#and now that i’m updated i feel better
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i don’t know how y’all just disconnect so easily like sure i can and have easily delete apps and accounts etc but even in the days i was gone i’d have periods of my heart racing so fast and feeling sick like omg BE NORMAL!!!!! anyway i logged back in today because i kept thinking about this situation at work earlier and just needed to be updated
#and now that i’m updated i feel better#loved sapnap’s response it was perfect imo#G isnt a bad guy he doesnt have malicious intentions he was just drunk snd fucking STUPID and he needs to take full accountability for it#and going by his tweet he finally realises that now#he will probably be torn to shreds for the next FOREVER but well#what can u do#i hope caiti is alright the thought of such a young girl having to do this publicly and have it dragged out longer than she was probably#expecting it to be#is horrible
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Release the next part please 😭
DON’T WORRY ANON THE NEXT PART IS COMING ALONG NICELY 🤞🤞
#★﹐asks .ᐟ#im really sorry for the late update though#i’ve been feeling really really sick lately and it may take sometime for me to finish it because of how i’m feeling right now#i feel really bad for keeping you all waiting for so long but i will try my best to release it as soon as im feeling better!
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as someone who’s lived in australia my entire life and hasn’t been anywhere with houses that have proper insulation, I fear that my perception of what a good inside temperature is compared to outside is way off, and not only that, when I worked in an office I was so put off by the lack of natural feeling ventilation (everywhere I’ve lived I’ve had open windows during the day all year round and even at school we always had outdoor hallways) that it genuinely impacted my productivity. not sure what the point of this post is but to say that climate VERY much impacts building design and definitely needs to, and just because very few streetscapes I’ve seen have actually been suitable to subtropical heat doesn’t mean it’s impossible to make them so—every pre 2010 subdivision house yard and school does great on this front simply by having tree cover and excellent ventilation. yet it’s hard to recreate these things in a car and skyscraper dominated city
#at this point I can pick an australian when they go travelling and say that the temperature inside is too hot when it’s cold outside#anyway will update this blog with actual stuff and asks soon; might take a while bc I’m in the middle of moving; but for now some fun facts#urban heat island effect is such a stupid killer too like just make the city into a jungle it’s not so hard. less impervious surfaces too#I used to regularly walk past this BEAUTIFUL streetscape but the apartment block on it had its aircons spurting hot air RIGHT THERE#they say Aussie houses are a little better than a tent. personally I can feel a great deal of difference compared to a tent
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I’m so serious when I say that I hope that The Umbrella Academy comics have a more satisfactory ending & don’t have as much character assassination. ☂
#it could be a while before we see the end of the comics so for now in my brain the series is sort of on hiatus#Gerard Way please take your time with these comics PLEASE we are begging#idk if umbrella academy was always supposed to be a tragedy but this as of right now feels like a game of thrones situation#I never watched or read GoT but I’ve heard awful things & I don’t really plan to personally#idk I just really didn’t like the ending & some other parts about it too just mmmm meh#I’m sure the source material has its issues too but like cmon give us something better#I’ve been through homestuck hiatuses so this will be a piece of cake probably compared to waiting on the comics to update & finish#I’ve also heard some not so pleasant things about Steve Blackman & my partner looked into a bit so mmm here’s to waiting on the true ending#some kind of mish mash of the comics & show lore#mine#op#tua spoilers#tua s4#tua season 4#dark horse comics#tua#the umbrella academy#umbrella academy spoilers
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wip priority list
the sweetness of honey — JayTim. Reverse Robins. AOB. After Jason is captured and given to Tim as a gift, he goes into heat. Tim claims him as his mate… and now the two have to figure out how to navigate their lives together in between secrets, family drama, and their own insecurities.
teenage fantasies — JayTim. Canon ‘verse. Twin fics exploring two separate teen fantasies of Jason & Tim’s. The first fic is done, the second I… have technically started but scrapped everything for. It deals with Jason fantasizing about Wonder Woman, and the lasso of truth… and their homemade recreation using modified truth pollen & rope.
