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What ive learned from my everlasting mulberry porch tree is that it can take a lot of abuse
#awesomepie3221#first its pot broke bc of the extreme cold#but the cold also froze our balcony doors shut so i couldnt get it a new pot until it got warmer#meaning the roots were exposed to extreme cold#and now i got a new pot over a month ago but im still so new at gardening i didnt realize i had to#break out the bottom to give it drainage holes#so last week water on top of it froze#then it melted and i pourd it out#but it rained so much that it was soaked in water AGAIN#and now i dumped it out again#realized i need to break open the holes#did that#gave it more (dry) soil to help with how wet its soil is#and the tree is still bendy so i think its alive#hopefully it stays that way
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#sir crocodile#dracule mihawk#buggy the clown#cross guild#my art#one piece#crochawk#dump of dumb stuff#i was looking at the old patrick bateman mihawk and ended up drawing axe wielding mihawk again#idk why#im just anxiety coping drawing#i wasnt going to post this but i forgot i scheduled it... omg#anyway im trying to be more free with drawing now and not caring so much#more like how i drew 2-3 yrs ago#if its weird and ugly then its weird and ugly#i also want to draw blackbeard but hes so hard to draw this way. still trying to figure it out#also please imagine crocodile standing with axehawk. i desperately wanted to draw crocodile with him but didnt#theyre axe murdering couple in crime#i took the last ones outfit from the shining#i try to draw lineart directly without a rough sketch stage. its sort of meditative#i'm gonna axe you one last time...
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typical asian parents disappointed that their child miraculously escaped the torture school
#tmagp#the magnus protocol#listen i can say that bc my own parents forced me to stay in the gifted kid program and now#at the age of 27 i still have nightmares about being stuck in that school#they were like 'ur too special to not be in the gifted kids program'#saying this to a child who dissociated a whole year#i have 3 memories of that year. 12 months and i was so out of my body i can remember almost nothing#ugh sorry for the sudden trauma dump#ive been having school dreams again and its fucking me up
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10 minute doodle for that last post. lime (aggressively) telling mochi shes pretty
#the cat witchs guild#tcwg#tmaomal#the misc adventures of mochi and lime#lime#mochi#limochi#art#ocs#original#sketch dumps#it was in my little book again but it turned out cute so i cleaned it up hehe#saying very tender words but with a very angry tone and expression#cute...#now kiss her
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You're the only person i follow who posts about thomas sanders
And i only watch him for sanders sides, i'm not really in the fsndom online, so i guess you are the best person to ask this
Why does thomas take so long to upload new sander sides?
ten questions scientists still can't answer, anon
#to expand beyond the cynicism#idk when you joined the fandom but i was there in like The Era. 2017. virgil's name reveal. i was 14 & Unwell#wrote a lot of fic (and i mean a Lot of fic) & was in the Wattpad Scene of it all#(not to do all the fandom hierarchy popularity bullshit but if anyone's wondering why i have 1500 followers on wattpad that's why)#anyways. 5 or so years go by. fans get older. content (or at least good canon content) is few & far between#i move on. move to ao3. move to tumblr & other fandoms#idk how i found the crit tag but it's a good place as an 'ex-fander' so to speak to vent frustrations#you'll find a lot of stuff in the tag on your question anon#basically my take is thomas wants all the money from the series & merch & patreon without actually putting in the work#as he's lost passion for the series but has hyped it up way way too long to back out now#idk he's kind of a shit person from what i've seen though again there's more elequent posts on it than this tag dump#i'll leave the appropriate tags below#ts crit#ts critical#ts criticism#asks
