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front-facing-pokemon · 4 months

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#this is one of my favorite pokémon of ALL time. this is one of those pokémon that #when it first came out‚ i had such a Visceral reaction to. i couldn't get over this fucking dog. and i still can't #THEY CAN'T FUCKING SEE!!!!!! AHJGSAKDGASJGDSKCGAJVCKABCKB #i love it SO much it's so fucking. cute. it's so fucking cute. so happy to see that blue haired bitch in the sv dlc having one #DAS IST MEIN BABY. I LOVE IT. lord this is the best. gushing over this dog #while also listening to discO-zone for the first time in a Long time #which is one of my favorite albums of all time. right next to probably vylet pony's cutiemarks and the things that bind us #and burn pygmalion from the scary jokes #there you go. there's my music taste lain out flat. kinda all over the place but discO-zone is one of those that i've loved since i was #a real youngin. and i just rediscovered it last night and UUUUUUUGGHHHH IT'S SO GOOD #MUSIC!!!! AND DOGS. feeling GOOD this morning #by the time this posts‚ it'll be like. two weeks later. but past me was feeling great when she posted this #about to start shiny hunting pawniard for a friend's birthday. technically getting eggs as i write this #wish me luuuuck..! it'll probably be his birthday by the time this posts. lemme check #oh yeah this is gonna post two days After his birthday. hopefully by the time this goes up i've already got the pawniard #HI FORGOT TO TAG THIS ONE #hisuian growlithe #hi from the future again lol his birthday was like a month ago by this point because i ended up queueing up this guy before all the gmax #forms. i totally forgot them. and this whole time i've been queuing them up and shoving them Above this guy. so it was even longer ago #that i queued this guy up at this point. teehee!

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feluka · 7 months

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and also.... sometimes... if a post is in arabic and left untranslated... consider the fact that if you can't read it maybe it's not for you <3

#NOT aimed at my friends. you're welcome to come sit next to me as i type my posts in real time if you want #and goes without saying it's not aimed at things that need to be signal boosted. you can always ask for a translation for those.#although we will probably translate those without being asked even #i'm talking about for example personal posts #because earlier i saw elios get an anon that's like 'um maybe you should post in a language we all can understand?'#in response to a personal post. jesus fucking christ.#also let go of the idea of a universal language!!! people are not being sneaky or secretive for speaking in their own tongue oh my god??

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sabalr · 7 months

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in case anyone worries that I just said I've discussed walrus fairy with my partner for two hours, it's not a fight discussion, we're just two autism-bained academia suckasses and we LOVE getting into long profound discussions, and right now is "how the fairy/walrus dichotomy of humans reflects their stances on religion (my argument, I vote walrus) and ultimately proves how dangerous thought patterns lead to the prevalence of scams (his argument, he votes fairy)

#everyone in both families is always so thrilled that we found each other to finally leave the rest of the family members alone #one day if everything goes wrong in our lives we can always start a podcast lmao #neither of us shut up ever and I love us #im tagging all posts about this with #walrus fairy poll #so that I can bring this up to friends later at parties hahaha #oh my god this subject and our drunk also debate-freak friends are going to fuel HOURS #like Im gonna say possibly twelve?#once at a party him and one of our friends stayed up ALL NIGHT discussing with a religious bloke who believed in miracles #and by all night I mean the party ended and I had to sleep over at the homeowner's couch because they talked until the sun was up #we arrived there at like 10pm and we left 8 the next morning #and the discussion was not over #so believe me fairy walrus is gonna last FOREVER #They've spent 3 or 4 hours last time discussing the effectiveness or harm of farmers killing snakes out of fear

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orgasming-caterpillar · 4 months

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AHAHAHAHAHAHA you can leave me but you cannot forget me, baby. I will still be right here, like a thorn in your chest cavity, pricking your heart when it swells for anyone else. Go ahead, take me out of your ribcage. You will still remember me in your bones.

