your desire for recognition with genuine emotional connection. While you love to be adored, building a relationship rooted in mutual respect and shared joy will bring deeper satisfaction.

Plan dates that feel special and celebratory—think candlelit dinners, theater outings, or spontaneous adventures that highlight your shared passions. Let your natural charm and warmth shine while also showing appreciation for your partner’s unique qualities.

Collaborations: Creative and Inspiring Partnerships

Leo in the seventh house brings a natural talent for leadership and creativity to your collaborations. You excel in partnerships where you can take the lead, inspire others, and work toward a vision that feels exciting and impactful. Your confidence and charisma make you a magnet for collaborators who appreciate your energy and enthusiasm.

Your glow-up involves ensuring your collaborations are balanced and inclusive. While your leadership skills are a strength, fostering a spirit of teamwork and valuing others’ contributions will enhance the success of your partnerships. Seek collaborators who share your passion and ambition but also bring complementary strengths to the table.

Focus on projects that allow you to express your creativity and shine, whether it’s leading a community initiative, starting a joint venture, or co-creating something artistic or innovative.

Attracting Harmonious Connections: Loyal and Empowering Relationships

Leo in the seventh house attracts connections that are vibrant, supportive, and full of admiration. You’re drawn to people who match your energy and bring positivity, inspiration, and fun into your life.

To glow up your ability to attract harmonious connections, focus on cultivating self-confidence and authenticity. When you fully embrace your inner light, you naturally draw people who respect and celebrate you.

Create environments that reflect your personality and love for beauty, whether through hosting social events, participating in creative communities, or simply bringing your warmth to group interactions. Be open to receiving the same generosity and loyalty you offer to others.

𝐕𝐈𝐑𝐆𝐎 𝟕𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄

The seventh house governs partnerships, relationships, and collaborations. With Virgo ruling this house, your approach to these themes is practical, thoughtful, and service-oriented. Ruled by Mercury, Virgo in the seventh house brings a meticulous and grounded energy to your romantic and collaborative pursuits, emphasizing the importance of shared goals, mutual support, and continual growth. Your glow-up involves cultivating relationships built on trust and effort, collaborating in ways that bring efficiency and harmony, and attracting connections that inspire you to grow and refine yourself.

Romantic Relationships: Grounded and Supportive Love

Virgo in the seventh house makes you a dedicated and conscientious partner. You’re drawn to relationships where mutual respect, trust, and shared values create a strong foundation. You approach love with thoughtfulness, often focusing on ways to support your partner and help the relationship grow.

To glow up your romantic life, focus on balancing your desire to “fix” or perfect things with unconditional acceptance. While your ability to notice details is a strength, avoid being overly critical of yourself or your partner. Celebrate the small, meaningful moments that build intimacy and connection.

Plan dates that align with Virgo energy’s love for practicality and refinement—such as cooking a meal together, taking a workshop, or enjoying nature on a peaceful hike. Prioritize partners who value effort and are equally invested in building a strong, supportive bond.

Collaborations: Detail-Oriented and Efficient Partnerships

Virgo in the seventh house brings a natural talent for organization and problem-solving to your collaborations. You excel in partnerships that require focus, precision, and teamwork, often thriving in roles where you can contribute your analytical skills and dedication to improvement.

Your glow-up involves ensuring your collaborations are not only productive but also balanced and harmonious. While your ability to perfect systems is invaluable, allow room for flexibility and creativity in the partnership. Seek collaborators who appreciate your thoroughness and share your commitment to quality work.

Focus on projects that align with your values and offer opportunities for growth and learning. Whether you’re organizing a community initiative or fine-tuning a shared vision with a business partner, your attention to detail ensures the success of your endeavors.

Attracting Harmonious Connections: Thoughtful and Uplifting Relationships

Virgo in the seventh house attracts connections that are dependable, grounded, and growth-focused. You’re drawn to people who share your dedication to self-improvement and who value your practical yet caring nature.

To glow up your ability to attract harmonious connections, focus on cultivating self-acceptance and appreciating your unique qualities. When you embrace your strengths and let go of perfectionism, you naturally draw people who resonate with your authenticity.

Express your thoughtful nature by offering small acts of kindness or practical help to those around you. Your attention to detail and care for others is a magnet for creating meaningful and lasting connections.

𝐋��𝐁𝐑𝐀 𝟕𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄

The seventh house is Libra’s natural domain, governing partnerships, relationships, and collaborations. With Libra ruling this house, your approach to these themes is graceful, harmonious, and relationship-focused. Ruled by Venus, Libra in the seventh house brings a diplomatic and balanced energy to your romantic and collaborative pursuits, emphasizing mutual respect, shared beauty, and the art of connection. Your glow-up involves cultivating relationships that balance equality and romance, collaborating in ways that foster cooperation and creativity, and attracting connections that inspire harmony and elevate your life.

Romantic Relationships: Balanced and Romantic Love

Libra in the seventh house makes you a natural partner who thrives on creating harmony and beauty in relationships. You’re drawn to connections that are elegant, supportive, and filled with mutual admiration, often prioritizing balance and shared experiences in your love life.

To glow up your romantic life, focus on balancing your desire to please others with your own needs and desires. While you excel at nurturing harmony, ensure that your relationships reflect equality and allow both partners to shine.

Plan dates that celebrate beauty and connection—like attending art exhibits, enjoying candlelit dinners, or taking scenic walks. Lean into your Venusian charm by expressing your appreciation for your partner and creating moments of romance that feel authentic and meaningful.

Collaborations: Diplomatic and Creative Partnerships

Libra in the seventh house brings a talent for diplomacy and collaboration to your partnerships. You excel in roles that require cooperation, creative problem-solving, and bringing people together toward a common goal. Your ability to mediate and maintain balance makes you an invaluable partner in group efforts.

Your glow-up involves ensuring your collaborations are both fair and inspiring. While your natural diplomacy fosters harmony, don’t hesitate to assert your own ideas and perspectives when needed. Seek collaborators who value your creative input and share your commitment to achieving mutual success.

Focus on projects that align with your love for beauty, balance, and connection—whether it’s organizing an event, launching a creative venture, or building something that inspires and uplifts others.

Attracting Harmonious Connections: Equal and Uplifting Relationships

Libra in the seventh house attracts connections that are harmonious, supportive, and rooted in mutual respect. You’re drawn to people who share your appreciation for beauty, balance, and meaningful collaboration, often forming relationships that inspire personal and mutual growth.

To glow up your ability to attract harmonious connections, focus on cultivating inner balance and self-love. When you embody the qualities of harmony and grace that you seek in others, you naturally attract relationships that reflect those ideals.

Create environments that encourage connection and beauty, whether it’s through hosting gatherings, joining creative communities, or simply maintaining a warm and welcoming presence. Celebrate your Venus-ruled charm by allowing your authenticity to shine in all your interactions.

𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐏𝐈𝐎 𝟕𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄

The seventh house governs partnerships, relationships, and collaborations. With Scorpio ruling this house, your approach to these themes is intense, transformative, and deeply emotional. Ruled by Mars and Pluto, Scorpio in the seventh house brings a powerful and magnetic energy to your romantic and collaborative pursuits, emphasizing passion, loyalty, and profound connection. Your glow-up involves cultivating relationships that are transformative and empowering, collaborating in ways that bring depth and focus, and attracting connections that challenge and inspire your growth.

Romantic Relationships: Passionate and Transformative Love

Scorpio in the seventh house makes you a deeply devoted and intense partner. You’re drawn to relationships that feel magnetic and life-changing, often seeking connections that go beyond the surface and into the realm of profound emotional intimacy.

To glow up your romantic life, focus on building trust and embracing vulnerability. While your passion and loyalty are unparalleled, opening your heart fully can create the deep and transformative bond you crave.

Plan dates that reflect Scorpio’s love for intimacy and mystery—such as a quiet evening under the stars, exploring hidden gems in your city, or engaging in meaningful conversations about your shared dreams and desires. Prioritize partners who respect your need for emotional depth and are equally invested in building a strong, lasting connection.

Collaborations: Focused and Transformative Partnerships

Scorpio in the seventh house brings an intense and transformative energy to your collaborations. You excel in partnerships that require focus, determination, and a shared vision for meaningful change. Your ability to dive deep into projects and bring clarity to complex situations makes you an invaluable partner in challenging or high-stakes endeavors.

Your glow-up involves ensuring your collaborations are based on mutual trust and respect. While your intensity drives success, avoid taking on too much control or becoming overly protective of your ideas. Seek collaborators who share your commitment to excellence and are willing to engage with your transformative approach.

Focus on projects that align with Scorpio’s passion for change and empowerment—such as launching a business, organizing impactful initiatives, or working on artistic or research-oriented ventures that inspire growth and evolution.

