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bcdwhcre · 4 years ago

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Could you Maybe write a headcanon about Levi and erwin taking in the reader after her parents died where she is living with all the scouts/cadet corps and just Like them being her two fake overprotective dads? (You Can add a Lil erenxreader if u want)

If you dont wanna write this thats totally fine, ily <3

“Father Figure,” Erwin x Levi Headcanon

I actually really like this ideaaaa, I can imagine Levi and Erwin being over protective dads.

Summary: headcanon of Erwin and Levi as overprotective dads after they take baby you in after your parents die.

Warnings: noneee, just fluffy dads

Levi:

When Levi found you in the streets, skinny, on the brink of death and crying after witnessing your parents die from starvation, it had gave him horrible flashbacks from when he was in that same position.

He didn’t hesitate to take you in and raise you as his own, you even got comfortable enough to call him dad but they were times when you would switch between dad and Levi which he didn’t mind.

Once you became of age, you had tried to convince Levi to let you join the scouts but he continuously said no which made you bicker with him.

You definitely got your stubbornness from him 100%. The small arguments between you two were entertaining like two children fighting over the last slice of pizza until he would get irritated and made you clean.

When the new set of cadets came in, it wasn’t long that you became close friends with Eren, Armin and the rest of them since you were around their age but Levi had always tried his best to keep you separated from the cadets, it only made your dream to become a scout increase.

“When are you going to let me join the scouts, dad?” You brought the topic up once again, he was sure this was the millionth time this month you had brought it up but he was obviously being dramatic

“I’m not letting you join, Y/N. That will always be my final answer.” The annoyance in his tone was obvious and he had stared over at you, making you let out a groan.

“Why are you so afraid of me joining? I learned from the best and you’re keeping me trapped in here like a dog!” You certainly pushed his buttons even to the point where he would ask himself why he picked you up and took you in but of course he never regretted that decision, he loved you like his own.

“I’m not letting you go out there and risk your life under my watch, Y/N.”

“As if you don’t leave me here to risk your life and leave me wondering if I’ll become an orphan again.”

Levi grew quiet, he knew you were right but he never really went deep into thought about it and he couldn’t help but feel guilty once he saw it from your point of view.

“I doubt I’ll be dying anytime soon, too good at my job.” He said with a snarky attitude, his eyes moving back down to the papers in front of him.

“Doesn’t matter, you shouldn’t be hypocrite. I want to join the scouts.”

“No.”

“Yes.”

“I said no.” Levi shot you a hard glare, making you close your mouth and breathe in through your nose.

“I don’t want to talk about it anymore, get out of here and go do your chores.” He simply said, using his hand to gesture you off and that had made you upset, mumbling words he couldn’t make out while you stepped towards the office door.

“Hey,” He spoke up again, making you turn around and you had gotten scared that he heard your mumbles and was probably going to add more chores to your list.

“I love you, alright? I’ll think about it.” Levi had a huge soft spot for you, his heart weighed heavily to even think about his own child joining the scouts. He wanted you to be somewhat normal and live a normal life.

“Really? You’re serious?”

“I might be but I can’t promise that I would agree to it, Y/N.” He said in a grumpy tone, a groan leaving his lips when you ran over to hug onto him.

“Thank you, dad.”

You certainly kept Levi on his toes and always gave him headaches to the point where he would miss the times you were young, adorable, didnt argue back, cuddling into him as you slept instead being a pain in the ass teenager but he wouldn’t have it any other way.

Erwin:

Erwin had somehow ended up at the scene. After wall Maria had fallen, they went through to try and find any survivors and that’s when his laid upon you. You were in your crib, quiet and completely unharmed.

Both of your parents were nowhere in sight and he had feared that they’ve been eaten by the Titans. He didn’t want to take you in, he had tried to fight the urge to have his emotions connected to his job but once he lifted you up in his arms, your big eyes instantly melted his heart.

After that, you grew up under his roof and under his supervision. It had taken him years for him to be comfortable enough to tell you that he wasn’t your real father and that your real parents had died, you were around 16 when he first sat you down and told you.

But that didn’t change the love you had for your father, you were very close with him and he made sure to be the best he could be, better than his dad at least.

Since you had lived with Erwin, you were always around the scouts and the cadets, you even had a small crush on Jean and once your father found out, he definitely started playing the overbearing dad to the point where he would watch you closely and even told the scouts to not entertain you.

That really didn’t stop you nor Jean from being friends and even flirting here and there but Jean would get scared every time Erwin would give you that deadly look.

After that, he tried to keep you away from the cadets/scouts and gave you more chores and stuff to do like go into town to shop, to do things where it would be far from the cadets and he would even force you to eat in his office with him instead with the others, it had gotten on your nerves but you were smart enough to not talk back and defy him in anyway, Erwin can definitely be harsh with punishments and treat you like a cadet.

But Erwin also was too soft when it came to you, he wouldn’t do anything to hurt you or make you hate him because you grew up to be a well grounded person, you grew up around the sweetest and smartest guy from the scouts and you learned hell of a lot from him.

“I seen you with Jean today.” Erwin spoke as he ate his food and you tried to avoid the topic, acting as if you were just asking him questions.

“I was just asking him where the cleaning supplies were, he had them last.” You cleared your throat, the little lie he can easily see right through.

“You don’t have to lie to me, I raised you better than that, Y/N.” He raised his eyebrow, giving you another chance to tell the truth.

“Sorry, dad.” You mumbled, picking at the food on your plate to keep yourself distracted from not making eye contact with him.

“Look, I hate to be the bad guy here. I didn’t want you to be so involved with the scouts like this but I guess it was unavoidable when we live here. I just don’t want you to involve emotions when it’s not promised that he’ll make it back alive every mission.” Erwin had to be nice, only for your sake but deep down he wish he could lock you away from all the cadets.

“You’re acting as if I’m about to marry him.” You snort out a laugh, looking up at him and he chuckled.

“Certainly not, that would be over my dead body before I allow that to happen.” He admitted, making you furrow your eyebrows.

“You’re so dramatic. I’m not dating Jean.” You rolled your eyes, he was always dramatic you thought. He always watched over you like a hawk and you never really understood why when you were perfectly safe living inside the base.

But deep down Erwin always feared that he would end up losing you. Even though he always told himself, no emotions or personal feelings when it came to joining the scouts and becoming commander but now his life revolved around you, making sure you were safe, healthy and happy above all but what he also feared the most is that he won’t make it home one day to you and that’s why he’s always so loving and over protective.

That’s why he constantly wants to spend time with his only child, he didn’t want you to feel how he felt when his father disappeared. So when it came to you hanging out Jean a little too much, the father instinct kicked in and he tried to get between, afraid of losing you to not only Titans but to another man.

I hopeeeeee this turned out good for you🥺🤧 feel free to send in more requests.

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artreider · 3 years ago

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Station 19 rewatch: 4x14

Going to try to do another rewatch before my family wakes up. We have a lot to do today and there is a dark cloud over the house after loaing our cat this week. Here's hoping i can get through one of my favorite episodes before they get up.

Surrera is so cute here and the whole food thing, like girl where is our payoff on this baby that was so clearly teased. Or is there another medical condition that could be blamed on her excessive eating.

Im so glad maya and andy are friends again. I loge their friendship.

I'm glad andy acknowledges that getting married doesnt fix things; but i worry that if maya and carina hit a rough patch, andy will remind maya of this conversation or use her own issues with sullivan and their marriage as an i told you so.

Danielle is beautiful but does anyone else think she lost weight, random question but just looking at her in her uniform there she seems smaller and it worries me. Didnt really notice last time i watched this episode but am i alone in this.

Oh carina baby you so dont want to go. I just want to hug you.

Jack is so cute, he deserves a family so much but i really do fear he'll be killed off.

Im surprised ben reached out to Sullivan instead of dean.

I love this outfit on maya. Carina your girl is flirting with you and thinking of happier times, engage with her.

I love that maya opens up with carina about her dad and the protests and the happenings in the world with him. It shows so much growth and im here for it. Also anyone else annoyed that one carina answered gabriella's phone call when maya is opening up to her and two that she didnt turn it off for their last few hours together.

The look of like disappointment/devestation on maya's face when carina answers the call and walks away from her is too much hurt.

So sad that bailey isnt there and that ben is alone for even a second of this.

I'm glad andy and sullivan came to be there with ben. Like i get why they wanted andy but im sad after ben and Dean's episode dean wasnt there.

Oh jack, i dont even know what to say besides oh jack lol.

The drama with trash girl is too much lmao. I know its important for jack/inara but its just too much.

Carina packing up her knives being a trigger for maya like she's leaving forever is heartbreaking.

Carina snapping at maya hurts, dont be mean to baby. Also the kitchen sign is totally carina's doing and though she hadnt confided in maya yet that she is her home its a dead giveaway.

I really need screen grabs of the changing words on the sign.

The kids talk, the coming out talk and the marriage talk are all things that should not be done while packing or doing anything else.

Wait it totally sounded like she said "it felt pregnant" lmao or i just have babies on the brain.

Now carina being flirty and maya not reciprocating.

Maya you shouldve pushed the marriage talk now if it was what you really wanted. Instead of letting carina drop the i never wanted to get married bomb and walk away.

Andy and ben together, this friendship is beautiful. I feel like it took several seasons for ben to really get in good the team. Im trying to think of other moments besides the prt support and such when he really connected with folks before this season and none come to mind. He has been an outlier from my memory, tell me im wrong with examples please.

Lmao "you slept with my wife which means we are in a pod", things a pandemic makes funny.

Thats just wrong, giving gibson shit still. Dont hit the puppy with the newspaper when he's doing nothing wrong.

Once again with gabriella, seriously carina turn off your phone and be present with maya and maya alone.

Maya's jealousy is everything. This argument ugh, so good and just the tip of the iceberg.

I hope that maya does take the month break and the months after to really get to know the us immigration system and what it will take for carina to become an american citizen as well as learn more italian. I dont need her fluent but id love to see her use some italian with carina. She lost her brother who she spoke to in her native tongue itd be nice for her to gain that in her wife.

I love how carina stops herself as she raises her voice at maya, like she realizes it may be triggering to maya. I really do think the show and actresses put in a lot in this episode to show how well they know each other and have grown. I feel like they talk more even if we dont see it and maya is working on her issues with carina's love and support. I also do love how this argument ends though ;)

Once again maya opening up and finally carina is there and not sidetracked. And its nice carina opens up as well.

Ben's dream with the different versions of himself and his mom is funny and heartbreaking.

Joey in the dream lmao.

The nice thing about ben is if he gets hurt on the job and cant be a firefighter anymore he has other professions to fall back on.

Oh jack. I just want you to get your happy ending.

I still think its so weird to be talking about jack after they had sex but im glad they are in a place that is so comfortable and can laugh about him.

Once again another bomb dropped, kids. This is something that needs to be discussed properly.

Oh maya dont drop the marriage bomb like that. And i guess i dont underatand the outrage of the "just because", like why would carina think it was anything but that when it was dropped on her like that and after she said she didnt want to get married. This fight is so much about misunderstandings and hurtful comments.

I get how maya's fear gets the best of her here especially after carina said they just moved in together because they didnt want to be apart (asif that is a bad thing) and it was bureaucracy.

And i can understand why maya's fear hurts carina but they both needed to take a minute to breathe and try to talk it out.

I do like when carina tells maya to breathe, again like she knows her triggers and feels maya is on the verge of a panic attack.

If carina felt she married maya when she moved in i really dont see the harm in making it official. Would her having been moved out in italy for 6 months or more have felt like a divorce. I really need to know more about her logic here.

I agree why not just do it.

You've both said enough carina. I hate that she just walks away, so un carina like.

How did jack end up at the hospital? Was he called or what?

Andy is such a good friend this episode, checking on everyone.

Gabriella is so right noone wants to be proposed to the way maya kind of did. Like i cant help but wonder how carina would've taken a true proposal.

Im so glad gabriella spoke some truth to carina and turned her around on the marriage idea.

If we let the wrong decisionss rule how we live our lives things in the world would be so different. Less babies possibly and fewer marriages among other things.

Once again andy being a good friend this episode.

If carina hadnt shown up im curious what maya's next move wouldve been after talking to andy.

Love the proposal and love how its carina who announces they are getting married.

#station 19 #maya bishop #carina deluca #maya x carina #marina #maya and carina #maya and carina station 19 #carina x maya #danielle savre #robert sullivan #andy herrera #ben warren #miranda bailey #surrera #jack gibson

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papers4me · 3 years ago

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Fruits Basket,Se03, Ep 9 (part 1)

“ppl & feelings can’t be bound down”~

What an ep for my girl tohru! She completed her growth thanks to kyo’s rejection. really, It was so hard, cruel, understandable but above all so necessary for her to reach a logical realistic conclusion that “I can love/want things from the bottom of my heart, but at the end I can’t force or bound them to me, I won’t regret loving/wanting them, but I’ll move forward regardless, no more standing still”.

-The fear of being alone:

Aren’t we all? We’re scared to face the word after breaking bonds, changing, not getting what we want, having to start over. Such feelings run deeper into us all. Both tohru & akito were scared to face the word without the old comfortable bond that they got used to:

Tohru realized today, that she cant keep talking to a cold photo, can’t live according to her mom’s expectations, to fulfill her mom’s wishes, can’t narrate her daily life to her mom & fill her life with other ppl’s own issues to distract her self from facing her own loneliness & from looking deeper into what should she do with her life. As she fell in love with kyo, tohru started talking to him! forgetting to inform her mom abt her life’s details, thinking abt what will she do “after graduation?”. As kyo asked in se02, ep2. Graduating highschool is ur mom’s wish, What would u wanna do after?” Tohru didnt have a response of “an after”cuz her mom wasnt there to tell her! Tohru has to choose “the after” herself!!!! “The after” was being with kyo & starting life together! figuring what to do next together! She no longer alone! she found her most precious person!

Except: he cant be with her. Again tohru is scared. What to do now! she wanted a bond but is forced to leave it. Loving kyo was stage 1 to be free from her grief. Moving forward without kyo is stage 2 to learn not to repeat the painful journey again! She didnt let go of her mom & kyo easily. It was hard, scary but she must do it. You must respect their wishes & move on. As scared as she is, there will be sadness & happiness ahead.

Akito realized she cant keep an empty box, cant keep fulfilling her dad’s wishes to “be loved & special” cant bound the zodiacs to her for good. They may love her or not, it doesn't matter, if they wish to leave for whatever reason, she cant force them to stay.

Except now that the zodiacs are leaving, what does she have to live for? who will be with her? she isnt good with strangers? she never met anyone who wasnt forced to obey her & be grateful for her. Strangers cant be forced to love her! what will she do now? stretch you hand for a greeting. Tohru told her, make a friend, they might refuse you, but hey might accept u too, I’ll make it easy, Hi, I;m tohru, whats ur name?

The power of true love: ( reality vs fiction)

In fairy tales, the princess fix the prince. the prince save the princess. The prince kiss the princess, she wakes up & they be happy ever after. Except real life has no prince & princess, You cant always be saved, you cant always save others, pure intense true love cant always be the answer!

Yuki was first when tohru needed physical saving. he saved her twice! Yuki’s nickname in school ”the prince”. Yuki is always cool, thoughtful & kind. Yuki always knew what to say & do! he deserves tohru’s romantic love more than kyo, right? But “ppl & feelings can’t be bound down”~ . Yuki didn't feel this way towards tohru, granted no one (excepts kakeru) knows the reason why he loves her fondly (she’s his mom figure). The official” prince isnt the one for her. Real life isn’t a fairy tale. Yuki has someone who sees he isn’t cool, perfect or a prince “ granted no one knows abt machi, yet! ) XD

In tohru monologue: she didnt think abt saving, that's not why she loves kyo. She stated normal, silly, mundane things! a shy smile, awkward kindness & the likes. Stuff ppl love abt each other in real life. You dont say, I love my husband cuz he saved me from a burning building in the 7th floor! lol. But fiction is so full of this. Princes saving princesses.

