hey when legend randomly gets hit hard with feeling of depression what is his immediate reaction
just an innocent ask nothing more
and by depression I just mean the sudden like big sad of i can't even do this anymore please- I just want to sleep-
anyways yeah just an innocent cute lil ask
His immediate reaction is "crap not again" quickly followed by stuffing it down and telling himself "I'll cry about that later" and then he just never does, because when later comes he is physically unable to cry. In general he can't actually cry. I speak as someone with the same affliction, it just doesn't happen even if he's not stopping himself.
I think Legend tends to muscle his way through whatever thing is overwhelming him until the end of the day, at which point he just curls up on his bedroll as tightly as possible to burrow away and just.... feel. He can't fix the things that trigger his depression, and while answers are usually there, they require burdening someone else, a big no-no, so he just stews until he falls asleep or just sits up overthinking until he's choking on sobs that won't come.
And come the next day he's just the same as any other day, because that's an issue for another day and when there's the security and safety to actually sort it out (AKA never)
What do you think the types of drunk would the murder trio be? Im pretty sure ask dusttale already answered this question about dust but i have to ask the mtt expert
see now askdusttale DID answer the question. but they didn't ANSWER the question when asked what dust is like drunk. they just said that dust is the type to drink himself blackout drunk. so that mean i have total freedom on deciding what the mtt are like drunk hehehe (rubs hands together in a villanous way that you would imagine nightmare doing or something idk)
i already have an absolutely hilarious idea for horror and it might just because i'm on the guilt section of his character analysis but i could TOTALLY imagine him being an emotional drunk. like he CRIES. horror sans man known for being incredibly guarded and private with what he feels bawling his eye out. he gets mad he gets sad he does not get happy because horror doesn't have the right to be happy. he is too upset over the fact that he fucking DOOMED all of horrortale because of his selfishness and nothing can stop him from being incredibly vocal about that fact so much so that killer had to tape his mouth shut because he wouldn't stop crying so loud. and then he just silently cries until he passes out from exhaustion. the alcohol has an incredibly strong effect on him because i dont think he would drink regularly plus he definitely hasnt drinken anything in those 7 years of starvation. it hits like a fucking plane crashing into him. or like getting his eye taken out again. either one!
another funny idea i had for killer would be like the alcohol affecting him but he SWEARS that he's still sober. he is very confused when he starts stumbling because wtf he doesnt FEEL drunk??? why is he bumping into walls and tables HELP WHY DOES HE SOUND FUCKING STUPID???? the alcohol is definitely effecting him but he swears he swears he doesn't feel drunk. hes not drunk its just the damn body doing this stupid bullshit!!!! he's still very aware of what's going on and is basically the same as sober but just like. he's wiggly he's wobbly and oh shit he just fell head face first into a tv whoops. he'd also have a high tolerance because just because. he can drink without feeling like shit until he just blacks out mid conversation with someone because his body couldn't take the toll of all the beer or whatever. hilarious idea triglycercule thank you triglycercule i know
dust in the context that we already know that he drinks AND he can fight against the human while like partially drunk.... i feel it would be kinda like a giggly drunk situation. except dust doesn't laugh at anything that's funny he only laughs when someone gets hurt or something. SADISTIC giggly drunk. because i can already imagine a half drunk dust laughing his ass off after killing the human and its a beautiful sight to me.
anyways imagine how it goes when you pair this sadistic giggly drunk with another that wont stop going through the 5 stages of grief and another that keeps on fucking falling over for no reason in his eyes. dream blunt rotation but the blunt is a bottle of vodka. i can already imagine it in my head and its fucking HILARIOUS. horror going on about how he caused the deaths of others and manipulated and tricked papyrus while killer is just trying his best to keep his eyes open because for some reason they won't stop trying to close. he is surprisingly getting frustated. dust has long since lost his voice laughing at this and he's just silent wheezing at everything. also phantom papyrus is only making the laughter worse because he keeps on making rude comments towards horror and killer and only he can hear him and its guffaw inducing. mtt amazing friend group you dont get shit like this anywhere else
T/F: you have special little knickknacks to help you relax throughout the day (I have some but I don’t use it often enough :()
False!
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(This was a good assumption though)
The reality is that most of the things I do to stim are self-damaging somehow so they can be easily hidden. Things like picking at my fingernails, biting the skin around my fingernails (until it bleeds), biting at my lips (my dentist has literally called me out on the 2 decades of scar tissue like 'please stop doing that' and I was like 'sir I do not even know that I am doing that until it's bleeding'), etc.
And I don't think I am special little knickknacks, unless you're a really great lateral thinker :D
I tried fidget toys briefly but I honestly have like however many decades of just using my body first and it's hard to remember to reach for them? I did like the poppy thingos and the fidget dice but I've lost both (thanks ADHD!), meanwhile my lips and fingers are right there dfsalkj
-“Oh, school has to be something serious, especially this year/something like that!”
The things I did when I was at school (especially in computer class):
TW: cigarette
I have a lot of memories, and this is certainly one of the most important/best/funniest in my life. I'm really going to miss everything... and I'm already crying lol..
"how are you" I'm fine knowing that the teachers remember me from the the time why teach me & some even from the first meeting "you are the only one I have already learned by name" "the only one I remember from the time I taught (that was almost two years ago)" "I remember you so I believe that you have [stress resistance]" 🥰🥰🥰
I want to have friends. I want to sneak away in the middle of the night for cheap supermarket drinks. I want to have a day out with shopping at horribly over crowded malls filled with dresses we can't afford but that's okay. I want to sing songs we know together horribly and dance the night away. I want to watch shitty shows and complain about them every five minutes with people.
re: the music rant I tagged you in
I am so sorry for tagging you in my double-dose caffeine fueled haterism explosion post. truly was off the shits and did not realize how much random garbage talking points I was ready to spill on the first person to ask
i think that being trapped in a room for 12 hours while various sitcoms play in the background without being allowed to question the premise of the shows should be classified as a hate crime actually
I dont think Im going to get a straight answer from your friend (wife maybe?) so Im coming to you. Are you together together? Im sorry for being so nosy. I really thought you guys were a thing omg
I don't know what to tell you, anon. You're right. You are being nosey as all hell. We are actual people.
At the end of the day, I care a lot about @danime25. I couldn't ask for a better person to descend into insanity with. That being said: we are not dating and we are not actually married. I'd appreciate if you back off on the assumptions. Thanks.