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whatever idk!!!! im not gonna let myself feel pathetic trying to keep this up when you don't seem to care to do the same! im not gonna let myself look stupid responding right away and trying to hold conversation when you probably dont think of me at all!!! i won't let myself think about you all day and wish for something that i guess isn't gonna happen! you're so pretty and you know it and you have to know how you make people feel about you and you know you're cool and attractive and you Know people are gonna get attached to you you must!!!!! you must know that i would! and you told me you liked me you told me you wanted to see me again you said all those lovely things to me that you must have known would stick with me! and im stupid im so stupid for probably just being another one to you!!! stupid for wanting to be something special or to mean something to you!! you must make everyone feel so special for a few days! and im not! you cant even think to text me and i let myself look ridiculous for you!!! you held my hand and kissed me and said you liked it and you missed it and i dont believe you!!!!!!!
#vent#diary#you didnt respect my time and you didnt think of what it would mean to me to do that and i let you keep being so sweet to me even when#you didn't respect even my time#now you talk to me so infrequently and when you do its like i dont mean anything and none of what happened happened#maybe im just stupid. maybe im just too easily attached and im clingy and i expect too much#maybe im being so fuckin. dramatic#and maybe you dont owe me anything#but that doesn't mean you didnt make me feel shitty either way#and i still cant decide what to do abour it#because we all know i'll wanna respond in the same minute when you wonr text back for hours either way#and i'll want to see you again because man i want to see you again#but maybe i should just give it up#maybe i should have known you'd be mean right away#like its not about me for you its about having A me#AND YOU!!+++! asked ME out first!#and now im the one here liking you while you dont think about me at all
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(TL;DR: demanding that people reblog your posts (especially serious) and telling people that they're bad people if they don't reblog isn't going to make people reblog your stuff. and you should actually stop reblogging stuff that contains guilt-trippy like garbage this).
#eyestrain#no id#reblog bait#important#i don't care how important the post is. if your post contains anything among the lines of “you MUST reblog”#or “if you don't reblog you're evil” guess what!#i genuinely dont want you around me#like i know this is the reblog site but at the same time nobody is entitled to reblog your stuff#i don't owe you a reblog or even a fucking like for that matter#it's not that i don't care. i do#it's that i'm not comfortable forcing people to reblog stuff they don't want to#like maybe the reason people arent reblogging your super serious posts is because they don't like your guilt-trippy bullshit#(or they have misinfo that you refuse to correct)#(if the reblog bait was an addition from another user it's not difficult to delete it. it really isnt)#the “reblog or bad luck” stuff is already bad enough#you don't need to apply this shit to serious stuff as well#also sometimes those posts contains info that's incorrect or even straight up false#reblogs are not mandatory. stop acting like they are#also reblogging stuff like “reblog if you're against bullying/hate” does literally nothing anyway
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The whole point of Mahabharata and the introduction of kaliyuga is that absolute pureness will not suffice. That to be good is to suffer. That if you keep taking what the world gives you, you will die empty-handed, everything you own taken away. That is the whole point of Bhagavat Geeta. To give what you're given, not to keep bending until your back breaks, NOT to keep suffering because that is the good thing, at the hands of someone who has done nothing for you. It is insane that this man who claims to be so clever and smart is so, SO willing to become literally stupid just because it's the Good thing to do. It is unfathomable to me. This is pure stupidity no matter from what way you look at it. There are all sorts of religious shows to tel these idiots that you MUST take back what you're owed. It's literally YOUR right. It is literally what you are SUPPOSED to do. When you keep giving what you have rightfully earned out of the labour of your blood sweat and tears, you are not doing it for the goodness. It's going nowhere. God is laughing at you and is probably angry that you're wasting opportunities and resources and the blessings you were provided with for your benefit. Especially when you're not only responsible for just yourself but for people in your family as well. Especially when you're already so so close to suffering that you need all the extra resources you can to make sure you don't suffer. The whole point of Krishna is to accept the impure within you, to fight for your own self. Rama is become so relevant these days because people here are braindeads. This is not the satyuga, the moralities of that times will have you beaten down bleading on the ground. This is kaliyuga, in order to preserve yourself you need to weaponise cunning to save yourself. That's how it is supposed to be. You sit down and take and you keep on taking from every single person that comes across you. You think this is patience? To be unreasonably lenient to strangers and so hard on your family? Your wife and daughter? You think yourself so smart but you are so obviously stupid I laughed at your face because of it. You are hell bent on wasting away everything you are in the name of a false ideal that will not only leave you nowhere but will also drive you mad and who will take the brunt of it? Your wife. Your daughter. Because man is a coward who is so so scared of another man be it his own son. He will scream and shout and the littlest faults of his wife and daughter but not the son, he gets to be a no-gooder, he gets to be free with it in the name of I-dont-care-let-him-do-what-he-wants-hes-a-no-gooder-anyways. Not your mother or sister because they are women and you must service them because it is good and noble but your wife and daughter are not women who deserve the same treatment, no, you can blame them for the stress you've acquired by your own stupidness and claim to be all high and mighty. This man needs to open his eyes or I swear to god I will lose all respect.
