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I deleted that last post because frankly I got embarrassed. But ultimately, I really would like to know if the new journal pages are suspicious on purpose.
Them being fake pages made by Bill is a theory I believe quite heavily in, and in my opinion there's a decent amount of evidence for it. It feels percentage-wise very few people agree. But I guess I just want to say, it's not that I'm just out here grasping at straws to discount a book I didn't like. What we know Ford to be like, what we know Bill to be like, and most importantly what we know journal 3 to be like, those are what the theory is driven by.
When I first looked at TBOB for myself, I got to the second page of the journal pages and the perception that I was reading pages written by Ford himself was shattered instantly. It was not repaired through the entire rest of the pages. When I was sitting around at work later, the next day after I had finished reading, I was struck in my mind by a bit in Ford's final message. "He's making it all up as he goes along." I know people have different readings of the meaning of that line, but for me that's what made me feel like maybe there's something to all this.
Suddenly it wasn't just "This book sounds nothing like Ford..." But rather "Maybe this book sounds nothing like Ford... because it isn't supposed to." And I started realizing stuff. Like "Hey... wasn't Ford drawn super incorrectly here?", or "Could this part really have happened?", or "Does this page make sense to even exist?". "What is it that creates such a strong sense of dissonance to these pages?" I have kept digging into more and more of what felt wrong ever since.
If you read through them without feeling like anything was off, or if there was it wasn't something you felt to be important, it makes sense my theory would not be for you.
But I believe in it.
And if I had my own chance to ask Alex, I would.
(Update: if you haven't seen the additions I made to this post, I ask you read them too)
#this one will probably get deleted too#who knows#bob investigations#explaining things is hard for me because its not that i think my idea is wrong#but rather- if i explain it in a way that isnt good- im ruining the ideas chance of being taken seriously and explored#like my failure to speak words properly is at fault#and im scared if i do a bad job explaining then ive like- killed it#i know that pressure isnt actually there and its a childrens book but thats what goes on up there#book of bill spoilers#the book of bill spoilers#long post
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Chili Bean!
#lookat my silly#im thinking of doing some little comics to explain their lore properly sooo expect that probably soon i hope!!!#sonadow fankid#sonadow fanchild#sonic fankid#sth#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow#chili bean the hedgehog-hedgehog#cacturniart
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Drumbot Brian regularly takes out his spine and just cleans it with a brush (like those big brushes for,, horses? I think they're for horses)
#this is probably very specific to my brian design because his spine is like half in? half out of his body#hard to explain without visuals but I cannot draw him properly rn#the mechanisms#the mechs#drumbot brian
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One thing I was thinking about is how reserved Aaravos was in the past. It seemed for a while that he became very charismatic after his trauma but like I've stated in a previous post, I think a lot of that is masking his true "self".
In season 7, when Aaravos has his guard down around Claudia, I've noticed a lot of the time, he's very quiet and reserved as a person. And as an added bonus, he's very dorky too! He's that perfect mixture 💖 Its just a shame that Startouch baby boi is extremely depressed and on a mission of taking down an unjust order/vengeance because that masking is overshadowing the fact he's a real sweetheart deep down 😭💖🙏
#the dragon prince#aaravos#i love him so much#i could talk about him all day#yes i probably havent explained this properly#but i wanna yap about aaravos#so im gonna#he's perfection
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Ashswag & LifestealLord (or just Lord as my brain calls them) autism creatures
#ashswag#ashswag fanart#lifesteallord#lifesteallord fanart#lifesteal fanart#lifesteal smp#my artwork#zero art#I can't explain this headcannon properly but I love it sm lol#I'll probably make a post at some point explaining it ¤))
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VERY long Ramble incoming
honestly now that I'm looking at the auraboa lore situation, I'm just disappointed. There was such POTENTIAL in the idea of the Loop and the horror of a new generation inexplicably being disconnected from it, forcing the newly hatched children into a world totally separate from that perceived by their parents (I mean, hell, they perceive TIME differently!).... but then the writer(s?) just fell ass backwards into Icky Tropes.
I feel like I can see what the idea was, especially with the recent alterations to the Encyclopedia entry... It seems like staff fundamentally understands the true Horror potential here, but... Instead, through the short story, they proposed it through the lens of a condescending outsider character, turning the fears of the older generation into something trivial. And also weirdly demeaning the Auroboa's situation by portraying them as overreacting.