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im so glad im not the only person that looks at seungmin and goes "❓tism❓" bc he is Way Too Relatable to me as a person w autism
yeah..... like I say it in jest but also..... well, yk. sometimes you notice something and you notice something and you notice something and you go Hmmmm
#enby-peep#lol its funny for me personally bc i see a lot of stuff that reminds me of my cousins daughter........ and shes autistic#but everyone in our family constantly and my cousin especially is like Shes you. You are her. Youre so alike.#So you were autistic and that explains your childhood#and i was like Um. I dont know :) i dont know........ i refused it and then i went to the psych for my adhd#he was like 🤨 can you fill out these sheets... and it was to see if i was hitting the markers#and i was hitting them. I was hitting them out the park but i also knew exactly what to answer... not to hear it#so i just answered it... incorrectly to myself. anyway that was 3 yrs ago and i still go ???? why did you lie ??? wtf#so. maybe my seungmin commentary is sometimes a commentary on myself also#but its the same reason being sent to therapy as a teenager didnt work on me bc i knew exactly what to say to be#told what i wanted to hear- youre a mature smart young woman- youre good. id just lie to hear that even if it wasnt actually helpful#and i succeeded. Im a great actress. i didnt want help i wanted to be perceived as normal and i was for a minute. incorrectly.#and probably negatively maybe if i didnt lie i'd be different now but I did and I did it again 3 yrs ago but..... I think ive finally left#idk. my weird obsession with being 'normal' behind- i dont follow the script as much as i did before and im much more honest about how i am#this is an insane set of tags LMAO#so sorry#i dont talk about this stuff often and its An Anniversary today i accidentally used this ask as an emotional dumping ground#some people have journals (seungmin) i have tags on a tumblr post#peace and love on planet earth
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thanks to the new horrortale game all of the murder time trio now have both red and grayscale sets of eyes! everyone say thank you SAS! THANK YOU SAS!!!!!!!!
#to all the haters out there saying killer doesnt have it: think again#there's art of him with red eyesockets from rahafwabas ok 😒😒😒😒 dont pull this bullshit with me#i'm not gonna tag any of my horrortale waterfal thingies (aside from the tips and tricks) to avoid spoilers.........#killer's eye color change has no explanation. dust's is for when he wants to be chill or serious#what's horror's reason????? he has no more blood to make himself look edgy????#if i dump a bucket of green paint in his skull will the eye absorb it and now he has a green eye until the paint is used up#LET ME JNOWWWW I WANT TO KNOWWWWWW fineeee i GUESS ill wait for th next chapter..... siiiiigh......#tricule rant
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HOOOOOH it's finally done - this was supposed to be for kevinsu week day 7 (free day) but i ran a little late as you can see so consider this a late submission. this whole thing has been on my mind since last year but its only until a few months ago that i actually thumbnailed and june/july that i sketched and rendered all the panels... BUT what matters is that i finished it so (salute emoji)
#honkai impact#kevin kaslana#honkai su#kevinsu#kevsu#kevinsuweek23#a-u art dump#a-u pmv stuff#thats a tag now#unfortunately once i post/save this draft i cannot edit this in any way so what you see here is final...on this post#quite a bit of this was inspired by another rty song comic (salute emoji)#i used the legacy editor for this so i can fit in 70 images#so if editing reblogs of this doesnt work then thats why#or if it somehow fucks up the editor entirely#it does for me!#anyway#once again don't be like me and attempt to fully render 60+ frames in less than 3 weeks you will burn yourself out#but its done and thats all that counts
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You know what!?!?!
