#and my mom was so pissed off
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hey man are you any amount of schoolwork because looking at you makes me unable to breathe (gifted kid burnout rizz)
#gifted kid burnout#it sucks so bad#cus like#i was literally fine and then i hit middle school and i started actually struggling because i wasnt ahead anymore#they didnt teach us anything actually important they just taught us harder ways to do simple things#and i started getting like c’s#and my mom was so pissed off#and one day i was like ‘yk c is the average right? im not failing anything’#and she goes ‘you arent the average. youre a GATE student.’#like ok girl thanks#and i cant even say she didnt get it#cus she was literally in GATE as a kid???#but shes also said to my face#‘i can still get a’s not caring but you stop caring and you get c’s’#like it was an outrageous thing that i struggled more in classes that i didnt enjoy#i feel like its pretty understandable that youll probably do better in something you enjoy#anyways yeah#i got told i was smart in like 3rd grade and now everybody thinks that i need to be a prodigy at everything i do#i also have an adhd and autism diagnosis now which seems to be a common theme with my GATE friends
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Was Titans Dick dramatic for cutting open his arm to pull out the tracker Bruce had implanted inside it without him knowing? Absolutely not, I would've done the same thing.
#i can barely stand the tracking app my mom made me get for my phone before i left home#every single time she texts me ''are you off today?'' i immediately get pissed bc i know she's monitoring me#so if i knew someone had implanted a tracking device in my actual fucking body?? you bet i'd cut that thing out#dick you will always be famous for that in my eyes lmao#Dick Grayson#Titans
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look at me. hey look at me. homelessness is bad. "but they're an addict 🙄🙄" IDGAF. BEING HOMELESS IS OBJECTIVELY BAD NO MATTER WHAT. idc if someone's racist or an addict or whatever, everybody deserves a roof over their head and stable housing idgaf what you think. maybe instead of putting down people who are addicts and also homeless, set up better systems for addicts to get help that don't involve them getting arrested for LITERALLY BEING ADDICTED TO DRUGS.
#idk what came over me I'm just so pissed off about this#shut up ryan#homlessness#addiction#IDFFKKK#I was just thinking about this bc I remember whenever my mom was in active addiction#she lived in a trailer behind someone's house#and everyone I've known has always said it was her fault and she deserved it#bc she was addicted to drugs#and it's so fucking gross how ppl do that#like my grandma sees a homeless guy on the side of the road#and she goes “well he's probably an addict 🙄🙄”#SHUT UP!!!!!!#SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i'm not the anon but i found a pic of the house of m skin!
marvel rivals keeps testing me on these fuckin beards STOP
#snap chats#i say this as if i wont get the skin anyway. just please ..... please stop giving him beards...#what is this insistence .... whatever ...#dont piss me off the outfits actually cute .... i love green .... it'll prob look sick as hell with the cape too#OK BUT SO FUNNY I WAS TALKING ABOUT THIS WITH MY BRO AND HE WAS LIKE#'what is he going to look like a conquistador or something' gjeRLGJERLAKGJAVLKJrw#anyway im excited to see this properly rendered ........... ough ....#i can almost kinda maybe sorta if i squint let the beard slide on this one. maybe. i dont like it but maybe i can use this skin and not die#ill prob still use the MoM skin the most tho i cannot be pried away from that one#that one BIG sexy to me forever....
