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i was minding my own business while listening to this bbm inspired playlist and i accidentally heard the (official?) lyrics to 'the wings' for the first time
* i usually listen to the official soundtrack on spotify, i didn't know there was a version of this song with lyrics lol
well ... i will never recover.
#my heart is shattered in a billion pieces#just the mere thought of jack giving ennis enough confidence to be his own authentic self even when he's not around makes my heart#and mind ache#what do you mean jack gave ennis wings just by loving him and showing him he deserves the most beautiful life#istg they're everything to me#if i hear anyone reducing this movie to the gay cowboys one more time i'll smash my head against the wall#ennis x jack#bbm#brokeback mountain#the wings#ok wait a sec#it's so interesting and utterly devastating to me how jack gives ennis wings as in the strength to be unapologetically himself#but it is him who dies in the story leaving ennis behind#and therefore ennis could use said wings to try and reach jack or at least to live the life he was denied since birth#i'm gonna cry#curling up in the dark atm
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appearance wise, at least
#i'm just finding random reason to draw more of them#twst#twisted wonderland#treyjade#trey clover#jade leech#fanart#in one japanese fanart scenario trey started their relationship because of his attraction to jade's appearance which jade wouldn't mind#because knowing jade he actually likes that part of trey that is heartless & is not attached to feelings#in other scenario which also shared the same bit with this one; they started as / become friends with benefits#some ended up with jade actually wanting more while threading carefully bcs knowing trey he might not want more#some with jade and trey attached but would willingly detached anytime as they would not go as far as sacrificing themselves for each other#some scenarios aches me to some degree#but it closely created along with their actual personality & gives their dynamic colorful variety of choices#other than the sweet domestic ones#i love treyjade nevertheless ! ♡︎
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My hand is still slightly busted so instead of any super large pieces you all get this bit which took a stranglehold on my mind when I read @b1adie ‘s Ratio is a Worm theory. Congrats!!!
(BTW if you haven’t read it yet please do. I think it’s one of, if not my actual favorite, HSR theory and I will be devastated if it’s disproven)
#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr aventurine#star rail aventurine#aventurine honkai star rail#dr ratio#vertias ratio#dr. ratio#hsr ratio#ratio hsr#ratiorine#aventio#This would not let me go. It was literally all I thought of the other day#I am yet again whacking hoyoverse over the head for their character details#Why are there so many. My mind#it aches#em's art
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It’s October and nine years have passed. I say it’s dark, it’s cold, it’s a season of grief. I don’t know what I’m missing, don’t know what it means. I can’t imagine a life with you here. You’re something I feel, not someone I know; the hum of the house and nobody’s home. I don’t mean to be cruel, I don’t want to forget you. And I don’t want to see you in the lawn decor.
Still, the weather gets cold and you’re a creak in the knee. I’m sorry you’re a talking point, sorry you’re a myth. I miss you and I missed you. It’s all in the mist.
#always looked to you instead of the cross and now it’s time to let you be#same stiffness in my shoulders same scratch in my throat#sometimes I feel grief and the ache of missing my dad and I wonder was I actually thinking about him or does feeling sad resemble him#but he is me. missing him is missing me. missing me is missing him. I can’t separate the two#grief#dead dad stuff#poems#mine#I knew your love before I could name it I know your place is in me. I know you wouldn’t mind know it’s all I do.
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g!p stepsister ning n her perv friends 😋
they’ll grope n tease u when ur parents r out n giggle amongst themselves when you whine n beg for their attention 😵💫 ningning keeps you stuffed full of her cum n her friends like to spread ur hole n watch it leak from ur needy lil cunt <3 jerking off to the sight n groaning when they cum, ropes of their sticky seed making ur cunt even messier n causing you to rub ur clit
#♡.gabi barks#woke up to a tummy ache n had a prophetic vision (pervy girls with thick cocks)#also do u guys mind if i continue to write for karina??? bc shes still my gf idk#dont wna be controversial or wtvr#ningning smut#ning yizhuo smut#aespa smut
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realizing that despite how old she my be, marcille will be younger than falin very quickly. Marcille will have walked the earth for many decades to be a young adult, but only in a few heartbeats will falin look at her with an infinitely more worldly glance. Falin's face marked with wrinkles and her mind filled with the wisdom only approaching death can bring you, marcille will be unable to understand her. Marcille will be too immature, too naive, and too many worlds apart for them too love each other the way they used to. Marcille's body and mind were never meant to change so quickly and by the time she catches up to where falin is in life and can finally understand falin will be long gone.
