#and no im not being sarcastic. i'm 100% serious.

[demonic-shadowlucifer]

can i say something controversial real quick? yes? here goes. personally, i think it's actually okay to cheat on your partner if said partner is abusive. in fact, it is *always* morally correct to cheat on abusive partners.

[dailyfigures]

im the original sender of the black butler ask- i was being sarcastic and mocking the people who were coming forward to point out problematic themes in anime . i can guarantee nearly every major series our rn has something 'problematic' in it its just the nature of anime!

it was a statement of how those in glass houses shouldn't throw stones :^) and to essentially leave you alone. its just cartoons and plastic figures yall

correct me if i'm wrong anon but i think you mean you were this ask? i'm just gonna assume you were; yes i got you anon don't worry! there was another black butler ask after you which was serious and is what people are responding to now.

i do like to be conscious of what i post but i can't think of a single anime that's not problematic in some way so it's impossible to keep it 100% clean. i try my best, what more can i do. thanks for your message anon! :)

[weebsinstash]

Ok so finished watching Across The Spiderverse in theaters and here are my thoughts, under readmore so you guys won't get spoiled cause I'll mention plot shit

Nonspoiler review: these movies really are works of art, both visually and in sound. They draw on very relatable and powerful emotions of wanting to fit in, feeling like you belong, feeling like you're important, are you doing the right thing, are you living up to the expectations of others. These are the kinds of movies that could introduce people to the franchise and even if you're not into superheroes the emotion and visuals and writing itself is spectacular. Definitely a movie I could own and rewatch later

Now, here's my takes with more spoilers

-Miguel is actually so snarky and sassy. He is 100% done the entire movie and he's sarcastic or condescending almost every time he opens his mouth. He has a sense of humor it's just more mean spirited lmao "well you're gonna have to shut up and trust me" saying "how wonderful" sarcastically to Miles, being all "spiderverse? No thats dumb, its called the Arachnid poly multiverse, which, I guess sounds just as dumb"

-seeing him on the big screen really was like wow. He could be go from being sort of a dork to being so imposing and threatening, like, there was a small part where he steps closer to Miles as a silent intimidating gesture because hes so much taller, he could be so stone faced and cold when things got serious when Miles wasnt taking his warnings, but initially he was trying to be more compassionate, just, mwah, definitely going to help with any writing endeavors and characterizations of this man

-just seeing how the wristwatches and "daypasses" work is useful for any fanfic ideas I'm having ;) but holy shit you could just glitch until you die? I much prefer the concept of "Reader somehow whether being a mutant or an anomaly or just lucky gets transported to other dimensions instead or just back home"

-God just. Gwen's opening was amazing I don't even know how to describe it. When she's recounting her past and she's starting to talk about Miles while she's playing the drums and her drum playing keeps getting more and more intense, her music angry and frustrated and powerful as she keeps saying "and he's not the only one", speaking of his pain and isolation and how she feels connected to him, just, the way these movies write relationships between people and emotions is so human

-Spider Cat my beloved. LEGO Spiderman my beloved. Plushie Spiderman my beloved. Sun Spider is a fancharacter and got a speaking role. The thick, plus size, and fat spiders. Just the variety. It really is fun to imagine a Spidersona and feel represented kwim

-Jesus the intro to Mumbattan was insane. The way these movies constantly have you flying and falling through the air and falling through multiple levels and layers as objects whiz by, the music, the choreography. Just. The visuals and music the entire movie was insane

-HOBIE! definitely a fucking star. He's smart enough to build his own watch dude!! Love that guy. Definitely see him being in some stuff of mine as a helping hand if nothing else. Hobie helping Reader out during the YouTwo drama by offering you safe haven in his universe?

-I'm guessing Miguel has to give himself regular, spider nanomachine whatever injections? His powers kind of seem to have changed from his comic book a little bit. In the comics he has organic webs and was atomically spliced with spider dna but in the movie I think it's all technology idk? Correct me if im wrong, maybe they're red and glowing in the comics too 🤷‍♀️

-something something "smutty story where Miguel boyches a formula and turns himself into like a possessive horny borderline pure animal in heat and of course you're the lucky lady to stumble into him first"

-I got the bunny filter version of Lyla by the way!

Ugh this movie has me filled with so many emotions and also I snuck alcohol into the theaters and was on an edible gummy so I was FEELING this movie and just. Definitely two of my all time favorite movies

[etherealzx]

I´m kind of in the mood for soft Abbacchio in an Everyone-Lives! AU. could you write just him and his GN! S/O reminiscing about what has happened over the whole week Vento Aureo took place?

I´m sorry if this is too vague-

im so happy about all these abbacchio requests, out of all the bfs i have from jojo, he will always be my number one babygirl

Reminiscing (Abbacchio x GN!Reader Fluff)

author's note: this takes place in an alternate universe where everything is the same, except everyone in the bucci gang survives :)

You heard a sigh come from beside you, prompting you to look up from the book you had been lazily reading. You looked to your left, to see your boyfriend sitting up against the headboard, smiling to himself. It was long past the time that you two normally fell asleep, but neither one of you could seem to get to sleep that night.

"Can't sleep?" You asked him quietly. He turned to face you, still smiling.

"What, you expect me to just sleep nice and soundly after the crazy ass week we just had?" he asked sarcastically. You rolled your eyes playfully at his sarcasm.

"The word 'crazy' doesn't even begin to do it justice," you replied, earning a small chuckle from Abbacchio.

"Can't believe that little bastard actually managed to pull it off. I gotta hand it to the kid, he has earned my absolute respect. I still think he's an annoying piss-ant, but he's got balls like no other." He said as he crossed his arms. You couldn't help but giggle. You knew exactly who he was talking about, even without context. Deep down, you knew he didn't really hate Giorno the way he let on. You would never say this to Abbacchio's face, though.

"Talk shit all you want, but he really is incredible. The kid sacrificed his entire life and took so many risks to get to where he is now. I couldn't imagine doing those things at his age. I mean, he's only 15! He's done a lot in that short life!" You said, feeling a twinge of protectiveness for the new Don. You almost saw him as a little brother of yours, and you felt the need to defend him, especially against Abbacchio.

He rolled his eyes. "Whatever you say," he scoffed. He could be an asshole, but you knew that he was just being sarcastic.

