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Hey, you know what would be nice to read sometime? A futuristic story about a dystopia that gets fixed. It doesn't even have to be a complete overhaul all at once, but I'd sure enjoy seeing some fictional people overjoyed because they don't have to scrabble and starve anymore.
I've read about people surviving in dystopias, and doing their part to help a revolutionary effort, but I can't think of a story that actually shows us the process of society healing.
#best I can do is one that kinda mentions that things are better but it's off-screen#I wanna see the people be happy#overjoyed that they'll have reliable food finally#they won't have to live in a constant state of alarm-bells-in-the-back-of-the-head stress anymore#I think that would be remarkably comforting to read#I want to be happy for them#writing prompts
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Have you become so addicted to doing what you like that now you don’t even have time to do what you love?
#living in a state of constant distraction#poetry#quote#poem#original#writing#literature#thoughts#love#writer
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gogurt
#ethan winters#leon kennedy#lethan#rosemary winters#rose winters#resident evil#resident evil fanart#rebhfun#roomate au#ethan living in a constant state of paranoia#hes scared he looks wrong or looks like a monster#he wears a hat to try and hide more
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Projecting my period cramps onto all the bad sanses because fuck em.
Except Nightmare. He’s my favourite.
#doppel draws#tw periods#the joys of having a uterus#sona art#self insert#duppel#shitty doodle#funny shit#shit post#dust sans#horror sans#error sans#killer sans#dusttale#horrortale#undertale#bad sanses#utmv#undertale multiverse#nightmare gets to live#in a constant state of fear that is#undertale aus#undertale au#utau#undertale fandom
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ACEYUU WOKE ME FROM THE DEAD
book 7 spoilers <3 very long rant im sorry!!
it was never meant to be this way. when he was such an ass to us in the prologue, when he laid those pesky remarks upon us and immediately assuming that we got into NRC as a janitor because we weren't good enough without any prior knowledge of how we were brought here against our will and having to adapt to such an unfamiliar environment where everything - trends, names, history, and even the currency - were different. he didn't know about the throbbing headache we had while the headmage was explaining the school's curriculum and suddenly bringing up the word "magic" into the conversation like it was foreign language.
he thinks he's above us just because we're a clueless student who couldnt cast any spells and took up the miserable job just for the sake of money and to live. he had this one-way "not my problem!!" mindset about us that he dipped the moment after because he never would have suspected that we would grow to be something more important, something more irreplaceable in his life.
he never meant to test the waters, and he's drowning by mistake.
his concern for you gets more obvious as each book advances (or was it always obvious??). you're just an otherworlder oblivious to the dangers that lurk in twisted wonderland, so it's only casual for him to fret about when you've been taken into scarabia with minimal escape routes, to be the first one to notice that you were missing among the entourage of people that have been kidnapped, to be the only one to point out that you weren't in the best condition AND suggesting to bring you back home in case the party was all too much. he knows how vulnerable you are, and he jumps into action as quick as possible because that's basically his brand. nothing deeper!!! (unknown dangers lurk around you on the daily, but you lurk in his mind so much more than he lets on. you're probably more used to the dangers of magic than he's used to the thought of you occupying his mind 24/7. isnt that ironic)
and he didn't consider the complications of how dangerous it could be for the headmage to send us back to our original world, possibly damaging the very fabrics of time and space and ceasing to exist while transporting - he just instantly goes to the part where the news was positive and that we could travel between Twisted Wonderland and earth in one piece, blocking out his surroundings just to see your smile, as that was possibly the happiest you could have ever been in front of him.
imagine each time he hangs out with someone new, or if someone has gained a romantic interest in him once you've left, he tries to find a part of "you" in them in his peripheral vision. whether they have an ounce of bravery that you had, whether they're as understanding as you are to know that he isn't just a human built of jokes and pranks, whether they won't doubt him like the rest did - as you were the only one who truly believed in his capability to truly lead the rest out of danger.
he could beg for other people to believe in him, to see that his skills could draw out much more if he really wanted to, but he didn't have to do that with you. in a flashing moment of possible failure, he turned to you in a heartbeat, uncharacteristically, desperately calling out for you to save him because he had no idea what was happening. he almost started to lose himself and quickly realises that the power he was wielding so suddenly wasn't some lousy spell, that it could possibly cause someone's life, and you were there to steady him when he needed it the most. a rarity of a scene he entrusted his entire body to you with. you believed in him. you ARE the betterment of him.
you held his hand like a vow, to protect each other and strengthen through every obstacle and turmoil that drives you one step closer to becoming a better version of yourself. your hand, tightly coiled around his, radiated the warmth and comfort he needed in his times of darkness and inner conflict.
it should've been you. you're perfect.
and that's why his dream still has you in it. it doesn't have to be one way or the other, you can simply go back and forth to his world and your own in just a snap! he could never dream of you leaving his sight and grasp, hindering him from ever telling you how much you actually meant. he has all the time in the world.
and that's what he wants, but his heart says otherwise, and that's fine. he just wants you to be safe and see him for who he is. you inspired him to take pride in his name, as an ace can do anything!!
