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I hate love.
I hate love.
I hate love.
I hate love.
Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry
#audrey/kellie vents#i don't hate it. i dont. but fuck#with people whove ive possibly fp'd. its a hell#this is hell. i hate it#i hate it here. i hate it so much#no one says they love me. but thats because i don't rlly like it. yet the reason is because IM NOT USED TO IT.#no one has ever said they loved me when i was young. if only i was a character. if only i was fictional#why cant i be fictional#why am i not fictional.....#i mean. yume is practically me. in some senses#fuck.me. sorry sorry#i shouldn't have entered their lives. i shouldn't have. this fandom makes me sick. im tired. im so fucking fucked ober#tbis is the most ive been active with the fans#this is rhe most. ive got#and ive fucking ruined it all
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I have it so bad for him
#excuse the quality#this fucking new editor is ruining all my gifs :c#the band ghost#ghost bc#ghost band#papa emeritus iv#copia#cardinal copia#papa iv#papa 4#popia#my gifs#oh please#he looks incredible#it's not even fair#him fixing his jacket in the last one had me losing my mind#the things i’d do for this man
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made a realization today
#sure ive had 5 jobs in the last 2 years because i keep quitting whenever i start consistently fucking up. but also#i think im doing them a favor by not being a leech on their company#and they should be greatful i dont confidently ruin their lives by being awful at everything i do for longer than necessary.#txt#i say all this. but historically i did believe with full confidence that i was going to get fired on the day i was given the companys first#ever employee of the month award.#suicide joke#my art
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have you ever thought about how out of all the gods/powerful people Odysseus has met throughout epic, Circe is the only one who respected his no
This genuinely just stopped me in my tracks and caused me to stop breathing for about 5 seconds. No, Fluffy, I have not thought of this. What the fuck. Circe is also the only powerful being he met that encouraged the good in Odysseus
#think about it!#athena wanted him to kill the cyclops. poseidon wanted him to embrace ruthlessness. hermes helped him ges but it was#all a game to him. calypso wanted him to forget his wife and be with her. several powerful beings wanted to kill him#zeus tormented him and made him choose to kill a helpless infant and men he cared about to save himself and his family#it was only circe that went 'ive been burned before but you seem good. you seem to care. you obviously love your wife. you know#what? i choose kindness. in the hopes you will too and it will spread. i respect you Odysseus of Ithica i hope this good deed of#mine has a ripple effect of good through all you meet' and then later learning that poseidon fucking ruined it all#god Odysseus doesnt wven know what athena whent through for him#flufffyyyyyy#liv answers#ask#a fluffy potato#epic the musical#fuuuuck#CIRCE ACCEPTED NO SHE ACCEPTED HIS BOUNDARUES SHE RESPECTED HIM NO ONE ELSE DID FUCK
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Society if SOME trans people stopped thinking being trans gives them a free pass to be transphobic to other trans people they don't like or agree with:
#'theyfab' 'tmra' 'baeddel' my god can you just shut the fuck up about other trans people and focus on cis bigots instead#like i assure you all the internet infighting does is ruin everyones mental health whos involved w it#the amount of trans ppl ive seen say 'i trust cis people more than transmascs/transfems/enbies🤪' over stupid internet arguments is worrying#not saying trans ppl cant be shitty btw. but letting your internalized transphobia go unchecked will NOT help anyone#meffy rambles
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you ever wonder how geto would feel about all the bits kenjaku does with his body
#jujutsu kaisen#geto suguru#jjk fanart#i need u all to picture: some random guy runs into kenjaku in the grocery store.#his first thought: isn't that the genocidal maniac who wanted to murder all of humanity?????#second thought: is that a fucking nurse costume#geto (from hell): did he HAVE to ruin my reputation like that#ive never seen jjk im just obsessed with this guy
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they really 50/50’d the thunderbolts with characters i like and characters i couldn’t give less of a shit about
#i could go my entire life without seeing walker again#bc they completely fucked him up with the ending of fatws#evil captain america good great hes us agent for a reason but then they made him help bucky and sams debut as captain america#and i instantly lost interest#now hes just a self absorbed asshole character instead of a reflection of the us military and all its arrogance and faults#he always needs to believe whatever he does and thinks is best#having him stop and help sam and bucky after they were so against him completely ruins that#yelena? awesome#red guardian? awesome#bucky? im hesitant bc they keep fucking him over but inside im still 14 and still love bucky barnes so awesome#but does anyone care about ghost or taskmaster? bc i sure as shit dont#i sunno im probably not gonna watch it anyway but still#also directly comparing that shot of bucky blowing up the car to the one in tws just shows how badly colour graded thunderbolts is#it looks like a commercial#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#marvelous#thunderbolts#marvel#mcu#bucky barnes#yelena belova#red guardian#john walker#taskmaster#winter soldier
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@fishshit I consider your post canon so I made it
Edit: I FOUND IT
Edit 2: Yakov trauma
Edit 3: I lied, here's the design rant
Edit 4: Updated design!