"I still can't believe you guys managed to take out the entirety of The Hitman Team in just a week," you said, smiling at your boyfriend.

"Tell me about it. When Illuso pulled me into that mirror, I thought it was over for me. Good thing Moody Blues came in clutch," He chuckled. "Of course it did baby, you always kick major ass in fights," You said sweetly, subtly trying to make him blush. However your words were true, and you meant them 100%.

A faint pink appeared across his cheeks. You could see it even through the darkness of your shared bedroom. He smiled, wrapping his big arm around your shoulders and pulling you in closer to him. He placed a kiss on your cheek, making you turn the same shade of pink as him.

"I'm serious! They couldn't have done it without you, Abba," you said, looking up at him. "Without you and your stand, they would have never been able to discover the boss's true identity. I'm so proud of you."

He smiled at you, eyes filled with adoration. He wasn't used to getting praises like this, and it made his heart swell. Placing his thumb and his forefinger on your chin, he lifted your face up towards him. He leaned down, pressing his soft lips onto yours. You melted into the kiss, breathing in his musky natural scent. You could kiss him for hours and never get tired of it, especially when he was in an affectionate mood like this.

You peppered his cheeks with soft kisses while he wrapped his arms around your waist. Him being so much bigger than you was so comforting, his big arms almost engulfing you as he held you close. It made you feel safe, like you were at home. You said a silent prayer, thanking God or the Universe or whoever for keeping him safe. You couldn't wait to spend the rest of forever by his side.

[thedragonsfate]

anyway I'm just gonna dump some fantasy High stuff here bc work got cancelled coz of the snow/ice and I'm rewatching freshman year rn

- riz/fabian qpr? VERY different story for me than romantic involvement. give me that very particular friendship give me that "this is confusing" for riz bc he knows he's not ~into~ fabian and he's terrified of fabian being into him but also he just wants needs HAS to be closer to him than his other friends and them navigating together what exactly that means. also bc I just. adore when fabian gives away that he 100% considers riz to be his best friend it's always v sweet and meaningful even when it's silly im

- sorry but I just have to believe that for a small time in freshman year fabian has a crush on adaine and that played a small part in his reaction to aelwyn being her sister

- that being said the boy is Not straight I like bi fabian I like pan fabian I like gay comphet fabian I like gay repressed fabian give me any queer fabian you've got my stamp of approval

- also bc I DO agree that fabian probably had a small crush on riz at somepoint as well that would eventually turn into a v different but still intense and loving partnership

- which is fun to think abt bc sophomore year DID fully convert me into a fabragh shipper, and ragh is very very different than both riz and adaine in terms of like. post-bully/post-being groomed/post a year of counseling w Jawbone Era ragh is so emotionally open and intelligent and vulnerable I feel like (things that riz and adaine aren't necessarily NOT, but definitely not in the public way that ragh is) and in that ragh is genuinely just not a very smart guy - which is in direct opposition to adaine and riz as the two big research bad kids yk. they really are the two who love to learn with a hunger for knowledge. they both love to KNOW things (albeit in slightly different ways) also theyre both v sarcastic and straightforward, whereas ragh is someone who I feel like reacts to situation just as straightforward but with more genuine emotion, and with a simple minded approach to the world that just screams genuineness

- I like fabian finding that the part of him drawn to that hunger for knowledge and a little bitchiness and Knowing Things can be sated in his friendships but particularly in a qpr with riz, and also finding that in terms of a romantic partner, having someone who knows the depths of toxic masculinity repressing your emotions who also actively draws vulnerability out of the people around him through exhibiting his own/ his own acceptance of those harder feelings- is someone REALLY good for fabian. and finding that being as attentive and admiring and uplifting to his partner as fabian can be is something really good for ragh considering raghs past relationships

- anyway obvs I'm not the biggest fan of fabian and aelwyn at the end of soph year but also I think it's something that wouldn't last v long anyway and I think it's maybe good for leading them both into making a pivot into more deliberate self care and discovery

- also just. care a LOT abt fig and gorgugs friendship. underrated best friends. maybe not underrated there's so much fan content I've yet to explore but yk what I mean. from the first few episodes? they are Best Friends. gorgug and fabian and ragh have a fun important jock friend dynamic and ofc gorgug has an important relationship with Zelda but I fully believe wholeheartedly that fig is gorgugs best friend. fig also has her important relationships - ayda, adaine, Kristen (or. honestly fig has a v particular friendship with every bad kid that I value SUPER highly. she cares a LOT) but gorgug was her first ride or die and there's a lot that can be shared between two people who can quietly admit just how much they CARE.

- damn now I'm thinking abt fig too much

- also fig and fabians relationship changing as gilear and hallariel get more serious and fabian accepts gilear into his family unit a bit more - fig was SO full speed ahead abt gorgug or riz being her brother to have fabian actually kind of fall into that position? amazing incredible

- fig also becoming pseudo sisters with adaine and aelwyn??? also very important???

- fig and riz kind of potentially becoming siblings????? CHAOS and also PERFECTION maybe it's just the Emily Murph chemistry but there's something so particularly FUN abt these two. and also. this connection of having been the. two at the beginning of sophomore year nabbed to fulfill that first part of getting kalina and later the abernants etc a way into the forest of the nightmare king

- I'll admit I have a harder time pinning Kristen down in my head post sophomore year. I think I need to fully explore what I think it looks like for Kristen to Fully Understand what Tracker is expressing she needs, and letting herself look outside of herself a little more. she's had so much battle within herself in terms of self acceptance and world views shattering and religious and spiritual journey that. I think she just hasn't gotten old enough yet to FULLY experience looking outside of herself. not necessarily in a selfish way but also a little bit? Kristen's not the only one struggling with this necessarily but I think she is the one who's struggling with it the MOST

- if anybody actually reads this and has any good fic recommendations exploring Kristen and tracker separately and together post sophomore year when tracker goes on her mission with ragh PLEASE hit me up

- nothing I can say abr riz will ever be as poignant as the post abt his bloody hands.

