#and my brain made him my hyperfixation
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yes, I've watched the video. now this man is my new hyperfixation. expect more art of him soon I suppose.
#maskerat art#turbo#turbo wir#wir turbo#turbo tastic#turbotastic#turbotime#wreck it ralph turbo#turbo wreck it ralph#may i just say the video was such perfect enrichment for my stupid autistic brain#i swear i analyse every content i watch/consume but sadly am restricted most of the time#so watching a 2 hour vid about some disney villain having all the little details#made me rlly happy and content 👍#digital art#illustration#but NOW im horribly hyperfixed on this idiotic man#i dont know what i see in him lmfao
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he's blighted. he's evil. he's 8 feet tall and made from magical blue goo. he's a manifestation of tyranny. he has big droopy elf ears and pretty golden eyes. he thinks his dragon shrunk in the wash. he has killed, by my count, 66 titans. he doesn't feel stress. he doesn't ask questions. he's the first elf guy ever made. he breaks out from the cringe jail he slept in for several thousands of years and immediately becomes obsessed with and down bad for the idiot loser that accidentally freed him. he puts his scribe in a blight cyst in italy. he has erased entire emotions from existence. he uses a glamour to look pretty. he transed his archdemon's gender. he loves and supports his tentacle monster sister and her horrors. he attempts to cheer her up by suggesting she give his dragon extra mouths. he goes batshit insane after she dies and rains fire on an island so hard it turns to glass. he is, canonically, packing. he may or may not be wearing a wig. creative director john epler can't stop talking about how vain he is. his gaze softened when he looked at rook. he wants them so bad even ghilan'nain calls him out on it. he forgot how to speak in the hallelujah cadence. he cucked solas. he sucks.
the man of all time. to me
#datv spoilers#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#elgar'nan#normal about him (lie)#loosely inspired by a similar post someone made about solas which was really funny#anyway yeah. my brain seemingly made the correct choice to get hyperfixated on him since june. what a fucking guy
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I think you like pavitr.. Don't know tho, its just a theory after all.
Idk what has you thinking that.
Interesting theory tho 🤔
Curious to know why you think so
He's an ok character I guess
*looks at my icon for a split second* anyways-
Imma go draw (not Pavitr)
#why my brain do this#it just saw him that first time I watched it and went HIM#we coming up on three months now since the movie came out and I'm still fixated on atsv and this boy#Imma draw other stuff ... trust#but you dont choose your hyperfixation ... it chooses you#and momma I'm going to embrace it this time around#because I think ATSV is a decent piece of media to be a bit unhinged about 🤭#idk maybe cause it made feel something??#thats what my sister and I joke about when we'd say we'd seen it 7 times in the theater#it gave me a very much needed/wanted spark of inspo#drive and motivation#that Ive been lacking for almost two years now#so yeah#anon#asks
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I think Tim Drake resonates so well with me because we don't often see a character that truly appears to juggle masks. Like from any super hero with a secret identity there's a certain level of juggling identity but there's so much with Tim. Like before becoming robin, he's burdened with the knowledge of batman and Robin's identities. At night he becomes his own camera wielding crusader, but during the day he's the perfect student, upon his parent attention he strives to be ideal, but he's harboring obsession.
And like after becoming robin there's so much more. Like he's being the perfect robin to a morning batman, he's a coworker balancing an adults emotions when he should be jumping for joy just at the sight of his hero. It's like he got what he dreamed of but never expected to happen but he can't show that, he needs to be someone else to keep that role.
Or like on young justice, he's on a team with a bunch of young super heros. He may have that superiority complex but he should still be a part of the team, instead he is a mini batmam; he's the leader and that is his role, nothing more nothing less.
Or like as red robin and ceo of wayne enterprise, he's the young genius, he's a nepotism baby, he's a cutthroat business man that's practically a teen. But like he's also a lonely and grieving vigilante.
