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trying to convince yourself the teenager who passed the family picnic celebrating your grandparents birthday wasnt actually doing the hitler salute but instead a super similar and totally unrelated hand gesture: just jewish things!
#no one else noticed#so i am not going to bring it up#and ruin their time or memories#but i am absolutely furious and inconsolable rn#how dare you. giggly little idiots who think theyre sooooo funny#well my grandparents are still here and so is their legacy so i guess do the salute. we won motherfucker. my children did not fear you and#no one even noticed your empty and baseless hatred#i hope you sleep well. i hope this haunts your dreams when you are old enough to understand it. i hope your palm itches every time it faces#open air. i hope your children are proud if you someday. and are disappointed when they learn this about you.
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maybe reflecting on the past doesn't hurt as bad as you thought
closeup + version without blur
#anyone else emotionally ruined after those 2 episodes ?#simon petrikov#betty grof#adventure time#fionna and cake#fionna and cake spoilers#he spent so long trying to not think of their memories together because he thought itd just bring back that heartache#but i think recalling those memories just made him fall in love all over again
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[ cw: death mention / strangulation mention / stabbing mention / blood mention / self-sacrifice / codependency mention in tags / ]
I think a lot about how common it is for Raph to be the one to have direct focus put on him when Leo gets into all his near death experiences.
Like, when Leo is thrown off a building, it’s Raph who’s right there jumping after him, not even thinking about the consequences to himself when he does. When Leo almost gets skewered by the Krang, Raph’s right there to take the blow and send Leo to safety without a second thought. When Leo’s being strangled to near death, it’s a Krangified Raph doing the job, doing exactly what Raph would never, ever want to do. When Leo is telling Casey Jr to close the portal, it’s Raph who tries desperately to convince Leo otherwise.
Likewise, Leo is consistently very single minded when Raph gets forcibly separated from them. Both when in the sewers and by the Krang, Leo is dead set on finding Raph first and foremost.
I also think it’s interesting that during each of Leo’s near death experiences, the lightheartedness of his words during them goes directly hand in hand with both how close Raph is to him physically and how much danger Raph is also in in that moment. From a literal “I told you so” as Leo’s falling away from Raph to a soft joke about how “hero moves” are Raph’s style - both of these are on the more morbidly carefree side and both of these notably take Leo farther away from Raph and, in turn, have Raph not in immediate danger.
On the other side of things is the apology from Leo, heedless of the danger he himself is in as he seriously and genuinely speaks to a Krangified Raph face to face. Then there’s Leo’s freezing and desperation as Raph takes a hit meant for him and sends just Leo to safety, leaving Raph himself behind. Both of these involve much closer proximity and Raph being directly harmed - these together make Leo much more vulnerable in his words and actions, something not even the threat of death can make him.
These two care about each other so much, and they’re way too much alike for their own good.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt raph#rise raph#rottmnt leo#rise leo#honorable mention to the time Leo desperately tried throwing himself into harm’s way to get to Karai#and Raph is the one who has to pull him back#I also think that it’s interesting how both of them go about self sacrifice#because wow they both have problems with it#Raph’s tends to be immediate reactions not even thinking as he throws himself over his bros#Leo’s are often shown to be ‘for the greater good’ (said greater good often being his family)#once again I am saying that post movie these two would likely have codependency issues#considering Raph’s already present acute seperation anxiety and Leo’s immediate memory of Raph standing over him bleeding#another thing to mention is how Future Leo’s actual death still falls into the whole ‘morbidly lighthearted words’ category#I also wanna point out that in Many Unhappy Returns the trust that Leo wants so much does NOT come from Splinter but from RAPH#side note but in regard to the fighting that Raph and Leo were up to during the time between the shredder and the krang#I think it’s interesting that it’s NOT depicted as screaming matches - very blatantly not this actually#also also! I totally love how the movie parallels Oroku Saki and Karai with Raph and Leo respectively#there are so many parallels in general in this show+movie it makes me froth at the mouth#and because it breaks my heart - the beginning of the movie had Raph getting angry at Leo and lashing out at him#the end of the movie has the Krang very very angry at Leo and lashing out at him#both of these times has Leo ‘ruining’ a mission so…bad parallels#in the movie as well there’s a Krangified Raph who beats Leo senseless#so I have to wonder if Raph and Leo just…can’t roughhouse anymore#else Leo would flinch or Raph would be so scared to accidentally hurt Leo like he was already used to do before#then suddenly their usual dynamic of Raph never having to be softer with Leo is thrown on its head#worse is if they’re so terrified of this dynamic leaving that they power through their own sufferings to maintain it
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had to draw this to understand the way i feel about him now that the manga's ended. 🥲 on that note: if you like hawks and his ending, maybe don't read my tags lol. it's not bashing (imo) but they're not v nice. 😅
bg + unobstructed pose under the cut!