- adaine having family in a semi traditional sense??? also extremely important to me. to see her and jawbone like. doing parent kid stuff together on purpose to build memories with one another? adaine and aelwyn being awkward hovery unsure sisters as they both work on continuing recovery? adaine being a guiding influence in aelwyns life, and supporting her through a new family landscape and personal landscape and disability landscape when she is able and helping aelwyn find therapy and jawbone and other adults and peers to lean on as well to flush out that support system she never had? adaine getting to settle even further into her growing network of people who LOVE her, and say it and show it and clearly value her input. her seeing a new therapist to process how difficult it can be to accept love from a parent a figure when all you've know is rejection in the past

-there are essays I could write abt aelwyn abernant and her relationship with her sister but alas not today

- fig being this glue. I really TRULY believe that fig plays a particular role in the bad kids

- riz and Kristen continuing to be this chaos duo purely on accident despite fully believing in themselves to Not be that

- riz and gorgugs quieter friendship

- gorgug and fig talking about bisexuality

- Kristen and fabian talking abt internalized homophobia, and their own relationships with self image and selfishness amongst a genuine drive to be kind

- literally any of them and all of them talking abt their dad's. it's all so different and yet so intertwined

- Kristen and fig just being genuinely p good friends, perhaps not huge confidants for one another in a way outside of the bad kid dynamic, but someone to lean on with gf stuff, and impulsively stuff, etc

- fig and tracker becoming p good friends feels good to me. tracker and ragh becoming kind of?? fully best friends on their quest?? getting to lean into one another as someone who has embraced their sexuality in a particularly mirrored way? as people in the lives of the bad kids but also just individuals going through their own shit

- I have a lot to add abt the seven but this rambly post is already too long probably

- gorgugs friends fully appreciating him and understanding him at different levels. more of adaine being extra supportive and uplifting of him Re: his first date with Zelda.

- more of any of them teasing the others abt romantic endeavors

- honestly more adaine being invested in her friends love lives bc she just. loves her friends and wants them to be happy regardless of her own journey of finding out who she is in that arena.

- personally a big fan of sex repulsed ace adaine but I also am kind of just. particularly open to most things sexuality/attraction wise with adaine. I really TRULY love adaine taking YEARS to figure out where she thinks her attention and interest is or isn't drawn

- adaine and riz research friends / fiends

- fabian gorgug and adaine being Voices of Reason for an overworked and sleepless riz, fabian gorgug adaine and riz being voices of reason to fig and Kristen's separate shenanigans

- the list of voices of reason goes on and on ; having such a tight network of friends is genuinely such a particular gift

- slumber parties at mordrid

- the bad kids annual kidnap gilear to ditch school day

- the bad kids reoccurring shrimp parties

- fig and the sig figs concerts and tours and interviews and breaks

- ayda getting to know other members of the bad kids better. ayda hanging out with adaine bc they're best friends. ayda hanging out with fig and uplifting eachother and finding solace in one another and someone who just. sees them.

- ayda bonding with other autistic bad kids. seem some rlly good gorgug riz and Kristen autistic hcs and they're all v nice in their different ways so honestly any combination of that

- ayda and Kristen just sort of. not getting eachother?? ayda and FABIAN just sort of. not getting eachother but being kind and thoughtful just as people ans also in an effort to find friendship in someone else v important to fig

- gorgug and ayda getting along just. genuinely pretty easily cbjdsbxnksxkc

- ok I'm done for rn xbjdnzncm

[datingdonovan]

Hello, I would like to send you about me for the match-up fame with Haikyuu guys, here we go:

Pronounciation: I am a she/her but I kinda had this a little bit boyish look/style.

I am a straight female, Capricorn sun and virgo moon. I am an INFJ-A/INFJ-T, 5'2, Chubby, Slytherin and introverted.

Personality: I am very emphatic, mature, ambitious, sneaky, likes to help, gentle, hard working but also can be lazy, logical, calm, collected and has a high tolerance with patience but I can be sarcastic, sneaky, cynical, blunt, sadistic (rare), and if I'm furious I would let a diabolical laugh and act like a raging bull. (Imagine kyoutani but calmer, tsukishima but less asshole, and kenma)

Style Preference: Usually likes to wear baggy clothes, closed clothing, or dark coloured clothes and mostly I iften wear a burgundy, navy, brown or black clothes.

Looks like: A long wavy dark brown hair (almost black), beige skintone (a bit darker), beauty mark on left cheeks, dark brown eyes (almost black), short, and have a surgical scar on my right knee.

Likes: Zodiac, Animals, Children, Foods, Literature, Art, Children (not the loud and clingy one), Certain sport like swimming and badminton, Travelling Cooking, and writting.

Dislike: Bullies, Idiots, Karens, Crowds, Loud people, Clingy people, not getting a personal space or me time, selfish people and ill mannered people, people who aren't emphatic or understaning, people being disgusting, impolite and obnoxious people.

Hobbies: Writting, Reading, Listening to Music, cooking, swimming, and sleeping

Looking in S/O: Tbh, I can match up with anyone but I feel disgusted with people who are rude, snobby, clingy, and people who are not understaning.

Sickness/Disability/mental illness: Genu Valgum (A legs with x shaped), allergy (to dust), ADHD (but in my case, it's ADD), and Depression

This is what I mostly look like:

a/n: omg erina im so sorry this took 100 years hahaha but I hope you like it!!! I love your piccrew by the way its so cute!

ok holy crap. I went to this study group for my math final the other night and I saw this guy I haven't seen in a zillion years. like, I almost couldn't believe my eyes. I know him from when we were kids but it's been a really, really long time. we caught up and everything and he's super sweet and really cute now, but the whole time I was just thinking that YOU would really like him. so, ofc, being the best wingman ever, I got his number B) use it wisely. his name is... kuroo