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Noticing that TV and film will often have a character either have had an abortion in the past that isn't showcased on screen (and just used as part of the character's ~fucked up and twisted backstory~) OR contemplate getting an abortion in the present day but not to through with it. Just once I want to see someone delete that fetus within the events of the plot and not be like. Extremely majorly punished for it and/or be in the wrong
#ramblings of a lunatic#was watching a tv show w the fam recently and it's the 2nd series of a show that was clearly written with only 1 in mind#so in the 2nd season a character gets pregnant (bc ofc) and contemplates getting an abortion#only to do the whole 'omg she thinks she's lost the baby and realizes she wanted to keep it all along!'#which like. fine and valid and happens to ppl irl I'm sure#but like. this season doesn't establish if she wanted kids prior or if she has a stable job (she was struggling career wise-#-last season and the timeskip this season doesn't go into it)#AND has this fucking bizarre scene w/ her boyfriend (whos mostly been irrelevant and occasionally annoying up til now)#where he says it's 'our pregnancy' that she was going to terminate and when she (rightfully) bites back-#-saying 'you mean MY pregnancy?!' he just. storms off and deflects#which would be one thing but we have to wrap up the main plot so she just apologizes to him (for other plot stuff)#and we're never given any indication that his opinion has changed and they're just happily parenting at the end of the season#which just. left a bad taste in my mouth#like I KNOW i know not every bad thing said on screen needs a big blinking arrow that points out that it's Bad and Wrong#but idk how I'm supposed to feel in a series that has painted itself as explicitly feminist up til this point#presents the outcome of a woman dating and bearing a child for a man w seemingly zero respect for her bodily autonomy as happily ever after#w no follow up#like the whole series is centered on a group of sisters and this pregnancy story happened to the youngest one#who's always seen as needing to 'grow up' in season 1. so assuming this is meant to be building off that arc it's so WEIRD still#bc yes being a parent is an opportunity for many ppl to mature emotionally but that's not really something the character-#-reflects on all season. it's more abt her burying her past relationship w a season 1 guy (who was infinitely more interesting than new guy)#-than anything to do with that#AND EVEN IF IT WAS the notion of pregnancy as a punishment/reckoning meant to make her grow up or take responsibility-#-which is secretly a blessing in disguise i. god the show fell apart so hard here for me#and my mom and sister were just cooing over the baby at the end and i didn't speak up bc i didn't want to be a bitch#and in all fairness I'm probably being a tad uncharitable in this post but like. don't piss me OFF man#anyway. normalise abortion storylines that aren't backstory fodder and aren't fakeouts for baby plots. please
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哥哥的爱
Redraw... of a doodle I did like many moons ago...
#nezha#jinzha#muzha#my art stuff#dang. who knew that the key to improving was to be so ill about something that thats all you draw#so much has changed abt them..#anyway i hc nezha is a lot less antagonistic towards jinzha#maybe cause he looks like their mom and nezha is no.1 mamas zha'er#or maybe because it pisses muzha off. you choose
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My phone broke. Don't know what the hell happened to it, but it's saying that I have no SIM card n it when I very much do have a SIM card in my phone. It was working perfectly fine, and then I put it in my pocket to go upstairs and get my mom's laundry for her. When I got back downstairs, I sat back down, turned it on and it said NO SIM - EMERGENCY CALLS ONLY at the top. I've tried restarting it twice; removing, cleaning, and replacing the SIM card twice; turning on and off airplane mode twice; reset the network setting twice; basically everything but a factory reset, which is only a last resort under threat of death. (you think I exaggerate, but I have so many notes for my writing on that damn card, I will jump off the Golden Gate Bridge before I reset that phone without pulling the data from it) The last thing to try is turn it off for a bit and see if that helps. If not, then I'm stopping by AT&T tomorrow to get a new SIM card before work tomorrow
#i'm upset#i'm really pissed off#like royally pissed about this#could this have happened at a worse time? yes#it's horribly inconvenient and more frustrating than anything but i've literally done everything i can think of atm to fix this#idek what the fuck happened! it was fine one moment and broken the next#i have thrown it on the floor in frustration. mom picked it up so it's now on the arm of the couch#now i'm complaining to you all via my laptop#what's funny is that i was telling my mom about the ao3 writer's curse about 45 minutes ago#i'm gonna go do something else now#that something else probably won't be productive seeing as most of my story notes are on my damn phone
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I have the worst luck with nail salons dear grace, what I wanted vs what I got