#saw smth very interesting today from an old friend #not really friend but yeah #on an absolute ego trip rn #fucking deserved bitch #you did hurt me once but oh was it worth it #was it?#i should talk to my therapist abt this next session #but for now #i hope my sobs echo in your ears forever <3 #i hope they haunt you <3 #i hope it never goes away<3 #madhulogy

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weepylucifer · 10 months

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i keep thinking, how much of a threat to anyone can ulixes really be? the only source for him being a twisted fucking cycle path is half light, and half light thinks everything is a threat

#posts by me #also at a few points ulixes makes some off-color remarks about war crimes. but like. we all have That leftist friend #it doesn't mean he has the ability to ever actually hurt anyone #idk i just look at him and think here is someone with some boyish fantasies abt how revolution goes. who is ultimately very harmless #exaggerating his threat potential is to me like looking at your buddy who makes some cringe stalin jokes #and saying oh my god this is literally the next jeffrey dahmer. or whatever #(hence why i'm so into the thought of his arc being that he sees violence up close and is immediately like oh god oh no #this is nothing like the simulations. and then he becomes a field medic)

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taylor · 3 days

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still reeling over the fact that almost 2 months ago the guy i was talking to (not dating, but definitely 'seeing') took another girl TO MY AND MY ROOMMATE'S APARTMENT to FUCK HER ON OUR AIR MATTRESS while i was ON VACATION THOUSANDS OF MILES AWAY

honestly. how do i get myself into these situations

#followed by him being blackout drunk sleeping on our DOORSTEP the very next day #he said he thought it was weird i said i liked him so soon into meeting him #but he would constantly say shit like 'falling for you more now' and 'my friend told my sister i have a new gf now'#like OKAY HOMEBOY #so dude it's so fucked i'll give more details in these tags in case anyone cares for a lil more context #before my trip back to california for sdcc i talked to him #said hey i know we're not dating but while im gone for almost 2 weeks are we gonna mess around with other people? like where is ur head #he said 'you can sleep with other people because you have a higher sex drive than me but i won't be doing that but you go ahead'#and im like okay weird response but okay cool #before i ended up leaving actually i did end up hooking up w someone and when i came back to my apartment he said 'looks like someone had a #'fun night' but he said it like....in a salty fucking way and i was like ur not allowed to be mad bc you refuse to be in a relationship wit #me despite me LETTING YOU LIVE WITH ME AND MY BFF FOR THE LAST ALMOST MONTH #oh yeah that part too #he was evicted and was staying with us for a few nights that turned into almost a month #NO he did not pay rent YES he did eat all our food #YES im an idiot for not seeing his red flags sooner but i was infatuated #so anyway my friend goes 'he's salty you fucked another dude' and im like excuse me how the fuck is he gonna be mad when WE TALKED ABOUT TH #*THIS #now granted it was a day before my trip so it wasn't ON my trip that i slept with someone else #but im like. how are u gonna be mad im gonna go enjoy myself when you've made it painfully clear you want me but want 0 strings #so anyway while im in california my bff calls me like hey dude john is on our air mattress naked with another girl #i was like excusethefuckME #because 1. he wasn't supposed to be at our apartment anymore so i was surprised he was there at ALL #and 2. how are u gonna ever be living RENT FREE with someone and INVITE SOMEONE ELSE OVER TO FUCK IN THEIR PLACE #i could honestly go on but i doubt anyone read this far as it is #this situation has fucked me up #first red flag should've been his name being JOHN

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gabbingwaves · 4 months

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LINGYANG NO

#wuthering waves #whelp friends there goes my 50/50 #that hurts actually I really wanted Jiyan #I have such shit luck in gachas #bleh #I'll probably scrape together another couple rolls or so to throw at it but I have never once gotten a banner character #without pity giving them to me #so I'm not holding out hope #oh well at least I can save through Yinlin's banner #next 5* guaranteed!#maybe I will want them more than Jiyan even!#silver linings

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redpiperfox · 8 months

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But mainly, and really:

#red's week in music #STORYTIME WITH RED GATHER ROUND KIDDOS!#was at kids club tonight and went in knowing little 8 year olds mom had her baby this morning and lil girl was now big sis if two #and knew she hadnt come from home bc her hair was a mess of someone who didnt know curls trying to do it lol #shes generally emotional and dramatic but we can all see that shes a lil more so tonight. understandably. lotsa change #well she kinda hinges on this one thing of not getting the verses said to earn a jewel bc she wasnt able to say them-- totally fine! we'll #practice and get them later! but shes distraught bc she worked on them with mum and wont get jewel so i keep telling her when we'll work on #them together and when ill listen to her and we can get it done. cool. then lesson time shes up and down sniffly and the lesson says smth #about childbirth-- bursts into disarray. i ask her if she wants to step out and we blow her nose and she keeps talking about the verse so i #tell her solutions for that and then shes working herself up so i work thru calming down and she goes from #“i think im mad” to “mom would let me do what i want!” and i know the real issue isnt the verse but thats what shes telling me so...#adult shes staying with cautiously steps in and she calms down to tell me “its not the verse... i think i miss my mom”#oh my heart i know honey i give her a hug and we talk about the sleeover shes going to have and when shes going to see mom #and shes sleeping next to lil sis so shes going to give sis a big hug and tell her theyre going to see mom in the morning #and then i ask her if she wants to go back and she does and i just hold her and hug her the whole time #i give her another squeeze when she leaves and tell her to enjoy her sleepover #her friend shes staying with i should not did a very sweet of coming over and saying “hey lookit this new book i got do you wanna color it #with me maybe?“ which was such an emotionally mature thing for her and to see lil kiddo cheer up warmed me #teachers we debriefed and talked about kids going thru stuff at home and not being able to tell and process their emotions and stuff #and then i shared with mum on the ride back and she goes “yup. lil toddler will just miss mom-- its trauma at this age. this is why i #panicked and called my mother to come for your sis's birth bc dad said he could handle you but my heart couldnt for what you would go thru.“#i was six when my sister was born. my grandma being there before consistently made me giddly excited in that time waiting for dad to bring #us to the hospital.#anyway my heart was full and im praying extra hard for two lil girls in a sleepover missing their mom tonight.#red's personal sitcom #Spotify