I swear this guy is THE guy for you. he's so SMART and I feel like that's the number one thing I think about when I think of the person you need, like you cannot canNOT be with someone who doesn't have a quip for every occasion, a quote for every emotion, a bit of trivia for every party, you know what I mean. and this is 100% that guy, like im serious he's your man. he's so intelligent and SO funny and sorta like, quippy in this laid back dark humor way that I think you'd really vibe with, BUT he's also like, really stable and hard working and sweet like he can sort of come off as this blunt wisecracking guy at first and I might get that impression if I hadn't known him forever, but I've seen him in so many sticky situations as a kid hahaha so I know he's also very encouraging and really sorta focused on bringing people together and doing his part to give people what they need to succeed. idk like he seems so snarky and aloof but he's actually really selfless and measured and emotionally intelligent and I just think he would be a great match for you because he'd challenge you intellectually and you'd never be bored, and he's a great leader and a stable partner, which I think you'd like. but beyond what he shows outwardly the first few times you meet him, I feel like he's sorta low-key and laid back and down to earth in a way that people don't really recognize, you know? I feel like he's such a chiller truly and wouldn't mind if you could be a bit rigid or intense at times bc like he's really good with people and would just take it in stride. also just like, good with people in the sense that he has a great innate understanding of how others are feeling and you'd rarely have to worry about him pushing a joke too far or something like he wouldn't be the one to do anything that would be super embarrassing or hurtful out of ignorance. I can totally see him being a sort of stable, patient, calming presence that would keep you grounded with just a ruffle of your hair and a whisper in your ear if you were feeling stressed or upset, and he would also not be intimidated by you like he'd be so unfazed by your commanding ambitious intellectual presence and I think he'd be such a great partner to push yourself with, who would know when to stretch you to your limit and show you that you can accomplish anything you put your mind to. I feel like he'd love being that person for you and he would really adore the fact that you're this quiet hardworking genius match made in heaven for him. sheeeeesh you two would be such a power couple but like, you also have this special dynamic that only you two see. am I making any sense??? anyway, here. im airdropping you his number. I know you're gonna love him

[mellomanjiro]

Hi! I saw that you were doing matchups and thought it would be super fun to join if its not full yet! Tokyo Revengers matchup pls!

So for personality it changes between people. Like if I am around people I don't know I don't make an effort to talk just because of my low social battery. Since I don't talk or even try sometimes when people talk to me I have been told I have a RBF. Buuutttt when I am around people I like or hang out with I have a lot of energy and am always trying to crack a joke. Only thing is that im super sarcastic to everyone and anyone so sometimes it comes off as rude but honestly Im just 100% joking. I also have the humor of like a 5 year old like literally among us and just videos with blasted audio got me rolling. Also another thing is that I don't start drama but I will say what's on my mind. Like if someone is being rude to a friend of mine im gonna call them out or even if someone has an attitude I will call them out and ask what's there deal. Only thing is I got a super short temper and am not great at talking things out so I get into fights quiet a bit. I'm not scared of getting in fights but its not like I go looking for them and I just mind my own business unless something affects me or someone I care about. But regardless of all that I am just usually quiet and do my own thing and when I am around people I like I just like to mess around and make jokes. Other things is that I am a Taurus and my mbti is ISTJ. Also a huge introvert but will be social if I am really board and got a friend going with me. Last for this is that I am 18, I go by she/her, and I am straight.

Last is my type and honestly anyone that I can just be comfortable with is fine in my eyes. I am not picky with looks and honestly don't really care as long as they can make me laugh. I just want to be with someone where we can have the same energy as best friends but just dating. Like for example if we go out and I want to mess up some nachos I don't wanna feel like i'm getting judged. Another thing is someone who can take my sarcastic remarks without taking it to heart. Also even though I have a hard time showing my feelings or expressing it because I am super stubborn, I want them to be understanding of it and just know I am trying even if I'm slow. Last thing is basically someone who is my ride or die where they can always count on me and I can count on them for anything.

hi thanks for requesting! (I actually didn't use your zodiac or mbti for this one but anyways I hope you still like it <3)

Anyways, I match you with....

Takemichi Hanagaki!

I match you with Takemichi because reading your description just screamed Takemichi's type. (Major Hina vibes)

First this poor boy would take some time to get used to your sarcasm, he might even cry at first thinking you're being serious. But he’d get over it pretty fast and attempt to be just as sarcastic with you. 

He shares that childish sense of humour with you too so you don't have worry about being silly around him or showing him silly memes and making fun of you, he will literally laugh more than you.

He is so grateful you are not into starting drama because he has so much to deal with that he can't handle anymore stress.

Getting into fights you weren’t looking for is something he can relate to. He understands getting into fights about the people you care about. Even though he himself can’t fight, he’d probably join you tbh.

He is always watching over you because of your temper. He makes sure you aren’t doing something you’ll regret later, cuz that’s just the type of person he is.

Takemichi is the the type that will always make you laugh, whether he’s trying or not. He’s just a fun & silly guy in general. He will never judge you ever! He thinks everything you do is cute. Even if you do something weird he either 1. Won’t notice or 2. Or just laugh with you!

Takemichi just wants to have a good time with you!

Don’t worry about being stubborn when it comes to expressing yourself to him, he’d understand that it’s not easy. He would try to get yourself to talk about your feelings though. But if you really do not want to talk about it he would stop pushing you. He doesn’t want you to be uncomfortable, he just really wants to help you and make you feel better :)

Even if you are slow at expressing yourself, he would just be happy you are telling him how you feel. 

Takemichi is very loyal to the ones he cares about. He will always put your needs above his own. He will follow you to the ends of the earth. He won’t be happy unless you are happy & safe. Like look at how he’ll go back to the past as many times he needs to make sure his loved ones are okay. 

In general, Takemichi may be a crybaby but he will be an amazing boyfriend. 

[shinwhoohoo]

ok~ since I don't really have anything to add to your contract post (as always, I agree 100% with what you said) and I don't really like talking about serious stuff (i'm always emo, but for some reason when i say it out loud my sarcastic ass always make it sound like idk about anything even though i'm LEGIT crying when I'm alone in my room or in the bathroom at work god) I was just thinking I could name a couple of random things I just thought about, just to share the love and lift the mood(1/5)

since the break up I couldn’t really listen to their songs without feeling sad so I just didn’t (that was like, what?, 6 months without hearing b1a4), but yesterday I finally had the courage and I’m so happy that I did. before I knew it “because of you” came on and man do I love that song like shinwoo rapping and voice is so on point and everyone sounds so lovely and urghh I was singing along and smiling, and since we are talking about great songs can we talk about the best EP to ever exist(2/5)I’m talking about what’s happening of course, I was going to mention starlight song, but who am I kidding I could talk hours about good love too???? it’s such a good song??? gongchan singing the first lines is pure art. Also I was reading your cnu megapost and you said that you didn’t fall for him right away, and it’s funny cause that’s the mv that did it for me lmao the absurdity of that video, how freaking CUTE they looked, gongchan little curls so adorable, baro and deul being extremely (3/5)funny, jinyoung being awkward ofc and, probably what started my love/want to punch you story with him, that freaking scene with him smiling in prison, like dude seriously? I’M WEAK his perfect little face drives me mad. and lastly, but not least, the long hair styled like that (I really liked those braids i’m sorry lol), the glasses, those playful winks and lip bites.. his beautiful smile idk more than anything else I just found his face really attractive? and while I’ll forever treasure (4/5)and miss those times, I’m ready for new and better things. I guess at the end of the day, I just want shinchandeul to be happy, to remember the past with love like we do but also know that sometimes things don’t go how we plan them and that’s life, we can get mad and cry, but we need to get up again. they will always have our support, i believe in them (that’s it, play road, suddenly i’m an emotional mess again) god this ended up being extra long im so sorry i just got so excited (5/5)

me reading your asks:

the biggest YES ever to all of this, bless you for spreading some much needed positivity and good vibes~