I don’t want to see Cody before TBB finale
Why? You might ask
Well it’s because of the overwhelming sense of dread that has been growing within me the closer we get to the end
If he isn’t there…then he can’t be harmed and I can live in blissful ignorance
#echo’s return really made me rethink my hopes for this show#every week ive been like where’s echo where is he#but now he’s back and i am SCARED#im so scared for him now#and ive realized that i should just not want my faves to ever show up#because when the writers forget about them#then they are SAFE#if i never see cody again then he is SAFE#he’s living with a sad old desert hermit on tatooine for all I know#and as long as they don’t tell me otherwise there’s no proof he isn’t#…yeah#cody is safe#as long as he’s not on screen#….yeah#be careful what you wish for I guess#ahhhhh#star wars#the bad batch#the bad batch season 3 spoilers#tbb season 3 spoilers#tbb season three#commander cody#tbb cody#tcw cody#tbb echo#codywan#sorry for the small spam i had a lot of sw thoughts i needed to dump out#i promise this is my last tbb rant for now…maybe#kate's post
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listen hw2 was fun and all when it came out but god am I glad that we have other stuff going on now and that it's not the most recent relevant thing to talk about bc. jesus was it frustrating when it came out
#i know its still technically the most recent steel wool release#but we have SUCH a better idea of wtf is going on now.#and hw2 when it released was so confusing and it was fun theorizing but#it was so frustrating#im just glad that now we have a light at the end of the tunnel#like at least to me the hw2 update showed us why the game is the way it is#it was just to dump a bunch of little story lore to get it out of the way#i looked in my hw2 spoilers tag just now and even back then i kept describing it as all over the place with too many different aspects#it just makes perfect sense#but after sotm releases we'll actually be back to releases being cool and having meaning#and i truly am confident about thar#now that we know that everything from ruin to sotm was overall to secure the mimic into the story#pandas.txt#i know that the other stuff we have going on in question is SOTM#so like. not the most interesting and engaging. at least for a fan like me#but the point is that we're closer to actual cool shit happening again that isnt just about the mimic even if it isnt eveb#like hw2 was. it wasnt about the mimic but it was overall to get tiny lore out of the way so it had a clearer path#and then they literally updated the game to be about the mimic a few days ago so.#after sotm we are FREE#and we have THREE major references and easter eggs of ggy in fnaf stuff in a row#ggy game is soon!!!
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KINCADE PACK 🐺 (original works) — “The name goes back centuries, and all Miranda cares about is making sure it lasts for many more”
[template by @tommyarashikage]
tag list (ask to be added or removed!): @adelaidedrubman @florbelles @simonxriley @voidika @kyberinfinitygems @voidbuggg @inafieldofdaisies @statichvm @socially-awkward-skeleton @aceghosts @carlosoliveiraa @risingsh0t @unholymilf @thedeadthree @cassietrn @jackiesarch @a-treides @shellibisshe @loriane-elmuerto @katsigian @captastra @simplegenius042 @theelderhazelnut @g0dspeeed @leviiackrman @strangefable @jacobseed
#insp: the lodge#too many ocs to tag here lmao#this is a little bit rushed because it’s like 2am#but I’ve been thinking about doing this template for them since I first saw it#FINALLY I get to talk about this fucked up rich werewolf family#Logan and Jayde’s dad were best friends and grew up together#so Jayde and Skye essentially grew up with Logan’s kids#there’s a lot of complicated feelings there between the kids for various reasons#they consider each other family to a degree (more like cousins)... but some of them would definitely straight up kill each other.#Miranda had her eye mostly on Jayde because she’s the same age as Garret and Miranda’s main goal is to strengthen her bloodline#and Jayde comes from a well known purebred bloodline#so Miranda’s golden boy Garret (massive douchebag) tried his darndest to rizz up Jayde for most of their childhood#Jayde fucking despises him. she beat his ass on more than one occasion. which massively bruised his fragile ego. but he still wants to hit#Amara and Mitchell are the designated chaos twins that Jayde has a love/hate relationship with. Skye gets along with them great of course#Jonas is the only mf that has his head on straight. He's mostly separated from the fam. removed at the 'heir' when he didn't want it.#now hes a werewolf therapist for werewolves with a small family of his own. he reminds Jayde of her dad. he's around the same age too#SCANDAL: Jonas is slightly older than Logan lmao#Declan is the other golden boy. the precious spoiled baby. Miranda's backup for the backup.#he's terrified of Garret so he tries to stay out of his way and mostly keeps to himself#tbh Declan is just Scared of Everything and desperately doesn't want any responsibility but tries to hide it#anyway before Jayde's dad was killed and she was captured they knew hunters were coming for them#so they went to the Kincades for help. Miranda would only accept the girls.#Jayde chose to stay with her parents and they left Skye with the family to keep her safe (she was 12)#that was the last time Skye saw her family intact :/ she didn’t see Jayde again for years.#so Miranda pampered her and groomed her to be in her family.#like she was this little jewel. the last living Thatcher.#now that Jayde is back and Skye is with her and they're living their own life#Miranda be scheming. she wants to claim their bloodline sooo bad.#anyway sorry for the massive lore dump there’s.... a lot of complicated shit going on here#edits
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catboy 264 + extras
#sketchbook dump from me trying to write my way out of social anxiety ^_^#by??? getting angry and fed up I think is where I ended up. I’m getting mad at ppl who at this point I’ve made up in my head.#I think I just need to talk to ppl. And like. Get a bit of a reset. I’m thinking too much.#and then make sure I spend enough time resting so I don’t burn myself out like this again 💭#now the problem is how do I request to hang out. I’m going to send the most autistic text in the world.#This was good 4 me I missed throwing shit at my kitty and making him talk through it.#And I have acknowledged feelings I’ve had trouble acknowledging#So I’ll. Have this breakdown again in a week but. I think I’ll get better incrementally.