#i cant find the original post T_T#im going to search your entire blog if i have to#i will find it#anyway in the mean time heres something that started as a sketch and then went completely out of control and i am not sorry#i am beyond repentance you could say#it took me at least three tries to spell that word right on the illustration and english can go die#viktor deserves to be dramatic as fuck#yakovs aura was made of retirement papers when viktor showed him this#especially when viktor added that “oh by the way ill be wearing a big ass luxury designer fur coat” and then skated away#have fun deciphering the meaning behind all my design choices#for once i will not rant about them#ruins the fun#but if youre interested i do have a breakdown ready at your leasure#im sorry ive been listening to the song for hours now while drawing this and it just fits viktor so well i cannot#this is canon in my heart#arom antix art#arom antix#art#yuri on ice#yoi#yuri on ice fanart#yoi fanart#fanart#viktor nikiforov#also i am so sorry the mukbang comic is taking so long i swear i havent forgotten#some of it is done but its far from finished but itll happen#im going to finish it and you can quote me on that and come to my house and whack me with a newspaper until i do it if you want to#collab#religious imagery
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“ if i died in the middle of a frozen night, would you feel alright? would you be alright? ”
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hey guys………, ugghhhh me trying to listen to Stay Behind, Dirty Town, Arms Tonite (OH MY GOODDDDDDDD. THAT ONE.), Back To Life, and Burning Pile trying not to think about either of them (and failing (MISERABLY)) why are they so wet dogs core. doomed yaouri. oHH MY GOD BOTTOM BY MCCAFFEETY JUST STARTED PLAYING AS I WAS WRITING THIS IM GONNA FUCKING SCR EA,MMMMM???? “hey man i miss your collar bones i miss the way your skin feels on my collar bones” i might be unwell about this. they make me sixk disgusting little. little tthings.. /aff
reblogs over likes please !
( all intended ship but can be platonic ::} )
#inanimate insanity#ii osc#osc ii#osc#object show community#ii taco#inanimate insanity taco#taco ii#taco inanimate insanity#ii pickle#inanimate insanity pickle#pickle ii#pickle inanimate insanity#paco#ii paco#paco ii#ignore that she has no actual eyes#no matter how hard i tried the eyes wouldnt look right so youre stuck with this#doomed yaouri#also losten to hoodie by hey violet and think about taco please it will either ruin you or fix all of your issues#probably not the latter because it breaks me every time#ummmmmm wheres loveableliquid#theyve been the one ive been yelling about paco with the past few days#honorable mention to loveableliquid btw#i stayed up until 3 in the morning to draw this by the way#it shouldnt have taken that long but the skirt was fucking torturing me#this was really fun to draw though#why did i start yapping so hard in the tags why am i so waffling core#im still doing it#this is what being a season 1 taco fictive does guys
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#mom asked me to cook breakfast so I made the usual but for some reason it's too salty apparently#(it doesnt)#so now she's telling me that I'm a failure followed by a bunch of sermon on why I should leave my job and get married to a girl and#shave my beard and don't eat anymore so I can actually be happy and not useless#(apparently I'm not happy now) and also says thank you mockingly. Great mom#what a fun trip#also ive been telling them can we go to this specific shop i wanna see if i can find cheaper steam deck there and they all start getting#angry on me on how selfish i am for just asking that#and how i dont care about my mom because my mom isnt interested on used game stores#like what the fuck#i paid all of the tickets for her here why the fuck am i not allowed to go to where i want#pissing me off#i wanna go homeeeeee#honestly im not excited about this trip no more i just wanna go home and just go back to work and then at night i draw and play ffxiv#the only one excited i have is disneyland on the last day but i can think of several ways they ruin it too#my mom definitely will be like im tiredd go find a chair and so i have to wait for her#i hate this trip
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my room may have been completely fucking flooded . but at least He is ok .