I guess what I'm getting at is this man has so many different and conflicting facets, but that's not because of the narrative. Unlike most superheros the narrative hasn't doomed him, his burdened by himself. He's burdened by his dreams and ambition and God something about feels so real because so many of us play a role based on our audience. We put on out on masks and we fucking suck at it, we can feel the performance crumbling and that's absolute shit but like Tim also fucking sucks at it. He's perfect but the masks bleed into one another so often that's he's bad at it and it's his own damn fault just like it's ours
#Idk of that made any sense#I got possessed by a hibernating hyperfixation#Like I love him but why#Why do so many of us love him#Idk maybe I'm just stressed#This has been on tumblr dry in my brain#tim drake#dc comics#batfamily#red robin#robin#dc robin#young justice
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My initial reaction to my friend telling me about the new RW DLC coming—
Im not sorry I will find a way to relate everything to HK just you watch
Bonus (when I went to check Steam):
DEEPNEST FLASHBACKS
#rain world#NEW SCUG WOOO#THIS IS GONNA BE COOL#lurien the watcher#Why they made him a scug#Nightcat is real guys#Too my hyperfixations in my brain#hollow knight
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this started off with me just wanting to draw moe archeology professor but kyu kurarin has sadder lyrics than i thought. what do you mean that songs about depression
#professor layton#hershel layton#fanart#art#sad hersh my favorite#also the clock and fossil are meant to represent claire and randall#that guy probably has crazy survivors guilt huh#finding out what this song is about made my layton hyperfixated brain tie it to him#this dude needs therapy#the constant babygirlification of this guy that i do.#i should have made him look sadder but im too lazy to fix anything
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first of all rye 'hello fellow kids' ingellvar there is nothing in this world or any other I wouldn't do for you. second of all, considering where this story ends... I'm going to die. this conversation -- and how much he genuinely believes what he's saying at this point -- held up against the fact that in a couple of months max he's going to get her killed (well. that's how he feels anyway) and then go against everything she believed in and stood for as a person in the end and have to live forever with knowing that's how he honoured her sacrifice. (and live with how easy it is to live with, the way he doesn't regret what he did at all. she'll haunt him from time to time, that's fine, he's a watcher he's loved many a ghost before and will again. but that won't.) 'no one is beyond help? oh lace I'm so so sorry, wherever you are now please forgive me for who I am, but after what he pulled and by the time I'm done with him on my watcher's oath he will be beyond help. I'll hold every hand in this world that reaches back but his'. and she'll still be gone.
'or none of this matters'. im so fucking sad I feel sick *through tears* this is great I love fiction I love this game (embarrassingly genuine as is my wont)
#rye joining the cycle of violence on the side of violence with clear wide open eyes and seeing harding and varric#out of the corner of his eye for the entire rest of his life. this is fine! this is fine#there's going to be big 'you fuckers killed all the kind voices and now you're left with the vengeful cockroach motherfuckers (ME)'#(he was cleverly disguised at the time I see how they might have missed that until it was too late. but yes! yes! the tiger will be free)#energy from my guy in the third act of this story fhsakj (focused thankfully he doesn't want The World to suffer. just solas)#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#lace harding#this relationship took a while to coalesce for me (I think rye and harding are both too much people preoccupied with Seeming#in different ways to get each other at first and rye is at heart a cautious methodical academic which early game harding is not all about)#but now that it has it is crushing. it is awful.#also that just made me make a connection with how much and how easily lucanis likes and understands both of them.#rye isn't quite a people pleaser (mostly b/c it didn't actually work out for him growing up b/c he was such. a mess.#he tried to please but no one was pleased) but he and harding DO have some of these (well-meaning) interpersonal dishonesty parallels#head in my hands. grief in my heart. joy and hyperfixation in my fiction loving brain#this conversation was really really good for me personally every line rook says feels exactly like what rye WOULD say#some scenes you have to do some gentle rewriting in your head around to make fit but no I think this is pretty much it.#and then. the Cursed Knowledge of what's ahead making that ending silence so ominous. chef's kiss
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I’ve not done much digital art but I have been filling sketchbook pages as of late! Most of them have been very silly and surprisingly not about the media I usually draw fanart for!
I’ve been trying to focus on not spending too much time on each drawing and more so just having fun with the process! This is also my must color and line sketchbook where I get to slap as much random colorful shit as I want
#i might have a tiny x men hyperfix that may of spread out to just marvel in general#I’m actually very happy with these because I didn’t spend much time on them#i do not draw characters interacting nearly enough and this made me realize it#Iceman Miku haunted my brain till I drew him#marvel#iceman#wanda maximoff#pietro maximoff#quicksilver#illyana rasputin#magik#piotr rasputin#collosus#a little smidge of#romy#I’d say hiding but it’s in the middle of the first page#cryptids do art
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question: who is your favourite scooby doo character and why?
in a similar vein to my how did you get into scooby doo post from last month, i'm now interested in hearing who your favourite character from the franchise is! are they a member of the core gang or a side character? which iteration/version of theirs do you like best? do you have any specific memories associated with them? do they mean a lot to you personally, or do you just think they're neat? it's time to gush about them in the tags/replies!!