#cannot believe this man pays 6.5k rent and just gave away more than the place he lives in in just fucking 4.5k#like he was legit close to suffering into building that house and all throughout it his wife was to blame bc she wanted a house#only to in yhe end fucking put the house up for rent like bitch stop me from throwing hands bc im so fucking close#and that too at fucking 4.5k????#IS HE INSANE IS HE FUCKING STUPID WHAT THE FUCK#hIS OWN BROTHET IS RENTING ONE FUCKING SMALL ASS ROOM FOR 3K AND THIS MAN JUST RENTED. BRAND NEW PRETTY ASS HOUSE WITH BIG ROOM SPACEOUS#LIVING SPACE MASSIVE KITCHEN AND PRETTY WASHROOMS AT JUST 4.5K?????????????#AND HE PLANS TO GIVE THE OTHER ROOMS AT 3K??????????????????????#AND HIS AIM IS AT 20K TOTAL ERANING WHEN IT HAS THE FUCKING GOOD POTENTIAL OF 40K????????#GOD HELPS THOSE WHO HELP THEMSELVES FUCKASS STOP WITH THE GOOD PEOPLE BULLSHIT MY FUCKING GOD#honestly#my faith in men#has evaporated#theyre just born stupid#this man gives away his money to his ungrateful ELDER brothers (legit lakhs of it)#gives away money yo his sister and her children#doesnt even think of having it returned#yet hospitals are too much to take to for his own family#and everytime we ask for anything its “what is the need”#like yeah whatever your money blah blah but maybe dont marry and have responsibilities that you owe your family?#KARNA WAS TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF BECAUSE HE WAS DAAN-DEVTA FOR FUCKS SAKE#im so fucking done oh my god#mahabharata#mahabharat#ramayan#krishna#karna#family#father#idiot
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WOULD YOU GUYS LIKE TO SEE MY FUGLY UGLY ASS ALLEGORY OF THE CAVE X FAHRENHEIT 451 CROSSOVER DRAWING THAT I WAS FORCED TO DO FOR SCHOOL….. ITS SO UGLY AND MONTAG IS
WHITE.
AND THE HOUNDS ARE DISGUSTING THE COLORING IS SO SHITTY AND MILDRED …. Well ok she looks alright kindof but the COLORING ….. SKETCH WAS BETTER but do you guys. Do you still want to see it…….,,,,,,
ALSO NO OFFENSE TO WHITE PEOPLE PLEASE I LOVE YOU GUYS 🫶😁👍 within reason
#like ok maybe it isn’t. THAT bad#NO NO I TAKE THAT BACK I JUST LOOKED AT IT RIGHT NOW AND THE COMPOSITION IS ALL FUCKING VOER THE PLACE#IT. IT IS. THAT BAD#IF YOU GUYS SAY YESS YOULL SEE#ok but nasty bad art aside I know some of you will be asking why white Montag is such a bad thing and#there isn’t anything wrong with it!!! it’s just that for me personally#after I did a bit more thinking I was. physically incapable of perceiving Montag as anything other than POC/nonwhite#so when I look back at my old f451 art and stare into the eyes of a pale skittish twink it just#it doesn’t click. like that isn’t MY Montag if ykwim#now trembling BROWN skittish twink. that’s a different story#AGAIN I DONT have any issues with ppl making their own versions white I just think that . for me specifically. he looked a bit funny#a little off. a bit too crackerish for my liking#where is bros melanin 😭#I’m complaining right now but if I wanted to I could just… go in and try and make the skin tone darker#I might do that depending on how tired I feel after doomscrolling#also if it matters even though I have read the book over at least 8 times now not once have I touched either of the movies.#and it will STAY THAT WAY. until I completely log my notes for the book#then I can move on to the movies 🥰#but I will admit 2018 did sort of lead me to having a change of heart w my design. just a little. just a teensy bit. kinda. sort of?#actually not really now that I think about it#I have my own reasons.#TOO MANY WHITE PEOPLE MY EYES THEY BURN AAAYHHHHH MY EYES OW OW OW OWIEEEE#my Beatty design was so white that my eyes developed stage 4 cataracts#I needed a palate cleanser that WASNT Millie… oh god my Millie design…#she was white there too. terrible#it’s okay… 💔 I’ve since learned and moved on#ARGH GUYS I DONT HATE WHITE PEOPLE I JUST THINK THAT MORE SKIN COLOR VARIATIONS WOULD E NICE
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gonna be honest, while she is a wonderfully played character, i do not like karna as a person at all lol. usually i love morally grey characters but i think im too attached to amangeaux to appreciate karna's character. like the scene where amangeaux had to beg karna on her knees just to be able to flee for her life with her child made my skin crawl and was probably the final nail in the coffin for me
and that on top of karna without remorse offering up amangeaux's child's life, which she didn't even have conformation was the heir to vegetania, and then her speech of getting 'drops of recognition' from amangeaux for 'her own protection and happiness' i had no sympathy for her after everything she did. it felt like she was getting mad at a woman she was trying to take advantage of who decided to prioritize herself and her year old child, who karna just agreed to kill
like yes, theres the political standing difference between them, but by that time amangeaux had no political safety and was discarded by her allies, and only a few hours ago in the game's universe was it proven by their own actions how even with supposed political advantage means nothing anything anyway and just