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"A Marriage of Convenience"
In an AU which Tywin marries again a few years after Joanna dies, for the purpose of making his line secure with multiple sons (bc he's still a shit father to Tyrion smh). Within the first six years of marriage, Nysema gives birth to twins, and daughter, and a son. Despite how rocky their relationship was to begin with, time (aided by her success at giving him four children (three of which are boys)) softened Tywin greatly - his growing kindness and loyalty likewise softened her. Eventually they became quite the power couple, especially by the time the events of Game of Thrones come around. They're greying and grandparents, but very sexy.
#<- this art is prolly set about a year or two after they got married#oc.lady lannister#nemo draws#got oc#asoiaf oc#lannister oc#don't mind me just lore dumping real quick#i'm thinking just before she find out she's gonna be having her first baybee#baybee's. since it's twins lol#tywin's seed is just so potent he can't help giving his wives two children at once#anyway im gonna disappear again now i just wsnted to post this and get it out of my system
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knowing communication is vital to a healthy relationship but never knowing how to start a conversation or holding back because you don't want to burden them with your emotions or say/do something that will push them away and just generally being socially inadept is such a fun time! :)
#i was so content being single why did i sign up for this again?#i like this person so much and i'm already so attached#and they've reassured me that they want to be with me also#but things are going so fucking slow and i think right now they have to#because of their mental state and things they are just trying to figure out about themselves and what they want#and i just want to be there for them through it and help them sort things out#but i guess some of the issue is they are mourning a relationship that they wanted but that didn't get to happen#but that apparently after we basically established yeah let's be a thing the other person reached in hopes they could meet each other#which like they told me it's more an issue now of letting the other person down easy and let them know they found a person to be with#but i'm just not coping with this knowledge very well at all#despite the reassurance from them that i'm the one they wanna be with#and i think i'm struggling because i'm probably jealous because they are friends and have been for years#and i don't want to be jealous i just wanna be chill about it#like i'm not going to be the person who makes them feel like they can't maintain their long term friendships#i won't be that person#but it makes me feel insecure like i'm competing against someone i don't even know#and i worry they're going to realize i just fucking suck and decide that to leave me to try something with that person instead#but i don't know how to even start a conversation or convey these feelings to them without fearing it's going to start some bullshit#that i don't want tainting the relationship#even outside of that like#i wanna know so many things about them but i don't even know where to start or if i can just ask them questions#everything scares me relationships are scary#i'm so fucking scared of being hurt again#ugh#personal#sorry i just needed to dump this somewhere because i've been bottling it up for a fucking week now#it did not make me feel better but at least i got the words out
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Its sad bc a while back I gave myself a shitty stick&poke tattoo of the Geass symbol on my right index finger and one time someone saw it and asked if it was my astrology sign and I wanted to kill myself
#code geass#no offense to ppl with astrology tatts but that aint me#i keep trying to think of ways i can fix it but lets be real theres no way out of that one#i thought itd be cool placement bc like oh i'll point my finger at u with the Geass & make u do whaetever i want oh so cool#now i am reduced to a basic bitch in the eyes of the uncultured#only hoping one day someone will see it and be like#OMG IS THAT FROM CODE GEASS??!!#ans then we'll get married#anime#anime memes#anime tattoo#lelouch lamperouge#i was so in love with CodeG when i first watched it i deadass decided id name my first born son Lelouch#then i realized i never want kids lol#so maybe ill get a pet fish again one day#RIP Chihiro#I love u always I dont believe in heaven but i believe in fish heaven & ik thats where u are beautiful#im so sorry for what happened#but thats a trauma dump for another time#💔
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Top 5 drinks? ☕
i am about to confess. i am a terminal water-drinker SKFJHG i'm not super into sweet things and don't mind the taste of just plain water? so i don't often have any beverages at all, so this list is about to be the most hyper-specific list of beverages known to man 😂
hot water: i would argue this counts as a drink, because most people i know don't drink hot water, i'm just very chinese lol. it's nice! feels less shocking to the system than cold water. i do not like cold water.