his expression's a lil different 'cuz i only changed the merged layer, all the lighting effects already flattened onto it. 💀 alas.
#hawks#mha hawks#bnha hawks#takami keigo#keigo takami#bnha#bnha fanart#mha#mha fanart#spoilers#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#it's not very positive lol i don't really like the way his character ended 🥲#i think his hero worship for endeavor blinded him from seeing or doing anything that could make a difference#i was so let down when he didm't have any sort of critique or moral dilemma after the touya reveal#and just immediately supported endeavor--it made me think he wss incapable of being critical of his idol.#only further underscored with the way he remembers his endeavor plushie while he defends the rabking system.#like. he thinks about his childhood toy of his hero while he defends the system that ultimately caused that ''hero'' to ruin his family.#so blinded by that pedestal that he unironically thinks about the BIGGEST example of why the ranking system does NOT work#WHILE he defends said system.#he was introduced as this morally complicated guy and instead of his childhood worship of a flawed guy making him more interesting#by having him really THINK about what it means that his hero inadvertently created a super villain#he was instead flattened into an endeavor fan boy. and even tho he was introduced as a guy w a complicated bg of#villainous father + harshly trained by the HPSC from a young age he still doesn't do very much with the system of which he's gained charge.#if he thought of the plushie as a memory of what it meant to have a symbol of hope in his hands it's like...#hawks... abolishing the ranking system wont stop merch and news articles and good PR from happening...#anyways yeah. he was one of my faves for a really long time but the way he ends... i dont like that guy.#that being said him becoming president of the HPSC isnt smth i hate even tho idve given him a vacay and his sought-after free time.#and i like that he brings a katana around now. i tried to make the projection make it look like his epilogue self has wings.#oh and i hated the tiny epilogue panel that made it look like endeavor replaced his entire set of kids. :) just. absolutely loathed it. :))
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tim in outfits i vaguely remember preppy boys in my high school wearing
(edit: drew more headband tim)
#tim drake#dc#sart#i was gonna draw more femme tim but instead y'all get this lmao#messy but i wasnt gonna spend more time on preppy tim#gave myself psychic damage dredging these memories up but was forcibly reminded that tim is preppyTM#at least in some aspects of his life#anyway salmon pink on men is ruined for me unfortunately
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I hope Adrian Tchaikovsky doesn't feel like he can't write any more books about sentient spiders just because he's done it multiple times already. Because I don't think I have a limit in all honesty. There's no point at which I'd be like "ok Adrian, that's enough sentient spiders!" He could keep writing books about sentient spiders indefinitely and I would just keep reading them.