#do you see my pain#despite the fact that marcille is older she will still be so young and spry. falin will be changed by going through all the walks of life#they will just be chilling in marcille's mind but falin will go through her mid life crisis and her back will start to ache#her teeth will rot and her eyes will fail BUT through it all marcille will be nothing but a 20something exploring the world while it is new#until plot beats that I have yet to reach but have been vaguely spoiled to falin is just a human doomed to die so so soon#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#falin touden#marcille donato#farcille#falin#marcille#rambling
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Suvi is *by far* my favorite character in WBN. Like I get Ame and her idealism, and I get Eursulon and his passion, the Fox is hilarious and a fantastic foil.
But Suvi. My god Suvi.
I’m on my first relisten and she’s magnificent at every turn.
Children’s adventure and she stays inside. Does as she’s told. Doesn’t go out in the dark. Cleans up the bathroom! Waits. Alone.
She makes it in time—Grandmother Ren calls her my granddaughter and I am slain. Casts identify on the house!
Immediately says yes to helping Ame find the sword. No question. She doesn’t have to. But she does it.
Leaves a coin for the family and helps with the damn laundry! Do you know how practical that is?!
Immediately solves the being stuck problem for Eursulon. Terrifies that horrible little man with a Wild One under his boot. She rescues the music box, no question. Eursulon is free.
And Emliss.
Emliss.
Terrifying.
She ends Emliss, the Chalice, the shadow. The thing that *kills* Ame in a single turn.
The *indignity* of having to pay a hustler (FINLEY) for her mother’s coat lining. Yeah, okay, Eursulon went and made it all right (bet he never pays her back). But Ame talking about payment when she doesn’t even have money?!
Who fights for Suvi? Who defends her? Who thinks of her?
Ame making assumptions about the Citadel. (yes yes we get it institution bad we know what we’re listening to) But come on! Ame has no knowledge at this stage, just judgement!
Will Gallows. The Ace of Wands.
They never get the sword without Suvi in that room. Ice in her veins. Ice.
Who asked for “I’d like to count you among my friends.” Eursulon has the string in his pocket, but Suvi is the one who bargained for it.
Don’t even get me started on the Chantry and Morrow. I’m not doing it.
She gets them SAFE.
Resolves problems and defends her people with confidence and conviction.
She doesn’t deserve that dressing down from Steel. She doesn’t.
And Ame vanishes.
Off to talk to a murderess goddess that would end Port Talon in a heartbeat.
Of course Suvi goes to rescue her. Immediately! NO QUESTION. You think a search party would have found Ame?! With Orima of the Reaching Green as pissed as she was? HA. (but yes she’s thinking of Steel she doesn’t want to let Steel down not again not Steel)
Three days of walking and walking and walking.
(okay but Aabria having Suvi lose it is freaking brilliant and just absolutely incredible role play absolute perfection what a way to lean in)
And then Steel. Again.
Larger than life.
With the yelling. And the power. And the telemet.
Calls her a princess (dismissive) questions her like a prisoner (her adoptive mother really) and knows about the King of Night (suspicious).
And then.
Naram.
The Wild One heeds a call. The Witch arbiters consequences.
Our Wizard saves the godsdamned day.
She doesn’t run when it’s the derrick that’s at stake. She gets it. Even though she’s said awful things (you get what you get what a LINE trap a spirit and you get what you get bet she feels that way about Eursulon she trapped him she deserves it).
Suvi’s brilliance is not about what she says it’s about what she does. Galani mentions Orima and Suvi immediately moves.
Suvi’s quick thinking saves Port Talon.
Actually saves Port Talon.
She’s the one that does it. She’s the one that leads Orima to Naram. The reaching green and its *stranglers* and its indifferent cruelty to those in its way. ON THREE HIT POINTS.
And then Steel has the AUDACITY to act disappointed. (it’s not at Suvi not really but still).
Impossible odds.
Complex character choices and she carries the weight of the world on her shoulders. Always thinking, strategizing, anticipating.
SUVI.
Love Suvi.
She makes the right choice. Every time.
#suvirin kedberiket#suvi the wizard#the wizard the witch and the wild one#worlds beyond number#wbn pod#wbn#she feels so goddamn alone with everything she does rescuing people without asking for anything and suffering the consequences#that aching loneliness in the straightness of her spine#that mind that works for her and against her so often and she can’t tell the difference#listen I love all three of them and I could write posts like this about all three but Suvi is my favorite
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Nah, 26 isn't a real age. People don't get that old. I'm gonna stay young and energetic forever!
checks the date
...shit.
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Today's my birthday! 🎉🎉🎉
To all of you who've stuck around during this inactive period, I appreciate you so much.