Why... why would you do that? Like, from a storytelling perspective? What's gained from that? Why not embrace the true horror and even Emotional significance of that disruption? Why instead go for "ohh we NEED outsider help we NEED to be saved because we are so helpless and it is so Silly that we, creatures who have never experienced such things, do not know what sleep is"????
And if they WANTED to have a condescending outsider, I feel like they COULD have done that, but it would have to have that character realize the horror at some point. And make it obvious that their attitude towards distressed parents and children facing Eldritch Shit and the Sudden Deconstruction of it was not cool!
(or at the very least be a bit more...idk. Consistent with said outsider character? Juniper just goes from "omg I am so honored that the fascinating creatures of the behemoth have chosen me to speak to" to "oh their wasting my time because they don't know what sleep is. I'd rather be sleeping!! 🙄" like girl... c'mon now. Why are we trivializing it like this. Do you want me as the reader to be invested in their plight or not.)
I mean come on. They're beings connected through one networked hivemind-like system, yet each still maintains a silver of individuality that allows them to move freely throughout the Behemoth that they care for. And they've got an eldritch understanding of time that no other dragon could understand. They're seeing the future, past, and present unfold simultaneously. They're witnessing the birth and death of the world at the same time, and have no way to communicate it to other dragons. The best they can do is maintain their home, and even then, they see its roots spread and decay all at once.
And then the newest generation is suddenly disconnected. An inherent link between parent and child and all dragons in-between, that has existed since the creation of their species, is just suddenly GONE for the newest births. With NO explanation for it. The children have no easy way of communicating with their parents. The children are experiencing time in a way that was not meant for their species. They've forcefully been shoved into a circadian rhythm that they are Not! Built for!
The only way a parent could communicate properly with their child would be when the latter is sleeping, something that is also completely foreign to this species. It would be terrifying for all involved!!!
They are literally experiencing eldritch horror from the perspective of the eldritch being forced into the mortal.
Like why WOULDN'T there be panic!!! And why would that panic be trivialized! Why are we only shown the perspective of an outsider who looks at this situation and goes "Oh the silly tree beasts are being so silly over nothing, it's no big deal!"
That and the way the auraboas talk to outsiders. Like. There was such potential there. Real opportunity to explore how ancient, time-bending beings would communicate to someone who couldn't even BEGIN to understand the intricacies of it.
Instead we got what feels more like baby talk (even described as though they were hatchlings enunciating their first words, which... I dunno man, maybe we don't want to compare them to children like That) and less like... Beings that experience all of time at once. I mean, the hatchlings and the adults speak the exact same way, and that doesn't make any sense given the literal time barrier going on.
I totally get why people thought there was just a language barrier and that auraboas had their own language, thus causing the disjointed speak, and not that it was because They Do Not Experience Time Like We Do. And I feel it would've been far easier to get it across by just... I dunno. Do anything else?? I saw someone on here suggest they speak in the "wrong" tenses, or using multiple tenses in the same sentence, which I think would've been far more clear.
Like, as opposed to "saplings wilt! saplings silent!" just "the saplings will wilt in silence, they've wilted in silence, they are wilting silently." Said all at once like all things are true simultaneously. And if we're going for hivemind, have each auraboa speak in a different tense, all at the same time, and have them switch it up every time. Have our outsider get confused and be like "which is it? are they wilting now, or have they already wilted?" and the cluster of auraboas respond in a cacophony of yes's, no's, and maybe's all at once.
Would've probably gotten across the "alien" vibe they were supposedly going for far better than wide-eyed desperation for an outsider's guidance conveyed through disjointed, in-world described as baby speech.
And also maybe would've had less accidental connotations. Because as it stands, I completely see why people have made the connections to the real world where they have. This doesn't read like eldritch timey-wimey intrigue, or even a respectful look at how younger generations can become detached from their families' cultures over time and the struggles that come with it. It reads like a culture being perceived by an ignorant outsider who (despite supposedly respecting these dragons) scoffs and rolls their eyes because the tree beasts with their funny words are being silly again, and that Hey, isn't it actually a great thing that the children are fundamentally different in all manners now? Because now they can join the rest of us in the "real world."
Yknow. Ick.