Tohru didnt fix kyo, too! as much as her love helped him greatly to find hope, the best writing choice is that tohru’s love also brought despair to kyo! To him, she’s the symbol of hope, peace & comfort! she’s also, the symbol of despair, torment & unease! EPIC! The kyo who’s stuck in the past cant be with her, the kyo who will move beyond trauma, abuse & broken soul will be with her. The duality is all on kyo’s shoulder: what will he choose? Can he choose in his state now?

In fairy tales the princess wakes up after the kiss. In real life, we don't. Tohru didn’t. Regardless if she fainted during or after the kiss. The kiss fixed nothing. Kyo’s despair in seeing near-dead tohru in a not-so-subtle mimic to his nightmare, has manifested itself into the sweetest kiss upon seeing her conscious & talking. Kyo isnt good with words, his actions are his words. When he’s scared, sad, in trauma: running away. when he’s fond of her, grateful for her existence: head knock, head pats, hand holding & a kiss. Still the kiss fixed nothing. Kyo is still traumatized more than ever now. Tohru still feels rejected “even if I’m not with you, plz live”.

Talking fixes everything. It didn’t here, kyo & tohru talked & showed their most vulnerable side to the other, but still didn’t meet half ways, regardless of all the love. That’s cuz they keep missing each other’s best timing. Kyo is stuck in the past while tohru has moved forward. even if in her mind she’s the one who stood & he moved. this shows they aren’t on the same wave yet. Before meeting each other again, kyo must learn from his mistake like tohru did. He must face his ultimate demon: his dad. The one who created the current broken kyo.

Rebelling against parents: ( sign of growth & freedom of choice):

Rebelling against parents is a sign of a desire to choose one’s path, decide one’s own future. Away to express an oppressed desire.

Yuki rebelled against his mom in se02. he told her I’m not going to the college you chose. I’ll chose my path. I’m not staying away from Ayame. My bro is good in my book. I chose who I want to be with. He told her what he needed, turned his back & moved forward.

Tohru rebelled against her mom today. told her I’m not wasting myself doing only what you I think you’ll approve off. You might bot forhet kyo, thats ur choice, But I DO. I love him even if you might not approve of him, Even if he rejected me, my feelings wont change, but I’ll move forward from the grief & pain. mother. She told her what he needed, turned his back & moved forward.

Kyo WILL rebelled against his disgusting dad. He MUST. It is his turn now. He’ll tell him I’m not wasting myself being locked in a cage. I have a future! I’m not a monster. I am LOVED! I might not 100% sure why I’m loved, but the truth cant be hidden. I have ppl who love me! cheer for me! I want to live! enough of death! mom & kyoko died, tohru nearly did, but I’m not gonna die! I’m not killing ME! I’‘ll do what MOM didnt do! I’ll do what YOU couldn't do! I’ll live! He’ll tell him what he needed, turned his back & moved forward. I cant wait! I’m in tears just thinking abt it! Kyo was punished enough! time for happiness!

Side Notes:

While I’m impressed with tohru’s growth, as they did her justice in this ep, this doesn’t erase that the buildup for tohru’s own journey & trauma was mediocre. There is a reason ppl commented ” omg tohru, you can love your mom AND kyo!. ” Grief is illogical, long process & it sucks that we weren’t allowed to experience tohru’s grief & her mom’s role in tohru’s abandonment issues. Huge lost opportunity that a good conclusion ep cant erase! but like tohru, I’m moving on ~

The path of growth for kyo will start by rejecting the demon: his dad. No. other. option. Hold abusers accountable for their crimes. Stop their madness. Tell them off.

We know kyo is baka! that’s his trade mark, the endearing baka! a lot of characters in the show think so! I love it, but I’m craving baka-yuki! XD! really, yuki is cool, level-headed & smart, but let him be baka too! this only shows up in tiny microscopic doses, but they’re my fave doses of yuki! it humanizes the “perfect prince”, the “gifted high status rat”! Thus him not seeing kyo running the other side, is my fave look on him! XD.

I appreciate that kyo & yuki put their differences aside when they’re with tohru. You cant tell yuki is hella pissed off with kyo, but he restrained himself. His gaze while full of anger is also full of sympathy as he heard/saw kyo’s panic upon the thought of loosing tohru. He understand they both only mean the best for each other, but also tried they both keep missing each other & not meeting half way! Also, yuki being the only one in the hospital is realistic & endearing. No need for them all to be there & yuki lives with her & is so close to her.

kyo not being the hospital is fantastic! thank you writer-San! why would kyo go to the hospital after thinking his nightmare came true? kyoko /his mom warned him, you’ll hurt another person.. he did.. he didn't cause her fall... but caused her sadness & hurt.

Momiji’s reprimanding gaze is my fave look on him! Also, the best response to what akito did. Akito isnt used to such judgemental gaze. Kureno grabbed her cheeks, gently told her you shouldn't do that, the old maid told her you are right, Dr. Hatori erased her mistakes from ppl heads & bodies, shigure being either cold or kissing her ass, coxing her to yet torment another zodiac in his grand scheme to break the curse as happened in the beach arc.

You bet hana & arisa will be there next ep! Arisa will meet kureno & akito for sure. To path the way for their romance as seen in the ED.

Shigure’s “remorse” is a whole can of worms. Playing with ppl’s hearts & feelings to gain someone’s affection is no laughing matter. Each time blood is shed, he contributed somehow. he didnt force anyone to hurt the other, but he played with matches & never got hurt.

Shigure must be glad akito stabbed kureno. Not cuz he’s sadistic or bad person. He isn’t, but cuz akito stabbing kureno is akito cutting her bond with him. Go shigure, your girl removed her lover with blood. Kureno is punished for sleeping with ur girl by blood! so, when is ur punishment for sleeping with ur lover’s mom? none? ok.

The animation is good. They didnt villinize akito by drawing extra manic features like se02. Kyo’s broken & tormented face once again epicly drawn. However, akito’s slaps on tohru’s face were comedic, unnecessary & such bad taste! Stop using violence for extra drama, furuba!

Also, tohru, I love you, I understand you are broken but charging at a person, who has a history of violence & physical abuse & holding a knife, is stupid. No other description. I’m glad she didnt accidentally kill you in her initial rage.

Everything akito’s redemption, kureno & shigure are part 2 in my review.

#Fruits Basket #Anime Only #sick paper #final season #part 1

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tsukishimashoyo · 4 years ago

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Miya Osamu: Goodbyes

Osamu is really caring to you. Always there by your side in happiness and sadness. Always take care of you first before himself.

Your family is one of the powerful family around the world. Osamu's family is the most powerful family around the world. Your family and his are enemies because of the power they want.

" Osamu are you sure they won't caught us having a secret relationship? Our family's enemies for a long time" you said wearing a hoodie to hide your identity from the people that you may pass.

" Trust me y/n, they won't caught us, now let's enjoy our day, okay?" he smiles at your to assure that it's okay and to not be afraid.

The both of you did have fun. The night that you spent is full of laughter and sweetness.

Until.....

You came home with Osamu but Osamu hids himself and a trajedy befell on you when you came home. You heard a loud sound right at your house. A house full of fire that makes your eyes in tears. Your about to run inside your house when someone stops you.

" MOM! DAD!" you tried calling them by their phone but no one answered.

* Firetruck came *

" Y/n it's dangerous please let the firemen do their work" Osamu said holding you.

" NO!! MY PARENTS! MY PARENTS OSAMU!! I NEED TO CHECK IF THEY ARE INSIDE!! IF-IF-IF THEY ARE SAFE!!, I NEED TO, PLEASE OSAMU LET ME GO, please, I need to see them" your knees gave up while Osamu is hugging you, comforting you, assuring that he's by your side not leaving you.

* A firemen came out the house carrying two bodies covered in white cloth *

You run to them and touch them with your trembling hands.

" Mom Dad I'm home, please open your eyes, this is not a good joke, plesae wake up, please please, mom dad let me be with you, this is unfair, mom dad don't leave please, let me be with you, please" you cried and cried until blacked out.

* A day passed *

You woke up at a hospital bed, alone. You know that Osamu and you can't be together at the hospital because of your families, but now your now all alone.

Osamu is secretly taking care of you, you can live on your own because of your parents. Little did you and Osamu know, someone knew about your secret relationship and that's the reason why your parents are in peace now.

* a month passed *

" Y/n I can't take it anymore let's break up" Osamu said to you looking at you-no emotion.

" What? Please Osamu dont do this to me, please your the only person I have now, tell me the truth Osamu, is it your father? Or is it something else?" you said holding both of his hands-trembling.

" It's not about father, you know that I can oppose my father just to be with you, please let's just break up, I'm just getting tired of this set-up" he said and about to turn his back on you when you hugged him.

" Don't lie to me Osamu, tell me the truth, please you can rely on me like how I rely on you, please Osamu" you said still hugging him.

" I-I have a stage 3 cancer, the doctor said that I should stay at the hospital to monitor me" he said. You let him go and goes in front in him.

" What? Did your parents know? And remember this, I won't leave you, I'll stay with you until you get better" you said firmly.

" I didn't tell them, I run away from home, I'm sick of those power they abused" he said and hugs you back.

" Thank you y/n, I'm really thankful that your with me, I'm scared being alone, thank you, thank you very much" he said. You felt that your shoulder is wet because of Osamu's tears.

" 6 months have passed and your still at the hospital with Osamu"

" Osamu you still look good without a hair, you're really the most handsome person I've ever met" you said cheering him up.

Osamu lost so many weights, he looks paler. Your always making him an onigiri and also let him help you to unwind himself.

* sound of a aggressive open the door *

" Samu why didn't you tell me about getting sick! I'm your brother how can you do this to me, I thought no secrets to each other" Atsumu came.

Atsumu knew about your secret relationship with his twin brother and he's with you, he support your relationship with his brother.

" Y/n I think you need to go home first and have some rest, let me take care Samu this time" Atsumu said looking at you concerned.

" Uhmm okay, I'll be back at noon, thank you Atsumu" you said hesitantly.

" Y/n no need to be rush, I'll take care of your beloved *winks*" he said and laughs a little.

" I love you Osamu, I promise to come back at noon" you said and kissed his forehead.

" I love you too y/n" he said trying hard to smile and talk.

* You really came back at noon and a peacefully sleeping Osamu is what you seen, Atsumu is sleeping on the couch*

You didn't wake Atsumu and wipe Osamu's body with a wet towel. Suddenly....

* A sound of rapid heartbeat from monitor *

Atsumu wakes up and calls immediately a doctor. The doctor nanad the nurses came rushing and trying to revive Osamu.

" Atsumu, Is Osamu leaving us?" you said trying to calm down and believe to the doctor.

" No, he loves you very much, he don't want to leave you, he'll fight" he said-calming you.

* A sound of a flatline from the monitor is what you heard and that when your world stops *

A doctor walk towards you and give a letter that is addressed to you, the penmanship is Osamu's.

'Hey y/n,

If your reading this I maybe dead now, I'm gonna be with your parents, we'll surely be by your side, I'm sorry for what my parents did to your parents, I made sure that they will be gonna rot in the jail, I love you y/n. This may be our goodbye but this is the beginning being the independent you, don't give up, you gotta get up and try, don't be afraid, let my brother help you if you needed, goodbye y/n, and also I made a last onigiri just for you, I love you always, hope you live to the fullest'

From your beloved boyfriend,

Miys Osamu

---END---

#haikyuu #haikyuu x reader #haikyū!!#haikyu x reader #miya osamu #haikyuu osamu #osamu x reader #haikyuu angst #haikyuu imagines

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rev-1832 · 4 years ago

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please for the love of all fuck explain mcyt to me

Omg I've been waiting for this

So mcyt means minecraft youtube, but usually also includes Twitch streamers. It's like a in general thing, and not pointing to anything specific

But since you sound so confused, I'm gonna explain to you the Dream SMP lore 'cause why not

TL;DR: Chaos and war, basically also like a hamilton, heathers, and les mis crossover (but i mean if you want to understand everything you should read.)

If theres spelling mistakes, sorry

Note: Everyone on the smp has three canon lives, and when you loose all three you're canonically dead (except philza minecraft. he has one canon life bc hes known as the hardcore guy bc he had a minecraft hardcore series for 6 years until he was killed by a spider while trying to fight a baby zombie lmaoooooo)

IMPORTANT: THIS IS ALL RP. IRL THEY’RE ALL FRIENDS. THERES A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE PLAYER AND THE CHARACTER. THE RELATIONSHIPS AREN’T ACTUALLY TOGETHER IRL. ITS ALL THEIR CHARACTERS THAT THEY MADE UP. (obviously the best friends stuff are irl)

In the beginning there were 8: The Dream Team (Dream, Georgenotfound [the guy in my pfp btw :)] , Sapnap), Badboyhalo, Awesamdude, Ponk, Callahan, and Alyssa. Around this time, nothing much happened since it was all brand new, uhh yeah (this was around may-july of this year)

Then around late july new members joined: Tommyinnit, Tubbo, Wilbur Soot, Eret, Skeppy, Fundy, Punz, Purpled, and Schlatt. This part is very important to the lore, because the lore kinda started off with the british (so tommy, tubbo, wilbur, eret) Schlatt was banned, cause Sapnap was the one who invited him and Dream didn't know who he was. He'll come up later.

So Wilbur and Tommy decided to create a new nation called "L'Manberg". Also around this time (i think) Nihachu and Jack Manifold joined. They also were part of L'Manberg. There was this huge revolution between Dream Smp and L'Manberg. Very historical period on this smp. In the end, (i think it was?) L'Manberg who won (if memory serves).

After that, L'Manberg had started growing bigger, with a lot more buildings added and stuff, notably Church Prime, which where they created a religion for Twitch Prime, which is how you can sub to your favorite twitch streamer for free if you link your amazon prime account. I'm pretty sure around this time, Quackity, Karl Jacobs (if you watch Mr. Beast; yes, that karl jacobs), HBomb, Technoblade, and Antfrost joined. And then the railway war started. It happened when Tommy accidentally ran over Dream with a Minecart and then took his stuff. This is how the disc war started (once again, if memory serves). The two discs Tommy owns are his prized possesions, and Dream took them. Also around this time the Pet War started, with Sapnap killing someones(i forgot oops) pet. And then more pet killing. Annnnd then even more.

Then there was the L'Manberg eletion. There was POG2020, who was Wilbur and Tommy, SWAG2020, Quackity and George, Coconut2020, Fundy and Nihachu, and Schlatt2020 which was Schlatt. Oh yeah and he got unbanned btw

SWAG2020 and Schlatt2020 decided to combine their votes, thus Shclatt became president and Quackity his vp. Oh and ever since the election Quackity has this grudge against George bc he slept through the election. Schlatt renamed L'Manberg to Manberg, and exiled Tommy and Wilbur from it.

Schlatt is a evil dictator who likes power. He and Quackity started fighting, and so Quackity became part of Tommy and Wilbur's side. Around this time was The Battle of the Lake and The Burning Eiffel Tower, both part of the pet war. (It seems like a innocent war but its actually brutal lmao) Also (irl) Mr. Beast had a $10,000 Taco Bell gift card hunt. Eret won. It was at the cords 6969,420, because haha funny number haha weed number. This has nothing to do with the lore but yeah. Eret also became King of the SMP

Then there was the Manberg festival. It was to celebrate democracy, but Tubbo puts it as "i decorated my own execution" bc he helped decorate it, but he was murdered there. At the festival was the Manberg Massicare, where Technoblade was forced to shoot tubbo, but he released a firework rocket kiling Tubbo, Schlatt, Quackity, and a few others. Many people lost one of their canon lives. Wilbur went all J.D like and planted 11 stacks of TNT underneath Manberg, and wanted to blow it up.