#mind control#hypnok1nk#brainwashing#hypnosis#mind conditioning#trance#hypno pet#voxhypno#dumbification#bimbo hypnosis#birthday#aging#ow oof ouch my aching back
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WAIIIIIT WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT HOW DID I JUST NOW LEARN AFTER ALL THIS TIME--
Like, I've known about the religious aspect of Javert's death! Catholic theology taught that suicide was a mortal sin, meaning a sin that would send you to hell--Javert, who is described as exactingly religious (viewing religion as another authoritative structure, in contrast to Valjean's personal faith), was so distraught over the error and failure of his worldview, that he broke what he'd regarded as a sacred rule to punish himself and condemn himself to hell. I've known this! And it's agonizing!!
But then I read a YouTube comment of all things, and maybe this is an old take but it just eviscerated me:
At the time of Javert's death, suicide was a crime in France.
His last act was to break the law.
Mr. Hugo, I'd like to retire now, you're giving me too many emotions to process.
#javert#les mis#les miserables#spoilers#not sure if i need to tag that?? but it is ahead of where les mis letters is rn so might as well???#kay can i just catch my breath for a second#meta#my meta posts#kay is a classical literature nerd#like is this not AGONIZING TO YOU???????#not arguing he's a good person but just WOW that is some brutal contrast right there mr. hugo#that's how you right an antagonist that the audience aches for#if only he could have been redeemed!! but that would only have been possible if he were a different man#one who would choose it. one who would allow it--allow God to 'hold dominion over' him (to steal the musical's words)#aughhhhh someome had said it's a well-written character arc and ending because it makes you yearn for a different one#and that thought has been in my mind on loop for a week now#like man. if only it could have been different (it would never have been)#kay has a party in the tags#*write ugh
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Being with Sissy, she opened something in me, showed me I'd never be free hiding from who I really am. And after losing her, I realized I just can't live in that box anymore.
VIKTOR & SISSY APPRECIATION WEEK day 1: VIKTOR HARGREEVES
#viktor hargreeves#viktorhargreevesedit#tuashipweek#tuaedit#the umbrella academy#tua#theumbrellaacademyedit#brellygifs#tvedit#*#tusermich#userbecca#tusermyra#number5theboy#usersray#userpolaris#its his look in the middle gif...... makes me ACHE thinking about whats going through his mind#love you king
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People saying they think Wyll is the most normal companion as if Gale isn't literally Default British Man #3
#Hey check reblogs. You'll lose your minds.#He reads a lot. He likes cats. His knees are starting to ache.#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate 3#Wyll Ravengard#gale dekarios#bg3 memes#Bg3
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The way Sol can't bring himself to believe that Osha killed Indara, even with the overwhelming amount of evidence. The way he knew with such certainty that she was alive, because he would've felt it somewhere and somehow if she had died. The way he couldn't believe the little girl he'd saved, raised, and fought for had killed someone. The way he interferes because he can't handle her being treated like a criminal. The way he initially refuses to consider the idea that Mae was alive, but as soon as Osha proposes the same theory, he instantly believes her. The way his face breaks with relief and he can't help but smile at the sight of her. The way he would rather blame himself for Osha's circumstance rather than let her in any way blame herself. The way he can't help but stare and reminisce and regret. The way his heart would so clearly do anything for her but that's the one thing he's forbidden from doing.
#their dynamic is going to obliterate me and i know it#the way his mind knows the code but all his heart has room for is Osha#never will i get over the scene where hes just looking at that holo of her#just a dad who's not allowed to miss his daughter but his heart aches and aches aches#and it hurts because his heart will probably be what kills him#anyways can you tell which characters i've latched onto#star wars#sol the acolyte#master sol#osha aniseya#sw the acolyte#the acolyte star wars#the acolyte spoilers#the acolyte#star wars the acolyte#father-daughter dynamic save me#father-daughter dynamic#save me father-daughter dynamic#sol
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Cant believe they planned their next date in front of my own eyes…
#they are making me lose my mind#the skrunklys#opens my mitsukou cannon folder and adds the images#toilet bound hanako kun#minamoto kou#sousuke mitsuba#tbhk manga spoilers#jshk spoilers#jshk manga#jibaku shounen hanako kun#jshk kou#jshk mitsuba#mitsukou#mitsukou my heart ache
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There's a point in Hat Full of Sky where the Hiver is described as shark-like, disregarding all other prey since it had sighted on Tiffany. A few pages later Granny Weatherwax is described as walking through the crowd like this:
And I just think it's fun, especially when you add in Tiffany's slightly uncomfortable understanding that Granny "took over" the mind of the owl the night prior.