#just blahs#aethers dolls :]#my basement flooded .#and my room is in the basement#soooo#yeah#most of my stuff is ok#but the room itself is completely fucked#my bed is ruined all my furniture is ruined a ton of my stuffed animals are ruined#so ive gotta figure out somewhere else to keep all my shit while we fix the basement#which is gonna take god knows how long#anyways .#dndads#ron stampler
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Daeron the Good ended the deeply troubling tradition of grooming children into incest. He was a good father to his children. He challenged his own shitty father's crazy schemes. He wed a Dornish princess whom he was a good husband to and did his best to get rid of the anti-Dornish sentiment in the Seven Kingdoms at the time. He kept wise and capable men around to advise him. He treated his bastard half-siblings with respect he didn't even owe them. He did what no Targaryen king before, including Aegon the Conqueror could and brought Dorne into the Seven Kingdoms, not by bloodshed but by diplomacy. He put down a massive rebellion. For 25 years he was king and the realm prospered under his rule. People literally remembered him as "the good".
But sure, Daemon Blackfyre should have been king because he had a cool sword and was a "True Targaryen". Because being a Targaryen king means being a bloodthirsty tyrant who mistreats the people around him and takes only his desires into account when making a move that will affect the lives of thousands. Daeron did everything just right, like no king has done before but still he is glossed over or worse, antagonized because he was simply not "cool enough".
King Daeron II cared, and to some people that is apparently boring.
#i can talk all day about how we don't appreciate daeron ii nearly enough for all he has done#everyone is like “omg targ men are abusive to their wives and children and don't care about the smallfolk”#but when one of them does they go “nah i like the bloodthirsty entitled maniac better”#daeron the good fucking challenged systematic racism in westeros#like come on him being criticized for bringing “dirty Dornishmen” into his court and treating them decently#guess what he also broke the incestuous cycle of abuse until jaehaerys ii and shaera ruined it#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#hotd#house of the dragon#because fucking targaryens#house Targaryen#daeron ii targaryen#mariah martell#aegon iv targaryen#aegon the conqueror#daemon blackfyre#blackfyre rebellion#game of thrones#got
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fucking LAME. the showrunners of house of the dragon are sanitizing the entire storyline. first it was alicent mishearing viserys and thinking he wanted aegon to rule, then it was aemond killing lucerys by accident, and now blood and cheese is a) not NEARLY as tragic as it was in the books and b) something that can easily be waved away as accidental/daemon never wanted that/it was all blood and cheese.
the targaryens in this part of history suck! they suck. they are, to a one, selfish and cruel and ambitious and have a deep-seated to the core belief in their own superiority. either side would rather burn westeros to the ground than refute their divine fucking right to the throne. that's the whole goddamn point! they ripped apart their own family, they destroyed the dragons from within, it is all their fault and both sides committed terrible, terrible atrocities in the name of their justice.
but no. i dont know if its an overcorrection from mad queen dany or if they just want a team black good guys and team green bad guys, but they are whitewashing this story so fucking badly and it is infuriating
#house of the dragon#house of the dragon spoilers#hotd#hotd spoilers#im literally so fucking mad#ive been spoiled by interview with the vampire and the cast of completely terrible people who i love with all my heart#LET CHARACTERS BE AWFUL!!!!!#let them do terrible things let them ruin their lives make it so there is not a good guy and a bad guy#LAME#lame lame lame
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Hear me out (or don't... it's fine I'm just venting and mean) yeah um I don't believe Chakotay was saved in Prod*gy s2.
#the 'time travel' makes no sense when you think on it. What happened to Prime Chakotay? He got killed they showed that.#At the end s1 Janeway finds an 'alternate chakotay in an alternate timeline' and that's the one they go and get#we saw the original get merc'd in the message. That ACTUALLY happened. Lmao.....#They didn't prevent THAT death because they didn't go to THAT Solum with the Infinity and stop it from happening#instead it was 'ALTERNATE#' implying other.#OG Chakotay wasn't taken over by the alternative one either nothing suggests that was the direction for him in s2#they didn't do anything like 'well you see chakotay because at the end of s2 when we converged timestreams you have merged with your other'#if they did want to recover the original from s1 then keep that clear instead of being convoluted dont use an alternate timeline wtf#instead the plot was focused on gywns stupid fucking paradox plot and her being fixed#chakotay was the one in a paradox too did that not matter nah dw about it he had to die for this outcome or someshit lmao why#In the extended message given to admiral janeway it shows him clearly getting left behind and surrounded. Sadly no one intervened.