Pogtopia was formed, which is a ravine which i think is underneath? manberg? Which included basically everybody who wasn't neutral or with schlatt. On November 16 was the Manberg VS Pogtopia war, but the Badlands were also there. The Badlands is a nation of four people: Bbh, Skeppy, Awesamdude, and Antfrost. They faught with the loosing side, so the chaos could continue. Eret disobeyed Dream and got stripped of his royalty, and gave it to George. Oh and during this time, George had no idea there was a war and was building a cottagecore mushroom house with callahan and was very confused with all the death messages in the chat. Schlatt died canonically of a heart attack or stroke (no one knows tbh). Tommy became president, passed it to wilbur bc he still has unfinished buissness with dream (the discs), and wilbur passed it to Tubbo, who made Tommy his vp. Technoblade then argued about how government is bad, and they're just repeating history. Philza Minecraft joined the server, but no one could find him, until Wilbur blew up L'Manberg (they rechanged the name also). Wilbur then made Philza kill him, so Wilbur also became canonically dead. Then Techno, still mad at L'Manberg and governments, summoned two withers and made it attack the others. The Geogre decided to check out what was happening and helped fight. After the chaos, Captain Puffy and ConnorEatsPants joined the smp. About one to two weeks later Vikkstar and LazarBeam joined, then about three months after that Ranboo joined.

They rebuilt L'Manberg on stilts, and there water where the explosion was, but now with coral and stuff to make it all pretty. Tommy and Ranboo decided to go steal from Georges mushroom house, but then also griefed it and burnt it, and Dream, being a George simp, built obsidian walls around L'Manberg. They took Tommy to court, and was put on probation. Then Tommy got exiled (again) but this time by his own best friend. This made Quackity vp and Fundy secutary of state. Dream also took Georges king thing and gave it back to Eret because Eret has a good relationship with everybody, whereas George being King just caused chaos cause hes close to Dream. Quackity and Karl made Mexican L'Manberg, and George and Sapnap joined in also. War against Dream SMP, it was a negotiation and it got renamed into El Rapids (reference to Chilling in Cedar Rapids, which Hilary Clinton once said, and Quackity referenced it, got it trending #1 one twitter (well i mean dsmp gets things trending like everyday but), and got DONALD TRUMP TO SUBTWEET HIM. (This happened irl)

In his exile, Ghostbur (wilbur as ghost) and Tommy made Logstedshire, and Dream was often there to watch him. Dream then blew it up, and now Tommy is living with Techno in his arctic place. Currently, Quackity made a thing called The Butcher Army, so they could execute Techno. Tubbo, Quackity, Fundy, and I also think Ranboo? are trying to get another festival, and yes its a secret execution plan, but for them to kill Dream, who they realized is who they need to kill first. The disc war is still not over. Tommy has one of his discs, but Skeppy is in possesion of the other one.

Unluckily for Tommy (reguarding the discs), something happened in the Badlands. Bbh was digging out his underground statue room (he plans to make a statue of everyone of the server) and found this crimson egg. He, Antfrost, and Captain Puffy kinda got possesed. Also since Skeppy didn't really hang out on the server at night, but bbh does (OF FUCK I FORGOT TO MENTION HE AND BBH ARE BEST FRIENDS) Captain Puffy created Discount Skeppy, which is her in a Skeppy skin. Skeppy found out, had a little conflict with her during her stream, but it was resolved, and at one point in the stream, he asked bbh to choose between him and the egg, and when bbh didn't answer, he went to the egg, put himself inside it, and logged off. Couple days later, bbh and puffy got him out, hes now possed by the crimson, called Technoblade his "best friend" infront of bbh, and is now living in a grass hut. Bad is convinced theres still some skeppt left, but yeah. Skeppy also wanted to burn the disc.

End of lore for now, bc its like if you miss ONE STREAM YOU MISS LIKE A REALLY IMPORTANT EVENT AND ITS STRESSFUL

Not much part of lore but Nihachu and Captain Puffy once went on a date. They’re both bi irl and Puffy was on Nihachu’s Love or Host (twitch dating show. its really entertaining) Captain Puffy was a contestant, and chose love. (LoH is also how Nihachu and Wilbur met.)

Funfact: Theres 5 irl lgbtq+ ppl on the server (people who came out, anyways cause you never know, ya know?) Antfrost is gay, Eret, Nihachu, Captain Puffy are all bi, and Karl Jacobs is ace spec

Family stuff: Philza Minecraft (he'll come up later) had two twins with a Samsung Smart Refrigerator in the 70's. The two twins being Wilbur and Technoblade (he'll come up later also) and also had another son, Tommy. They also adopted Tubbo, who they found in a box on the side of the road. When he grew up, Wilbur met Sally the Salmon, and they had a fox together (dont ask just go with it), which was Fundy. (The character) Fundy is trans, and yeah . Bbh is a dad to sapnap and yeah

Oh and a new member is coming on today on Quackity’s stream (twitch.tv/quackityhq at 5pm CST if you want to watch)

I left out some parts, sorry, but theres always the wiki...

Wilbur Soot is also a musician! He wrote I’m In Love With an Egirl, The Internet Ruined Me, and Your New Boyfriend. (did you know the last one beat taylor swift for #1 trending on youtube? idk why but im really proud of him for that) They’re all catJam’s. Go listen!

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brelione · 4 years ago

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Field Trip With A Rich Bitch lll

Part One Part Two

Warnings:Swearing,Ward Cameron,very boring/dumb.

“We both hate Ward and he doesn't want me around pogues.What if we fake date?I can get you into my house and into his office and we can mess him up,ruin him from the inside out.”He spoke in a voice right above a whisper.You blinked,your eyes hurting. “You want to fake date?”You asked.He nodded. “Think about it,you can come around and we’ll pretend like you've never heard of him and you don't know what he did.We can eventually get him to confess and get a recording of it and then get him put in prison.”He ran his fingers through your hair,not really thinking about it.You gulped,eyes still locked on him. “He’ll know who I am when he hears my name.”You sighed.He smirked. “Right,but we dont let him know that you know.It’ll all work out.”He mumbled,rubbing the material of your shirt between his fingers. “That’s a terrible idea.”You laughed.He frowned. “I think it's a great idea.”He mumbled,a bit offended.

“Well,you’ve never been the smartest.”You smiled,twirling a chain between your pointer finger and thumb. “But I don't have a better idea.You’re the easiest way in the house,I guess.You really think we can get him to confess?”You asked.A smile tugged at his lips. “I've heard you’re the queen of manipulation,why don't you prove it?”He challenged you.You let go of him,looking to the gravestones.Four of your dead families members six feet under the ground,probably listening to this conversation.You hoped they were listening to your conversation at least,it didn't matter if they approved what you were doing or not.It just made you feel better to think that maybe they were all vibing in the afterlife.You lifted your knees up to prevent yourself from sinking all the way into the mud.He had given you his phone so you could create a new contact,typing your phone number in.He followed you back to the garage.

He was a lot more calm on the way back,knowing where all the branches and large roots were on the path.He had swatted away a butterfly which caused you to turn and laugh at him. “Dude,chill,it's just a butterfly.”You giggled.He frowned. “Okay well you didn't have it flying at your face.”He argued.You grinned,biting your lip slightly. “Fuckin pussy.”You mumbled,turning your feet so you could slide down the dirt hill.He had a more difficult time,nearly falling on his ass as he held on to tree branches to help himself out.He jumped,grabbing onto your arm when he saw a small snake. “DOnt act like you’ve never seen a garden snake before.”You grinned,watching the small reptilian creature as it twirled its body around a twig.He shook his head. “You’ve never seen a garden snake?Damn,rich bitch,you really are a pussy.”You laughed,dragging him along.You used a key to unlock the garage door,pulling the door back up and ducking under the door.You went to your table,grabbing a piece of gum and folding it into your mouth.He stood by his bike,watching you while you fixed the hole in the seat. “It's done.Pay up,rich bitch.”You sighed quietly,rubbing the leather seat with your thumb.

He pulled out his thick brown wallet,handing over two hundred dollar bills.You took them,looking into his blue eyes. “Twenty dollars too much.”You told him.He put his wallet back in his pocket,shrugging his shoulders. “My dad murdered your parents,you deserve a little extra.”He smiled.You nodded,folding the money and placing the bills into your pocket. “I’ll text you later.”HE mumbled.You nodded. “Sounds like a plan.”You replied. “You know you should wear a helmet,right?”You asked.He rolled his eyes. “I know,I know.”He replied,grabbing the handle bars and walking out from the garage.He swung his leg over the seat,gripping the handle bars before driving off,leaving a cloud of dirt in his path.You chewed your gum,watching as he left.You restarted your work on another car that was covered in dents,scratches and missing half of a window.

Rafe zoomed out of The Cut,not wanting any witnesses that could possibly tell his dad that he was driving around the area.He pulled up to his house,seeing Sarah swatting away seagulls with a giant leaf.He parked his bike,leaning it on his kickstand and swinging his leg off and standing up straight.He let out a few shaky breaths,preparing himself to deal with his father’s interrogation.He placed a hand on the door handle,inhaling again to calm his nerves before opening the door and stepping into the cool,air conditioned mansion. “Where were you?”Ward asked,holding a cup of water and taking a sip from it. “I was with a friend.”He replied.Ward’s eyes narrowed. “What friend?”Ward asked,knuckles turning white as he squeezed the glass in his hand. “New friend.”Rafe squeaked out,avoiding his father's gaze. “Come here.”Ward demanded.Rafe gulped,looking up at him. “Rafe.Come.Here.”Ward repeated,reaching a hand into his pocket and taking out a small flashlight.

Rafe slowly stepped forward,avoiding Ward’s gaze.He set his glass down on the table,flicking his flashlight on.He raised his hand,gripping Rafe’s jaw to keep his attention,lifting the flashlight up to Rafe’s face and pointing it directly over his eye.Rafe blinked,trying to pull his head away.Ward squeezed his jaw,keeping the light on his pupils. “What’s this guy's name?”Ward asked,letting go of his son's jaw.Rafe cleared his throat. “She.”He mumbled.Ward furrowed his eyebrows. “Where does she live?”Ward asked.Rafe shrugged. “Far away.”He replied.Ward shook his head. “What’s her name?”Ward asked. “(Y/N).”Rafe replied,backing away a few steps from his father.He didn't miss the way that Ward’s face paled,his eyes getting a bit wide as his nose wrinkled. “How do I know you were really with her?”Ward asked.Rafe sighed. “You want me to call her or something?”Rafe asked,exasperated. “Call her,do it.”Ward demanded.

Rafe bit his tongue,taking out his phone.Ward watched him like a hawk as he scrambled through his contacts,eventually finding your name.He pressed it,choosing audio call.He lifted his phone to his ear,waiting for you to answer. “Put it on speaker phone.”Ward told him.Rafe glared down at the older man,pulling the phone away and changing it to speaker so he could hear the ringing loudly. “Dude-it literally has not even been an hour since ive seen you.What the fuck do you want?”Your voice spoke,the screeching of metal on metal in the background.Rafe smiled. “(Y/N) you're on speaker phone,my dad is also in the room.”He held back a laugh as he listened to the absolute silence on your end. “So did you want something?”You asked.Ward cleared his throat. “Can you confirm that you were with Rafe all of this afternoon?”He asked.You let out a loud sigh. “Yeah.”You replied,the annoyance clear in your voice even over the phone. “What were you guys doing?”Ward asked,staring at Rafe.

“He visited me at work and brought me food.What were you doing while he was gone?”You asked.Ward frowned as a smirk spread across Rafe’s face. “I was waiting for him to get home.How long have you and Rafe been friends?”Ward continued his questions.You sighed. “A while,I dont know.Rafe,I gotta go, I'm still at work.I’ll talk to you later.”You spoke quickly.Rafe took you off speaker phone,pressing the phone back to his ear. “Alright,Love you.”He grinned before hanging up.He watched his father’s expressions,the way his face sunk when he realized he had been defeated.It was a far too wonderful sight.Rafe couldn't imagine the expression that would go across the man's face when he was busted for a double homicide. “She’s your girlfriend?”Ward asked.Rafe nodded,twisting the ring on his finger and waiting for this conversation to be over. “Yeah.”Rafe replied,his voice low and angry.Ward nodded. “You should invite her to have dinner with us tomorrow night.”He suggested.Rafe rolled his eyes,jogging up the stairs. “You’ve got a girlfriend?”Wheezie asked,coming out of her room.Rafe sighed,walking past her and into his room,locking the door behind him and flopping down onto his bed.

It was seven.You knew cause you had set a timer.You grabbed your backpack that you kept on a hook,changing your clothes behind a truck.You now wore a bikini with denim shorts that were tight against your thighs.You stuffed your overalls into your bag along with your yellow shirt.You put you container of sugar in with the gum that you had left,half a bag of doritos and the other lemons you had into your backpack,forcing it to zip shut.Your phone dinged in your pocket.You huffed,betting in your mind that it was Rafe Cameron.You were correct,a text from a random phone number coming across your screen.My Dad wanted me to ask you to come over for dinner tomorrow night.You wanna come?You stared down at the text,considering leaving him on delivered.You were not exactly sure you were ready to face the homicidal liar that was Ward Cameron.But then again it was free expensive food in a huge mansion.It wasn't like Ward could kill you in front of his wife and children.Sure.You replied,watching as the three dots blinked as he typed a response.I’ll pick you up tomorrow.Text me your address.You read the message before turning your phone off.You locked up the garage,stretching your arms.

You spent your evening swaying back and forth in John.B’s hammock while you played a tune from a ukelele that John.B had laying around his house. “How was work today?”JJ had asked you,laying down next to you in the hammock.You sighed dramatically. “Shitty.”You replied,dragging your fingernail along the cords.He nodded,running his fingers through your hair.JJ was one of your closest friends,one that Rafe had beaten before.He was one of three boys that weren't terrified of you,that didn't bow down to you like you were their queen.You were the Pogue Princess.Of course Kiara was a Pogue Princess but you...you were the Pogue Princess.The other two boys were Pope and John.B.They knew your friendly,bubbly side that joked about death and baked lemon muffins.They also knew your bitchy side,the one everyone else knew.JJ always loved how easily you could switch between the two and how you could steal things so easily.It was kind of just your job in life. “Oof.”JJ had replied. “Are you hanging out with us tomorrow?”Kiara asked.You sighed. “Unfortunately I have plans after work so I cannot.”You replied.JJ’s eyebrows furrowed. “Plans without us?Who are you?”He asked.

You yawned. “I’ve got other friends,you know.”You grinned,letting the ukulele rest against the bark of the tree. “I should probably head home soon and shower.I’ll see you guys this weekend though.”You smiled,getting out of the hammock and grabbing your backpack.They booed you and you flipped them off as you walked around John.B’s house and down the road.Your house was only a ten minute walk so you didnt really care or ask anyone to walk you home.When you got to your house you tossed your backpack on the floor,hearing the doritos crunch.Your phone rang.You looked down at it.Rafe was trying to facetime you.You accepted the call. “What?”You asked.He laughed. “Wow...I cant just call you to call you?”He asked.You sighed,waiting for him to get to the point. “You never texted me your address.”He explained himself.You set your phone down on the counter top. “Correct.I’ll just walk to your house.”You yawned,pouring yourself a cup of water and mixing cinnamon into it.He frowned.

“But like...you live over a mile away.That’s just dumb.”He grumbled.You rolled your eyes,chugging the spicy liquid. “What do I even wear?We gotta make this bullshit believable.”You pulled your hair up into a bun.He smiled,only half of his face visible across your phone screen. “It doesnt really matter what you wear.You’ll look cute no matter what.”His face turned red as he waited for your response. “Whatever you say,pussy.”You replied,glancing at your phone screen. “I’ll text you my address in the morning,ive got work until three.”you told him,sitting on your counter with your phone now in your hand.He nodded. “We have dinner at like five so that works.”He grinned. “Cool.Im gonna go cause ive got shit to do.See you tomorrow,rich bitch.”You hung up before he could respond.You took a cold shower,pulling on an old t shirt and clean underwear.You looked through your dresser,finding a dark green shirt and light pants.That would work.Now all you had to do was fake date Rafe Cameron without letting your friends know while simultaneously destroying Ward Cameron psychologically until he admitted to murder.That sounded simple enough.

@gabbismith

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backtobackbakubabe · 5 years ago

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I’m Gonna Make This Place You Home (Part 10)

Bakugo X Reader

Runaway reader finds a home with Bakugo. But will trouble follow.