#radiorambles#first time was a couple years back they did a horrible job#flashforward today they did a worse job didn't do what I asked for and The guy that did my nails massaged my hands and MOVED MY SLEEVES UP#to MASSAGE MY ARMS the hands I get BUT MY ARMS??#dude had gell fused to my skin so it was stuck then took off half the polish and wasn't going to fix it like I asked#I SAID hey can you fix this I don't like how it is I was polite and this shit happens#I don't know if there was like a language barrier or ehat but I almost had a mental breakdown in the nail salon#thankfully the day got better me abd moons got boba and went to Barnes and nobles#it was a nice day but I'm still peeved about the nail thing#GUESS WHAT THEY CHARGED? 35 BUCKS#like??? i was supposed to get fake nails n' stuff not THAT#I hate it so much#my mom and sister were pissed#my sister does nail stuff as a hobby and shes REALLY good at it and then this professional place just this#I could do a better job on my own like what the fuck anyways ramble over I needed to get that off my chest again AAA
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I wish I could kill people who were boring or slightly irritating to me
#npd posting#actually cluster b#npd safe#post dinner talks with my mother always piss me off so bad#at first its interesting then she's like And here's why you're wrong and I'm right#and its my mom not like I can disagree#then she rambles on and on and on and on it gets so boring so fast#today I learned just how fast she'll turn on me if I ever show signs of mental illness that aren't just being sad#oh and she has to top it off with My Life Is Harder Than Yours#narcissistic ass rambling from me over here but whatever I deserve a little pause on self awareness sometimes
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with a few minutes' reflection and a second conversation with my parents I have realized that I may have overblown things and overreacted a bit and also in some ways they're correct even if I think they're also harsh about it
#we talked it out. i don't think they intended to be hurtful they're just trying to make me see how badly my pessimism#can impact others?? I think all three of us were pissed off during the first conversation#there's a lot of other stuff going on behind the scenes too that I don't want to talk about#but like. my parents aren't total jerks. when we aren't all being belligerent to each other we get along quite well#and I really do respect them quite a lot. some days we Do Not do well at Being A Good Family though#my dad did say that he's seen people apparently cringe away from me when I'm acting annoyed though#which... may honestly be true. I have a very readable face and if I'm upset people tend to notice#I just... I talked to them again and realized that I took that one thing to mean ''everyone hates you and is just pretending to be nice''#idk if I agree about what my mom says about me bringing a Vibe that brings the whole room down#I think that one may just be because she's so used to me complaining to her about everything bc I... do actually complain too much#but anyway. we resolved the argument. my initial ''my parents told me everyone dislikes me'' was uh... MY inference#and not actually the words they said#I also think I should stop complaining online so much. it's just letting the complaining spirit grow#re: my last post
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have to bake with people in the kitchen. lord give me strength to not kill someone tonight
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UNLOCKED SCORCHING SUN (sunburst fever) DANTE ! (Spoilers? Here is a short summary of my reactions):
-eiden i live for the cheesy things you say when you wanna bone someone. ehehehehe when the corny roleplay actually works too well🎶🎵
-oh um 😳 eiden getting himself off bygrinding against Dante's leg ahaha💦💦 ok uhhh 💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦
- THE CONFUSED SPUTTERING WHEN EIDEN GETS SUDDENLY BLUE BALLED���🤣
-oh shir dante lore drop
-oh SGIT DAnte is working even harder than i thought just to make an equal society like,, dude,, that is sO MUCH to take on YOU ARE ONLY A BABY. BUT YOU TRY TO FIX CENTURIES OF INJUSTICE 😭
-aawwww...... gentle.....🥹
-DAMMIT EIDEN STOP BRATTING FOR 60SECONDS AAHHHHHAJAJAhaha oihh ahhhh
-dante is like the Grinch he doesn't know what the dokidoki in his chest is (.it's his heart) but. He'll get it one day
- they're cute 😭 and funny 😭😭 and eiden's "why do *i* have to go" is so... PETULANT i love them they're bickering idiots 🥳
ah, correction*: why "THE HELL HAVE" i gotta go. to be fair, that is a mild reaction to dante suddenly cockblocking him from himself(?). yeah. selfish lover moment deserves at MINIMUM that amount of sass 🤣
#danei#you know i wondered what the official ship name is for them because dantei was my instinctive thought#but i guess that could be mixed up with someone just trying to type Dante and they made a typo#i guess danei in that case is more PURPOSEFUL. like YES i had to STOP before typing out dante's full name#i was used to seeing eiden all... understanding and gentle and sweet with yaku#that his dante dynamic knocked me slightly askew (positive)#i love being reminded of eiden's range... bc all his clan members are such different individuals......#of course he caters to them differently... so powerful and adaptable#i really just wanna swaddle dante and put him in a restful burrito like srsly that guy needs a break#a break where things will not fall apart without him and everything is fine and he learns to rely on others#honestly i don't know how he's not MORE pissed off all the time. if i had to deal with what he deals with daily...#murder spree. or catatonic learned helplessness. there will be no in-between#anyway i hope these two figure more things out together and help each other be stupid without consequence :)#i want them pushing and shoving each other in the fields like schoolkids and yelling the blandest insult comebacks at each other#too bad neither of them can use the “YOUR MOM” finishing blow#or maybe it's funnier... if they both learn to use “YOUR MOM” with perfect timing#that's when their relationship will be in their final form. strong and evolved. beyond mortal comprehension#nu carnival dante#enei