(I Personally think it would've been better to have the perspective be one of the Auraboas themselves, especially one of the children, to really understand what was going on here. Give us the full brunt of the mind of a creature experiencing all of time interwoven as one shape. The waters fall and the oceans crash with waves. They've now fallen to drought. The ocean has yet to be born. Caves have been carved out through the waters' currents. And when I break from this timeline, I open my eyes to see a child, the child not yet born, the child born now, the child born yesterday. Why can't I hear it? Why couldn't I hear it? Why won't I ever hear it?)
I dunno. People more qualified than me to speak on this matter have already torn the lore apart, I'm just... dropping my own two cents. Potential got weirdly squandered and we ended up instead with unfortunate implications and tropes that could be connected a liiiittle too awkwardly to irl situations.
*Also, before anyone points out: Yes, I know the hatchlings aren't COMPLETELY detached from the Loop and can join it when they sleep. But the fact is, these thangs never had to sleep before. That wasn't in their species' nature. So that's still weird and foreign for them on both sides. And since the hatchlings now have a circadian rhythm, they can't stay connected to the loop permanently. And also Also, seeing as the previous generations aren't experiencing time linearly, who's to say they even recognize when their child joins the loop? They'll speak with an echo of their child when that child was last asleep ages ago, not knowing that it's not them presently, because there is no 'present' for the older generations.
#i also really really do not understand the ''word count'' explanation given by staff.#I'm honestly rather lenient with ignorance happenings like this so long as they're remedied but.#cutting out important details of lore Fundamental to the understanding of it? For? ''Word count''?#Like firstly. Surely someone on the team is skilled enough to pull that off right? To get all that needs to be said in a short story?#but secondly. w. why is there a word count limit to begin with. This is Your House. Why are you limiting yourself unless this is like#a paid-by-word situation and they don't have the money to afford something longer#but like it feels like shooting yourself in the foot if you're going to write something that leaves a ton of information vague instead of#properly explaining your lore so there's no unfortunate misunderstandings. But I dunno. I'm just rambling#flight rising#fr auraboa#I'll probably be incorporating my Own version of the lore regardless of what the staff decides to do with this presentation of it#or just ignoring it outright hskdgjhskjh we shall See#Also if anything I've said here is Wrong in some way or comes across ignorant in and of itself. Let me know
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Any clingyduo headcanons? Or any duos in general
I can't think of much of anything currently but I have been thinking of the fact I don't know how to tie a tie so I just went with that lol
Whereas cTommy had cWil to teach him basic necessities like how to tie a tie for a suit, cTubbo only ever had a negligent, drunkard father before he and cTommy met. Hearing this, cTommy took it upon himself to be the one to try and teach cTubbo how to tie a tie always help him when he struggled, which was often.
Eventually it became a routine for them to put on their suits in the same room so cTommy could get help with the small buttons—which he struggled with because of his perpetually shaking hands—and cTubbo would get help with the tie.
This routine abruptly ended both times cTommy got exiled. Luckily cTubbo could pass on not wearing a tie the first time around, being not too high of a position in the office to worry about looking that professional, but the second time he wasn't so fortunate.
When cTubbo would come into office with a loose, messy tie the week after cTommy was exiled everyone assumed it was due to his grief. The next week it was shrugged off as stress. The next month a rumor had started that the president had inherited his supposed father's drinking habits, and it was this rumor specifically that gave cRanboo enough courage to pull cTubbo aside one day and offer help to fix his tie and properly explain how to do it, or at least better than cTommy could.
thats all i got, im too tired to add more or come up with a coherent ending, sorry !!