Thanks to everyone who read this far. I think this is going to be the last chapter of this fic. Please enjoy :)

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You were gone. He still couldn’t believe it. He could hear the monitor beep, he could see the rise and fall of your chest... but you were gone. He would never hear you laugh again.. or feel your arms wrap around him at night. You were gone.... unless....

This plan had to work. It wasn't much of a plan as far as plans go. He just had to trust Ora to follow through on her part. She needs to go back in time about twenty years and take him with her. Two things she has never done before. Great.

But according to her, going back and stopping Puppeteer from killing their dad was the answer to everything. He just got a weird feeling that she was hiding something from him. Like she wasn’t giving him all the facts. If he was about to risk his life he was going to need a little more than a hope and a prayer.

“So how does it work?”

Ora needing no elaboration, nodded and took a seat next to him. “Well it’s nothing like ‘Back to the Future’... There’s only one of me. Meaning I can’t travel to a time that I don’t exist and I will always be the age I was or will be at that time. So if I travel sixty years into the future I’d be an old woman and if I travel twenty years into the past I’ll be....”

Bakugo groaned, “You’ll be a child...Damnit. Now I need to add babysitting to this stupid ass plan of yours?”

Ora rolled her eyes, “Oh pease I was almost ten...It’s not like you’ll have to change my diaper or anything.”

Bakugo raked his fingers through his hair in frustration. “No, just all the fighting... Shit will I be a kid? I’m younger than you are!”

Ora gave him an annoyed look, “I told you I’ve never done this before. So how the fuck would I know... In the dream I had you were an adult though if that helps.”

It didnt help but there was no point in stressing about that now. He sat up and stared at the ceiling, “She won't remember me will she?”

Ora gave him a sad look, “Unfortunately no... Her meeting you, the life you lived together. Will be erased. The only people who will remember will be you an I. There’s a possibility she’ll be a completely different person than the one you knew.”

He felt tears well up but he had cried enough today. He was done crying. It was time to do something about it. “Alright. One more time from the top. What’s the plan?”

Ora sighed in relief once she knew he was officially on board. “So I’ll take us back to the day my dad was killed. I know for a fact Puppeteer was the one who did it. He wasn't very big in the organized crime world yet. He was still pretty young and didn't have many people working for him. He... he did something kind of fucked up and its honestly scared me from using my quirk for a while...”

She took a deep breath before she continued. “Puppeteer used my dads own quirk to make him time travel so far into the future, to a time he was already dead. Leaving no body, or evidence. Just poof. Gone. Now I dont go into the future. For any reason. That shits scary.”

Bakugo nodded thoughtfully, “Okay so if you dont go into the future, how do you plan to get back here after we stop Puppeteer?”

Ora sagged a bit in her chair, “I’ll just have to suck it up I guess.”

Bakugo stood up rather abruptly and walked over to where you were laying in your bed. “So let me get this straight. You want me to go back in time twenty years. Something you dont know how to do. To a time when you weren’t even ten yet. Kill Puppeteer. Hope that you can find a way to return us back to the current time... and all for Y/N to have no clue who I am?”

“Yes but at least she’ll be alive... and safe.”

“Why not just go back a week and stop her from being kidnapped?”

Ora put her hand on his tense shoulder, “Bakugo... she had a very hard, tragic life, full of abuse, pain, and abandonment. You have the option of giving her, her life back, giving her a chance to really live.”

Damn it... he said he was done crying. He looked at your still face covered in bruises and scrapes. He didn’t want this life for you. He wanted you to be happy no matter what the cost. “I’m ready.. let’s do this.”

He held his hand out to Ora who gripped it tightly, “I’m going to count to three and on three hold you breath and close your eyes.”

He nodded

“1...” He has to do this.

“2...” He promised to keep you safe and this is how he's going to keep that promise.

“3!” Everything went black.

He tried not to panic. There’s no way this was how it ended. He knew he wasn’t dead because he was still aware of himself. He could feel a light breeze as if he was being dragged through the air in a very cold, dark room. Then POP! He was standing outside a house in the middle of the day. He looked down and he was holding the hand of a very short, kind of adorable version of Ora. He suddenly felt very creepy and let go of her hand. “Almost ten my ass! There’s no way your older than seven!”

“It worked! And you're here too! Oh thank god you're an adult...” She sounded way to relieved about that, which made him think she actually wasn’t sure at all that it was going to work before.

He opened his mouth to protest but he was interrupted by the slamming of the front door. “ORA!” He whipped his head around and saw a woman who looked like you only she was stick thin without a curve in sight, and her hair was cropped short in a pixie cut. This had to be your mom. She was holding a small child to her chest and when the child turned to look at you there was no doubt that those were your eyes.

The woman’s head snapped from Ora to Bakugo. “Who the hell are you? Why are you talking to my daughter.” She looked like she was on edge. Of course she was, any minute Puppeteer would be showing up to collect her kid, and she didn’t need any witnesses.

Bakugo wanted to punch her right in the face. Blow her ass up into a million pieces. But he couldn’t... for one she was your mom, and secondly he couldnt do any of that while she was holding you. So instead he squared his shoulders and looked her in the eye, “A friend of your husbands. Is he home?”

She narrowed her eyes at him, “I’m afraid not. He’s attending to some business and I don’t know when he’ll be back.”

Bakugo smirked at her, “That’s fine. I’ll wait.”

She held her hand out summoning Ora, “I don’t think I’m comfortable with that. Seeing as I don’t know you.”

Ora giggled like a silly child, which made sense considering she was, “Oh Mamma. You’re so funny. We know him. He comes to play with me and daddy and sometimes Y/n!”

Ora shot daggers at her daughter. “I’ve never seen this man before in my life!” She stepped closer and grabbed Ora by the arm and yanked her closer. She stared into her eyes for a bit before she gasped, “You fucking wicked child! What have you done now?!” She looked back up to Bakugo, “And for the last time, Who the FUCK are you?”

“Honey language! The girls are seriously right here!”

A man with kind eyes and a warm looking smile walked through the front gate. Ora had tears in her eyes and she threw herself into his arms. “Daddy!”

The man picked her up and cupped her face, “Ora sweetie why are you crying?”

She sniffled before she smiled, “I just missed you.”

The man laughed lightly and mussed up her hair, “You saw me a breakfast yesterday morning you silly goose.” He leaned forward and kissed your mom on the lips and then he kissed you on the top of the head.

Your mother turned pale as she looked up and down the street in a panic, “Honey.. W-What are you doing home? You weren't supposed to be back until tomorrow...”

He reached for you and took you in his other arm so he was holding both of his daughters at the same time, “Oh I just missed my girls too much. I needed to come home.”

He turned to Bakugo with a confused but polite look on his face, “I’m sorry son... have we met?”

Your mothers eyes bulged, “He said he was a friend of yours?!” Her eyes shifted to Ora, “Ora! Who is this man?”

Ora stubbornly crossed her arms over her chest, “My friend!”

The man looked perplexed, “Ora is this a now friend or is this a future friend? Honey we’ve talked about this before. It’s not okay to play with time...”

He was interrupted by the slamming of the front gate. Bakugo’s head whipped around and came face to face with Puppeteer. “Sir. I can’t tell you who I am or why I’m here but please just listen to me when I tell you this man” He pointed to Puppeteer, “Is here to destroy your whole life. Don’t let him touch you and definitely don’t listen to anything your wife tries to tell you. She’s working for him! He wants your daughters! He wants their quirks!” Bakugo’s hands started to pop. He could do it now. He could kill him right now.

Your mother yanked Ora from your fathers grasp, “You stupid, ungrateful child! You brat! What did you do! I saw it your eyes! Your eyes are way too old, they have seen way too much!” She was shaking Ora now and looking frantically at Puppeteer, “I’m sorry sir! Her power was stronger than I knew. Here I can give you both of them! Y/N! She’s starting to show bits of her quirk and it seems it closer to my quirk. Take them. Please! Just dont kill me sir! Please!”

Your dad took a step back gripping you tighter. His eyes wide and pained, “You are selling our children... Who are you and what have you done with my wife?”

Puppeteer smirked, “Little minx isn't she? She’s always been quite the siren. I was hoping to do this quietly and with no fatalities, but I have your chidden now. So I guess there really isn't a need for you anymore. He reached to his jacket pocket and pulled out a gun. “Who do I kill first? The man protecting his children? The Woman who couldn’t do the one simple task I asked of her? Or should I kill the man who somehow knows all of my secrets? Hmmmm” He turned the gun to face Bakugo, “I think I’ll start with you!”

The whole thing seemed almost silly to Bakugo. A gun? Really? It seemed hard to believe it was the same man who had armies of people’s quirk at his disposal. Bakugo dealt with thugs with guns every day.

Puppeteer pulled the trigger and Bakugo immediately reacted by blasting himself into the air to avoid getting hit. Midair he sent a blast in Puppeteers direction. It blew up right in his face but the only thing it achieved was making him drop the gun. Puppeteer growled, “Stupid boy! You think I came here without backup! As we speak I have someone cloaking me in a forcefield!”

Bakugo sent another blast his way, “Good for you. But he can’t keep that up forever...” He sent another blast. “I on the other hand have been training my whole life. I can do this ALL DAY!” He sent another blast.

He would keep doing this over and over again until the force field gave out and Puppeteer was a smoldering pile of ash.

Puppeteer was sinking to his knees under the force of Bakugo's explosions. Bakugo didn't plan on letting up any time soon, but then he heard this voice. It was almost like it was in his head. It was whispering to him. He shook his head and tried to concentrate but it was growing louder.

“Stop. You dont want to hurt him. He is our friend. You want to help him.”

Bakugo screamed as he tried to drown out the voice. It had to be coming from your mother. He looked over and your father looked like he was also fighting some internal battle against her sirens song. He was on his knees with his eyes screwed shut as his hands tried to cover his ears.

Ora was doing her best to try and pick you up and was trying to run from your mother. “Bakugo! It’s her! DONT LISTEN TO HER!”

Bakugo had sweat pouring down his face, “AAHHHHH!” He took one hand and pointed it at your mother and blasted an explosion at her feet. It sent her flying and when she landed she looked to be unconscious. The voice stopped soon after and he turned his full attention back to Puppeteer. Except he wasnt there anymore.

He heard a scream and he turned just in time to see Puppeteer scoop you up. Ora was yelling for your dad to wake up. He was slowly coming to but it wasnt going to be fast enough. Bakugo ran towards you. He just needed to get you away from him. He didnt come this far just for you to be kidnapped anyways.

“Give her back asshole or I promise you a slow painful death, rather than the quick one I had planned.”

Puppeteer laughed, “How stupid do you think I am? As long as I hold her you won't hit me.” His shield guy must be wiped out. He’s resorted to the human variety, hiding behind a child. Hiding behind you.

Bakugo’s palms sparked and popped dangerously as his furry increased by the second. “You FUCKING COWARD! I WILL KILL YOU! FIGHT ME LIKE A MAN!”

Bakugo could see your dad staring to finally come to, and he could see Ora whispering and pointing at you. Your dad nodded and locked eyes with Bakugo for a moment and nodded. Then he disappeared.

Bakugo was confused for a second before he realized what was happening. He time traveled. He probably went back a few minutes to grab you. He just had to wait.....-”

“NOW!” Your dad was back and holding you in his arms. Puppeteer looked down at his now empty arms and yelled.

“Get behind me!” Your dad scooped up Ora and ran in Bakugo’s direction right as he sent a large explosion right at Puppeteer. He didnt stop though. He held it there, yelling, releasing all his grief, all his anger.

Finally a small hand tugged on his pants leg. It was you. With pigtails and missing teeth but it was you. “Daddy said you can stop now....” She was right there wasnt anything left of Puppeteer and police cars were starting to pull up.

Bakugo fell to his knees and slowly pulled you into a hug. He had tears in his eyes as he held you to him, “Y/n promise me that you will live your life to the fullest. Always be patient and kind, but never let anyone take advantage of you.” He pulled away and looked into your very confused eyes, “I hope to see you again some day...”

You wiped some snot from your runny nose, “You're weird...” then you turned and ran back into your dad’s waiting arms.

Bakugo had to hide from the police while they questioned your family. He didnt know how the laws of time worked but he could only assume it would be bad for him to be put in jail. The police knew enough about your dad’s quirk and what he did to look the other way. After all, your dad had been helping them prevent murders for years. They still interrogated them for a few hours, but at the end of the day your mother was arrested, Puppeteer was dead, and you were safe.

Ora walked into the basement where he had been hiding. “Y/n’s asleep now....” She looked like she was at a loss for words, “I don’t know what to say except thank you.”

Bakugo smirked, “Its not like I really had any other choice.”

Ora smiled, “Yeah I guess not....”

She took a seat next to him on the couch and they both took a minute to really grasp this new reality. Your dad was alive. You both were going to have normal lives.

Bakugo cleared his throat, “So what now? How do we get back?”

Ora blushed, “Well you see that’s the tricky part....”

Bakugo’s eyes widened, “ORA!”

“HEY! let me finish will yeah? Shit... I’m not going back. I never planned to. I finally have my dad back. I want to really relive that childhood I never had you know?”

Bakugo narrowed his eyes, “Ora... you're almost thirty years old... how in the hell are you going to pull off being seven?”

“I’m eight thank you very much and I dont know. I’d say I’ll be a child prodigy but honestly I never really went to school. Its probably for the best that I do now. Learn what all the fuss is about.”

He snorted, “So you're just going to what, go back to school, learn math equations and shit and pretend everything is fine?”

Ora nodded, “Yeah pretty much. Someone has to look our for Y/n anyways. And hey! I’m around your age. Who know’s maybe I’ll see you at UA. or maybe Y/n will... the world is so full of possibilities now.”

Bakugo nodded, “So you’re staying... what about me? How do I get back?”

Ora didn’t say anything for a little bit which made Bakugo very nervous, “So technically I can’t send you back. I’m too young and my powers are no where near ready to handle that.... BUT! before you start to yell at me my dad should be able to do it... I think...”

“You THINK?! Did you fucking trap me here?! This was not part of the plan!”

Ora shrugged, “You knew it was a shit plan from the beginning dude...”

He heard soft laughter coming from the stairs, “It’s going to take some getting used to. Hearing my child sound like a grown woman...” Your dad walked in and took a seat in the recliner across from Bakugo. “Ora has filled me in on.. well... everything. I can't even begin to express how thankful I am for you and what you have done for both of my daughters. I may not be able to send you all the way back to your present but I can try and get you as close as possible.”

Bakugo stood up and reached out his hand. “Sir, it is an honor to meet you. No need to thank me, I just did what any hero would do.”

You dad reached out and shook Bakugo’s hand with a smirk, “Sure any hero might have done the same... but you aren't just any other hero.. I believe you truly loved Y/n.”

Bakugo blushed, “Yes sir, I truly do... I’d do anything for her, even if she doesn't remember.”

Your dad nodded, “Well I have to warn you... after I send you back I plan on changing our last names and moving. I’ve meddled with time enough to know it’s best to let things happen as organically as possible. Dont look for her. If she's meant to find you again... she will. If not... well than you will always have my gratitude.” He scratched the back of his neck, “I feel I should be honest with you though, the chances that fate would bring you together in more than one timeline... well its not really likely.”

Bakugo felt his heart sink. Did he really have to leave this to fate? Did he have to trust the universe to bring you back to him. He nodded, “If that’s what is in her best interest. I will do my best...”

Your dad smiled, “That's all I ask.” He put his hand on Bakugo’s shoulder, “I hope to see you again some day. I’ll be rooting for you!”

Bakugo nodded, “Thank you. Oh and sir... if fate should bring Y/n and I back together... I’d like to ask right now if I have your permission to marry her?”

Your dad sighed, “Bakugo I can’t promise that she’ll find her way back to you, or that she won't fall in love with someone else. BUT. If you two crazy kids find a way... I’d be thrilled.”

Bakugo smiled for what felt like the first time in weeks. “Thank you sir.... I think I’m ready.”

Your dad nodded and pop. Everything went black again. He wasn’t nervous this this time though. He knew he’d pop back into reality soon.

What he wasnt expecting was for him to pop back in at the UA sports festival. Oh great... high school all over again.

