#and now i’m suffering
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i don’t remember the last time it snowed and idk if i like it
#i kinda hate the snow#and it’s been avoiding me the past few years#and would always snow in the place if just left lmao#and now i’m suffering#got my driving lesson in a bit#that’s freaking me out#BUT a preordered book is getting delivered today#and tomorrow a preordered game#so#things to do#teehee#sweet nothings ˚‧⁺ ・ ˖ ·
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today was so fucking bad and i hate everything
#like i just wanted to play video games#but instead#shit hit the fucking fan#and now i’m suffering#jj rambles
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Heaveeeens, why did I drink last night when I have midterms today? Why didn’t you guys stop me? Also why am I thinking of an idea about waking up next to Jungkook after getting drunk and sleeping with him and then escaping the next morning? And him looking for you??? And him not wanting to let it go???
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i keep tripping over shit at work and i genuinely think ive hurt my ankle bc i can’t put pressure on it unless i walk on the outside of my foot 🙃
#listen i’m not usually this clumsy#i’m just an idiot na haven’t moved the rugs or vacuum#so i keep falling ass over tit#and now i’m suffering
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I know all I do is bitch about school and my mental health on here but it’s a nice voice to scream into
I just truly feel fucking stupid taking these upper level courses for my degree and the more often I get a C or a low B in a class the lower and lower my GPA drops and it’s just making it harder and harder for me to see myself getting into a PT school that is actually want to attend it just seems infeasible at this point that I can even achieve the goal I went back to school to work towards and it genuinely makes me feel so horrible that I’m wasting all this time and money just to be a dumb fuck up in my classes
#like I know most people who go to PT school do not get the degree that I’m getting but I wasn’t afforded another option#and now I’m suffering
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#ra speaks#it’s a silly joke/pun dw#we stay silly :3#edit:#woahg. that’s a lot of notes. hi everybody o/#10k. stop clenching your jaw and drink some water.#15k. eat some fresh fruit this week! I’m having kiwis tonight :]#20k. quit sitting like a shrimp it’s bad for your neck! sit up straight and do a little stretch every now and then#25k. I’m up at 2 AM but I’ll get to see the sunrise today :] if you can’t see that I hope you admire the sunset later today#30k. do something fun you haven’t done in a while. I haven’t drawn in months - I think I’ll paint a cat tomorrow :3#40k. I just slept 9 hours straight for the first time in weeks :] remember to ask for help when you need it! no glory in senseless suffering
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The manga industry, especially JUMP, needs to hurry up and do away with weekly scheduling for mangaka. There needs to better regulations put into place for their health and safety because this is pitiful. Two weeks - monthly updates should’ve already been the standard for the manga industry at this point. These money grabbers will only continue to put the lives of these artists at stake for the sake of capitalism unless some serious changes are implemented.
#it’s just???#at the end of the day all these people want to do is draw and write their stories and share them with the world#why is death from stress the end game for so many of them#this should not be part of the package when finally deciding that this is what you want to do with your life#rambling#I still never got over miura’s passing man#and Togashi is still here but he’s been suffering from the consequences of overwork#it’s just… all so bleak#fans just need to learn to be patient if these changes are ever made and to be respectful#your fav series is not gonna die just because you can’t get it right now#I’m glad that gege does this now like he takes a break every 2-3 chapters and that’s good#this should be normalized
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STOP COS LOOK AT HER SAD PUPPY EYES
#I’m so happy that we get to see more of Sevika’s emotions this season#but now I just want to jump into the screen and hug her#wifey suffered enough we need to put an end to this#arcane#arcane x reader#sevika#sevika arcane#sevika x reader#sevika imagine#arcane fanfic#sevika x you#sevika x female reader#sevika x y/n
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this shit is so funny
#emmrichs lichdom is antithetical to his character and is objectively the wrong choice#i’m not even sure how he passed the lich test because saving manfred is indicative of how he can’t handle lichdom because of the whole#outliving everyone he loves#and based on in game interactions and other notes the way emmrich reacts to losing manfred is regret#and there’s a note somewhere where a companion notices crying coming from emmrichs room#like how did he not fail the test like hezenkoss had because deep down he is still afraid of death#it’s now not his own death but now everyone around hims death#anyways#this game needs more bad endings and angst#let them suffer i want a TRUE bad ending#dav spoilers#spoilers#emmrich spoilers#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#datv#emmrich volkarin#dragon age: the veilguard#lucanis#lucanis dellamorte#also i feel like lucanis’s reaction is less ‘wtf’ and more sad because he also knows this sort of thing isn’t going to make emmrich#not afraid of death
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How… Do I recover from this…?
