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I'm not a fan of the fact that Dune Prophecy is based on Brian Herbert's books (which I consider to be noncanonical) and I am generally emphatically against prequels and I do notttt like this expanded universe business - that is to say, I have every reason to be disinterested in this show, perhaps most of all, as I have elaborated at length upon, that the Bene Gesserit story I enjoy is God Emperor into Chapterhouse - but despite that one of the things that made me happiest this year was Dune Part Two. Even through its unjustified book divergences and various other issues, I still loved it enormously and incongruently, and so if I can put that aside, I might still find something to enjoy in Dune Prophecy.
The Bene Gesserit are hard to get right because the basis on which the BG operate does not fit easily into stereotype. They're not girlbosses. They're not really femme fatales. Up until Heretics, they're never even "sexy"; I wonder how much the influence of Eileen and her passing played into this, because she had such an influence on the books (I mean, even in the sense that he felt more comfortable writing sexual material by himself). They're a political force, but not a neutral political force - this is the exchange of women within a feudal system, with the careful control of reproduction, the body as a politic, writ large instead as a political body. It works specifically for the setting, because without the fabulistic conceit (and, yes, many of the psychoanalytic and biologically essentialist ends; I can't expand here but I think this idea is evolved in some interesting ways though, centrally explored through Paul), it just wouldn't work the same way. I think that, for Frank Herbert's foibles (the aforementioned, Alia's arc in Children of Dune), he had very specific thematic and narrative ends which bolster the BG and consequently the female cast generally that they are given serious aims and roles in the story. That the women of the BG order engage in the exchange of women - Jessica and Leto's relationship is much darker in the books, but also, weirdly, more trusting - works as a potent narrative device because their morals and their beliefs and behaviours are so far and alien, measured in centuries, their lifespans fit as a collective, yet it's also an unnervingly fitting and dangerous critique of women acting under patriarchy and facilitating it. Except there is a sort of beauty to that ambition, a sort of righteousness, and I suppose that's one of the things I love so much, and so specifically, about Dune, is that you can sit with all of that, and you're allowed to appreciate it. At most you can tell Frank gets really fired up about bureaucrats.
But it's through that feudalistic exchange of women and the specific talents and practices and inherited body of knowledge in the BG, that is, the total mastery of the body as an internal and external force including the very soul made material in transference, which translates to that political and ethical responsibility they hold and enforce, not in the sense that women stay a man's rough hand - paltry and boring - but as actual participants and lessoners in society. For better or worse. It's interesting because the shift in Odrade's arc in Chapterhouse is not to reject that force, but to reject obedience (which is part of their relationship to the Tyrant), and obedience to an overwhelming maw of reactionary fear. "We are to punish them." It's the moment that's worth reading all three books for, to me. He tests them against the Honoured Matres and the Bene Tleilax alike: the Bene Tleilax do what they do with no moral aim, up until a very particular change in Heretics, but that twist only really makes them a further foil to the BG. The axlotl "tanks" (that's not the twist I'm referring to) are a literalisation of what the BG do, made extreme. So how different are they? I think that is not just a rhetorical question because of the literal technology involved.
What I also really like about the BG is that the specific thematic drive is not "lulz women control men with sex tee hee" - though this is a thing with the Honoured Matres, in contrast to the BG - but instead that libidinal forces organise life and society. It might sound like a fancy way of saying it, but what I really mean is that sex, sexual attraction, and sexual desire - indeed, lack thereof - motivate all sorts of behaviours and ambitions, and political desires, and culture and cultural values, and the identification of this fact and manipulation therein is a type of power they hold. The reason it is dangerous that Jessica loves Leto I is that she has given over power. She is not supposed to do this. (I think this is why Herbert retcons Paul being conceived out of love, not personal ambition to rear a kwisatz haderach herself, and having written this I think I feel somewhat better about the change; maybe these are confluent ideas in Dune).
The nuance of the BG is directly tied to the nuance of the Dune setting. The nuance of the Dune setting is what makes it Dune*: this is why I reject treating it as a straightforward didactic text, but the very common trend now is trying to outsmart a story, and fingerwag at people who seemingly don't get it. The BG are hard to get "right" in a desire to write a feminist story functioning as a moral invective - which fits women as political objects as opposed to sex objects.
I wish I could go see Dune Part Two again - it was a wonderful day out, honestly - and I was thinking that yesterday then read good things about Dune Prophecy, but I don't know what those good things constitute. So maybe I have to join in on Dune Prophecy.
*The unapologetic alienness and total commitment to what it is makes it Dune as well, and perhaps that's why Dune is hard to adapt.