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Ten years later.

Bakugo sat in the coffee shop. It wasn't exactly the same now as it was the first time. Seeing as Puppeteer never came to power his little brother never got his hands on it. Tasha however was here and she was thriving as the manager. She flirted with him a few times but instead of being a grump about it, he introduced her to Kirishima. They had been happily dating for quite some time now and he had to admit they're a cute couple.

Ever since coming back from his little trip to the past he’s tried his hardest to live his life the way you would have wanted him too. He tries to be a little more patient and kind. It doesn't always work, but at least he's trying.

He comes here almost every day. He orders the stupid drink you loved so much and reads a book. Today he was a little bit earlier than usual because he got off his overnight shift a little earlier. He dragged his tired feet across the threshold and up to the counter where an amused Tasha was waiting for him. “Long night?”

Bakugo rolled his eyes, “The longest. Can I get my usual?”

Tasha smiled, “Of course sir grumps a lot. Go take a seat. I’ll bring it out to you. On the house today, hero’s discount.”

He smirked before thanking her and sitting down on the nearest couch. It just so happened to be the one he had kissed you on in another life.

He sat there with his eyes closed and let the sun coming in from the window warm his tired soul. Sure physically he’s in his mid twenties but his brain and his soul were much older.

It wasnt long before he heard his order being called out at the pick up counter and he groaned. Hadn’t Tasha just told him she would bring it to him! “Ugh I’m coming!”

He stomped over to the counter and reached out for his coffee but his hand met someone else's. A sweet voice rang out, “Oh I’m sorry, but I think that might be mine.”

He froze. He knew that voice. He was scared to look up. He would be devastated if he got his hopes up and it wasnt you.

Slowly he raised his eyes to meet the most beautiful face he had ever seen. It took everything in him not to scream. “Oh it might be. I’ve never known anyone else who orders it.”

You giggled, “I call it a cinnamon bun latte. Its not really on the menu but Tasha is nice enough to make it for me. She recommended it to me one day and its all I’ve drank since.”

Bakugo smiled, beamed actually, “That’s probably my fault. I’ve been forcing her to make me this drink for years now.”

Tasha walked up and handed Bakugo his coffee, “Hey what gives? I told you I’d bring you your coffee?”

Bakugo nodded, “Oh yeah I was just talking to uh.” He caught himself at the last second. He had to remember he wasnt supposed to know who you were.

“Y/n. My names Y/n.” You reached your hand out to shake his.

“Nice to meet you Y/n, I’m Katsuki. If you want I kind of claimed a couch over there if you’d like to join me?”

You blushed and bit your lip, “Sure. sounds good.”

His heart was pounding in his chest. It was you. You were really here. He was talking to you!

You took a seat next to him a little closer than you probably should have. But he just smelled so good. And something about him seemed familiar.

Bakugo pointed to the book in your hand, “So what are you reading?”

Your eyes lit up with excitement. “Oh its this really lovely book. Its about these two soul mates who find each other in a coffee shop. She gives him her number but he accidentally throws it away. He goes back every day looking for her and finally fate brings them back together all because she has this really weird coffee order that he remembered. I know it sounds silly but I just love it. It’s probably the third time I’ve read it.”

Bakugo smiled and scooted a bit closer to you, “No. It sounds like an amazing story...”

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xsecretblastsx · 4 years ago

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1x11 - Roman Holiday

Happy Christmas Everybody! Or rather I’m trying to delude myself into thinking it’s winter because it’s awfully hot in here. Too bad the episode only lasts like 40 minutes. Anyway here’s the recap.

This one didn’t get as long as the last ones, but I’ll use the keep reading break anyway because it’s a bit more neat for everyone.

Thoughts I had while watching the episode:

The Constance choir, oh how I miss it.

I have a coat really simliar to the one’s Jenny’s wearing, mine’s probably cheaper though.

Global Warming Grinch! what a surprise Dan’s complaining about something yei!

Here comes Vanessa raining on Serena’s parade! Auch. I never really know with her, because she seems nice and sincere and everything, but doesn’t she realize how uncomfortable this is for Serena? She doesn’t acts like Dan’s best friend, she acts like the soul mate or something like that.

I had almost forgotten about Bart Bass, if only. It’s not like Bart knows the actual meaning of the words “I’m in love with you” but I do ser her point on this Lily, ugh. I can’t believe I typed that.

I really like Blair’s outif the perfect mix between school uniform and holiday spirit. Also, I love her, but what with the long face at hearing Chuck is at Monaco? She dump him, so she shouldn’t care.So.. no, Nothing that she needs to know.

It’s sweet the amount of traditions Blair had with her dad, no wonder she wants him to move back to New York

I’ll never understand this show’s obsession with Dan’s cabbage patch doll.

Blair bear! I had totally forgot about that aww.

That look Blair share’s with her mom, haha “you don’t say what a suprise indeed”

Auch, I was vaguely wondering though in which episode Dan’s mom leaves again, not that I particularly care but I guess is this one

I know shows tape earlier than the season they’re suposed to be, but the park looks so autumm-y for Christmas, is taking me out of the mood. But since I don’t live in New York what do I know.

Blair’s skating outfit thoug, an all time fave.

I had totally forgotten Eleanor had a love interest this episode.

I mean to be fair, that watch is the kind of gift Serena would have made any boyfriend she had because it’s the kind of stuff she’s used to, and I feel for her because she was so excited, I do get where Dan’s coming from, it’s probably the same thing I would said in that situation, but aww Serena.

Again, Vanessa seems nice but, not cool girl.

Blair’s face at Chuck’s text was hilarious, though she shouldn’t be as surprised, Chuck’s pervy on a good day, and she sort of burned him. Not a good combo.

Blair Waldorf in action, sorry Roman.

I’ll never understand why Blair would ask Chuck to don’t speak to anyone about them, like honey letting him know you want to keep that secret, is giving him levarage.

Not a fan of having a scene were Serena is like “i came with my tail between my legs, please Vanessa help me to find Dan a gift” and even worse Vanessa is like “I would gloat, but I like you” that’s sorta gloating anyway, ugh.

Victoria’s Secret themed Christmas party, only on gossip gir.

Rufus and Lily, acting like scaredy cats teenagers.

“Friends doesn’t steal other friends husband” you tell him Eleanor.

This loos “so promising” for Blair, so Nate said he would go to her mom’s Christmas party, except he didn’t and nowshe’s tracking him down because he didn’t bother telling her. Same old story.

Blair spelling it out to Vanessa, and for once I think she wasn’ wrong in what she said. Also I love it when Blair is looking out for her friends.

Honestly I would react exactly as Serena and Eric if my mom dropped on me the bomb that she’s dating Bart Bass. That’s scary.

For once I’m liking Eleanor, also she’s dead right, Blair learned scheming from her mother, unrealistic dreaming from her father. Quite the combo. That’s why I lover.

Gotta love Lilly helping Dan to get that tree inside.

I mean considering I’ve seen the whole show, sorry Howard, but your words sound a bit hollow.

Ok, Serena’s gift for Dan was nice.

Dorota’s themed aprons are such a nice little detail.

Ngl, it mades me sad seeing Bart doing more of an effor with Lilly’s kids and never really bothering with Chuck.

Imagine if Lilly had answered the phone.

That photo of Nate looking like they’re in the Caribbean when they’re supposedly in Monace would never not be hilarious

Normally this is the part where I rant and rant about the episode, but this time I just dont’ have that much to say. I know a lot of people love this episode a lot, but I’m just not one of them, I didn’t fight it particularly memorable on first watch, and now on rewatch even less so, this episode is heavily focused on Derena and the end of the Humphrey marriage, and I don’t really care about either of those things. The only thing I really find interesting about this episode was Harold’s visit,, but on this episode for some reason Blair’s storyline felt like a B plot, that’s probably just me, but l’m finding out that episodes with a lot of Derena feel like such a drag to me now. I almost wish I could care about them again, if only for this season.

So, Blair’s dad. I’ll get it out of the way soon, I’m not a fan. He may have been the loving parent while Blair grew up, but I don’t feel he really knows her, not the way Eleanor does, and I’m not even talking about her dark side, but as Eleanor pointed out, how could he thought she would be glad he had brought over the man he left for when it was supposed to be them enjoying the holiday.

We were told on the Thanksgiving episode that that was suposed to be his first visit after moving to France, and I mentioned there that it sounded like Blair hadn’t seen her father in a long time, which isn’t nice.I feel Harold never really grasped how much he hurt his daughter when he left for France, it was a lot to take for a 16 year old girl who was a total daddy’s girl. First, there’s the separation of her parents, then the fact that her dad is gay, those two were quite a lot, and then he’s like oh I’ll move to France. I’m sure part of the reason Harold stuck in out in his marriage was Blair, and he shouldn’t have to hide who he is and keep married to Eleanor, but I think he could have thought about it and delayed his moving to France. Like Eleanor said this episode Blair might like to act like an adult, but she was at this point still very much a girl in need of her dad.

And this episode he may have said there would always be a place on his life for Blair no mather what, but it was never the same, I mean last episode was Cotillion, and Blair didn’t have any of her parents there, it was probably Dorota the one that was exicted for her, taking pictures and everything. I guess we’re supposed to think she probably talked frequently with her dad over the phone, but I feel in many ways it was mostly a superficial relationship, like I never got the impression Harold went out of his way to see his daughter. But I could be wrong.

The other bit I would like to mention is that not long ago I got an ask about what do I think Blair cared about Chuck not being into town this episode, having watched the episode again now, and I said: i feel she believed it’s always wise to keep and eye of Chuck and be wary of his intentions, gods knows what he’ll plot just for fun, and now they share history, a secret one at that so she has reason to be cautious, considering the message he sends her at the end of the episode she wasn’t wrong. And while I still think it had a lot to do with that, I do feel having her ask him not to spill the beans, wasn’t the smartest choice, I guess she was banking on him not using it as leverage because they’re are friends and because he had let her know at one point he had felt something, it’s what I call wishfull thinking.

On a more subconcious level I think she simply wanted to know because well she’s into him. She likes him. She ends their fling out of anger and it’s part that anger that leds her back to Nate, (and it also trills her that after so long Nate wants her, he’s going after her, not Serena). Of course at this point she’s not about to admit even to herself whatever she feels for Chuck, not only because she’s back on track with her so planned life but because well… he’s Chuck Bass, but that doesn’t mean she’s not atracted to him still.

Random bits I would love to mention

The one shot I’m writing (and hopefully finishing one of these days) is actually set between last episode and this one. Not that it wasn’t hard to guess, but I’m glad I got Nate’s location right.

Funny but like a week ago Buzzfeed shared this bit about the watch Serena gave Dan, turns’s out it costs about $25,000.

“All the grace of Nancy Kerrigan but packing the punch of Tonya Harding” sometimes the Gossip Girl voice is just so on point.

I’ve always loved Chuck’s voice mail “leave a message and I might listen to it”

The kind of headband Blair’s wearing at that Christmas party were sold anywhere last winter here. Guess they came back.

Lily’s golden dress makes me think of Klimt’s paintings. I like that.

Seriously Gossip Girl’s voice overs this episoder are making me laugh so much “sugar, spicy and everythin nice” not so much.

The Palace hotel decoreted for Christmats time!! I love it so much.

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tfw-no-tennis · 4 years ago

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hxh RESUME

back at it again w/the hxh, heres my recap of the last few eps

ok so i totally forgot to recap that one ep at the end of the hunter exam arc lets see what i remember from like 3 wks ago lollll

i thiiiiink i left off in the middle of ep 21 lol. i really dont remember much tbh so im gonna skim the ep to refresh

exposition time! its so wild that if you lose ur hunter card That It like u cant get another or retake the exam hgabjdfuhasjf Ls

also the fact that you can sell it is rlly interesting

leorio & kurapika backing up gon as he confronts illumi again :’) good lil family

illumi u fool. gon is a shounen protag. he can do anything he sets his mind to

the fact that gon thanks illumi for telling him where killua is....hes literally THAT polite like...what a perfect boy

hisoka just fuckgin stepping out of the shadows....ok bitch

the fact that gon fucked up illumis arm that bad with one hand....boi is STRONK

AUGH AUGH AUGHHHH HISOKA IS SO CREEPY AUGHHH I HATE THIS BIIIITCH

ok but like is illumi implying that hisoka is a fr p*do bc uhhhhh thats so nasty oh lord. pls stay away from gon, and killua, and like everyone as a matter of fact

EWWWWWWWWWW I HATE HISOKA HES SO NASTY. PLS STOP MAKING P*RNO FACES IN RELATION TO 12 YR OLD BOYS.

no but rlly what IS hisoka gonna do now. im assuming he’ll show up p soon (tho probs not in the zoldyc arc like i thought bc its shorter than i thought)

ok the fact that they have the internet is hilariously wild to me for some reason....it just seems like this would be one of those fantasy shounen worlds with very little tech (a la one piece) but lol nope we can just google shit hvbhjdhjdfks

gon: it was fun when you beat me up for 3 hours and broke my arm! seeya dude!

i love gon he is so chill and doesnt seem to hold grudges except when it really matters (like hisoka and illumi)

hanzo has.....ninja business cards....thats amazing hvbhsdjkujfnd

dont worry pokkle, leorio was basically carried thru the hunter exam by various people and also won by default. he still deserves his license tho

an exotic game hunter sounds pretty cool! i wonder if we’ll see pokkle again. kinda doubt it? that sounds pretty firmly non-combat based, and therefore probably pretty far from any plot lol

so gons dad is a bigshot huh.....whatever hed be a bigger deal if he didnt abandon his son tbh

gon swinging his feet on the bench....sooo cute

so ging could restore a bunch of ruins but he couldnt raise his son...ok

im just gonna be bitter at this guy for abandoning the most perfect boy vhbhjfbsjhdhbfsk sorry dude but being a good hunter doesnt make up for being a shit father

gon is so precious ;_;

WHAT WAS SATOTZ GONNA SAY TO GON???

why does it look like theyre googling things on MS paint

ah yes, padokea, on the continent of Africa But Sideways

idk if i talked abt it before but the world map is WILD lmao i love how its all the continents/landmasses scrambled around.....im super curious abt that weird island in the top center of the map, thats the only thing that immediately sticks out as not having a real life equivalent

the music in this show is so charming :’) i love the main theme sm

gon is sooo precious i literally cant get over it. and his hurry to rescue killua is so sweet....and i love how naturally charming/charismatic gon is....pretty much everyone he meets likes him, especially leorio and kurapika, who basically adopted him after knowing him for like a day, and continue to be completely taken by him

ok wtf is satotz & co talking abt......do they know something abt ging that they arent allowed to tell gon???? shouldnt gon have access to the same info now that hes a hunter? i need ANSWERS

i bet this whole thing abt the hunter exam not rlly being over is a metaphor abt the hunter exam NEVER truly ending bc youre always being tested, or st

ok the ED continues to be So Much like especially the last shot where the 4 main characters look like theyre posing for a JC Penny catalog while the singer goes FULL metal-screamo

ok ruth and i just rewatched the next two eps woohoo

i love that there are tourist busses that take people to the front gates so they can like pose for pics and stuff vhbhjafdsfkj and its like ‘ah yes here are where the local assassins live!’ thats so funny yet it makes so much sense

i love that leorio passed tf out during the bus ride. big big mood

gon is so cute...hes like ok yes i understand that we’re not supposed to go in but i think they can make an exception for me bc im very polite.