Attracting Harmonious Connections: Empowering and Profound Relationships

Scorpio in the seventh house attracts connections that are deeply emotional, empowering, and transformative. You’re drawn to people who challenge you to grow, mirror your intensity, and share your desire for authenticity and depth.

To glow up your ability to attract harmonious connections, focus on cultivating self-awareness and emotional balance. When you channel your intensity in a way that feels empowering rather than overwhelming, you naturally draw people who align with your vision and values.

Express your magnetic nature by embracing your authenticity and sharing your passions openly. Surround yourself with people who appreciate your depth and loyalty, and create connections that bring out the best in you.

𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐔𝐒 𝟕𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄

The seventh house governs partnerships, relationships, and collaborations. With Sagittarius ruling this house, your approach to these themes is adventurous, optimistic, and growth-oriented. Ruled by Jupiter, Sagittarius in the seventh house brings an expansive and free-spirited energy to your romantic and collaborative pursuits, emphasizing a love for exploration, shared philosophies, and personal growth within partnerships. Your glow-up involves cultivating relationships that inspire and expand your horizons, collaborating in ways that encourage innovation and learning, and attracting connections that feel dynamic and uplifting.

Romantic Relationships: Adventurous and Inspiring Love

Sagittarius in the seventh house makes you a partner who thrives on excitement and intellectual connection. You’re drawn to relationships that are fun, inspiring, and full of shared adventures. Partners who challenge your ideas and encourage exploration are particularly magnetic to you.

To glow up your romantic life, focus on balancing your desire for freedom with emotional connection. While you value independence, creating space for vulnerability and grounding your relationships can make them more meaningful and fulfilling.

Plan dates that spark curiosity and exploration—think road trips, trying exotic cuisines, or attending philosophical or cultural events together. Embrace partners who share your zest for life and are open to growing alongside you, both as individuals and as a couple.

Collaborations: Innovative and Visionary Partnerships

Sagittarius in the seventh house brings a dynamic and forward-thinking energy to your collaborations. You excel in partnerships that prioritize creativity, big ideas, and long-term goals, often thriving in environments where growth and learning are encouraged.

Your glow-up involves ensuring your collaborations are grounded and productive. While your enthusiasm for new ideas is a strength, focusing on actionable plans and clear communication will enhance the success of your partnerships. Seek collaborators who share your vision and bring complementary skills to the table.

Focus on projects that align with Sagittarius’ love for expansion and impact, such as educational initiatives, travel-related ventures, or innovative approaches to social change. Your ability to inspire others with your optimism and big-picture thinking makes you a valuable partner in any endeavor.

Attracting Harmonious Connections: Expansive and Uplifting Relationships

Sagittarius in the seventh house attracts connections that are adventurous, intellectually stimulating, and growth-focused. You’re drawn to people who inspire you to think bigger, explore more, and embrace life with optimism and enthusiasm.

To glow up your ability to attract harmonious connections, focus on cultivating your sense of inner freedom and purpose. When you embrace your own growth journey, you naturally draw people who align with your expansive mindset.

Express your adventurous nature by engaging in activities that reflect your love for exploration and learning, whether through travel, attending workshops, or participating in community events. Surround yourself with people who share your curiosity and encourage your dreams.

𝐂𝐀𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐍 𝟕𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄

The seventh house governs partnerships, relationships, and collaborations. With Capricorn ruling this house, your approach to these themes is grounded, ambitious, and responsibility-driven. Ruled by Saturn, Capricorn in the seventh house brings a practical and determined energy to your romantic and collaborative pursuits, emphasizing loyalty, stability, and shared long-term goals. Your glow-up involves cultivating relationships that are built on trust and commitment, collaborating in ways that prioritize structure and progress, and attracting connections that reflect your values and aspirations.

Romantic Relationships: Stable and Ambitious Love

Capricorn in the seventh house makes you a partner who values loyalty, dependability, and long-term commitment. You’re drawn to relationships that feel purposeful and aligned with your life goals, often seeking partners who share your ambition and work ethic.

To glow up your romantic life, focus on balancing your practical approach to love with emotional vulnerability. While you thrive in stable connections, allowing room for spontaneity and open communication can deepen your emotional bond.

Plan dates that align with Capricorn’s grounded energy—such as goal-setting together, visiting meaningful landmarks, or enjoying a quiet evening reflecting on shared achievements. Prioritize partners who value growth and stability as much as you do, creating a foundation for a relationship that thrives over time.

Collaborations: Structured and Goal-Oriented Partnerships

Capricorn in the seventh house brings a strong sense of discipline and focus to your collaborations. You excel in partnerships that involve shared goals, strategic planning, and long-term results, often thriving in roles where you can take responsibility and lead by example.

Your glow-up involves ensuring your collaborations are both efficient and inspiring. While your commitment to structure is a strength, being open to innovation and flexibility can enhance the creative potential of your partnerships. Seek collaborators who complement your organized approach with fresh perspectives.

Focus on projects that align with Capricorn’s love for achievement and legacy—such as launching a business, creating meaningful structures, or working toward a community initiative that requires dedication and foresight.

Attracting Harmonious Connections: Loyal and Purposeful Relationships

Capricorn in the seventh house attracts connections that are stable, supportive, and built on mutual respect. You’re drawn to people who value consistency and who bring a sense of dependability and growth into your life.

To glow up your ability to attract harmonious connections, focus on cultivating self-confidence and clarity about your long-term desires. When you embrace your inner strength and purpose, you naturally draw people who align with your vision.

Express your values by participating in activities that reflect your ambition and discipline, whether through professional networking, mentorship, or goal-oriented social gatherings. Surround yourself with individuals who inspire you to reach higher while offering the same encouragement in return.

𝐀𝐐𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐔𝐒 𝟕𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄

The seventh house governs partnerships, relationships, and collaborations. With Aquarius ruling this house, your approach to these themes is unconventional, innovative, and future-focused. Ruled by Saturn and Uranus, Aquarius in the seventh house brings a visionary and progressive energy to your romantic and collaborative pursuits, emphasizing individuality, intellectual connection, and shared ideals. Your glow-up involves cultivating relationships that embrace freedom and authenticity, collaborating in ways that foster innovation and inclusivity, and attracting connections that inspire growth and transformation.

Romantic Relationships: Authentic and Progressive Love

Aquarius in the seventh house makes you a partner who values individuality and intellectual connection. You’re drawn to relationships that feel unconventional and forward-thinking, often seeking partners who share your ideals and are open to exploring new ways of relating.

To glow up your romantic life, focus on balancing your need for independence with emotional intimacy. While you value freedom in relationships, creating space for vulnerability and genuine connection can deepen your bonds.

Plan dates that reflect Aquarius’ love for exploration and creativity—think stargazing, attending a tech or art exhibit, or engaging in meaningful discussions about shared interests. Prioritize partners who respect your individuality and challenge you to grow intellectually and emotionally.

Collaborations: Innovative and Inclusive Partnerships

Aquarius in the seventh house brings a unique and visionary energy to your collaborations. You excel in partnerships that encourage innovation, teamwork, and thinking outside the box, often thriving in environments that promote inclusivity and progress.

Your glow-up involves ensuring your collaborations are both forward-thinking and grounded. While your ability to envision new possibilities is a strength, working with collaborators who bring focus and practical execution can help you achieve meaningful results.

Focus on projects that align with Aquarius’ passion for social change and innovation—such as developing new technologies, working on humanitarian initiatives, or fostering community-driven solutions. Your ability to inspire and unify diverse groups makes you a powerful force for collaboration.

Attracting Harmonious Connections: Inspiring and Free-Spirited Relationships

Aquarius in the seventh house attracts connections that are inspiring, dynamic, and rooted in shared values. You’re drawn to people who celebrate individuality and who challenge traditional norms in favor of more expansive and creative ways of connecting.

To glow up your ability to attract harmonious connections, focus on embracing your authentic self. When you fully embody your unique qualities, you naturally draw people who align with your vision and celebrate your individuality.

Create opportunities to connect with like-minded individuals through networking, joining groups that reflect your passions, or engaging in intellectual or creative discussions. Surround yourself with people who inspire innovation and who value both freedom and connection.

𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐒 𝟕𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄

The seventh house governs partnerships, relationships, and collaborations. With Pisces ruling this house, your approach to these themes is intuitive, compassionate, and spiritually connected. Ruled by Jupiter and Neptune, Pisces in the seventh house brings a dreamy and empathetic energy to your romantic and collaborative pursuits, emphasizing emotional depth, unconditional love, and a sense of oneness. Your glow-up involves cultivating relationships that are nurturing and soulful, collaborating in ways that inspire creativity and empathy, and attracting connections that feel deeply meaningful and harmonious.

Romantic Relationships: Soulful and Compassionate Love

Pisces in the seventh house makes you a romantic partner who craves emotional connection and spiritual alignment. You’re drawn to relationships that feel transcendent, where you and your partner share a deep sense of understanding, love, and emotional intimacy.