#if you don't know me: hi i'm nem and when the scooby doo hyperfixation beam hit me back in 2021 i was cursed to forever think about#fred jones more than everyone else on the planet combined#i just think the evolution of his character is so fascinating#especially in the way that they made him more engaging by just exaggerating his core traits a whole bunch over time#my favourite iterations of his are mystery inc (for the canon autism and generally how emotionally affecting he is)#and what's new (for just how plain silly and sweet he is)#however now that i've seen the whole show be cool's version of fred is now a firm favourite as well (his focus episodes are amazing!!!)#there's just so much that can be done with him and there's never a dull moment when he gets quality screentime in an episode or movie#he makes me laugh he makes me cry and through relating so much to his character he essentially tricked me into loving myself#i grew up with undiagnosed autism and struggled with self-hatred for things like my intense interests/social struggles/hyperempathy#things that i now know are just. fundamental parts of me and the way my brain is#so seeing fred be his unapologetic autistic self (canon in mystery inc/coded in everything else) made me feel less alone & gave me hope#which eventually led me to seek out & obtain my formal diagnosis at 17 and generally just feel so much more secure in who i am#so yeah!!!! this silly goofy cartoon character means a whole lot to me and i'm glad to have a place to express that :)#i look forward to seeing everyone's responses to this question!!!#scooby doo
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i caved and bought the sanji zine. we continue to be ill for fictional blonde men
#im in this weird place where im Actually Scared of losing op as a hyperfixation#bc my brain cant like more than oje thing obsessively at once#and my neurodivergent ass gets attached to the concept of liking things and actually fears when i stop liking a fandom im really into#so with the zine not shipping until march i was like NOOO WHAT IF IM NOT INTO OP ANYMORW BY THEN#(actual world ending thought to my brain)#bc i happened to get into a swcond fandom in the meantime 💀#I HATE IT TOO I KNOW ITS STUPID.#but like. even if im not. it was 25 bucks . and for how much i have enjoyed him as a chatavyer and yhe WONDERFUL artists who are in the zine#i think thr past several months made the $25 worrh it#and also as it stands i still love that asshole . stupid ass........perverted ass....#anyway . excited for it.#microphone effect#i rlly should just make that op/tf crossover to cope
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so i went on a date today.
#it went really well#we met up at 4pm for like walk and coffee and then maybe pints after#tell me how its now 3am and i am just now getting into bed#fully yapping for hours w that guy#and we kissed and i was a bit like oh hes nice but idk if im like sexually attracted to him but after that smooch yeah okay#i can get down with this#but now im kinda spiraling bc i didnt bring up being aro and idk when you bring that up#and im like gaslighting myself again that maybe im not aro bc today was so fun but like#watch me date this guy for like three months then the aro signs will be strong w me#its just like hyperfixation excitement but idk#or is that the gaslighting and i acc do feel romantic towards him#god i wish my brain made sense to me sometimes#oh also this was my first first date since jan 2023 so like its been a minute for me#anyways maybe i should stop panicking and just like enjoy it as it goes#bc just bc first date went well doesnt mean its gonna become a thing thing for sure right? so no need to worry rn#i liked holding his hand tho and him kissing me on the cheek and usually i dont like that#but also i was three drinks in so maybe it was alcohol courage idk??? aaaaaaaaaaaaaa#being aro is so confusing#aromantic
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Karl and Poe from bungou stray dogs are just little guys :D (karl is the raccoon that sits on Poe's shoulders)
Karl and Poe from Bungou Stray Dogs are just little guys!
#POE??? LIKE EDGAR ALLAN????#AND THEY GAVE HIM A RACCOON????#i HAVE to watch this anime#everything i see from it feels like it was made specifically for my brain#sadly no hyperfixation slots </4#bsd#bungou stray dogs#karl bsd#poe bsd#your fave is#submission
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’SO SCREAM AND SHOUT, CAUSE THE WORLD’S SIGNING OFF! DON’T BE AFRAID, NO, YOU CAN’T GET ENOUGH!’
and now, traffic. For the rest of the night I will draw Kevin. For the rest of the week I will draw Kevin. Perhaps I will even draw Kevin the rest of the month. I will think about Kevin most mornings and most nights, and much of the time in between. This has been traffic.