And I literally agree with everything you say here like I’m not even kidding ‘Because of You’ for the longest time was one of my favorite b-sides (I mean it still is one of my faves) and CNU’s rap is so cute and charming in it. Totally underrated everyone should experience how sweet that song is.

And ‘What’s Happening?’ EP?? Literally the best, most cohesive EP they have. It’s always been in my top three albums, sometimes trading places with ‘Good Timing’ album for 2nd place. AND DON’T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON ‘GOOD LOVE’ OH SHIT THOSE TRUMPETS AND SYNTHS GET ME EVERY TIME. Admittedly, I’m partial to ‘How Many Times’ though myself, I think that’s my fave b-side on the EP. I mean ‘Starlight’s Song’ speaks for itself though, literally one of their prettiest tracks. That shit’s just fukin gorgeous and luckily (and unlike ‘Good Love’ and ‘How Many Times’) I feel like ‘Starlight’s Song’ is at least more known and appreciated. Damn that mini was just… gold. I mean ‘What’s Happening’ is and will always be my favorite era so I cannot say a single bad thing about it. There was just so much… good energy and good vibes. So much growth. Ah I gotta stop or I’m going to get emotional now ;;;;

Yeah like while ‘Beautiful Target’ made me fall for them as a group (largely cause of the reasons you listed and lmaoo totally agree about Jinyoung even then with that swarmy smile that was both so handsome yet infuriatingggg) CNU def didn’t grab my attention initially with that MV…. it’s so strange cause you’d think I’d remember the exact moment where it finally clicked and I was like ok I love him he’s my bias but I don’t really… all I know is that it didn’t take too much longer lol by the time 2012 rolled around I was already pretty smitten… *sighs*

Same as far as A3 too… in a perfect world, I just want them to be able to look back fondly on their days as five, as rookies and trainees up until their 7th year anniversary as wonderful times of growth and development, along with friendships that they formed that will never be replaced or forgotten– but in the same vain, I want them to be able to cleanly move forward with no regrets as three, and follow the new paths that they want, knowing that us fans will always be there supporting them~ 

Thanks so much for reading my contract megapost, and for sharing your thoughts here! I’m glad you’re back (and able to listen to Bipo again~), I missed talking to you!! ♡ ♡

[hanmemyphone]

1🌸 May i ask for a match up? I'm like 157-58 but i'm not sure. My hairs are blondish brown. Im thin and i look much younger than my age. Im INTJ, Gemini, 5w4. Also chaotic neutral if it makes sense. Im truly an introvert. Im serious, a bit (no a lot) sarcastic and outspoken. I dont really care if what i say hurt others. Truth hurts you know. I have high confidence, even sometimes im arrogant. But also i really have self doubt. Nobody can judge me like i judge myself. Im a perfectionist.

2🌸 Its hard to read my emotions. I cant even understand them sometimes. But im not a full cold hearted human. I totally care about people i love. I dont afraid to show my love too. But i dont like people easily. I love animals. Also animals plus kids like me. Even if i dont give them attention. I like reading. I like science. I like learning. It looks general but i like learning by itself. Im smart sbdheheh not a genius but i have a high iq. I love flowers so damn much. Im an aesthetic person?

3🌸 Im curious and always hungry for knowledge. I love writing but not fanfic kind of things. Im a nature lover. I can be salty time to time. I like making jokes. I like art too. What im writing? Im a problem solver and advise giver. I can say im trustworthy. I look like an asshole w you first meet me. Maybe i really am. Im cold and some way cruel. But i can turn to another person for the ones i love. I hope you get me i dont know how to write this things. Thank you so much!

4🌸 plus im a Ravenclaw. Did i said? I should because proud

Yes of course you can ask for a match up!Thank you for your request~

Your match is V!

Alright, SO, being an introvert while with V is both great and just alright. On one hand, V isn’t opposed to spending days at home just passing days with you but on the other hand, he loves a good outing on a sunny day for some fresh air so I’m sure you’ll be able to find a balance here. Though, if not, V would much rather cater to your tastes.

I think V appreciates your serious nature as being too easygoing about things can really hurt people sometimes. Plus, with Jumin as his best friend, he knows how to be with serious people. Honestly, I think he’d be entertained by your little bit of sarcasm.Being outspoken is super great! He himself isn’t very outspoken himself so with you there, constantly giving your opinion, it could make him feel at ease knowing you’re so open. Perhaps he could build some confidence to open up more even?

V could have a lot of fun trying to read your emotions but I think in the end, he could have a better grasp on them than you do! He’s quite good at this. He’ll 100% understand that you aren’t a cold person. He’s been around Jumin for most of his life, he understands the dynamic you have. V would feel happy to receive your love! He loves an open showing of love.He would quite like animals too.V is definitely someone who would buy you flowers every single day if he knew how much you loved flowers.

This hunger for knowledge is something V can appreciate! He’ll find himself learning alongside you. He would always love hearing your jokes and would probably laugh even if the jokes weren’t funny.He loves art too!

I think your sort of ‘grounded’ personality could balance out with his quite well. You’re quite practical while V can be really emotional so you two could make up for each other’s weaknesses.Being trustworthy is so good when you’re with V. He’s not one to give away his secrets easily but if he knows how you are then maybe he’ll be a little easier to open up.I think V will know that behind a somewhat cruel and cold exterior that there is a warmer person, so he won’t be put off by it.