honey, cardamom, and coffee — JayTimJay. I haven’t actually decided on an order for that title yet but it will feature some combination of those 3 things. Sequel to smoke, cloves, and honey, in which Omega Jason from the alternate universe brings Alpha Jason over to stay with him & his mate. I have some things written but no coherent plot yet.
vampire dick sequel — RobinPile, with a spotlight on DickSteph. The second step in Dick’s plan to make all of the Robins his own.
dom!omega ‘verse — JayTim. I have more plans for this universe—starting with the next fic, where they officially start courting ;) Yeah, they’re doing things a bit out of order but that’s alright. I have a loose plot but no writing yet~
misc prompt fics — There are a few specific prompts that I have a lot written for I’ll be prioritizing first, including a JayTimSteph & Jaycest prompt, but any prompt will be fair game.
bonus: brujay first heat; brujay soothing voice; dicktim sex ed; and jaytim wingfic sequel.
i made one of these last year too but i made the choice to focus on events (ship/character weeks & a zine) instead.
the self-imposed rules of the list are: i will pick a handful of my wips to make a priority, which means these are the fics i want to focus on. i can work on any wip i want, on the list or not, but on days idk what to write, these are the ones i’ll do. and the list will be updated as i (hopefully) finish wips or if i reach an impasse.
the list is numbered but there is actually no particular order to them; i just like them that way for random rolling purposes… which is also why i kept it to 6 bc yeah, random number generators are great but i love dice shsjdj
#✨#wip priority list#tauriawritesfanfic#feel free to ask for updates or more info for the items on the list if u want#fingers crossed i’ll do better with my list this year shsjdj#i DO also want to work on the fics from last year’s list but iirc one in particular was giving me trouble so i’m letting it rest for now
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okay, I FINALLY finished touching up/rewriting one of the major scenes I wanted to redo in desecration and I’m so much happier with it now
#it’s the scene where jian yi and guan shan are talking after making cookies with zheng xi and zi qian#I’m wondering if I should post it bc 1) I really like it now and 2) I feel bad for not writing/posting anything lately lmao#but maybe it’d be better just to release all the edited/updated chapters at once after I’m completely done#but that also means I’ll have to wait until I post chapter 10 at the same time (I’m only 20% done with ch10 smh)#idk… I’ll think about it! I know some people would rather just wait until the full thing is done and I totally get that#fay talks
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What’s the point of scheduling a delivery for later if you’re going to make it and deliver it now???????
#I didn’t want my food now#I wanted it for later for when I would be home to eat it#it sat on my porch for over an hour#honestly would’ve rather someone stole it and eat it than for it to sit there and become unsafe to eat#had to throw it away#there goes the $40 dinner that was supposed to be a treat#honestly so annoyed and I know if I do a customer complaint nothing is gonna come of it#just because it’s below freezing here it doesn’t make food safe to eat after it’s sat outside in the elements for over an hour#I’m just done#gonna just skip dinner and go to bed I think#maybe one of the fics I’ve been following will have updated and I can just read that for dinner#i’m tired yall#and I’m over it#fuck being broke#fuck me for trying to treat myself when I have a bit spare cash#once I can buy a car I’m def switching to a job that pays better since I’ll have consistent transportation instead of having to walk#jake k’s personals#feel free to block prev tag if you don’t want to hear about my personal life
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I miss you Lorna… this is such a mess
This is an old message and I had several other similar messages, but I miss you guys and hope you’re all doing well!! I’m sorry to see nothing has improved.
I saw I was kindly mentioned by @awesomefringey and some other commenters the other day, so just wanted to log in and say hello and log back out for a few more months. 💕
Sending so so much love to all of you. Take care of yourselves and each other, please.
The video is still on YT.