#WTNV#WTNV kevin#its like he was made in a lab to appeal to me specifically#He showed up and I hated him and I hated him and then (I think it was) old oak doors part B and Tryptich shot me twice in the chest hard#And my brain hyperfixated on him like it was being laser targeted#Welcome to night vale#God I need to work on my posing he looks so stiff
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A little weird trope/lore bit I noticed from my dreams is Jevil from Deltarune as a character. When he first appeared in my dreams he was nothing but a mere annoyance/minor villain who just so happened to have some minor reality bending powers, but nowadays, he’s become this strange… corrupting influence of sorts. A being of darkness who causes those exposed to him to be driven insane and morphed into his image (Neovil is a good example of this I think)
In the same way Spamton has become a god-like figure in my dream’s lore, our favorite chaotic jester has become the devil himself…
#jewel's dream journal#deltarune#jevil#my art#neo shut the fuck up#body horror#religion mention#my brain hyperfixated on him and spamton so hard it made a religion#fuck my life I guess
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messy mon.ster ball concept idea sketch
#//the old hyperfix is nesting in my brain again#//and maybe mon.ster ball as a line lives in my brain along with mon.ster fest#//listen maybe some of his outfits should be somewhat inspired by other horror movie characters#//but i think i said that before so never mind then dhbfgnh#//listen again though mons.ter ball is a homecoming/prom themed line carrie has a prom in it it makes sense#//also went and turned that alternate pointy hairstyle i draw him with sometimes and made that an actual hairstyle he has here#//there's an actual name for it but i forgot it dhbfnjgn#//i might clean this up a bit later and color it idk#//really like how this came out though like wow#mocha's art
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the media which consumes your entire soul at age 12 will forever be a part of you. this is an unavoidable consequence of living and you have to accept this fact. no matter how old you get, no matter how long it has been since you last saw its smug face peeking out from the bushes as it follows you, no matter if you think you have outrun it for good and that you're finally finally safe and you hardly even remember it exists anymore and your brain knows a few brief moments of true peace, it WILL catch up to you in your moment of weakness. and listen you don't want to hear this but sometimes this is necessary for your mental health. you will on instinct want to reject it and run away again but sometimes. sometimes you just need to watch that old show or listen to that silly song or read that weird book again as an adult and it will hurt you a little bit in various little ways but it will also heal you a little bit. you can call it nostalgia you can call it connecting with your inner child or whatever you want but just listen to me it WILL HAPPEN TO YOU TOO AT SOME POINT AND YOU HAVE TO BE PREPARED FOR THIS (i am forcibly dragged off the stage by security)
#heed my warning boy#it seems i am not well today#recently made the reluctant decision to revisit what was probably my VERY FIRST real hyperfixation#something that i don't necessarily want to mention by name right now because. well#its pretty objectively bad LOL like i dont think i know of ANYONE still posting about it or really proud of having liked it back in the day#i dont think it is as well known to the general public so it wont get me hunted down for sport even if i did name it probably hopefully#but for those who know its. probably not the best thing to be revisiting lmao (even though i think it might still be being made?? wtf)#but i felt i had to because i was about to start my period and was going crazy insane like you do you know how it is#and i randomly remembered a fanfic i loved and then remembered my fav character and how much i loved him#my actual first ever blorbo oh my GOD he was everything to me#so i reluctantly decided to rewatch “just the first few episodes��� just to see how much i remembered and also to prove to myself it sucks#but surprise surprise: nostalgia and hormones are making me actually kind of enjoy it#and now i am suffering from fucking Catholic-like Guilt for not hating it which i think is pretty silly lmao#so im kind of posting this in an attempt to convince myself that its like. FINE and cringe is dead and all that#and that sometimes i gotta be nice to my little mentally ill brain and give it the junk food (bad media) it craves#ESPECIALLY when im on my period LMAO#anyway completely unrelated: why the FUCK do i still remember almost every single fucking word to the delicious tomato song SDHJFKSAJF#i hope no one actually reads this far in the tags bc i know that reveal will probably deal psychological damage to some of you LMAO SORRYYY#ok yeah posting this and then immediately going to bed so that the Haters cant reach me LOL SEE YA
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