#IM LOSING MY MIND THIS IS#IS THIS REAL#I CAN FINALLY REST IN PIECES?????#UNLESS THEY GIVE MORE ACEYUU XCRUMBS IN BOOK 8 (THEY WILL TRUST)#Good Night everyone! Aceyuu is officially Canon#on a more serious note: seeing all the attention aceyuu is finally starting to gain has been beyond gratifying#the entire world is spinning rapidly in aceyuu nation's favour THIS IS LEGIT#im still trying to think about yuu's possible aftermath reaction to ace's dream consisting of them being able to go back to THEIR WORLD.#almost every character acknowledges the fact that they aren't from here and dont really dwell on it any further (save deuce and grim maybe)#but ACE is already jumping to the part where they're overjoyed about them being able to go home in his dreams which hasnt even#happened in reality yet.#like wow...you care about us that much to the point where you just want us to see our home world's family and friends again and not be in#any sort of danger just as magic surrounds us literally everywhere??? CRYING.#“you don't have to stay up every night crazed about this world's education that you didn't have the chance to study in kindergarten”#“you don't have to be living in a state of constant foreboding if someone's magic starts getting out of control or if they overblot”#“just rest easy bro” ASS FUCKER ARE U KIDDING ME#seriously my otp <33333 i love them tons#IM SO EXCITED FOR WHAT THEY HAVE IN STORE ONCE BOOK 8 COMES OUTTTTTTT#aceyuu#ace x yuu#book 7 spoilers#twst book 7
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POV it's pre-noon and he's on Clint time now
#spectrecowboy art#winterhawk#clint barton#bucky barnes#marvel rivals#marvel rivals fanart#winterhawk fanart#my art#digital art#hawkeye#winter soldier#I would post like. angst. or mission art but all I can ever draw is domesticity and the constant state of tiredness I live in
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#another installment in the series of me frantically pointing at random text posts and shouting “them!!!!" incoherently#(i live in a state of constant delusion)#phantom of the opera#poto#poto shitpost#poto text
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Something that should be more talked about in the Epic fandom is how Odysseus canonically beats Eurylochus in a fight. If it weren’t for Perimedes, Odysseus would’ve won in Mutiny and killed Eurylochus.
#I think that if Eurylochus lived after that#it would’ve been in a constant state of mild fear#epic the musical#the odyssey#odysseus#meme#the thunder saga#epic the musical memes
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Ok so I get it tech didn’t come back
But
CONSIDER
We go to Lothol, we open the door to the world between worlds, and we go get our man ourselves?
I will die on this hill and you can’t stop me
#let me cook#he ain’t dead#no body no death#I live in a constant state of delulu#star wars#tbb#the bad batch#bad batch tech#spoilers#star wars the bad batch#mortis#star wars memes#tbb finale#tech lives
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I’m so tired of people saying Cassian and Jyn died on Scarif- Just admit you haven’t watched Rogue One. they literally moved to a small quaint planet and became farmers with their 2.5 children.
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Being pregnant during Trump 2.0 is wild. I have no idea if the amount of rage (and I mean pure, fucking blistering rage) is more related to the hormone fluctuations I’m experiencing or if this is the normal amount of rage to be feeling in response to the fucking insane news cycle we’re experiencing. It would be nice to go just one week - fuck it, I’ll even take one day - without reading about some new horror brought on by this administration and their pet billionaire.
#donald trump#elon musk#american politics#us politics#i don’t even live there#but i’m canadian#so i have to listen to the insanity#can take your 51st state talk and shove it up your fucking ass#i wasn’t joking about the rage#it’s at levels i’ve never experienced before#maybe it’s pregnancy#maybe it’s the continued threats to our sovereignty and the constant news cycle of horrifying abuses to people who don’t deserve it#idk#maybe it’s maybelline
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Okay but the Bagginshield height difference and then when you’re reading a Consort Bilbo fic and all you can see is this as them😭:
#bilbo baggins#the hobbit bilbo#the hobbit thorin#thorin oakenshield#thorin x bilbo#thorins company#consort Bilbo#married bagginshield#bilbo x thorin#Bilbo and Thorin are ruling Erebor together but that height difference is taking me out#like he’s so small compared everyone else around him#thorin lives au#king thorin#bagginshield ruling Erebor#Bilbo is in a constant state of rush to get where he needs to be#supportive husband Thorin loves Bilbo’s quirks
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So I said this in the tags of my last post, but then I went wacky and doodled up some pages of this other AU idea that stemmed from the idea of that comic I did
In this AU, Miles goes to Diego Armando’s office a few weeks after the Fawles trial. There is no cocky, arrogant, or smug air about him like there was during the trial and instead he seems really shaken and nervous. Diego’s like “hey what’s wrong?” And Miles is quiet but then says that he needs help. He tells Diego that he can’t get the image of Fawles’s suicide out of his head and that he has no one he can talk to about this. Diego asks about Miles’s mentor, but Miles says that there’s absolutely no way he could ever go to his mentor for help with emotional stuff because it would show “weakness” and he also isn’t comfortable with von Karma. To make a long story short (because I’ve thought so much about this), Miles ends up pleading with Diego to protect him from von Karma just in case he goes after him for switching sides to be a defense attorney. He knows that von Karma will see him as weak and a traitor for switching teams after a single case, but Miles can’t be someone he’s not. Diego points out that Miles seems to be trying to be who von Karma wanted him to be. So he asks Miles what he wants to be, and Miles responds by saying he wants to be his dad (just like in my 1985 animatic 😭).