To glow up your romantic life, focus on setting healthy boundaries while embracing the beauty of unconditional love. While your ability to empathize is a strength, ensuring that your relationships are balanced and mutually supportive will enhance their depth and harmony.

Plan dates that reflect Pisces’ love for romance and creativity—such as enjoying live music, watching films that evoke emotion, or simply spending quiet moments together in nature. Seek partners who value your sensitivity and share your passion for meaningful, soulful connections.

Collaborations: Compassionate and Creative Partnerships

Pisces in the seventh house brings a gentle and imaginative energy to your collaborations. You excel in partnerships that prioritize creativity, emotional intelligence, and shared ideals, often thriving in environments where compassion and artistic vision are celebrated.

Your glow-up involves ensuring your collaborations remain balanced and grounded. While your intuition and imagination are powerful assets, working with collaborators who bring structure and focus can help transform your dreams into reality.

Focus on projects that align with Pisces’ love for art and service—such as creating healing art, participating in charitable initiatives, or contributing to causes that inspire unity and compassion. Your ability to connect with others on a soul level makes you an exceptional partner in meaningful ventures.

Attracting Harmonious Connections: Loving and Intuitive Relationships

Pisces in the seventh house attracts connections that are nurturing, emotionally fulfilling, and spiritually aligned. You’re drawn to people who resonate with your sensitivity and who bring a sense of peace and harmony to your life.

To glow up your ability to attract harmonious connections, focus on cultivating your inner sense of peace and emotional balance. When you feel centered and aligned with your higher self, you naturally draw people who match your loving energy.

Express your compassion and creativity in your social interactions, whether through acts of kindness, sharing your artistic talents, or simply offering a listening ear. Surround yourself with people who uplift your spirit and honor your need for emotional depth and connection.

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Body language analysis:

First Image:

The interaction is very intimate.

• The man’s gesture (holding her wrist): This conveys admiration, respect, or romantic undertones. It’s a traditional yet powerful expression of closeness. His gaze, focused and intense, suggests deep attention to her and a level of seriousness or intensity in the moment.

• The woman in red (her posture and expression): Her arm is relaxed, and she’s maintaining eye contact. This suggests openness and confidence. Her body language is calm but engaged, indicating that she’s fully present in the moment. The slight turn of her head could imply curiosity, playfulness, or trust.

This image feels almost theatrical, as if they’re playing into an elegant or romantic narrative, possibly for the camera. However, the tension in their expressions suggests it’s more than surface-level, and there’s a genuine connection underlying the interaction.

Second Image:

The interaction here feels more intense and personal.

• Proximity: They’re standing extremely close, with their bodies angled toward one another, implying a high degree of trust or comfort. This closeness creates a sense of intimacy and exclusivity, as if the rest of the world has fallen away.

• The man’s expression: His face is serious, focused entirely on her. This conveys that he’s emotionally invested in the moment. His body is slightly stiff, which could either reflect a conscious restraint or nervous energy.

• The woman in red: Her posture is upright, her hand resting lightly on his chest. This indicates a level of trust and emotional openness. Her expression is neutral but engaged, as if she’s studying him or lost in the moment.

Both images are charged with a mix of professional elegance and personal emotion, leaving room for multiple interpretations.

What is their personal relationship according to these images?

Based on their body language in these images, one might infer that their personal relationship goes beyond professional colleagues. Their interactions display a level of comfort, trust, and intensity that could suggest a close friendship or a deeper emotional connection.

Key Indicators:

1. Intense Gaze: In both images, the man is deeply focused on the woman, suggesting admiration or emotional investment. This isn’t typical of purely professional interactions and points to a personal bond.

2. Proximity and Touch: Their closeness and physical interaction—her hand on his chest and his gesture of holding her wrist—convey trust and familiarity. These are intimate gestures that often reflect a strong connection.

3. Shared Comfort: Both appear entirely at ease with each other, despite the intimate nature of the poses. This ease typically stems from a solid personal rapport.

4. Underlying Tension: While they appear professional on the surface, the intensity in their expressions hints at an emotional undercurrent, as though there’s more to their connection than what’s visible.

While these elements could simply reflect two people who work well together and are comfortable expressing emotions for the sake of a photoshoot, the depth and intensity suggest they share a significant and possibly complex personal relationship, whether it’s a close friendship, lingering chemistry, or something more.

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things people can do:

listen and understand and show you they understand, which can sometimes help you feel better even if that's the only thing they do

help you with an insight or idea that you might not have thought of, which might improve your situation or how you feel

offer you some sort of material help if it's a situation where that would help (and sometimes material help can indirectly help with problems they have no control over, like for example if i'm really stressed by a situation out of my control, having someone bring me food when i'm out of food might help me so much even if the main bad situation itself is unchanged)

be grateful that you have shared with them how you are really doing, even if they can't do anything to make you feel better. i know i am like this much of the time, like when i know someone well, i can often tell when they're not fine but say they're fine. and when they tell me how they're really doing, it makes me feel good, because i know they trust me and feel safe and comfortable enough with me to share how they are really doing.

feel better about their own struggles. the person asking you how you are, may not be doing well themselves. they may even have similar struggles. and if everyone around them says they are fine, they may feel alone. but if you open up, you may be helping them to realize they are not alone. you can then both feel solidarity, perhaps commiserate.

so yeah. this is why i often actually tell people what is going on with me when i'm not fine, and why i really appreciate it when others do the same with me.

not just friends, sometimes strangers.

like once i was in a coffee shop and there was a long line and the scene was hectic and several customers in front of me had been snippy with the baristas, so when i got up to the front of the line the barista was like "what can i get you?" and i paused and i was like "how are you?"

it threw her off guard. she sighed and i could see her whole posture change, like she shrugged her shoulders and physically relaxed and her face changed. she looked visibly tired and exasperated but more relaxed, and she didn't answer my question but she didn't need to, i could read the answer all over her face. and she was like: "you are the first person who has asked me that in a while and i can tell you care" and that's all she said and then i made my order.

but it really touched me because it was a genuine human connection, a sharing of a moment of intimacy with a stranger that i think was beneficial for both of us, in a sea of hectic, stressy interactions that can be quite alienating.

i think that that small interaction taught me a deep lesson, that sometimes, sharing with someone that you are not doing well, can actually be a gift to that person. it can be a tiny moment of mutual healing, even if nothing further comes from it. it reaffirms the thread of humanity that is all-too-often missing in our modern society.

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Ok, I wanted to talk about Annabeth being the reincarnation of Odysseus.

First of all, yes, Annabeth and not Percy. Here's why: they have the same fatal flaw (hubris), fight in similar ways (relying heavily in words and tricks), as well as this comparison being made in the Sea of Monsters itself several times, in which Annabeth (Odysseus) calls herself Nobody (again) to the Cyclops, is the one that wanted to tied herself to listen to the sirens (I know that part was changed in Epic, but let's pretend not for the sake of the intention of the comparison in the book), etcetera. In addition, I know Percy going insane when someone hurts Annabeth is something the whole fandom agrees, which is something he and Odysseus share, but let's be honest, Annabeth does not play about him neither. I would say she went even more nuts about him missing in HOO than he did when she went missing in Titan Curse. Percy could also totally be Penelope, considering their loyalty.

That being said, what I wanted to focus on this post is Athena, and how she made the same mistake again with another version of her protégée, this time her daughter. If we consider that the events of Epic are what happened in PJO, not only Athena (or Minerva, so close enough) abandoned Odysseus again in The Mark of Athena, but she said to Annabeth that she wished Odysseus was there because he would understand the map (that's a line about that in the book). She compared Annabeth to Odysseus, not realising they are the same soul.

Also, if the events of Epic happened in PJO, then it means Athena gave up of creating a world where people held each other with a little more empathy, like she said she wished to do in "I can't help but wonder". She had probably tried for a few centuries, became kinder. I even think that might be why she started to have demigods children: to a child of Athena to be born she needs a real connection with a mortal, which she didn't allow herself before Odysseus. However, with the pass of time (my personal belief is that the Romans treatment towards her would be a main factor in that), she went back to be colder. She has a ruthless father who didn't support her mission to be kinder and told her to be away from her kids, as well as humans who didn't pay her the same respect as they used to.

Then it came Annabeth, this child, her child, who is her favourite, and part of that it's because she reminds her of her favourite champion, her first friend, even if she doesn't acknowledge that. Unaware to her, they are the same person, and this time she's his mother. This version of Odysseus looks up to her so much because her mortal family couldn't understand her and she still carries the admiration Odysseus felt towards her, but without any of the bad memories.

And yet.