those 2 dudes r so ugly and so dead god bless

that bigass buster sword....sir please

ruth and i rlly thot that the old guard guy was gonna turn out to be grandpa zoldyk or st lol

the fact that the dog managed to eat All their flesh but left some clothes....skill

also the dog is named mike but it sounds like the guy is calling him miku hvbjdfssk

this cant be the first time some morons have been killed here likeeee

i cant believe nobody has visited the zoldyk estate in 20 years damn they all rlly b havin no friends. depressing

the whole gates thing is wild. also that part where gon gets the math wrong on the weight.....BIG mood kiddo

ok the part where gons on the phone w/the butler is soooo good oh man. i love how gon just calmly dials the phone again after hes hung up on the first time and then YELLS....and leorio and kurapikas faces r so good

also the butler guy unfortunately has a point, it isnt foolproof that gon is here Legit....but he IS let him see his tiny bf :(

as ruth pointed out, the butler guy is reminiscent of kuro from one piece. same vibes

maybe if leorio was jacked like he is in the manga/1999 anime he couldve opened the gate that first time around....Ls

god i love this shows approach to Everything so far,....as ruth put it, half the time its like ‘oh wow they should do [x]/i wish theyd do [x] but ofc they wont cause its a shounen’ but then they DO do [x] and its like damn thats dope

anyways i love how gon is increasingly approaching situations with his Plucky Shounen Protag Attitude in full swing, and he pretty much gets shot down every time. BUT his general determination to see killua bc killuas his FRIEND and hes gonna RESCUE HIM is still a good and pure motivating force

like here, when hes climbing over the wall and hes like whatever i dont wanna have to deal w/being tested thats bullshit, i wanna see killua, my intentions are pure, im gonna try my luck with the dog....i was like ok yeah he’ll get over and like tame or defeat the dog and the guard will be suitably impressed bc nobodys ever done That before, and then gon will continue on to get killua

but NOPE instead the guard calls him down and explains that gon Will Die if he tries that, and then the guard will die too for letting that happen. and gon is like oh shit my actions have consequences for people other than me, wow.

and THEN the guard takes them in to meet the dog. and hot DAMN that is a scary creature. not even really a dog tbh. they did an excellent job making the dog Legit Scary and not just like, big and flashy looking....those eyes are so soulless, and the proportions are freaky

and the guard says exactly what i was thinking - that gon would use his Country Boy Woodland Creature Skills to workaround the dog....but then the subversion - this creature is NOTHING like the woodland critters gon is probably used to dealing with. theres no way gon stood a chance here. the guard just saved him from a really unfortunate death

i love all the Super Heavy Stuff in the servant house that seems so inconvenient vbhjdkfasjfld. also forgot to mention earlier but the guard guy being Absolutely Ripped was wild and kinda funny

training montage! gon continues to be so cute. and i love so much how leorio and kurapika are like no, you rest, we’ll take care of this. good parents!!!!

and then!!!! they sync up and use the power of gay love to almost open the gate. but then gon uses the power of Improbable Shounen Protag Healing Speed to toss that arm sling off and help out

i feel like leorio was side-eyeing gon like w8 a sec u broke that arm like a few days ago that aint right.....

oh man i almost forgot abt that scene with the zoldyks torturing killua :( :( this poor kid he doesnt deserve that

also mom zoldyck seems truly awful but i must say her aesthetic does fuck. the victorian-lookin outfit paired with the futuristic cyclops visor thing....excellent. also im betting this face bandages are from killua cutting her face

this family is so fucked up hvbsjdhjfbakdfn

killua telling his mom that gon is definitely gonna make it there :’) hes got such unshakable faith in his bf thats so good.....

back w/the gang, and immediately they run into more trouble in the form of the young girl butler, whose name i dont know, but i love her....her design is SO good oh man. a non-caricature black person? who also isnt sexualized? in MY anime??????

i love how gons approach to conflict is currently ‘let more powerful person beat me up for hours straight in hopes that they get tired or something idk bro’ like....i love him lol, is it in an effort to show how determined he is? he doesnt even try to dodge her blows or get around her....id be tryin to hop that fence lol

oh shit the tiny zoldyk kid from earlier is spying on them....she was w/the mom so im sure thats not good

when he punches the rock part and it breaks....strong boiiii

oh man that little flashback from when killua first came back and told her that he made a friend ;_; bruh

i love butler girl :( she wants to let gon but knows it isnt allowed....and as soon as she starts to waver BAM here comes mom zoldyck JFC that was so sudden and jarring....im assuming butler girl isnt dead cause that would be lame and anticlimactic

also IS THAT NEN??? NEN>>>??? NEN??? HM? NEN?????????

im so annoying abt nen i need to make one of those ‘is this a pigeon?’ memes w/’is this nen?’ bc thats me anytime anything remotely weird happens lmao

i do think its rlly nen this time tho

anyways shit is wild, cant wait to meet the full zoldyck family

PREDICTION CORNER:

as i said above i doubt hisoka will show up now bc this arc is a lot shorter than i anticipated. also im doubting that illumis even gonna show up honestly

i think we’re gonna have this OP for a while, as the part just at the end shows gon and hisoka fighting in what looks to be an arena, and ik the next arc is the heavens arena arc, which im assuming is the tournament arc....

also i have no idea what that weird building in the OP is but my guess is that its the building w/the heavens arena in it bc its tall and,,,,heaven

i predict there wont be much fighting in this little arc bc how tf else is it so short. at this point i rlly think gon is just gonna grab killua and go lmao. im super curious abt how thats gonna go down, considering that killua is currently strung up just bc he wont apologize...so i cant imagine his family would just let him leave w/gon. i wonder if killua will fight them, or if gons determination will impress them and then theyll let killua go (doubt it)

thats basically it....we’ll see abt the next few eps holla

#lj watches hxh #hxh #woohoo continuation

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hey-hamlet · 6 years ago

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BNHA AU Ideas : The villain’s little hero

Also on AO3!

TL;DR: All Might, Japan's number 1 villain has a successor. The problem? His successor is a hero hopeful. All Might will stop at nothing to make sure his kid gets to live his dream.

au where all might is a villain raising izuku to be a hero!

quirkless izuku, his backstory is mostly the same

all might decided that hero work had too much red tape. if he was going to take down afo, he needed the freedom to do whatever he had to and he wasnt getting that working within the law

so hes a,,, viilllaaaiinnn?? like. stain. but less murdery, would also save civilians if they were in danger

he has 0 qualms about crippling fake heroes but hes not a fan of murder

nighteye is still his sidekick, he doesnt use his quirk on allmight bc all might h a t e s it

hes kinda on board with "the future is only set in stone because you've seen it now" so he wants the freedom to break fate. but its very useful to get info, so nighteye just uses it on other people

hero to the people villain to literally everyone else

allmights villain costume is reallll similar to his hero costume. just less eye bleeding

he has longer grey hair too.

all mights bronze age costume is basically his villain costume thanks for listening

david shield is still in this story

david agrees w all might and like,,, sneaks him stuff on the downlow

all might told him ab. his quirk because who on earth is gonna believe that one america man about japans worst supervillain?

also melissa is a Soft Young Woman and she is all mights favourite person on this fucking planet until he meets izuku

all might went to ua, only defected after completing his hero training because he wanted to be trained by the people he was going to screw over

izuku has always kinda been a big fan of all might. not openly because hes legally a villain and very much paints himself as one, but his quirk is one of the most amazing things izuku has ever seen

when he looks closer, all might has never let a civilian get hurt once hes been on scene. hes taken hits to protect housing, hes pulled heroes from the line of fire

izuku watches his sports festivals and wonders why? why did all might, the man who happily told the world he'd stop at nothing to keep them safe, suddenly flip sides like that for no reason?

izuku doesnt buy it

izuku's big yellow backpack is a big red one in this universe, hes had it so long its gone pink but he still loves it

the sludge villain

all might saves him and izuku is crying. allmight thinks its because hes scared but izuku just turns to him with this big weepy eye smile and gives him the most genuine thanks he thinks hes ever been given

(its honestly the shock of that that makes him deflate into small might, which has izuku scrambling to find tissues and called an ambulance before he thinks better of calling emergency services for All Might)

izuku is like "Im SO SORRY SIR ARE YOU oK"

and all might is like ",,, b oy"

izuku softly asking

"can,, can i still be someone with out a quirk? can i still make a difference?"

all might doesnt get the chance to anser because there is a massive explosion in the distance

its bakugo!! hes dying

the sludge villain got away bc izuku and all might were chatting a little

izuku hears it and he feels this terrible realization, because its probably not bakugo? but its definitely bakugo because izuku's life is falling to pieces

he sprints towards him and katsuki will n e v e r admit it but he feels hope in that moment because some one is trying to help. even if its just izuku, he wasnt totally left for dead

all might sees this tiny, nervous, quirkless kid run straight up to a villain that almost killed him seconds before to save someone what looks like they'd rather die

and he thinks

"no one deserves one for all more than him"

and allmight, the most wanted villain in japan, maybe the world, jumps in

the heroes look at him and they are scared. if they couldnt take the sludge villain, what is all might going to do to them? but the scariest man in japan, the person parents tell their kids about to stop them from going out at night, blows the sludge villain to tiny pieces and carefully, gently, places the two boys by the heroes

before he vanishes before they can call for backup or even ask why

izuku gets yelled at by the heroes because the heroes are scared and angry they couldnt stop either of the villains and izuku is so overwhelmed that hes crying and he can hardly breathe

bakugo doesnt even yell at him because hes so dazed about everything that happened and he cant make himself yell at this sobbing kid that used to be his friend

(bakugo is holding izukus hand like hes going to crush it but its the only thing keeping izuku present)

izuku is walking home and hes still hicuping and crying because he almost died and the heroes hate him and he feels a hand on his shoulder, and a soft :"its ok now my boy"

he knows its all might but he cant help but hide his face in his shirt and sob

all might gets down so he can look izuku in the eye

"you asked me if you could be someone with out a quirk and i didnt get the chance to answer. my answer? you already are someone. you are someone that inspired me, a villain, to save the day. you are going to be amazing"

and looks him dead in the eye "you'll do amazing things, even with out a quirk. but, you of all people deserve one, and no matter what you chose to do with it, it can be yours. hero, villain or someone in between"

izuku looks at this villain

this painfully thin villain, who just saved his life and who has unimaginable strength

and he throws his arms around his waist and sobs

inko isnt a great mum in this au and she likes to basically pretend izuku doesnt exist

izuku trains a lot and has to make his own food bc his mum just ignores him

he sneaks out at night to clear trash and sneaks back in before dawn to clean the sand from his hair

he smells like saltwater and rust, and he hasnt slept more than 4 hours a night in weeks and katsuki is worried

all might sees him crumbling with a smile stuck on his face and he wants to stop him from self-destructing, but the kid will never learn his lesson until he feels his body give up under what hes doing to it. if all might steps in he'll do it again and again until no one stops him and hes never learnt his limit.

so he waits and he watches while he pretends he cant see the bags under his eyes and pretends that everytime izuku sways on his feet he doesnt feel a jolt of deep panic

did he do this? if he the reason izuku looks like hes falling apart before his eyes?

the kid passes the fuck out and all might tells him off in a soft dad way and izuku cries bc why does this villain care more than his mum does

and all might catches the end of that little mumble, and feels terrible so he pretends he didnt hear and takes him for lunch

they go to a cafe and all might buys izuku the cutest slice of cake and a big ass bowl of katsudon and some fancy fucking tea and covers the kids eyes every time he tries to look at the prices

izuku looks at all might and asks

"are you buying me katsudon with crime money"

and all might looks sheepish and izuku giggles like an idiot and says "dont tell me ill feel bad!!!"

all might grins bc this kid is honestly the only reason he hasnt stabbed a pro hero in a few months bc hes so fucking sweet

he has to carry izuku half the way home bc the kid could barely lift his chopsticks and almost fell asleep in the booth after he finished eating

and allmight, skinny and kinda scary is giving his 15 year old a piggy back and someone says "you're such a good dad!" and he almost coughs up his last lung

izuku mumbles sleepily and hes has the biggest warm and fuzzy feeling and hes going to yell bc hes All Might the No. 1 Villain and this fucking kid is drooling on his sweater but he would die for him

some random stranger on the street commenting on how it was rly fortunate that izuku inherited his adorable smile from his father

all might, abt to burst into tears: whack

allmight is easily flustered even when hes killed a man

he comes home and inko isnt there so he has to like, wake up izuku to get him to open the door and he feels bad bc izuku is a Sleepy Man

izuku mumbles that he cant ever tell if shes at home or not because nothing changes and all might feels a wave of "wait my son isnt being parented enough"

so he makes izuku a cup of tea and tucks him into bed after he has a shower because izuku is His Son Now Inko

hes like

sitting in the living room reading the paper and he hears inko's car and hes like ",,, fuck it im walking out the front door im no coward"

she doesnt even notice and hes going to scream because does she have a brain

inko, spaced out, tired and terrible: oh is the tall man here for izuku :))) thats great :)))

all might is screaming bc"" do you get let weird men into see your tiny son>???? what the fuck???

hes so small inko??? and you?? let random men in?????

all might would yeet her into the sun if he could but his boy needs an actual family member to make going to ua easier

inko is kinda mentally ill. she is depressed and often forgets she has izuku. like shes not always being terrible she just sometimes forget to do basic things

one time she locked izuku out of the house for 10 hours and he had to sleep next to the front door

one month she didnt buy any food so by the end of it he was starving and out of his own money and there was n o t h i n g in the house, but inko would go out to eat every night and lunch and not take her son

allmight is upset bc izuku didnt tell him but izuku is embarrassed. embarrassed that he was forgotten by his own mum, that he couldnt do anything to help her or himself and honestly mad he was so hungry all might noticed bc he didnt want to bug him

it was getting to the point that katsuki actually slipped some change into his bag with a candy bar

#bnha au #bnha #villains hero au #villain all might #all might #midoriya izuku #midoriya #deku #katsuki bakugou #toshinori yagi #yagi #midoriya inko #dadmight #david shield #melissa shield #mha #boku no hero

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buginabog · 5 years ago

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Am I Dreaming Or Dead? Ch. 3

Summary: sanders sides horror story. Purely self indulgent.

Pairings: loceit, royality, remile

Warnings: sympathetic deceit, horror, body horror, death, Remus/the duke, guilt, guilting

Virgil walked along the edge of the forest, "why cant we just go in?"

Remy looked back, "we need to spend as little time as possible in the forest. The more time we're in there, the less protection we have."

Virgil nodded and looked at the road, silently wishing his dad would come and hug him and tell him it was ok. Remy could do it himself, and he didnt have to go into the scary forest with a body count.

Remy tapped his shoulder, then gestured into the woods, "this way."

His phone rang and he pulled it out, looked at the contact, and his face went pale, "oh shiiit it's your dad."

Virgil frowned, "which one?"

Remy answered the call and put it on speaker, "heeeeeey Dee?"

Declans voice sounded angry, and not amused, "Remy. Where are you and is Virgil with you?"

Remy flinched, "yyeeees."

Declan took an audible breath, then started to yell, "REMY! ARE YOU INSANE?"

Remy nodded along, "I mean yes. Probably."

Declans voice changed to a growl, "Remy why the hell are you bringing my son into the forest?"

Remy sighed, "to free Roman!"

Declan sighed, "just wait until me and Lo get there."

Remy frowned, "... he cant come in."

"He says he knows what you have to do."

Remys face stilled, "well, so do we. Snd I'm not risking his life."

Declans tone turned amused, "so you dont hate him then?"

Remy frowned, "of course I dont! Why would you-" he looked ashamed, "he thinks I hate him?"

Logan piped up, "it's a fair assumption Remy."

Remy sighed, "well... ok. We'll wait for you."

Ten Years Ago

Remy burst in through the front door, "did you find him?"

Logan looked at him, and shook his head with tears in his eyes, "I- I'm so sorry Remy..."

Remys eyes flashed and he stalked toward Logan, "what the hell did you so specs!?" He pulled him up, "where is he?!"

Logan stammered and tried to get away, "he went into the forest! I don't know! He said he saw something! He left a note! Remy put me down!"

Remy dropped Logan and snatched up the note, his eyes scanning the writing, "no. Nononono NO!" He turned on Logan, "this is all your fault!"

"My fault what did I do?"

"You never believed in him! You always critiqued his ideas and never took him seriously! All he wanted was for his brother to take him seriously and did you? NO!"

Logan stepped back, shocked, "Remy I- I didnt know... he never said anything... I didnt know... is it my fault? It cant be my fault."

Remy snarled at him, "well it is."

Declan stood between them, "everyone calm down!" He glared at Remy, "we're all scared for Roman. But blaming each other," he looked at Logan, "or ourselves, wont help anything!"