So Miles decides to renounce prosecution. He rips off his cravat and throws it in the garbage in Diego’s office and declares that he’ll become a defense attorney. He also asks Diego is he could be his mentor to help him in both being better at defense law and also just being better with interacting with people.
He joins the Grossberg Law Offices and works alongside Mia and Diego to gather evidence on Dahlia Hawthorne, as he now too believes that she has done terrible things.
After Diego is poisoned, Miles freaks out because people just keep dying or getting hurt around him and it scares him. (Oh…baby boy just wait until Mia dies too-)
He takes the case to defend Phoenix, gets TERRIFIED when Phoenix eats the poison necklace, and then at the end, Phoenix was like “oh wow! You’re a defense attorney now?? Lmao when did that happen??” Bc he had been too busy simping over Dahlia. But Miles tells him that he should still pursue law so that they could work together and also so that Phoenix’s law classes and studying wouldn’t have gone to waste. So Phoenix becomes a lawyer and works with Miles and Mia at the Fey & Co Law Offices until she dies and then it becomes Edgeworth & Co Law Offices because he had been a lawyer for longer.
I like the idea that in this AU, Phoenix and Miles obviously have huge crushes on each other, but these idiots still refuse to acknowledge or admit it <3
Also :((( when Diego wakes up, he still goes on his whole antagonist arc as Godot, and Miles refuses to tell Phoenix the truth about who he is. See, I also like the idea that in this AU, Nick and Miles are still as cagey with their past and truths as they are in normal AA
As you can see, I am perfectly normal !! I think about ace attorney a very normal amount!! 🤭
#doctorsiren#ace attorney#ace attorney au#miles edgeworth#diego armando#mia fey#phoenix wright#feenie#bratworth#narumitsu#wrightworth#prosecutor godot#maya fey#iris fey#franziska von karma#defenseworth au#ace attorney fanart#doodle pages#art#digital art#my art#fanart#procreate#what should I call this AU??? for some reason i can come up with really good ones for other fandoms but I have a hard time with AA AU names#I mean one of my AUs is literally called ‘silly little monster AU’ soooo#he looks way too much like Milo Thatch /pos#I AM NORMAL!!! HEHEHE#dude how many AUs have I made in the past few days?? like 4 counting this one? and not counting SLM AU bc that started a month ago#for funsies!! we can combine this AU and the Godot AU I made and so everyone can be happy!!!! 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥#<- I live in a constant state of denial /j
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me: i hate war, war is SO BAD, no more war only peace fuck you
me when i see a movie/tv show about war: ooo nice
#i live in a constant state of hypocrisy#the worst part is that my favourite era of history is the 1400-1500s and yet WW2 is the only era that consistently gets good movies#hbo war#band of brothers#the pacific#generation kill#sas rogue heroes#saving private ryan#inglorious basterds#hacksaw ridge#all quiet on the western front#unbroken#fury
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I love the new Pearl skin and the general idea of her slowly getting closer to her Scarlet Pearl skin, but also, the idea of Pearl slowly getting more and more covered in blood. It staining her jacket and shirt, and it’s unclear if it’s her blood or someone else’s. And her one red eye looks alot like a black eye, and it seems much more reminiscent of a fight than a fall.
Just. Pearls new skin being more than just her loss of lives, it being more her descent into red life. Which is neither graceful or preventable.
#and the stars speak#trafficblr#pearlescentmoon#wild life spoilers#wild life smp#wlsmp#life series spoilers#life series smp#I’ve talked to my gf about the possibly of Pearl playing purposefully more risky in this series on purpose#Because I might be wrong but- two lives in two sessions is a bit wild#It’s more like “default” Pearl is temporary state and scarlet Pearl is the constant end result#Idk this might be nothing
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whatever it was. you hate how you came to love it. admirable lunatic
#solar opposites#solaropposites#korvo#my pookie princess whos extremely repressed and in a constant state of emotional turmoil#my poor wet soggy cat who has no compassion for himself with a complete inability to fathom being loved by anyone in a genuine sense#urrrgrgrrrgh the way korvo's whole thing with being obsessive over tradition has less to do with glorifying shlorp#and more to do with the fact that it gave him structure and purpose#he cannot form an identity out of love as he cannot comprehend himself as a person worthy of it#just a constant cycle of guilt#over not being a good enough team leader not being a good enough shlorpian not being good enough at living on earth etcetc#korvo lost and farting 0 stars for you my boy
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