#“and properly explain how to do it or at least better than cTommy could” im sorry but ctommy comes off as the kinda person who#can NOT explain stuff for the life of him#(just like me fr)#this isnt even really what you asked but again its all i can think of#the writing is also probably very very bad but ill read over it sometime tomorrow#my super cool moots !!#crazed raccoon chitters#ctommy#c!tommy#c!tommyinnit#ctommyinnit#ctubbo#c!tubbo#cranboo#c!ranboo#cbeeduo#c!beeduo#cclingyduo#c!clingyduo
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Something that’s been bothering me, in Cyberverse Season 1 we hear about the Decepticon cause being made because Megatron wanted to fight against and change the corruption on Cybertron
But like, we never actually saw any of that in the flashbacks. Best you can say is Starscream having a high opinion of himself due to being a jet (or at least that’s what I think was going on? It was something about Starscream and being a jet), but you can also assume Starscream’s just being an ass, not that this is a systemic issue on Cybertron. Outside of that, everyone seems to have been doing fine, they got along and everyone was vibing and having fun, going to Cube games and chilling at Maccadam’s, going out to do some racing on a vacation to Velocitron
I do suppose we were limited to only seeing things that Bee witnessed himself, but he was there for other important events before war was declared, we could have seen some more evidence that things were bad on Cybertron before the war and why Megatron and Optimus were so intent on changing things
As it is, it feels more like telling and not showing, and I don’t really understand why the Decepticon cause was needed in the first place. Well I mean I do, but that’s because I know the story in other continuities, not because Cyberverse told me
And if I can pivot slightly, I feel like this is an issue in other shows as well. Earthspark barely went into the backstory of the war at all, only making vague allusions like the “lower-class” remark and Orion Pax getting the Matrix (which honestly I don’t remember why he got at all and if it was related to the war). And yes, Earthspark was about moving forward after the war, but also the show wanted to portray Decepticons in a more neutral light, allowing them their second chances to do better after the war. Not to mention Megatron switching sides due to realizing how far he’d strayed from his original cause. I don’t feel like telling the Terrans the original causes of the war would be out of question, it makes all the sense. Also if we’re trying to portray the Decepticons as not being pure evil, explaining the horrible conditions that drove them to starting it would do wonders. Megatron is here, he can tell the Terrans with all the correct info if the Autobots can’t
Prime also has this problem, but I’m willing to give it a lot more leeway because it was part of the Aligned continuity, which was made up of more than just this one show, and Transformers Exodus I’m told went into this backstory a lot more. So okay, it’s explained somewhere. Though personally, I wish we went into this backstory a bit more in the actual show, because all I know from it was that Megatron was a gladiator fighting for change, Orion Pax met him and agreed, then they proposed their ideas for change to the Senate and it caused them to split. I don’t actually know why they were fighting for change. Again, I know Exodus did and it was around at the same time as the show, but we don’t all have access to Exodus. And honestly it might be the reason the other shows don’t go into it much either, despite it being the only one with an excuse
Like I think this annoys me because it feels like the shows expect you to know the general backstory so we don’t have to go into it. But you’re supposed to tell us this, especially when this isn’t like Batman or Superman’s origins where everyone knows the backstory of the war
I know what the backstory is, but not because these shows told me. It’s because Emperor Kumquat told me in a YouTube video where he was explaining the Aligned backstory from Exodus, while making the point that people who only watched Prime wouldn’t know all of this. How was I supposed to know this information if I hadn’t?
And to go back to Cyberverse, I can make excuses for Prime and Earthspark; both were set long after the war started and Prime especially didn’t have much reason to go into it outside of what it did. But not only did Cyberverse have the means to show us corrupt pre-war Cybertron vis Bumblebee’s flashbacks in Season 1, it had at least a little leaning to making the Decepticons more sympathetic. They are still for the most part antagonistic, but it did make the point that Optimus originally agreed with Megatron, we had bots on both sides getting along during peace talks and Windblade being angry at Slipstream’s killer, had most of the main threats not be Megatron’s forces that had the two sides forced to team up, and by the latter half of Season 3, had Megatron be more heroic, with him saving the day from the Quintessons and wielding his own Matrix of Leadership, and working to stop the other him that he knows is coming to reclaim his Matrix. They aren’t at Earthspark Season 1’s level, but they weren’t making the Decepticons pure evil either. So I feel like we should really see what it is they were fighting for originally
#admittedly I may have strayed a little from my original point by the time I start talking about other shows#but you get what I’m talking about#or at least I hope you do#and that I know what I’m talking about#can we please stop just alluding to corrupt pre-war Cybertron with assumption we already know#and just show us the corruption?#I think this is one of the reasons I want the backstory to change#because they refuse to properly use this one and explain it to us#TF One actually does this so it doesn’t have this problem#while also changing things but keeping to a lot of the general plot points#I get more of an understanding of the corruption and the Decepticon side of things from fanfiction#and yeah okay fanfics may want them to be more sympathetic than they actually are#but most of these things in the fics are true in continuities where we do know the backstory#or at least I’m pretty sure parts of it are#so can we just see more of this in the actual shows? Please?#I’m worrying that I’ve strayed too far from my original point again#probably should have stopped before I went into Earthspark and Prime#but they’re relevant and I don’t think would stand on their own post without it being too similar#also I think I’ve made some of these points before but I’m highlighting them again#transformers#transformers cyberverse#megatron#decepticons#transformers earthspark#transformers prime
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also uggh sorry to rant here rq ( might delete later if my dumbass dont forget ) but tbh this has kinda been bouncing around my mind where I only restrict having oc art / lore / etc on this blog cus dude it's honestly really demotivating to just have it flop really badly on twt.