#duneposting#is this an accidental BG screed lol#I don't read fandom meta for dune so I have no idea where this sits in the consensus which is amazing and awesome#and makes me feel so happy#for once in my life I am not cognisant of the fact I'm a polemic I'm a contrarian and I ruin everything#except for one person whose post I read complaining dune was very misogynist because misogynistic things happen which I think#happens to be the point as they say - whether that is interrogated enough for you I don't know#the fact that this came from an a/soiaf made me cry with hilarity#actually I've seen this twice from a/soiaf fans#and it's not like g/rrm doesn't have some of the feminism much more explicitly on his mind!
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Found my fav Slay the Princess route recently. Dragon my beloved. Your horrifying beak mouth was an impossible-to-refuse lip syncing challenge 💖
Shoutouts to @blacktabbygames for making such a cool game!
#stp spoilers#slay the princess spoilers#stp dragon#stp the princess and the dragon#I FINISHED THIS LIKE 2 WEEKS AGO AND CONSISTENTLY FORGOT TO POST IT UNTIL I REMEMBERED JUST NOW LMAO FUCK#i made it for my showreel when i realised stp is full of good lines to lip sync to and ooohhhh what a fun challenge it was#and such a fun sketchy art style to emulate too. i dont think i quite nailed it but you have to take liberties when it's animation dont you#anyway this route makes me insane. getting to finally see ourself and finding out we're a SICK ASS GIANT DESTRUCTIVE CREATURE?!!!#the princess is so good at making me feel feeble and pathetic in this game. i had no idea. i am so so happy. this is gender euphoria#thank u my friend @rune-chaser for introducing me to this game bc it's so cool!!! and has made me cry more than once! yayyy!!!#stp#slay the princess#stp princess#stp the long quiet#my animations#my art#EDIT: changed the name in the desc from stp to slay the princess bc i want non stp players to know what the game is. shoulda done it sooner
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she's singing in another room and my dog is asleep at my feet. my grandma asked me why i haven't found a man yet and i laughed. oh, you know. i like my house clean.
my girlfriend is also my man is also "my partner" if i'm in a professional setting. yesterday we went to a ren faire and a man mimed at me - you're together? and at my delighted nod, his baffled, you're gay? made me laugh. a woman with rainbow hair said i love the two of you together. you're both so beautiful it's absurd.
my dad introduced my partner as my "..... friend. or whatever" the other day. he knows we're dating. in the same way, i was never able to get my sister's husband to stop saying that's gay like it's 2008. he still uses the word fa***t, and my sister's defense of him has always been well, he's just kidding.
my lover and i dance to old music in a tiny kitchen. we judge new music together and take food critique very seriously. we watch love is blind before we fall asleep and agree that if they had a queer season, it would be bloody but also make for excellent tv. of fucking course queer people would know someone for only 2 weeks and agree to get married. what are you saying.
at a bar with friends, a man puts his hand on my wrist. got a boyfriend? and yes, i do have a boyfriend, she's amazing. i am texting her while i wander around a gas station named after geese. i am visiting a swing state for a wedding. in the candy aisle i overhear: she's actually like a lesbian it's disgusting. two teenage girls with packaged sandwiches in their hands, giggling. no literally, like. i'm not, like. okay with her being there while we're all, like, naked and changing.
my girlfriend and i tailgate, drink gin and cider out of cups. from the frat group beside us, a man corrects himself with one of his friends: bro, i mean, nonbinary entity, and it makes everyone around him laugh, myself included. he razzes his friend the same way i would have killed for at 19 years old - like nothing happened, he continues: you apply sunscreen like an alien. he does a little sassy (and fairly accurate) dance interpretation of the motion. his friend is laughing so hard they're crying.
i am lucky, i live in a safe neighborhood in a safe state. my masc passenger princess comes up from DC. i drive her for an hour to where all the leaves are a violent arrangement of color. we walk along the trails, letting autumn into our blood. in this part of the state, there's a lot of pickup trucks and trump signs. when we chastely kiss before getting into the car, i accidentally make eye contact with a woman holding her child's wrist. she looks disgusted. she looks fucking pissed.
two hours later my girl and i are eating dinner on a patio, soaking in the last warmth of new england sun before the chill of winter sets in. we are giggling and trying to talk through plastic vampire teeth. at another table, i see a young woman sit up straighter. i watch her watch us. she blushes and takes her partner's hand from across the table. shy, like the taste of evening has just become something deeper.
it's worth it for this moment, i think. my lover is still humming the same song she's been singing for four days straight and i don't want to kill her for it. her guitar is beside my bed. her toothbrush is in my bathroom. in a few moments i will make us lunch. we are lucky enough to have found each other. it is lucky enough to be in love.
