#and nothing else 👍

[muirneach]

they really shouldn’tve given me a gifted program test when an autism diagnosis test would’ve done the trick

[valeriapryanikova]

error four hundred and four or smth

[etz-ashashiyot]

Friendly reminder that A Land for All is an excellent organization that is still, even now, working to create an equitable resolution to the conflict. Please check them out:

I also strongly recommend reading through their full proposal here.

[teyrnacousland]

Thinking about Illario again. Illario has been through a lot. Just as much as Lucanis. He lost his parents at a young age, as well as aunts, uncles, maybe even a sibling. He was raised just as isolated and friendless, and was tortured and neglected as much as Lucanis. Illario is very familiar with grief and loneliness.

And Illario knows Lucanis is going to die soon. They both might, they're Crows, after all, but Lucanis has just... accepted it. He seems to almost want it. He refuses to take any step to prevent or delay that fate. He will never decline dangerous jobs, will never quit, and he will, however reluctantly, accept a position that they both know will place a huge target on his back.

And Illario has to live every day knowing that one of his only two remaining family members, and the only person who actually cares about and loves him, the only person Illario really even likes let alone loves, is going to die. Any day now. He has to think about it on every job they do, every day they continue to be who they are; the only surviving Dellamorte heirs. He has to think about all the loss and grief he's been through, and know that the worst is yet to come. Not that he didn't love his parents, but he was young, and it was so long ago. Losing Lucanis, who he loves, who he's known and loved for like 30 years, will be the worst thing he's ever had to experience and he has to know it.

Have you ever known you're about to lose somebody close to you? Have you ever had to wake up every day with the thought that this could be their last haunting your every waking hour? Have you ever found yourself wishing, even if only in the deepest farthest back part of your thoughts, that they would just die already because you can't take another day of worrying and waiting? I have. Anticipatory grief is hell.

And I think that's where Illario is at with Lucanis. Every day is like that, watching Lucanis tightrope along the edge of death and just waiting for the worst day of his life. Illario doesn't want Lucanis dead, not really. (Even if the thought "I'd be First Talon if you weren't here" has crossed his mind.) He loves Lucanis. But Lucanis is going to die anyways, so he might as well just get it over with. Lucanis himself said his calling is death, and Illario's is First Talon. You could, in a twisted way, argue that this is what Lucanis would have wanted.

Illario has faced loss before and come out the other side, so once Lucanis is gone it'll hurt, but he'll be able to start moving on. And Illario will get what he's always wanted: he'll have proven he's the better Crow, he'll be the favourite (by default), and he'll be First Talon, like he wanted. So he'll be fine. Everything will be fine.

[italiantea]

anyway. tobi in silly glasses to cope with sayonara end roll

[feenixmork]

Power of a Wattpad writer

[kittylittersmoothie]

Okay— who thought it was prudent to allow him in the alligator exhibit?

(+ sticker variant)

[touteytout]

watched the rest of the fuckign yakuza show and uhh... at least they didnt play that fuckass mad world cover again

[kazumahashimoto]

i've grown up since! (i DJ now)

[codecicle]

my girlfriends back AND i got top surgery today AND a slmccl upload AND im talking with my friends AND i got a little comic drawn for me AND im watching dunmeshi. this might just be the best day of my life

[uncanny-tranny]

You know... it's okay to trust your body. If you are separated from your body to such an extent you feel you cannot trust it, I truly from the bottom of my heart empathize and feel grief for you, but you can trust your body.

It's okay to listen to your body and to heed what it is telling you. I wish you (and your body) well wherever you go. You deserve the peace of mind to feel able to do what you want.

[spark-circuit]

all set for new years over here in about 25 mins! :) 💚

[superbellsubways]

[dykebluejay]

got accepted to perform in a masterclass with the principal flutist of the local mid-sized symphony orchestra 🔥🔥🔥

[largemandrill]

Fun build sheets I’ve made for my ng+1 faith tarnished (with intelligence for decoration)

My little tarnished guys tend to have very flexible narratives. These builds are the different routes I could see my girl Maisie going down once entering the DLC. She’s just a girl in a world after all :)

Remember to use your healing shrub to hurt as many people as possible! 👍

[itsafternoonpast5]

HOLY SHIT? got around to watching the new episode and it’s one of the best in the series. im absolutely shocked it’s so good