her careless 'im damned to rot so i have no care what suffering i put people through to get to my goal' just rubs me the wrong way along with everything else
this is no hate towards aabria, she's playing the character wonderfully and every move she makes makes sense for the character she has made, it's just karna makes me so inherently uncomfortable
#ama mumbles#dimension 20#the ravening war#karna critical#dimension 20 spoilers#i dont even know if that will work but whatever#she just. she is so close to being a character i would like but i just cant. she makes my skin crawl and i rarely like the moves she makes#not bc theyre bad moves as a player irl aabria's making but bc shes just so. horrible.#sorry i know its not articulate but *gestures*#if i had more insight into her background it might elevate things but she just makes me uncomfortable#the only characters i genuinely like are amangeaux and collin. deli is interesting and raphael is funny at times same with karna#tho tbh he also makes my skin crawl at points. which is fitting i suppose both raphael and karna have a similar 'my goals are number 1'#approach so 🤷♀️ if raphael kicked it it wouldn't be the most upsetting thing to me#karna doesn't owe amangeaux anything but in the same vein if thats how she sees it amangeaux doesn't owe her anything either#and amangeaux was going to offer karna to escape with her! it wasn't like she was saying 'sucks for you lol' she wanted to take her with he#until karna rolled her eyes at her and was threatening her. only then did amangeaux stop#they're both littlefinger like characters i suppose if that makes sense? and he makes my skin crawl too#who knows maybe with time i can look at it more objectively but for now. bad vibes#also sorry for this being in main tags i'm doing this for categorizing and so my followers can block the tags#will say tho while the scene did make my skin crawl them yelling over zac was very funny
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ur grading people and if they get an f theyre blocked? my main you aint a kindergarten teacher this is a microblogging platform
yeah, that's why there's that function called blocking! :) cuz this is a microblogging site! that's what microblogging platforms have! :) so you don't have to put up with people's shit! :) interesting that kindergarten teachers where you live are capable of blocking people in real life, hope you had fun with that
#spot says stuff#this is the INTERNET You are the one who curates your own fucking experience and if i dont like someones vibes or what theyre saying to me-#-they are going to get blocked! ''grading'' people??? its called judging people and having set boundaries and self respect#im not here to conform to strangers tastes n the need to Watch Me i dont care about that more than i care about myself#i am not a ''content creator'' i am not someone with some power like a ''kindergarten teacher'' i am a stranger to All of you and-#-just another tumblr user and i dont owe you fucking anything just like nobody Here owes me anything besides base respect#n base respect includes watching what you say to people. i dont have to put up with strangers faults. im holding everyone here accountable-#-for their actions and words because i believe that you are capable of being a good considerate human person n acting sensibly#what would happen if i blocked a person on Tumblr Dot Com. the goddamn apocalypse? please. blocking isnt controlling people around you-#-its Boundaries. you can get over some random bitch blocking you on the internet. its not my responsibility if someone decides that their-#-entire emotional wellbeing depends on a *Stranger*#i have P@NSEAR blocked cuz i just Dont like their content. if someone ''gets an F'' from me for behaviour then MAYBE theres a REASON?#''ur grading people'' goddammit man who Isnt judging the people around them and the interaction they have with them#HOW many times ive said ''feel free to block me!'' in a positive way cuz of smth as small as a too gorey design. what do u think-#-blocking is ysee??? ''you are acting entitled'' because i AM! i AM entitled to having a good comfortable experience on the INTERNET#just like ANY OF YOU. please anon! you dont like my way of treating myself on the Internet do just that! block me! i wont throw a fuss??#if Anyone here doesnt like the smallest aspect of me judge me. i invite you to. judge me and if that aspect is too loud for you Block me#to get along with this anons absolutely correct n in place anecdote: Grade Me. give me an F. boot me from the school whatever That means#keep yourself safe and make your experience on the internet comfortable#i cant tell if youre one of those dumb anon askers who r just lookin for attention or fight Or a reasonable person but heres my look at it#entertain it before you disregard it. got me pissed off from the moment i wake up u dont even know bout my whole blockin system dear god
