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i hope dt (i'm guessing it's him since georgia was/is sick) gets well soon 🥹🥹
#also this was the show i was going to watch...#and now i cant#david tennant#good omens#good omens 2#crowley#ineffable husbands#georgia tennant#west end macbeth#macbeth
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Doing a no save run on UTY. I am at Dalv's and SUFFERING
#I CANT HEAL WITH FLOWEY#I USE FLOWEY TO HEAL#AND NOW I CANT#WHY DID I DO THOS#I JUST WANNA SEE MY HUSBAND#the cake doth speak
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writing an essay for class, do we think race tracks count as architecture? Or should I stick with writing about the Porsche museum?
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sh mention
cutting usually makes me feel better usually it beats down my anxiety but it hasnt this time this time i feel so much worse o(-< every second i am bombarded every second i am being hit w thought after thought of how inferior n awful i am n i cant even stop crying at every little thing i feel so bad i cant do anything i cant be social i cant do anhthing i should have never gotten close 2 anyone i shoudlve just killed myself before i was before anyone knew me
#i wanted to go to town for the drive n maybe feel better but my sister yelled at me n im too much of a lill bitch n started crying#and now i cant#and im just stuck here#with myself
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Fixing my attention problems because my computer refuses to function if I play anything in 2x speed
send help
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happy birthday to mayu(vocaloid 3) and emiri(utau) [may 6] !!!!
mayu
emiri
mayu is a japanese synth released on 5 dec 2012, but her character birthday is today. she was developed by EXIT TUNES. she is voiced by Mayumi Morinaga and illustrated by Hidari. her 3d model was created by Saboten. she's also avilable on vocaloid neo. she is 15yo. she is said to be a "yandere". her design is based off of lolita fashion. while there is no official statement regarding where her name came from, its thought to be from her vp, Mayumi Morinaga. her stuffed rabbit is called Usano Mimi, who was apparently first introduced on april fools of 2012 as a parody of the cryptonloids, called "Animaloid." (?)
emiri (maybe "emily" ?) is an UTAU Starter Pack ~Overseas Edition~ utau (more about that on 1 feb post). Her name is based on Japanese voice actress Emiri Kaato, and her design is based off of characters she has voiced. shes illustrated by GomoMMD, and managed by Inochi-PM
#unrelated but i am sick#your mother is very upset about this#because i do the sex with her so much#and now i cant#very sad#vocal synth#vocal synthesizers#vocal synths#vocalsynths#vocalsynth#vocaloid#vocaloid 3#vocaloid3#vocaloid neo#mayu#mayu vocaloid#UTAU#utauloid#windows100utau#windows100#windows 100% utau#utau100#utau overseas#utau overseas edition#emiri#emiri utau#bday#may 6#may
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well you see its like in theory id date guys if they didnt repulse me because of personal issues. i love loving fictional guys but also i will never trust a guy who has a crush on me because of personal issues. does this have a name please help im so confused
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sometimes ppl have been following u and have been in ur notifs so long that it feels weird to follow them back
#rai.txt#does that make sense#its like oh i should have followed u when u followed me#and now i cant#idk#its stupid ik that#my brain gets weird hang ups abt things
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I cant go on ao3 and I'm flipping. What I'm a suppose to do? I have fanfic to read and character to see going absolutely feral. I hate this
#helionnunderscore#ao3#i know its done for maintaince#and i hope it does well#but all i want to do is read fanfics#and now i cant#this sucks
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September 1 clocks in and I'm sick again :<<
#could be tw#but im fine#im just unwell#i emptied..well my everything in me#and now im hubgry but i dont have an appetite#and im very tired#which is just annoying#i wanted to finish my my wips#including my very awezumm liaam wip#and now i cant#i just wanna sleep#thats why i kinda hate fall and winter#i get sick all the damn time#viruses arising and i catch it#i have a weak immune system so its very easy for me to catch#and it takes me down for a good week#ughhhh#i wasnt ready for this#:((((#i wanted to watch some movies and eat snacks#ughh#im sorry for the rant
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tomorrow im gonna make pasta with a lil chicken and a lil olive oil and herbs and parmesan and its gonna be sososo good. just you wait....
#i was really excited to cook#but then i got a lil too high and very too brainweird#and now i cant#so im kinda sad#blog
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hate when you find a character whose so infuriatingly Your Type that its embarrassing like yeahg no one is gonna be surprised when i announce this is my new Guy Of The Month
#shush jesse#EDIT from future me: this post was about astarion but im fully a galegirl (gendy neutch) now so idk what that says#he's also my type for what its worth#this post abt astarion#hes just so painfully on brand for me#i know so little about him though is the thing but i still feel insane#but i cant play the game and i dont want to watch anyone play it and i dont want spoilers#so like.....secondhand blorbo right now
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people are calling what happened today in gaza “the flour massacre”
the flour massacre
these people just wanted to get food for their families, something as basic as flour, one of the things that the very core of humanity is built on, and israel used it as a trap to murder them in cold blood
evil is not enough of a word. there is not a word to describe what they are doing to palestine. they are bleeding her out, they are torturing her and crushing her and hoping that nothing is left to remember her by when they are done. how can anyone stand and watch what is being done with indifference? how can you watch this level of human suffering, this crime against life and feel nothing, do nothing
#i cant stop crying#the entire world is watching as they die#palestine#free palestine#gaza#free gaza#war on gaza#ceasefire now#israel#from the river to the sea palestine will be free
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idk
#kinda vent so you can ignore it#my drawing skill vanished i think#if i draw anything its only portraits bc the whole body scares me nowadays#and i hate it#i used to bullshit my way through anatomy and now#and now i cant#im trying to go slow and learn to love making art for myself#but its hard#i think its burnout#i want to create freely again
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i think of this image approximately every day of my life
Magellanic Penguin (Spheniscus magellanicus) observation by kiwikiu
#inaturalist#naturalist#nature#ecology#zoology#biology#wildlife#birds#bird#birdblr#birding#orinthology#birdwatching#penguin#penguins#i cant believe this is one of masons obs and i didnt realize until now i think of this image CONSTANTLY#like every time i use the thumbs up emoji. which is a lot#thank you mason
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maybe never forgive. but things are different now. so we'll use maybe.
#my version of a happy ending au#mouthwashing#captain curly#mouthwashing anya#anya#curly#my art#considering this game takes place in a hellscape#i imagine one of the other horrifying angles for anya was that she might not even have the rights to abort the wound#so i like to think. curly. thinking he's going to die anyway. just takes all of the medical bills from his crew#because if he lives then he'll spend his life paying it all off#and if he dies. then he takes the burden with him#but him and anya are horrible horrible parallels now. and they cant NOT care about each other#he'll turn himself into the horse. he'll be the beast of burden. anything he said. anything#and for once he actually means it.
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