Yet Athena breaks her (his) trust again. Yet Athena disapproves Percy (Penelope), who in any life, Odysseus (Annabeth) would do anything for. More than that, Athena is one of the main reasons that Annabeth took so long to accept Percy as the love of her life.

So Annabeth (Odysseus) resents her again, and when Athena realises who her daughter is (because I am sure she would eventually) it's already too late. She made the same mistake, and she can hear a voice in her head calling her "Selfish and prideful and vain", but this time, this voice sounds like Annabeth's.

[heartlilith]

Planets transiting the 1st House

When planets transit the natal 1st house, they can influence your identity, how people perceive you, and how you interpret the world around you.

Sun transiting the 1st House:

• Amplifies confidence & overall energy

• Feeling more vibrant, optimistic, and self centered

• A great time to take the lead, set goals, make important decisions, and take initiative in projects

• Finding yourself in the spotlight, receiving attention, being praised for achievements more often than usual

Moon transiting the 1st House:

• Increased self-awareness, emotional outbursts (can be positive and negative), and others being able to read your emotions more easily

• Being more in touch with your emotions and having an easier time expressing them

• Others might perceive you as more sensitive and moody

• More likely to crave alone time to rest and recharge, as sensitivity to outside energies is heightened

Mercury transiting the 1st House:

• Having the energy to communicate more and with ease, heightened curiosity, wanting to research and learn about topics that interest you

• Being eager to share ideas, taking part in group projects, finding it easier to learn and retain information

• A good time to express your thoughts clearly

• Watch for nervous energy and overthinking

Venus transiting the 1st House:

• Increased charm and attraction

• Feeling more sociable, beautiful, and optimistic

• Relationships and beauty are in focus, now is a great time to change your hair style or try a different makeup routine!

• Forming connections and indulging a little bit is favored

Mars transiting the 1st House:

• Increased drive & energy, can set firmer boundaries more easily at this time

• Feeling more motivated and competitive, having the energy to get sh!t done

• Physical energy increases, so it’s a great time for exercise or completing personal goals.

• Watch out for impatience and hot tempers.

Jupiter transiting the 1st House:

• A more positive outlook on life, this is a transit that attracts opportunities!

• You feel more confident, generous, indulgent

• A perfect time to travel, learn, and improve your daily routines

• Be mindful of overindulgence and spending habits

Saturn transiting the 1st House:

• Becoming more aware of responsibilities, how disciplined you are, and the need to reflect.

• You may feel more serious, unable to let loose, or simply focused on improving personal life & career

• Saturn can bring delays and challenges - channel resiliency and patience

• Feelings of self-doubt and negativity are more likely to cloud your thinking, but this can lead to some serious growth

Uranus transiting the 1st House:

• A time of change & expressing individuality

• Feeling the urge to express your uniqueness, set yourself a part, and break free from any limiting people, places, or things

• Brings unexpected changes in your identity, appearance, or life direction

• Embrace what makes you different, but watch for impulsive decisions.

Neptune transiting the 1st House:

• Increased intuition & creativity

• Feeling more sensitive, introspective, and spiritual

• Others may perceive you as more compassionate and/or distracted, gaining clarity can be difficult now

• Express yourself through creativity and trust your intuition

Pluto transiting the 1st House:

• Transformation and intense emotions are more likely to happen during this transit

• Probably the biggest indicator in transits for self-growth

• Having a more powerful presence and issues with control, you could find that it's harder to let things go

• Empower yourself and try your best to go with the flow

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GOLDEN CHILD ;; In which Vought has a golden child, a favorite supe, you.

01.02.25 Masterlist

Vought International, the sprawling media company at the heart of the supes industry, has always had its fair share of complicated public relations. Among the chaos of corporate manipulation, cutthroat competition, and celebrity-driven antics, there exists one rare gem: you, the anomaly that everyone gravitates toward.

While The Seven are the face of the company, you're the heart. Unlike the usual supes, who thrive on attention, egos, and self-promotion, you stay humble. You don’t seek the spotlight, but somehow, it always finds you.

It's this small nature that has made you Vought's golden child, a supe who actually listens, who calms the storm, and who doesn't take advantage of the power that comes with their abilities.

Vought's PR team loves you. You’re the odd-one-out to the egos and drama of The Seven. When things go south—whether it's a superhuman scandal, a PR nightmare, or an emotional breakdown from one of the higher-profile supes—Vought knows they can count on you to smooth things over.

There’s something disarming about your presence. You’re unassuming, never in the limelight, but somehow, you’re always there when people need you most. You’ve built up an almost mythical reputation within Vought: the supe who never seeks fame, who isn’t out for personal gain, and who consistently treats everyone with respect, no matter their status.

Ashley, Vought’s PR powerhouse, quickly latched onto you as her personal security blanket. Her world is chaotic, managing the egos of The Seven while trying to keep things from falling apart behind the scenes. But when you're around, there’s a sense of relief that washes over her. She relies on you more than she lets on.

Whenever the tempers of the more volatile supes flare, she’s the first to ask, "Where’s [Name]? Where are they?" She knows that the room feels calmer with you in it. Everyone listens to you because you're realistic and honest. Unlike the others, you don't play the game, you just show up and let your sincerity do the work.

Homelander, despite his bravado and his towering presence, can't help but find himself drawn to you. He convinces himself that he dislikes you—after all, you're not chasing after him or pandering to his inflated ego like the rest of The Seven. You’re refreshingly indifferent to his attempts at asserting dominance, and that irks him to no end.

You don’t fear him, but you also don’t try to be his friend. You’re just… there. And that’s what frustrates him: he can’t control you. It gets to him in a way that he can’t quite explain, making your interactions all the more tense. You don’t need to try to please him, and yet you’re oddly one of the few people he can’t ignore.

Then there's Black Noir. The silent, enigma of a supe who often walks through Vought like a shadow, avoiding interactions with most people due to his fearsome presence.

But with you, it’s different. You don't flinch at his silence. In fact, you make an effort to acknowledge him every time, regardless of his lack of response. You don’t treat him like a ticking time bomb or an unpredictable enigma, but simply as someone whose presence deserves acknowledgment.

This small act of recognition is something that no one else offers, and it creates a subtle, unspoken connection between you two. While others may nervously sidestep Black Noir, you're the one who will offer a simple gesture or conversation (regardless of verbal responses), even if it’s just a quiet stroll through the Vought halls. You’ve made it clear that his silence doesn’t deter you—it’s a comfort to him in a world where everyone else is on edge.

Queen Maeve, ever the stoic and reserved one, has also come to appreciate you. She knows what it’s like to be jaded by the system, to be disillusioned by the fame and the constant PR stunts. In you, she sees the only other supe who isn’t corrupted by the industry's shallow demands.

While Maeve may hold some skepticism about everyone else in the Vought family, she finds herself respecting you. You're one of the few remaining who genuinely believes in being a force for good. It’s rare in Vought—someone who can still hold onto a moral compass without being consumed by the machine. She’s glad that you’re around, if only to be the grounding force that keeps everything from completely spiraling out of control.

In a world that’s so often about appearances and self-interest, you stand as a quiet contrast. You aren’t trying to fix the system, but by just being yourself, you somehow manage to be the glue that holds everything together.

And for all the madness of Vought, you are the calm within the storm, the one person who everyone, no matter their reputation, turns to when things get too intense. You are, in many ways, the heart of Vought—even if you never asked for it.

A/N ;; Yeah this was very self-indulgent.. EL OH EL.

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The transformation of monster hunters into monsters is actually far more common than most realize. The Registry of the Changed in the great library of Vos-Ulthar contains over 6,000 documented cases, and those are just the ones who lived long enough to be catalogued.

Beyond the classic triumvirate of vampirism, lycanthropy, and zombification (which the esteemed vampire hunter Marienne du Sang rather amusingly termed "The Big Three" shortly before becoming a vampire herself), there are numerous other transformative conditions that can affect monster hunters:

The Hollow Curse: Contracted from slaying too many void wraiths. Your insides slowly become an empty space that hungers for reality itself. The final stages involve your skin becoming a thin membrane barely containing an infinite darkness. The only known cure involves filling yourself with sanctified lead, which is exactly as pleasant as it sounds.

Gargoylification: Not actually from gargoyles (who are quite pleasant once you get to know them), but from the parasitic stone-spirits that sometimes inhabit them. Turns your flesh to living stone over the course of months. The Brotherhood of the Hammer actually seeks this out deliberately - they claim it makes them better hunters.

The Hive-Mind Plague: Spread by the psychic residue left in the corpses of hiveminds. Slowly connects you to every other infected person until you lose your individual identity. The worst part? You remain conscious the entire time, just… shared. The Collective of St. Sebastian contains over 300 former monster hunters, all sharing the same thoughts.