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pinktinselmonstrosity · 1 year

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ok so if i can't tell the truth about how i feel because that's mean and i can't be passive agressive then literally what is left. how do i communicate that she has hurt me and that it hurts more that she doesn't even seem to realise it without either sounding like a complete bitch or a petty bitter bitch........

#YES this is the same friend #just texted me like ''oh i'm so sorry i never let u know when i was free'' (she has had literally three months to do this)#''i've just been so busy :('' (she's been meeting up with other people constantly)#''when do you move to [REDACTED]? i've been meaning to go there so maybe it would be a shout''#(girl u haven't been able to schedule a time to travel five minutes to see me in the past TWO YEARS!!!#as IF you're going five hours on the fucking train all the way to [REDACTED]!!!!!)#that's what i WANT to say to her #but my mind is going NO be nice #and the next step down from that is saying something like ''oh i'd love to meet up but you'd probably be busy......#.....wouldn't want to take up any time in your packed schedule''#but then my brain again goes NO that's bad passive agressive is BAD #but i do want her to know how she has made me feel #an added layer of complexity is that she has had bad mental health issues and can be quite fragile #which i understand (i understand) but i don't think that should mean nobody ever gets to criticise you #🧃

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#it's so weird trying to describe yourself when u really aren't something u used to be #like until i was probably 21 or so id say i was shy. very very shy. but now im like was that even true? was i ever shy bc im not now #maybe i was just quiet and anxious. maybe thats just what being shy is. but im still both of those things but im not shy #im sorta like a hermit. i dont really go around ppl if i can avoid it but i dont hate being around ppl. its just that im less anxious when #im alone. but if u put me around ppl i like to talk to them so im not shy. ill say whatever. i dont really give a fuck #but if u throw me in a group i go back to being a non entity. i guess thats just being an introvert with an asocial streak #thats a thing i noticed while i was at the grad weekend i attended in march. the group would gather and do things while i kinda just #wandered away from them to poke at trees and sit in the snow. i dunno i just feel better away from ppl. my brain gets a lot louder if ive #been too social. which is a shame bc its interesting to watch ppl and understand how thry work #my friend came over to day goodbye before i leave next week. which was nice. i wish we would have hung out more in person but so it goes #and i think in my head im a lot more contained thst i actually am. like if u set me a task that becomes my focus but im also sorta all over #the place. partly bc i think my brain works on like a lag. and also my mood is a little elevated rn so im sorta like *jazz hands* and #talking too fast and too much and oversharing. yesterday i was instrucing an undergrad and felt so bad bc my brain was all over the place.#could not b made linear. im tired now tho bc theres nothing more draining than being emotionally honest and talking for like 2hrs. woof. it #so hot. like fucking so hot bc the monsoons have started and humidity is up so my swamp cooler is fucked and its gotta b at least 80 degree #inside my apartment. holy christ. and the temp has been over 100 degrees for like at least 2 weeks. its so hot its kinda alarming. and im #glad my friend was also freaked out by how hot its been bc oh god its hot. and i cant focus. ive done fuck all today. but i did get rid of #couch which is so so so great. ugh. someone make the sun stop making it so hot #unrelated #its been over 100 degrees outside for like 2 weeks. not on my apartment #and when i say i wish i spent more time with my friend irl. i mean it in a distant sort of way. like thats how im supposed to feel. like i #dont kno if thats actually what i feel or i kno im supposed to b social but idk if i actually mean it

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revenantghost · 1 year

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Oh no... When you post a fic and it does well enough that you make it a multichapter but that first part was a fluke ahhhhhhhhhh