Something about you reminds him and me about Jumin so it gives V an easier time getting to know you. Also to mention, you have quite a bit in common. I think you and V actually have a lot of chemistry so this relationship has the potential to work extremely well!

[peaky-shelby]

Sentimental memories || Tom Holland x reader.

Request: "Hi could I have prompt 1 with 28 for Tom Holland please 💙" @im-really-hungry-right-now

Prompt: yeah about that-the baby is yours. [ request prompts from here ]

Words: it's a really small blurb tbh about 600 words.

Warnings: lil cursing

“Um (y/n)?„

There was a certain doubt in his voice. You raised your head from where you were laying, to look at him. He had just gone out of the bathroom, his hair were wet and he was wearing an old shirt and a pair of gray sweatpants. He walked in the living room while looking down in his hand so you followed his face and realized that he was holding something. It took you a while before you actually made out what it was and that's when you chocked on your breath. It was your pregnancy test. You hadn't told him about it because you were scared and you weren't even certain that it was correct. You wanted to go to the doctor first to be sure and well you were terrified of what his reaction would be. You were both way to young to have a child, it would be a Hollywood scandal there were 100 ways that it could go wrong.

“Is there something that you might wanna tell me?„ he asked, finally raising his head to look at you. You were at a loss of words. You couldn't think of any excuse and you'd keep opening your mouth to speak but you'd close it again, having no idea what to say. “Well..„ it was obvious to him that you were struggling and his raised his eyebrows at you. You got off the couch quickly and walked to him side, you heart beating like crazy, you thought that he was probably able to hear it. “Tell you something about what?„ you asked, trying to gain more time. Tom scoffed and shrugged “oh I don't know about the weather?„ he answered sarcastically and then raised the pregnancy test in front of your face, making you gulp. “About this (y/n)!„ he said more serious.

“Oh..this!„ you mumbled “right about that..there's-theres a baby..„ you started explaining, you felt like you had forgotten how to speak “and the baby is probably yours..„ you added a little lower, looking down.

“Probably?„ he asked, almost laughing at your response. You sighed.

“Defiantly! It's defiantly yours. If there is a baby, it's yours!„

“If?„ he asked again, looking down at you, again you could hear that a part of him wanted to start laughing.

“Yes Tom if! Alright?„ you spat looking up at him. Your anxiety didn't let you see the happiness that was hidden in his eyes so you continued speaking and excusing yourself “I didn't tell you because it's not certain! I wanted to go to the doctor first! It's a big deal so before worrying you with all this I wanted to make sure that this thing is actually corre-„ he stopped your blabbering by placing his lips upon yours and holding you tight against him. You felt the pregnancy test fall off his hands as he pulled you closer, placing his one hand on your cheek and the other on your back.

“We're gonna have a baby..„ he whispered.

“You're not scared about it?„ you asked looking in his eyes.

“Of course I'm scared it's a fucking baby!„ he laughed “but I'm sure we'll manage!„

“Tom-we're too young! Your career and what about the press, what are they going to say?„

“Fuck 'em and fuck it all! We can do this! I love you so much and I love this little one already as well.„

“So we're keeping it?„

“Defiantly.„ he smiled, ones more managing to comfort you with a few words and a sweet look. You were going to have a baby and you were going to love each other forever.

Sorry for it being to small I wasn't inspired to write something better 😕

Request more prompts from here.

[blue-shaded]

To the anon who replied to me with the big message (yes I read all of it lol), I've seen quite a few speedrunners/people in the community worry that the MC speenrunning community will be like looked down upon/delegitimized to the rest of the general speedrunning community (like other speedrunning categories on speedrun.com), I have also seen a bunch of people questioning the legitimacy of the speedrun mods during the time that it was up in the air about whether or not Dream cheated, so I guess I'm saying that both are being claimed to be delegitimized. And whether he is a Professional speedrunner or not, he's a big name on YouTube in general right now, and I would 100% say it's like 75% or more due to both the manhunt series (which are advertised as hunters vs speedrunner, which implies he is a professional minecraft speedrunner, whether he is or not), and the speedrunning drama (where, obviously, he is speedrunning), and being such a big name associated with speedrunning thanks to both of those, it's not really crazy for outsiders to assume he's a sort of figurehead/representation of the mc speedrunning community and take him as the, like, norm for the community

As for the not condemning his stans thing, I can admit that he has and that I was wrong on that front, but I follow his Twitter and I have been since like December/January, and nit once have I seen him condemn them in a way that he either didn't delete, or wasn't sarcastic. He has a tendency to say things like "Ah yes, let me just control 20m+ people" and "of course 20m+ people will listen to me just because I say not to do something" before saying not to do stuff, which comes off as sarcastic, which comes off as not serious, and stans will take it as such. The only serious stuff I have seen from him has been him condemning stans in replies to other tweets, which dont show up in notifications or on the main tweets page, and is easily able to be overlooked. Imo the most notable thing he's done to say don't be toxic is his Twitter description which just says "Dream stans supremacy (unless you're toxic)"

Imo, he needs to not just say "hey, don't be toxic", and instead condemn the toxic BEHAVIORS (tell them not to tell people to kys and not send hate towards people on his behalf and such), because just saying not to be toxic won't help because the people being toxic most likely won't realize they're being toxic (idk how they wouldn't realize but most of these people are like 14 and under and I know that I sure didn't realize that a lot of behaviors were toxic when I was 14)

I know that people who hate him to the extent my friend hates him won't stop hating him even if he does condemn them (it's popular to hate popular stuff, because you get some sort of satisfaction from not liking the same popular stuff other people like, and I would know I still have some things I very much dislike just because it's so popular), but I feel like at least some people wouldn't hate him as much. Another things is that he has put stuff on his private account (like when he told people that making fun of someone's dead dog was too far), and not many people will see it because it's private and a lot of people can't see the stuff because of it (the dog thing is one of the only serious tweets like that that I've seen honestly which sucks)

I didn't touch on this in my last ask, but another reason people hate Dream stans is because they trend literally everything, which is fair when there'd actual important stuff to talk about (like the black lives matter/free Pakistan/stop Asian hate stuff), but if it's just a bunch of sports stuff trending then I I see how they're doing any harm by trending the name of their favorite streamer because they're streaming and such (the shooters4dream hashtag was a bit much, but im pretty sure antis started that and the stans just jumped on the trend)