#Anywayyyyy#The fandom added a whole lot more C to my C-PTSD#So a nice random message every few months instead of a freshly posted death wish is LOVELY.#Don’t fret. On meds and therapied but fresh tf out of money from it so @ L and H… lornasaurusrexx at g*ail is the PayPal if ur bored 🙃#I hate to be like this but protect your hearts. They’ll never be able to look out for you guys and they feed these trolls ammo for snacks#and it seems to have only gotten worse. Gotta keep them hets hetbaited for their money whilst actively encouraging them to bully yall? Why?#STILL!? At this point it feels like they’ve both chosen that path deliberately now and I find it quite gross. but I’m also very far removed#So don’t worry about my opinions. Keep trusting your own intuition!!! You all see it. I love you guys and your beautiful hearts and empathy#But I hope they can sleep at night knowing the absolute fucking genuine WRECKAGE they left across the Big Gay War generation/era of Larries#Don’t worry guys I’m just as dramatic as ever. None of this has anything to do with them coming out or anything. Just how we were treated.#But trust I fuckin mean that shit from the deepest darkest pit of my Demon Larrie™️ heart. They encouraged this. 🤷🏼♀️#Anyone who cares about my actual life updates: I’m a school nurse now and will be working at a bougie summer camp over break#Had a surgery I needed. Got new tattoos and piercings. In a happy and healthy relationship with the best dude for almost a year now.#OH and I went to New Zealand last year with Prettytruthsandlies!!!! We made a pact back in our Big Gay War/college days to go. And we DID!!#I got overstimulated and overfed and puked in Hobbiton. 🤣 (It was the best time of my LIFE GENUINELY🥰🥰🥰🥰🥹🥹🥹)#Okay BYE LOVE YOU GUYS#There are better and more humane ways to maintain a closet ..like literally STFU entirely. Ignoring it and not exploiting a kid is FREE#🇵🇸
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Hi guys I am alive.
I’ve been doing character week events for a scrap of serotonin but I have not abandoned my three WIPs. I am so sorry it’s taken so long to up them. Life has been kicking my ass. Two hurricanes (one threat of one- Milton didn’t hit near me) back to back was a lot to deal with. Also work and just. So many things.
I do linger, queue, and I apologize for churning out character week stuff instead. I hope to have stuff for you guys soon.
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anybody remember the stephanie brown essay I was working on under a research grant fully last summer? yeah it’s not done yet it super needs to be done and I’ve been avoiding working on it for weeks. someone tell me to just do it already
#the problem is. actually there are several problems#1) I’ve been out of the Batman/dc comics phase for almost a year so I don’t care that much about the topic#2) I am fifteen pages in and have not touched it in months so I’ve completely lost my train of thought#3) I can’t just reread it because I hate first five pages or so and I know I need to change it but I was trying to finish before editing#so now my only solution is I need to open up a new doc and completely restructure the whole thing by splicing together the existing writing#so that I can figure out where the hell im going with this and make sure things fit together better#unfortunately that sounds fucking exhausting#but I told my mentor I would have an update for him by the end of the week and. well. it’s the end of the week#I have to present it in April. I have to write and submit an abstract in March#the school gave me $1500 for this stupid essay and if I don’t have anything to show for myself.#well. I don’t know they can’t take the money BACK but it’s not a good look#and also I would feel bad#I did the research!!! i interviewed comic writers even!!! I just haven’t finished WRITING IT DOWN#and I KNOOOOWW once I get started it’ll be fine once I’m going I’m going#but STARTING is hard because I feel like I have to finish it in one go which makes it so huge and daunting#I’m like. slamming my head into a wall. just write a couple sentences Jess something is better than nothing#just start it you don’t have to finish just START just MAKE the new DOC#I know!!!!! that is what my therapist would say!!!! Jess you’re trying to oneshot it bc of your dumb adhd brain!!!!#stop looking at it like that and making it scarier!!!#but even tho I know that logically I’m still like oh I should put away the dishes o should make bread#I should work on my six different art pieces I should do laundry i should play with the puppy I should go for a walk I sh