yas, ik likes / views shouldn't equal worth but I think you gotta understand that getting a fanart piece to 1.7k, and then posting artwork of ur oc and it barely breaking 100 is actually saddening cus it's like. damn. ( only exception seems to be meiro tho but i kiinda wish my other guys also got just as much love )
idk and honestly the most interest I've seen in my guys is on here ( there are some people on twt but most of it is literally just my friends ) maybe I'm being dramatic about this and this is like. dumb and i'm asking for too much out of randos in my computer screen but idk man
fuck my chud life
#editing in tags but i think i also just generally feel more comfortable explaining my guys on tumblr compared to twt#probably because tumblr doesnt seem to be running rampant with weirdos and also interactions honestly feel more. personal and genuine?#im not sure how to describe it properly but tumblr is like going to a social group in a nice cozy house and twt is a cramped stadium#i think this is also because i'm Shy as fuck and having a smaller but genuine audience is nicer compared to having 4k anon eyes on me
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who up seeing their disorder in a fictional character but feel like its not their place to put a name on it
#id have to be waterboarded before i can talk abt how i see a lot of my adhd and personality in mitsumi iwakura let alone post it#idk how to talk abt this without feeling like im talking over or invalidating ppls experiences relating with a character#someone was talking abt how ppl tie laios' autism to special interest and social difficulties but not much else which kinda flattens it#and then went into a respectful in depth analysis of other autistic behaviour that laios exhibits and it wasnt phrased meanly#its fascinating and important to me to hear someone explain a little bit abt traits that they recognized and often go overlooked#because it does help me learn more about it. but i think thats also where hesitancy kicks in when it comes to depicting it accurately#like i have adhd and some of my adhd symptoms overlap with autism (time blindness and pattern seeking behaviour) but that only means#it feels familiar to me even without having autism. on top of that traits arent always cleanly determined as being /caused/ by#a disorder. to understand my environment i compare it to something unrelated but similar to make it more familiar and for the longest time#i thought that was a personality thing and not an information processing thing since i loved playing pretend in my head as a kid#so if you make a character who experiences that hoping to reach people that also experience that and tell them its not weird or#smth youre making up like. thats the goal. ppl who dont get it arent expected to it just means it doesnt cater to them but it helps them#become familiar to it yk? since i dont have autism myself i dont feel confident i can depict it properly or explain it in my own words#but that doesnt mean im trying to dismiss it or try and cut it out completely.. ill just leave the floor open to someone who /can/#a lot of issues around fanon depictions are when smth is baselessly popularized or a characters personality and behavior is flattened#especially to fit them into a trending meme. its harmless and its supposed to be for fun but it gets tricky when you drag things that#need to be carefully explained beforehand or else it gets lost in translation. like that tweet abt 'hyperfixating' on cooking pasta#once it becomes popular language usually the original meaning is left out for the sake of simplifying it for everyone that when it#circles back theres a sort of hesitancy like. am i using it the way it was intended or am i unknowingly using the popularized version of it#actually thats probably why i felt wrongfooted during diagnosis bc it felt like i was misusing the words i heard to describe what i felt#i /know/ i see a lot of myself in mitsumi because our minds are always somewhere else and we tend to put good faith first and for me#that personal connection is enough. but idk it feels like its always gonna have to be 'palatable' first before i can talk abt it openly#mad respect to writers and creators who stick to their story even if theres the looming fear of ppl misinterpreting it and letting them#have it.. its been almost 2 weeks and i am so close to deleting that m3 dunmeshi drawing bc ppl keep saying chilchuck wouldnt have 200 HP#IT LITERALLY SAYS I MADE IT WHILE WATCHING EP 1. I USED EARTHBOUND LOGIC AND I WASNT EVEN TAKING IT SERIOUSLY CHILL#yapping
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If you are concerned about Polites dragging Odysseus down in "Get In The Water," please know that Shades are not the same as Souls. They are not representations of the complete self. Once a person has died, they do not have their whole self anymore. The scene in The Odyssey, where Odysseus is able to have complete conversations with the dead, is due to magic kind of reviving them a little for a bit. There's definitely like... something there for a Shade to be judged and like... for there to be preferable afterlife options, etc.