The Butcher's Mark: This one's nasty. Kill enough things that bleed, and their blood starts to recognize you. You become a focal point for blood itself. It seeks you out, tries to drown you. The famous hunter Klaus von Rothstein ended up floating in a sphere of every drop of blood within a mile radius. He's still technically alive in there, they say.

A few practical tips from the Hunter's Black Book (written anonymously by someone who was clearly turning into something awful):

Never hunt the same type of monster more than three times in a row. They start to recognize you on a metaphysical level. Carry blessed silver AND cursed iron. Sometimes you need to fight corruption with corruption. If your reflection starts giving you hunting advice, STOP IMMEDIATELY. The Rite of St. Mercurius can temporarily halt most transformations, but each use cuts your remaining lifespan in half. If you find yourself understanding monster languages without having learned them, it's already too late.

There's also the philosophical question posed by the scholar-hunter Yavina the Bright: "If we accept that all monsters were once something else, then perhaps becoming a monster is simply the universe's way of maintaining equilibrium." She wrote this shortly before her transformation into living stained glass, which honestly just strengthens her point.

The Monastery of the Eternal Vigil actually maintains a special wing for transformed hunters, treating them as honored guests rather than monsters. Their philosophy is that someone who gave their humanity in service of protecting others deserves respect, not silver bullets. Of course, they also keep them in cells lined with every ward known to man, but it's the thought that counts.

Remember: if you start experiencing symptoms of transformation, don't panic. Panic accelerates most transformative conditions. Instead, calmly make your way to the nearest temple of St. Ophelia the Unchanging, or if that's not possible, find the deepest hole you can and jump in. Sometimes the old solutions are the best solutions.

A final note from the Hunter's Black Book: "If you're reading this, I'm probably something terrible now. But I protected people. Remember that. Whatever I am now, I PROTECTED PEOPLE."

Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he does not become a monster, on account that a bunch of monsters can turn you into a monster by biting you. Vampires, werewolves, zombies. those are the big ones, there are others

[magnoliapromenadegalleria]

I take no issue with monetizing cc. You release good content and have an agreeable release window, I either choose to subscribe, or I wait. Cool. What I do take issue with is this

Perma-paywalls or ridiculous early access release windows. Anything exceeding thirty days is excessive. My opinion.

2. New creators setting up immediate early access. The skillset is just not there yet to put a price on your creations. You barely have a base to sell to. This includes creators who created for other games, then come over to The Sims and try to sell to us. For example, the creator that makes skins and admitted they don't even play the game. Simply here for profit.

3. Creators that do not qc their work, or steal from other creators. Girl.

4. Customer service. Once you start creating for profit, whether it be supplemental or your main source, you have to have a level of customer service and professionalism. You have now started a brand. A very niche brand, but that's what it is. You cannot be short with people for asking valid questions and catching an attitude with them. Like that one lady with the tree coming out in February. If you are one of those rare creators who is lucky enough money to hire someone to handle your social media, I suggest you do that. Or supply a friend with more patience with their favorite coffee or something and let them handle it. Something.

5. Not interacting with the community you are trying to sell to. Connect with people. Repost their edits, lookbooks, builds, leave comments, give a like. The creator mentioned above commented that no one comments on their stuff, at least not here. Fair. This community does not talk like it used to, but to each other like it used to, but you can go to creator pages and see that they are perfectly curated advertisements. Like a showroom. No reblogs of anyone using their content. If you want that for your main page fine, but at least have another side blog where you can do the outlined above.

6. Pushing something out just to push it. I think we have entered a space, both creator and follower/consumer, where everything feels so fast-paced. What's the new thing coming out, what's next, etc. So much so that I think it has made creators push out content just to keep up, especially if they rely on that income. This has resulted in some creators getting into hot water for releasing the same item(s) in different sets and in different colors. Or creators releasing duplicates of the same thing. It can be frustrating, but I question if it is because they're just trying to keep up, or afraid to try something new or different in fear of it not doing well. Some smaller creators who create different content don't get as much love and I question if they would receive more if they followed the wave, or were big enough to start one.

Now to this community

If a creator disrespects you or others or moves in a way that you don't fundamentally agree with, and you complain but still download and or advertise their content, you're moving counterproductive to your plight. Why would anyone reflect on themselves when you prove that you're going to advertise their content anyway?

2. Show love to these creators. Big and small, especially small, monetized or not. Everyone likes to hear or see that what they release is valued. Don't harass or disrespect creators if they take a break, or they don't get something out quickly. Especially the modders.

3. Interact with each other. Even if your aesthetics or different. This is a community. If you see something you like, LIKE IT. Share it, leave a comment.

4. Create the thing simmer. The edit, cc, build, lookbook, whatever. Create the thing and share the thing. Even if it isn't part of a popular trend or aesthetic.

I'm speaking about myself here too because I want to better about this.

I want this to feel fun again. Not just based on what is in at the moment.

This might be read. Might not. Just my two Abes. Anyway I'm about to make some soup from scratch. Toodles!

[cozycottagetarot]

Your First Getaway Together | The First Series

✈️ Notes: I did use 'Future Spouse' in this reading but it applies to 'Your Person' or long term partners as well. This reading is a mix of a classic tarot reading and intuition.

🧳 Reading Contents:

Setting/General

The Between The Two of You

The Magic & Sweet Little Magic (extended)

A Romantic Surprise (extended)

Hinting At The Future (extended)

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PILE 1

SETTING/GENERAL

Cards:The Adventurer, The Aspirant, The Captain, Ten of Pentacles, The Star, The Hanged Man

Your first vacation or getaway with your future spouse is something that has been in the works for a while, and you’ve been saving up for it. It’s a trip you’ve been dreaming about for quite some time now, and I think you’ve been feeling a bit impatient about how long it’s taking to finally happen.

It could be a place that either you or your future spouse have wanted to visit for a very long time—something meaningful or exciting. I don’t think it’s the typical relaxing vacation most people might imagine. Instead, there seems to be a sense of adventure and challenge tied to it.

The setting I’m picking up on feels active and dynamic—maybe a destination with mountains, volcanoes, or rugged landscapes. It makes me think of hiking, tour guides, and activities that get you moving. This feels more like an “active vacation,” where you’re building experiences and even honing certain skills, rather than just lounging around.

There’s also a sense that this trip might be connected to a deeper purpose. Perhaps it involves visiting a place tied to family roots—like if one of you has a grandparent or family history in a specific location. It may not necessarily be someone’s home country, but somewhere meaningful to your shared or individual heritage.

Overall, it feels like this getaway is deeply tied to nature and personal growth. It’s not just about spending time together; it also seems to help you both understand your relationship better. It could bring a renewed sense of hope and faith in yourselves and each other. So while it’s a vacation, it’s also about achieving something more meaningful—whether that’s personal growth, bonding, or fulfilling a long-held dream together.

THE CONNECTION BETWEEN YOU TWO

Cards:Seven of Pentacles, Four of Pentacles, Five of Wands, The Patron, The Walker, The Adventurer

Your connection with your future spouse during this vacation feels like it’s going to be tested. It seems like a lot of this experience will be about figuring out how to work together. Your first vacation as a couple can often reveal a lot about the other person, and I think this trip will do just that.

I feel like one of you may try to take the lead or feel like you have to lead the other. This could lead to a conversation where one of you reassures the other that it’s okay to step back and just enjoy the moment. There’s something about this trip that feels important to one of you—almost like they’re trying to prove something to themselves. The reassurance that they don’t need to control everything will be significant.

This experience will be an opportunity for you both to rely on each other. One person in the relationship will likely realize that they don’t have to do everything on their own—they can ask for help. This could be a big moment of growth for someone who tends to be hard on themselves.

This trip might also follow a challenging situation, making it an opportunity to reconnect and lean on each other. It will be a reminder that things don’t happen or heal overnight, but that doesn’t mean you’re alone or unsupported.

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PILE 2

SETTING/GENERAL

Cards:The Thief, The Diviner, The Astronomer, Seven of Wands, Two of Wands, Nine of Cups

Your first getaway or vacation with your future spouse feels a bit impromptu. It’s not something meticulously planned. Instead, you two just decide on a whim, "Let’s go to XYZ," and off you go.

I’m getting a vibe of someplace like Iceland to see the Northern Lights—or somewhere you can stargaze or admire a lot of lights. It could be a destination known for its natural beauty, like a sky full of stars, or even somewhere with dazzling city lights that make people stop and marvel.

The trip will likely feel very intimate, just the two of you, and the experience itself will carry this magical quality. It might feel like something out of a storybook or as if it was written in the stars. That’s the energy surrounding this getaway.

Interestingly, this might happen during a time when you’re saving up for something important or have financial obligations waiting. You—or perhaps both of you—might decide to put those worries aside to take this trip because it feels worth it.