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#mom asked me to cook breakfast so I made the usual but for some reason it's too salty apparently#(it doesnt)#so now she's telling me that I'm a failure followed by a bunch of sermon on why I should leave my job and get married to a girl and#shave my beard and don't eat anymore so I can actually be happy and not useless#(apparently I'm not happy now) and also says thank you mockingly. Great mom#what a fun trip#also ive been telling them can we go to this specific shop i wanna see if i can find cheaper steam deck there and they all start getting#angry on me on how selfish i am for just asking that#and how i dont care about my mom because my mom isnt interested on used game stores#like what the fuck#i paid all of the tickets for her here why the fuck am i not allowed to go to where i want#pissing me off#i wanna go homeeeeee#honestly im not excited about this trip no more i just wanna go home and just go back to work and then at night i draw and play ffxiv#the only one excited i have is disneyland on the last day but i can think of several ways they ruin it too#my mom definitely will be like im tiredd go find a chair and so i have to wait for her#i hate this trip
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Hey guys can we like please love “ugly” trans women? Can we please love fat trans women? I just really think we should love all trans women thanks
#okay story time#news has a segment about the ‘very demure very mindful’ girl y’know the one#and I’m all excited because holy shit trans woman success story!!! (she got enough money from the trend to medically transition wooo!!!)#all of a sudden my mom talks about how ugly she is and body shames her?????#and I tried shutting that shit down immediately I was like ‘that’s so rude literally what did she do to you?’#then my mom is like ‘I’m also fat so I can say that’ NO YOU CAN’T???? I DON’T GIVE A SHIT IF YOU’RE FAT DON’T BE RUDE TO PEOPLE???????#like genuinely it was mind boggling that negativity came out of nowhere#she ask kept misgendering her as ‘they’ even though it was mentioned twice that she’s a trans woman and the newscasters used she/her#idk that shit just really pissed me off#she’s such a hypocrite too. like if there’s fat models in a commercial it’s fine (which I agree ofc)#but as soon as a fat trans woman is not conventionally attractive it’s some big issue and we have to make mean comments about it#fuck off with that shit#anyways I just really had to vent about that I was FUMING#usually parents are disappointed in their kids not the reverse#trans women#trans#transgender#queer#transfem
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I'm so done with the way everyone avoids calling Bruce an abuser. 'He's a bad parent' 'he's flawed' 'what he did was kinda fucked up' call it what it is!! He's an abusive parent, no ifs or buts about it! He's not just a bad parent, he didn't just fuck up, he's their abuser. Loving your kids or wanting the best for them doesn't mean you won't hurt them and it doesn't excuse doing so, and I personally don't think it makes it even slightly better.
#my dc posting#dc#bruce wayne#batman#dc comics#jason todd#'abusive bruce wayne' is a tag for a reason#'bad parent bruce wayne' is Not severe enoigh for the shit he pulls on his kids#i see ppl acknowledging his mistakes n his mistreatment of them#but i never quite see ppl just straight up say 'bruce is an abuser'#and im ngl it pisses me off#ughh this annoys me so much#can we all just. at least acknowledge this. like it has been a very consitent part of his comics character for like the kast 30+ years#from what i understand of it#yet its so common to see his actions get disregarded and excused and 'oo he still loves them' 'yeah hes flawed but' like can you shut uppp#there are other versions of bruce who arent terrible n its fine to make him not terrible in fancontent#but like when it comes to just his actually canon comics character? abuser.#like the shit he does is some of the most vile parental abuse ive ever read in fiction#and then i feel insane cus nobody talks abt it!!! like what#i explained comics history to my mom and had to be like 'oh yeah batman's a child abuser'. wild. wtf#also something that also bothers me is when ppl just say complicated instead. like yeah no shit all abusive relstionships are complicated#ughh the curse of fandom. the longer i stay the more opinions i form and the more i hate it here 😔
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meet the accomplished students of the esteemed aglionby academy
#plus their friend and her mom and her moms boyfriend#and her moms bestie#and ronans goat child#there’s so many easter eggs in this#it was so fun to draw#henry pissed declan off within 2 minutes of meeting him yes#trc#the raven cycle#maggie stiefvater#the dreamer trilogy#tdt#the raven cycle fanart#trc fanart#my art#gansey#blue sargent#bluesey#pynch#ronan lynch#adam parrish#henry cheng#declan lynch#matthew lynch#noah czerny#richard campbell gansey iii#the raven boys
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