#I never get more than two comments or so on my weird-ass fics #So I was SHOCKED to get more #And I have trouble with motivation because by the end of a multi-chapter #No one's reading #BUT I THOUGHT I MIGHT BE GOOD #BUT OH NO IT'S AS BAD AND BORING AS I THOUGHT IT WAS #I see a couple comments in my inbox but I think those are good friends #And I feel bad like they're OBLIGATED to read #I'm afraid to look and read them tbh #And I know you only get less interaction as a fic goes on #Oh no I dared have a bit of confidence in myself and it BACKFIRED #WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF #I have the next chapter already written but... oh boy motivation will be fun #I feel bad I turned it into a bland multichapter instead of leaving it as-is RIP #Well at least it has the most kudos out of everything I've written when it was a one-shot?#That's cool #OKAY I NEEDED TO RAMBLE onto the acceptance stage of grief now ignore me #(I have a lot of bad experience from sharing my work and it's especially hard when I care about it that's all)#Yadda yadda

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steelycunt · 2 years

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aus where r/s have a kid are a little strange to me sorry. because well s okay i sort of get it but r? what about that man makes you think he would a) want a child b) be a good father to one. be real

#when i say aus i also mean the child she made him father in the canon material. which never shouldve happened #teddy lupin means nothing to me. those are just words. there is no residual fondness left over from my affection for his father #sorry but even if they got married. i dont think theyre having kids. that seems like such a strange next move for them i cannot imagine the #wanting that #r endangered every child in hogwarts incuding his dead best friends son so as not to damage his reputation with the big boss. and now you #have to understand i dont see that as any sort of crime because i dont give a shit about any of those kids if it was up to me #he wouldve eaten harry when he got the chance. but the principle of it does not scream to me 'man who should have a child :-('#as much as i HATE to acknowledge the existence of hjp. he was kid enough for s i think and i grant you he was a good parental figure to him #but like. for him and his loser boyfriend to go out of their way to have a child. feels unlikely ill level with you. but this might all jus #be my disinterest in kidfic showing. i think im right though #like its one thing to take h in as the orphan son of ur dead friend in canon. but like in aus...hm.#its the same as i feel about them proposing to each other. said it b4 but i cannot imagine either of them planning some big heavily #orchestrated candles and roses down on one knee proposal. that is not them its just not. if they DO get married its because they are #brushing their teeth together and one of them goes we should get married and the other one goes what? and the first one says we should #get married again and the other one goes take your toothbrush out of your mouth i cant understand what youre saying like that. and the #first one takes their toothbrush out and repeats i SAID we should get MARRIED and the other one goes oh okay. if you'd like #anyway. this post got away from me no one is reading these tags are they jeez #r/s

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running-in-the-dark · 9 months

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today was exhausting - my friend was here for about 7 hours and I just. oh man I love her and all but it's just a lot sometimes. it's probably for the best that we only meet up like 2-4 times a year now (gives me enough time to forget how draining it is so I look forward to it, and recover afterwards)

I don't talk to anyone but my husband most days, and he doesn't really talk. so that's maybe 15 minutes total of talking. and today it was literally. 7 hours. no breaks except when we were eating (but no even then someone was always talking).

first of all ouch, it hurts (my voice is very hoarse now). and also. it's so so so draining. like. we really have nothing in common at this point. but she's my oldest friend and I do love her so it's tolerable... but just barely. these days there's way too much diet/food/weight loss talk, and also she seems to be getting into alternative medicine which I cannot fucking stand (it's one topic where I can't pretend or be nice about it either). lots and lots of very preachy vegan stuff too (I don't have any problems with it, I admire people who can do it, but fuck dude you know I eat meat and that I've said many times that I *can't* go vegan (I would starve. there's not enough foods that would be left. seriously.) and it feels pretty shitty to keep going on about it every damn time. I'm not sitting there trying to convince her that she should really be an atheist or something, because I know what her thoughts are about that and I respect it.

when she hangs out with her other friends a lot it's mostly just talking about all the issues that come from that (they fucking suck). I don't know, it kind of feels like I'm her therapist. when I talk about something I'm interested in she doesn't ask many questions and it kind of sucks. like, dude I don't care about your plants either, but I'm interested because you care, so. maybe try that too. would be nice!