#writeblr#wlw#i often think about like.....#being happy in a gay relationship is sometimes so odd#bc u can forget how stupid ppl are.#bc ur so USED to being gay. and u forget other people GENUINELY ARE homophobic#so it's like. girl pardon?????#but also there are moments where it's like. ohhh the kids are alright#like watching someone razz someone else.... so fucking wholesome#“lemme get this bitche's pronouns before i make gentle fun of them” .... i would have KILLED for that.#THAT is how u know ur accepted#not just tolerated#..... when ppl are like. sure ur nonbinary congrats but WHAT is this fucking sunscreen application#ps idk if "razz'' is a real word but someone asked what it means -#i've always heard it as being a term for 'gentle & friendly teasing'' which like#i personally notice more from my guy friends but is like - when a person isn't#LIKE ACTUALLY teasing u (it's nothing personal/mean) they're just laughing w/you about something#my friends often put on a little voice and call me an anemic little bitch#like 'ooooo the anemic little bitch is cold??? does she need a mouse blanket#bc she's SOOOO SMALL AND ANEMIC???''#and it doesn't hurt my feelings (it makes me laugh very hard) bc 1. i actually called MYSELF that first#and 2. i'm not sensitive about it!!!#a proper razz is when you are ALSO in on the joke - i ALSO think it's funny#for some people i personally find that when they razz u it's when they love u -#they've noticed something genuine about u and love u enough that u know they're not being mean#this is cultural and personality based of course but i'm hispanic#if someone isn't making fun of me it means they hate me . obviously.
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trick or treat!
#my art#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#maki zenin#yuta okkotsu#inumaki toge#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#u could argue that the spoilers r hidden by the costumes but idw take my chances#i havent posted art in a billion years i feel like a fraud and i am going to get a bad grade in tumblr dot com#so i am posting these early idc anymore#i still have probably one more halloween draws i plan on posting but im cracking i want these out of my drafts Now#these KILLED ME#i miss drawing fast i miss it so badddddd#dont get me wrong the costume design ws so fun i loved it but god did it take ages#but on the bright side. yuuji in a toga.#on another bright side. little devil nobara n cowgirl maki#on yet anotHER bright side. eldritch horror pandachu#these costumes eat if i do say so myself ghjsdfkgjf undead inuokko makes me so happy also they r so cute#not to mention megumi in his gay little hat god i made itfs so obnoxiously flirty in this#remember when i said the timeskip art ws the least heterosexual group photo i've ever drawn i take it back#theyre disgusting . save nobara episode 356325746732#anyway happy 10 days early halloween <3#i will try to not take a whole week to finish the last piece(s)
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Physically? I am sitting in my bedroom. Mentally? Spiritually? I AM DEAD ON THE FLOOR!!!!! THESE TWO HAVE KILLED ME!!!!
(Another drawing! This was originally attempt #1 at drawing stan, and then fiddleford just showed up. Kinda feels like them five minutes after the above acting like nothing happened though, so it works sdjkgkjfshj)
#HEALED FIDDLEFORD HAS ME BOUNCING OFF THE FUCKING WALLS!!!!!!! GIVE THE MAN A BRIGHT HAPPY FUTURE!!! FUCK!!!!!#I don't know how i'm coming off right now#when i say that i've been super manic about them for the past week I really mean it#guys Idk but I think I might be fiddlestans number one fan#I liked this pairing before book of bill and after reading it it only solidified things#IT IS SO MUCH MORE THAN A CRACK SHIP TO ME!!!!!!!!#fiddlestan#gravity falls#anyway this is supposed to be them the next summer#stan is working the shack to tutor soos for tourist season#fiddleford has changed while the twins were on the stan o war#STAN DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO FEEL AT FIRST and they have a lot of shit to work through from their past before they can start making out dksjds#sketchbook#traditional art#pencil drawing#traditional drawing#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#gravity falls fanart
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INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE 1x2 | 1x3 | 1x4
#i was going to make a gifset of different instances of the word family being used in s1#WHEN I NOTICED THIS#and now I'm lowkey having a mental breakdown aBOUT HOW MUCH LESTAT WANTED HIM AND LOUIS TO BE A FAMILY#but Louis never validates it until this moment with claudia AND LESTAT LOOKS SO HAPPY???????!?!?!?!?!?!?!#someone euthanise me I'm having too many feelings about these losers#amc iwtv#amc interview with the vampire#iwtvedit#loustat#unholy family#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#my iwtv gifs#my gifs
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FULL THROTTLE - Congrats on season 2!