#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha#mha#dabi#touya todoroki#bnha dabi#mha dabi#bnha season 7#mha season 7#i’m just… after the episode my mind went blank completely… and then i started sobbing… because what the fuck…#i feel even more heartbroken than i already did and literally can’t stop crying…#bruh i can’t… i’m completely shattered… i couldn’t take screenshots without stopping for few moments to cry over dabi…#he has suffered so much… endured so much… i feel sick to my stomach omfg…#and some of y’all want me to change my mind about endeavor??? HELL NAH I NOW HATE HIM EVEN MORE ACTUALLY#so congrats to all of you that wanted dabi fans to be more understanding toward the walking garbage: it didn’t work#and never will. he needs and deserves to rot in fucking hell
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Day 12 Donnie and Leo
Geeks in their natural habitat ✨ idk I just really loved the episodes where donnie geeked over space/alien tech and Leo gushed over living his Space Hero fantasies. I can’t stop imagining them gushing over constellations and space bodies despite viewing them from diff areas (Don via science and tech lens and Leo via scifi fan) I couldn’t stop thinking of the time I went into planetarium and how breathtaking it was. Figured they’d get a kick out of it as well and that Donnie could build something similar. Also they’re ninja so they could also just break into one but ayeeeee I wanted an escuse to draw a blanket fort sue me
#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt 2012#tmnt donatello#tmnt leonardo#tmntember#12yearsoftmnt2012#tmnttember2024#tmnt2012artchallenge#tmnt 2k12#I think I got a little unwell over them this week ngl#I couldn’t stop thinking about them and found an author who was even more obsessed and wrote several incredible fanfics w these two#I was in cloud nine but i shoved off real life so now I’m suffering consequences rip#Regardless I love them Sm#Awzominator art#There’s like three?? Real Constellation in here plus a shitty attempt at the Little Dipper aha
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not now mom, I’m think about 30 year old Benítez, after living his entire life in the church, Finding Out™️ and having a real religious awakening. 30yo Benítez coming back from the hospital and noticing the quiet labor of the nuns that were taking care of him. 30yo Benítez squirming in his seat a little after a bigoted comment from a peer. 30yo Benítez breaking bread with minorities that were cast aside by the church and coming to terms with his own diversity. 30yo Benítez finding God and communion in a more real way than any other cardinal.
#i’m suffering for a fictional catholic that’s where we are at now#conclave 2024#vincent benitez#implied spoilers#i guess
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lute is a pick me bitch and adam is the misogynist who picked her. i love/hate them sm
#adam hazbin hotel#lute hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel#guitarspear#adam x lute#i’m a sucker for ship dynamics where they’re both just awful#like they SUCK but they found each other and now everyone who meets them has to suffer twice as much bc they egg each other on#it’s great#really tickles me
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In the back of my mind, John Price thinks he’s the most terrible, most horrible, and most despicable person to ever roam the Earth, and he can’t really pick an explanation as to why he feels this way.
He’s tried talking to a therapist about it, but the session ended within thirty minutes because he got upset(conflicted) with himself and decided that he wasn’t as fragile as he was making himself out to be, because why would a thirty-seven year old Captain of a TaskForce need mental and emotional support? Beats him.
It all comes crashing down when he and Nik get into an argument(as all couples do sometimes) and end up in a shouting match that eventually leads to Nik saying something that triggers a gear in the back of John’s brain, and suddenly the Brit is spewing things back at the Russian with more venom than anticipated.
By the end of it, he notices that Nik has calmed down and is inching towards him slowly, muttering something in Russian that he can’t care to translate. And just as Nik wraps him in a tight embrace, John registers the wetness under his eyes and down his cheeks and is embarrassed because— since when did someone like him cry? When was the last time he cried? Has he ever cried before??
Long story short, Nik makes sure to tell the boys that their Captain won’t be in for a while, he hires a good psychological therapist that can help, and they all get ready to dig deeper into the enigma that is Johnathan Michael Price Jr.
#call of duty#nikprice#cod nikolai#john price#cod angst#sad!Price#depressed!Price#sorry if this wasn’t as good#I just wanted to put this out#this is actually based off of myself! just minus the therapy part#if I suffer and cry then so does John#my mommy comforted me so I’m okay now#thought this was a good prompt#bc it’s based off of what happened#not even 15 minutes ago#take care of your mental guys#whatever is stressing you out get rid of it#and don’t be afraid to ask for help either#the faster you get help the longer you’ll be able to stay#on this floating rock and be the coolest person ever
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Tim flicks a French fry at him, “Your reputation needs work.”
Jason’s eyes flicker an acidic green, the smile curving along his mouth turning dark. “You sure about that?”
“Yes,” Tim says, a shiver running down his spine.
It’s unnerving, sure. Being trapped under that gaze. Feeling like a rabbit with a fox’s jaws clamped around its spine, waiting for-
Tim chokes on a French fry, hunching over, and Jason is quick to slap him on the back, almost booting him clean off the roof in the process.
“Easy, replacement,” he grunts when Tim is no longer in danger of a truly embarrassing death, “Fuck’s sake, I can shoot people in front of you and you ain’t batting an eye, but some mild threats do you in?”
“You’re very-“ Hot. And pretty much everything Tim’s ever dreamed of. And also his crush since, like, forever. And now miraculously back from the dead, and also-
“Intimidating,” he finishes lamely.
— sneak peak of the JayTim spite fic :)
#jaytim#wip#work in progress#that one person really pissed me off so now you all have to suffer through me writing romance#nobody wants me writing romance cuz it’s cringe#ALAS it appears a point needs to be made about this blog not allowing any ship bashing#and if it has to be done through me writing Jaytim then hot dang it I’m going to#fanfiction#spite fic#jason todd#Tim drake#fanfic#bat ships#red hood#robin#TimJay#sneak peek
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Will in the shinji chair (dark heir edition)
#dark heir#dark rise#dark heir spoilers#will kempen#my art#scribble#SOMOENE GIVE THIS BOY A BREAK#has he not suffered enough#what more do u want#anyways it’s gonna take me 5-10 business days to process this book#I’m not ok#I can only offer memes for now#scribbles
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