But, Shade Polites being part of a mob dragging Odysseus down is not a sign that Polites or Anticlea having ill will towards him in any way. It is simply part of the tragedy of the dead that they don't possess the will or motivation of the living, and Polites did not receive proper funeral rites. His Shade cannot be set at peace, and so it repeats his last thoughts endlessly and reaches out without a mind towards things it vaguely recognizes without conscious intent to cause harm.
I think it's implied Anticlea walked into the sea at the sight of what seemed to be her son dying in a storm just off the cost of Ithica which is why she also did not have a body that could have appropriate funeral rites performed but I could be incorrect.
Funeral rites are really important for this reason, Shades that wander but can't pass on can be... just. Passively fucked up. It also fades over time. It's the stuff haunting are made out of.
#seph listens to epic#epic the vengeance saga#vengeance saga spoilers#polites epic the musical#epic the musical#get in the water#i probably got some of the details wrong but the point is that it's not really polites anymore#it's literally a pale shadow of polites repeating his most iconic lines to hurt us and odysseus#the shades like... ghosts but like... the kind that are not sentient#they are repeating memories that cannot pass on and are trapped in a stagnant state of their death#they might be a little vengeful because of that state they're stuck in but it's not like... the characters we knew#it's the shade doing a haunting#as a result of characters not doing funeral rites#it's very different and like... im doing a bad job of explaining it because you have to like...#accept multiple aspects of like... how souls work in the universe of this world and why funeral rites are so important#like there are whole sections of the iliad where they wage war just for patroclus and hector's bodies so they can have proper funerals#that shit was so deeply important to them that they be laid to rest properly#like the iliad literally ends with those funerals#not the end of the war. the funerals for patroclus and hector.#im expressing myself badly but like... dying is a tragedy for a number of reasons and not getting a proper funeral is a second death#because it's the death of a person's soul and ability to pass on
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we need to remake that queercoded characters: Gabriel vs Miles edgeworth poll but have Gabriel actually be fucking described properly and WHY he's so queercoded instead of the absolute joke of a description he got against miles fucking "teehee they're kissing and we're soooooo going to hell for this teeheehee" capcom edgeworth who somehow did get a good and exhaustive description (actually anything is better than a description that lasts three mobile phone app lines tops where half of it is a jokey epression)
#i'm sorry i'm still salty about this and i'm only growing saltier as ultrakill gets more lore#i'm so sorry#not maintagging it cause it will probably cause havoc#but really though it's just. insane to me#i know miles got preferrential treatment cause ace attorney is two fucking decades old but when the fans of the other camps have to#actually explain everything IN THE FUCKING TAGS because op couldn't be assed to research why characters are in the poll in the first place#even if miles edgeworth wins again because nuh narumitsu blabla what's a gabv1 or whatever i'm just still upset Gabriel was not given a-#-proper description#don't mention anyone in the team not even hakita or francis just. just fucking talk about gabriel properly i beg you on my knees#yapyapyap#i'm so fucking sorry for this
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i got back from seeing ateez yesterday and i think my pre frontal cortex is developing as we speak cos tell me why i felt so disgusted abt writing yn fics like these men are real people rpf suddenly became so weird to me…..