#as a fan of both shoujo and shounen - I quite liked dandadan!#so I'm excited for season 2 but I might switch to the manga already#anyway I wanted to try out a dynamic composition - happy how it turned out! the hands were a big oof tho#I think my fave details are the glasses and earrings#my shading isn't great in this one tho - or rather it could've been more bold? it feels safely played if that makes sense#dandadan#ayase momo#okarun#ken takakura#LOL took me a moment to remember his real name#o0kawaii0o
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Hello Ethubs nation :]
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#gremnda art#this is the silliest thing i've drawn in a while and i am so happy w it#i just read a heavy angst fic with etho and bdubs#this is my way of coping guys let me have this#ethubs#hermitshipping#trafficshipping#ethoslab#bdoubleo100#oo look at me go making ship art#guys im from dsmp fandom i feel like im committing an actual crime by drawing ship art#please be nice i will cry
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#yall have no idea how long it took to do the colors on this#i feel like my brain melted out my ears#but im SO happy with this theyre so cute god#my art#stranger things#steddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#st fanart#steddie fanart#please rb with tags they make me so so so happy and i screenshot them and show my friends and its so cute
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skyward sword… yeah <3
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#exploding the entire Skyward Sword ost with my mind#thinking a lot about SS lately#I could fill your dash with how much art I make of this game I’m so so obsessed with it#I did some character design stuff and misc doodles for funsies so I post here#feels so nice to make art for a game I loved so much as a kid#still top 3 loz games idc#I hope younger me is happy haha#okay please stop rambling#the legend of zelda#legend of zelda#skyward sword#tloz#loz#loz ss#skord#ss link#ss zelda#ss zelink#link#zelda#zelink#groose#fi#fledge#pipit#zelda art#nintendo#art#artists on tumblr#my art
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(almost) four years in, and I finally had time to draw something for the anniversary! woo! 🎉🎉🎉
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#because i need to talk for a minute about how the plot of the anniversary story so far is literally just#crowley jumpscares us in our living room to demand we make him lunch and yuu is just like 'i need to start locking the door'#oh twst you always know just how to get me#the qol updates though! CONVERTING SINGLE KEYS INTO 10-SETS YES THANK YOU OH MY GOD#SKIP LESSON TICKETS!!!!#3X BATTLE SPEED!!!!!!!!!!!!#SAVE TEAM BUILDS AND SUPPORT CARDS FINALLY AHHHHH#oh and some other stuff too but look i NEEDED these things#also master chef grim! he's so precious!#though he's not going to get a little sporty uniform after all?#grim canonically flies in the nude i guess#no it's okay chef grim is ADORABLE#if you zoom in on his card you can see little smoodges from his inexpert cake decoration 😭#which on the one hand is cute but on the other hand i'd been convinced he'd just slapped some frosting and candles on an actual can of tuna#anyway happy (a few days until the) fourth anniversary everybody!#i've been here since the beginning (preregistered during the dorm reveals babyyyy) and it REALLY doesn't feel like it's been four years#you know what they say: time flies when you're watching anime characters have emotional problems
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the strength it must have taken for illario to not immediately go full 'lmao since when have you even had a kiss hello lucanis' sibling violence mode during the café talk. inspirational. rook and lucanis really were doing all that right in front of his salad huh
#lucanis is being SO cringe with that line right out there in public and I would die for him. it's just such a weird thing to say#tbf if anyone in the world is used to the insane things lucanis says and would go 'yes yes lucanis waxing poetic about coffee#in ways normal people reserve for trying to get in someone's pants (the roast won't fuck you lucanis)#we've all heard it' like it's all normal I suppose it would be illario. and also he's too busy with the 'shit fuck shit he's not dead#he's not dead of the family members 'supposed' to be dead we're at two definite failures out of two and woe me if the twain should meet#if that IS a demon in there it sure talks exactly in the same bizarre way only my cousin does#does that mean anything what the fuck do I do who do I kill about this' internal monologue I guess#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#illario dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#I mean he does very much say that to a non-romancing rook too which only makes it all the more delightfully odd#is it a very lucaniscore way of testing the waters. is it just how he always talks about coffee. many plausible approaches here#no one forced him to bring up kisses and 'you should try it' out of the blue like that is all I'm saying. he could have acted normal#(theoretically)#i feel there are reasons to read some stuff