#adrian tchaikovsky#children of time#children of ruin#spiderlight#I have not read children of memory yet but fingers crossed that one will have more Portiids as well
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personally i think they can do 70s/80s devil's minion while keeping it so that modern dm still needs a ton of development to Work, because they both have to navigate their feelings now even if daniel gets his memories back. there's the layers of betrayal and resentment they both feel; the fact that they've been apart for decades and have gone through life since then being shaped separately; the circumstances of daniel's turning— theyre all things they still have to work through, with or without an extended history between them.
for daniel, just because he might remember what he felt back then, it doesn't mean he automatically feels the same because of it now. maybe it could even be that he doesn't remember everything all at once; only the cat and mouse game at the beginning of their relationship, or the hopelessness and ruin at the end of it, or the addiction, and for a long time that's all he can remember. maybe he remembers it all but he can't connect what he felt then to what he feels now. it doesn't have to be a switch that flips and suddenly brings back all his old feelings and erases everything else.
for armand, there's an aspect to it that he has to come to love this more experienced version of the boy he once knew, one who is extremely sharp and much better at seeing right through him, one who is not dependant on him or his blood, one who has utterly dismantled everything he was clinging onto for decades, and, now armand's turned daniel, one he can't read the mind of like he used to. even if some things have stayed the same, their entire dynamic has shifted from what was once familiar.
so, even though past dm could be an easy way to go "they were in love once so of course they'll fall in love again", i don't think that's what would happen. in my opinion them having a history would add to their present dynamic but things are so different now it's pretty much brand new territory for them going forward.
#maybe im just biased but i really think it would enhance everything because then its like#falling in love with the same person twice in distinct ways both times. yknow#and the flavour of toxicity and drama and devotion is also different. between human + vampire then fledgling + maker decades later#fear and resentment and love and desire mingling together but not in the same way in both eras#i also think more of daniel's memory being suppressed by armand would be grounds for more distrust on top of everything else#not so much daniel going 'i forgive you because i loved you once'#and at the same time a past relationship isnt gonna make armand go 'i forgive you for blowing up my current marriage and ruining everything#this isn't even mentioning the circumstances of what their final breakup mightve been like and how that affects everything#anyway tldr past dm could be used as a shortcut for modern dm but i dont think it has to be at all#iwtv#devil's minion#armandaniel
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there's an alternate timeline where the new 52 reboot kept all three batgirls but retconned all the robins except for dick, who went back to being robin with nightwing banned from being mentioned at all
#batman#batgirl#barbara gordon#cassandra cain#stephanie brown#dick grayson#the trade off is that cass’s personality gets derailed and completely ruined by bad writing#while steph changes personality every time she has a new writer and no one knows what to do with her#so not too far off from what actually happened to them *shot*#other things: dick never gets to move on from the robin title. he's just robin forever#when the other batboys are reintroduced they're given different identities instead of robin with new backstories#barbara gets shot in the head as if being shot in the spine wasn't enough and suffers her own ric grayson arc#steph comes out as bi and starts dating some random girl (not cass) while also dumping and ghosting tim for like a year#right after she received memories of their pre-flashpoint selves and confessed her undying love for him#cass stops using the one thing she's most known for (her martial arts) in favor of like. hooks. in reference to the end of her solo series
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🔍Velma🔎
#my childhood crush#even though i didn't know it at the time#velma dinkley#lesbian#not that max trash tv show#ding dong that bitch is dead#i love this velma and the og animated one#hopefully that tv show will be a distant memory#they had a chance to do a mature scooby doo show and they ruined it#this Velma and the og animated Velma will always be my Velma#velma dinkley appreciation post#linda cardellini#rueleigh's thoughts
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Cattlepunk nation… where art thou…? I have sustenance to aid against famine.
#jrwi riptide#cattlepunk#drey ferin#ichabod jrwi#drey jrwi#ichabod stain#jrwi shipping#jay is in only one doodle so I dunno if I should tag her#guys#guys they were in love I promise#drey washed up in horsea and had as good a time as he could before he left for his crew#the block ruined it for him#it messed up his memory and made him unrecognizable which is why Ichabod didn’t acknowledge him#why are you walking away from me#come back#TV’s art
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dude who the hell put these queers on my page
#johnny guilty gear#faust guilty gear#ggst#ggxrd#faust ggxrd#guilty gear fanart#just a quick doodle fore i go ninight :p#im so fucking sick of them for real#also i drew them both from memory so if i forgot anything im going to end it#i like drawing johnny without the hat btw dont look at me weird with your brainwaves because i can feel it and it ruins my day every time
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I looked out over the beautiful expanse, bathed in soft yellow moonlight till it was almost as light as day. In the soft light the distant hills became melted, and the shadows in the valleys and gorges of velvety blackness. The mere beauty seemed to cheer me; there was peace and comfort in every breath I drew.