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treating this post as a quick diary entry
#THIS GUY#i was nice to him#thats it#i wasnt even like overly flirtatious or anything#maybe to him i was#BUT ME#I WAS JUST TAKING INTEREST W WHAT HE WAS SAYING BECAUSE THATS WHAT I DO#and suddenly#hes all like#im gonna come to your psych lecture#wants a hug at the train station#BRUH#im sorry im just so annoyed w him rn#and i dont want to say that#its wrong to try and get to know other people#but he does not want to know me purely in the platonic friendship sense#i am quite sure of that#i think he wants ME to like him#which#fine like you can want that#but ive known OF him for 3 weeks#i dont owe him anything#and i dont find him attractive#sure he's good lookin but i#me myself and i#dont feel attracted to him in that way#he asked for my SPOTIFY#spotify just seems like such a personal thing to me idk why#and he keeps asking me about how my day was#which is quite nice i have to admit
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Between the good doctor memes and the fallout from them that still makes me self concious to this day and people being awful about Lloyd's feelings towards his father and their interactions in crystalised, last year wqs not a good year on twitter for me
#i cannot walk without thinkikg of that post qhere someone was mocking shaun for 'walking like c3-p0'... i feel sick and have to unclasp#my handw and have them at my sides and just feel sick#it sucks when you see so mucu of yourself in a character.when theyre the most relatable one youve EVER seen#you see things you do/have done that youve seen no other character do#....and. people constantly shit on them#idk#but im so freaking glad that meme is over thank GOD#and dont even get me started on people who.are like 'poor garm 🥺🥺' about lloyd being upset with him#god#can a child. hurt by their parent#NOT BE HURT???#im sorry but he doesnt owe that man anything#afyer all hes done??? after all hes put lloyd through????#its so NICE to see a character who.realises they dont habe to forgive a crappy parent#and then to have people be so awful about it....#hot take apparently but lloyd doesnt have to think.about the reasons why he was hurt. hes allowed to just be hurt#like. im sorry but i.dont think hurt or abused kids have to think about the explanations or reasons or whatever. i think.theyre allowed to#be upset. to be mad even.#but maybe im just biased. as a victim of child abuse.#now. before anyone.goes and bes stupid#im not claiming lloyd was abused.#i said hurt OR that. and that was about kids in general not him.#idk how to make thay any clearer#anyway#its so.funny how peoppe will.go ariund and make it seem.like lloyd is.still angry at misako and that they dont have a good relationsjip now#and then. get mad when hes hurt by his father.trying to kill him. trying to kill his friends#not making ANY attempt.to contact him#like#ignore me
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btw Sorry i've had less and less to say over the months, i think it's gotten harder to keep it up as time goes on :( i still love him of course but i'm having a harder time keeping up with art, finding things i want to talk about, etc
most of my posting abt him lately has just been reblogging stuff that other ppl make bc of that
#this will change nov22 but only temporarily lol#still gonna mostly be old reblogs but it'll be *my* old posts 😌#this could all be a coincidence with class stuff. maybe i'll have more to say next semester when my schedule is less cramped#who knows#but yea formal apology for not rlly posting as advertised (techno blog) even tho i know quite a few of you do enjoy the skyblock posting#i KNOW i dont owe anyone anything but. i feel a bit bad for all the ppl that flocked to me when he died#SORRY IT'S HARD TO KEEP UP I WISH I COULD DO MORE BUT IT'S JUST. A LOT. also there's 2k of you watching me it's a bit stressful fjkdshg#almost 3k. why are there so many of you...#THIS USED TO JUST BE A PLACE FOR LIVEBLOG DUMPS AND CLIP SAVING IDK HOW I GOT HERE KJFHSDKJG#chat#tw death
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hm. ok no actually i am in bitch mode rn
#everyone who has ever commented on my eating habits owes me money. theres nothing wrong w how i eat#im just picky!!! i eat fine i eat healthy shut up!!!!#'you dont eat Anything!!' MAYBE I WOULD IF YOU WERENT A BITCH!!!!!!!#did you know. commenting on the way ppl eat in a negative manner. makes them not want to eat in front of you!#most ppl are polite enough to not say anything when im eating but the NERVE of some ppl to go 'oh is that your plate?' LIKE???? SHUT UP
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#Okay this is just a little disclaimer post but!!#I'm in a very bad headspace lately and years of being overly nice and kind to people who dont treat me the same#has finally stacked up Too high and I'm Actually putting myself first#so if you're rude to me or do something that I otherwise don't appreciate- I'm going to unfollow and maybe block you#even if we're mutuals#like I really do love and appreciate you guys Truly from the bottom of my heart#but some of you have made me feel shitty and im not doin it anymore#so yeah feel free to do the same back to me at any time if I ever make you feel bad#or you get sick of my posts or anything#you dont owe allegiance to someone who makes you feel shitty even if you were pals once#Ya :)