taro bubble tea: truly the most bestest of bubble teas. it's purple! it has edible tadpoles! yum. idk unpopular opinion though, every time i get it from a place where they actually serve legitimate taro inside their taro bubble tea, i hate it. i want the artificial stuff that comes in powder form, that is probably like 90% sugar by weight
there's this corn juice that T&T sells that's really good. is also probably 90% sugar by weight. corn!
okay i have to admit that i do like the starbucks coffee cappuccino frappuccino whatever stuff that comes in the sealed glass bottles that you can get. again, definitely mostly sugar and milk by weight (i am not a hardcore coffee person. i'm not even a coffee person really), but they taste really good. i haven't had one in years and i'm not about to break that streak now! but i do remember really liking it.
another asian beverage, there's this pineapple beer stuff that is mostly non-alcoholic (the alcohol % is super low) that is really good. ALSO most DEFINITELY 90% sugar by weight, i swear it tastes kinda like caramel and nothing like pineapple. still good tho!
#asks#i swear the pineapple beer stuff used to be better though#like now i can taste this caramel-y aftertaste to it#which is fine it's not bad but it's not what it used to taste like#so i demoted it to 5#i don't like ANY other starbucks thing and esp now i refuse to go to starbucks#but for some reason those glass bottle boys are like. littol treat. somehow very good.#might just be that i have really low standards. in college i used to drink coffee strictly for the caffeine#so i would make the most godawful concoctions known to man#little bit of cheap instant coffee in a mug lot of hot water a bit of sugar to make it a little less caustic to swallow and voila#you now have a recipe for Olive's Caffeine Beverage From Hell: Also Known As Coffee Question Mark?#or i would dump some grounds into a french press and drown it in hot water#then walk away and forget about it for an hour#come back and pour out my cold garbage into a mug and microwave it#add sugar. serve.#yes it still had little bits of coffee grounds in it always. it was disgusting. do not do this.#oh maybe more cursed though is that with the french press method i'd always make way too much#so i would take the extra stuff and put it in the fridge for later#where it would ofc undergo the microwave + sugar treatment#again. don't do this.#and i hear you asking 'olive. why not add a little milk. please. at least don't drink it black and cursed with the ghost of sugars past.'#to which i reply: the grocery store we went to in college only had big 2L things of lactose free milk#and that was way too much milk for me to drink before it went bad#and also. more importantly. if i added milk to the mug that was less caffeine water in the mug therefore not enough caffeine.#and look at the above recipes. this was bad coffee EVEN with milk. i did not want to be drinking it either.#usually i would end up shotgunning the last 25% of the mug of cold sugar caffeine water because i would've forgotten it for an hour by then#how did i end up talking about this#ANYWAYS thank you for the ask!!!! :D#would recommend trying the above beverages in the list#would not recommend trying cold sugar caffeine water
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