The fact that people hate Dream because of his merch is ridiculous though. Hating him for putting a smiley face on a hoodie and selling it for 40$ is ridiculous, and the argument that people could do the same thing for less is also ridiculous. If you want to put a smiley face on a hoodie then do it? The point of merch is to support your favorite creator and show that you're a fan of them, and I40$ for a hoodie is one of the cheapest options for hoodies I've seen, actually, unless I just want a plain one, and THAT'S ridiculous Imo

Anyways this wasn't meant to be hateful towards you, I just wanted to explain my side/how I see some of the stuff you've brought up more, so sorry if I sounds like I'm just trying to be mean, I swear I'm not (also sorry to Blue in case this is a long ask)

-🐬

(Also, about the thing with my friend, it's not necessarily that she's being mean to me/she's always been mean to me specifically, it's just that I'm not in a good headspace rn and watching her say that dream and those who watch him deserve to die is definitely making things worse for me, especially when she used to be/still is such a huge advocate for mental health and internet safety and not hating on people/cyber bullying, so I'm working on building up the confidence to unfollow her)

y'all its okay you can talk to eachother on here!

[cafephan]

what's creative writing at uni like? i desperately want to take creative writing in uni, but i'm really bad when it comes to feeling like my work is rubbish, giving up and just winging my stuff. im kind of lazy but i want to go to uni, and creative writing is the only thing i want to do there.. do you think i should still plan on going? how hard is the work and stuff?

i was going to go with a sarcastic answer but i’ll be serious, just for you my sweet anon

some modules are better than others, in the sense that some are a lot more creative than others. in the first year, i had to do literature and language modules (so the course has some academic credibility apparently) which were drags, and some of the grading criteria for the creative pieces in some modules are absolute pisstakes. but beware that it’s not 100% creative writing, unfortunately.

the workshops are easily my least favourite part, but that’s because 95% of my course are ignorant assholes who i dislike with a passion, and my anxiety means that i practically have a panic attack on the spot whenever i hear the word workshop. you might react differently depending on the kind of people you have on your course and if you’re okay with your work being picked to pieces and occasionally being told you dont have a chance of being published (believe it or not the more times you hear it, the less it stings) then it shouldn’t be too much of a hurdle to overcome.

the electives for year two are kind of hit and miss, i don’t know if by the time you get to the course if they’ll change but all four electives (i had to choose one for each semester) stuck me between a rock and a hard place, with very very little room for creativity. there’s a surprisingly lot of academia involved with whatever modules you choose (and some compulsory ones, but mainly it’s just writing little reflective commentaries)

in terms of the creative writing aspects, you’re still tied to boundaries 90% of the time, i’ve only had two modules where i could write about whatever i wanted. for some modules you can split the word count up into littler pieces and submit them altogether (like i’m doing for short story this semester)

i had next to no confidence in my writing ability when i started the course, and honestly the course itself hasnt done me any better in terms of confidence. the best piece of advice i can give you is to start publishing stuff online, try your best to get your stuff out there to unbiased strangers and ask them what your strengths are and where you could improve, it helps you so much more than the course can. you get told all the generic shit from your peers and tutors, trust me. 

it gets tedious at times, i won’t lie to you, and your timetable will get annoying because you’re only in for like maximum three hours a day (though that might be annoying for me bc i commute, if you live on campus i imagine it’ll be different) but it’s really really not an ‘easy’ or ‘cop out’ degree as the stigma around it suggests, it takes hard work and it’s definitely not something you can just sail through with putting no effort in

[loi-et-love]

SZ: hi.

first thing first..... T H A N K S ....for so many things... talking to me, being nice to me (even when i was pain in the ass) .... being frank and open..... talking whatever came to your mind (well that you do with everyone) ..... answering to some long emails... with equally wrong emails....

you know i had drafted a mail earlier but had to delete it ... thought might as well write something new and fresh..... and this is what you have done to me ..... When i have free time .... i think "let me write to aditi" ..... sometimes..... i even wake up in the middle of my sleep to check...... if there is any message from you.... but unfortunately only calls or messages i get then at that time are from GC .... some how he just knows when i am busy.... or sleeping in office hours and he will call me..... the joke i tell my mom is "if i want GC to call me ..... i should sleep" and hola ...tring tring ....

initially when we started talking...... i did want to know why is she talking so much to me .... but then i let go of it ..... realized later you are talkative.....

i dont talk to many people..... and i dont remember when i had written 100 odd emails .... to someone ...... i guess there have been days when we have completed more than 50 odd emails in a single day.... like today we are already near 42......

two reasons i dont talk to many people in office is 1) my last name: they have pre concieved notion about me and feel uncomfortable talking to me ...... and i dont like when people are uncomfortable .... and they do make it previous obvious

2) whatever little interaction i have had with some ..... i just dont connect... i dont feel the need to ... or in simpler words..... i dont find anyone else interesting enough

yes i like you,.... want to know you..... but i want to know you at your pace and your convenience .... i am not in a hurry..... but then its like you kind of sweet like an ice cream..... and i get worried... what if it just melts away .... so i want to know things about you......

all those questions hanky panky and all is just to get you open up..... as i always say.... i was also 24 for one full year..... and i know things that happen.... i am no saint either.... and i had a car since i was 16..... so had my share of back seat action too....

sometimes...... its obvious that i am the distraction .... that keeps you away from ex......... sometimes.... its just that ... you have too much stored in yourself ...... and you dont have the channel to release it all..... so you just treat me like an "agony uncle" or lets say punching bag.... i am ok with that.....

And you are currently occupying lot of my mental space..... whether is sleeping or awake ....

like today i didnt need to send the photo which i sent in morning ...... or didnt need to think about you when i saw rainbow ..... didnt need to go for walk ..... i went yesterday also .... the reason : well yesterday i knew you would be busy from 6-7 while driving to go home and today i knew you would be sleeping while i was awake so i thought might as well go for a walk

talking sarcastically or flirting or being funny is natural to me and so is the serious attitude.... seen a lot of things in life....

you dont like flirting we can always stop.... it will be difficult but i can stop.... no more checking out .... btw its not the ass which i check out first in a lady....... its something else

chalo will send across this email when you are back from lunch..... and done with your work

ohhhh last thing ..... you are B E A U T I F U L ....enjoy have a nice day .