#ujutxt#i think i get it now#it has completely turned me off from reading or even writing rpf as a whole#idk why and i cant explain it properly#but it’s this weird realization that#if i were famous and someone wrote abt me sucking dick i would probably be so weirded out#i acc felt so bad for mingi cos man never got the chance to speak#atinys were so disrespectful and kept barking at him like he looked so done#also fan culture has actually become so weird and disgusting#wdym ppl CAMPED til 6am to send the boys off that’s so creepy….#mind u some of the people that camped DID NOT get the vip tickets to gain access to the sendoffs#let them sleep wtf#idk man#i really just think i’m just closer to turning 25#and it’s slowly dawning on me#that this shit is so weird#idol culture is so weird#why r grownass men barking and meowing in fan calls#let them do their jobs wo having to be infantilized and dehumanized wtf#they were literal sasaengs who WAITED outside til 6am at the o2 to see them#they looked so tired in the photos
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echoes of wisdom takes place in the downfall timeline the maps and stuff line up
the zelda team has just added stuff like gerudo and gorons from previous games that werent in alttp because they werent really a thing in zelda yet and theyre probably expected and stuff
#i was just talking to someone about this and.#great deku tree gerudo gorons sea zora all there. why. botw/totk had them and theyre popular.#they can also all be there because the areas theyre in were blocked by clouds in alttp map and werent important tothe story in previous game#i cant see it taking place pre oot/near skyward sword/etc#it just adds up really well to the downfall timeline in a way i cant explain properly#this is understandable right. the maps line up way to well.#i say this as i was obsessed with alttp and albw for a long time#i cross stitched the entire alttp map twice i know it so well#im not trying to be rude or dismiss headcanons btw i just woke up and will forget abt this probably#i just need to put this in words for a sec#loz eow#echoes of wisdom
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I wanna take a crack at making some fake screenshot graphics for my Sif Odile duo loopers au but I do not feel confident enough in my ability to mimic isat's art style and I also have a crippling fear of drawing backgrounds
#rat rambles#stars posting#I wanna make a thing for odile's parallel scene to the bathroom scene were sif forgets odile's name#but it takes place in the traps room by the wood carving tools which isn't the worst room to have to draw ig but I still dont want to#I could just take the lazy route and just sketch the scene so I can get it out of my head and I probably will#but at the same time I also should draw more stuff with backgrounds even if it makes me want to throw up and cry#but yeah the scene is basically just odile having a derealization moment while thinking abt the wooden odile carving sif made for her#just her looking at it and feeling nothing and trying to look ahead at siffrin expecting to be reminded of what it's supposed to make her#feel and just being met with the same emptyness in her chest as she can barely even recognize the person in front of her until they look#back at her and their expression shifts into a extremely concerned one#does that make sense? idk if Im explaining it well but I hope it makes sense#but yeah smth smth them becoming less real to eachother overtime much to the horror of both#also unrelated but I need to start rotating loop in this au in my head more theres so much to work with here#I have some vague ideas and thoughts but I have been too odile brained to properly elaborate on those in my head#Im honestly just glad Ive finally made an au that I can actually get invested in fleshing out#I havent rly found a good headspace to rly play around with the main cast but this is actually giving me smth to chew on#usually most thoughts I have abt isat just lead to me thinking abt my ocs lol#regardless Im having fun with this au and I hope that I can bring myself to commit to it#also Ive been trying to think of a decent name for this au and Im half tempted to call it from the top or smth but I feel like Im tempted#to call like every story I make that so Im on the fense abt it#especially since thats what Ive been planning on calling the prologue for spiraling upwards#not that I cant just do both but I wanna see if I can think of any alternatives
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i cant phrase this well but infinity train book 2 is for the aroace transgenders. lake transgenderism is obvious but nothing in my life has screamed to me queerplatonicism as much as lake and jesse like their qpr readings are off the fucking charts
#infinity train in general is for the aromantics. i've talked about this before (very poorly) but the way it handles romance#as in ''there rlly isnt any theres just characters and they interact naturally and sometimes that involves things that read as romantic''#tulip has 0 romance in her story. lake and jesse as stated before have crazy queerplatonic vibes.#grace and simon is probably the most romantic it gets and thats literally barely anything.#and ryan and min ofc have the classic homoerotic childhood friends thing going on.#its literally so good i dont know how to describe it but just. i think its the fact that like i said they're not treated as ''romances''#you can absolutely read them as such its very easy to. but theres nothing explicitly romantic about any of it#there's no discussion regarding any of these guys about crushes or dating or whatever. they just exist#its not necessarily the absence of romance. its just the removal of the label romance. i love it so so much#serena.txt#GAH i still feel like i didnt explain it properly. idk its really one of those things you just kinda Feel watching it
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