Jonathan Harker: "Yes I am a prisoner. Yes, my legal services are complete now. Yes, I just wrote a letter that I am fine and staying over, and therefore can I be disposed of any day now. Yes, my sleep schedule is screwed because I stay up all night with my captor and play nice.
But this shan't stop me from waxing poetic about the velvet darkness over nature and the soft moonlight!"
Jonathan: I Am Going To Seize This Moment Of Peace And Beauty And You Can't Stop Me
Dracula: wanna bet? *lizards*
#dracula daily#jonathan harker#anonymous#replies#in all seriousness i love this. he does a lot more poetic description when he's feeling better and i think this is not just a genuine momen#of that. but also perhaps a deliberate effort to capture and preserve that moment in his diary. sure it was ruined for him a minute later#but it existed for a brief while. he felt that peace and comfort. he enjoyed the natural beauty. and he NEEDED it. he still needs it#at least as a brief memory. he needs to cling on to the good stuff when it happens#(and yet at the same time the more he writes to a purpose of recording significant events the less he indulges in such description)
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children of time be like
Book 1: some of the best spec-evo in fiction combined with writing that makes the humans more alien than the giant sentient jumping spiders
Book 2: an exploration of cephalopod sophonce combined with what's basically a combination of an advanced quasi-zombie horror story that's also baffling xenofiction if looked at from the other side
Book 3: a collection of contradictory fairy tales from a society that never existed as retold by people who aren't quite people, except the one who is a person, but she doesn't exist beyond the tales she was born in, again and again and again
and it's great
go read these books
trust me
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You're scared you'll never care about someone. You're scared you never have. You don't know how much love is held in your chest. You never will.
#thinking about how Echo notices that she's stopped evolving into umbreon/espeon#and feels horrible that she no longer cares about Pinna enough to evolve for her through that bond.#thinking about how as the time loop is breaking down and decaying into irreparable disarray Echo gives up on a fruitless try to save it#because Pinna (whose memories are restored by the entropy of the loop's decay) is scared to die alone#and Echo refuses to abandon her partner ever again.#Echo evolves into a sylveon as she stays in the ruins of the timeline to comfort Pinna as they shatter into nothingness together#and it's ultimately that act of love— that gesture of “It doesn't matter how scared I am myself. I won't let you face this alone”—#that gives the timeline's celebi Snowdrop the hope she needs to mend the timeline and break the loop herself#after centuries uncounted of depression and resignation and nihilism.#Thinking about how love was the answer to hopelessness.#Dying.#dugtrio day au#pmd ocs#pmd oc#pokémon mystery dungeon#pokemon mystery dungeon#pmd explorers of sky#pmd explorers#pmd sky#pmd eos#pmd2#pmd#eevee#espeon#umbreon#Sylveon
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terraformers and their worlds...
#children of time#children of ruin#children of memory#avrana kern#disra senkovi#renee pepper#astro art#i love this series can you tell
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Do you guys think Ruin, who finally has maybe a little bit of security now that nobody is truly actively after him, has made some kind of memorial somewhere for his dead friends in the new dimension
(Him associating christmas with bad things makes me think that was around when Nao took over or the Virus set in, when he truly lost everyone he knew. Or some other horrible event in his life we know there’s plenty of those)
#quirky rambling#tsams ruin#eaps ruin#also ruin disliking the christmas time of year for bad memories.. he’s just like me fr
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