I: God!! nobody is ever going to let me read this email with full concentration. *angry face*

Will you stop thanking me?? I didn't do anything FOR you. i'm selfish that way. So stop!! I did everything because I wanted to. I didn't do any favors for you. I talk to you because i like talking to you. I'm nice to you because you have been nice to me (no indecency). I'm frank and open... Well, that's just who I am. I speak my mind. And I respond to your long emails because I love talking to you and I love long emails. Long emails signify how much willing you are to talk to me. It shows your effort, that you are ready to type so much because you so much to say.

Maybe you can send me that email you deleted. I would want to read everything you type to send me because that's what you wanted to say to me.

I know how you feel. you have done the same thing to me too. I was late for lunch and made Kaalu and H sir wait becasue I wanted to finish writing an email to you.

It's true that I am talkative but I don't talk soooooo much with everybody. I'm friendly with everyone but not everybody is my friend. So, I talked so much with you because I chose to and not because I have a compulsive need of talking.

And BTW you spoke to me first. I had my seat changed and you had asked me something. I think you had asked me what I do here, etc. and then why my place was changed. I remember it was dark and there was nobody in the office except you and me and you were filling your water bottle and laughed (that cute laugh I love) when I told you that because French Translator and I talk a lot they changed my place. (I know it was silly of me. I didn't even care that you're a C (last name) and I shouldn't have and I should've maintain a decorum with you)

"i dont talk to many people" Tha'ts what Kaalu said, you don't talk to too many people. And if you talk, nobody hears your voice. So, it's more or less like you don't talk at all.

And those days are the best days where we write over 50 emails to each other.

I know why you wouldn't talk to people here in OIA. I saw and felt how lonely you are. and then you talked to me one day and I felt "god! ye accha baat karta hai. Decency toh baapre.. chalakti hai!! Has a nice soothing, amazing voice. English mast hai." And then Idk how and when I started talking to you. I don't remember. All I know is that I must've blabbered a lot for no reason, forcing you to be in the conversation. Do you remember how I started talking to you so much after you spoke to me once? (answer me) I actually you spoke to me twice. once ws in the elevator when we were going down. I think we started talking about cars and books when we would leave. And then you would advise me like an uncle to drive safe and use this direction than the one I use. Ufff... how annoying I found you then!! Treating me like I'm 10!

So, as i was saying i thought u r introvert n shy n lonely n dont have many friends here. but i was happy to see you chitchatting with anand sir then.. Sometime in february i think. I was relieved..

I don't understand what preconceived notions they would have about you.

People know you're C because you speak THEIR language. (That's how I found out). I would always see you talk with Kapil. And I wud make a face like why does this man have to talk to him (Atul), bichara.. paka raha hoga Atul ko! But then i found out u r a Chaturvedi and I slapped my forehead. Like whyyyyyyy............... But then your last name never felt like a hindrance for me. You last name never bothered me. Is that strange for you? (answer me)

So, you know how I feel about you not being here right now? So, you know how I feel about you leaving? There is nobody interesting in this office. There's nobody who reach my standards and actually hold a conversation with me. You have no idea how ecsatic I was to talk to you everytime!! I would wait for NL to leave so that I could talk to you. But you would shoo me away like a dog.. :( That did hurt me when you continued to do it for a few days but I didn't say anything because i know you didn't mean it

You have to ask questions to know me. Don't ask me questions about what hanky panky I have done. I won't answer that. i don't kiss and tell. I told you about Aditya. I told you I have daddy issues. You figured out I have trust issues. It takes time to get to know people. And it's more fun when you get to know them as the time passes by. Fast-fast karne me koi mazaa nahi hai. I have been very fast in my life and i've realized this now and i always prefer to go slow.

I want to get to know you too. You conceal so much behind this fluffy (hehehe) exterior. But it takes time.

You are not the distraction. Dude. I have many distractions. Do you think you are the only person in the office I flirt with? Think again! Yeah, it's true that you are the only person I actually enjoy flirting with!! ('im not buttering you up here)

Nobody can keep me away from BB. BB and I... We have the strangest chemistry. We wouldn't talk to each other for months (which felt like years) and we'd gravitate back to each other. It's just how it is. Nobody can stop what's happening between me and him. and you're not a distraction. I don't use humans anymore. not that person anymore.

This is true "you have too much stored in yourself ...... and you dont have the channel to release it all" But you aren't my agony uncle or punching bag. I have just been awfully mad at you, once !! Just once!!.

You are just completely different for me. You hold the weirdest place in my life. Never anticipated to go this far. I didn't know you'd give me your number and i would chat with you like its the end of the world!!

And you are currently occupying lot of my mental space..... whether is sleeping or awake .... --> i don't want to ruin the moment, but i do do this to alot of people. What you said in another email that i have made your boring life here in OIA, interesting and now you look forward to it. There was this intern (also Adi, he's a southernese) he too said the same thing. He wasn't somebody who would talk a lot but with me, we would talk for 9 hours straight for 2-3 weeks! He didnt have any work and nor did I. and he still cannot believe it. Yeah, so i do have an effect on people. (I won't say i dont enjoy it. i jsut hope it turns out to be a good experience for them)

If you thought about me when you saw the rainbow, then i think of you everytime i see XUV on the street. I wait for you to text me on whatsapp. I come to work and I check my email first for any email from you.

Today when i came to work, i really thought that you're lying n u have come back n you'll come to work today.

" it will be difficult but i can stop" --> really? it'll be difficult???

What's the first thing you check out in a girl? and what's the first thing u checked out in me?

"ohhhh last thing ..... you are B E A U TI FUL ....enjoy have a nice day ." --> i have to hug you for this. There's a way of saying things. it also matters who is saying to you.

I'm too disturbed after wat NL said yesterday. I jsut want to go to him anymore.. i'm not Veena or Marina. Nor do I behave that way (although i did speak things with you, i hit on you, that's different. but really, i didn't do it with NL)

"ohhhh last thing ..... you are B E A U TI FUL ....enjoy have a nice day ." --> you made my day. (you too have an effect on me, okay. you just don't realize it, although I say it out loud so many times) this made me smile shyly. main sharmati nahi hu.. thank you :*