#I dont understand why they couldnt have just made s2 about his rescue alone IF they took their time it wouldnt be so difficult#to follow#above that the one they rescued was ruined by the 10 year gap so he wasn't 'saved' at all. God i hate s2 when you break it apart#I dunno the more i look at s2 Janeway and Chakotay the more upsetting it is. Janeway would NOT have settled for an imposter.#everyone going goo-goo gaa gaa over s2 but it's sloppy af imo and undermines a huge portion voyagers struggles#id really like them to flatly lay out their ideas because literally nothing ive heard explains the story or choices of s2 with conviction#instead it's oh clap for wesley or the new vulcan and other references yay#describe to me your timetravel clearly and i'll happily take a seat on it (there is still other crap stuff mind you)#this is the most repressed shit i my head i swear#im angry because s1 is so clearly mapped out to a brilliant degree and for whatever reason it's not in s2#i can see through it#insultingly people are eating it up and claiming it's better than ever nah dawg embarrassing#there are nice ideas inside s2 but they arent adequately rewarded#it doesnt compare to the timetravel in other trek because they kept it clear#i mean it could have been an interesting parallel to endgame but in the end janeway didnt even rescue him lmao they dropped her#why bother building up this mission only for her to give up and go 'i'll hand it over because im told to'. Janeway had fuck all this season#let alone settle for not fixing her own timeline and her own friends deadly circumstance dw just grab another one from the shelf i guess#the emotional fallout was absolutely missed because they didnt elaborate on anything. Plenty of show but no substance from the characters
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twelfth night main plot: haha bisexual love triangle that is gay in both directions! haha mistaken identity and gender fuckery haha
malvolio side plot:
#twelfth night#i did not feel this strongly abt him before but now that ive listened to dt malvolio.#And esp how he plays him in 4.2#ajnd it's like guys. guys! i need to turn into a fish and swim to sea and never return#NUMBER ONE MALVOLIO APOLOGIST#I AM SORRY. SORRYYYYYYY#WHY DID THEY HAVE TO DO THAT TO HIM ALL HE DID WAS BE A LOSER AND A KILLJOY#AND MAYBE HE RUINED FABIAN'S RELATIONSHIP AND THREW THE CAPTAIN IN JAIL AT SOME POINT IDK#WHY DO THE RICH FUCKS GET SO MUCH PLEASURE PUTTING THIS MAN IN THE SAW TRAP CAN THEYYYYY BE PUT IN THE SAW TRAP#JUST TO SEE HOW IT FEELS#IS IT HIS FAULT HE LIKES IMAGINING THAT PEOPLE LIKE HIM IM SO HEARTBROKEN MAN#pain and suffering and darkness#ik there is some meta someone has written sometime someplace abt him being neurodivergent but im not going to go digging for it rn
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#feel like my relationship with my younger brother is changed completely forever not to be dramatic lol but i am sad#we used to b very close but he has kind of. found his faith again and gone full missionary christian which like. i knew meant the dynamic#was doomed lmao but actually acknowledging it makes me sad i feel like i'm grieving for the friendship we used to have even though#it is literally a me problem i think from his perspective he doesn't think anything has changed. but i feel weird about everything#also his new gf is nineteen and he is. almost 25 and i am the only one who feels weird about it like i know she's over 18 but! idk i can't#tell if i'm being overly cautious or if my gut instinct is right. my sister & her husband have a similar age gap but they met when they wer#both over 30 so like. it didn't feel weird. and i didn't feel comfortable actually seriously talking to him about it apart from the first#time he mentioned her over facetime (he went to another country to do mission stuff & met her there) so like an idiot i've just been#making jokes about the age gap becausee like. thats always been our thing lightly bullying each other lol but he blew up at me and said#i've had nothing positive to say about her since he's been back home and that he thinks i hate her and i'm out of line for constantly#implying he's creepy for dating someone younger. idk i felt like such a freak idiot horrible person about it. it completely blindsided me#bc yes the jokes were coming from a place of idk how i feel about this situation so i'm going to rely on the humour-based communication#we have always fallen back on as a safety thing but i guess i was wrong or the dynamic shifted or something anyway it's all fucked#& everyone is just telling me i feel weird out of some?? misplaced kind of jealousy thing?? because i'm 'losing' my brother to his gf lol#which does not feel right at all he has dated so many other girls and i have never had a problem it is literally the age gap like i haven't#even met this girl i'm sure she's very nice! i just worry about her being nineteen!! jesus. and yes maybe i do feel some resentment around#a brother younger than me who seems to be able to live his life with zero difficulty whilst i'm stuck being this unemployed loser who ruins#literally ever friendship & relationship ive ever had but i think thats ok right like i can't help feeling that. i don't fucking knowwww#am i just projecting all these sad feelings about our friendship dying onto his new relationship or like. am i right to be genuinely#concerned she's six years younger than him and still a fucking teenager!!!!!! i don't know
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