#i picture what granny does with animals as#more similar to Daine's method of riding along with animal minds#a la Wild Magic by Tamora Pierce#but Tiffany having just been possessed entirely by the Hiver#sees it less kindly#and the question comes back over and over#is granny 'good'#where is the line#hat full of sky#tiffany aching#granny weatherwax#personal#terry pratchett
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I know I've been on about this for a while now and I'm being a hater but you're telling me SydCarmy was "always meant to be platonic" even though there are two seasons of writing making use of tried-and-true explicitly romantic tropes, themes and writing signals, and SydLuca is going to be romantic because...he was nice to her on screen for a few minutes?
I don't even care if people ship SydLuca, or if they just prefer it, but you can't honestly tell me that you believe Carmy was always meant to be a friend but Luca is an obvious love interest.
Just because Syd and Carmy haven't kissed or confessed their love to each other doesn't mean that isn't very obviously the direction this show is going. The Bear has already shown you who is endgame. It has shown you every episode of the show so far.
Honestly I really don't think The Bear fanbase understands this show or cares about these characters or the story being told here, which is unfortunate because this show is shockingly well-written in comparison to most shows right now, and we should be so grateful for it but all we're doing is complaining that the writers led us on by not making a ship canon fast enough. It's just. Sad.
#The Bear#SydCarmy#I was like a casual fan of this show two days ago#and now seeing how little respect this show gets from it's fanbase I'm losing my mind#I mean I shipped SydCarmy before anyway but now it means so much to me#it means so much to see such a realistic and purposefully well paced romance take place#so many shows portray romantic relationships and their beginnings in ways that just don't really happen in real life#and this show very purposefully said no. These are characters who are strangers. who are working together. Who are in a tense environment#and each of them has problems - one of them the type of problems that makes developing new relationships pretty difficult#these two would not get together right away. It would take a long time. And there would be ups and downs.#And even when that's the case. Even if when it takes a long time and doesn't go smoothly and is hard -#it can still be beautiful. It can still be romantic. It can still happen and here's how#and I'm just so inspired genuinely. It is so difficult to write romance without being cliche and so difficult to write it in a way that#could actually happen in real life and I really do hope I can write something half as good some day#and then to know so many people have no appreciation for it at all#because they prefer the shows that have characters make eye contact a few times and then confess their love for each other like#it's just fucking sad. So sad that so few people have any appreciation for good writing especially the difficult of romance writing#like I really just don't even know what to tell you. In real life these two would not have confessed to each other yet. They would not have#kissed yet. They would not have even realized they have feelings for each other yet because those feelings would still be developing#and I also want to point out that given the disparity in power between Syd and Carmy in season 1 it wouldn't have been healthy for them to#get together much sooner. He was her boss. He was also her idol. Before they can even get together that needs to be balanced out.#And then on top of that don't you see the value in Carmy realizing the dream girl he's romanticized in his head - Claire - isn't actually#what he wants? Don't you see the beauty in him being disillusioned from that? And realizing that Syd is what he wants?#Don't you see the beauty in Syd having an idealized vision of what Carmy The Great Chef is like realizing she was wrong and that he's human#and flawed and then realizing - she loves him anyway? She loves him more for not being on a pedestal and for having his flaws?#Are you telling me that even thinking about this doesn't move you? Doesn't make your heart ache a little?#And again - ship and let ship - but what is Luca? What is Luca if not just what she was hoping Carmy would be when she wen to The Beef?#What is he if not just another man who she has not seen under pressure yet? Not seen reliving trauma yet? Not been her boss yet?#It's easy to look at him and think he's better than Carmy - and that's the point. That's the point The Bear is making.#It is easy to want someone you don't know. It's hard to want to someone you do know. But that's what love requires and that's the point
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i was thinking about how some people are so against people that rewatch tv shows/movies often and it’s like. i think indicative in a way of the current climate of tv and film.
it’s this idea of “consuming media” which allows us to almost detach from what we’re watching and quickly move onto the next thing as soon as we’re finished. not only is this having negative effects on audiences generally - shortening attention spans, less value + demand for quality writing, etc - but it’s also classifying these shows and movies as “content” and “media” instead of what they are: art.
when you look at movies and tv shows as works of art, it’s hard to argue against rewatching. why wouldn’t i want to see this beautiful thing again? why wouldn’t i want to analyze and pick apart the themes in this series? why wouldn’t i want to catch the things i missed the first time?
when we uphold these art forms for what they are, we see higher quality and more originality. why water things down to their most basic form when we could have these rich works of art?
#also something something overconsumption and how that’s affected how we view art#and this applies to every genre btw#from nbc’s hannibal to bobs burgers#i love tv and film so much it’s what i poured my heart and soul into in college and i ache to see the tiktokification of them#this isn’t the most well thought out post either i’m half asleep don’t mind me#tv shows#television#film#movies#art#as a concept not as in this is a work of art#media#thoughts
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