I sense your future spouse has a funny and encouraging side. They might say something like, "You’ve always wanted to do X, Y, and Z, so why not do it now? You can’t keep sitting around and letting life pass you by." This energy of urging you to seize the moment feels strong—like they want you to take action and make life happen. Of course, this could also be reversed, with you being the one inspiring them.

The trip might have a bit of a “friends to lovers” dynamic, but it doesn’t necessarily have to. It could also be a road trip—driving from coast to coast, heading to the beach, or just exploring someplace beautiful.

There’s an interesting dichotomy in the setting: either it’s somewhere with minimal light pollution (perfect for stargazing) or someplace with lots of lights (like a city or a festival). Either way, it feels incredibly fulfilling, leaving you happy and at ease throughout.

THE CONNECTION BETWEEN YOU TWO

Cards:Nine of Swords, Nine of Pentacles, Three of Swords, The Vengeance (Reversed), The Catalyst, The Captain

I’m picking up a specific scenario where something related to work or another stressor weighs heavily on your mind. You might feel anxious or preoccupied at the start of the trip, and your future spouse steps in, trying to reassure you.

However, it’s possible that their attempt to help might backfire a little. You could have a moment where the stress overwhelms you, leaving them feeling a bit panicked or frantic. They might think, “Oh no, this trip was supposed to make things better, not worse!” Regardless, they’ll be there to comfort you and help you relax.

Your future spouse doesn’t want the worries you’ve left behind to follow you into this space. They’ll gently encourage you to kick back, let go, and enjoy your time together. It’s a beautiful balance of supporting your mental health while also savoring the experience of being in a new place together.

I feel you two will collaborate really well during this getaway. You’ll see how great of a team you are and how seamlessly you complement each other. They’ll also hype you up, instilling this confidence in you—this “I can take on anything” energy.

The vibe is very uplifting, almost like a coming-of-age story—not necessarily in the sense of being young, but in the way it inspires personal growth and self-discovery. It feels like a transformative moment, where you find yourselves and deepen your connection, realizing just how well you balance and support one another.

This getaway has the potential to spark a new chapter in your relationship. If you were just friends before, this trip could mark the turning point where your dynamic shifts. Even if you’re already romantic, it still feels like a fresh start—something that strengthens your bond and sets the stage for an even deeper connection.

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PILE 3

SETTING/GENERAL

Cards:Eight of Wands, Seven of Pentacles, The Moon, The Dancer, The Captain (reversed), The Assassin

Your first getaway with your future spouse could be an overnight trip—a short and quick excursion. It might involve other people or be to a location where there’s a lot of activity and people around.

There’s also a chance it could be a business or work trip, where one of you invites the other to tag along and spend the night in a new location.

It feels like the two of you will prioritize seclusion during this time. If you’re required to be around others, you’ll likely keep that time to a minimum. Once the obligations are done, you’ll focus on spending the rest of the trip together—just the two of you. No interruptions, thank you very much.

There may be tension either at the time of the trip or involving the other people present. This reinforces the sense that the getaway could be tied to an external obligation that one or both of you has to attend. Despite this, you’ll make the most of your time together—creating memories, deepening your connection, and getting to know each other better.

It could also be connected to a retreat, workshop, or activity that promotes self-discovery. Alternatively, it might involve taking a class together—possibly something creative like dance classes.

THE CONNECTION BETWEEN YOU TWO

Cards:Strength, Two of Cups, Seven of Swords, The Diviner, The Merchant, The Hound, The Tailor

During this getaway, you and your future spouse will share a strong connection. This trip will highlight not only how well you get along but also how you complement each other.

One of you might have invited the other for somewhat selfish reasons initially, but over the course of the trip, they’ll have a change of heart—realizing they’ve been undervaluing the relationship. There’s potential for one or both of you to recognize new possibilities in the connection, deepening the bond. It does feel like this getaway is more likely to happen before things are serious.

However, it also seems to play a pivotal role in your relationship. It marks a turning point where someone pays closer attention to the other, reflecting on their priorities and shifting their perspective.

In short, this trip is an opportunity to connect on a deeper level, offering insight into what you could mean to each other.

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[paintedlight1]

Part 2

Her plans for the West are clear: to conquer and reshape the world into a place ruled by the Zeniths, where the human tribes are subjugated or eradicated entirely. But Alpha doesn't see herself as just a servant of the Zeniths—she sees herself as their true heir. She wants to be the one who rules, the one who controls the fate of humankind.

In her eyes, Aloy is the last remaining obstacle to her achieving this goal. And so, she sends her newly transformed allies to kill Aloy—no mercy, no second chances.

Alpha’s Psychological Warfare

The real danger with Alpha lies not just in her enhanced strength or intelligence, but in her ability to break people down emotionally and mentally. She would never just kill Aloy. Instead, she wants to torment her. She enjoys watching others suffer, especially when their suffering involves the betrayal of those they hold dear.

Erend might have been a pillar of loyalty and friendship, but Alpha sees his bond with Aloy as a weakness to exploit. She knows how to manipulate his grief, playing on his sense of duty and guilt over the loss of his sister. Alpha could twist his emotions, making him doubt his own memories and ultimately turning him into a weapon against Aloy.

Kotallo, the noble warrior, could be pushed to the edge by Alpha’s psychological tactics. His honor is everything to him, so Alpha could use his sense of honor and duty to manipulate him into believing that Aloy is the true enemy of the West. She might even promise him an eternal place of honor within the Zeniths' new world order, using his dreams of a better future to turn him into an agent of destruction.

Zo is a natural tactician, and Alpha could exploit her strategic mind, turning her into a manipulative agent of war. With her intellect and tactical knowledge, Zo would make a fearsome foe who knows exactly how to undermine and defeat Aloy in battle. But with Alpha controlling her, Zo could become a calculating machine who sees no value in the old world, only in creating the perfect one under Zenith rule.

Alva, whose emotional fragility might have made her susceptible to manipulation in the past, could be twisted by Alpha’s promises of a new order—one where the old world’s constraints no longer bind her. Alva’s intellectual brilliance would be harnessed for Alpha’s advantage, allowing her to design weapons and tactics to defeat Aloy’s every move.

Varl, once a mentor figure, is perhaps the most tragic of all. Alpha could exploit Varl’s sense of family and duty to break him down, making him believe that the future Aloy seeks is futile. She could twist his deep connection to the past, using his memories of his family and his painful loss to turn him against her.

Beta: The cruelest irony of all—Beta, who once shared a sisterly bond with Aloy, has been turned against her. In this version of the story, Beta may still harbor some shred of love for Aloy deep inside, but the Zenith transformation has buried it beneath layers of Alpha’s manipulation. Alpha could use Beta as a final instrument of betrayal—having her face Aloy in a direct confrontation, perhaps forcing Beta to kill Aloy, only to leave her with the unbearable knowledge of what she’s become.

[brigitoshaughnessy]

I am literally going to answer all of these? I have no secrets.

1. what's the best advice you've ever been given?

Don’t think about which option you should choose today. Think about what regrets you’ll have in the future based on each choice.

2. what is your preferred method of non-physical self destruction?

Spiraling anxiety

3. what is your favorite way to self care?

Sitting in a dark, quiet room by myself OR taking a vacation by myself.

4. tell me about your most vivid memory, good or bad.

Ehh, I don’t know that any are more vivid. I tend to live more in the present and for the future than in the past. I don’t like to dwell, probably because most of my vivid memories are traumatic. I.e., my parents deaths, my fiancées death, my brothers death… etc.

5. if anything, what would you change about your childhood?

I would have spent more time drawing.

6. what is something that you've always wanted to do but have never been able to do?

Sky diving

7. what is your fatal flaw?

Overthinking to the point of self-defeatism. Think of Marvin in Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy.

8. what is something that gets to you that you wish wouldn't?

Criticism

9. do you cry? why or why not?

Yes. When I disappoint those close to me.

10. tell me about an insecurity you overcame.

I am a non-technical person in a technical job. I’m faking it, but no one knows.

11. tell me about your last failed friendship.

My husband (no filter) told a friend of mine that I thought he was neglecting his dog. My friend was livid that I hadn’t told him directly.

12. who do you wish you could connect with but haven't been able to connect with?

My last surviving immediate family member. We have never clicked.

13. what can make you excessively angry?

Injustice & memes that over simplify complex issues & the plebs that make the memes their life’s philosophy.

14. do you enjoy being lightheartedly teased? why or why not?

No. I’m very sensitive to criticism and having attention drawn to me. I get embarrassed very easily.

15. do you prefer to be numb or overly emotional? Why?

Numb. Excessive emotion has been negative emotion in my life experience.

16. what is a skill or talent you've completely lost or overlooked? why did that happen?

Guitar. I picked up writing fanfic again. Im a serial hobbyist.

17. what was your favorite color as a child and what is your favorite color now?

Purple… and I no longer have one.

18. what is something you can't bring yourself to get rid of?

My parents wedding rings.