Remy growled, "of course you'd side with him." He stalked out the door, "I'm going to look for Roman. Maybe he'll respond to someone who actually loves him."

Present Day

Virgils head snapped up when he heard a car pull up. He saw his dads step out and he ran to them, "L! Dee!" He stopped in front of them and hugged them.

Declan patted his head, "Its ok Virgil. We're here."

Logan pulled away and put his hands on Virgils shoulders, "I hope you know how much trouble you're going to be in once we're done here."

Virgil laughed nervously, "I think I have a... rough estimate?"

Logan arched an eyebrow, then hugged Virgil, "I'm just glad you stayed out of that forest."

Remy coughed behind them, "speaking of... hes gonna need to come with me and Declan."

Logan glared at Remy, "why is that exactly?"

Remy rubbed the back of his neck, "well, you can't go into the forest cause you dont have any warlock blood. So you'd die or at the very least get trapped." He gestured at Virgil, "I need one of you in order to find the crystal. And by all accounts Virgil is safer in the forest then you would be."

Logan sighed, "but-"

"Do you want to save your brother or not?"

Logan broke, "of- of course I do... but..." he sighed, "he has to be between you two at all times." He looked at his husband, "never take your eyes off him."

Declan kissed Logan, "of course." He rested his hand on Virgils shoulder, "you ready?"

Virgil nodded, "as I'll ever be."

Roman sat next to Morality, "my brother... I let him into the Chamber."

Morality gasped, "is he there now?"

Roman shook his head, "no. It was a dream."

Morality sighed in relief, "good." He looked to him, "do you think..."

Roman finished his sentence, "that he'll save us? Perhaps. Perhaps not."

Morality sighed and leaned on Roman's shoulder, "I hope he does."

Roman wrapped an arm around Pattons shoulder, "me too, my dear."

Morality sighed, "what do you miss the most about being alive?"

Roman laughed, "Morality, dear, I've answered this question before."

Morality looked up at him, "but your answer may have changed. Humour me?"

Roman sighed and looked up at the sky, "I think... acting." He nodded, "I always felt so important up there on that stage. With everyone watching me and cheering for me..."

Morality sighed, "if we get out of here, I want to see you act. It sounds like you really enjoy it. And miss it."

Roman squeezed Morality a little closer, "I do. And I would love that." He looked down, "what do you miss the most?"

Morality sighed, "my son. He was so little when I died. I always wonder what happened to him."

Roman sighed, "maybe... we could try and find him? He has to be somewhere."

Morality smiled bitterly, "that is a nice thought Roman."

Virgil looked around anxiously. He didnt trust this. He didnt trust the dark around him. Stretching out on all sides.

He didnt trust the howling of wind that sounded like laughter.

He didnt particularly trust Remy if he was being completely honest.

All that he trusted was his dads hand on his shoulder, protecting him.

Remy turned around, "ok, kid, I'm gonna need a refresh on where it is. I'm warning you in advance cause I'm gonna need to look."

Virgil nodded and took a breath, "do it."

Remy removed his sunglasses and looked, down down down, deep into Virgils soul, and left. He nodded, "got it." He turned sharply, "let's go."

He went from tree to tree, watching the warlocks fight their way through. They were protected for now.

But eventually he would have them. Eventually their protection would fail and he would be free to devour them all.

For the forest is hungry.

And it wants to feed.

He passed behind tree after tree, watching his family pass through the forest. They were protected, for now.

But eventually the Hunter would try and take them. Eventually their protection would fail and Roman would have to watch as they were devoured.

For the forest is hungry.

And it needs to feed.

He watched his son.

Did he remember him? Would he know him if he saw him again?

He hoped so.

Would his son save him? Free him?

Yes. He had faith.

Declan looked around, only to see trees for miles. He could feel eyes watching him. Two sets of eyes, and one of something that was not quite eyes anymore.

The wind sounded like laughter... or were the trees laughing at them? Nothing seemed right...

He has to always be on guard.

For the forest is hungry.

And it will feed.

Remy pulled apart vine after vine after vine after vine after-

They were in that forest for hours that stretched into centuries.

Until finally, finally they reached a dome of writhing brambles, a faint glow coming through the cracks.

Remy gasped, "...we're here."

Virgil looked up at the neverending wall of thorns, "...how are we supposed to get through?"

He rubbed his wrist anxiously, it seemed almost impossible to get through, the wall looked so high and thick, how were they supposed to get throu-

Purple filled his vision as he was pushed back by something.

When his vision cleared, a hole had punched through the brambles, the edges glowing a faint purple. He frowned, "what... what happened?"

Remy looked at him, "...you're a lot more powerful than I thought you were kid."

That one.

That warlock was different from the others. Dangerous dangerous. But also so so tempting.

He would keep Remus going for centuries.

But he had to be careful, clever.

Not the soft one... he looked closer at the one with glasses... him.

He would have laughed... but that was something he lost long ago.

Roman squeezed Morality's hand tighter, he could feel the Duke's gaze on them, his winds swirling around, his roots raising beneath their feet.

"Morality-"

Morality squeezed back, "I know dear... he cant hurt us."

"I know that... but our family..."

"...they're protected... they have to be."

Virgil looked at the hole, "did I make that!?"

Remy nodded slowly, "yes..." his head snapped up, "hurry, its closing!"

Virgil got up and scrambled to the hole, barely making it through.

The trio looked at the crystal, pulsing green, blue, purple and all other colors.

A man manifested in the opposite side of the clearing. Virgil gaped at him. He was sadly smiling, and he looked at Virgil like a man forgotten. "Dad?" Virgil whispered.

The man started crying, "hey kiddo."

Virgils eyes filled with tears, "Dad!"

He started to run toward him, but Remy grabbed his shoulder, "Virgil wait!"

Virgil pulled his arm out of Remys grasp, "get off!"

He ran into the arms of the man in front of him. As soon as his arms wrapped around him, he felt thorns prick into his back and sides, he looked up to see a thing made of thorns and leaves and bark.

It started to talk, "how nice of you to come running into my trap! I'm Remus," it grinned, "nice ta meet ya!"

Cold rushed into Virgil and he fell into black.

"-do? Kiddo?"

Virgil blinked awake to see two men looking at him, one was a man who looked just like Logan, and the other was, "dad?" He propped himself up onto his elbows, "is that... you?"

Patton reached out and cupped his cheek in his palm, "yes. Its me." He smiled sadly, "you remind me so much of your mother."

Virgil grabbed his hand, "really?"

Patton nodded, "yes. She was so, so brave and strong. Just like you."

Virgil shook his head, "I'm not brave, or strong, or any of that."

Patton shook his head, "but you are." He smiled sadly, "you need to tell your parents that they did an excellent job raising you after I died."

The other wrapped an arm around him, "if I know my brother at all, they took good care of him."

Virgil gasped in realization, "you're Ro-"

Patton clamped a hand over his mouth, "dont say his name! Names have power. If the Duke knows your name, he can take all of you."

Virgil nodded slowly, "ok... ok."

Pattons head snapped up, he looked to the side for a few minutes, as if he was listening to something Virgil couldnt hear. He turned back to Virgil, "always remember I love you." He leaned in to kiss Virgils forehead, "you have to wake up now."

Virgil gasped as he shot up sitting. He saw Remy and Declan standing over the shattered remains of a crystal. Remus screamed as he came undone.

Two men walked into the clearing, smiling. Patton turned to Virgil, "you did it... you beat him."

Declan walked over and extended his hand, "hi, I'm Declan, Virgils dad."

Patton hugged him, "thank you." He pulled back, "thank you for looking after him."

Remy stepped towards Roman, "...Ro?"

Roman ran towards Remy, "Remy!"

Remy burst into tears, "it's really you..."

Epilogue

Virgil went downstairs to see his dad cooking breakfast happily, Declan was humming as he fussed with multiple pans and pots. Logan was sat on a counter, drinking coffee. Virgil laughed, "I thought you said counters weren't for sitting?"

Logan sipped from his mug before answering, "I'm your father, I'm allowed to be a hypocrite."

Declan laughed as he kissed his husband on the cheek, "of course dear." As he turned back to the oven he called to Virgil, "by the way, Roman and Patton are coming over later, they might want to see you latest drawing?"

Virgil hunched over, "well..."

Logan smiled at his son, "Virgil... theyll understand."

Virgil nodded, "right... yeah, I might show them." He turned to Declans back, "hey, could I go over to Remy and Emiles? I wanna hang out with Elliott."

Declan nodded, "after breakfast. Make sure to be back by two."

Virgil nodded, "sure thing dee-dad."

Declan turned and scrunched his nose at Virgil, "good."

Everything was... more or less back to normal.

And if Virgil flinched when something poked his back,

If Patton and Roman's skin felt like crumbling leaves when you brushed against it,

If Declan and Remy hated everything to do with crystals,

Well, no one was going to blame them.

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lllvllls-blog · 6 years ago

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⋆ ◦ ° ☾ cismale + he/his — have you seen vincent janko? they sure have been hanging out at valdez county park a lot recently. they are thirty eight years old known as the raging bull, and they currently work for the cobras as a soldier, which they’ve been doing for nine years. a bisexual capricorn, they are determined + practical, as well as detached + stubborn. knitting needles, smashed terracotta pots, gauze bandages.

this is so long im so sry it’s mostly so i dont fKN FORGET MY BRAINS A SIEVE

HISTORY

this my most anti-social + rage-filled muse so we’ll see how he do... v v v loosely based on jake lamotta in the raging bull film. their personalities are actually a bit different ANYWAY

raised around violence, saw ppl responded to it + listened when used so grew up with the kinda mentality where violence was the only answer

not a great relationship with parents, lack of communication, abusive. vince’s parents married too young, fell out of love quick, took their frustrations out on each other and on their kid who never listened

so kept to himself at home but released aggression at school. a Big Fat Bully rip just picking on ppl all the time - not the weak ones but the strongest

got into a lot of trouble, juvenile diversion, detention etc. hefty fines bc of vandalism, assault etc. then eventually juvie for a short while for assaulting his probation officer. a mess.

age 15, his mum (civilian) left his dad (cobra) and his dad remarried to a fellow cobra. his new mom wanted their own kid but couldn’t so adopted serah. ENTER: actual angel, light of vince’s life. the lil 3 y/o was his everything ok. not only did serah’s arrival soften his dad up a lil but vince had less reason to be angry about things too.

tho their parents were v absent, vince had no problem taking care of serah. in fact he was so happy to do it, even skipped school to spend time with her

stayed out of trouble for serah, joined a boxing club which tamed him a lot, saved his anger for the ring. lost a lot at first but once he started to pick things up the cobras began to take notice as he quickly became the winning bet

doesn’t feel pain like normal people. can just charge + charge + charge @ people no matter how many punches to the head.

didn’t graduate high school but agreed to fight for the cobras + help them fix games for some extra dolla. enjoyed the money as paid back parents, became independent, and begin to save up to move into a house with his gf + financially support serah

never took the initiation tho. always rebelled against his parents and refused to join the cobras despite their wishes. didn’t like the thought of ppl telling him what to do. just wanted to fight, win, go back to his gf + sis with a fat wad of cash

around the age of 23, he enlisted in the army with a bunch of his friends due to ~patriontic~ reasons but before he left married mimi who came from savage parents + eventually initiated when she was 18. had been dating her since he was 16. this was another reason why he swore not to join as a cobra

finds out she’s pregnant whilst he’s away. wasn’t planned. thought of kids scared him bc he never believed he’d be a good dad (spoiler alert: he right)

comes back during leave to meet a lil bb rosie (age 25). elated but terrified. more than the war. goes back to afghanistan, hates not being there. so fucks up his own left ear, sent home with a medical discharge. deaf in one ear. called an animal.

he’s obvs not the same as before, disoriented and a lil traumatized. also wow vince is not the best parent. has sm of his dad’s awful traits that he hasn’t unlearnt but is Trying.

tried to do a normal job as a construction worker but just got into fights all the time, kept getting fired. was convinced to go back into the ring. so he did. but things were different.

he didn’t get the same sense of relief from mindless violence. just needed the money. impact of the war - no release from shooting a gun and taking an innocent person’s life. being a solider was a job in the same way as a fighter. work, work. unsatisfied hunger.

ANYWAY vince’s last fight (age 27), huge odds. cobras told him to lose. his friend bet on him to win against vince’s advice. friend had bet a lot of money. so won the fight. next day his wife was killed.

he thought it was the cobras. turns out it was the savages, they thought she was a snake. not only that but the cobras lost a lot of money. they wanted him to pay it back. he refused to initiate. but serah was pregnant as well. he needed to support the fam + didn’t want no dramaz.

so continued to fight. but now he didn’t know when to stop, didn’t know his limits. began to beat his opponents to death. did the odd job here and there - intimidation, repossession, torture. only to pay off his debts + lowkey protection for his fam

age 29, parents die. livid. paranoid. took cobra initiation for official protection. also a way to hunt down his wife and parents’ killer + get vengeance.

SUMMARY: ex cobra fighter, ex us military, widower, a decent brother (serah’s), trying to be a decent father, now cobra soldier. (all u have to know tbh)

PERSONALITY (?) ish

nine years later, not over it. still angry. still hunting for the savages that killed his loved ones. might even be dead but subconsciously it doesn’t matter to him, convinces himself they’re still alive to cope with guilt. give his life a kind of purpose he thinks is achievable.

it’s pretty obvious to ppl he’s only in the cobras out of his own interest, protection and vengeance. he doesn’t exactly see other cobras as ‘family’ and his jobs are all done solo. just sticks to himself, gets shit done and doesn’t want anyone to bother him.

tryna be a good brother and a good dad and a good husband. crazy overprotective. don’t fucc with them, he’ll kill you. more brawns than brains. not a lot of morals. full of hate and rage. always sounds angry. even if amused. doesn’t talk much. speaks in grunts n gruffs n glares. talks weirdly, goes off tangents a lot.

not book smart but v street smart. don’t bullshit him bc it’ll just piss him off.

once he sets his mind to something that’s it, game over. dont try and change his mind.

ALSO tryna be a better man for his fam. goes to therapy (rarely!!), cut down on drinking A LOT tho sometimes has his moments, smokes privately. works out a lot, does DIY a lot, but also taken on hobbies that require a lot of patience like knitting, gardening, fishing.

POSSIBLE CONNECTIONS

childhood friends - vince had a lot more space in his heart for people outside of his family when he was younger. he was more sociable, approachable. wasn’t exactly a social butterfly but had a group of friends etc. that he deeply cared for

kobra kidz on the block - vince’s dad and step-mom were both cobra members. so people he grew up with due to their affiliations? old time friends, old time enemies. frenemies. anything. vince was very vocal about his disregard for the gang tbh. could’ve boxed together etc.

annoyance - a younger chara that just won’t leave him alone lmao. maybe a cobra, maybe not. could be anything.

baby sitter - vince has a daughter called rosie who is 13 y/o. she’s a lil hard nut and hard to control (wonder who she takes after) but anyway he def needs one of these. he’d rely on them a lot.

family/friends of mimi - mimi, his late wife, was a savage. they dated from 16 to her death at age 27. she grew up around savages. she joined out of peer pressure and vince never shied away from telling her fam how much he doesn’t like them. so ppl that opposed her, maybe orchestrated/participated in her death. could be fun.

lonely - vince has only been in love with one woman + still isn’t over her but it’s been nine years and a man has needs. so someone he fucks bc he’s lonely. this person probably knows it too. maybe they’re also lonely.

ex-fling - same sitch as before but the person ended it bc vince was so detached and cold. or maybe they grew feelings and broke it off. either way, vince unintentionally hurt the other person and *charlie puth vc* they don’t talk any mo

garden patch friends - vince has rly gotten into gardening ok. has a little garden patch near where he lives in the suburbs. plants veggies, some flowers. so maybe they have similar interests or have a patch nearby and *gasp* vince can actually talk more than a sentence at a time

#outlaw.intro #// this is unnecessarily long #and has drained my brain #but if anyone wants to plot hit da like #also if u have d*scord pls holla cos #tumblr ims are @@@@@

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hi i really love your writing & i dont want to bother you or anything but when you get a chance could you please write some more jancy?? literally anything you want i just love them so much esp after this new season & same with your writing, thank you so much!!