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a seldom unrealised joy of fics updating after a long time (by which i mean many months or perhaps even years) is being able to go back and reread the previous chapter or heck, the entire fic again to catch up. it’s almost as good as reading it for the first time🥰
#ofc. if ur like me and ur brain is akin to a colander#then mere weeks also feel like a heckin long time#and this works even better#can u tell i got a fic update today#idk how long it’s been but def long enough that i have to read the previous chapters lol#(i’m also trying to make my own self feel better wrt FOD 💀)#but also#i’m generally an advocate for readings wips#bc theyre amazing#and idc how long it takes for it to be finished#heck i’ve started abandoned works so many times#rly think people r missing out#they’re so focused on the end goal they’re not enjoying the process#<— pls ignore how…corporate? spiritual? idk that sounded#i’m just thinking out loud lol#or. writing out loud?#idk#okie byeee#gonna read my chapter now
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i’m sorry this blog fell off the face of the planet :( i started getting a big increase in headaches so i haven’t been able to use my phone as much and it’s made it difficult to keep updating. since we have a comeback (🎉 🎉🎉) i wanna try and get back into it bc i miss it!
#i’ve been debating the past few days about whether i should gxj#i’m still figuring out the headaches but i’m doing better#my blogs for gunil and dowoon help me feel more part of the fandoms since i have social anxiety and don’t communicate with everyone much#so it’s sad to not to be regularly posting and updating#if you want the backlog of bubble messages i couldn’t post at the time i can queue them up??? let me know!#i don’t have all of them tho bc i unsubbed#resubbed now tho!
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Quick things to articulate a chapter in my life finally closing.
#my things#my doodlez#i’m gonna be doing better now#i can feel it#i dont wanna say vent#i’ll say#life update
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lots of stuff popped up over the last week/s so sorry for goin mia again</3
#cat has been having more severe issues that hopefully will be better managed now w meds#and on top of all that chaos 8) i have a nasty cold#my stepdad has been sick for a lil over a week and i think i picked up some of what he had#sore /irritated & itchy throat. stuffy nose/congestion#like i’m ok im just achey and it feels. more like a niusance than anything else#so i’ve just been medicating and drinking lots of water and resting trying to kick it#also been readin a lot tho so there’s one positive#gonna finally add lunar chronicle muses to this blog idc if the fandom is nonexistent#tbd#just a lil life update luv u all ty for ur continued patience w me<3
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every so often i still get emails from ao3 about someone leaving kudos on some old vent fanfic one shots i wrote and posted when i was like 16 and sooo mentally ill, traumatized, closeted etc and idk but somehow every single time it’s still just like. oh wow.. the world really does keep turning huh?
#i’m 23 now. i still think about going back and updating those one shots sometimes#when i see people interact with them#it makes me wanna be like ‘hey! it can get better actually! and i mean then it gets worse. but then better again.#bc thats life c’est la vie or whatever !!’#actually though it’s such a weird feeling#ugh i want to post fanfiction again… i miss it and tbh i think it would be soo good for me to get back to that actually#silas speaks#ao3#ao3 writer#(former) (ahaha unless…??)#fanfic writing
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every band in the world should hire me as their merch manager i know how to run this shit better than anyone fuck OFF!!!!!!!!
#status update#sorry i’m just being inconvenienced by the merch situation i’m dealing with right now#why are you only doing cash or venmo omfg i literally have a pos system at home#i could’ve brought it had i known this was the situation. no one is enjoying this#cash or venmo only. get real#feel like i’m running a money laundering front here or something#not even getting tips tonight PEOPLE ARE TIPPING ME! but i won’t get them at the end of the night. angy#i could’ve done this whole night by myself way better than this. if only
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