19. tell me something you don't like telling the people you are close to.

That they could do better at something. I manage for work so it’s difficult to feel that I’m a manager of people personally.

20. tell me what you think others think about you.

Probably that I’m a know it all who thinks she’s too clever. But hopefully, also that I care about people, and can set aside my premonitions to be present when someone needs me.

Reblog with your answers (or just one or two) if you care to share. I love learning about all of you. :)

deep asks that get uncomfortably personal

what’s the best advice you’ve ever been given?

what is your preferred method of non-physical self destruction?

what is your favorite way to self care?

tell me about your most vivid memory, good or bad.

if anything, what would you change about your childhood?

what is something that you’ve always wanted to do but have never been able to do?

what is your fatal flaw?

what is something that gets to you that you wish wouldn’t?

do you cry? why or why not?

tell me about an insecurity you overcame.

tell me about your last failed friendship.

who do you wish you could connect with but haven’t been able to connect with?

what can make you excessively angry?

do you enjoy being lightheartedly teased? why or why not?

do you prefer to be numb or overly emotional? why?

what is a skill or talent you’ve completely lost or overlooked? why did that happen?

what was your favorite color as a child and what is your favorite color now?

what is something you can’t bring yourself to get rid of?

tell me something you don’t like telling the people you are close to.

tell me what you think others think about you.

[erosastro]

Your future spouse/partner: Pick a pile Tarot reading

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Pile one - Amethyst

Who are they?

This seems like someone who likes to be in control. There’s certain structure and order to things that they like to maintain and anything that happens that they didn’t anticipate they tend to panic but they also don’t like to show it. This need for control and power and staying stuck in a very masculine energy is from a need to work on their self-esteem. I think deep down they know they don’t “fit in” which is what makes them overcompensate in other areas of their life. They could mirror your energy a lot as well. Deep down they’re emotional beings and all they need is love and comfort, though again they might not say it out loud. they’re sensitive too but cover it up with a hard exterior. They may not like to show their emotions easily to others. They’re probably very creative and intelligent as well, though they may be hesitant to take any risks. They also value their solo time or are in desperate need for it. They probably have a lot to unleash creatively and may be working on it. Their feminine energy is begging to be released, to create some sort of balance and again they may be working on that right now. They’re very protective over people they love and might share a very close relationship with their mother or a maternal figure in their lives. In a relationship they’re receptive and nurturing and there’s a quiet tenderness to them that draws people in.

* Capricorn, Pisces and Virgo or Taurus might be significant placements

What the relationship will be like?

I think that this person might be used to surface level relationships because they’re so scared of opening up but with you there’s a sense of familiarity and it forces them the reckon with their old ways of thinking and communicating and overall how they go about their relationships. There might be some time for them to open up and share their feelings candidly with you but once they do, the flow of communication between you two will be loving and understanding. You’ll slowly bring them out of their shell. You’ll bring about a sense of balance in their lives and they probably will be able to show a lot more of their creative and sensitive side to you eventually because of the trust that’s been built between you two. They might initially want something casual or not that serious at first but because of the connection they feel with you, they’re going to be forced to face things they’ve been pushing away for a long time. It’s very tender and sweet between you two and your love language might be words of affirmation or acts of service

Pile two - Rose Quartz

Who are they?

They’re hard workers and very loyal but there’s a playful and passionate side to them as well. They’re the type of person that everyone is happy to be around and there’s a sense of childlike wonder to them that makes them intriguing. They could lowkey be players but they are very loyal once they’re in a relationship. They love to have fun and they could also be weird in an endearing way. I heard “match my freak” lol. They could be sensitive to other people’s energies and they don’t like seeing or making other people upset. They’re unconventional in a lot of ways. They’re intelligent and open minded though they could be moody sometimes. Especially if they get burnt out from work. They don’t get pissed off easily but once they do … they could be quite harsh with their words especially. The energy is delightful and quirky. They could be geeky as well.

* Gemini, Aries, Sagittarius and Libra energy coming through strongly.

What the relationship will be like?

Okay firstly words of affirmation might be a bit love language between the two of you. They value you. They could put you on a bit of a pedestal actually, lol. They’re very thoughtful as well and I heard that things are easy between you two right off the bat. Like conversations flow easily and banter. They’re soooo loving. Like they love to express their love to you and they find you hella attractive. They may think you’re out of their league. I’m picturing Leonard and penny from big bang theory. That might be a show you both love as well. You love to make each other laugh and the intimacy between you is otherworldly. They notice the small things about you and you both value each other. They may the first ones to say “I love you”

Pile three - opalite

Who are they?

They’re fiercely loyal and protective and they’ve been through a lot in the past. Lots of heartbreak that may have caused a sense of insecurity within them. But they love like no other. They’re protective and trustworthy and are big on building trust in a relationship first, no matter what kind of relationship it is. I sense that they might be spiritual as well.hard to grasp too much about them so they might be mysterious too. Their souls are beautiful and they might have gone through a major spiritual transformation or awakening recently. They might be working on healing their heart chakra due to the trauma from previous relationships that they’ve faced. But I get such a strong energy from them either way. Like when they love someone they love HARD.

*Leo energy is super strong in this reading as well as Libra and Gemini

What the relationship is like?

There’s so much of Leo energy here id be surprised if they didn’t have Leo placements of fifth house placements. This relationship is sooo supportive. You guys are each others biggest cheerleaders. I said “aww” so many times for this part of the reading. You make each other super happy and you’re both willing to work hard on the relationship. Like there’s mutual effort here and understanding. You might have manifested this person into your life. I heard “long time coming”. You may already feel this persons energy strongly. You have a way of helping each other through any anxieties or doubts easily. For some of you** there could be babies that come in very early and the relationship might move quite quickly. But it’s because there’s like no doubt about each at all. You both know you’re each others person right off the bat.

Pile four - Aquamarine

Who are they?

They’re very blunt lol. But they have a way with words. They’re extremely charming and intelligent. And they value family a lot. They’re highly intuitive too. They’re very self assured and they’re loyal too, to everyone they love. They’re very direct to people about how they feel and they may come across strange to some. But there’s still something super intriguing about them because their energy is very high vibrational. They might not like beating around the bush and are good at observing others. I feel like it would be hard to lie to this person too. Like they immediately pick up that you’re speaking shit lol. They’re very spiritual and creative. They could be big on being very healthy and like fitness freaks too. They’re the types to love studying even if they don’t always need it. They love learning about new things all the time and the way to their heart is probably through their minds first. They could have psychic abilities as well and can be hypersensitive. They’re very sure about what they want in their lives too.

Strong Gemini, Aquarius, Libra and Leo

What is the relationship like?

Pile four this might be your divine counterpart. The energy is very strong and this relationship is extremely important in your lives. They might have taken a while to come into your life and vice versa but patience is virtue! And trust me it’ll be worth it. They feel very lucky to have you in their life. They love you so unconditionally and you guys get a long like a house on fire. There’s beautiful energy flow between you two and you’re very supportive of each other. You accept each other wholeheartedly and I hear that it’s not something you’re used to. You might have been in very difficult relationships before. You two have a lot in common and can relate to each other in a lot of different ways. They expose you to new ways of loving and spirituality and sexuality. It might be scary to go into this relationship heart first but something about them makes both of you embrace the unfamiliar. Beautiful energy again. Air signs coming through strongly again.

[just-a-ghost00]

Connection check in part (2)

To check part 1, click here.

Your current energy

A. B. C.

Their current energy

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Their current energy - Group 1

I get a very calm and steady vibe from this person regarding you and the connection. I feel like their expectations, intentions and feelings towards you are very clear in their mind and heart. The energy feels very balanced and mature. I get the impression that they feel very good in your presence and treasure the bond you share. When it comes to you, they are very open minded and have a "go with the flow" attitude. They do not overthink your intentions or feelings because I feel like they are pretty confident about their own and they have a lot of trust and faith in the Universe. This person has a very spiritual vibe. They cannot focus on their daily tasks because you are constantly on their mind. This person spends a lot of time day dreaming about you, visualizing how being with you would feel like. I get the impression that they would be okay with taking things further if you verbalized it. However, I get a frustration feeling coming from this person with that "turn your tongue 7 times in your mouth before speaking". I feel like this person is upset that you do not trust them. I'm getting the message that any fear you may have about this person is not true. For instance, if you're thinking "they must not like me because I'm too this or not enough that", spirit wants you to know that you're wrong. What you dislike about yourself may very well be what they love about you. This person would like to communicate with you more. They have a lot on their plate that they want to share but I get the feeling you're not letting them in. However this person knows that they cannot force you so they are chosing to surrender and let you see for yourself how serious they can be. They want to give you the time and space to figure out on your own how they really feel and think about you. They do not intend to run away. It's like they're saying "I'm here and I will not move, if you want me I'm okay with it and if you don't that's also cool". This person is ready for any outcome within this connection because they've made their peace with the fact that they cannot control everything and that you have free will. Though, they have a very precise vision of where they want this to go and I feel like they will do everything in their power to get there. This person is determined and rather than feeling defeated by your resistance, it actually motivates them to try harder. They have their eyes set on you and they do not intend to give up any time soon.