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love ppl being like "if you blaze or have a checkmark you need to donate to my post" like I ordered food a few days ago or bought a video game last month do I need to donate to one of the thousands of donation posts now too because I dared spend money for something non-essential for myself
#cylas speaks#like i legit feel bad every time i dont donate and probably have spend way too much money i technically dont have on strangers#but being like That and basically trying to guilt trip ppl or just being bitter and not letting people just enjoy things makes me so much#less likely to even just consider it#like call me petty but if i have to choose between someone just legitimately asking for help and someone being kinda entitled about it#no one ows you anything and not donating to you specifically doesnt mean their racist/ableist/transphobic/hate sex workers etc#I'd buy everyone lunch or their month's groceries or medication if i could#but maybe just let people have things
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The sims won't open on my shitputer
#i al going insane actually#i have been trying to fix it for DAYS#i am sure its because a windows update wont install and gives error every time i try#windows help forums YOU ARE NOTHING#and the videopad wont load the fucking clips i literally cant do anything.....#hades maybe works....#but i am to exhausted after trykng to fix it that i just dont wanna play.... a vicious circle#also my mom owes me money... enough to buy a new laptop but it is easier to move a mountain than convince her to spend money on me#literally nothing goes my way and it is so fucking hot... my friends are all out of town........... fuck ass summer i want my time back#talking tag#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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Time to watch kimya Dawson lyric videos on YouTube. I'll let you know how it goes
#im not your savior of your heavenly host!! im just a peice if zweiback toast getting soggy in a babys aching mouth im going south like#the geese i just goosed you and now maybe i seem loose to you but i dont even want a spoon i did once#but i dknt know#now that i see how you do things the way you play and sings amazing but the way you play fhe game is crazy you dont have to say youre sorry#you dont owe me anything dont owe me anything!!!!#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 grandpa kimya ......
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i kind of try to interact with art/high effort posts if they have low notes and if i see too many notes it makes me put off reblogging something. but if i want to keep up this mentality i should really be checking the notes bc its not fair to not reblog the post with the 200:1 like to reblog ratio LOL (this is a dumb mentality anyway note count should not prevent me from interacting)
#6 reblogs and 47 likes?????? obviously this wasn’t a bigger post but damn like i see why#bc it has 47 likes and only 6 reblogs i 8($4!5!3#tumblr metrics… nobody owes you anything but nobody reblogs things that arent funny anymore#i also find myself pushing away from joke art. im sure youll get your notes. you dont need me#simons spouting#maybe i can get an extension to hide note counts on posts so i just base it on the post#it wont work on my phone but i use tumblr primarily on my computer anyway
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I really want people to stop discouraging writers or artists in general. First, you don't start drawing perfectly on your first, second or even 500000 try. It takes practice to get better. Second, I don't even care if it doesn't get better. You're just shutting someone down for no reason. It genuinely makes me mad that you'd just grab something someone made with passion and straight up mock it. It's cruel, no matter how well that person can take it
#if you dont like it: DONT WATCH IT/READ IT WHATWVER#its okay to not like a random drawing yoy saw on TikTok you dont owe anyone anything but dont make fun of that person for just...creating#i know im not perfect i also make fun of some stuff from time to time but some people man...ruthless#at least dont fucking do it in public like wtf. at least AT LEAST have the decency not to say it to their fsce directly???????#what goes on in these peoples heads tjst they think they can just mock someone to their fsce like that?like just straight up insult them#i think i take things too seriously maybe LOL but thsts just how i am i guess#it just upset me i dont know if i expressed myself well
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