#and like 4 hours of sleep in between

[teabiscs]

i wanted to do some cute fem slash for the apron prompt but i may just put Takao in a maid costume

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Good morning, Sleepyhead.

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[vypridae]

@kevin-ibw’s moon is basically a contortionist with the silly ways he can bend their body

+ no shading vers:

[bitchfitch]

So context: I have Ridiculously severe misophonia. If I could painlessly deafen myself I would, "all noise is evil" levels of noise sensitivity. It's too the point I can't tolerate being around other people because the sound of breathing swallowing lip smacking etc drive me up the wall and turn me into the joker in .1 seconds.

and it's not like, it's not a "I don't like this" type of misophonia, it's a "these sounds are physically extremely painful as is any volume above the absolute lowest amount possible (I have returned multiple pairs of earbuds for having their minimum setting still be painfully loud)

Ok, that's just my life. those are the cards I've been dealt and I've been making it work.

My shrink recommended concert earbuds. They're like normal wireless earbuds but instead of being electric, they have a small tube and a hole in them that effectively changes the shape of your ear canel when you're wearing them. So they filter noise without reducing volume or quality too badly.

It is fucking Night and day. Volume is still a problem but all the little sounds that were driving me insane and making me be constantly overstimulated are just gone. I can talk to people without immediately wanting to end the conversation. and be in the same room as my fishtank without the filter sounds chasing me off.

[aturnoftheearth]

like i was so stressed and scared about the 2020 election that i had my tv on the kitchen table turned to the news while i barely worked on my online classes and then i logged on to tumblr for a little break from the nonstop “we still don’t know who’s president” news and destiel was everywhere and so were the memes and i was like “oh good for y’all!! or sorry that happened? anyway, on with my life 😁” and then two weeks later i was reading destiel fic in bed at 3am after watching my sister sob over the finale for 2 hours

[gobbluthbutagirl]

the thing about being a chronic insomniac and also the world’s lightest sleeper and staying in a thin-walled house with a bunch of other people. You don’t fall asleep until everybody stops making noise at night. And then you wake up the moment somebody makes a noise in the morning. and if this continues long enough something happens in your brain that the critics are saying is “not good”

[cybergothvox]

"Whats your timezone"

I mean I can tell you but if you think you can use that to figure out when I'm going to br awake let me dissuade you of that right now. Even I dont know when I'm going to be awake. I mean I can give you a prediction but it's like being a weather man, I can only guess for a few days out and I'm only 40% confident in my answer

[burntblueberrywaffles]

[terrestrialnoob]

I like to headcanon that Draxum had a specific plan for what he wanted for each turtle when he mutated them. I play into the obvious with Raph, Mikey, and Donnie. Raph was made to be a big brawler, a tank, something that could both deal and take a lot damage. Mikey was made to have an affinity for magic and spiritualism. Donnie was made to be a genius engineer. These are specifically the traits Draxum values in a person, in himself, a Warrior, a Mystic, and a Scientist. But for Leo, I like to think Draxum went for efficiency.

It doesn't make sense for Draxum to make Leo "to be a leader", Draxum didn't need a strategy guy, he was the strategy guy. What he thought he needed from Leo was a persistence predator. I can see him at first thinking it should be speed but then realizing it’s more about stamina and resource conservation.

Which means, Leo isn't an insomniac, he was literally made to not need as much sleep. He also needs less food and less water, and his body uses oxygen so efficiently he doesn't need to breathe as much. His healing is faster too so it take less time to get him moving after an injury. He wasn't made to be smarter, his intelligence wasn't buffed like Donnie's, but being more efficient in all other things, makes him think more efficiently. He needs less time to learn new things, less time to adapt to new situations and environments, and less pieces of information before putting together the bigger picture. Together, Leo might not be the fastest but he can definitely run the furthest distance and isn't slowed down by unfamiliar or shifting terrain.

Leo's the strategy man by accident, because what Leo was supposed to do was out survive his enemies. He's supposed to go days on end, no food, water, or sleep, hunting until whatever he's chasing gives up or dies from exhaustion. He's supposed to stand there while the environment kills his opponents around him. He was made to still be standing after everyone else is dead.

[britneyshakespeare]

screw whatever else i've said; the most important thing you can do in this lifetime is watch tv

[kiwisoap]

This job is very cool and fun and I enjoy doing it but the waking up at 2:00 am thing is kind of rough I will say

[xx0yeet-everything0xx]

i haet beinv sick sm like so fucking mucj

[romans-empire]

I just realized I misspell a lot of things in my reblog tags. Forgive me I have just woken up and my first instinct is to open Tumblr.

[canibalistic-brownie]

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[exsqueezememacaroni]

gods I love Mike's voice

[serabellyms]

So a little personal life PSA under the cut:

As of yesterday I got laid off—without cause. Specifically, I was blindsided by this completely out of the blue despite being offered a promotion only a few months back. After 2 months of the runaround I got slapped with this.

This being after they decided to create a new department within the company.

So as yall can guess right now, we ain’t doing so hot. I am still recovering financially from a 5-month mental health leave last November, and it is highly suspicious that I am suddenly laid off after that long.

Sooooooooo I guess I’ll be around more. I may open up some graphics/Carrd commissions or something just to try and make ends meet, because with the current economic climate it’s not likely I’ll be able to find a job very quickly. Things are just hella bleak right now. I feel like I’ve regressed about 10 years in life, so we ain’t doing so hot right now.

No, I don’t want to talk about it. Not really. Talking about it makes me turn into a mess. I barely slept last night. The depresso is hitting hard. If you want to help, distractions are nice to pass the time. Even if that’s just chatting about dumb things. Silver lining is I guess I have more time to game for the next little while.

FOR SOME CLARIFICATION: I am thankfully not at risk for homelessness. My bf and I live in a house we rent from his parents, who are the GOAT. They know this is heavy, and his dad has been laid off in the past. If we are struggling that badly, they will help. They care about a roof over our heads and that we are fed more than finances, if that makes sense. (Unfortunately my family is no help in that regard, but hey, who out there can say their in laws are the best????)