Their current energy - Group 2

The person that's on your mind is chosing to set their fears and doubts aside, to ignore people's opinion and give your connection a chance. I feel like they are slowly but surely opening their heart and trying to come to terms with the idea that love doesn't have to be a struggle all the time. That not everyone in this world is trying to harm them and that there is good both in and around them. I am mostly getting air sign energy from this spread but I also pick up on Pisces and Taurus. I get the energy of someone finally accepting their dreams and letting themselves experience everything they didn't dare to do before. They're finally embracing themselves and letting themselves be seen for who they are. They are done fighting, resisting love and finally letting themselves receive. I feel like this person struggled with their self worth and they are healing that part of them through this connection. By chosing to love you and giving this connection a chance, they are also chosing themselves. They are turning the tables over and doing what feels right to them for once, instead of following others' unsollicited advice. I feel like this person never once did something for themselves and now they are finally making their own well being a priority. They are finally daring to dream and imagine what this connection could become but also what they could become. They are cutting ties with toxic patterns and people that did not serve their highest good. This person is also realizing that whenever they were acting off within this connection, it was because they were projecting their own fears onto you. They understand that though they may be different from your past connections or from what you are used to, it does not make them any less worthy of your affection. They are finally seeing their own beauty and chosing to let that beauty be shown. They are healing their heart at their own pace. For some of you, your person may be taking their distances with you to further connect with their own truth. They need time and space to see the good in them if they wish to let you in. I sense a desire to start anew and take back one's power. The energy feels very peaceful here. Almost dreamy. I feel like this connection is taking a new turn now that they have gained clarity and done some shadow work. They have a lot of affection for you but they may have realized that what they loved in you was also within themselves and that they should honor that as well.

Their current energy - Group 3

Blue could be your person's favorite color. In terms of zodiac signs, I'm getting Gemini and Taurus mainly, also Leo was mentioned on the Azurite card. There's a lot of throat chakra activity going on here. There may have been communication blockages within this connection in the past. Your person has realized that they treated you poorly in the past. That their fears played a huge role in the connection's imbalance and communication issues you were facing. Through your interactions and the effect of this connection on them, they have been faced with a lot of their shadows. They needed a lot of courage to be able to overcome their fears around intimacy, being vulnerable and truthful around you. This person may have told you harsh truths or spoken badly of you behind your back and they regret their actions. This person understands that their judgment of you was false and when they were being judgmental towards you was because what they saw was a reflection of a part of themselves they couldn't embrace. This person was afraid of the depth of this connection and the depth of their own feelings in your presence. They were not capable of embracing the light that was shining on them thanks to this connection you shared. They were just not ready for it. With that understanding of the dynamics of your bond, this person is now choosing to be mindful and to see the truth. They are chosing to leave the past behind and move forward, renewed and rejuvenated, ridden of all their fears and judgments. Whether they choose to give you a chance or to go their own way, this person is not the same anymore. They are letting in more love into their life and softness that they didn't allow themselves to feel nor express. They may want to communicate with you about their awakening. I also get the feeling that spirit has been working behind the scenes to help this person get out of their state of confusion and see the connection clearly. Illusions were destroyed, their ego was quieted down for their heart to be allowed to shine through. When you met them, this person may have been struggling with depression, which you could have been aware of or not. I feel, thought, that your person did not want to admit that they were not okay. But interacting with you, they came to see that some things in their life needed to change. Some cleansing was needed. Most of it was in their mind I feel. It's like they failed to perceive you or themselves in a good way because their mind was clouded with negative self talk and false perceptions of love and relationships. Maybe they rejected you because of cultural differences or other factors. I'm specifically picking up on differences in communication styles or language barrier. Also, I'm getting a strong feeling that this person's friends played a huge role in them rejecting you. There were people around them that did not see your closeness in a good light and they attempted to get your person to hate you. Like spreading false rumors about you dating other people or saying stuff like "I heard group 3 doesn't like you, they spoke badly of you to their friends". But somehow your person came to understand that this wasn't true. I'm not sure what got them to change their mind about you but I really get this strong impression that they see you in a different light and have taken a new found interest in you.

Decks used : Crystals oracle, Threads of fate shadow edition, I don't care oracle deck, Soul truth oracle deck, Enchanted forest oracle cards, Beast Soul oracle cards, White Numen Tarot light edition, Spirit Junkie Oracle, Des potes en ciel Oracle

[rafeskai]

Game On | Gamer!Rafe Cameron x Gamer!Reader

Introducing Gamer!Reader

Summary: A chance encounter during your first Call of Duty match introduces you to Rafe, a confident and charismatic gamer. What begins as casual sessions evolves into a deep connection through late-night games, Discord chats, and shared victories.

Pairings: Gamer!Rafe Cameron x Gamer!Reader

Warnings: N/A

Author's Note: This is a headcannon for my upcoming AU! Enjoy!

gamer!reader might be a newbie, but she has a serious gaming addiction, playing for hours every day. No one in her real life knows the extent of it—she hides it well, keeping her gaming life a secret from her friends and family.

gamer!reader is generally introverted, preferring the comfort of her own space to social gatherings. She finds solace in gaming, where she can escape and connect with others online.

despite being more reserved in person, gamer!reader is highly competitive in her games. She loves the rush of winning and pushes herself to improve with every match.

before meeting Rafe, gamer!reader preferred the anonymity of online gaming. She didn’t mind hiding behind her avatar and preferred not to reveal too much about herself.

gamer!reader often feels disconnected from her offline peers and feels that online gaming is the only place where she can find genuine connection, even if it’s just with random teammates.

gaming serves as an escape from any personal or family issues gamer!reader may have. It’s a way for her to forget about stress or difficulties in her real life and focus solely on the game.

gamer!reader is a newbie but very skilled in games like Call of Duty and has a knack for strategy, though no one in her life knows about her expertise. She’s always been quietly proud of her gaming achievements.

gamer!reader has a tendency to keep her personal life private, even online. She’s wary of sharing too much and only lets a few people in—those she trusts deeply.

while gamer!reader enjoys the competitive nature of gaming, there are moments when the reader feels the loneliness of not having close relationships outside of the gaming world.

© 2025 rafeskai | All rights reserved. My work is a work of fiction inspired by different characters, and no part of it may be reproduced or distributed without permission.

[fly-torio]

Okay so I've been thinking about this post a lot during my DS9 rewatch and it just struck me how much I miss filler episodes. GOOD filler episodes. The ones that create characterisation and relief. Don't get me wrong, I love In Purgatory's Shadow, In the Pale Moonlight or Improbable Cause or even The Marquis ("It's easy to be a saint in paradise" line lives in my head rent-free) or any of the mainline story episodes, they're splendid, but they aren't what made me fall in love with DS9 on its own. The episodes I watch and rewatch and share with friends are not those. It's Only a Paper Moon, The Wire, Our Man Bashir, House of Quark, Hard Time, ... Nor the Battle to the Strong, Past Tense, Far Beyond the Stars, Doctor Bashir I presume, Bar Association, Trials and Tribble-ations, and so many others... All filler episodes I can't watch The Wire, Doctor Bashir I Presume or Hard Time without sobbing. I can't imagine a DS9 without Far Beyond the Stars. These episodes mean a lot to me for the experience it shares, the recognition I get to see. And they wouldn't be included in most new series. DS9 was so good at letting its characters be living, breathing, broken and healing individuals, and it got to do that by showing how they were also fighting their own battles or having fun. They showed us why their fight was worth it, and what I had to lose. It didn't just lower the stakes, it upped them at the same time because god, please, let my silly little goobers live, I want them to play the next chapter in their James Bond simulation, I want them to play some more sports, I want them to fall in love and utterly fuck it up. And the best part was that the filler episodes added storytelling elements, it lulled me into a sense of safety. It used its time to flesh out the world. Garak's shop blowing up? Can just as well be a filler or a main ep. Bashir getting stuck on a planet with a medical issue to solve? Time to worldbuild something about the Dominion! Quark getting into a scheme that completely spirals? Either it'll give you a laugh or it is the first time the Big Bad get named. I don't want big action sets every episode, I want to feel connected. I want these characters to be people, to live lives, to feel as real in the heartwrenching and hilarious extremes. Life is absurd, bigger than I can ever hold in my hands. Give me back the moments where I remember it is also small and meaningful, and worth going through.

I don't know what those '90s sci Fi TV writers were putting in their shows but I wish they'd start doing it again