#like I know alllll about her other friends and their shitty behaviour #and just. it's exhausting #it's also exhausting telling her over and over again that she is too nice. yes being nice is good and all but she lets people walk all over #her and afterwards she goes 'oh well I guess it was probably just because [they had a bad day/other thing that happened/I said the wrong #thing]'. I do that too! but it's just EVERYTHING. always. even when someone is CLEARLY being shitty to her. like her shitty friends. she #will still excuse their behaviour #it just makes me sad man.#buuut #like come on maybe let me talk about my stupid tv show for 5 minutes and try to seem a little interested? I know it's irrelevant I know no #one cares but damn you really can't pretend?? I've mentioned it before a couple times on the phone and she's always just vaguely like 'ah #that sounds interesting' WHEN I HAVEN'T EVEN SAID ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT IT'S ABOUT. but she doesn't ask what it's about so. I just stop #talking about it and we change topics.#like. yeah I know it's a bit weird that I'm in my 30s and that is one of the most important things in my life rn but. that's how I am. it's #always been that way. and my other friends care (or at least pretend to because they care about *me*)#so it feels pretty shitty!#like if I can look at 15 pictures of how big her fucking plants and herbs are getting. idk maybe ask one question about my show.#or like. even things like our new apartment and stuff. she listened and everything. but it's just. there's no interest there really. just #live 'oh that's nice :)' and we move on to the next topic again #idk man it makes me a bit sad (and I know it's ironic because I say she needs to acknowledge that people don't treat her well but. I mean I #do know this isn't great. and I limit my communication with her to a level that doesn't feel too exhausting. so. idk I feel like it's #different or whatever. buut really I just don't have many friends and I get lonely and it's better to listen to someone talk about #themselves all the time than not talking at all)#okay I'm gonna shut up now #and anyway I'm just exhausted and it's all very fresh rn and I'm incredibly tired so I'm very grumpy. usually it's really not that bad.#I just needed to vent I guess #okay bye and goodnight and I will stop talking now I swear #personal

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designernishiki · 2 years

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“ugh why couldn’t nishiki see that reina was Right There and would’ve made such a good girlfriend–” he’s gay, susan

#easy explanation. next #don’t say a word about yumi. that whole thing smells like comp het to me and you can’t tell me otherwise #not in MY house #my personal self indulgent hc is that reina is a close friend to him because he goes to Serena alot and gets drunk and when he’s drunk he’s.#like. basically a white girl drunk when left to his own devices and ends up crying and spilling all his secrets and emotions and etc and #reina has inevitably learned a LOT about him through that not even really by choice #most relevantly; that he’s got a Lot of repressed gay angst going on in his fucked up little brain #has never mentioned legitimate or deep feelings for any girls before and it doesn’t even seem to cross his mind to do so unless it’s called #out. mostly just ends up lamenting about the complicated feelings he developed over god knows how long for his best friend #that he’ll probably never act on because he’s probably straight and probably sees him in a more familial light and blah blah blah #whether or not reina has feelings for him is up in the air but either way she figures out real quick that oh man. this guy. needs someone #to vent to and make sure he doesn’t drink himself to death or do something stupid when he’s in one of his Lament Spirals #and well. may as well be her #yeah. anyway. I got sorta sidetracked here point is I think that boy’s trying to do comp het but Failing #that’s my take #nishiki #rambling

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devilishdelights · 1 year

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they rlly do need 2 come up with something like twitter for artists bc like. nothing else works. tumblr doesn’t and instagram just sucks ass

#i’ve been plugging inkblot 2 all my friends bc it looks very promising!!!#but yk there’s like. it’s different w what twitter was #i guesssss instagram is the next best thing but i hate it so much it’s such a dog ass app #n the twitter copy site is using ai to fuck over artists isn’t it????#smth like that #n u gotta get a whole ass invite #tumblr is my favorite social media bc it’s just comfortable 2 me. but it’s not twitter level stuff for recognition/job search etc #like i can’t rlly build up shit here. also bc it’s tumblr and i say shit i don’t want connected to somewhat professional shit LOL #oh and!! tumblr is fandom focused. so fanart goes well but ocs and your own personal stuff doesn’t

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bocadelicate · 2 years

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the internal debate of whether or not i should go to homecoming continues, stay tuned at 8!

#i. am sick rn #hoco’s like next next week or smth tho #idk im too tired for this shit #i dont have a real friend group to go with either so shvddhdjs #my close friend who goes to another school offered to go w me but uh #she doesnt know how to do the forme process #forms *#&& neither do i 🥲#its alr i didnt really enjoy hoco last year #id rather sleep in or watch business proposal on loop #but also :/#i feel like it could be fun #idk i am just so indecisive / tired / confused / conflicted #oh and also i dont have anything to wear jsgdjhsks #whatever i’ll be fine #in the tags <3 #shri talks

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