He’s never going to get the sound of Will screaming out of his head.

The thought occurs to him as Will laugh-cries, surrounded by all of his friends. He’s going to be on his death bed and remember that sound. It makes him angry, the idea of it. The trauma of it. Not angry on his own behalf but angry for his mom, for Will, for what others have endured. Shame curls in him, licking the anger away and he drops his head and looks down at his sweat soaked shirt. He pushes himself up and slips out, if he starts to talk he knows that nothing good will come out. The anger cuts through him and when he gets into his room, he sinks his fist into the solid wall behind his bed.

Bob is dead.

He doesn’t feel anything about that except an odd sort of rage at the notion that he died and his mom is still flirting with Hopper.

What kind of justice is that? He thinks of sleeping with Nancy and disgust at himself rocks him. He knows that he loves her, he doesn’t regret what they did, wouldn’t trade it for the world. But whose to say that’s not how his dad felt when he cheated on his mom? How his mom will feel when she does it with Hopper? Maybe they are all just broken, maybe that’s why Will got taken. It’s damn sure why none of them noticed it and were able to console themselves with the lies.

“Jonathan, breathe.”

The air flies back into his lungs as he realizes he’s not alone. How did he miss that is followed quickly by what did she see? And of course it ends on the fact that Nancy Wheeler is in his room. She’s drenched in sweat and he’s just seen her cauterize his brother and neither of those things bring him out of the fantasy of the situation. She pushes his hair back from his face. He wonders where the steady confidence she’s exuding is coming from. Where the peace that’s she’s found is. She studies him with her head cocked to the side, arrives at some decision and before he’s aware they’re both in the bathroom. She’s the opposite of embarrassed as she reaches for his shirt hem and tugs it over his head, looking around. He takes it from her hands and drops it to the ground.

She gets the idea. Her own shirt is next, her fingers are steady as she undoes his belt and jeans. All of her movements are easy and efficient, like she strips people every day. If he hadn’t seen her shudder as he pulled her nightie off, whining at his slow, teasing pace, he’d think this is always how she is. She glances around, thumbing the scar on her hand in an unconscious way, like it helps her think. He does the same thing and that is what cuts at least a little through the fog. He takes her hand in his and presses his lips to the scar. She flattens her hand on his cheek, her other winding around his back. They are both still tacky with sweat and he can’t help but agree when her nose wrinkles.

“Shower,” she says. He’s not sure he has the strength as she steps back to turn the water on. He’ll go after her, save some hot water for everyone else too, “Jonathan,” she says and he looks up to see her peering at him from around the curtain, “come on.”

His mouth goes dry as he sees her underwear on their pile of clothes. He drops his boxers and steps into the shower. If his fantasy was her in his room, it’s nothing compared to her in the shower. Her back is to him as she wets her hair. He’s always known it’s curly, but the water flattens it. He’s been cutting Will’s hair for a long time, Long enough to recognize the choppy ends. She turns around, nothing about embarrassment on her face or even that she finds the situation odd.

“What?” she asks.

“I didn’t know you cut it off yourself,” he says and she ducks her head, “it looks good,” he blurts out, unable to remember if he said that months ago when she showed up with it.

“Thank you,” she says, her eyes soft and amused, like she understands the mental gymnastics he’s performing. She tugs him under the spray, her fingers skimming down his arm before she picks up the 2 in 1 shampoo and conditioner, “duck for me.”

Jonathan hasn’t had anyone wash his hair since he was a kid and his wrist was in a cast. He dips down and watches as Nancy’s brow furrows while she focuses intently on scrubbing his scalp. His eyes flutter shut when she hits a certain part on his scalp, unraveling some hidden knot that’s made his skull throb for the past few hours. She tips his head where she needs it to go and then dips him underneath the water, pushing the soap from his hair. His eyes are still shut when she presses the bottle against his chest and turns around.

He can do this.

She goes to putty pretty quickly but he’s not a stranger to this side of it. Of course it’s very different when he’s scrubbing Will’s hair clean and when Nancy is the one sighing in front of him. He tries his best to divorce the two images, focusing instead on how certain places make her sigh and others make her catch her lip between her teeth. He’s tall enough to see over her. He spends longer than necessary scrubbing her hair clean before he tips her head back, placing his hand on her forehead to make sure none of it goes into her eyes. They open upside down and she honest-to-god sticks her tongue out at him, surprising a laugh from some numb spot in his stomach.

“You know I used to think about you in here,” he says before he can think it through.

“And here I am,” she replies, the mirth not leaving her. “are you still going to think about me in here?”

His mouth goes dry because he really, really hasn’t gotten that far in all of this. She told him she had waited, she made it clear that she wasn’t going to do that forever. Will needs him now more than ever. His mom does too. So either he was being honest before and they shouldn’t be in the shower like this or he’s spent the past year bullshitting himself about a lot of things. Nancy is looking at him squarely, waiting for an answer. The reasons not to are piling up, actually most of them are quite literally outside the bathroom door. Waiting for their turn to shower. Jonathan has spent a lot of his life desperately trying to prove he’s not his father. Not a monster, not a drunk, not selfish. Well, maybe a little selfish.

He moves forward and kisses her, moving them both under the spray.

She responds eagerly, pressing up and into the kiss. There wasn’t a lot of naked time, the last time they did this. They left the lights on but they were both really, really aware of whose house they were in. The chair under the door definitely wasn’t a guarantee that there wasn’t a secret entrance or cameras. Now though it’s all wet, exposed skin. Her arms wrap around him, one of her hands curling through his hair. He turns them slightly and presses her back up against the wall, listening to her gasp loudly before they both seem to remember the others on the side of the door. They both wait to hear if anyone is nearby before she presses her forehead to his collar bone, coming up laughing again.

“Maybe we should take this to my room.”

“I think that’s a good idea,” she says as he grabs the soap.

They step out of the shower into towels and he pitches both their clothes into the hamper. He does the laundry anyway and she just exorcised his brother, washing her stuff is the least he can do. They make it back to his room without anyone seeing them and he is more than ready to pat himself on the back for still being able to sneak around like he did when he had to do that kind of thing. The moment he closes the door, Nancy’s got him pinned against it, her lips already parting his. She rips back a moment later, looking up at him.

“You weren’t kidding about the room thing, right?” she says and he shakes his head, already pulling her back.

Jonathan is an expert in hyper-focus. He’s used to downing things out, maybe especially his own thoughts. Its hard to reconcile the fact that less than a week ago the lips that are moving with his were telling him he couldn’t spend the night with the talking heads. He likes the talking heads a lot, but just like that night he knows he’d rather be spending the time with her. No lyric has the same level of meaning as her gasping his name like that.

They try to be quiet, he’s not sure they succeed.

He’s not sure he cares.

Afterwards she’s more on top of him than she is on top of his bed, one of her hands is pushing through his hair and the other is pillowing her chin. Her room is all flowers and pastels, he feels like the oddity but she takes all the mess and dark in his room and just ingrates herself. It baffles and fascinates him.

“I didn’t think I was ever going to sleep again,” he confesses and she smiles proudly, “was that your plan?”

“Actually my plan was to just do this,” she says with a shrug, “but if it’s a side effect–”

She almost shrieks when he turns their position, taking his weight onto his forearm. The sound she makes is one he barely manages to muffle and has them both giggling. Which is a new sensation for him–one of many she seems to draw out of him. He’s already found her beautiful for years now, he only grows more fascinated the more time they spend together.

“We’re gonna have to go out there eventually,” he says jerking his head to the side and she nods. Her fingers curl at the nape of his neck and her body presses up into his. His fingers drag up her thigh and don’t stop at her knee, pulling her out of whatever thoughts are plaguing her, “but first, I should make it up to you, for making you wait.”

She opens her mouth to say something. He doesn’t think it’s necessarily to say he doesn’t have to. Maybe that’s one of the reasons that he can’t stop. Nancy’s facade is such a thin veneer he’s amazed anyone falls for it. The spark of anger is still in her eyes when her body arches up and her hips drive against his hand. He has to pry one of hers off his shoulder and place it over her mouth as he slips down her body and underneath the sheets.

“You,” she gasps out afterwards, “are very good at apologizing.”

Eventually she rolls over and puts her head on his chest again, right over his heart.

“I get it,” she says later, “but it wasn’t just your mom and Will was it?” He looks down at her and shakes his head, “what was it?”

“You,” he says.

“Me?” She repeats, pushing herself up before he tightens his arm around her. She shifts before sighing, “what do you mean?”

“You–you’re–” he fumbles for the right words, “I wasn’t kidding when I said I thought about you in the shower and you, uh, you didn’t deserve to have my expectations too. You know? I didn’t know how to–make it real.”

“Jonathan,” she sighs, looking up at him, “do you think you’re the only one whose had shower fantasies?”

He buries his face in the pillow to muffle his groan and Nancy laughs before she lays next to him.

“I deserve that, but God it was mean,” he says.

“Mmmm you do,” she agrees, “but it’s great that you can make it up to me again.”

He doesn’t get how she can make him laugh so easily. It’s terrifying. The last person who had that power over him showed him how dangerous it could be. How risky it could be. Jonathan has spent his entire life fighting not to be his father, thinking of the man in this moment feels wrong. Sick. Not something he wants to think about. Nancy drags her fingers through his hair, grounding him back to her.

“Stay here,” she tells him softly.

For her, he thinks, he can try.

#jancy #nancy wheeler #jonathan byers #jonathan x nancy #this gets kinda hot but not smutty #stranger things fanfic #stranger things fanfiction #stranger things spoilers #prompts

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the-winter-spider · 7 years ago

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All In Your Head - Part Three

A/N: Im SOOOO glad so many of you like this series i was so nervous people were gonna hate it cuz it was so random and out there.

PS This chapter is more of a filer, next chapter will be explain why the reader has going on what she does! lotsa angst next chapter, yaaaaasssss

Pairings: Sam x Dean x Reader!sister

Word Count: 1,400

Masterlist

Flashbacks are in italics

“What the hell do you mean Cas” Getting a little too close to the angel for Sam’s liking he step between Dean and Castiel, putting his hand on Dean’s chest giving him a little nudge back only to have Dean shove Sam’s hand away “Don’t Sammy”

“I think you need to relax Dean”

“No i don't think i do Sam, what the hell is your problem?! How are you so calm!” Dean steadied himself, eyeing his brother down.

“Because getting all riled up isn't going to help y/n”

“Oh, are you saying I’M not helping her” Dean laughed

“No, I..”

Cutting Sam off, Dean continued “Good, because last time i checked we wouldn't even be in this situation if it wasn't for you”

“Dean” Sam warned his voice now starting to lace with anger

“Dont, “Dean” me Sam, You know damn well this is all your fault” Dean spat at his little brother. Sam’s face faltered.

“Dean” Cas called out

Dean rolled his eyes, shoving passed Sam “Cas?” His eyes now pleading for an answer.

Looking weary between both brothers before he continued “I mean, she didn’t just see him. She was in the cage with him, he’s getting stronger.”

“How could she have been in the cage with him when she was here the whole time” Sam chimed in.

“Her soul, part of her soul. Its breaking apart, her minds getting weaker, and the weaker she gets, the more of her he can take, and he’ll take until there is nothing left to take”

“So in other words, until she's dead” Dean spoke bluntly

“How do we stop it?”

“I don't know Sam. I'll look around” And with that the angel was gone in the blink of an eye.

Dean sighed letting out a shaky breath, running his hand down his face, something he seems to have been doing a lot lately, he finally broke down in sobs “What are we going to do Sammy? I can't lose her”

Sam’s eyes were laced with sorrow for what could happen, pain from what his little sister must have been going through the whole time behind closed doors, and heartbreak from seeing the strongest person he’s ever known break down right in front of him. He didn’t know what to do, he was in shock, but when he heard his older brother, the man he always aspired to be like in strength and bravery whisper out those three words his heart twisted in ways he’s only felt a few times before.

“I'm scared, Sammy” Dean whispered out, wiping away the last of his tears.

“Dean” Mary finally spoke, after watching the scene fold out in front of her, she could see how much y/n meant to Sam and mostly Dean.

“Mom, don’t. I don’t want to hear it” Dean’s overall composure changed, Sam could see his brothers walls building up again, the moment was gone. “I'm going to stay in y/n’s room tonight” Dean directed towards Sam, “Mary, you can sleep in my room tonight” turning on his heels making his way towards your room, when his back made it around the corner.

Sam finally let his own tears fall once he could no longer see his older brother, he tried his best to hold it together for not only y/n but for Dean to.

Mary made her way over to her youngest son, pulling him the best she could towards her for a hug, which wasn’t easy considering how much taller he was than her.

“Oh Sammy” She whispered rubbing circles on his back. When Sam finally calmed down, Mary gestured for them to sit “Wanna tell me what happened with y/n?” Sam nodded

“I'm scared Dee, what if i miss? Dad will freak!”

Dean came over kneeling down to your height, you were 16, making Dean 24. Dean was helping you practice your shooting for tonight’s hunt, You Dad, John was letting you take the lead on a simple salt and burn she like he did with both Sam and Dean when they turned 16. Nervous was beyond how you felt, you’ve been on many hunts before but you were always told to stay in the impala unless, John ordered for you to come. You spent most of the time doing the research, which was usually what you use to do with Sammy, but ever since he left for Law School, your Dad was a lot harder on you than he ever was before, it was breaking you down but you never showed it, you couldn’t show it. Dean, he knew though, he went through the same thing you did, and ever since Sammy left you and Dean grew closer than ever and you always hoped it stayed that way. You knew neither of them were in touch with Sam anymore, both of the men could hold grudges, you were though.

How could you not be? He was family, and you didn’t have anyone else in this type of life but family, you were happy Sam got out, you never dreamed of getting out, whatever that truly meant, you knew nothing but this life and you couldn’t imagine you’d be you without it.

“Just take a deep breath y/n, you can do it. You are a Winchester after all” Dean smiled giving your hair a ruffle.

“Hey!” you giggled “Not cool Dean-o” Lifting up the gun filled with salt bullets, you took a deep breath in before you took your shot, nailing the bullseye dead in the middle, reloading three more times hitting it the same spot every time. You dropped the gun turning to look at Dean, his mouth gaped open, your eyes light up “I-i-” you stuttered up, Dean looked over at you “That's my girl!” He picked you up spinning you in circles, you let out a loud squeal “I'm so proud of you sweetheart, i knew you could do it”

Dean took a deep breath stopping at your bedroom door, he hung his head, not ready to see you. He loved you more than he could put into words, you were his little sister being 8 years younger than him, he always put you before Sam and him. He always wished more for you, always wished you could of gotten out, no matter how hard he begged you never did. He could never stop blaming himself for leaving you when Sam went in the cage to live a normal life with Lisa, he tried so hard to keep in touch with you, but you were too busy looking for anyway to bring Sam back, like he should've been doing to. He knew Sam felt the same way about how when Dean went to purgatory, Sam left her while she searched for a way to get Dean out.

Finally pushing the door open, he slid in. He felt his heart drop, you still had a little bit of blood surrounding your nose. Sam tried his best to clean you up, he winced looking at your arms, he could see blood coming through your bangade. He pulled up the chair from the corner of your room, pulling it to the side of your bed. Gently taking your hand between yours, he brought it to his lips giving it a kiss “Y/n you need to be okay, I don’t know if i could make it without you. I don’t know how Sammy and i could do it” He sobbed out “I love you so much sis”

Hours passed and Dean was trying his best to get some rest, he knew he needed it for the long road they had in front of them but it was hard he was on high alert for any type of movement from you. Dean almost lost hope of you waking up tonight, he swore he felt your hand twitch in his.

“Y/n?” He whispered, waiting a few minutes when he didn’t get a response he sighed closing his eyes shut tonight, he swore he wasn't going to cry again.

“Dee” you mumbled out

Dean's eyes shot open “Y/n?”

You turned your head towards him, tears streaming from your eyes “He has me”

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