into it lol#lucanis when rye says he prefers tea: it's so over cautious overture I don't quite understand myself yet gently rebuffed#lucanis when rye takes him up on the 'so what should a first kiss be' theme: oh we're so back!!!! wait. what. what do I do now#what is this#it's kind of really sweet that rook answers with their own playfully florid beverage based barely hidden metaphor at the end too#matching freaks and having fun with it#as far as lucanis is concerned rye's only true flaws are 1) prefers tea to coffee (oh well. no one can be perfect. cross-cultural love#can conquer all even in this) and 2) weird taste in interior design (did we really HAVE to bring your 15 foot tall corpse statues#with us home rook. I can understand a tasteful skull here and there but this seems excessive. well if it makes you happy I guess)
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make it vicious, take a stab
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#gojo satoru#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jujutsu gojo#jjk gojo#jjk satoru#blood/#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#just in case idk#i believe in night moves fv supremacy#i feel like i say this every time but im dead deceased on the floor in the ground etc etc#maximum effort fr gojo as usual sighhhhhhhhhhhh#3 days on this mf who let me draw another mirror who didnt talk me down#i got so frustrated after i finished his reflection only to realize i had a whole other half gojo to draw#do not look too closely ik its not perfectly mirrored ik ik ik i wanted to die the whole time pls b kind#especially the hair gjhdfkdgk the last mirrored char i drew was megumi and at least with him his hair is dark#with which i can Conceal my mistakes#none of tht here sighs . this freak and his florescent hair#anyway even tho i died and perished and expired etc i am . SO happy w this u have no idea#blood sweat and tears went into this one#and easter eggs! so many easter eggs#pls take it and enjoy im tired of staring at him and his god awful lipstick job . make yourself decent smh
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It’s hot hermit summer!! 🐠🪸🤿
This is the piece I made for the amazing @boatemvillagezine the whole zine is absolutely stunning and you should go check it out if you didn’t yet!!
#mcyt fanart#hermitcraft#boatem#grian#goodtimeswithscar#mumbo fanart#pearlescentmoon#impulsesv#berry art#boatem village zine#hermitcraft season 8 fanart#this perspective was driving me crazy#also a formal apology to the mods beloved for being late to every check in#i love you guys#fishes#i somehow managed to capture the feeling i have while diving so that makes me happy
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I colored it! 🥹🥳 I'm learning color! 😭🥳
#stolitz#blitzø#stolas#helluva boss fanart#my art#Actually would have looked nice fully rendered#But I wasn't digging the approach so I'm honestly happy with what it is#Color and light are so rewarding but also make me feel like a pea brain#feedback appreciated#hellaverse
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Did you think I was done? Ahahahaha no, I have more.
Because chapter 70 of MOMU gave me the very dynamic between them that I missed so much, I just blacked out and started drawing uncontrollably lmao
Also. ALSO. I noticed a while ago that Prowl has the habit of..like…constantly frowning. So. I did a bit of research and made this graph.
In 70 chapters, Prowl frowns rougly 104 times. And the intensity of this gesture is very clearly correlated with the development of his relationship with Jazz, as you can see ahahahahah It might be wrong tho don’t take me seriously I’m not good with graphs
#maccadam#transformers#prowl#jazz#jazzprowl#fic fanart#momu fanart#I just#mmmmm#For the whole fic Prowl had to think twice about everything Jazz says#every information could end up being wrong#sometimes even without Jazz realising it#so when Prowl says#he’s trusting Jazz. it’s.#also it totally wasn’t me googling ‘believing and trusting nuance difference in english’#the moment I realised the difference I think my brain started rollercoaster loops#he can’t believe him but he found enough faith to trust him#while. YES. For the whole story Jazz couldn’t fucking be believed#list e n#Jazz did a lot of things for Prowl#fucktons of big and small gestures to show that yes he likes loves and appreciates Prowl#I’m so happy Prowl is returning this energy#like#remember that scene a while back when Jazz kissed Prowl? Cool cool okay. Did Prowl kiss him? nope. It was one sided gestures#*gesture. That kiss didn’t make me feel like it’s truly something precious because Jazz started it but Prowl didn’t do quite the same#but this👆. This feels so much more important for me. Because Prowl#who is for the whole story was mister I calculate every chance of possible betrayal. Prowl whos entire personality is to trust nobody#Prowl goes. Fuck that I trust you. You feel me?#it wouldn’t be the same if he said I love you. Because love is very much something you don’t have a lot of control over.#but to trust someone? It’s a choice Prowl had to consciously make. You see what I mean? I love it. oh fuck I ran out of tags..
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